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Anyone else think short form social media based on algorithms designed to promote topics that create more engagement instead of more joy, the idea of fast fashion but conveyed through social media, and the fact you can monetize suffering and outrage better than ever has largely resulted in the death spiral of media literacy and the mass emergence of bad faith readings?
#I may be venting a lil but god it blows my mind#fyp is a blessing and a curse because i don't think ppl were ever meant to be subjected to this many ppl at once#god i took a bird site hiatus for weeks and now BARELY check it and it already feels like a hit#oughhhhh#even fandom spaces have hugely incorporated marketing and networking into them bc of cmms and sponsorship and building portfolio#which would be fine tbh if it weren't for the way socmed is designed#now it's like you can't support too many ppl or else you're shadow banned or you have to make yourself palatable and marketable#and websites with threads in which people will only read the first post before qrting because ratios are seen as five minutes of fame#features that permit beating an algorithm are locked behind a paywall that promises you money if you go viral#and what goes viral is usually incendiary content meant for those ratios or trends. whether for or against OP#even in hobbyist spaces the climate has changed so much due to the monetization and marketing and just. ugh#not to mention side accounts dedicated to gossip in this new priv account culture like...idk#if you have to make another account so you can make fun of a friend on main with selected priv friends it just doesn't sit well with me#and not every priv account does this but enough do and it makes me tired#unsolicited hate comments are still as bad as they used to be on ff dot net except now people openly are proud of it more#why do most socmed feel like passive aggressive sticky notes on high school lockers#there is so much more I could say about everything that has left me weary about the internet but I don't know the time or place#and I don't want anyone to think this is about them because it's a general statement. though if you are doing the more inflammatory things.#maybe rethink that. it's not good for anyone else and it's not good for you either#I keep coming back online to check on ppl and see art and I *know* it's draining for my health every time#but I feel a lot better now that i use socmed less overall. and that I try to focus on what makes me happy#it just sucks seeing so many people i care about endure absolutely wild struggles bc people online do not care.#I like rambling in my tags because this is the only place I ramble except my personal journal and to my wife
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A mostly unrecognizable but nonetheless gorgeous Perona~
I am absolutely obsessed with Circus themes so i got most of her pieces from those kinda settings mixing them a bit up into this gothic beauty.
I swear finding the right skirt was a right nightmare so not to waste the fabulous outfits i managed to create...
I will include them beside the lineart!
(And yes I ended up changing the expression cuz it looked off after coloring not to mention i just couldn't figure the damn lipstick for that damn mouthpiece!!)
In the end I just mixed two of the skirts together cuz I was just so done hahha
So this happened on totally accident but it looked so fricking awesome I just had to show it off-
#perona#one piece perona#one piece#perona fanart#one piece perona fanart#one piece fanart#thriller bark#goth#outfit design#somehow she ended up with vampire-y fangs#and pretty much unrecognizable ugh#i even included her damn 2 row eyeline but nooo still unregonizble#changed up the og expression for nothing#the shffering this one was#i did love making it tho#so worth it#perona 4ever luv#beast girl in OP#cant change my mind
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#it confuses me when people reblog a post with the op’s tags but not the ones for organization#like. ? no comments no nothing ? ur just gonna .. parrot it at me like a clone …#a ‘<-from op’ would be fine#idk i dont mind its just weird when it happens sometimes#esp if the tags are talking abt the process of making the post#happened to me just now i mean#solar-talks#unrelated but ugh i hate being in cars <- says guy who should stop looking at their phone and is not doing that
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Me when. My own OCs.
#UGH... ROBYN.....#the opposit of save me robyn. let me fucking help you robyn.#me op#doodles#traditional#ink#ig.#oc: robyn sinclair#oc: raevyn sinclair#me when. when i lsiten to a song and lose my mind.#anyway. any song is whatever i say. and You Turn The Screws is Birdie and her parents after she moves out
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hmmmm
#*eye twitches*#a bunch of people are tagging some of my posts as ships that I do not fw#and on one hand I’m like idc it’s whatever I have them filtered out#but now so many people have done it I’m like ugh what if they think op (me) supports that and I don’t#idk if I want to be a bitch abt it tho#and also recently there’s been a bunch of blogs that have like random keysmash names#and I’m high key getting flashbacks to that damn Dazai anon#like my heart rate goes up when I check my notes#really disrupting my peace of mind lately
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hahshfjfs last night I dreamt I was watching a film, and then the film became the dream, and I really enjoyed it 😂 the entire time I was like, wow, I didn't know there was such a good german film fbjfjfjs
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3:18pm
sunday, jan 29
happy sunday!
online school isn’t going too bad, i've only had one all-nighter so far lol. i’m really enjoying my pathophysiology class though! and my goal for this week is to get most of my assignments and quizzes done by wednesday, fingers crossed
wishing everyone a great week ✿
+ important biology lesson below
(don’t ask me how many times i've learned the cell parts for a class lol)
#studyblr#student#online school#don't mind me rambling in the tags as usual#the true bio experience is learning the cell parts and nutrients anytime you take any class lol#so far development psych has had the most assignments and it's hard for me to get through the reading sometimes#nutrition is literally just mcgr*w h*ll learnsmarts#and ugh my assignment timed out since i was on tumblr lol#and pathophysiology is really interesting and the prof is good#ope also i have an entry exam for the nursing program this week ah!#also made myself this pretty good earl grey tea latte!#i've been listening to tomorrow x together's mini album and fob's new songs on repeat#and enjoy the most important phrase in biology lol#since my last post did well i'm really picky about my posts now#like yay i'm excited about it but also i'm not very aesthetic#from abby
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so now that tulok the barbarian has made his black adam build um...
*dusts off amber character sheet again*
#I KEEP CHANGING MY MIND#caps tw#its not my fault that my op mary sue oc wouldn't fit in a dnd setting without having to jump through soooo many hoops#and making her good at everything but also average at everything#as well as making her fit with all three builds (shazam moon knight and now black adam)#so like this is#the umpteenth time ive done this lol?#i recently updated skye making her an eladrin fey wanderer ranger/echo knight fighter#and i like echo knight so i might use it for amber#maybe make her a variant human or aasimar??? or custom lineage??? ugh idk#OC: Amber#anyone with knowledge of dnd could help lmao but like i think you'd be looking at me like im insane#bc i am lol
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nobody:
me: I should actually come up with melodies for nyssa's different panpipes abilities
#or at least pick an existing song for each one and learn it#the PORBLEM is nyssa has expertise in panpipes and +6 charisma so she's playing those bad boys at a passive 18#and I Am Not lmao#but like I HAVE panpipes justin got me a really nice set for my birthday I just never practice cause he's also always here and I'm shy :'D#it's not as easy as ocarina/ pennywhistle alas. gotta be mindful of EMBOUCHURE ugh#nyssa is a homebrewed playable satyr from before there were RAW playable satyrs#and she just has the mm satyr panpipes ability straight up#OPE nope just kidding I looked it up and I did knock back the area of effect from the RAW 60ft radius down to 30ft but still#I can do a charming melody a frightening strain or a gentle lullaby#at the table I would not play more than the first handful of notes of any of those but like. we play in person. I actually COULD#if I was good at it and if I had melodies prepped#about me#my OCs#nyssa
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Im slowly watching part 5 and my initial thoughts r kinda all over the place lmfao
#op#jjba#I think my faves are fugo and Bruno rn#but it breaks my heart that I’m having a hard time liking giorno :((#im usually a main character girl tbh .#so when the main character doesnt grab my attention….#ugh anyway.#keeping an open mind!!!!#I definitely like it more than I originally did!!! the rest of the gang are the stars#i’ll expand on this later
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i saw a text post by @argumate about a cult that, like, predicts that the world would never end. & as horrid as that can be to some. i feel like a "cult" like that could be quite great.
it would be less cult & more community. ya know ?? it's a cult that believes the world will never end & the universe will never cease to exist. it's a cult that believes in an unending future.
& idk about y'all, but i think a cult like that would do everything they can to preserve that unending future. like, they continuously plant trees & try to prevent the extinction of certain species. & invent eco friendly alternatives & whatever.
like, i feel like this cult kinda already exists... but it's not as close-knit as the more infamous cults. a cult that predicts & believes in an unending future would probably, like, have compassion be their main thing. compassion & preservation.
screenshot of original post since i found it on pinterest & not on here:
#i feel very emotional about this for some reason#like i was just vibing on pinterest & a sc of the op popped up & my mund ran#mind* ugh#cults#universe#preservation#compassion#humanity#the future#ah a lil slice of life type short story on this would be fun to write#writing
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Eris quirk
Eris quirk name is “rewind” so it implies that she simply rewinds a scene, correct? Like she can reverse things, and that is the base of her quirk
Overhaul used her genetic dna to alter it- alter the way her quirk works, to make it permanent. That’s cool
And then he uses it on mirio, and mirio loses his quirk. Really sad, but nice Way his character ends….
But then it turns out eri can rewind his quirk to before he lost it [if I remember correctly] and that makes sense cuz her quirk caused it- even if it was modified- so theoretically she should be able to undo it and have it be permanent, like it never happened in the first place [like the way sega erased 06 LMAO]
But then during the battle between Izuku and overall, she constantly reminded his body to make it not break- which is nice!
Except for the fact it never seemed to come back, and i guess what I’m saying is that I kinda thought it would be temporary??? Or something???
And this also goes with his [SPOILER] missing arms too in the newest chapter..
I don’t know if I just don’t understand her quirk or not, but I thought when they said rewind it would be like pressing rewind on a tape and letting it play, but eventually you end up back where you started.
Like maybe I’m big stupid but I was under the thought that Eris quirk was temporary, and that overhaul made it permanent though changing the genetic code or something
Which implies that it def isn’t permanent
And I’m fine with mirio being rewind and it being back to normal. It was her quirk that caused it, so she’s basically undoing her quirk on him.
But like idk I feel like it shouldn’t work like that with Izuku simply cuz like her quirk didn’t cause him to break his shit in the first place?
Like maybe sense he was constantly breaking himself when she was rewinding it was kinda like a time paradox where she goes back, he breaks, and then she gots to go back even more
But then that would imply her quirk actually works in the way that people explain time changing when it comes to time travel
Like the theory that the smallest change in the river of time will cause it to go down a different path [like the meme “goes back in time and moves a chair” and the joke is that the entire timeline was changed because of the simple action] So that means that yes it is permanent because of the constant resets on his body forced a time changing flow???
And when you put it like that it would explain why when she erased her parents into thin air they wouldn’t come back because of the fact that if you rewind too far there’s just… no way for them to come back. Like rewinding on a tape so far back you just fucking break it
But like this entire theory is literally me trying to understand her quirk based on what I personally got from it. Maybe I’m super fucking wrong and it’s just a simple rewind thing that when she pauses, it’s like the time she rewind cease to exist which allows the person who’s been rewind to continue on without worry of it coming back
Which means overhaul just edited her quirk to erase other quirks.
Which. That’s probably cannon. Which is fine. I guess.
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Ok now I’m starting to get why eri feels like plot convenience at times… 
#ugh#overthinking mediums#don’t mind me#mha theorizing#me being stupid#stupid op#eri#mha eri#bnha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#maybe I’ll somehow make it work like that in my rewrite…#is hori a bad writer??? or am I just stupid??#you decide lmao
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I'm now known as a cry baby in our office bc I was crying while talking to my manager about my struggles with my team and word got around that I cry "at the drop of a hat"
#ope back to never showing emotions again like when i was a teen#katie's shit#ugh#i already get belittled bc of my age and lack of experience (mind you wr have someone even newer than me that doesnt get as much shit)#and i could quit! ive threatened it multiple times!!#mentioning it to my mom who works with me lead to her saying itd 'make her look bad' if i quit#so im trapped in a career that im really not enjoying rn while my mom keeps reminding me i dont need to go to college bc i already#have a decent job
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my god she's so gorgeous (looking at my ocs)
#obsessed w drawing diana elegant and pretty and graceful#(so when i draw her tearing people's arms off as a werewolf theres some tasty contrast)#''UGH OP YOUR MIND 😩'' @ myself
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