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musashi · 3 years

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Excuse me if some have been asked before and/or are repetitive and feel free to not answer some but anyhow..

What's your favorite kin memory with your loftwing?

Do you selfship with your kintype, an oc/si or with simply your irl self (like kin separated in that regard)?

In regards to the previous one kinda how do view some relationships with your kintypes like if you feel uncomfortable with one character do you avoid the ship with those and vice-versa?

Do you have memories with delia?

What are some of the memories of your kintypes that are the /most/ different from the show/game?

What are some of the posts/vines/etc that you like to quote the most? Or are the most burned in your mind?

How was the whole wing ceremony? And also how were the classes? How were the other students? What things did you do the most with zelda and/or groose?

How is cheeseburger? He radiates happiness and comfort please give him a head kiss from me if he likes those

thank you!!!

What's your favorite kin memory with your loftwing?

haha i never know how to answer “favourite memory” questions cause i don’t think i can ever pick favourites when it comes to anything i’ve experienced.

mmm... meeting him was definitely up there, but i feel like my fave memories with him are just finding some nowhere island and taking a nap in the sun.

Do you selfship with your kintype, an oc/si or with simply your irl self (like kin separated in that regard)?

i can’t really get into self-shipping longterm or in depth because the kin aspect really does just overtake it for me fghdghf. if i try to picture myself, i always just picture my kintype, usually because my kintype/my f/o is usually my OTP in any given series. i only fall for people i already loved ^^;

In regards to the previous one kinda how do view some relationships with your kintypes like if you feel uncomfortable with one character do you avoid the ship with those and vice-versa?

not really, unless they’re skeevy ships to begin with. part of being kin for me is believing in the multiverse so i’m just like yeah, a universe exists for me to date everyone xD

Do you have memories with delia?

tons :’3 i lived in her restaurant! she was my super cool boss who i absolutely did not have a crush on.

i was very much married to james, but there was an understanding that i would be a little in love with delia for the rest of my life. she was one of my best friends.

What are some of the memories of your kintypes that are the /most/ different from the show/game?

i’m always pretty canon compliant ngl fdgfdghfd

What are some of the posts/vines/etc that you like to quote the most? Or are the most burned in your mind?

it changes on any given week but i do have an all time fav tag for shit i cant stop saying dghgdj

How was the whole wing ceremony? And also how were the classes? How were the other students? What things did you do the most with zelda and/or groose?

oh this might be long i love talking about skyloft rip. am saving your first question for last.

how were the classes. well. i was asleep. i don’t remember a lot. they were basic stuff you’d expect, language and math and sciences and all the Typical Shit. but then also flying and swordsmanship, which i was Good At. i took an archery class one year but zelda was always better than me lol. skyloftian sign language was required because it was the best way to communicate on birdback but i was mostly mute so my mom taught me it when i was like, 7 and i showed up there and owlan was like “Link what are you doing here” and i just shrugged and signed “easy a” and fell asleep. i am... a good student.

my relationship with my classmates was that i was just... kind of there? i was well-liked because i have always had this weird charisma, but it was like this. quiet charisma. i didn’t have a lot of close friends, but everyone definitely would respond to my name with some variation of ‘ohhh, LINK! that guy’s cool haha’ my reputation was mostly being zelda’s arm decoration but not her actual boyfriend. i don’t think anyone could actually tell you anything about me besides that i was link with the red bird, and i was quiet and tired and zelda liked me way too much.

my junior year is when i really became close with all of them, when zelda and i started doing that thing where we tried dating a bunch of people just to date but it didn’t work out because we were in love with each other lol. her mingling with the others meant i mingled too because i couldn’t spend 5 mins away from her. fledge and pipit and i got pretty close, zelda and karane were basically sisters. the thing i always joke abt is the fact that i dated kina, which is hysterical to me to this day. peatrice was always There but acting like she didn’t want to be there. i need you to picture peatrice while we’re all swimming but she’s just, like, on the shore tanning while the remlits bother her.

that was this summer of just, like, doing idiot teenage boy stuff. getting way too drunk in our rooms at night over break. sneaking onto the roof of the academy to stargaze. getting caught cause cawlin drunkenly tried to fight a chuchu w his fists. you know. normal kid stuff. i also think the others were maybe trying to include me more cause it was the year i lost my parents but i mean it worked, i was a lot happier with people around even if i didnt mind all those years it was just me and zelda.

most of mine and zelda’s friendship was just doing what we’d do alone but together. when we were younger we would explore the more adventurous areas of skyloft and play pretend, a lot of days we’d stay in and read shoulder-to-shoulder. i didn’t like talking but i loved reading, if that makes any sense. we’d take turns reading to each other. as the years progressed we’d go flying together, we’d study together, we’d fall asleep in each other’s rooms and sneak into them when we were frustrated or lonely or just needed to not be alone. i don’t really know, what DIDN’T we do together?? we shared everything ;_; <3

my earliest memories of groose where i wasn’t like “what is this guys deal. why is he so mad.” were. ok so. groose and i should have been friends sooner because he’s super into woodworking and i whittle stupid little sculptures right. ok. except, we live in the sky, and i don’t know if you noticed this, but trees....... well. there are not a lot in the sky. wood is a very scarce resource, and we need it, for like. houses and things. so jakamar gets all of the wood in skyloft because it’s his birthright or whatever, except groose and i find out about this, and we show up at his house twice a week begging for woodscraps, and he slips us some Illegal Fir(tm) beneath the table and as soon as we leave the premises groose tries to kick my ass and take my share. and this happens forever.

i think groose saw me as like, this sworn enemy of his but i was mostly very confused just kind of sitting there like huh. where am i. wait whats he talking about? and then i’d walk away. when i was a kid he was scarier but once we got older he kinda stopped throwing punches, all bark no bite.

and then we went to the surface and he moved into my house. not even in a polyam way and like at one point he had a wife and was still living with us. i forgot to mention he built the house also. he built our house and would just like, wake us up every morning with the best fucking eggs i’ve ever eaten in my life. groose was just in mine and zelda’s marriage. everyone was fine with this.

i dont actually remember a lot of what we did after getting to the surface. just that his cooking was amazing and he gave the best hugs and he could pick zelda and i both up and ferry us around on his arms like we were little songbirds. oh and he was always the one who picked me up and carried me to bed when i’d fall asleep at fi’s dais talking to her. i fell asleep there a lot.

ok. breathes in.

my wing ceremony is probably my fondest memory ever? probably. the race itself felt like aepon was literally just DRAGGING me thru the clouds its such a blur. groose kept trying to body me but he’s lowkey scared shitless of my bird it did not work. i just remember being like. no time to think time to go time to go time to go OH i won

the ceremony itself felt... like... dreamy? like something from a fairytale, i don’t know. i don’t know how much of it is coloured by the retrospective of what it called to action and foreshadowed. zelda and i had been growing so much closer in the weeks leading up to it, and i don’t know, like, when i fell for her if it was sometime then or the day i met her when i was 6. but at some point everything just kinda got tilted on its side around her and every second i spent with her made me feel like my head was stuffed full of cotton candy. in a fun way.

on skyloft, wing ceremonies have a pretty romantic connotation. not always, but a lot of the girls dream about performing it with the “strongest” knight in their class, and a lot of the knights feel the same. there’s a lot in the history books about hylia’s feelings for her chosen, a lot of speculation about how she stayed close to humanity because she learned to love from him. so to stand in place of the two of them, to a lot of people, carries the same note as standing in the place of two starcrossed lovers, breaching the gap.

zelda was a hopeless romantic, and she told me later she had this whole plan--to wake me up early, to run drills with me until i was a puddle, to perform the ceremony with me, and to use her 5 minutes alone with me to solidify us as something more than best friends. she had this whole fucking move planned where she was going to drape the sailcloth around my shoulders and pull me in for a kiss, and instead she got wicked nervous and screamed half her sentences and pushed me off the statue. this, predictably, only made me more in love with her. i had exactly 0 plans to ever tell her how i felt, because something something childhood friends to lovers, something something mutual pining, something something what if it ruins a good thing something something, valiant hero of courage who.

when we were flying after it, she said she’d remember that day for the rest of her life, and i remember thinking, yeah, that’s what i’m feeling. i’m living, right now, through a precious memory, something i’ll never forget. and everything that happened after that was, uh, the worst time of my life, but somehow it doesn’t. colour the memory a different shade. i still just think, like, this is this last beautiful moment i am having with this girl i love more than anything in the world before we stop just being kids living our normal lives. she is the goddess reborn and i am her chosen hero who’s heart has defied death itself, but right now we are teenagers who don’t know that and are playing pretend as them, as we always have. the joy of that--of pretending to be who we are, the bliss in that ignorance, our beautiful last hurrah. something about it sticks with me.

How is cheeseburger? He radiates happiness and comfort please give him a head kiss from me if he likes those

DOESN’T HE??? i will. i came home and he was loafing and i started crying because he looked so sleepy.

#kin ramblings #Anonymous #wendy answers

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kappu-ke-ki-67 · 3 years

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My OCs reaction to being broken up with

Amasa: Amasa stops mid-bite of the pasta he ordered on their date night. His brain didn't process what she said for a few moments. At first, he was sure he heard wrong. Until he asked her to repeat and she said it again with more force. Clear of any stutter or hesitation. He put his fork down and blinked slowly at her. "You're...you're breaking up with me..? Why? What'd I do? You can't be serious!"

AJ: She had tried to stay up until he returned home from a mission but eventually sleep won her over. She hadn't been out for more than a couple hours before he finally came into her room. She slowly cracked an eye open and sleepily smiled up at him. Since she was half asleep, his words sounded muddled to her at first. Rubbing her eyes, she sat up with a 'hm?' She stared at him when he repeated and laughed, not taking him serious in the slightest. "Ha. Like you'd break up with me. Come cuddle me, dummy."

Melanie: "What does technically being my uncle have to do with anything? No, I dont think it's weird. You do realize I'm a demon right? Family stuff like that doesn't completely apply-" She stared bewildered at him as he tried to explain. Melanie wasnt buying it, nor could she fathom him doing such a thing with her. Putting down the box of magical items, she chuckled. "You're just messing with me. Arent you? Trying to get a reaction? Haha, very funny." She paused for a moment before looking up at him "Wait you're serious-?"

Minhyuk: Min sat at his computer, engrossed in his new song him and his cousin made the other day. With his headphones on, he didn't hear her walk in until she tapped his shoulder. He spins around, ripping off his headphones in a panic. Min calms down once he noticed that it was just her. Offering a smile he asks her what's up. He froze once the words came out of her mouth. He blankly stares while his brain processes. He only quietly put his headphones back on and turned back to his computer. He shut down completely.

Charles: Charlie took caution whenever he spent time with his Mishka. Making sure that if her parents were around, to act like he didnt sneak into her room every night. He thought that having to be mindful of that whenever they interacted wasnt that bad, annoying yes, but doable. But when he made his way into her room that night, and she explained that it was getting to be too much. He was torn between being upset and understanding. "Ah yes, well um. I suppose dating me can be a little much at times. But we've made it work so far. I'm sorry would you like me to leave-?"

Eunmi: Coming back from a night out with the girls, she didn't expect to see him sitting on her couch. After putting down her things, she made her way over to him. She was a little intoxicated but attempted to play it off, asking him why he was waiting for her but didnt text. She stood up as quickly as the words left his mouth. "Fuck no! Absolutely not! You think you can just break up with me like I'm a side bitch?"

Erik: He was in the middle of getting ready for their date night. They managed to make it half a year and he wanted to take her out to celebrate. Looking over himself in the mirror, he felt his phone buzz with a text.

[Hey something came up]

[What is it? Maybe we can schedule around]

Watching the little typing bubble on his screen for a few minutes with no response sent a little panic down his spine. The next text confirmed his fear. He quickly called her but got her voicemail. "Hey, hey. You need to talk to me. Is there something I can fix? That I did wrong? Love, please-"

Valentine: She thought she had gotten through to him that dating a human wouldn't end well. Regardless of circumstances, it was against the rules and that if he wanted a relationship, He could and should date her. Which seemed to work. He had broken up with the human and decided to go with her instead. That was, until he said he didn't think that them together was what he thought it would be. "I..What do you mean? I try my best! Cmon you cant tell me you arent happy.."

Samuel: He was getting upset that it seemed that she was avoiding him all day. Even with his ability to teleport at will, he always seemed to just miss her. Deciding to just stake out in her room until she returned, he waited sprawled out on her bed. Once he heard the door open, he sprung up. That seemed to scare her but he didnt really care at the moment. He asked her why she was avoiding him and really didnt like her answer, getting unreasonably angry. "Break up? With me? Yeah I'd like to see that fucking happen. What, you got another dude giving you attention? What's his fucking name; I'm gonna put him in the fucking ground."

Kyungah: Kyungah wasn't really one for dating or relationships in general. So when he asked her out at the beginning she was very skeptical. Sitting in her room reading, she heard her phone ring. Her heart sped up a little when she read his name on the ID. Answering it, a bit of small talk was made until he said he needed to tell her something. When the words reached her ears, she couldn't do anything but laugh.

Lilith: She noticed that he wasnt hanging around her as much. That he ignored most of her texts, and the ones that did get a response were short, 3 word answers. Her anxiety was getting the better of her. And she was breaking down quick. Once she was able to get a moment of his time, finally, she asked him if he still loved her. Her heart broke at the quick 'no' and shattered further when he suggested they break up. Tears quickly filled her eyes. "B-but.. I thought I was better.. why am I not enough for anyone?"

Siren: Tossing the used blood bag into the garbage, she noticed her boyfriend walking up to the house. She went over to the door and let him in with a smile, hugging him. Pulling away, she noticed that he looked extremely upset. She thought that maybe she had some blood on her lips so she wiped her face with the back of her hand, apologising. "Sorry, I forgot how you are with the real stuff. Oh, that's not why you're upset? Well, what's up Baba?" Her eyes dimmed as he carefully explained why he came over. "O-oh. I uh. Eh, I knew this was gonna fuckin happen eventually"

#this took a lot longer than i thought it would #ocs #my ocs #oc react

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themoonstarwarrior · 3 years

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PLAYLIST SHUFFLE TAG!

Okay, so @viterbofangirl tagged me in this and I need to start learning to post my own shit, so what the hell, why not?

Rules: you can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to! put your favorite playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 15 songs, then tag 10 people. no skipping!

(I couldn’t stop at 10 so I added 5 more, sue me)

I have very random music taste and I listen to my music on shuffle alot, so I made a playlist of the ones I like the most (that way I don’t hafta skip 150 songs to get to the one I feel like) so I’m gonna use that one.

1) History of Violence - Theory of a Deadman

Hoo boy starting off light huh?.... Yeah so, I was in the drive thru at Sonic when I first heard this on the radio and was immediately like “holy shit”. Instead of like metaphors and poetic subtlety, it’s just straight up like “here’s a poor abused woman who resorted to murdering her shitty boyfriend/husband cuz she couldn’t take it dum dum dum”. Even though the actual situation is not the same, this song is perfect for getting across the internal issues and turmoil of my character Mikey. Its so perfect I’m even planning to animate something for it...... if I ever get around to learning animation that is.....

2) The Vengeful One - Disturbed

Two songs in and I look kinda emo.... But hey this song is soooooo cathartic! I love me a good heavy rock song, and the drums and electric guitar are perfect for my ears to absorb. This song gives off a feeling of overwhelming power mixed with a coldness and disdain for the bad in the world. Obviously, thats not my usual temperment, but its an interesting one to explore! Especially when I’m trying to get into the head of characters that exude that like my OCs Spark or Ryu. Plus its fun to sing in the car X)

3) Enter Sandman - Metallica

Okay this one is just a classic! Same thing with the drums and guitar they both slap SOOOOO GOOD. I don’t really associate this song with any of my characters or fandom favorites, but it DOES give me a super strong urge to learn the drums. EXXXXXXXXIT LIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT! OFF TO NEVER NEVERLAND!!

4) We Are Giants - Lindsey Stirling ft. Dia Frampton

I don’t really to listen to music by band or artist, but I LOVE Lindsey Stirling!!! She’s probably my favorite musician! This is such a good song, especially for someone like me. Its a positive song that talks about feeling alone in a crowd and unimportant to the world, but how you really do matter and shouldn’t be afraid to dream big and shoot for the stars. It really speaks to me and the vocalization is so good (especially for singing), not to mention the official music video is animated and AMAZING!

5) Cetus - Lensko NCS

I dunno if anyone knows this song, but damn its good. Its one of those Royalty-Free songs that people look up for their channels, which is how I found it in the first place, but I loved it immediately. Its a peppy 8-bit electronic bop that turns a little Irish jig at the end and honestly I think if I ever start an animation channel I’m totally gonna use it! (Also go support Lensko he make good beats!)

6) Sanctuary - Utada Hikaru

I did not grow up with Kingdom Hearts, and only played KH2 within the past year n’ a half. But good God, the moment that Cinematic Opening came on and this song started playing I swear I astral projected into a daze of feelings without names. I know that “Simple and Clean” is the quintessential Kingdom Heart song that gives everyone feelings, but IMHO Sanctuary blows it out of the water. As beautiful as the animation was, or how curious the occasional backwards lyrics are, or how weird it is having high-res Goofy and Donald in what is essentially an anime opening, I really can’t be distracted from this song when I play.

7) Chemical Plant Zone (Rock Remix) - Zerobadniks

Chemical Plant Song is like, one of the TOP Sonic songs by popular vote (and we know how awesome the Sonic series is musically so thats saying something!), but I could never quite vibe with the normal 8-bit version. I think I first heard this as someone’s ringtone and was immediately like “THATS PERFECT THATS EXACTLY HOW I NEED IT!”. The rock makes the song soooo much better and honestly gives the song the perfect vibe. Unfortunately, it took FOREVER to find cuz none of the Rock Covers of this song were the right one. In fact, tbh, I’m not even sure whether Zerobadniks is the correct artist..... that’s just who everybody was crediting when I found it.

(imma include the link i found since its a little hard to find: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fqJiZEM6aPI )

8) The Wolf - SIAMES

YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT ANIMATED MUSIC VIDEOS???? THIS IS A GOD-TIER ANIMATED MUSIC VIDEO. I found the video first, and seriously, if you haven’t seen it YOU NEED TO!!! The beat works perfectly with the images on screen and the story being portrayed is really intriguing, with the lyrics adding to atmosphere without necessarily describing the visuals shown. Even without the animation, the song itself is a banger. It bring to mind the feeling of intense motion forward, but unable to decide whether its movement TOWARD something or AWAY from something. I love listening to this on a nighttime drive.

9) Burn the House Down - AJR

If you ask me, the best way to make a pop song better is to add either violins or trumpets. For this song, it was definitely the trumpets that first caught my attention, and the rest of the song kept me listening. I don’t really know how to describe the vibe of this song, and I don’t have a specific character or story in mind when I listen to it, so its a little hard for me to talk about it. I think the best way I can describe this song and what draws me to it is a feeling of nonchalant go-with-the-flow attitude to shenaniganry. Almost an undertone of “We’re hooligans in a situation that we probably should get out of, but hey we’ve got life and each other so why worry?” At least that’s the closest I can get to a verbal description heh...

10) Slim Pickens Does the Right Thing and Rides the Bomb to Hell - The Offspring

DANCE, FUCKER, DANCE, LET THE MOTHERFUCKER BURN!!!

So this also has a KICKASS animated music video, but its technically combined with the song “Dividing by Zero”. Now the video works SO well with both, and the shifting artstyles reflect the differing tones of the songs PERFECTLY. However, I have a preference for both the animation and the song on the Slim Pickens half. Its fun to listen to and sing at the top of your lungs and its SO CATHARTIC. Again I cant really describe what my head does when I hear it, but I think you can probably feel a similar vibe if you watch the music video.

11) No Heaven - DJ Champion

The first time I finished the original Borderlands, I had been playing for days on end, had just finished a long battle with the Destroyer, and sitting back relieved to have beaten it and reflecting on how much I had enjoyed the adventure. Then this song started playing. For what I believe was forty minutes this song looped on my TV while the credits rolled. By the time the credits finished I was pulling up the song to listen to again! What an absolutely PERFECT cherry to add to this experience. This song perfectly encapsulated the chaotic, trigger-happy, morally ambiguous craziness that I had enjoyed and absorbed in this game. Every time I hear it now, I imagine myself in the wastelands of Pandora, driving haphazardly across the sandy dunes as my companions and I shoot and blow up everything in sight. You know, living the dream.......

12) Hit & Run (Wolfgang Lohr Remix) - The Electric Swing Circus

I fucking LOVE electro-swing! The electronic beats and rhythm blend so well with the wild and energetic freedom of swing. A lot of electro-swing gives me a vibe of wild movement, reckless abandon, and freedom from constraint. I think this song melds all of these feelings the best! As the last song might have indicated, despite my general nice and sweet temperament, there is a part of me deep down that is an absolute gremlin secretly enamored with chaos, insanity, and a general disdain for law and authority X). But whereas anything Borderlands related has a more “morality is an illusion blowing shit up is real” air about it, this song is far more peppy. More of a “good-hearted but insane” type of chaos, like an 100mph car chase where you end up sailing over the train tracks JUST as the train passes.

.... I may have gotten a bit off track lol

13) Kickstart my Heart - Motley Crue

I love this song, but I have to be VERY careful when and where I listen to this. I love songs that make me feel like I’m going a million miles per hour, like I’m gotdam Sonic the Hedgehog. Unfortunately, I may or may not have had multiple instances of listening to this song in the car and abruptly realizing that I’m going like 15mph above the speed limit...... So yeah, regardless of absolutely perfect it feels to play this song while speeding down a nearly empty highway, please be careful and drive responsibly!!!

14) I’m Born to Run - American Authors

Imma just up and say it. This song is a Sonic song; like not like actually from the series but a song for the character. This song encapsulates Sonic as a character better than some of his ACTUAL THEMES (and remember Sonic music are bangers!). Its a song about freedom, living life as it comes, and not letting anything slow you down. Frankly I’m surprised they didn’t make this song FOR the Sonic series, or even the movie! Speaking of which, ironically I heard this song right after watching the Sonic movie in theaters, so yeah there’s no way I can associate it with anything else.

15) Opa Opa - Antique

Oh, what a PERFECT way to end this list! This may be one of my absolute favorite songs of all time! I don’t remember exactly how I found this song... I think I had just relistened to Dalar Mehndi’s “Tunak Tunak Tun” and was looking for other catchy non-english songs and BOY HOWDY I found one! I know nothing about the band or what the song’s about (its in greek and i dont speak it), but this song is just a masterpiece of retro, pop, and dance sounds. This song feels like the musical and lyrical manifestation of dance and movement. I really REALLY wish I could dance JUST so I can express how happy and free this song makes me feel! This is the BEST song for me to end this list with!

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JESUS, this got long..... Sorry about that XD. It was fun though, and hopefully somebody was vaguely interested in my ramblings.

Guess I need to tag people now? How about @tharkflark1, @rockmilkshake, @neonbuck, @drawingsdrawingseverywhere, @birthgiverofbirds, @puccafangirl, @kalcat, @biblestudybussybopsbabey, @monstrous-milktea, and @memecage! I think there are a couple of people here I haven’t talked to though soooooo..... hi, I hope you don’t mind the tag X)

Anyway hope you enjoyed and/or want to do this too! This took for-fucking-EVER to type, so imma go fuck off and watch youtube or something now...

#music and remixes #viterbo i was gonna add you to the bottom list and then i was like SHIT SHE TAGGED ME XD so oh well #i may or may not have cheated just a bit but shut up these are the songs i had something to say about #moonstar wont shut up

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comic-nerd-dc · 4 years

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Dick Grayson x OC

May have some mature themes and curse words themes from the live action titans series

Gar is my little brother, and Rachel was, my family so when I resisted the darkness and no one else did her, gar and I were running trying to survive then gar got killed and I couldn’t breathe. He could shapeshift but the meds left me with telepathy. When Rachel went dark she went to kill me before gar stopped her then she saved dick, but she pulled me into his mind as well.

“Is this what you really want?” she asked I was standing in front of her on the ledge

“You know if we die here we die in real life as well” she adds before taking a deep breath forcing me to grab a pole thingy and pushed me off when I fell I thought I was going to die until dick caught me. She helped me save him and I’m pissed cause what if he hadn’t. We were out of his mind and Rachel went an sent her dad where he belonged but that did an explosion thing and I got sent flying backward into Jason who didn't seem to have a problem with me on top of him

“Hey there beautiful,” he said as his eyes turned normal again and at that moment I didn't care that I was on top of him I just hugged him

“Woah Ally you ok,” he asks hugging me back once we stand up

“I'm fine now” we later all get into the car and gar calls shotgun

“Are you sure you don’t want to come with us kore?” I ask she nods

“I have some self-searching to do right now” she adds and I get in next to Jason in the back. I was thinking about gar and what would have happened had he died.

“Hey are you okay you are shaking,” Jason asks putting an arm around me

“I'm fine Jay thanks” he doesn’t look impressed so I smile

“I'm fine really,” I say looking to see Dick staring threw the rearview mirror at me

“Eyes on the road,” I say telepathically and he smiles slightly

“Something even better to look at behind me though” he responds in his head and I roll my eyes

“Hey we have been on the road for a few hours how about I drive” I smile and Dick laughs

“You don’t know where I’m going” he adds and I laugh

“Yes I doooo” I say in a sing-song way and he rolls his eyes pulling over

“Gar I’m not as nice as she is, back seat” Dick smiles at the boy

“Yeah ok” Gar adds

“Where are we going,” Rachel asks

“Somewhere, I’m not going to ruin the surprise,” I say driving as Dick buckled into the car about an hour in everyone fell asleep

“I'm so sorry that I hurt him and you, you know that right” Dick asks suddenly

“Yeah I know don’t worry one bit” I smile at him as we pull into Wayne manor

“I’ll be back,” he says and I nod about half an hour later he back and says

“Titan tower” and I begin to drive there

“What about Jason,” I ask

“He’s coming to” he adds with a roll of his eyes

“He’s not that bad Dick, give him a chance,” I say and he rolls his eyes

“What’s he dreaming about, if he’s not so bad,” he asks and I look in his mind and see me but let’s just say it’s not the most lady-like position I’ve ever been in, when I come out of his mind I blush

“Well?” dick asks

“He’s dreaming about me” I smile blushing deeper and Dick looks confused for a second before realizing

“Oh my god no, ewwwww, him and you,” he says, I don’t think he means it as an insult but it comes across that way

“Nice to know how you feel” I mumble as we pull into the tower and he’s about to say something but I stop him by getting out of the car and I open the back seat

“Hey Jay, wake up,” I say gently attempting to wake him up but when he wakes up he to my surprise kisses me, I don’t really mean to but I also kinda do as I kiss back for a split second before he pulls away wide-eyed

“I kissed you, wait you kissed me back” he jumps out of the car screaming and I laugh as Gar wakes up and the Rachel

“Come on we are here” as we all ride up in the elevator, gar, and Jason run to explore the whole tower as Rachel stands out front on the terrace I go to move but Dick grabs my hand

“What was that thing at the car with Jason,” he asks as the doors close to going back down again and I look at him

“What?” I ask

“You heard me” he snaps

“He’s an adult, so am I so what’s your problem other than you don’t like him because you act like a jealous boyfriend and then say shit as you did in the car so spit it out” I snap

“Do you know why Rachel brought you into my mind?” he asks softly

“Yeah so that way if you didn't save me she could still stop her father,” I say and he shakes his head no

“What do you mean,” I ask and he looks at me

“She chose you because while she’s like a little sister to me, I’ve been in love with you since the day we met and I hate seeing you all flirty and close with Jason because I want you to be flirty and close with me instead,” he says as the elevator doors open and close as I press the button for our floor again

“ Dick, give me some time to think ok. It’s a lot to take in and I thought you didn't like me like that so there are Jason and his kiss was pretty good for a half-asleep kiss” I laugh to myself

“Let me even the playing field then,” he asks and I look confused until he kisses me, rougher than Jasons probably because Dick is awake so I kiss back and when I hear the ding for the floor I push him back

“Make your choice sweetheart” he winks before walking into the tower and I step in after him when Jason comes up to me and kisses me again catching me off guard while pulling me closer to him with one hand on my waist the other on my ass and I push him back

“Jason what the hell” I snap and he smirks

“Oh come on beautiful you kissed me back less than an hour ago why can’t I kiss you freely now,” he asks and I look at him

“Because one you grabbed me without letting me know what was happening and two because you aren’t the only guy and I don’t know who I want yet, Jay I’m sorry but if you grab me like that again with me knowing what’s happening I will break your arm” I snap and Gar screams ooohhhh

“Who else” he demands and I look at dick whos smirking at his ‘brother’

“No” he questions me and I nod

“What the hell, I cant be in his stupid fucking shadow always, no just choose him, I won’t be an option it is either me right now or never” he demands and I blank

“Rachel what do I do,” I ask in her head

“Well first choose dick, he was apart of your fear and you helped him out of his choose him, and two please ask before entering my mind I have a lot going on up there,” she says and I smile

“Then jay I’m sorry but I pick Dick, I hope we are still friends?” I ask and he smiles and nods to me walking away while Dick walks throwing his arms around my waist

“Do I get to be the jealous boyfriend now?” he asks and I nod

“Does that mean I can kiss you now?” he asks and I nod again and his mouth is on mine again, we kiss until I hear Gar yell ew and asks us to get a room so Dick says

“Gladly” while picking me up and wrapping my legs around his waist walking us to one of the rooms I’m assuming he’s claiming as his own never breaking the kiss he lays me down on the bed

“Farther or stop now because if we don’t I won’t stop later,” he says panting and I smile reaching for his belt, he runs and locks the door and the rest is history after our fun time we fell asleep but I was shaken awake at 2 am by Dick when I was having a nightmare

“Sandy, sandy are you ok, you were screaming my name,” he asks and I look at him

“I'm fine, I’m fine,” I say and he nods

“Do you wanna talk about it?” he asks

“We were back at that house, Gar was really dead, dead and Jason had…” I don’t continue that sentence and Dick clenched his jaw

“Then right after you looked at me and it’s like you couldn’t even see me when you killed me” I finish looking at him as he holds me close to him

“I'm so sorry I scared you like that,” he says

“Yeah and to make it worse I was way more attracted to physio dick than I should have been” I add laughing trying to lighten the mood and he looks at me wide eyes

“What” he chokes out

“Oh yeah, at one point in that time period you had your hand around my neck I was backed against the wall, and honestly it turned me on. I'm ashamed because it wasnt you but god damnit I wished it were under different circumstances because that control the power you had over me was hot” I joke and he looks in shock

“Oh god I shouldn’t have said that I’m sorry,” I say and he looks at me

“Uh, wow, me being insane turns you on ok a lot to take in,” he says half-joking

“No not the insane, the power” I correct and he nods

“I could overpower you right now if I wanted to does that turn you on,” he asks I laugh

“Dick as much as I love you, I don’t think you have it in you to be as rough as I mean” and his eyes go dark with lust

“Let’s find out should we baby,” he says arm moving up my body and around my neck again when the tower beep and I smile at him

“Sorry babe another time,” I say getting up pulling on his shirt while he slides on his pants over the raging erection we walk out but I walk out in front of him to cover it

“What’s going on,” I ask as Rachel fills us into the news that Jason broke a window while training and the alarms thought it was an intruder so we head back to the bedroom

“I never asked before but what was you fear, your darkness” he asks and I look down

“Let’s just go to sleep ok” I say and he looks at me

“No you know mine I wanna know yours” he says and once the doors closed I look at him

“It was you” I say and he looks confused

“We never got together but I’d always loved you, and one day you showed up at my house, you had killed my husband, my kids, destroyed our home” I take a breath and he starts to say something but I stop him

“Now you're wondering what I resisted, you want to know how I didn’t succumb to the darkness right?” I ask and he nods

“Because even after you had done all that I couldn’t shoot the arrow, I would rather die than ever kill you and that’s how I didn’t go dark mode, I let you shoot me,” I say tears I didn’t know where falling down my face until he wiped them away

“Oh my god, sandy I’m so sorry, my love, I would never do that you know that right,” he asks and I nod smiling at him

“I know now go back to sleep love, we have training to start tomorrow” I smile and kiss him

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asamlambung · 4 years

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Gush about your fave DR character! ♡

WVJHKHKHKHK anon whoever you are please know that youre unleashing a beast but also thank you im…..

(actually i made a tierlist for this though it might not be as accurate since it was a few months ago)

(also sorry for the characters that are in the lower tiers i swear even if i don’t like them most of them are still good memes. and the ones in “c” and “b” i’d definitely like more if there’s some good art/fics that explore their characters better though i might not actively look for it.)

OK so just to preface i havent seen most free times and most of my impression came from joseph anderson’s playthrough sooo i might be biased but im definitely planning on rewatching at least v3 in its entirety with all of its ftesO i guess it’s best if i start chronological and lemme just say. SAKURA OOGAMI IS BEST GIRL

it’s easy to say that im weak for big stronk gal who can lift me easily. and there is /definitely/ that point.

this is gonna sound weird but i really like the level-headedness she brings to the trials. i wouldnt say she’s the smartest but she rounds up the whole cast in a way that keeps the trials from being too absurd and non-sensical. there are other characters that also do this but seeing it come from her makes me happy somehow? maybe it’s because she also balances asahina in that sense and also that she’s the fourth trial stronk person who’s the most level headed compared to gonta and nekomaru. not saying those two are bad either, they’re great characters in their own right but i feel like their function is more on the side of entertaining rather than weighing in on the discussion. i especially think nekomaru’s whole thing with shitting is funny and it’s kinda a shame that sdr2 cut him from trials starting from the third.

speaking of sakura, yes i ship her with hina. no, duh. they’re good together. but i was also kinda touched when she talked about kenshiro. idk, sakura has two strong beefy hands and she can hold her girlfriend and boyfriend at the same time ok.(pretty sure kenshiro appears in udg but i havent experienced that game outside of seeing a few cutscenes so i wouldnt know)

also the fact that we get a callback to her in the strawberry house was. idk if i should say cool or if it was funny but it was something. and yep, her death was the saddest out of the fourth trials the games had. nekomaru’s death was more respectful for me and i felt more sad about gonta during his trial than his death. it’s more gruesome than sad, to be honest.(and ok the smoothskin joe gives to sakura is also kinda funny)

with other dr1 characters i like most of them are usually because of my friends’ (who got into dr years before i did) influence like kyoko and celeste. there are some others i laugh at but it’s more because of the inside jokes of the streamer i was watching.

ok so with sdr2 komaeda is easily one of the top. but tbh the reason why it is is bc a few years ago i read this (illegally distributed) doujin that had written his character really well. tbh i feel kinda bad now knowing that the doujinka stopped circulating their doujin bc of that and some of the subject matter of their doujin is… a bit too much for me. but the ones that are good are really good and when i came into canon i was like, “oh, this is the fingers in ass guy who got memed to death" nowadays, i see him more as pickle nagito though. i am interested in seeing how his character can be… well, not redeemed but i want to see him heal. whiiich might never happen in canon bc his hope bagel personality is too infamous now.

also i know everyone hcs nagito’s voice as smth along the lines of nico’s voice or john’s voice but like consider jph’s stoner voice. please. it’s so fucking funny with the fucking pickle komaeda meme. maybe it’s bc although im not obsessed with hope or despair, i related to his way of seeing karma.

after experiencing sdr2 thoough, lemme just say that johnny yong bosch did a great job voicing hajimmy hinata. like im not even kidding i really like that voice and if i was ursula i would steal that voice for my own use. buutt i cant do that. unlike komaeda, i’m pretty indifferent to his character arc and enjoy his one on one interactions with the characters more and how he reacts to the immediate events that happened over the course of sdr2.

soo yeah komaeda and hinata are literally opposites in my head, ain’t much of a surprise that i ship them i guess. but!! i like a lot of the gals in sdr2 surprisingly.

like, ok. maybe i’m biased but the designs for the gals in sdr2 are so goddamn adorable. like okay there’s the obvious ones like chiaki and sonia. and i don’t know why sonia’s personality is so goddamn adorable. like not in the “awww you’re so fucking uwu” type of way but more in the sense that she’s funny? it feels like even through all her weirdness that she still manages to make genuine connections with the characters.

with peko, it’s hard to dislike her considering her whole arc with the second trial. of course liking her goes in hand with liking fuyuhiko’s character too but i just like.. how stoic she sounds??? it’s adorable????? and with mikan yeah she kinda went… off in the third trial but consider???? her voice when she snaps was so goddamn hot?????????????? sdr2 has the best voice acting cant change my mind.

and i don’t know why, gundham is so goddamn funny and if i wanna show how absurd sdr2 can get i show my friends gundham’s scenes. he’s fucking funny, ok. and alongside nekomaru i can respect his death in a way. i goddamn saluted when i first watched his execution (with the full context of the trial) because i just really liked the conviction he carried with his murder.

aand with v3…

miu’s one of the funniest character ever!! i swear. i know some people look at the sex jokes and go, “ugh” but im a manchild so i ended up enjoying her moments so much. though i’m kinda a bit meh on the fanservice side, i like how she’s one of the characters who sticks out more. in my language we call her “pentolan” i guess.

tenko’s kinda an easy character for me to like considering… stronk lady. would love for her to carry me. the misandry can get a bit too much but she’s also a pretty funny and genuine character on top of that so she came out with me liking her.

kaede and tsumugi are characters i grew to /love/ after i thought about them a lot.

with kaede, the point i started to relate to her… was with her thirst with girls. i swear im not joking. but. okay. i like her position as the protag and all her ideals. one thing i was surprised that didn’t manage to make me relate to her was her passion for piano considering i’ve also studied it for like, around 12 years. maybe it’s because i kinda fell out of it around 2 years ago because reasons. despite of that though, i like how assertive she was in her time as the protag. and her execution was goddamn beautiful.

tsumugi, though, i wouldn’t grow to love as much if it weren’t for 郁十‘s works. like. please. go watch all of their videos it’s all so good. i think someone else talked about this, but tsumugi’s position as the mastermind feels a lot more “human” than what we got with junko enoshima. compared to kaede, i feel like we could’ve gotten so much more with her as a villain and i just want to see more of her outside of her “plain bread” facade.

it might also be due to my own hcs for them so they’re on my head a lot more than most of the other v3 characters are. even more than my two actual favorites!!

ok, ok. kochiki and shuichi are definitely my favorites of the bunch. like, the toppest tiers of fav actually. it’s kinda hard to talk about these two separately tbh. maybe it’s because before danganronpa, my previous otp in my previous fandom had these two’s dynamics as well. and like, there’s a certain pairing to a fandom i haven’t caught up to in years who also have a detective/phantom thief dynamic. aaand also persona 5 and that one pairing that i don’t have to name for people to know which is my otp.

yeah i’m a sucker for these types of characters. it’s kinda typical that they’d be popular in the fandom. which i’ll h a p p i l y eat up.

soo it’s kinda easy to start with kochiki. i think i don’t have to go into every minute detail and go all meta on why i like him as a character because a lot of people have articulated better on why his character works. he’s fun to watch when interacting with other characters and figuring out his motivation put my brain on work. i’ll say this though, i actually enjoy kokichi better when he’s not being woobified. he’s a rat through and through and i will enjoy this possum boi for that.

(oh wait, possum boi is rantaro. nvm.)

and now mr. detective himself. so i loved his character at first. didn’t love him more than kochiki but. liked his arc, he was a fun protag. then the fan content came and he became very moe in my eyes so i guess it’s easier to say that i uh, like fancontent of shuichi better but i like canon kokichi better. and also how is it that the majority of ousai e-rated works has shuichi as a top SHUICHI IS NOT A TOP um yeah anyway. i feel like out of all the main characters he’d be a pretty nice person to hang out with.

also his eyelashes are nice. im totally not embarrassed while typing this out. im literally physically restraining myself from typing out more so i can not embarrass myself even further.

okay congrats anon here you are i hope you enjoyed this embarrassing mess it took me more than a day to type this out because i don’t know where i should stop myself regarding some characters. but uh yeah. i have gushed. now i shall return to the abyss.

(unless anybody asks me to gush about my ocs which might actually be thrice as long as this)

#LFKDJAG;LFKDJGA;LKJ THE READMORE DIDNT WORK IM SO SORRY #poffin.txt #ok i fixed it i think #for the low low amount of 0.1 dollars i will stop gushing abt anything i am an embarrassment #im sorry it took me almost 2k words to gush but like... my love for some characters are just...... *shuichi clenching his chest sprite*

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super-lemon-sama · 5 years

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I’ve made a very personal realization recently.

I normally don’t post personal stuff that isn't just like a funny story or something silly, but I really wanted to share this.

It’s pretty long and kind of a jumbled mess so I’ll leave it under read more.

Okay this is gonna sound weird but- I just realized that I’m like really actually gay.

I mean the past two years I’ve been pretty open about liking girls so we been known, you know, but not like known known?

That probably doesn't make sense.

What I mean is I didn't totally understand it.

(if you wanna skip to the chase you can scroll down to the bottom and read under the horizontal line)

You see my family is pretty conservative, and I love them and all but I have to be honest, they aren’t very open minded. On top of that It wasn't until VERY recently that I’ve had any openly gay friends or piers.

So for the past seven years I’ve really struggled with who I am and how I feel. It’s hard to talk about it and accept my feeling because for years and years I really convinced myself that I was just fucked in the head and couldn't love anyone. I thought the only correct option for me was to like guys and that if I didn't like guys there was something wrong with me.

It wasn't even on my radar that a girl could actually like a girl. It was so cemented in my brain that guys were the only option, and never had anyone around me who could show or tell me otherwise. Like it wasn't that my family or community forced those crazy “you cant be gay!” or “gay is a sin, and if you’re gay you’re going to hell!” “values” upon me. It’s that no one ever spoke about the gays or being gay. Gay just didn't exist in my world.

I was so completely... uninformed I guess.

The first time I discovered anything gay was around 8th grade; I was on the internet by then and hung out with the weebs at school so I had heard of Yuri and Yaoi. (I rarely saw yuri though) These two girls in particular who I was the closest to in the weeb group, were in fact lesbians. But like my brain just couldn't recognize it. I didn't realized they were ACTUAL lesbians for the longest time, one because I just thought they were acting like these two anime characters they shipped together and two because I still didn't know what a lesbian was, I just knew that a girl kissing a girl was yuri.

there’s so much that I didn't know or understand. I wish that someone who could have just told me so I wouldn't have had to suffer so much just to learn what I know now.

it was also around 8th grade that I found out Asexuality was a thing and was like:

“Oh yeah that’s super me!”

because back then (and even now) I hated the thought of being physically intimate with a guy. It super freaked me out and made me uncomfortable.

Additionally America is fucked and likes to make people scared of sex instead of actually educating anyone about it; so for most of my life intimacy of any kind has always been labeled as “A bad bad terrible thing you should never do or you’re a shameful and disgusting person”. It was so bad that I thought that it was wrong to even think about holding someones hand. (I’m still struggling with that tbh. partly because of my anxiety and slight germaphobia. But i’m getting better about it and it almost not even a problem around people I’ve known for a long time)

I dont really remember when or what led me to realize I liked girls. I just remember it was around maybe 11th or 12th grade, when I befriended this guy and thought that since I liked him more than other guys that I had met that it meant I “like liked” him, so we started dating. Around this time I still considered myself asexual, but started joking about anime girls and shit like that, because it was the hip meme at the time.

But the more I joked about liking girls the more I realized that it wasn't really a joke. I started thinking about how pretty and nice girls are; and about how I like being around them. How I never really felt any strong or even really positive feelings towards any guys. So I started thinking if I had ever liked anyone more than my boyfriend at the time, and it hit me like a brick.

I dont want to talk about it to much but there’s a certain person I used to talk to that I was really really close to. I always thought about how I wanted to live in a house with her and see her everyday and joked about getting best friend married to her. They were jokes but I did mean them. I really did want to live with her, I wanted to see her everyday, and I remember really wishing there was such a thing as “best friend marriage”.

If I had even one openly gay friend back then I think I would have figured it out so much sooner.

Actually Thinking back on it now all my friends probably thought I was gay, wish one of them would have told me, lmao.

(I also realized that a majority of my ocs were very very gay)

But I was fucked up about it for a long time, because she was my best friend, and I had been saying I was straight or asexual for so long, I was so scared people were going to think I was a crazy liar and hate me. Plus she was straight and had a boyfriend by the time I moved away.

Which I wasn't sad or mad about actually. He's a really cool dude and he made her really happy which always made me really happy. Like he would make her laugh and I would almost want to just thank the dude for making her so happy.

We drifted apart, which is kind of my fault. I missed her so much but I felt like it was wrong for me to miss her, and I was scared that I would confess my feelings to her compulsively and it would make everything awful and weird, and that she wouldn't want to talk to me ever again. To me our friendship going unruined was the most important thing, because I didn't want to make her uncomfortable or unhappy, so and my dumb ass brain decided that If I basically stop being friends with her by ghosting her that I couldn't ruin our friendship.

It’s not like our friendship ever “ended” or anything. If I wanted to talk to her I’m sure I could. But it’s been so long that I just want to leave that door closed. But I’m at peace with that and have actually been able to move on.

There’s some stuff I want to briefly mention just because they’ve all happened pretty recently so I don’t entirely have my thoughts on them settled yet.

How about two years ago in my collage art class I made friends with some lgbt people who Invited me to their club, and started going to meeting with a couple different lgbt students. I learned a lot there. I wish I would have asked more questions back then but it was all so new at the time I dont think I could have reaaaally understood any explanations I got anyway.

I dated someone who was non-binary trans for a while, and I have to be honest I didn't really get it back then; transgender was a new concept for me at the time so I kept getting confused. You see I thought trans only applied to mtf and ftm and that non-binary was a category all it’s own. I mean it is but you know what I mean.

I wanted to understand but felt like asking them questions about it would have been mean so I didn't. hhhhhhhhhhhh im so fukin dumbbbb.

I’m not proud of it but I broke up with them because I felt so bad for not understanding them, I felt like I wasn't giving them the understanding and validation they deserved. I really liked hanging out with them and talking to them, but they really liked me and I just felt like I wasn't a good enough. I was so scared of hurting their feelings that I... hurt their feelings.

Flawless logic, I know.

and here’s the part were I finally realize that I’m a big gay

It’s stupid because It’s literally the most basic and obvious thing you would realize when you’re gay and yet it somehow took me this long to figure it out.

I realized that the thought of kissing a guy is gross, but the thought of kissing a girl is nice.

I would be comfortable and happy being in a relationship with a girl.

I would like to live with and marry a girl one day.

I’m mad that it took me so long to freaking realize this shit, but I’m glad that I have.

I dont think I’m a lesbian technically since I do like non-binary people too (Though with a fem lean. if that’s how you say that???)

But there’s a lot I still dont know, like what I would even call myself, but I would really like to learn; So if any of you have read this far and want to share some of your knowledge please do!

Thank you all so much for your time and support, I love you and hope you have a great day!

#marie talks #personal #lgbt #i still have a LOT ahead of me #like the fact that im not technically out of the closet #and im nervous but i feel good about it #i hope i didnt say anything weird or fucked up #but if i did please let me know!

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mainexiii · 5 years

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Always Be With You Forever Day6 Young K x OC

“Soo hyun came back to Korea to see her family, it's been 5 years since she went to the U.S to study, as she stepped her feet in Korea, memories came flooding back, will she be able to forget the tragedy that almost cost her life and killed her boyfriend or a miracle will happen?“ Also posted in AO3 = Mainexiii

also.. im lazy asf so i did not prood read all of this, hence, a lot of grammatical errors coz English is not my primary language.

I’m having this strange feeling when I walk out on the arrival area at the airport, Jinnie my younger sister waving at her hands rapidly as if I can not even see her, I smile at her and waves back. “Soo hyun! Woah, I really missed you”, teary eyed she hug me tight and kiss my right cheek. “ yuck! You just smudged your lipstick on me, come on!” we laughed and went out of the airport, I was wiping my cheek when Jinnie asked a lot of things about my 5 year vacation in the U.S, well, it’s not just a vacation, I barely lived there during my college years and never came back to Korea.. I did not answer her question and just continue to walked until we reach her car, the both of us are silent the trip to my house, it’s not easy to talk about what happened years ago, it’s too hard to recall my memories that I’ve kept hidden inside my brain just to survive. “Jinnie-ya..can we please not talk about the past? I’m still not ready okay? Please..for me?” you gaze at her direction at holds her other hand and squeeze it. She heaved a sigh and squeeze back my hand. “ Okay.. you know.. after all these years without contact from us and your friends, one of these days you’ll find out about something and you have to be prepare for it”. I was confused about what she’s talking about and just shrugged it off. “ Wait.. is mom setting up a man for me to marry?, if that what it is.. then drop me off right now” I giggled but Jinnie is damn serious right now. “I hope so tho, but unfortunately that not it. I want you to stay strong, okay? She smiled and opened the radio. I panicked at her sudden action “Turn it off!” I screamed at her and she immediately turned off the radio. Jinnie apologized and stopped the car, Jinnie tries to calmed me down by caressing my back, took a deep breath and fix my hair and make up,I don’t want to let my mom see me like this, still a mess after all these years away from home. I face Jinnie and smiled, “I’m fine, Jinnie .. I’m sorry for startling you, I know all for you are worried about me and I’m sorry for everything, I hope you understand what I’ve through. Jinnie hugged me tightly and smiled and gave me an understanding nod. I'm meeting my family at the province with takes three hours of driving, I went by so familiar places and I feel that my heart’s going to burts with all these happy and sad memories with him.

8 years ago when I met Young hoon, everybody calls him brian. We went to the same high school and I was a transferee, he was the class president and he was assigned to help me everything to adjust to the new school, he took me a tour around the whole campus and introduced to different clubs, he was very helpful and nice, obviously the whole class loves him. I was bullied once when I was on my way to home on my first day of class, the kids who seemed to be rebels are ganging up on me , they took my wallet and ripped my school bag thinking they’ll find anything worth to steal, I was frozen walking the whole time and a girl from my class pat me at my back “ Hey, is this yours?” she turned over my lost items including my money, the only thing I did was hugged her and cry. She laughs and hold both of my shoulder, “It’s okay! I already took care of those bitches, they wont bother you anymore” I nod still crying. “Stop crying will you!” she offered her hand and introduced herself, “ I’m Hana, and you must be Soo hyun right?” confused, i looked up at her cause she’s quite tall “how did you know me?” I asked, “ Girl, we’re on the same class!” she replied, “ Oh, I did’nt notice you” doubting that she’s lying. “Brian gave you a tour around the campus?” she asked as we start walking outside the skirts where the bitches brought me, I didn’t even know this place, i felt my cheeks hotness and touch them, I smiled at the thought of Brian, he’s tall, handsome and I’ll figure out the rest, I was smiling the entire time when Hana confronts me, “Yah! don’t tell me you like Brian too?” she stopped facing me crossed arms, what the hell? I’m having a rival here already?! I stare at her her blankly, “ So what? You like him too don’t you? I gave her a question look, “ Bitch no! Brian’s my first cousin so don’t worry, I smiled at her reply and continues to walked when I saw my parent’s car near our apartment. “oh my parent’s already here” I glanced at her and pointed our apartment, “ I lived there!” I smiled at her took her hand, “ I’ll introduced you to my parents sometime” she smiled and shake my hand, “okay sure, but to tell you honestly, Brian has alot of admirers so good luck my friend..” she laughs and I slapped her back. She fakes a pain and laugh again seeing my red face, “ that’s not it,! I don’t like him at all! “ we we’re laughing and my parents called me to go up now, I wave at them and says thanks to my new found friend.

We arrived at the the province and my whole family welcomes me outside the house. Mom walks towards me as I opened the car door and hugs me tightly, I didn’t know I was crying until she wipes my tears, “Thank you for coming back” mom whispers while crying, seeing my mom, dad and two other siblings in front of me wont let me stop crying , I missed them so much that it hurts, everything hurts. We went inside and talk about everything excluding him. The day went by so fast I forgot I'm jet-lagged, mom prepared me a tea to help me sleep. I just want to take a rest now, I hope I’ll dream of him again, that’s the only thing that keeps me reminding of his face, I wished every single day to see him even in my dreams only, I missed him so much I think I will never moved on.

I woke up and look at the time on my phone, it’s already 9 am and I’m so freaking hungry. I climb out of my bed and I noticed a wedding invitation card at my bedside table, I open it and sees the fancy gold emboss font “Kang Hana and Park Sungjin” wow, how did she even know I’m back.”They did really end up together huh,” you smiled and recall little memories with them. I did not open the entire invitation since I don’t have the guts to see them. I took a shower, letting the water run down my body and close the clog to let the water full up the bath tub, I closed my eyes and recall the memories with him, I have to be strong, it’s been 5 years and I just cant accept the fact that he’s gone, I tried dating during my college years but none of them worked out.

After a year of being friends with Brian I decide to make the first move, it’s our last year in high school and I don’t wanna missed the opportunity, I know there’s something going on between us, but we just keep it casual, we’ve spent a lot of time together, holding hands, bus trips while holding hands, eat at cafe’s holding hands, watch busking holding hands and more holding hands, that’s it. We we’re contented about us just like that. We exchange stories about everything at our school’s rooftop. We wants to be a singer someday, play with a band, he’s good at guitars, basses, he was already a trainee at a company so most of his time are just in school, us going out and training, he rarely sees his family since he have been living in the dorm with his soon to be members. It’s fun spending our youth just like that. When I got the courage to ask him out, he already plans something, he brought me to the roof top and picnic basket, he let me sit down and runs at the back of the corner of the roof top to get his guitar, I was so excited I cant stop smiling all the time, he tuned his guitar and smiles at me widely, that the best thing that I liked about him, his smile that can lit up a dark world. He started singing one of his original songs, I listened at him looked him in the face and mouth “ I like you”, he stopped singing and walk towards me giving me a peck on the lips, I squeel covering my whole flushed cheeks. We spent the whole afternoon talking about our future and to travel around the whole world, Brian loves travelling as much as I do, we planned to go to Busan, Daegu and Jeju Island after our graduation. It’s the last day of our graduation and made our first trip to Busan, I was so excited spending my time with him, we ate and ate, went to the beaches, visit historical site. That feeling can never be replace by anyone. We’ve visit a lot of libraries around Seoul preparing for our college exam, he used to say that he loves me everyday, but I cant let out those words because I was unsure if it’s already love I am feeling for him,” it’s okay if you still don’t love me, as long as you let me love you, I’m okay with that” he smiled and hold my hand. It’s been 6 months since we had a trip outside Seoul, I was busy at school while Brian is busy preparing for their debut, Brian is amazing at multitasking, he went to school while practicing his bass skills, he’s so amazing at managing his study hours, practices and me. He always had a time for me, I mean everything, we eat breakfast together since my dorm is also close to his. Even when I’m sick, he can still take care of me, and that’s when I realized that I have loved him all this time, unsure of the feeling .. I shook the bad thoughts away and said my first I love you on his birthday, He keep on jumping and took me by his arms, hugging tightly. He kissed me passionately and I feel my hot cheeks probably flaring at this new feeling, he pulls away and widely smiled at me, “ We should go now” he says holding my hand leading me down stairs and went outside, “ oh wait, my gift for you” I hand him the box containing a couple dream bracelet. “HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You greeted him again with a hug and attached the bracelet on his right wrist. “ Thank you, really,”he hugged me tightly, he love giving tight hugs, his a hugger.

After our final exam, we had planned going to Jeju Island, just for one day since it’s expensive going there. I had pack my bag and prep up myself and called Brian, “ Bri, where are you now” I asked, looking around to see if I miss anything. “I just arrived downstairs, you coming down now?” he replied. “yeah, see you downstairs” I locked up my door went went downstairs.

We arrived at Jeju Island , the both of us feeling excited, we started to wander around , asked some locals what to ride to go to our accommodation, we took the bus that travels for 30 minutes to our place, we’re both excited as we planned the whole trip for months, we listened to some music on his ipod when I notice the sky is getting darker, I was nervous when it started raining heavily, the bus driver went on slowly to avoid accidents. The traffic light went red and the bus stopped, I hold Brians hand and lean on his shoulder, he felt the tension and my hands are shaking, “ You okay? Are you cold?” he ask with a worry look. I just nod and he brings his arms around my shoulder to pull me closer. The traffic light went green and as the bus driver starts to drive, I heard a loud bang! And I black out..

chapter2

I woke up feeling my whole body aches, mom rushes to hold my hand and asked if I was okay. She was crying while calling the doctors. I didn't know what's happening, I only remember Brian and I was on the bus and I blacked out. Brian and I was involved in an accident , fortunately... I was okay ,nothing serious happened but Brian, he was comatose. I felt my whole world turns into darkness, i immediately went to Brians room and cried for hours.

Days gone by, weeks turns into months...

Brian still not awake, he's condition is not getting good and i blame myself for it. If it weren't for me.. He would've been laying for months in this awful room.

I was with him the entire time, i helped his family taking care of him, i rarely went to school and because of it. . . Im about to fail all my subjects due to absences .

I went to my school to inform that I will be taking a break and also informed Brian's school. I went back to the hospital and as I was about to enter Brian's room , I heard the doctor and Brian's parents talking about his condition.They decided to end Brian's life support.

My whole world shattered .

How can they do this to their own son? !

How can they take a life without taking chances!

This is not fair !

I burst into the room and beg for chances, to give Brian chance to live. I was crying while tugging his mom's coat,

" please don't do this ! I beg you ! Please .."

We we're both crying the whole time and she explained to me the consequences if we let Brian stay like that forever ..

" Soo-ya, we dont want Brian to suffer too, his condition is not getting good his body is so weak right now . I dont want my child to suffer like this .." I saw the sadness and sorrow in her eyes, the pain of watching his son getting weak.. I also can not stand watching Brian suffer, but I can not let Brian lose his life without even trying. I won't .

But the decision is not mine to make.

They're going to end his life the day after. I have to be with him on that last day , my heart aches to much there's no tears left to cry .

My heart is too numb.

D-Day

Brian's whole family is waiting for me at the hospital, while me .. Still at home, crying my heart out, " I thought there's no tears left" I mumbled.

I get up packed my clothes and documents and book the earliest ticket and went straight to the airport.

Brian's mom keep on calling me but I ignored and sent everyone a message that I'm boarding bound to America and never to contact me. I turned off my phone and cried myself to sleep.

I just lost the love of my life and im going to a unfamiliar place and tried my best to forget him.. But how can i? When I left my heart and soul in Seoul .

I finished taking a shower and went outside to grab some brunch, I found a cafe that serves American brunch sets and went inside . I keep on thinking the wedding invitation, I miss my best friend so much and she might hate me forever if I wont go to her wedding, I don't know what to do anymore .

Someone sat infront of me, I raised my head and saw Hana crossing her arms while glaring at me . Im so shock I almost spit my food, " Hana! " I get up and hug her . She hug me back and gave me a wide smile.

"I missed youu Soo-ya!!!! " we hugged tightly and sit down. " Soo! It's been years.." She said giving me a faint smile "I know.. It's been years and I missed you too, and I'm sorry Hana ..for everything"

"I understand you Soo, I know the pain that you went through but it's not worth it, you made yourself a mess, after all these years, no one knows where on America are you, you wont let us comfort you, you completely shut us down in your life.. And im telling you Soo, all those tears .. It's not worth it."

The pain that i've felt all those years.. I know, i did not help myself overcoming it. It was so overwhelming i kept myself busy working and studying, just to forget Brian .

But it did not help, because at the end of the day.. Brian is the only one who i think of. My love for Brian is irreplaceable. I blame myself everyday until my heart don't let any people inside it.

"It's not worth it Soo, it's the time for you to moved on and be happy, because it's not your fault okay?" I tried to remain calm for a few seconds, i wont let my tears be visible for this is the day that i have to let my old self go and open a new door and let people inside it. I take Hana's hand and squeeze it "Thank you Hana, i'll try my very best"

We went outside the cafe and walk towards the parking lot, she have to run some errands for her wedding tomorrow and bid goodbye as she went inside her car.

As I was going to the opposite direction, Hana's car stopped beside me she roll down her window. "Soo! I have to tell you something tomorrow, please come okay?! It's very important and you deserve to know it, please come okay?" She said and I answer her with a smile and nod and . She smiled back and drive away.

I gather my thoughts about everything, it's time for me to moved on and be happy again it's been years and there's too many people that i've pushed away. I shouldn't let myself be forever like this, it's time to say goodbye to Brian.

It's Hana's wedding day at 12pm and there's still a lot of time for me to visit Brian's grave. But.. I dont know where he was buried. I'll just ask Hana later after the wedding.

I arrive at the wedding hall and went to the bride's room. Hana was talking a picture with my high school friends and i feel so guilty losing contacts with them, Hana notices me as well as my H.S friends, their faces look shocked to see me and turns into an apologetic smile, I composed myself and greet them warmly, they hug me tightly and atleast i felt that they really miss me.

I turn my attention to Hana and praised her with compliments, the girls and we're catching up when the Host is announcing to start the wedding, we went out of the room and went to our table. As the wedding starts , I wander if im seeing familiar faces at the event and my eyes landed on Brian's mom, she was looking at me and give me a warm smile and a nod, i smile back and my heart skip a beat seeing her, it was so nerve wrecking... I always feel so attached at Brian's mother, during my stay at the hospital she also takes care of me when my mom is not around, we share stories about Brian and our trips and i felt her happiness as we talk about Brian.. I shrugged memories away. On the middle of the wedding the announcer says that there will be a surprise perfomance of a band called Day6, I looked at Hana and her face turned pale while she look at me, I'm confused at the sudden reaction and I looked at my friends , seeing their faces the same reaction as Hana while looking at me, suddenly i feel nervous and ask what is happening. They can not answer me and just keep silent when another stage appear and there i saw a familiar man with four more people each holding their instruments, the band starts singing when the man holding a bass put it down and went in the middle of the stage and hug Hana while singing, I stand up to see a clearer view and i froze .

No way this is happening, i was still frozen when the man singing averts his eyes on me, i recognized the same eyes, nose and lips, it's Brian. It's Brian! How is this possible? He's dead! Brian..is dead. My tears started to fall and notice Brian's reaction, he give me a small smile and finished singing. My kness are weak and i grip the table to lean on, my friends help me to sit down, and tries to calm me.

How can i calm when the man i grieve for years is alive?! I can not gather my thoughts my mind went blank as i was about to leave the venue .. Someone stop me by holding my arm, i face that person and my heart shatters to see him this close to me. I just let my self cry as he holds both my shoulder , the overwhelming feeling makes me unconscious and I blacked out. Again.

Chapter 3

I woke up hearing different voices , i open my eyes and saw Hana still in her wedding dress.

"GOD SOO! YOU'RE AWAKE! she hugs me tightly and cry.

It wasnt a dream..

Hana explained everything , They we're supposed to end Brian's suffering on the day that i left, but Brian's mom change her mind and give another chance for Brian to wake up, they keep on calling me to tell me the news but i already went abroad. After a month of intensive prayers a miracle happened and Brian woke up. Yet they still cant reach me. After months on theraphy, Brian decided to went after me on America but i never told them where i live even my family didn't know. Brian eventually became busy because of training and catching up homeworks for school, and tried to move on from me too. He debut in a band two years ago and became known globally, which ofcourse I did'nt know because I shut myself from the universe...

My mind went blank, all those pain and rejection and guilt , those feelings that ruined me..i cried and cried until i calmed down, Hana left me in the hotel room and went back to the venue. I lay down overthinking about Brian, how do i react when i see him again, that..if he still wants to see me ,but i want to see him badly my heart aches for him, he probably hate me for leaving him. I hate my self too. All these years of heart break, i feel so pathetic. I heard knocks on the door, i went down the bed and open the door...and Brian stands there, I took a step backwards as he went inside and lock the door. I can only hear our breathing standing face to face ,no one tries to speak.

We just stare at each other,when he took a step forward and holds my hand. The moment our skin touches all the memories with him came flashing back and all i can do is cry. He pulls me in a tight hug as i sob inside his arms. I keep on crying on his shirt as i feel the warm liquid on my head, i look up at him and saw him crying too. We cried in each others arms, we lay down the bed, he hugs me closer and stroke my hair still crying. No talking just tight hugs.

Chapter 4 Brian’s POV

After the accident i woke up in the hospital and never saw soo hyun again.. She went away unknowingly what happend to me , she thinks IM DEAD. We can not contact her phone, email we didnt even know her address in the states. She shut everyone down. Occationaly she sent letters to her family without the return address. That's the only communication that they have. She never came back.

I tried hard to finished my studies and training and finally i debuted with my band. I still cant forget her i think i will never forget her , she took my heart with her and i never dated anyone else , my friends even think im gay . Everything reminds me of her, my dream bracelet, the rooftop, the shirts she gave me on special occations, our favorite restaurant, she's everywhere. I cried so many sleepless nights thinking about her, i miss her so damn much . And eventually i set aside my feelings and focused on my work and studies ,and i graduate finally, i think of her every single day, so many what if's, she might be happy right now, she must've moved on . Thinking about her with another man makes my heart beats faster, i should be with her, she should be with me celebrating life. But she never came back.

It's Hana's wedding day, im not supposed to be at her wedding because of conflict of schedules but it was cancelled so i went and surprised her.

But i was the one whose surprise.

Soo hyun, the love of my life, is here.

We made eye contact, i can see her eyes full confusion, hurt, mixed emotions. I smile at her and she rushed to the door. I chase her calling her name and grab her arms, she froze standing looking at me and cry. As i was gonna hug her she collapsed.

I went to her room after Hana explained everything, she cried and cried as I hug her tightly . God i missed her so much i cried along with her, we didnt talk and i just let her cry her heart out. She fell asleep still sobbing. I watch her intently, i still cant believe it's her, i never thought she's coming back into my life again, she must've felt guilty about the accident she blamed herself all these years thinking that i was dead.

"I'm sorry you went all through that" I stroked her hair, planting small kisses, i hug her tightly and she open her eyes, looking at me without blinking ,intently fixed her gaze on me, i smile at her and touch her cheeks..

"It's not a dream right?" She kissed my hand

"No babe, i'm real and alive" I cupped her cheeks and trails small kisses on her face and gently kiss her lips.

"I think it's time for us to be happy, you should let go all the burdens, let's start a brand new chapter of our life,okay? I missed you babe, i missed you a lot" i kissed her again this time passionately to let her feel safe and that im here with her.

" I love you Bri, thank you for being alive"

" I love you more Soo, thank you for coming back"

#day6 fanfic #day6 young k #day6 younghyun #day6 fluff

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Hi, could I request Kise having an unhealthy relationship with his s/o, probably because she's too insecure and a bit too clingy for his type (Kise's personality as a Gemini has a lot to say about him) and Kise has somewhat lost interest in her, but he stays anyway coz he feels guilty he might break her if he leaves? Lots of angst please, make it hurt~ lol thank you ^^

Hi dear! HereI am. I already say that I’ve exaggerated with this one, the angst is real. This is an unhealthy relationship,borderline abusive. I couldn’t even bring myself to write it in firstperson, I’m sorry. To all my readers: pleaseremember two important things. 1) Girlscan be as abusive as boys 2) Psychological abuse is still abuse and doesn’thurt less than physical one. Blackmailing someone, in any way, to stay with youis a form abuse. It’s difficult to realize that your relationship is toxic,even more bringing an end to it. Please, if you are in one, ask for help. Youneed it. An unhealthy relationship damages both of you, yes even the one whoforces it. Ask for help, to anyone. You need to break it off before it becomes areal abuse or something worse.

Kise x FemaleToxic OC, Unhealthy Relationship (borderline abusive), Angst, Mentions of PanicAttacks and Such, Aokise Brotp (you can read something more init if you want, I love both)

Toxic

“Oi Kise! Whatdo you mean you can’t come?” Aomine protested through the phone

The blond sighed heavily, seated sloppily on the couchof his apartment. He had dark bags under his eyes and he was wearing baggysweatpants with a t-shirt. His usual shine was nowhere to be found.

“I can’t Aominecchi. I’m sorry, Iknow I promised Iwas going to play with you this weekend. Say the others I’m sorry too.”He replied tiredly, closinghis eyes. He had sent a text to avoid that but obviously,Aomine had to be a good friend and call him.

“It’s been more than a monthfrom the last time you hanged out to play, you fucker!” he growledangrily, before he inhaled sharply, “Is that psychopath of yourgirlfriend?”

Kise bit his bottom lip and clenched his fist aroundthe phone.

“She’s not…a psychopath,” he murmured, feeling alreadysuffocated by his own words.

“Bullshit!That girl is killing you, she can’t control you like that!”

“She’s just insecure,” he chewed out that answer evenif he could feel his breath accelerating and his mind screaming, “And she needsme, Aominecchi. She needs me,” He repeated to persuade Aomine and himself atthe same time. That what he repeated himself every day to go on.

The other boy remained silent for some seconds.

“Do you even loveher?” he asked dryly.

Kise gulped. In the last month, they had had similar conversationsover and over. They argued every time Kise canceled their plans at the lastminute or every time he called his best friend because he needed to hear thevoice of someone else. Someone who’s out of the prison of his daily life. School,practice, photoshoot and then with his girlfriend. Girlfriend who was also inhis same class, who came to watch his practice, matches, and who also waitedfor him during his work.

It was suffocating. It was slowly killing him.

He needed to be free.

To be able to enjoy life.

To smile, to laugh, to play with his friends.

And how did he end up like that?

“She needs me, Aominecchi.” He avoided answering,breathing heavily as he tried to steel his resolution. But he was tired, tired,tired.

“Stop givingme this crap! Answer me or I’m gonna beat the shit out of you!”

Kise felt his eyes prickling for the first time in along time and his throat was closed, but he had enough. He couldn’t take allthose lies anymore, he needed to tell someone the truth. Not to change things,just to…share that burden. Because he was crumbling under it.

“I… I can’t take it anymore.” His voice broke, as hecurled up and let the words flow, “She doesn’t want me to go anywhere alone andwe have to hole up inside my apartment. I’m not allowed to talk to otherpeople, not only girls, or she’s going to cry and pout. She always threatens tohave panic attacks or feeling like fainting or other things if I don’t do what shewants. She says I’m the only one who can save her from her depression, that shecan’t do it alone. I can’t even like her anymore, she’s just too muchAominecchi.”

“Ryouta,” Aomineswitched to his name, serious and firm, “You have to break up with her.”

Kise shook his head and wiped away the tears, forcinga sour smile.

“I can’t. I can’t,” hemurmured desperately, “She’s going tobreak Aominecchi. She’s going to…Lord, I don’t evenknow but it’s going to be my fault. Only mine. I shouldn’t have accepted herconfession.”

“Ryo-“

“But everything seemed fine at first! She was just abit shy and affectionate, she explained me that she was a bit insecure and hadsome self-esteem’s issues, but I thought I could help her! I thought it wasalright, I was happy! We were! Then she started to change, she started tobecome jealous and frail; she didn’t want to leave my side, said that she wasuncomfortable with all my friends and that she felt like dying when I was away.If I try to argue she closes herself in the bathroom for hours or threatens to cuther arms or cries for hours. She doubts every word I say, she checks my socialand my phone. It’s like she’s going to die if I’m not with her! She’s serious Aominecchi,you should see her…I have nightmares about it…”

Kise didn’t know anymore what to do. He was tired. Hewas scared. He felt powerless. Trapped. Caged.

“Ryouta.” Aominehad to use all of his self-control not to start growling and yelling at him, “Thisis not healthy. In any way. She’s suffocating you and this relationship isruining her too. You know this is not going to last forever.”

“I can wait until she’s fi-”

“She’s nevergoing to be fine Kise! Fuck!” he cursed exasperated, “She has chained you, butshe’s not free either. This is toxic. If you have to break her heart, break it.Now.”

Kise froze. He knew Aomine was right. He knew. But hewas so scared of what she could do if he did it…

“What if she-” tried to protest, but his friend shuthim up.

“That’s notyour problem.” He sharply hissed, “She’s to learn to deal with it and needs thehelp of someone else, probably a professional. She’ll recover, but not with you.”

Kise wasn’t sure about it. The images of her crying,fainting, curling up, having panic attack and screaming for him to help… hauntedhim. What if she never recovered?

“I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know…”

“You’ve triedto save her, but you couldn’t. You have to accept this, you can’t and thingswon’t get better. Now you have to break this off, before it damages the two ofyou more than this.” Aomine’s voice was stern, confident, and Kise envied it.

“I don’t know if I can do it…” he whispered, even hewanted to scream or help.

“Then I’mgoing to do it for you,” Aomine threatened, “I’m not going to watch you self-destructlike this.”

Kise should have told him to mind his own business. Orthat he was fine.

He should have lied again and told him that it wasn’tsomething dramatic as he thought.

But Kise had reached his limit weeks before.

Aomine’s words broke something inside of him and hefelt like smiling for the first time in ages; he felt warm.

“If I do it,” he stuttered in a shaky breath, “I’llprobably need hospitality because she’s going to burn down my apartment.”

Aomine finally let out a chuckle.

“You can crashat my place idiot,” he reassured him softening his voice and Kise could say hewas blushing a bit, awkwardly, “Call me if you need help. For anything.”

Kise heard the door of his house opening and he felthis heart stopping.

“She’s here, call you later!” he whispered quickly.

“Fuck! Saythat bitch I’m gonna ki-”

Kise hanged up before he could finish, the shadow of asmirk on his lips.

The girl entered in the room and took off his coat.

“Who were you talking too?” she asked without greetinghim, eyes glued to his boyfriend. Kise froze and plastered a relaxed smile onhis face.

“No one important, just a friend…” he waved it off, butthe girl narrowed his eyes.

“Which friend?” he inquired stopping moving and Kiseknew that she was going to cry if he didn’t say it.

“Aominecchi!” He forced another happy smile, but shedarkened.

“Was he angry at you because you cant’ go today?” sheasked warily, reaching him on the couch and wrapping her arms around him.

He stiffly hugged her back.

“Yes,” he murmured, fear creeping under his skin, “Maybewe should go, just to say hi-” he tried to propose, still unable abandon thehope that the girl he had loved could come back again.

“I don’t like him!” she interrupted him, almosthysterical, tightening her grip, “You promised you were going to be with metoday! For the whole day! Why should we go to them? Are you tired of being withme? Did you lie to me?”

She blurted it all out in a shaky voice, pulling backso that she could look at Kise with her watery eyes. Kise watched as shestarted crying with trembling lips and pale face, whispering how much she lovedhim and how much she felt bad thinking about going outside.

He felt part of him urging to hug her and comply toher requests just so she stopped suffering but…for how long they had been together?And how many times he had already seen her like that? Too many. And nothingchanged.

Aomine was right. Their relationship was toxic.

That could never end well. He had to be the one to dosomething about it.

And the solution was only one.

For the first time, Kise gently pushed her away andlet his façade fall, revealing a pained, cold and tired expression.

“I’m sorry, but we have to talk.”

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ylla · 7 years

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This Must Be The Place - Chapter 3

Series: JJBA Characters: Okuyasu Nijimura, Josuke Higashikata Pairing: josuyasu Tags: modern au, underage drinking, vomiting mentions, background ocs, tomoko and okuyasu have a mother/son moment and i am here for it Rating: M AO3 link

***WARNING*** THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS VOMITING MENTIONS FROM OVERZEALOUS UNDERAGE DRINKING AND HANGOVERS ***WARNING***

i’m suffering through some kind of hell virus and i cant sleep, so i revved my engine and plucked this chapter right out of my ass. there are meme references throughout this entire thing, because i am tired and live to shitpost, and you get a kissaroo from me to you if you can find them all. hopefully this makes sense to everyone, and not just to my fever-addled mind.

knowing my dumb ass, the next chapter will be up soonish because i’m too ill to do anything else other than write ε-(≖д≖﹆)

Death was something Okuyasu never purposefully sought, despite living life like he had single-minded determination to see what all the fuss was about the afterlife. There had always been a strong, primal urge to survive, to live, to spite the overwhelming odds that had been stacked against him since he was so very young. Like hell he was going to just die. He had responsibilities: a dad to look after, friends to back up, a boyfriend to care for. He had shit to do; he couldn’t just die young and leave a hole in the heart of so many people.

Okuyasu wasn’t smart, but he knew how to keep himself safe. Never mix ammonia with bleach, always wear a helmet, gloves, jacket, and proper shoes when riding a motorcycle, never grab the muffler of an overheated lawn mower in the middle of a heatwave in July after it had been running for two hours.

And never, ever, lie to Tomoko “Taker of No Shit” Higashikata.

When he woke up the Sunday after the party, Okuyasu was sure he had somehow died and was now in the 8th circle of hell. He had never drank so much in all his life. He had never been so fucked up in all his life. He had no recollection of what happened after they got to the party. Everything was an assault to his senses; the tiniest amount of light and sound made his head throb, his eyes shriek, and his guts roil like snakes had manifested inside his body. He attempted to sit up, but it made his head spin so badly, he immediately started vomiting. Thank god a previously unnoticed bucket was thrust in front of him, catching what was a small amount of bile and water. “He lives,” said whatever was holding the bucket.

Okuyasu looked up to find Josuke standing in front of him, looking exactly like how he felt. You look terrible is what he wanted to say. “Grugh” is what came out instead.

“You remember last night?”

“No,” Oku moaned, settling back down, “Th’ fuck happened?”

“A lot of bullshit.”

“Oh god…what happened?”

Josuke put the puke bucket down and sat on the edge of the bed, “You won’t like it.”

Here was the evening from Josuke’s perspective, though he was a little fuzzy on all of the details.

After bidding goodnight to Tomoko, they waited until it was dark before sneaking out of Oku’s house and hoofing it to the party. Josuke was dressed to the nines as usual, while Okuyasu was wearing something more understated, but it worked for him.

The house (which looked massive) was located in a more secluded part of Morioh, clearly chosen to enable underage tomfoolery. There were still a few neighbors around who probably heard the music and saw kids going in. This looked like it was a mistake, but hey, why not enjoy it while you can?

Surprisingly, the front door was manned by no one other than Tamami, who was holding a coffee can that was half-full with deposited yen; there was a door charge they hadn’t been aware of. Apparently, this was Tamami’s parent’s house, and he decided that throwing a party while they were away on a trip would be a great way to make some extra cash. Josuke remarked that he respected the hustle, before he elbowed Tamami in the ribs hard while reminding him that they were Koichi’s Best Fuckin’ Bros, so why not cut them a little slack?? You know, for Koichi?

Both boys got a free pass; they stepped into the living room where the party was obviously already underway. Red solo cups filled with some unidentified liquid was thrust into their hands, which they immediately tried. It tasted like window cleaner mixed with Gatorade, and it was disgusting, but they kept drinking to keep up appearances. They watched a pack of drunk teenagers grind on the makeshift dance floor, music blaring loudly, while a lively game of beer pong took place in the kitchen.

They found Oku’s Home Economics buddies in a corner; Yukie looked like she was having the time of her life, while Hitomi was passively sipping a beer, and Ritsu was flushed, looking like she was waiting for the earth to swallow her up. With a nudge, Hitomi pointed to the far corner, where Yuuya was standing with his fangirls, arm around a guy who looked just like him minus the stupid chin tattoo. Hachiro was his name; apparently, he was a junior, Yuuya’s younger half-brother, acted nothing like him, and Ritsu had it bad for him. The four of them tried to needle Ritsu into approaching him, but she had steadfastly refused, clutching her cup like it was a lifeline.

Josuke, a man of action, took it upon himself to walk right up to Yuuya and suggested he get a game of truth or dare going. Yuuya flickered eyes between Josuke and the corner from whence he came, before managing to shout over the noise that if anyone was interested in playing truth or dare, to follow him to the basement. Some people left the dance floor and followed, while Hitomi and Yukie hoisted up Ritsu, who had become rooted to the floor, and carried her downstairs.

Okuyasu and Josuke high-fived; Josuke then tried dragging Oku to the dance floor, but he resisted, saying he was too damn sober to make a fool of himself. So beer pong it was. After watching a few games (and guffawing when Hazamada tried to kiss some girl, but got a face full of vodka instead), they got to play. To the shock of everyone, Okuyasu was amazing while Josuke sucked absolute ass, almost tanking their chances at winning with sheer ineptitude. The pressure was too much! The alcohol was fucking up his reaction time! He kept getting teased, which made him pout, but Okuyasu kissed him on the mouth, then proceeded to shoot his way to victory repeatedly.

After what was probably 3 or 4 rounds, they were both three sheets to the wind. Are you feeling it now, Mr. Nijimura? Josuke purred in his ear, before dragging him to the dance floor. If either of them had been remotely sober, they would have never in a million years waltzed into the middle of a dance floor and dirty dance in front of most of their peers. But there they were, drunk as shit, with Josuke grinding his ass into Okuyasu. It was a good thing that everyone around them was just as inebriated, and too interested in dancing up on their partners to notice.

They managed to get through a few songs before they stumbled to the bathroom to have a drunk makeout session. In the few months they had been dating, they hadn’t gotten much farther than sloppy kisses with lots of tongue, but with the ferocity they had attacked each other’s lips and neck, things might have gone way further if they hadn’t been interrupted by someone barging into the bathroom and slurring, “GOTTA SHIT” before they pulled down their pants and lit that tiny bathroom up.

Boners effectively killed, they wandered downstairs to see how the truth or dare game was going. The first thing they saw was Ritsu sitting in the lap of Yuuya’s brother, making out with him. Hitomi helpfully informed Josuke and Okuyasu that Hachiro had just been dared by his older brother to kiss the prettiest girl in the room, and well. Hitomi had just gestured at the two.

Since everyone had already gone once, Yuuya picked Okuyasu next, taking his brother’s turn since he was busy. He tossed the teenager a half-pint of something called Everclear and told him to chug as much has he could. Never one to back down from a challenge, Okuyasu started guzzling it down like he had been stranded in the desert and this was the first drink he’d seen in months. He got to name on the label before he replaced the cap to the sound of resounding cheers, swayed for a few seconds, and then promptly stumbled over to a laundry basket to retch.

As Oku cleared the contents of his stomach, his face the color of a sickeningly combo of grey and green, someone pounded down the stairs to holler “IT’S THE COPS, SCATTER.”

This is where Josuke’s memory gets a little fuzzy. The next thing he remembers is him and Yuuya booked it across the backyard, half-dragging, half-carrying Okuyasu, with Hachiro carrying Ritsu. Yuuya told his girls to go ahead without him, and they took off on their bikes, carting off Yukie, Hitomi, and someone who was probably Hazamada. Then he remembers jumping into what appeared to be an ancient, black SUV and Yuuya peeling out of Tamami’s house at an excessive speed. Okuyasu started puking again, and it took the combined effort of Hachiro and Josuke to keep it from spilling out a plastic bag Hachiro grabbed from the trunk.

Yuuya dropped Josuke and Okuyasu off first; Hachiro helped get Oku out of the car and up onto the porch of—

“Wait wait wait, hold on.” Okuyasu rubbed his face, trying to process everything Josuke was telling him. “You mean to tell me that I got a debt I gotta repay to Yuuya??”

Josuke grimaced, “We both do, because he saved our asses. Kinda.”

“What do you mean ‘kinda’?” Okuyasu was already squinting because he was trying to avoid looking into any light source, but he squinted so much that his eyes were basically closed.

“I, uh—“

“Dude,” he loved Josuke with every part of him, but he was nauseous, felt like absolute garbage, and wanted to just curl up and stop existing, so he was a little bit testy, “You gotta just fuckin’ tell me. You know I ain’t that smart to begin with, but right now my brain feels like someone rubbed a bunch of spicy shit on it, so I ain’t thinking that clearly. Tell me.”

Typically, Josuke would bark something snotty, but instead, he didn’t speak, just swallowed instead and turned around so Oku couldn’t see his face.

“What?? Fuckin’ tell me dude! Did Yuuya’s bro see my dad when he helped you carry me in?? Did dad get hurt???” He tried to sit up, but Josuke put a hand on his chest to keep him down, still not looking at him.

“We…we didn’t go back to your house…”

Okuyasu was thunderstruck for a few minutes. He looked around, bewildered, “Where the fuck are we—“ It was in that exact moment that Oku realized what room he was in. It wasn’t his bedroom. The soft yellow walls and band posters were not his. He slowly realized the implications. They were in Josuke’s room. In his house. Where Tomoko “Not My Mom But Kinda Is” Higashikata lived.

“Oh shit,” he whispered, “oh, holy shit.”

Josuke rubbed his face, then rested his head in his hands, “You were—You scared the shit out of me. You kept puking, and you weren’t like—you weren’t responsive, so I had Yuuya take us to my house. And I got mom up—“

“Oh my god oh my god oh my god,” Okuyasu was on the verge of panicking, “Josuke, what the fuck??”

“I was drunk! And scared something was really wrong! I had to wake her up!!” Josuke turned towards him, his temper flaring, “What the fuck was I supposed to do??? Let you possibly d—“ He stopped short, trying to swallow down whatever he was about to say. Taking a minute, Josuke sighed, “It doesn’t matter. Mom’s pissed and our asses are grass, dude.”

“That’s an understatement.”

Okuyasu didn’t need to look in the doorway to know Tomoko was standing there with her hands on her hips, looking fierce and ready to string them both up. He could feel anger radiating off of her in waves.

Josuke, who had always been mouthy, had always bucked under Tomoko’s rules, went completely silent and still, staring at his hands. The fact that Josuke couldn’t contradict her, that he could only hang his head in shame, made Okuyasu realize just exactly how in trouble they were. They fucked up. Big time.

“You know, I figured something was wrong when Josuke buttered me up all evening. Never in my life would I guess that you two would go out to some stranger’s house—“

Josuke couldn’t help himself, “Actually, we know Tam—“

“GO TO SOME STRANGER’S HOUSE. AND GET SO SHITFACED THAT ONE OF YOU DAMN NEAR HAS ALCOHOL POISONING??”

Okuyasu visibly flinched at her shouting, feeling tears prick the back of his eyes.

“Mom—“

“I’m not stupid, Josuke, which apparently you seem to assume. I don’t care that you two go over to Okuyasu’s house and drink beers or smoke cigarettes, because I know you’re at least safer there than out in some strange place. You LIED to me, and damn near got ARRESTED—“

“Listen—“

“And Okuyasu here REEKS of grain alcohol and probably should be in the hospital right now for alcohol poisoning! What the hell is wrong with you two???”

Josuke sighed, waiting for it to be over. Oku was barely holding back sobs, while tears rolled down his face.

“How dumb can you boys be?? You’ve taken years off of my life, I think I sprouted more wrinkles and grey hairs in one night than I have in the past 37 years.”

“I’m sorry, mom” Josuke mumbled.

“I’m sorry, Ms. H” Okuyasu choked out. Josuke reached behind him and laced their fingers together, giving a reassuring squeeze.

Tomoko sighed, “You know, honestly? I’m not even mad at you, Okuyasu, I’m just disappointed. I expect this kind of stupidity from Josuke, but not from you.”

It was like a knife in the gut. He would’ve taken a punch to the face from her better.

“After you’re well enough, we’re gonna go over to your house and I’m going to speak to your father—“

The wail he had been suppressing ripped out of him, “No no no no no, please no, Ms. H, I’m beggin’ ya—“ He started to get up, to sit on his knees in front of her and beg her to do literally anything else, when his stomach churned again and he vomits

All over Josuke’s legs.

Josuke, a saint with a pompadour (though right now it’s just a stringy mess), bit his lip to prevent himself from shrieking and just stiffly strong-armed the puke bucket in front of Okuyasu, as he sobbed and threw up more. It was a complete disaster.

“Oku, I have to,” Tomoko sounded significantly less angry, but just as firm, “I know he’s sick, but—“

“You don’t understand,” Okuyasu managed to say, “He won’t understand a thing you tell ‘em.” Oku flopped back down, exhausted and crying, “He doesn’t even know who I am.” Feeling ashamed, he flung an arm over his face, wishing The Hand could just scrap him away until nothing was left.

He had never told Tomoko anything about his dad. She never pushed the matter, not wanting to upset Okuyasu by making him talk about it, which he had been grateful for. Oku had sworn Josuke to secrecy that he would never tell her, but it’s not like he had to. Josuke couldn’t exactly explain that Oku’s father became an invincible booger man because an immortal vampire that had been plaguing the Joestar family for 100 years had implanted some kind of mind control thing that went crazy after said immortal vampire was killed.

The only things Tomoko was told was that his mom had died when he was young, his father fell very ill shortly aftewards, his brother was murdered in front of him, and that this boy’s life had been nothing but an uphill battle from day 1. He had no one, save for the few people he had met in Morioh.

“Josuke, go get cleaned up.”

When Josuke didn’t move or speak, Oku figured they were making faces at each other, silently communicating on how to approach what the hell this mess was. “Aight,” was Josuke’s response. He leaned back and planted a small kiss on the part of Oku’s face that wasn’t covered up; squeezing his hand one more time before gingerly getting up off the bed, stripping away his pajama pants, and heading to the bathroom.

Tomoko took his spot on the bed, gently moving the arm covering his face, and wiped his tears away. All this did was cause them to fall harder, but she kept at it. Oku couldn’t bear to look her in the face. Some part of him wondered if this is what having a mom was like. It took Oku a bit to calm down, “Sorry,” was all he could manage to say.

“Don’t apologize. I didn’t mean to get so worked up. I just…I worry. That’s all.”

He closed his eyes when the hand went from his face to his hair. He didn’t deserve any of this sweetness, after had just scared her half to death. There was a silence hanging in the air, and Oku knew she was gonna ask—

“Is your father that sick? What’s wrong with him, exactly?”

And there it is. He was terrible at lying to her, but maybe he could get away with a lie by omission.

“Me and Keicho never found out what’s exactly wrong with ‘em. Whatever it is, it ruined his brain, like his memories are kinda there, but,” Oku swallowed, “He can’t speak or really do for himself. I dunno if he recognizes me as his son, or as the guy who feeds and talks to ‘em” Tears were threatening again, but he muscled through it. She deserved to at least know some things. “It uh, changed his appearance too. A lot. It can be weird to see…”

He fell silent after that, not sure what else to say. “I’m sorry, honey,” Tomoko said thickly, after a few minutes. It made Okuyasu’s chest twinge painfully. “You’ve shouldered all of this by yourself this whole time?”

“I—I mean I had Keicho, but…” there was a lump in his throat, “But it’s jus’ me now, I guess.”

She sniffed, sounding so heartbroken, “You know you’re not alone, right? You’ve got me, and Josuke, and a lot of other people who love and care about you.”

“I know.”

“And I love you very much, even if I’m shouty sometimes.”

“I know. And I love you too, Ms. H,” he wiped his eyes. Finally, Okuyasu got the courage to look her in the face. Thankfully, she hadn’t been crying, but her eyes were shiny with tears. “Um…can I have a hug?”

She chuckled, “You know you don’t have to ask,” and helped him sit up a little so she could give her Mom-Hugs-Make-It-Better hug, rubbing his back before giving him a Mom Smooch on the cheek.

“Thanks.”

“Feeling better?”

“Yeah, a little.”

“Good,” she got up and looked him. Hands were firmly placed on her hips, but she didn’t look pissed or upset anymore, “You’re grounded until further notice.”

“Uh—“

“Since your dad is too sick, I will hand out your punishment. You can still come over and see Josuke, if only because I want to make sure you’re following the rules. No videogames, internet unless it’s for homework, or tv. Both you and that son of mine will be doing nothing but chores, homework, and studying. Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Alright,” she ruffled his hair affectionately, “Now go get Josuke out of the bathroom, and take a shower. I’ll change your sheets, they smell like rubbing alcohol and regret.”

It took a lot of effort, but Oku managed to shamble out of Josuke’s room and toward the bathroom. The bathroom door was comfortable as he leaned against it, “Jooosuke, open up.”

The door unlocked, Okuyasu pushed it open and stumbled in. Josuke was wearing only his underwear, hair wet and still unstyled. He leaned against the mirror over the sink, face smooshed, making some kind of walrus groan, “I think I’m dying.”

A glance in the mirror told Oku that he looked like the dead reanimated, “I already look like a damn zombie.” He shuffled to Josuke and put his head on his shoulder, “I’m sorry about being a fuckin’ mess, and making you worry, and puking on you—“

Josuke turned around and pulled Okuyasu close, giving him a kiss on his greasy noggin, “S’fine, don’t worry about it. Looks like we’re gonna be grounded forever though.”

“You heard all that?”

“Nah, jus’ figured she’d do that.”

They held each other for a little bit, the silence comfortable before Josuke pulled away, face scrunched up for effect, “I love you, sunshine, but you need to shower. You smell funky.”

“Thanks asshole, way to ruin the moment,” he jabbed Josuke in the side, “Love you—“ That’s when he noticed the dark purple hickies covering Josuke’s neck. “WHAT THE FUCK??” he hissed, turning Josuke’s head to the side to get a good look at them. Oh god, Tomoko has seen what he has done to her son.

“Chill out, dude, it’s not a big deal—“

“Not a big deal?? Look at you!!”

Josuke turned his head back towards Okuyasu, a big toothy grin on his face, “I see ‘em, babe.”

A hint of pink colored Okuyasu’s cheeks, “So can everyone else!”

“Let ‘em,” he leaned over and gave Oku a sweet kiss on the cheek before leaning over in to whisper in his ear, “’Sides, I love ‘em.” Josuke straightened up with a wink, and a not-so-subtle lip lick. Which would have been incredibly sexy if he didn’t turn and immediately smack his face into the bathroom door when trying to leave. After a beat, he muttered “You take this to the grave,” before grabbing his reddening face while skedaddling out of the room.

Okuyasu wouldn’t tell a soul anyways. He wanted to be the only one who got to see Josuke in his true form: a complete and utter dork.

Later on, after Josuke gets his hair French braided, and Oku no longer smelled like the world’s grossest bar and checked on his dad, they laid in Josuke’s bed and watched movies together on his laptop. Tomoko, in her infinite graciousness, gave them a reprieve from being grounded until they felt better.

Okuyasu dozed on and off with his face buried into Josuke’s shoulder, still feeling like shit and flinching in the light of day. At one point, he woke up to Josuke very gently shaking him, “Hey, I gotta question.”

“Mm.”

“You’re staying the night, right?”

“Mhm.”

Josuke kissed the side of his head, “Good shit.” Oku was drifting back off to sleep when he was shaken again, “Do you feel bad about leaving those hickies?”

He cracked open an eye, wishing that his boyfriend would just wait to ask him later, when he didn’t feel like death. However, Josuke was looking at him with those big blue eyes that were full of concern, and he couldn’t help but answer. “Kinda…? I mean,” his voice was slightly slurred from sleep, “I liked leavin’ ‘em, a-and seein’ ‘em, but they’re just kinda, uh, big. So I’m just worried they hurt, ‘cause I don’t wanna hurt ya.”

Josuke’s face just melted into this sappy smile, and Oku’s heart did that stuttering thing again, “Aww, you big softie.” Oku grumbled a little at being called a softie, but couldn’t keep himself from giggling as his face got peppered with kisses. “They’re small compared to the giant ones I left on you—“

“You gave me some?? What the hell, did you heal them??”

“Well yeah, they turned the entire left side of your neck this gross shade of yellow and purple.”

“Damn, babe. Musta been those big lips—“

"Fuck you, dickhead—“

“Did they look like that bruise ya got on your forehead from hittin’ ya face on the door earlier?”

His boyfriend went from adorable pouting at the lip comment to horrified, “DID IT LEAVE A BRUISE?” He made to get up, but Oku just held him down.

“It’s small and you can barely see it unless someone is right up on ya, calm your ass down!” Josuke whined, but Oku placed a kiss on his forehead, “That better?”

“No…”

Oku gave him a sweet kiss on his lips, ears pink, speaking quietly, "I-I love your lips, they’re really soft…” He kissed Josuke again, “Better now?”

“…Yes.”

Josuke whipped out his phone and opened up the camera to check his face out. There was some slight discoloration on his forehead, and he grunted irritably. Then he switched to snapchat, “Oku, smile.”

“Hell no, don’t take a picture of me. I look like hot vomit,”

“No you don’t, you’re adorable.” Josuke made a kissy face and took his free hand to smoosh Oku’s lips to make a kissy face. After an agonizing few seconds of being subjected to selfies, Josuke finally got one he deemed good enough. “See! You’re so cute, sunshine.”

The picture was cute. Oku hated how it made his heart feel like it was gonna explode, but didn’t try to wrestle the phone out of Josuke’s iron-like grip to delete it and keep taking more. “…Send that to me.”

“New wallpaper?” Josuke saved it to his phone before adding a caption that said ‘He lives! So handsome ♡ ♡ ♡’

“Maybe. Wanna tussle over it?”

“Rather not have you puke on me again.” Josuke posted it to his Story and sent it to a few people on his snapchat friends list, “Also, you need to shave.”

“Ain’t diggin’ how rugged my face feels?”

Josuke snorted, “It’s like touching a cactus.”

Okuyasu rolled on top of Josuke and started rubbing his face against Josuke’s like a cat.

“AGH—YOU BASTARD, STOP!!!”

He was cackling, but all the motion was making his stomach feel queasy again. After his laughter calmed down, Okuyasu rested his forehead against Josuke’s, “Hi.”

“Hey.”

Oku swallowed, “Uhm, about the hickie stuff earlier…”

Josuke arched an eyebrow, “What about it?”

“If—if you wanted to, you could…gimme some little ones. If you wanna, that is—“

It took him a few seconds to realize that Josuke had flipped him and straddled him before he even finished his thought.

“Don’t mind if I do.”

“So, you show up to your boyfriend’s house, drunk as a skunk,” Hitomi asked carefully, “and his mom…grounded you?”

“Y-yeah. Ms. H can be a really scary lady.”

Okuyasu was still dehydrated on Monday, so he didn’t go to school until the next day (with some little love bites on his neck). Talk about the party had mostly died down, but he did learn that Tamami only ended up with a hefty ticket, everyone who was picked up by the cops were let go of, and Hachiro had been avoiding Ritsu like she had tuberculosis.

“I’m such a fool!!!” she wailed, flinging herself dramatically over the counter. Yukie, with a good sense of timing, managed to catch her ponytail before it went flying into her bowl of batter. “Why won’t he talk to me???”

“Maybe he’s shy…?” Okuyasu supplied.

“He wasn’t shy when he had his tongue down my throat and his hand on my butt!!” Other students in the class swiveled around to stare at them.

“Ritsu, don’t holler that!” Yukie hissed.

“Oh my god,” Hitomi muttered under her breath, trying to avoid everyone’s eyes.

“Okuyasu,” Ritsu clung to him, “You got a man. How did you catch him??”

“I uh…what?”

“How did you confess your ~undying~ love to Josuke??”

He was living in a living nightmare, “Uhm, Josuke…confessed to me…actually…”

A beat passed before Ritsu dramatically threw herself onto the counter again, baying like a wounded dog.

“Ritsu, for—“ Yukie picked her up by her shoulders and started shaking her, “Calm down!! You’re making a scene!!”

Hitomi had sunk down to the floor, clearly wishing that she could just keep sinking until she hit the core of the earth. Oku was tempted to follow her, but Ritsu shrugged off Yukie to grab him again, “Then, how did Josuke confess to you??”

Oku managed to escape her grip, “We were sittin’ on my back porch lookin’ at the stars after a big storm knocked out the power,” Okuyasu realized his face was turning scarlet, so he started working on his cookie dough, “We were like drinkin’ and holdin’ hands, and he’s like ‘Dude I’m in love with someone’. I thought it had to be literally anyone other than me, and I was really upset, but then he kissed me. A-and then told me I looked like the sun when I smiled, which was really smooth, so I gotta give him that. So I told him I loved him too, and then, uh, he asked me out and here we are” he finished lamely.

The girls were awfully silent. When he raised his head to see what they were doing, he was alarmed to find all three of them (Hitomi had emerged from her spot on the floor) looking at him with tears in their eyes.

“THAT’S SO SWEET—“

“That was pretty smooth on Josuke’s part—“

“IS THAT WHY HE CALLS YOU SUNSHINE??”

“I—I think so?” Oku stammered, “Josuke’s good at all this romance stuff, you should ask him for advice. All I’m good for is cooking.”

Hitomi looked at her runny cookie dough, compared it to Oku’s nice, chunky mix, and sniffed, “If we’re gonna start asking for food advice, what kind of wizardry bullshit do you pull to get this consistency?”

Lunch was a fairly quiet affair, Ritsu opting to just grill Josuke over snapchat instead of hounding him in person. Which was good, since Josuke still hadn’t shown up at the usual spot, so it was just Okuyasu and Koichi.

“Man, since you got Class Rep, you’ve been too busy, dude.” Okuyasu remarked.

Koichi shrugged, “Looks good on college applications, and it’s not so bad. I could think of worse things to be doing.” He took a bite out of a little custard tart his mother packed in his lunch, “Heard about the party from Tamami. Sounds like it been a lot of fun.”

Oku winced, feeling bad that they didn’t invite Koichi, “It was until I got sick… sorry we didn’t extend an invite to you, dude.”

With a smile, Koichi waved him down, “I wouldn’t have gone anyways, I had that meeting. Also, Tamami had already invited me, but I told him I couldn’t. It’s fine! I promise. Anyways, how’s you and Josuke doing?”

So Okuyasu started babbling about how great Josuke was, which somehow lead into the story about the guy who started uncontrollably shitting with them in the room (Koichi looked sickened), when the devil himself waltzed up to them, looking pensive.

“Hey Josuke—“ Koichi greeted, his smile falling slightly when he saw the look on Josuke’s face, “What’s up?”

“Mom called me, and told me that she had been talking to Holly.” Two blank stares met him. “You know, Jotaro’s mom? My sister?”

“Oh shit, yeah!”

“That’s right! Mr. Jotaro said that…”

Oku’s brows furrowed, “Somethin’ the matter with that, though?”

Josuke kinda shrugged, “It’s just, weird I guess. Considering everything…” he stared at the ground for a minute before clearing his throat, “But, they’re apparently getting along and got most of the awkward stuff out of the way. Mom told me that Holly said everyone is coming in about two weeks. You guys wanna go with us when we meet them at the airport?”

“Of course!”

“Fuck yeah dude, count me in.”

A smile returned to Josuke’s face, and he nodded before plopping down beside Okuyasu to steal a kiss and some of his food.

With any luck, when they meet up with everyone again, it will be without hickie decorated necks. Okuyasu would never hear the end of it from Polnareff.

#okuyasu nijimura #josuke higashikata #josuyasu #josuke x okuyasu #jjba

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"Why are you doing this?" Wolf asked in a strangled tone. It made chasir's heart go soft as he stopped the horse. "Your father is a horrible man." He replied. "My father is the greatest man of all time! He's twice as strong as you!" Eric cried, with tears in his eyes. Chasir frowned. Eric hastily punished himself for showing any sign of weakness. Wolf lay a hand on Eric's shoulder. He flinched away and for the first time, Chasir, saw fear in the little ones eyes. Once they were off the horse he offered a hand to Wolf. "It's okay.." Wolf said before jumping off and helping Eric. "I don't need your half hero blood on me." Eric snapped before jumping off. Wolf turned away with a blank face. "In here, follow me." The boys listened and promptly trailed Chasir. "Here, i gave you both separate rooms. When you feel up to it, you can come meet my wife." Wolf stared out the small window. He didn't reply. Eric sat down on the bed and sulked. "I hate it here." He concluded after Chasir had closed the door. "We.. We..don't have a choice, Eric." "It's all your fault. You couldn't be born properly, huh?" He said sharply. Wolf looked down. "I-I don't think it's my fault, for having inherited mom's genes.." "Mother wasn't there for us, Wolf. Father was. And now that stupid man took us away! Wolf, don't you see?" Wolf continued to stare down at nothing. Eric sighed, "there's a war happening, behind us. That man took us away from the heat of the battle! We are natural warriors, its up to us-" "Shut.up." Wolf growled. Eric glared, "you always seemed to be father's favourite. But in the end, you turn-" "I didn't fucking turn against him! He hurt mother." Wolf blurted. "What?" Eric asked. Wolf widened his eyes at what he had just admitted. "Father... Would never.. He told us.. That.. Mother left us.." "He told us many things, Eric." Wolf said quietly. "I don't believe you. Its in your blood to lie." "He told me many times i wouldn't measure up. He told us it was normal to be hit. But.. I don't really think it was.." "Wolf.. I cant believe anything you say, after what you did to him." "You don't even ever listen to reason!" He replied. "I know what i saw. You standing over him, with blood on your hands. Bright red." Wolf winced. Eric continued. "You never were good at fighting against him. So at the last second, you retaliated and that awful half-hero junk awakened." Wolf said nothing. Chasir knocked on the door an hour later. Eric swung it open and glared at the man. "Yeah? What do you want?" "I have prepared food, for all of us." He offered with a kind smile. "I don't want to eat your food." Wolf glanced up and saw the hurt look on the man's face. "Wolf?" Chasir asked. "I'm not hungry..." He said before laying down. Chasir nodded and retreated downstairs. 30 minutes later or so, Wolf got up. 'Dinner should be done with.' He thought. Quietly he slunk down the stairs and to the living room. He glanced into the dining room. What he saw made his heart ache, Chasir and his wife eating together. They smiled at each other with this longing in their eyes. Or sadness. Wolf sighed and walked in. "Hey.. May i join you two?" He asked wearily. Chasir's face lit up considerably. His wife smiled brightly and offered an empty chair. Wolf gave a barely noticeable grin before taking a seat. Chasir offered the potatoes and Wolf took them. The bowl turned out to be heavy, as Wolf winced. The pressure it put on his bruised arm was immense. He put them down before taking a moment. "Are you okay?" His wife asked. Wolf frowned. "What do you mean?" He uttered out. "Do you need help?" "Help? You mean.. With my.. Food?" Chasir's eyebrows knitted together and something gave way to his face. Concern? "No.. No.. Don't." He said way too quickly. "Nonsense." His wife said before chasir could stop her. "I don't need.. Help." He said weakly. His wife frowned and layed a hand on his shoulder. Chasir smacked his forehead quietly. She picked up the bowl of potstoes and scooped some onto the plate for him. Wolf got this sad sfot look on his face and meakly uttered a thank you. She shook her head. Wolf and Rae sat side by side just like four years before when Wolf would hold Rae tight. Wolf glanced at Rae's bruised face and scarrs, her eyebrow and her swollen lip. He layed a hand down on hers and she shied away, "Why'd you come back?" She asked finally, breaking the silence. Wolf sighed. "I had been on quite a journey searching for Eric... But in the end, i guess it just wasnt meant to be.. Then Margo found me." "Thats bullshit. You know it too Wolf. We've fought the same battles, if you want something, you fight tooth and nail for it, and you never give up." Rae said sharply. Wolf had been staring at her eyes. The eyes that hadnt lost the surge of hope. "Margo doesnt know does he... it... never gets easier.. Does it." He said quietly. Rae widened her eyes. "How do you know?" She asked. But she didnt have to search his face or his collarbones. She could see it clearly in his eyes. One green and the other hazel. "Its.. Not really easy to say.. but, I know one thing.. You need to get rid of that in your life, I mean. Its not good, its never good." "Its been happening for months... Months, Wolf.. Im so fucking tired of it all.. And now Margos back asking me for his hand in marriage? No.." She had become teary eyed and tears streamed down quietly. Wolf gently pulled her in for a hug and Rae tensed for a moment before she realised that he wasnt going to hurt her. Not in the way that she'd been senslessly beaten time and time again. Not in the way she'd been left.. He was her brother. They held each other for quite a time. "Do you want to talk about it?" He whispered. Rae shivered. "She said she'd change. She'd never do it again." She choked out. Wolf nodded. "At first it was the odd insult.. But it escalated." Rae finished when she couldnt say anymore. Wolf was burning with fury. Inside he swallowed it and felt it like a dragon in the pit of coals. It was cold fury. He swallowed his anger and blew out a breath. "My father... Was a terrible man." He said quietly. Rae stared in horror at Wolf. His face bore old scars and his collarbones were still purple. "He reminded me every day just how much he hated me, every single fucking day." Rae hugged Wolf snuggly. "I met Alphasay one day... He was a great mentor... He didnt teach me to fight.. He taught me to always accept others. He was a great man." Wolf snored silently he was keeping watch but had fallen asleep. Gared watched him with a fond look one that spoke wonders. He reached out a hand to caress his sleeping face because he knew he was a heavysleeper... But at that moment he heard commotion outside. He stood up and decided that wolf needed a break so he went outside to see the problem. A tall woman towered over the civilians and crushed a nearby house with her foot. Gared took out his knife and jumped onto some boxes making his way onto her shoulder. "What are you doing?!" He cried into her ear. "Youre the guard keeper!? I would like to take back whats mine!!!" She bellowed and swung at her shoulder. Gared hopped off and landed on the ground doing a barrel roll. It was sloppy so he hurt his leg. He winced at the pressure being put on it but continued to dodge her attacks. "What is yours?!" He yelled once again. He thought he needed to get her out of the village and into the forest. So they did a waltz of attacks and dodges. "I need my treasure!!!" She took out a huge rusted blade and slammed it to the ground. The ground shook and out jumped a small girl dressed in all red. She had super speed and swiped at Gared. He dodged until he hit a tree. She stabbed him in the shoulder and then tore down his muscles. He screamed, absolutely screamed. "Ahhh!!!" He roared tears rushing down his face and blood pouring out of his arm. The giantess lifted the sword and the girl bowed. The giantess leaned down. "Where is my---" Wolf dug a huge blade into her cheek and she cried out in agony. He pushed with all his might to make her fall. She dropped like a sack of potatoes. "Gared!!! Gared!!! Can you hear me?! Its gonna be alright.." He urged at him. He took out the blade gingerly and gared fell. Wolf caught him and held him upright. "We're gonna get you to Juke okay?" He said frantically. He was just about to get out when the giant swept at him. He pushed gared off of him and rolled him to the edge of the forest. He was slammed into a tree and he gritted his teeth. He opened his eyes and they glowed. He transformed into a grotesque wolf and lunged at the giant. Meanwhile a civilian had hauled seen the injured gared just as wolf had killed the giantess. She fell and he fell. The last thing he saw was two women hauling them to Juke. "Him first!" He panted weakly. "Shhh.." She said. He awoke with a start and sat up tearing the restraints keeping him there. He ripped off the brain wave manager and scratched at his iv. "Whoa! Whoa! Wolf buddy. Settle the fuck down." Juke seethed pushing on Wolf's shoulders. Wolf flinched and continued. "Where is he." He managed to choke out. "Ah, Gared huh? Well, if youll give me a dreyted second Id tell you. Blists. Calm. Ill help you. Youve sustained a couple non life threatening injuries but your little boyfriend had his arm torn right off, really grissly like, so as a good healer and friend i cleaned that up and had some excellent healers seal the wound. Unfortunately, in other news, hes got..." Wolf glared at him. " what?" "Hes got blood poisoning, that rusty blade imbedded into his arm, or lack there of, was full of little pollutens and germs and of course the most unfortante and pain in the ass blood poisoing. Even i myself couldnt find a way to take it out of him. Im sorry wolf. I really am." Juke had gotten sympathetic fast. "The bad news is that I as a top notch healer dont possess the rare ability of blood healing. I can only do the mundane battle wounds and horrible brain stuff. The other bad news is also that rare blood healers are almost extinct, the whole clan was just wiped out man. Just woosh gone. But there still remains four in the world. Theres still more bad news, the blood disease eats veins and skin and slurps on blood, so weve got two days to find one or else it will reach his lungs. And boy, you better hope it doesnt reach his lungs.." Wolf had his face in his hands and was pulling at his hair. How could he be so stupid?! Falling asleep now his friend was going to die... "Wait.. You dont have blood healing? Theres still four?! Where can i find one?! I want to help!! Ill do anything," Juke smirked. "I knew i always liked you, so impulsive and caring. Alright, I know of one named Questenianassi, she dwells below the river in grustenik, the faraway village. She literally lives under the bridge, go figure huh? Anyways shes really fucking deadly and can really kick my ass in two seconds so watch out. Shes very untrusting to other people. Id tell you the backstory but its not my place to say. If she can kick my ass in two seconds then she can do you in a blink. Shes really cool though. Bring her back within two days or risk losing the little boy you have an obvious crush on." "Hes not-- " he stopped and rubbed his eyes. "Hes just a really good friend. Questenianassi in grustenik village." "Oh right also, bring her this letter, and one of your belongings and find some scrap metal too, we dont have many useful scouters here." He scrawled out a letter and gave it to him. "One of my belongings.." "Like a necklace or knife. Has to have your blood on it." "Cool story, we used to go to healer academics, and we were in the same class, she like really loved making flowers out of thin air and i couldnt do that so we were all alone in gym class because we werent good, well, i wasnt good, she just broke her leg so she showed me how to do this cool flower thing and weve been very good friends ever since. If you know what i mean." Wolf raised an eyebrow. " i really dont juke, but Ill do it." He put the letter in his jacket pocket and went into the hospital healing room. Gared lay squirming and writhing in comatose pain. Wolf held his heart and sat on the bed. He put a hand on gared's chest and said a prayer. He kissed Gared's forehead and made a promise. He got up and left. He thanked juke and told him he'd be back. Juke gave him a smouldering look and nodded. Questenianassi scowled at the visitor and lowered the knife. She took the letter too and tossed it into the fire. "What have you brought me in return to help you." Wolf smacked his forehead and hung his head. "Im really really sorry Questenianassi." He apologised. She merely regarded him with amusement. "How arrogant of you not to bare gifts, especially to a stranger, one of whom, can clean blood and take heads off." She condescended. Wolf only rubbed his eyes and hair and sweated through his palms. "Im really--" "Ive heard you boy. You should know that in the past, ive been tricked. By your kind. Humans and Gale alike. They would ask me of great deeds and favors and I would deliver only out of the good of my heart. There they would take me only to take a knife to my throat. They almost did it once too. To rid the world of its healers. Of nature. Is to bring the world to a standstill. To a heaving thrashing pile of nothing." She spoke with such spite that it made Wolf kneel. He spoke lowly and of honor. "Im very sorry of my foolish ancestor's behavior.. And of humankinds behavior toward you all... Im so very very sorry of our srupid ways. Our fears.. May i be granted the privelige to speak?" He asked and said. She looked at him curiously and crossed her legs bringing a hand to rest against her temple. " this should be good. What is it. A girl? You need a girl to love you right? Thats it, isnt it. Or, or, you need to take the throne." Wolf flared and lifted his head up glaring at her. He stood up against his better judgement. "I do not force girls at my feet, i refuse the title that comes with the throne. I come here and ask and plead and beg. Beg you, with upmost loyalty and my word that i will not hurt you. I come here... Because the boy... My friend.. He is terribly hurt,... Terribly wounded... He lays dying and my only hope is you.. Please... Your honor your majesty... I come here on my knees pleading for you to heal my friend.." Questenassi stood up and pulled him up. "What are you kneeling for. Weve got your friend to heal. But one wrong move and i will kill you." Wolf nodded frantically. Rae kissed Margo fully on the mouth and Margo kissed back. They held like that for maybe 15 seconds before Rae let go. "Ayyyy... You two... I always knew you two had chemistry.." "Juke! You asshole. How long have you been standing there?" "How long has Margo been awake?" Rae flushed a deep scarlet and sat down beside him. "Hey loook, you two lovebirds do it up, ok? I just came to take a class, is all." Rae glared at him. " whats that supposed to mean?" "It means, you two got chemistry and Im taking the class. Was that joke not abundantly clear? Margo, come on. You got it... Didnt you?" "Juke.. No offense but.. I cant tell when youre joking or being serious." "Ah forget it. None of you get my comedy. Only that little boy Gared does, man... Do we ever have some good laughs... Anyways Margooooo, just came to tell you youre lifesi not in danger, the wounds arent terrible and.. I did a bang up patch job. Hey Rae?" "I gotta hand it to you Juke. He looks fine." "Yep see? Aight, imma leave you two. Alone. Dont get too wild now." She kicked him harshly in the jaw knocking him backwards. He landed in a heap on the ground dropping his bag full of money. He groaned in pain but scrambled up the same grabbing at the money, "Why are you bad guys all the same? Same motives, same greed." She drawled grabbing the bag from his clutches. He held his jaw and gritted his teeth. "Bad guy?! Kid!! This isnt any movie! Im not evil! No ones evil, youre fighting for an unjust cause." He spat glaring at the girl above him, She looked perplexed at him. "What do you mean... Bad people steal..." "I have three kids waiting at home for me. Theyre all hungry. I got two girls and one little baby boy... I dont want my baby girl having to help support us.." Crosshex crossed her arms and took him by the arm. "What are you---" They transported. They stood on top of a rooftop. "You say im misguided. Im intrigued. Tell me about your situation." "Youre that vigilante girl huh.. I know stealing is not right... But... Im only doing it for my kids.. I just need enough for rent and food." Crosshex crossed her legs. "Whats your name." "James Alexander." "Well James. I guess those kids are gonna eat good for a couple nights." James hugged her. "Ill hold the police off from finding you. You just focus on those kids alright.., "You wont regret this.." "Ill help you. I will. You want to have him for a boyfriend? Ill do it." "Wait, Julian... Where are you going?" "I need to get home. You and Jake just hit it up, stay safe!" Ranea frowned. The girl from the neptune atlantis story has a scar just resting above her collarbones and extedning down her chest to her ribs. It was pale pink and she looked very ashamed to have it. "I wont stare. You can just put your clothes there ancill start the fire." They sit at the fire. "When i was young, the sorter picked me because he saw great beauty in my face. He knew with just the litle coral that he had, that he could make a great assistant to him. And so he poured the sand into me and i was revived. I had no heart, but now my heart is of the sea, and that is why i can never leave. I can never leave the ocean. For i am bound, and i owe my life to it." "Im sorry." "You had nothing to do with it. " "No, im sorry we got off to a bad start. I was just angry with myself mostly, because i let myself die. And now im talking about myself, which makes me angry. Im sorry." "Its fine." The girl who was bound to the ocean is given a necklace which allows her to go sbove the sea for extended periods of time. The girl gives it to her and she washes up on the shore, able to start her life anew. But she returns.

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