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Wait... Dream was born on August 12, 1999 and Dream was arrested in the Disc Finale on January 20, 2021 soo... wait, wait, wait, that means he was only 21 when he was imprisoned for life in a small lava covered box!... Did I do that math right? 21?! Man was barely able to drink legally in the United States and they gave him a life sentence in a boiling cell with nothing but lava, raw potatoes, a clock, and some books?!... oh my god...
#sorry.... I just... give me a minute to process... I mean I knew we were close in age but I guess I never really thought about it#sometimes I forget it happened all the way back in 2021 and just... wow.#and Tommy would have been 16 so getting his driver's license in most states... The age gap is like that of my siblings and huh...#my brother can be a real prick... its a weird thought to imagine him getting through in prison just for messing with us... damn...#dreblr#c!dream#this is fine#don't mind me researching for my lastest maddening project..... i can't stop thinking about Dream being Sam's project.......#I'd blame my job but... let's be honest the prison arc lives rent free in my brain lol XD#dsmp#dsmp dream#dream smp#dreamwastaken#no one does it like c!dream#prison arc#pandora's vault#dishing up lore#kinda? I guess...#lore thoughts#ouch... I'm older than c!dream was in prison now... poor baby... :'(
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throckmorton's wall of theories, 2021
#i was in deep. its a good thing none of this affected my ability to get schoolwork done!#what the fuck do you mean 2021 was three years ago. what the fuck#anyway i had/have a lot of theories about whatever the hell is going on with half life. fantastic games love to play another one someday#maybe i replay half life alyx. i have a job now i could splurge and get a used index. if i was stupid enough#half life#my art
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spent weeks psyching myself up to stand up to my mum and then immediately got shot down by her 😃👍
#vent incoming i apologise in advance for the long tags#we've lived together just the two of us since dec 2021 (although her boyfriend is here like 2/3 of the time as well)#and since i got my job in march 2022 i have been paying half of all the bills (literally down to like tv license when i barely watch the tv)#which is £300 a month#plus i buy all my own food + pay for the amazon prime she uses + contribute to various household things like toilet roll etc#and she doesn't have a mortgage so i am paying the same amount as her to live in her house#(and it is very much her house not our house)#and I've never been very happy with any of that but never complained either#but then recently it turned out she never set up the water bill when we moved in (it's one of the only bills i didn't sort for us)#so we have a huge backdated bill from dec 2021 and i knew she was going to tell me to pay half#so for the past month or so I've been preparing myself for this conversation and sure enough today she came and said 'we owe £700'#so i was like 'oh i thought maybe it would've been covered by my £300/month' which is the biggest stand I've been able to work myself up to#and she immediately started going on about how i live here too and use water too so it's just as much my responsibility to pay#and how when we're both earning i should be paying my share and i was like yeah i know that's why i never complained about paying before#but also i already pay more than most people would to live with their parents#and she went off about how actually most people charge their grown up kids rent on top of the bills so really i'm lucky i don't have to#(when she got the original £300 figure it was actually rounded up from like £240 to include 'rent' but i wasn't gonna bring that up now)#and in conclusion she doesn't see why she should be subsidising my bills#like i don't know maybe because you're my MOTHER and i am your CHILD who is just starting out in the adult world#and maybe that entitles me to being treated better than some lodger???!!!!!#anyway i paid the bill and now i'm trying and failing at not crying at my desk 😃#talking
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#i just feel bone tired at the moment— i’m working so hard— and the idea of taking a year to i don’t know. get a job / travel a bit /#enjoy doing other things would be good because a) it’d let me go back to a master’s with a clear head#and b) i daresay i’ve earned it. i didn’t take a gap year in 2021 and i think i deserve one now#academia’s not a closed church i can get back in. i think i could put a year out to good use in that regard#i don’t know. what do you think. i went to the open day yesterday and the workload#is certainly intense. the thought of surfacing from this degree and not being allowed to catch my breath#before another one just makes me feel a bit ill. and i’d like to work i’d like to save up
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ive been on that hybrid schedule since like 2023 but i worked in person 5 days a week through 2019-the whole early pandemic and i can't remember how i used to manage going to the office on the first day of my period like i cant imagine. every month. im complaining about my day NOW and im in sweatpants how did i manage to do this for years
#and i was wearing makeup in 2020 too like why was i doing that#AND i was way worse about painkillers a few yrs ago i was so scared of dependency i wouldnt take one unless i was like dying#also the fact that my first shitty office job made us come in even though our work is remote ready was crazy. cause it was 2021.#like we were masking up at our desks which was good but also if you are taking that precaution just let us wfh#EVERYTHING was already set up for remote work like everything. i took work home all the time#so. what was the reason.
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I bought a drawing tablet with a screen but it turns out I kind of hate drawing tablets with screens. Fortunately I've discovered that by buying an HDMI switch and leaving it set to the other source the screen will not work and I can use it like a tablet without a screen. This doesn't work if I just don't plug the HDMI input in for some reason.
#i bought this years ago#in 2021 actually#right before i got fired from the job i had then#and so i never used it#at first i was too stressed to draw#and then later i was living in my parents house and i didnt have enough room#its a very big tablet#now i have the space for it again#anyway. not ideal because iirc i used to take my old tablet traveling and this one just has too many wires#because it is essentially a whole other monitor#the whole thing is hugely inconvenient. i will not be buying a drawing tablet with a screen again
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Time (2021) dir. Ricky Ko
#eyes#i enjoyed this so much omfg#its about three people who used to be assassins but are now older in a modern world that has no use for them or their job#the found family themes are off the charts my god#i loved the youngest girl so much theres a whole other main character in this that i didnt include purely just bc i loved her sm skjdhf#time (2021)
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i had a notebook on my desk asking for a kiss and i replied “no thank you”
#i was polite with it#😭😭this was from 2021 i used to hate being alone with this coworker#i’m an extrovert but he’s an EXTROVERT and wanted to talk to me when we had nothing in common#i quit the job and last year 25tg december guess who i run into#it was at a party and he admitted on having a crush on me#so glad i found thus old photo#talks
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arey
#fir hit ho gayi kya hai tumblr ko im in my feels#using tumblr the way i used to (dear diary...)#haan so like. fees#and like#unhone foundation ki registration ki bhi bhari thi way back in 2021 jab unka package abhi jitna hai usse bhi aadha tha😭#i remember telling dad back then ki aap wapis kar dena didi ko#and she said arey babe tension mat le ye mera investment hai fir return tujhse bharvaungi😭😭😭#like. return bharne mein jitne paise nahi lagte usse kai zyada baar unhe meri fees bhar di#like just#i can't explain why it indicates so much love and trust and support#imagine being trapped in ek ghar bachpan se and you know the only way out is to be financially independent#and to live there in the meantime you have to scarifice your everything your thoughts opinions freedom YOUR VOICE#your whole life basically#and then finally FINALLY after clearing the toughest fucking exams of the country getting a awesome fucking degree and#slaying at a job for a huge multinational company#you finally achieve your dream you're finally free and independent you can do whatever you want#and then in such early stages of your career you spend it all on your loserass little sister jo fail ho chuki hai 1 baar#like bhaii😭😭😭😭#anyway i love her hope woh wapis jaldi aa jaye already bohot yaad aa rahi hai but itsok hope woh wahan khush rahe heal ho jaye
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Why is my granddad messaging me and shading my uncle
#my uncle’s business was featured on a youtube channel because he and various other people at the business collaborated with a local artist#on a very (physically) big project#(i’m being deliberately vague to avoid doxxing my uncle)#and tell me why my granddad was like ‘he’s doing so well. i didn’t know he had it in him’#sir THIS IS YOUR SON#you invested in his business!! did you do that thinking it would fail#i’m ngl it sounded like kind of a bizarre idea when he pitched it to us all; but it also sounded like an untapped market & something that#could be a goldmine in the right hands. and it does seem to be in the right hands#i was just like ‘yeah i didn’t expect this either but it looks great’ and left it at that#i am once again asking when me and my uncle traded places as ‘the successful one’ & ‘the black sheep of the family’#i would never suggest that there’s a correlation. but also since my uncle started his business; i have been mugged twice#my mentor who i trusted tried to ruin my career and did succeed in making a lot of people lose respect for me; i had to leave the only job#that accepted me because they tried to make me work thrice as many hours as i was being paid for and gave me zero support#i was unemployed for months and losing my mind and finally had to become a barista and just as i was starting to enjoy that; i dislocated#my knee & sprained two joints in the process#oh and it wasn’t the first time!! i’ve actually dislocated that knee four times. all during the time my uncle had his business#let’s not even talk about how i got covid 3 times or all the shit that happened to me in 2021 because i really will scream#2021 literally had it in for me in every single way#i literally think my uncle was being dunked on by the universe but he found a way to dodge the curse and he has no descendants#so it just passed to me. i need to hand this curse over to a child#maybe i should just start a business. doing what though 🧐#personal
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“Chinatown,” Moon Knight (Vol. 9/2021), #16.
Writer: Jed MacKay; Artist: Alessandro Cappuccio; Colorist: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Moon Knight vol. 9#Moon Knight 2021#Moon Knight comics#latest release#Moon Knight#Marc Spector#Reese#Soldier#pffffft while that’s a very typical SF-style boast#(“G-d’s the only one who can judge; our job is to arrange the meeting” and the like)#what actually caught my attention was the use of the term wolf tickets because ????#I know in most American vernacular it means to overstate one’s self or capabilities#but fun fact my first exposure to the term was as «волчий билет» where it’s used in eastern bloc countries to denote#like#counterfeit documents or a document that could ruin one’s career#so…the more you know I guess hahaha#Mr. Knight
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rant in tags bc I want to sob into a pillow
#I can’t describe to you guys what my job is like. I know I post ridiculous funny stuff but it’s very rarely funny in the moment#I’m a substitute teacher‚ which means that even though I’m in the building EVERY DAY OF THE YEAR#and even though I’ve known most of these kids since LAST DECEMBER (2021)#they just. don’t fucking listen to a word I say#it took 14 minutes and a dean of students in the room with me today to get one of my classes to stop talking over/ignoring me#and I’m not even yelling at them‚ I’m literally trying to 1.) say ‘good afternoon folks!’ and 2.) tell them what the assignment is#all day long I’m ignored and disrespected by the same kids and there are no consequences because this is a charter school#and day after day I’m also disrespected by staff because I’m ‘just a sub’ and you#everyone keeps calling out of work#we finally filled the last VACANCY we had TWO WEEKS AGO. we’ve been down 3 full time teachers since the beginning of the year#and as of two weeks ago we finally filled the last vacancy. so I could go back to JUST substituting.#but today the 7th grade ELA teacher just gave us his one-week notice which means that now that I am the ONLY BUILDING SUB#(we started the year with 3‚ now it’s just me)#I have this terrible suspicion that I’m gonna get stuck with 7th grade ELA for the rest of the year. while trying to do grad school.#I just… I’m exhausted all the time#and I act like I’m not but I am#this job is so demeaning and exhausting and I love my students (specifically my 8th graders and high schoolers)#but I’m not gonna see them for the rest of the year. I’m gonna be stuck in 7th grade ELA I just know it#when I say that the middle school is like an active war zone I’m not joking#I had to stop a kid from choking out his classmate today#I leave work every day with headaches because it’s always so fucking loud‚ even in the middle of lessons#I want my old job back‚ this year has been exhausting and I don’t know how I’ve ended up taking on so much more than I’m supposed to#I covered 6 out of 7 periods again this week. the most that any full time teacher has to teach is 4 out of 7#and the subbing coordinator keeps giving me the heaviest coverage loads and then telling me he’s ‘disappointed’ by how tired I am#he also gave every single person on the subbing team specific shoutouts in his daily emails… except me#tldr I’m feeling disrespected by students and overworked by my coordinator and undersupported by admin and taken for granted by coworkers
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student loans took cash out of the wrong acct on the big bills month (between wifi, rent, phone, effectively i have maybe 100$ left on my paycheque, so, rent). so i had to pay off credit AND that negative balance so my small savings is drained.
#i have a cash thing with a little extra cash in my room but i have to use ha#lf of it for this#i need to get access to the money my mom is keeping from me#cuz when i have access to that#its not a lot but its more than ive ever had#and i can use that to send around to people so i dont have to worry about being in this stress#im keeping a note of everyone who's ever helped me out#and when i get out of this financial abuse sitch w my mom proper they're getting whatever i can afford first#im so mad no one should be struggling fuck capitalism#but when i got this job in 2020 my rent was 700 and we were in a pandemic (Still are)#but still having like lockdowns#it was just groceries#now my rent is 1000#i spent a bunch of money supporting someone early 2021 which drained my savings#and i dont regret it but god i wish i was smarter with money#and my student loans kicked back in when they stopped the hault on repayments#and then inflation#im literally employed by the government and i dont get paid enough to live here#i used to be able to support my people financially and now its like#5 or 10 $ is ahhhh a lot of the time#i keep getting up to almost 1000 savings and then credit card or student loans or mental health episode#and i know part of it is my own fault#i am bad and impulsive with money#and i havent confronted my mother proper about the $$$ thats in my name but somewhat inaccessible#fuck i just gotta do it i cant keep up like this and my ppl deserve my support i cant fucking ask#i just#idk#im gonna go delete the post i made askin its my damn fault
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How do you tell your parents that you have depression, anxiety and adhd without them going ‘no you don’t have it, it’s just an excuse/you’re imagining it’? Because damn I heavily need that if I’m going to go back to Russia. Because if I do, I’ll have to… really talk to them. Face to face. About… many things. 🫠
#irl cw#mobile.#I do need to talk to them about 2020#and 2021#and how I was affected it#December of 2020 and January of 2021 were…#really dangerous to me#but gods. how do you tell that to those who’ll probably just say you’re imagining it and using it as an excuse and you just need to be#better than that which is fucked up but whatever#anyways. I just.#I’m tired#I’m applying for jobs. AGAIN.#I’m…. gods….#I’m going to write starters rn and see where I’ll go from there#one day at a time#❄ ― OUT OF CHARACTER. ╱ fun time’s passing by like river’s flow.
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#ngl super burnt out from work#doing fanart was my escape#work was one of the reasons i left tumblr in 2017-2021#and left the aveyond fandom#but the fandom never left me hurhur#it's so tiring#i'm grateful to have a job#but it's really tiring#especially since i don't trust babysitters or nannies so i'm also taking care of my baby full time#i'd like to quit but hubs ain't earning enough for both of us#and i don't want this type of burden on him#he's my partner we should be carrying this together#argh#random ranting#sorry!
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Covid in my patient assignment again at work today, and I just. FUCK.
Every single time, I start out my shift being straightforward about it, it’s gotten to the point of being routine, but every single time, there’s some point during the day when it just hits me. I’ve circled back around from being sad about it to being mad about it again, the way my Covid patients have to goddam die surrounded by people in gowns and masks and face shields so that they can barely even see us, without me or their families or anyone ever being able to hold their hand except through the gloves, without ever having anyone touch them skin-to-skin again - even after they’re dead, even while we’re preparing their bodies for the morgue.
It’s no fucking way to die.
Yeah. So.
Work schedule is hinky this week and next week - enough so that I’ve literally lost track of what day it is. Someone mentioned it being weird to see me at work on a Friday, and I was like, oh. Is that what day it is?
They promise we’re going to have some new travelers contracted and some new grads hired by the time the next schedule rolls around, but we’ll see. Meanwhile, tomorrow later today is a day off before another three-day stretch, and it’s going to be a SHORT day. I’m sleeping late, getting up and eating, watching the new ep of Vice Versa (I realized would be going up, when I realized today was Friday), and going back to bed, probably. Maybe reading some VP fic before I roll over away from the window where I expect it won’t even be quite dark outside yet. Queue is basically in charge, right now. If you’re waiting for any response from me, please allow me some grace. Grazi.
And if you know any VP fic I shouldn’t miss, hit me up.
#it's really not as bad as it's been at some points#god i never want to live through anything like january ever again#delta in summer of 2021 was bad#but the fucking grind of omicron#i'm not even in the ccu#but the way the acuity of our patients went up because patients who should have been there came to us instead#on top of the non-vent covid patients we were taking#i couldn't even see how bad it was until i was looking back on it#until we managed to get our heads a little bit above water again#it's just that we've lost SO MUCH staff now#people who burned right out#and my team has worked so hard to keep my unit as staffed as possible#which is ironically fucking us over now#because shifts when we are fully staffed we end up getting poached#floated to other units where float pool can't make up the difference#anyway#don't reblog my job please
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