Woooooo one more year of @tododekubigbang !!!

Here are the pieces I did with my wonderfull partner @selfindulgentkitten 🥺🥺💚❤️💙

I hope you all enjoy what we did!

Read This Is (Not) for the Best here

mmm i miss loscar

not to be extremely intense but to finish rereading a fic that is obstensibly about finding people to belong with even if you differ culturally, making peace with being completely severed to a culture whether by recent genocide or the slow death of time, living in a country that isn't your home and the mixture or deterioration of mother languages by choice to survive or by choice to erase your past, swinging between rescinding and reclaiming culture, and feel so full and seen (even if it's just by yourself) only to open up twitter to see a very charged, bigoted ideal towards your heritage specifically trending with 50k tweets is uh

i feel very strange. what am i supposed to do with that information lol. hate it when bigotry pops up as a cruel reminder of why you defiantly wrote a thing in the first place

Drømte at jeg tog på arbejde og der var nye kollegaer, men de var 20-årige bitches, og jeg kom for sent og skulle tisse. Der var tre toiletter, men de var alle stoppet, og én af pigerne brugte toilettet foran mig og ville ikke gå ud, så jeg skubbede hende ud og hun blev vildt sur. Jeg skulle tisse så meget, at jeg tissede oveni det stoppede toilet, og det flød ud over det hele. Pludselig havde jeg kun hvidt gennemsigtigt tøj på, og men kunne bare se at det var gulligt vådt xD og så var alle mega lede og jeg følte mig så uduelig og dum - talk about performance anxiety HAHAHAHA

POLSKA CHŁOPY MADE IT

:-(

oc's as types of love

(months ago akjsakjsa) @sysba tagged me to take this uquiz for some of my ocs (thank you!!! <3), and i loved it so here!

tagging @thedeadthree @lavampira @hawkesfavor @consulaaris and @dumortains if you guys want to do it ♥

MIA LENNOX -love that protects

you love so fiercely, with every fibre of your being. maybe you were wounded by love in the past ; such that you choose to love and love and love so wonderfully that the next person who comes into your life never doubts that they are loved by you.

NINA RODGERS - love that calms

this is sweet. i hope you know that you make others feel at ease around you. you're a gem, a blessing, a treasure – and you should know it. it's comfortable loving you. it's a privilege to be around you and to be let into your world.

KIARA KANE - love that heals

your love is healing. it burns you with every bit of your soul, but you choose to heal, nevertheless. you are so, so so strong and i hope you know that. i send you peace. i send you calm. i hope things will become better for you in time, just as you have made others better in time as well.

SIENNA MYUNG - love that strengthens

you make sure that people know that they are loved, and you give them strength when they need it the most. this is an ability that is rare; the love that you hold speaks wonders of yourself. i hope you're doing alright. isn't it exhausting always being the bigger person?

blue ponytail felix you don't know the power you have over me

Could you write an imagine with Ruhn x Reader, like maybe someone that isn’t rlly swayed by his look and is very out off by like the smoking and parties and for the first time he actually has to try to get the girl he wants??? Luv u!!!

Polar opposite

You frowned the moment the loud music hit you. It felt like a physical blow the moment you yanked the door open, trying to press through a sea of sweaty bodies. If it wasn’t for your best friend you would be miles away from places like that. But when duty called, you weren’t about to leave her in place like that drunk. You pull up your phone, hoping the Find Me app will magically guide you to your friends as you curse beneath your breath.

After bumping into an unimaginable amount of tipsy people and dogging at least four sets of hands you finally catch a glimpse of Merc’s silver hair. But the minute you move to take a confident step towards her a firm frame covers your view of the room. You let out a frustrated huff. “Want a hit?”, you don’t even need to lift your head to know who the voice belongs to. Biggest fuck boy this city had seen. But you know his type. Already faced more than one on your visit here. You look him up and down with a scowl, “Ah.. no thank you”, you shoot him a fake smile, trying to outstep the crowned prince only to come in contact with his outstretched hand. “I got the best”, he smirks, waving the cigarette in front of your face.

“Lung cancer?”, you muse, crossing your arms over your chest. “What?”, Ruhn frowns too high to follow through the conversation probably. “The best lung cancer”, you tap his shoulder, “Not interested”, you move to the side once more only for him to follow your lead. Was this guy seriously blind or something? Wasn’t your body language enough for him to understand that you weren’t interested?

“A drink?”, he wiggles his eyebrows, leaning in closer. “You know what I would love actually”, you smile at him as you back away ever so slightly. “Tell me”, Ruhn practically purrs, “I’ll get it for ya, gorgeous”, he beamed. You smile right back at him, hoping that he can’t see the way your eye is practically twitching with annoyance. “I would love for you to piss the fuck off”, you huff, using his surprise to push past him. Was this playing with fire? Most definitely. And was your heart practically beating out of your chest? Yes. But he didn’t need to know that.

A loud sea of “Uffffffff”, echoed around you both. “You just got put in your place”, someone muttered with a laugh, followed by a sharp, “Shut up”, by Ruhn himself. You pushed it all back. Choosing to focus on your friend who was puking into the potted plant. “Come on, Merc”, you breathed out, wrapping an arm around her middle as she tried to apologize but it all barely made sense. You could feel the same purple eyes watching your every move. Even outside as you tried to get your friend seated in your car. It felt as if someone was watching.

His skin had prickled with annoyance when you had kicked him to the curb as if he were nothing. He loved the chase. It was fun at the time. Got the blood flowing. But Ruhn just wanted a careless fuck that night. With someone who had no stupid agenda when it came to him. And too many faces around the room were familiar but he had never seen you before. There was something different about you. No twinkle of excitement as you walked through his living room. At first, he thought that this was just a mask. A game of sorts that would crumble as soon as he introduced himself. But you had looked him up and down the same way you had looked up the messy hallway and the sea of intoxicated people. “Dec”, Ruhn leaned closer to his friend, who even in the middle of the party had his computer propped up on the kitchen counter. “Hmm”, he barely acknowledged Ruhn, throwing back another shot that someone plopped in his hand. “Dig up everything you can find about her”, Ruhn breathed out. Dec lifted his head. Scanning his friend’s face before breaking into a knowing grin.

Ruhn had been leaning against his car for hours. At this point his cigarettes were running low and so was his patience. Until the back door opened up. “The library closed three hours ago”, his voice echoed through the dark alley. Making the person let out a loud shriek. “Urd spare me”, you hiss, hand over your chest as your blazing eyes lock in on him. “Are you insane? Are you following me?”, huffing you reached for the book that had slipped out of your hands, turning back to lock the door.

“Thought you weren’t the one to break the rules”, Ruhn flicked his cigarette one more time before, stepping on it with his foot. Killing the last bits of amber. “I have a card that…”, you stop mid-sentence, raising your head higher, “I don’t have to explain myself to you”. A smirk crept onto his face. Ruhn liked this. This push and pull. The fact that you didn’t want to cave in.

“How did you even know I’ll be here?”, you huff, stepping under the same lamp light. Eyes still blazing in annoyance. But such beautiful eyes. Eyes that pull Ruhn under for a heartbeat too long before he mutters, “Thought I’ll hand deliver an invitation to my party”, he pulls a folded card from his leather jacket. He never sends out invitations to his parties and from the way you raise an eyebrow at him, you appear to be aware of that information.

“No”, you say in that venomous sweet voice before turning away from him. “One party”, he calls over your shoulder but you simply wave him off. “Or are you scared?”, Ruhn throws the last desperate hook and to his surprise, you stop before turning back at him. “I don’t see a point in all that”, you simply shrug, “Drinking, smoking, drugs, strangers puking in your toilet”, you bend finger after finger as you list the things you hate. “Grim”, you add at the very end, making Ruhn let out a chuckle.

“What’s your form of fun?”, if only his friends would see him like this. He’s borderline desperate. To keep this conversation going. To keep you in his company. You just shake your head, “Something you would never like”. Your eyes dart yo to him and Ruhn doesn’t let his gaze falter. “Try me”, he almost dares you, “You might just be surprised”. He can see the way a breath hitches in your throat. You stay silent for a bit before muttering, “I like books”, and there it is, that glimmer, one that people have at his parties. The shine in the eyes, “I like book browsing and just walking through little shops”, your admission has your cheeks growing slightly pink. And fuck if it’s not the most attractive thing Ruhn had seen. He’s not sure what demon makes him do it but, Ruhn finds his mouth betraying him, “How about this. I go with you to do what you like and you do the same with my kind of fun?”, and it’s like you are both taken back by that suggestion. Ruhn catches a flicker of a challenge in your eyes before you nod, “Fine”, your breath, “But you have to enjoy yourself fully, not fake your way through it”, you breathe out, making Ruhn nod as he extends his hand towards you, “Deal”, he mutters. You hesitate to shake his hand for a moment but then your way smaller palm is sliding into his callused one and you are almost sure that you feel a shiver running through his whole body.

UFFFFFFFF BAD, BAD, BAD. TUMBLR ATE MY REQUESTS EUEUEUEUEUEU-

All right~

Happy Hug Day! Virtual hugs.

I had two ideas, but they grow out of the same principle:

A reader having a power that takes their sanity as payment.

I'm going to break this up again into two requesters ok-

AAAAAAAA FIRST:

wmuhAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

The reader-prophet does a BRRRRR and goes CrAzY.

Basically, the Ancients' reaction to a mentally ill reader-prophet.

Pure Vanilla Cookie tries to figure out how he can help you, maybe even find a way to preserve what's left of your sanity. It breaks his heart seeing you like this, and how accepting you are.

White Lily Cookie is similar, but sometimes she can't help but ask about your visions. It's small things, like do you thing they'll win against Dark Enchantress Cookie? Will she ever atone? .. will you still love her?

Golden Cheese Cookie is.. slightly worse. She loves you to pieces, but there's a constant thing she asks - will she one day regain her glorious kingdom. No matter what you tell her, she'll still remain by your side.

Dark Cacao Cookie isn't sure how to handle it, but he does his best. He's accommodating for you, and if anything is ever wrong, he makes sure to pay more attention to you.

Hollyberry Cookie can't help but be a little doting on you. Paying attention to your needs and helping you if it looks like your visions are overwhelming. She just feels so bad.

Evil art style challenge!!!!

I started playing Hades the other day, so I experimented on Zagreus, I love this boy more than life

I tried to take into account all your words! Thank you very much for the response, I was afraid that no one would write anything at all XD

In fact, it was terribly long to draw it, terribly boring, and the result is too bland

The funny thing is that I've been painting in an evil style for a while in the past.... In general, I stopped drawing in this style, because the drawings eventually seemed dead to me XD. And the line kills all the vividness of the sketch and the rush of inspiration while you're messing with it for a few hours uffffffff

SECOND QUARTER QUELL II UPRISING AU

Ok, look. I’m obsessed with Second Quarter Quell generation and I have A LOT of head canons about them. And sometimes these head canons contradict each other, lol. Previously I showed you some of my illustrations about SQQ generation but it was always one particular AU (where they all are kinda friends/classmates?). And I think it’s time to show you another one that I also like. This is AU (or “head canon” since we don’t really know what is real and what is not) where all of them were part of revolutionary movement before the 50th Hunger Games. Some things are the same in both universes (Mr. Hawthorne and Mrs.Mellark are best friends in both, haha), some are completely different (Mr.Mellark and Mrs.Mellark were not in love in “uprising au” and had to marry for the sake of revolution after Mr.M/Mr.E partnership was broken, oh oh, that was super dramatic!). But they look pretty much the same in every AU I have in my head haha. So here are quick portraits of SQQ gen characters and their confident files from D13 before the 50th Hunger Games reaping day (everything went wrong after that, huh).

About Donner sisters. Peeta said that Mr.Mellark described them as “twins or something” and I interpreted this “something” as that they were not identical twins. Katniss was amazed by young Mrs.Undersee and Madge’s similarity but she didn’t have this feeling about Maysilee. So I think they looked like sisters but not super similar to each other. I mean, I’m a mother of identical twins, I know what I’m talking about lol.

These portraits are not perfect and were done quickly but I really tried 😅. Funny fact: overall I have more clear vision of SQQ characters than THG characters, haha (especially young Haymitch, Mr.Everdeen, Hazelle and Mrs.Mellark). Oh, and you have no idea how much time I’ve spent on these files lol. I don’t even know WHY I did it, because obviously no one cares, but this idea lived in my head for far too long. Ugh, I’m finally free of it. And now I need to return to my work and also main series uffffffff.

P.S. “agent Fox” is Haymitch’s girl, but I have no decent head canon for her

P.P.S. I don’t mention any names because I try not to be too attached to particular names for these characters (who knows maybe one day Suzanne will reveal some information and I don’t want to be upset lol)

Uffffffff 😳

Nylon

UFFFFFFFF NYLON WACHO BELLO

(solo recordé lo de "Buen día nene bello, feliz martes" ajskhskshskahsksjsksh)

UFFFFFFFF!!!!! I love me some Winchester brothers 🤩🤩😎😘😅💛✨

Trafalgar D Water Law proving time and again, kindness shown is revolutionary.

The future Corazon bet his life on, one act of kindness can have long lasting consequences! You defeated a Yonko my nerdy dear gremlin! You did it!

What a beautiful way to pay homage to the man who saved you, the gift of silence.

Uffffffff silence! Yes sir. We are going to be silent.

And I screengrabbed the transition panel from baby Law to Adult Law.