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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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you can gush to me any time bruv!! anyways 🎫 here’s a gush pass bc i am Incredibly Intrigued by this new f/o of yours and would love to hear more!!!πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€
ksndufhfjdjfnv y'all are too nice to me omg I LOVE Y'ALL /p
@fo-babes @lilacslovers i hope it's ok to tag u guys. πŸ₯Ί i don't want y'all to think i ignored ur offer!! i appreciate it tons! :']
also @lovinggreeniehours @jils-stuff @yawnbarn (i hope i didn't bother y'all) bc i want y'all to look at my girl πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ
OKAY. OKAY. she's actually VERY, VERY new. like i just made her yesterday while i was taking a shower. and i'm already making up so much scenarios w/ her in my head??? like DEADASS, i already have an idea of how i and she got together. she was always persistent in trying to talk to me even though i push her away every time she even dares to utter a word to me. she has so much dedication and i can't ask for anyone better. I LOVE HER SO MUCH, i'm actually so happy she decided to stick w/ me despite everyone telling her to stay away from me. like, GIRL, you love me that much??? I LOVE YOU TOO. 😩😩😩
she is so DAMN CUTE. i haven't drawn her yet but SHE'S JUST SO CUTE ALRIGHT. her ash blonde (is it ash blonde? idk ejdjbfbfb) hair fits her so well, her little red ribbon is so cute too, and whenever she looks at me w/ those yellow bright eyes, i just melt. she's already cute in terms of appearance but she decided to go overboard with her personality like AAAAA. she is my ray of sunshine and i won't allow anyone to hurt my sugar baby gaaaaahhhh!!!!! if i ever see a single scratch on her, I WILL RIOT.
she is so clumsy and sweet, so kind and thoughtful. she always looked out for me before we even started dating, she used to bring me lunch whenever i don't have the money to buy one or i just straight up forgot. HER COOKING IS THE BEST. after trying out her food for the first time, i asked her if she made any more. when that happened, her eyes lit up and she started to excitedly (AND LOUDLY) ask if i liked it. AND THERE WERE PEOPLE AROUND THE HALLWAY SO YOU'D KNOW HOW FLUSTERED I WAS AT THAT MOMENT- i was trying so hard to shush her but we still caught everyone's attention. you bet your ass that they were weirdly looking at us and internally going like "what the hell is that girl doing with the most intimidating guy in school".
her name is so beautiful. like, just, beautiful. it goes off the tongue so well. remi denetsosie. darling, let me take your surname and replace it w/ mine instead SKSBJDHXBB.
GOD, if y'all ever decide to send me a letter in remi's pov, I'M LEGITIMATELY GOING TO CRY. her voice is the sweetest thing i've ever heard and if i were to project it into a piece of content that i wasn't expecting at all? FNFKFOGKKG I'LL SEE YOU AT MY GRAVE BYE. /s
our height difference actually makes everything better (i'm 6 inches taller than her) because she has to look up at me so innocently and I EASILY LOSE IT. i cover a portion of my face with a hand, look away, and mumble something like "why are you so damn cute" or maybe even "stop looking at me like that". YOU KNOW, THE TYPICAL TSUNDERE STUFF. but then remi smiles even wider and I BLUSH EVEN MORE FURIOUSLY. she unintentionally makes me flustered and i wanna squish her cheeks and place a hard kiss on her lips!!!!!
at times when i'm more comfortable in showing my affection, it's actually vice versa. now it's my turn to make her blush. in ways which i cannot explain because my blog would not be child friendly anymore-
I'M KIDDING, I'M KIDDING. well, partially. ANYWAY it's usually me pestering her w/ kisses and complimenting her in a low voice (she likes it somehow, don't ask). hearing her giggles and feeling her wiggle under me is one of the best things i could experience. it always reminds me that i'm the dom in this relationship WAHAJAJJFNFJ-
she brings me so much happiness, you have no idea. w/ her, i am able to express myself freely and to breathe properly. at my home [tw: abuse mention], i can't even sleep peacefully because my abusive brother would always take out his anger on me. it's one of the reasons why i made that tough persona at school. when i told remi about that, she immediately went to hug me and started apologizing as if it was her fault. i simply patted her head and told her it's okay, and that everything is fine now that we're together. i can't bear the thought of something similar happening to remi, and i need to protect her w/ my whole life if so.
i just- i love her so much. my heart is so full of love for her right now and i don't think i can keep it in any longer. brb gonna give remi thousands of kisses.
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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Your stimboards are so good! How do you make them?
hello anon, tysm!! i'm sorry this took me a while to answer, our wifi turned off as soon as i received the question lol. but it's very simple actually! i only recently started doing stimboards a few days ago, so i'm not sure if this is helpful at all. anyway,
1. firstly, i search for a picture/gif for the character i am doing.
i mostly use gifs because it's just somehow satisfying to see the whole moodboard to move. but you can also use pictures! this is to give me a brief idea of what gifs i would be using.
2. i go on tum.blr search and type "[color/theme] stim".
i mostly base this on the color of the gif/picture of the character i've chosen! it can also be a background story or some kind of trivia of the character. for example, we have my f/o, jo.se ba.den. for him, i would search "sea stim" because he is a sailor and travels through the sea.
going through tu.mblr search and finding for the perfect stim gif would take a while, but that's part of the job! my stimboards, so far, would take me around 30-40 mins. be patient and experiment around! it never hurts to try.
if you can't find a gif on tum.blr, you can use your browser as an alternative. although it may not be as accurate as those in tum.blr, but it's a good way for finding the gif that you want to be included (as long as you put the keywords).
3. always leave a like on the post.
or you could reblog it, save it to your drafts, whichever's easy for you! this is to save yourself some time, and you won't have to go back to the search bar and scroll through endless gifs. you need to credit the creator, always! (don't be like me who forgot to leave a post and took me 20 mins to find the source again ;-;)
4. . [optional] i edit the gifs to a much more fitting color.
some gifs don't blend in well with the main picture/other gifs, so i go ahead and edit them with this app!
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i mostly mess around with the settings until it looks good to me. if you want a more detailed tutorial on this, i'd be happy to provide!
5. after choosing gifs that i think would fit the board, i arrange them in a way that would appease the eye.
i'm pretty sure you can't rearrange pictures on pc, and i don't use pc a lot, so i'm sorry if i can't provide any advice on that. but if you're on mobile, then that's great!
you can press the image option (because it's way easier than having to put one by one and to arrange them afterwards β€” that's too time-consuming) and choose the gifs in the order i want them to be. preferably, the gif/picture of the character would be in the middle, so it has to be fifth picture. in the end, it would look something like this:
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yeah i used my own stimboard so what >:'(
this stimboard is a gradient (orange to blue green), so if you're doing a singular color, it's ok to put the gifs in what order you'd like!! honestly, there's no way "correct" way to do this (other than the character having to be in the middle) β€” if you think it's pretty, then that's good! keep arranging them until it looks good to you.
6. lastly, i put the credits underneath the stimboard.
i mostly use this format:
[ x x x - x x x - x x x ]
but you can use other formats too! like:
X | X | X - X | X | X - X | X | X
🌺 - 🌺 - 🌺 | 🌺 - 🌺 - 🌺 | 🌺 - 🌺 - 🌺
whatever you're comfortable with! remember that each x (or emoji) represents the gif in the stimboard β€” for example, the ninth x would lead to the source of the very last gif. so, if you already have the links (you can always get them back from the reblog/recently liked posts on your main account), you can press down on the text and insert a link using this option:
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something will pop up and you'd be able to insert a link there. if you're not sure if you inserted the right link, you can always post it privately (it's in the options of posting, i believe it's on the top right with the three dots)! for some reason, it doesn't let you check the links in drafts, but don't worry, as long as it's posted privately, nobody would see the stimboard you've made so far.
and you're done! i hope this helps somehow!!
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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XELLE DID U HEAR THAT DIN IS IN FORNITE NOW??????
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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type, mood, and style for you and remi <33
hello sinag ty for dropping by!! πŸ₯Ί
type was answered here!
mood: Are there any canon ships in other media that reminds you of your self ship?
ah, yeah! i actually started kinning the guy bc i see myself in him. :] it's oreki houtarou and chitanda eru from hyouka!
style: What’s your self ship’s ~aesthetic~?Β 
to put it simply - it's black and yellow! anything that emits sunshine energy and goth energy is technically our overall aesthetic sjdbfhf.
κ’° self ship vibes ask meme κ’±
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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Hey, just wanted to drop in and saw that Jose and Din would always be supportive of your interests and would actually be just as enthusiastic about them as you are! The things that you love and get you excited? They make them super happy, because they make *you* happy, and that’s all they could ever ask for.
aaaaaaa fae!!!! ❀️❀️❀️ ;;w;; you're always so kind to me, what did i do to deserve this much kindness fnbgghjg
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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12 and 13? (With Jose)
I suppose it's time for me take over Xelle's blog again. It's not that I'm complaining, though.
12. What is your preferred method of flirting? Are you physical, do you use cheesy but harmless pick-up lines, or are you heavy-handed in your approach? How do they react to being flirted with? If you don’t flirt with them, how else do you (or did you) show them you were interested in them?
For some reason, Xelle hasn't gotten used to my ways of flirting. Even after being married for over a year now, their face would still heat up to the point they look like an actual tomato. I always find it adorable whenever they cover their cheeks or mouth.
Anyway, before we got together, I tended to throw extremely straightforward questions at them. For example, that time when I asked them if they will ever decide to get a lover or spouse. They stuttered a lot. They weren't even certain of their answer.
They got even more flustered when I told them the person they'll marry is already right in front of them. I was partially joking, but I think they took it too seriously and denied it. Well, look at where they've gotten now.
In the present, well, just like I've mentioned before, I'm much better at showing affection through the use of actions. It also applies to my flirting. Though I do like whispering sweet nothings to their ear and randomly complimenting something they didn't even notice, it amuses me when I suddenly touch their body in public. Not in a lewd way, of course. But they get very passive aggressive, and would even pinch my hand to make me stop.
Hm. Don't even dare to ask me what would happen if we were in a private area.
13. What’s a typical conversation like between you and your s/o? Do you both joke around with each other and have inside jokes? Do you swap memes at ungodly hours of the night? Do you get philosophical with each other? Or are you both more likely to quietly communicate with each other, such as with looks and touches?
Usually, we talk about our everyday routine. Just like what we will be having for dinner tomorrow, what kind of new toy we will be buying for Louis, if we need a new toothpaste to use. You know, the typical domestic conversations.
Sometimes, we like to state random facts about our jobs that we're not even familiar of. For your reference, I'm a sailor, Xelle is a baker. I would say something about the stars and how it would help me determining the directions, and Xelle would say how many teaspoons of sugar you should be adding to a cake. Neither of us understands a single thing we're saying, but we both know we're enjoying the time we spend together.
Oh, and of course. We like to talk about deep topics, it just gradually comes by and we wouldn't even notice that we're crying in each other's arms. Xelle looks out for me a lot (even though I should be the one who is doing so, I mean, I do, but I need to let them actually feel it) and they would always ask me if I'm doing okay or not. They also tend to take a look at my scars whenever I come back from sailing. It just shows how much they care for me, and I'm eternally grateful for it. I think this might be because I spent ten years in a manor playing such a deadly game.
What I mean by deep topics, is how we both feel lucky to have each other. They love me, and I love them. It's as simple as that, but it often gets emotional and Xelle would repeatedly thank me for choosing someone like them, someone who was just a passerby. I reassure them that it's not about the status, but because of the attitude they help up instead.
I got carried away, apologies. Thank you for the questions.
κ’° Romantic F/O Takeover Asks κ’±
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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Hey um, 1 question, do you have a mandalorian self Insert?
I need to see them for...
Science
πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€ yes i do! i have a picrew of them but i also drew them, like, twice-
here's the picrew! (credit)
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and here are my terrible drawings
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their outfit might change bc i'm terrible at fashion wjdhdhdh
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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din knows you want to do your best and he loves and believes in you :( i do too,, i don't have many words to say but i hope you feel better soon <3
th,, thank you. i'm still a bit sad but uhh i'm trying to cope. i'll try to lessen the amount of time i spend using my phone and seriously work on my hw this time.
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7 AND 14 WITH JOSEπŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€
KABSJDISJS GODDAMMIT ASTRID-
7. are there any specific scenes/chapters/moments of your f/o that you find yourself going back to revisit more often than any other?
ekjdhfjd sadly there isn't much videos about him, there's only his backstory vid and that saddens me a lot. πŸ˜” but um, if it counts, i like rereading this one particular story (which is supposed to be a πŸ‹ but my ass decided to procrastinate as usual) i wrote. the kissing scene always makes my heart go β†—οΈβ¬†οΈβž‘οΈβ†˜οΈβ†–οΈβ†™οΈβ¬…οΈβ¬‡οΈβ¬†οΈβ†˜οΈβ†—οΈβž‘οΈβ¬…οΈβ†–οΈβ¬†οΈ
14. what’s your favorite outfit your f/o has ever worn?
naked.
jk. i like his captain hook skin a lot. ❀️ it emits so much style and he, just, he looks so amazing in it!!! i love everything he wears but this one just takes the cake.
oh, can i also include this
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mm yeah <3333
κ’° meta self ship asks κ’±
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xelles-archive Β· 4 years
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1, 2, 19 from that music ask for whomever you're feelin' at the moment?
me when i received your ask: hhhh,,, kfnfjkifkk ily???? i'm getting so much attention for some reason tonight, thank you sinag. ;;;-;;; me will be using my husbando jose. qwq
[slight suggestive and murder tw]
1. what's you and your f/o's ~theme song~?
either swimming by kero kero bonito or juvenescene by verzache. kero's song has more relation to us because it actually involves the sea (and jose's a sailor, lads!) and has a bit of meaning that may describe our relationship (hardships n everything). the other one just reminds me of jose? i don't know, it's justβ€” the first time i heard it, i was immediately like, *struggles to find jose's playlist because it's buried with the others*. oh, and like, the lyrics. yes. πŸ‘Œ
2. a song that describes your f/o.
WOULD IT BE APPROPRIATE IF I MENTION A KIND OF LEWD SONG?? because, like- like jose by playful ryan really describes him. he's a horndog mf and i have to deal with his ~~moods~~. other than that, wishful drinking by tessa violet is also a good song. basically it's "him: an alcoholic ; also him: i will not hesitate to slash your neck with my sword 😩"
19. a song that relates to your selfship's plot, but not necessarily the ship.
LSNFOFODOE I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT. πŸ˜‹πŸ‘ i've already talked about this to my friend one night, but why not talk about it again. it definitely has to be love story by tay//lor swi//ft (slowed ver). idk if y'all read my answer with ivy's ask of the marriage meme β€” but i've explained a little bit of my story with jose in there. basically, jose's father was not happy with how his son has been slacking off his work and tried to separate him from me. it's actually the opposite from the song's perspective, but it just fits somehow?? jdbfidie yeah. i get soft when i think about it.
κ’° musical ask game κ’±
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xelles-archive Β· 4 years
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4,5 and 11 for Engie
OMG HI LUX !! 🀩 that was so fast i- ejdhdiieje. i got two more quickly afterwards and I'M LIKE??? I'M SO GIDDY RN SORRY-
anyway thank you for the ask !! πŸ’•
4. a song you think your f/o would sing to you.
texan love song by elton john !! the song is very much texan (as obvious as it seems from title) and dell would sound amazing while singing it. :] even though the lyrics are incredibly ridiculous (texans be like: 🀠), i still find it romantic how it's indirectly flirtatious, or however it's supposed to mean. he'd even play it with a guitar! agh, i love my husband so much. :((
5. a song you would sing for your f/o.
sunkissed by khai dreams. πŸ’• i know the artist recently made a music video for the song, but i've been a fan for a long time now and have been dedicating it to dell, because that's just how i feel for him. πŸ€²πŸ’— i don't consider myself as a good singer, but the song's pitch is just right for me. πŸ‘Œ
11. a song you'd play/played at your wedding.
WE PLAYED LIKE THREE SONGS FOR OUR WEDDING. D:< but ah, well, i guess i'll mention them all β€” thinking out loud by ed she//eran, still into you by paramore (this is also our theme song :D), and we could happen by aj rafael.
κ’° musical ask game κ’±
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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good to know din is trying to help you w school :') consider yourself lucky. he's a very chivalrous boyo,, unlike SOMEONE I KNOW-
BDHFJFJFJFJ yeah i'm eyeing on that person πŸ‘€ darn you for not helping ari-
tbh i doubt he understood anything bc i was flipping the pages too fast sjdhfhfhfh. he didn't say anything about it so i thought he was going with the flow. guess not when i asked him the scientific term for red blood cells and he immediately tried to change the topic (which was him complaining about our son) lmao.
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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hey do you HAVE an icon or is this just,, how it be??
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yeah it's intentional! somehow the color scheme of din and baby yoda didn't fit with the aesthetic, so i decided to leave it out. qwq
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AYO i just woke up like a hour ago but im sorry that happened to you xelle!!! i hope ur feeling better :( its completely normal to crush on fictional characters and idk why people think that's weird?? BUT ANYWAYS i hope your feeling ok, sending love!!!
πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’— ty kenzie!! and it's okay, i hope you'll have a good morning over there. :')
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xelles-archive Β· 3 years
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Holy shit? Please take deep breaths, splash some cold water on your face, drink some water, and maybe eat something. Indulge in any comfort media that you might have. Anything to distract you from this. This is so shitty of them and I’m sorry that you have to deal with this? Din and Jose would never stand for this type of behaviour
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it's okay, and thank you, fae. i've eaten dinner and currently eating bread as a snack. i finally opened to my mom (wow that's actually a rare occurrence) about the problem and we had a short conversation with my sister. it was actually a problem back in april but i never had the courage to speak up about it, so it was only resolved now. maybe it's just my anxiety, because i keep making assumptions about the things people say, but i'm glad jose and din were able to guide me through the problem.
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Ard you okay? You know they probably just think it was cute or something, you dont have to worry
sjbsdjdjd i'm fine!! i just get extremely anxious when a blog with no correlation to self shipping interacts w/ my posts or blog at all.
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