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sacha-da-1 · 9 months
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Always reaching, scraping, grasping for the love that I’ve craved for so long
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spaciebabie · 5 months
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i could learn ta draw The Thing™ if i really tried and put in the effort but i am lazy and trying sounds quite difficult actually. instead of solving my dilemma i will sit here and think about how i could be drawing The Thing™ if i really tried and put in the effort. unfortunately im quite lazy and trying sounds too hard right now. so im just gonna sit here and thinkg about how i could have learned ta draw The Thing™ if i had only tried and put in the effort. unfortinately trying is quite difficul
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transthatfag · 2 months
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some days you treat yourself and ur environment better than usual and you wonder. how come I don't do this all the time? yknow?
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sophiethewitch1 · 3 months
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Get yourself some soup and blankets girl!
a) any soap thats got a thick consistency actually hates me personally and b) i have another fever lmfaooooo
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flurmitcraff · 3 months
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Really hoping Scar can offload the sand permit to someone else because even *Joe* is talking about how much Scar doesn't want it and understandably with Doc making people pay for logs in sand...yeah
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rotten work to me. even if it is you. do you see this? takes effort. i hope you appreciate this. i don't think you do. i don't think you understand. rotten work to me. even if it is you. i'll do it. but rotten work the whole time.
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theflyingfeeling · 8 months
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me in the Olli/Allu delelu land trying to explain how Olli acting weird and Aleksi suddenly smoking and them secretly glancing at each other must be all connected somehow
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because they ARE!! 😭 we may be yet to connect the dots, but we're getting there okay, we're not crazy 😤
(don't forget the sunglasses!! I haven't figured out how but I just know they're somehow relevant in all this as well 😤 he just seems weirdly attached to them (and the bandana around his neck which he's been wearing in literally every picture we've seen of him for almost two weeks now?? not counting the pictures taken in the pool) like, did he pay and arm an a leg for them (I'm not sure if he's worn that exact pair before? I may be wrong though lol I often am with stuff like this) and justified the purchase to himself by swearing he'd wear them every chance he gets for the rest of the year lol
#the rest goes in the tags because okay fine i MAY be just a little bit crazy sdgjsdjgsgdsg but hear me out alright#let's say aleksi used to smoke but quit because it's unhealthy#now why do people usually relapse with smoking?#for fun ig but he's said many times he's trying to be healthier. dude won't drink pepsi with caffeine in it but cigarettes are fine? 🙄#sure the reasons are individual but at least in my mother's case it was often when she felt stressed out about random shit#so perhaps aleksi took up smoking again because something's stressing him out / making him anxious / worrying him#it could be the tour but it's not like they haven't been on tour in the US before so why would he be particularly stressed out about that?#could be something work-related but unrelated to the band. a project he had to put on hold because of the tour?#because from what i've understood the HU supporting gig happened on quite a short notice#tbh that alone could very legitimately be a cause of stress on its own. not enough time to prepare? not enough time to spend with the fam?#(perhaps if you weren't streaming every other evening...🙄)#or maybe he's just jetlagged and nicotine is his remedy of choice?#ooooooorrr it could be something related to his personal life. hard to say what though. a sudden change? general anxiety?#he doesn't /seem/ particularly anxious though but the hell would i know#so... aleksi taking up bad habits + olli's weird behaviour + secret glances and maybe low-key avoiding each other = ???#my theory is still that they hooked up and are now forced to deal with the consequences 😶#''how are they avoiding each other exactly?'' one might ask and worry not! i am prepared for counterarguments! ☝️#to put it briefly: the delulu in me says so 😌#(this applies to everything i wrote above 😂 i'm writing this just for my and y'all's entertainment you know)#ollixallu#answered asks#sparfloxacin
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moo-savr · 1 year
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🎣!!
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ashtcnirwin · 11 months
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#sometimes you gotta use your tumblr blog to monologue🧡 or often if you're me#one of the interesting things about going from being a young adult to just a straight up adult is how in a matter of 3-4-5 years---#---the foundation of your daily life can and usually will change so drastically#i think back five years and except for my boyfriend. none of the cornerstones of my day-to-day existence back then exist anymore#the friends i saw on a regular basis no longer live here. they've all moved to other parts of the country#work friends aside i now have...four friends left here. as opposed to the 10-12 i had back then#they're scattered all over the country and i'm lucky if i get to see most of them once a year#the job i loved and adored is no longer one i'm working#it actually doesn't exist at all anymore. the building was torn down and the patients scattered all over town#the path i'd gotten started on in life in terms of education and work is no longer one i'm pursuing#the lifestyle i led is a far cry from the one i'm currently leading#and it's funny is all cos you don't realise that all of these changes are happening in the moment#you just look up one day and realise that a whole part of your life is over#this is starting to sound very sad but that's not it at all#cos truth be told youth is no guarantee for happiness. not in my experience anyway#is there a part of me that looks back and feels a little wistful about the carefree existence i had back then? absolutely#but do i wish to be in my early 20s again? no i do not cos at the time i was fighting battles that i've now overcome#and i have far healthier and more fulfilling sources of joy and happiness in my life now than i did back then#i do think 2018 me would have been lowkey horrified to hear that 2020 me got back into the fangirl lifestyle and that 2023 me is still there#cos i'm fairly certain 2018 me thought that was a past chapter#and that i should've long since grown out of it#but i'd never wanna be without all the good things that faceplanting into the 5sos fandom has brought me#like...even not counting 5sos themselves and everything they are and everything they do---#---i'd NEVER wanna be without all the amazing experiences and encounters that being a fan of theirs have brought me#now i'm just sidetracking cos i'm getting a lil emo#point is that the passage of time is very welcome but also very odd when you take a step back and look at the bigger picture of things
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lucysweatslove · 1 year
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Small reminder that for the majority of us, clear pee should NOT be a goal. It can actually be a sign of OVER hydration or even a disease that causes the body to overproduce urine (polyuria), such as diabetes, Cushing’s, or kidney or liver disease. Even if it’s “just” from drinking a lot of water, this also isn’t inherently healthy.
Clear urine some of the time likely isn’t a big deal, but for majority of us, it doesn’t have benefit over pale straw yellow. There’s no real reason to chase it :)
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mothusband · 2 years
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since i unfollowed 600 people and have started spending less time on here i've been feeling so much better. i think everyone needs to try at least an hour less internet time a day and see if that clears your brain because my god i didn't realize just how badly social media has been weighing me down until i cut down my time by a lot.
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luxwing · 2 years
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Hmmm I think I'm having one of those moments where I just need to let myself be sad for a while 🤔
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unwellwoman · 2 years
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literally fighting for my life every month going through my period cycle 😭
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transxfiles · 2 years
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watching youtube video about nonbinary character in tv show :D
youtuber starts trying to figure out the character's agab based on their physicality and assigning certain traits as more "masculine" or "feminine" >:/
y'all i cannot have nice things ever ever i need to start making my own videos just so i can watch video essays abt trans characters without people making it weird and being transphobic :(((
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reachedgoals · 2 months
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need to set reminders to eat and not keep asking someone to remind me
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trans-godzilla · 5 months
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So I get really intense fucking cravings (like to the point where nothing will satisfy them other than the food I'm craving) and I just found out that apparently there appears to be a correlation between intense cravings and PTSD (and just trauma/chronic stress in general). So. Feeling super great about that.
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