the sillies

I'm going to sound like such a smartass but I'm glad I'm seeing more people express that "Huh, maybe this girl who has an entire song repeating to herself over and over again that her murder was not her fault meanwhile she-

portrays herself as a giant grotesque bug in her headspace with her victim, who she clearly still holds a high opinion of, being the only human in said headspace looking at her with visible disgust and fear,

Making this expression upon realizing what she just did

These being the lyrics that follow right after, having a moment of reconsideration

Before jumping back to trying to convince herself that she was in the right, because she put her trust in us to tell her if what she did was right or not, and the answer that came out was yes... That maybe, just maybe. She thinks that what she did...

Might have been her fault."

can't fully articulate how much it means to me that this character

is the one who says this

there's so much in this show i love for young queer viewers, but religious queer character? i adore <3

so i've been informed that he 'came' in the mail today 🤨

save me moisturising hand cream. moisturising hand cream save me. moisturising hand cream

why would you admit this

started a rvb rewatch and I'm remembering the pain of just how little there is to work with when it comes to ct and her personality while simultaneously being reminded about just how deeply she and wash mirror one another

i love bo, but 100% offense meant when i say i do not care about her existential crisis at the moment we see Din bathe in the living waters / we've been waiting to see for 2 seasons. i do not care about anyone else but Din in that moment and it shouldve all been about him @ the writers

My hands are Killing me in a way that they shouldn’t be when it’s also this hot out like man what’re you doin all that for??? We don’t believe in overtime here

I'd like to think whenever Legato can't get his mind off of something that angers or annoys him, he cleans. It's a calming, mindless chore and he feels better once his surroundings are spotless.

hi, can you say what "honey wolf" "restored art" "burning chapel" etc. etc. mean, like who are the people involved in all of them? sorry but i looked them up on your blog and couldn't figure it out.

Ah no worries! You don’t need to apologize at all, I’m the one who’s being a total werido with my obscure cross-novel (very JD-centric) ship names 😭

Honey Wolf is Marian Halcombe and Fernand Wagner (a friend of mine once went “would Halcombe’s partner ever call her honeycomb as a nickname?” and I became OBSESSED so there’s the honey part, Wagner has Faust-caused werewolf syndrome (long story))

Restored Art is Basil Hallward and Walter Hartright (they are both painters and Walter ends up helping Basil heal a whole lot from his ✨previous relationship✨ (“restoring him” to his former self, in a way))

Burning Chapel is Lucy Westenra and Anne Catherick (tldr they may or may not have been responsible for a church catching fire in JD’s narrative)

Vampire Hunter is Henry Clerval and Codrin Dracula (Clerval calls himself a monster hunter and Codrin has his unintentional vampire aesthetic, you know how it is)

EDIT OH MY GOD. REANIMATED PAINTING. CURSE ME AND MY MEMORY. That’s Liam Frankenstein and Lily Vane. They’re surprisingly normal don’t worry about them.

It's a good thing my family looks older slowly because I have no idea what the fuck retinol and collagen are for, I'm looking it up now and still don't quite get which one is supposed to help and why. Also vitamin c maybe? But it dries skin so maybe not?

All I know is my face likes oil (I use rose oil on my face daily because actual oil doesn't break me out or clog pores and is moisturizing enough to actually help me before the eczema breaks out, but lotions all of them give me acne and need to be applied like 3-4 times a day to keep my skin from getting too dry). And I don't have to wash off oil. And my face likes water, and hates soap and cleansers and pretty much any makeup remover I've ever tried (though micelar water is okay, and I have an oil based cleanser for when I wear makeup that's not water soluble which my skin mostly tolerates). So like... I pretty much only use water soluble eye area makeup (while some coverups/primers etc whatever the fuck they all are do come in water soluble varieties, my skin pretty much breaks out in painful acne no matter what I try... when I must wear cover up for some specific reason I use water soluble so it comes off better but I'm still going to have worse looking irritated skin once it's off), and my rose oil for moisturizer, and water to wash my face. I'm a simple person. I tried that 7 step skincare routine once so I own some toner now (aloe Vera and water based so it's water soluble and moisturizing but it still gives me acne and dry skin), some oil cleanser (which cleans off stubborn makeup like non-water soluble kinds but my skin is iffy about). But like I'm not made for priming, coverup, cleanser, toner, moisturizer, cover up, setting spray, powder, whatever else exists. My face skin can't even tolerate lotion (Aveno it tolerated best but still got painful acne from), so like. Emulsions and oils go well on me cause they're liquid and absorb and never need to be washed off the next day. Water soluble lighter stuff like eyeshadow works okay (since I rarely get acne on my eyelids and it comes off easy with water). But I'm not ever doing layers of anything on the face skin overall unless it's just absorbed and meant to (like face oils).

Which brings me to retinol, collagen, and vitamin c. I've got all 3 from sales. They're in bottles like my rose oil - so they look like a oil or emulsion I can just slap on then leave on. But retinol I think you may have to wash off the next morning or else you sunburn??? Collagen I don't know if you can leave on. Vitamin c you can leave on fine but I know i need oil afterwards since it is drying on the skin. And I know collagen and retinol are supposed to be anti aging/good for wrinkles but I'm not sure how. I just know somrtimes my face is dry and probably less elastic at those times so I'd like somrthing to help? Usually I just use rose oil, which works sometimes, but when the environment is drying my skin out constantly (I have eczema) my skin peels super easy on the face and flakes off and my skin creases up more and is less plump/elastic. I'm guessing it's some vitamin I'm missing in combo with skin predisposed to being super dry anyway. I know my skin Can be plump though and very smooth and soft to touch though because in weeks when my skins not getting super dry it glows and feels smooth and doesn't tend to settle into creases (since it's not dry as hell).

sometimes i'm like 'yknow racism on an induvidual level isn't as bad as it was when i was growing up' and then my white flatmate saw me washing daal and asked if it was food

fellas is it gay to cut wood with the person you have a crush on

My parents wonder why I don’t come to them about stuff I don’t know but honestly they’re both terrible teachers but I can’t tell them that

the urge to replay more of the off ending to get a better look at everything and figure out what the fuck goes on vs the urge to never touch it again i m sossorry