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I KNOW I KNOW BUT HEAR ME OUT-
#I KNOW I JUST MADE S.AITO NOT TOO LONG AGO BUT!!!#hear me out i've always wanted to write n.ito but never thought the day would come#it was a distant dream- -clenches hands on fists-#it was between n.ito and a.sh tbh#ash... so dreamy...#maybe someday-#oh and j.inako/g.anesha#BUT BUT BUT!!!#NITO!!!!#SHE'S SO COOL#i love her-#and she's such an interesting character!!!;; or to me there's so much to explore#i love reading/researching#in the past i tried writting c.leo but didnt know what direction i wanted to take with her#Im having so many thoughts but AGH that'll be for another time#its been so long since i've written a female muse#well on her own blog i mean#im so used to grumpy emotionally constipated male muses or smug bastards#this is a fresh breath tbh
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Nico who has been deified after his death. Nico who's sure, after all this time, he's finally managed to let go of his older sister's death, of course, it still hurts, and of course, he will never forget her, but that fiery hatred and overtaking sadness, has finally been put to rest.
Nico knows and understands that his sister chose to move on without him, and that's okay, no it's never gonna be okay but he's made his peace with that too, and now, that he's an inmortal himself he never expects to see Bianca again.
Nico lives easy. He works for his father, he sleeps for a couple decades at a time, sometimes he goes back to Camp, takes care of some kids during their quests here and there, but for the most part, he's a chain-free roaming God.
And then, one day at Camp Nico meets her, a tiny little girl, with how long he has lived, time has become almost impossible for Nico to really track down anymore, but he's sure this girl can't be more than 10.
And something about her eyes, her dark, void-like eyes, and her long black hair, and her proud stance. It really reminds him of somebody else.
The girl is all alone, no little brother or older sister of her own, no parents either, apparently, she's a child of Hekate, but that really doesn't matter.
Something about the girl's every move, about the way she approaches the darkness without fear, about the way she approaches him, like she's known him all his life, the way she uses her whole body when talking.
It reminds Nico of Bianca. This girl's soul is just like Bianca's.
And Nico supposes it's no longer a fatal flaw, but he still doesn't know how to let go.
Nico immediately claims her on the spot, lets her sleep on the Hades Cabin, helps her out with everything, takes care of her for years and years.
It's the first time in centuries, that Nico as a God feels connected to his mortal side.
When the little girl cuddles against him, because she's had yet another nightmare about manticores and huge robots, while Nico quietly tries to hug her, and reassure her she's going to be fine, he even starts thinking that maybe his family has grown, yet again.
And then, she's send off on a Quest, Nico loudly protests against it, because he knows how those end.
Because, he still remembers waking up screaming and trashing, in the middle of the night, inside the Hermes Cabin, surrounded by strangers and shadows, as he felt Bianca's soul perish away.
But it's no use, the Oracle of her time had already issued her prophecy, this new girl, Rachel having long since passed away, who Nico feels almost comfortable cursing in the spot, just like his father had done so many centuries ago.
The little girl leaves, and Nico now has nobody to swear to keep her protected. Nico knows it's useless to try to convince her to stay, but he still does, it doesn't work, it never has worked
But truth is, she doesn't even look scared.
She's excited, and ready, and determined, and Nico has to wonder if this is how Bianca looked like, during her last week on Earth, too.
The girl leaves and she doesn't come back.
Nico thinks, it should be easier by now. It isn't, it's never gonna be it
Hades catches Nico roaming mindlessly around Elysium, after noticing his absence from The House, for what's either days, or years.
Hades mournfully reassures Nico that Bianca is not there anymore. No, not this time, not last time, not next time either.
After that, Nico chooses to abandon Camp fully, once again, he doesn't come back for another few centuries, until Hermes asks him for help getting his children to satefy at Camp.
Nico swallows the bile, that he's sure a Godly body like his own, shouldn't be able to produce anymore, shakes Hermes's hands, and tells his cousin his children will make it through, just fine.
Nico rescues the kids, regretfully send them off to live all cramped up together at their Father's Cabin forever, but one of the boys of the bunch, just has such dark eyes, like a black hole consuming souls.
And he stands so proud, and Nico just knows once more, and all at once, because he would recognize Bianca's soul anywhere.
In life, in death, at the end of the world, in a Hekate's daughter, in an Hermes's son, it doesn't matter, the person standing in front of him, is simply Bianca in another skin.
Bianca, being a wild hero once more, and Nico has to wonder if she can see him as clearly as he can see her.
Bianca is the only one after all, who has known him all his life, Bianca knew his name before it was even his own. Nico was born knowing her.
If she can see him, or if she can't, Nico doesn't even know which one would hurt more.
Time passes, and if Nico let's the boy sleep at the Hades Cabin, because the nightmares about manticores, giant robots, and magic are too much to bear, and he can't even scream in peace inside the Hermes Cabin, well, that's only Nico's own business to know about.
Nico realizes, after a few ages of Godhood, that The Fates like repeating their own stories.
Nico knows he hates all of them, deeply and purposefully.
The Oracle comes up to the boy, Nico is sure she must be a new girl, but all the girls Apollo chooses all look the same, and she is the same, she gives the hero the prophecy that will bury him.
And, it doesn't even take Nico a glance to know, that this is where that boy's life thread is cut.
Nico wants to sneer, this would be Bianca's third death, and if a hero dies three times they get the special prize, and yet.
Nico begs the boy to not go, because they both know he's not gonna make it back.
Bianca never has. Bianca never does. This is Bianca's fate. She was already dead before the story even began.
But the boy doesn't even break eye contact with Nico, as he tells Nico that he's very kind, and that he loves him too, but no way.
He's gonna go, and so, the boy does.
The boy leaves and he doesn't come back, and Nico has to crawl at his Godly skin, and remember the sensations, of back when there was human flesh, and blood running through his veins.
And that's just the thing isn't it, that Bianca is never going to stay by his side, because she doesn't want to.
#you ever think about the fact that bianca preferred to stop completely existing before waiting for Nico and nico knows it#nico di angelo#Bianca di Angelo#pjo#god nico#luna writes#<- i mean this is halfway a fic already so yeah#this is about Bianca's reincarnations and how difficult Nico's and hers relationship really is like she loves him hes her little brother#but also she wants another family she was never gonna stay not because shes forced to but simply because that's not the choice she wanted#to make and all his life what nico wanted was for her to choose to stay and she just didn't#she never waited around she never showed up she left at once and asked for no opinions she took her life in her own hands#well that's all kinda messed up by the Riordan blog post just randomly having her in Elysium but whatever those arent canon#luna's headcanons#also nico taking care of kids is everything to me so yeah he would love and cherish the hell out of those kids even if sometimes they#behave even older than him and they all would still abandon him he supposes he should be fine with but he isnt#he will never find their souls or their corpses anywhere he already knows this
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y'all have GOT to get normaler about trans men.
#for gods sake just because a couple 'transandrophobia truther' blogs made a bad joke#doesn't mean the idea that transmascs face misogyny and oppression (A VERY REASONABLE TAKE I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS CONTROVERSIAL)#is transmisogynistic???????#jesus christ antimasculism has rotted queer spaces so much#i promise you whipping girl is not the bible#julia serrano had some good ideas about her own perspective but she was WRONG about trans men#in fact many of her ideas about how trans women DO NOT benefit from male privilege can apply to trans men as well#just go read stone butch blues please
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headcanoning monogamous characters as polyamorous is free, fun, and easy to do! additionally, it is always both cool and sexy 😎
#why am i posting this to my bg3 blog you ask? well. it is because. i am tired.#tag rant here we go:#when people hc straight characters as gay or bi there (mostly) isn't nearly this much pushback#because people understand that bias in storytelling means there just were never going to be as many queer characters in canon#so making your own is understood as creating your own stake in a heteronormative narrative#but when you do the same thing with polyam characters suddenly it's Disrespecting The Character bc 'that's not how they're written'#like no shit? polyamory as an identity is no more respected in mainstream storytelling than being queer is#so yeah. yeah. your canon monogamous boy is part of my polycule now. he's engaging with the beauty of commitment to multiple people at once#i helped your girl work through her possessive and jealous instincts with patience and care. she's our girl now.#anyway! no matter how much this fanfom clearly doesn't want me to be here doing this i remain#saltposting#baldur's gate 3
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I know Stella is abusive but the thing is, that’s all there is to her. The reason she’s so awful is to make Stolas look better.
Yep. Because Heaven forbid anyone sympathized with the spouse being cheated on for even a millisecond when we've got a gay ship to board
#confession#findings of Patreon leaker anon at chaifootsteps' blog implied Viv had planned nuance for her character before s2#...yeah. that got thrown out the window#it's all part of the Stolitz endgame plot#(''plot'' as in ''nefarious plan'' not ''plot'' as in ''storyline'')#and she can't even be shitty on her own! now she needs A Man (weird ice peacock brother) to back up her shittiness! what a shame#helluva boss critical#helluva critical#stella#I've read a few fics where she's a more well-rounded and well-meaning character. I liked those better#Saving Blitzo on Wattpad comes to mind (though everyone still kicked her to the curb in that one. like damn)
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I’m currently watching that Voyager episode “Juggernaut”, and the rage I’m filled with every time I hear someone mention how B’Elanna needs to “control her emotions” is so large of an amount, I could probably power a small city with it for upwards of a year! Like I don’t blame her in the slightest for breaking the Doctor’s holo-camera! I would too if he wouldn’t listen to me when I told him to stop snapping pictures and get out of the way! Engineering is a dangerous place, especially for a hologram wearing and using a Mobile Emitter! Like fuck man! Maybe stop purposely provoking her and she won’t get that snippy!
#and don’t even get my ass started on just how much tom paris can go take his holier than thou bullshit and shove it up his own ass!#he’s the chief cause of her anger and irritation!#like jesus mary joseph and fucking lucifer y’all!#seven would also do well to stop irritating her as well#but that can easily be fixed by letting b’elanna teach her what consequences to her own actions means#and by that i mean they should let those two duke it out verbally and let seven see what happens in those cases#and to just let them both be who they are and quit trying to change them!#b'elanna torres#star trek: voyager#juggernaut#i love this episode but gods it points out everything wrong with how they tried to write b’elanna#also this is a b’elanna protection blog you want ti start shit on this post i block you you’ve been warned
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One thing that's so cute/endearing to me that I feel can really only be achieved on tumblr is how (usually in fandoms) we really are just rotating around together in a way.
Like chatting with friends (or even knowing someone saw YOUR post) in the replies and then making a point/statement and then seeing a bit later the friend makes a post with either the same idea or words and you just sit there like
Or even just EXPANDING on an idea together or then sometimes a "long discussion" eventually just turns into memes for fun :D
Even if you don't agree with someone's idea/headcanon/discussion/etc. like it's usually still fun to look through! :D And then maybe it becomes "Ohhhh, okay! I'm still sticking with my own headcanon/idea but I see how you came up with that based on what we know and how that could work!" and then high five!
OFC it's the communities and the people that make it so but still! It's fun! :D
#Like there have been some “big blogs” that I look up to as well using the exact same phrasing or bring something up that I just brought#up after they just liked my own post and it makes me happy as it's a “You see what I mean?! :D You get it! Wahoo!”#I'm not really one to give a whole shit about “dootznbootz/Mads is the one who came up with the idea” (like yeah don't steal fics. ofc)#but ideas are kind of vague and shit :D I try and do it on my own posts because if I'm referencing someone's post that goes#further into whatever I'm talking about. I'll probably be like “this expands on it! :D check it out!”#idk it's just really nice and fun with the community most of the time :D sometimes people suck but most are nice and it's fun!#I mean “Penelope being the water wife” has been around for a while. I just don't stfu about her :D definitely not the “original” haha#Mad rambles
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god following a couple swiftie accounts is healing my soul ngl.....like i'm so used to people on this site wanting her dead in the streets its nice to see someone else who actually likes her music for a change 😭
#meow meows#like ill be so fr im exhausted of people performatively tearing her down to make themselves feel morally superior or whatever#dont like her? cool i do not care. i do like her and this is my blog#her music means a lot to me. the tag i use is tswift block it if u dont wanna see stuff abt her music occasionally.#unfollow if its that serious which i can gaurantee you it isnt#and if even seeing this gives you the urge to make a snarky comment or pass judgement ask yourself why#whys it your problem who i listen to#why do you think making snarky posts online is going to solve the problem; and if not why do you keep acting like it does#are you just annoyed seeing her everywhere; and if so why do you keep making it other people's problem#why are you so hostile about other people's preferences and experiences when they dont match your own#also to clarify no discourse has happened to me directly im just tired of seeing the same sentiments repeated by ppl in my circles#as well as just sensitive in general LOLL so it gets to me a lot more than it should
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You know the more i think about it the more i absolutely believe blondie lockes would be the one most likely to just straight up kill someone
#funnily enough cupid is probs her competitor for that title#theres a couple more students who might but like#i also look at them and think that they wouldnt actually be able to do the act in the end#like lizzie would send them off to be executed by someone else#ramona is a maybe but i just cant see it personally because shes like secretly bad girl with a heart#i think kitty would at least be able to understand how fuvked up actually killing someone with her own hands is#absolutely believe she could cause indirect death tho like tricking you into walking off a cliff#but like blondie#i can see her walking in covered in blood and just happily munching on a cupcake in her kitchen#shes that fucking crazy#but shes like a secretive crazy bitch which means i think shes more likely to be the most fucking violent??#and cupid well shes an immortal fucking greek bitch raised by the greek gods.#i would think shes use to murder at this point in her life?#like you would have to piss her off big time for her to kill you but like she fucking wouldnt hesitate#hmmm#accidentally turning blondie and cupid into murder girlfriends#funny enough i already joked about them planning murder in a different post#but now im thinking#fuck theyre actually the most likely bitches to just straight up kill someone#hi welcome to my blog where i only talk about sex and apparently murder now whoops
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applejack’s voice was so much higher at the start ^_^
#SO KAWAII...#i see this as another sign of them aging althoug h it most likely is not but well i like to think of it that way better ^_^#i think i said this on almost every blog i owned here so far#because i keep rewatching the show &remaking#speaking of which my blog is a year old now this is the second longest i ever owned one ( first being my middle school traumacore blog LOL )#anyway i think rarity is the oldest because in the flashback of her in sweetie belle's birthday party she looks grown#whereas IIRC in the flashbacks of applejack when applebloom was around she has that skinny adolescent physique#&we know the CMC are the same age#the youngest i think is dashie#or pinkie actually O_O hmmm...#not because of their behavior but i mean season 1 living conditions#+flashbacks#but hmm well with the cutiemark chronicles they all looked to be the same age save for fluttershy... IDK O_O i am not good at estimating
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There’s a BookTuber I’m subscribed to now and she’s so sweet. Like we have fundamentally different priorities (she didn’t immediately get a library card upon moving to a new city??? She hasn’t visited all of the indie bookstores near her, just B&N???), but she’s so cute and so happy and has such an interesting way of doing the parasocial relationships on her videos. CHARMING.
#my taste overlaps with hers on maybe (MAYBE) 1/3-1/2 of the books she’s excited about#but still.#it’s so interesting to also see the influence of pop culture and BookTok and goodreads reviews on what she reads#like it’s so fascinating to me that a book can’t just sound interesting to be bought on one of her bookstore blogs#it has to be interesting AND a recommendation#or interesting AND have good goodreads reviews#the first one: fair#the second one idk! maybe it’s just the books I read or my own taste#but a lot of the time I just don’t like the books that a lot of people adore on goodreads#also I can very much relate to her thought process that she talks about while discussing her haul#of when she buys multiple books by a new author (or is tempted to)#‘nope let’s read ONE and see if we like it first’#or wanting to be a well-rounded reader so reading books that are popular but out of your comfort zone#or like a good library has the classics#side note: why are the B&N signature classics so BEAUTIFUL now#BACK IN MY DAY THEY LOOKED REALLY BORING#the sameness was definitely good for branding but GAH#anyway. it’s a shame I’m trying to set my sleep schedule to rights#because it means I can’t scare myself by reading horror and then soothe myself with tv#unfortunate.
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@delurkr If you have those articles I’d love to give them a read !!
Actually you’re right though; especially with a small town like Little Hope? Chances are the factory just hasn’t been doing super well for a long while (I wonder if there is other info we could find in the game about the factory?? But I also heard the wiki isn’t super reliable so I wouldn’t know how much I could trust ahaha)
I’d love to go back and roam around the Clarke house before I can give a suggestion for adoption ages for Tanya, Dennis, and Anthony, but honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if Megan got adopted not too soon before everything went downhill with the family. Like maybe a few months or so before things went sour with the factory or maybe even a year or two? So I’m looking at around age 8-9 earliest being 7? The way I’m seeing it is: things were happy for a bit, the factory stuff happened, and the responsibility for Megan gets put on Anne and Anthony, with Tanya and Dennis both being busy with their job/football career. With Anne being preoccupied with trying to rope James back into the family and other chores, I think Anthony would wind up taking most of the responsibility of Megan and thus allow him to feel a little more bonded with Megan (There’s a post I wanted to write about their relationship and it’s reflection in one quote that Anthony says in one of the endings and something in the prologue but it’s currently in drafts).
I do want to say Tanya, Dennis, and Anthony most likely got adopted around the same time as each other since Anthony seems to be at least somewhat close to both of them as well, but as to what age they were? I’m not sure
Maybe I’ll get back to you on a specific age for the three of them! But in the meantime I’d love to hear your thoughts on what ages you think they would’ve been adopted (I wonder if there are photos you can search around for in the house...? If there were any at all?)
#replies: little hope#little hope#little hope rambles#yknow. halfway through the day i was like 'oh maybe i dont have anymore thoughts on little hope'#but ig i needed to be prompted lolol#i forgot whether or not i say it on this blog but ! i dont actually own the game#games like the dark pictures anthology actually give me major anxiety due to the qtes and well. fucking up lol#so i often have to rely on watching other people play it and i watched gab smoulder play through it !#she went through 3/6 endings and i had to watch the rest on my own but it also means i mightve missed on things she checked/didnt check haha#oh i. also wanted to squeeze in the fact that dennis and tanya's relationship with megan also makes it seem like megan was adopted at such a#later time and past when the familial stress started happening#so it gave them little chance to really bond with megan#and so we wind up seein them frequently look down on megan without bothering to get to know her#actually i wonder when tanya started working at the diner? because maybe that might point a little bit more to possibilities of adoption#times/ the family stress started happening#but then again thats also assuming tanyas working to help bring money to the family#shes already mentioned before that she wants to spend as much time away from the family as she could so#BUT ANYWAYS im just rambling now. loooots of thoughts but so little coherency lolol#thats just the windywhispers way
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Awaaaaaghhh (just some thoughts)
#do ppl use ship memes for otome games ??#I want to use a ship meme thing so bad but none of my characters are in relationships/dating each other and like. the on#*the only other option I can think of is using my mc x an obm character. but would that be too much ???#hmmm. I mean I guess it’d be fun but I’d also get embarrassed ❤️#i do have a general idea for an obm oc… like at first they were just a demon oc (succubus) right at the time I started getting into obm#and was like might as well? that way I don’t have to come up with my own shit lol#she’s a bastard lesbian like all my other ocs but as a demon <3#I just never got around to drawing her. I have her in my head though#circulating in my brain#lowkey interested in joining an obm discord server just so I have more ppl to talk abt it with. but finding a good discord server is so hard#also think I’m going to continue my devilish delights project again bc it would be cool to have an actual completed project. there’s like a#10% chance I’ll actually complete it though. I just think it’d be fun to sell prints and give ‘em to people#but me completing just one piece of artwork is a miracle in of itself#I’ve drawn so much for obm alr though it’s kind of insane. this blog was just meant to b a thing where I rb obm stuff and post like. one or#two artworks and be done with it. but alas#I think I just got worse ????? brainrot is real
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So turns out complaining may actually help because um I think I have a design for Pimpernel 🧍♂️
#pimpernel#oc tag#yeah he deserves his own tag he's an oc in his own right#but um idk wtf happened#i sorta just started scribbling let the brain take over and boom design?#its def the best one ive done so far#it may be a little bland so i have to spice it up but um win for me ig#the only thing is he looks a little familiar and i cant place it so i hope i havent accidentally reinvented a character 😭#but if i get this right i'll be able to turn my attention towards fixing up lugh a little and then onto percy#and once that's done hatanaka is next#yuna is on the back burner because ive been ignoring hatanaka for far too long and theres some stuff i need to work out with her#but i feel im getting somewhere so go me ig#i really feel i need a sideblog for either my art or fuck it the au itself#probably the former considering i already have the url ready to go#but like i know this is my blog my thoughts but like some of y'all MUST be sick of me by now 💀#by that i mean sick of me talking about the au specifically#eh oh well i know some people enjoy it
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hang on lemme cook
the short of it is that this kingdom is being absolutely ravaged by a chaos mage. the way chaos works in this setting is it can only be redirected, not destroyed, and it often takes the form of this crackling purple lightning, with strong concentrations of it forming these terrifying tornados. for some reason, the chaos mage is strangely unaffected, and seemingly immortal.
in some small town, a brother and sister are both mages. through some means, the brother acquires this ancient golden coin (either as an heirloom or through shenanigans), which it turns out has the power to absorb chaos.
but, again, it can't be destroyed. the chaos has to go somewhere. the way the coin works, i figure, is by absorbing the chaos into the wielder. the first time he uses it it absolutely nearly kills him, but repeated use sort of inures him to the effects of chaos, but also is absolutely doing some Fascinating shit to him.
as an aside, the difficult thing with this would be making it clear that the thing that turns him into a villain isn't like, chaos poisoning, but his personality lmao
but he gets stronger and stronger as he faces more of the chaos mage's manipulated chaos, and having access to all that chaos inside himself incentivises him to learn how to use it as well. like disarming someone and stabbing them with their own sword.
except, of course, the Chaos Mage is practically immune to the effects of chaos, and has been rendered immortal by it. warriors and mages have tried to defeat him the Usual Ways, and have found no luck.
so how do you defeat the Chaos Mage?
by taking the ancient coin and using it to absorb all the chaos from inside him, stealing from him the reservoir of his magic and also the power that has made him immortal. you render him mortal. you kill him.
but only the kid, inured as he is to chaos, could possibly stand a chance of successfully absorbing that chaos. if someone else, like his sister, tried to do it, the chaos entering her body would kill her before it leaving would kill the Chaos Mage.
and so the brother slays the chaos mage, in the process claiming his power.
which means the brother is now immortal, and practically immune to the effects of chaos, while also being the only person who could possibly wield the coin to defeat him. Oh Fuck.
now there is a way that this COULD end well. if the brother voluntarily gave up his power, travelled to some distant realm of storm to unleash the chaos from inside him, then he would lose that immortality, and a decent amount of his chaotic immunity, while still being an unfathomably powerful mage.
but he won't. of course he wont. because the brother has come to the conclusion that, with his power over chaos, he could Fix things. he could make things Right. he could manipulate chaos to remake the world in his image. He has become the Chaos Mage.
its not the inherent nature of chaos that has done this. its the way those around him have responded to this skillset of his, the hero worship he was granted by many as the only person standing between them and the Chaos Mage. his instinct to take charge, to give orders. uhoh!
so he won't give up his power. and noone can take his power from him.
his sister, who long ago figured out that the chaos mage was her brother, somehow, is thus incentivised to, regretfully, fulfill the loop. the chaos mage was her brother, thousands of years older, full of chaos, without the coin, and yet with identical memories of their childhood together. there must be a way to turn her brother into that man. she must be able to send him Back.
however that is, its not that important. she has to trick him to get it to work. she would have told him, prior to the showdown with the chaos mage, that she thought they were the same. he would have used his defeat of the chaos mage as proof that they weren't.
she has to get the coin off him, and she has to send him back.
i imagine it probably involves preying on his ego. convincing the king or whatever to hold a great ceremony granting the brother some title. the sister finding some way to take the coin away from him. in the middle of the ceremony unleashing this spell on him. having to watch his expression change from an arrogant glee to confused horror to bitter rage. and whoosh.
#story blogging#i think this basically works#that his skillset is what makes him dangerous and the only person who could defeat him#is himself+a magic item#the sister does not have a good time throughout the story just by all the shit that happened in the dream#like she was barely in it (classic subconscious misogyny /j) but she cannot be having a good time#and it makes sense that she would be the one to ultimately dfeat her brother in the way that matters to the future#its a closed loop. her brother goes back to become the chaos mage. the brother kills the chaos mage. he becomes the chaos mage#and everyone else continues onward. no one person experiences the loop#by the time the chaos mage reaches the present day its not clear how much he knows or remembers about himself#though i imagine in the moment of his defeat he realises what is happening to him#and what this means. is it funny to know your killer becomes you in the end?#to realise in the final moments that you are locked in a timeloop you can only experience in part?#to know that you are fated to be locked in this duel for all eternity while the world moves on without you?#for a character who wanted absolute control? thats a sobering thought#that control of your narrative was taken from you. BY you! you did it to yourself!#he realises that only at the end!#if the brother realised it then as well then he could break it.#its not a cycle in the sense that it never moves forward. but the brother COULD break it#but he never will. thats the way he is. he isn't capable of breaking that loop. he never will be#because he is always the same. he responds to the events the same each time#he will never relinquish his power. he will always fall at his own hand with his power stolen from him#its vicious! its fucking weird!#and in my dream the books for it had sick gold embossed covers. it was awesome
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nightly reminder! Liara T'soni my beloved
#my brother is getting back to finishing ME2 & remembering belatedly he did flirt a little with Tali n needs to let her down gently#bc he did Shadowbroker between conversations+never went back down to talk and ouuuughhe.#tali is very cute. i love her. 'but liara would be really sad... apex listen i know she was open to it with Ashley cant they all just talk'#i understand man. 'you at least had Horizon muddying things! Shepard and Liara did the shadow broker adventure together... agh..'#hate 2 say it king ur right!! katrine shepard had the stress relief & excuse of a suicide mission guillotine over an uncertain relationship#silas shepard and liara are very much together and all kissy on the broker's ship and in the normandy reunion . brother she has Cameras‼️#he has decided to put off his decision on how to talk to Tali for another day and im waiting with bated breath for what he does.#mass effect is a comedy. but more importantly it's my nightly soap opera. okay goodnight#mass effect#armour clanking#<-for my own blog sorting. sry if all this tagchatter goes in the ME tag. i think this many means it doesnt get sorted in though? oh well#me and the alien ship drama. i have to do my own mshep run soon uough... but i like miss katrine...(and fshep's model/voice generally more)
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