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there’s something about the thought of steve and billy’s mom interacting that makes me feel a lot of things
#billy hargrove#steve harrington#harringrove#billy’s mom#like it makes me deeply unwell if im being honest#it’s one thing billy interacting with her#it’s another thing having someone who loves billy and only knows#about the situation from an outside perspective interacting with her#there’s so many ways it could go#i just feel like steve would have such a grudge against her even if he didn’t make it known to billy#like he’s just gritting his teeth the whole time#trying to be happy for billy#but also wanting billy to understand that he didn’t deserve to be abandoned and she literally did do that#it’s so complicated#but then billy’s like no it’s ok i’m over it#(lies)#and then steve catches him just having a full on breakdown#‘why did she leave me?’#GOD
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~Mandy and Billy~
#amoeba arts#amanda young#billy the puppet#saw x#saw fanart#huuuhhhhh happy mandy monday!!!!!!#i finally made some saw x fanart#i know the concept of mandy traveling with billy has been done a fair amount but I wanted to try anywayyyy~#maybe one day ill post art that has an actual background and not just a slight gradient lmao#saw
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#john hurt#billie piper#david tennant#matt smith#haven't made a dotd gifset in a while so time to remake this from a few years ago!!#dotd is almost 10!!! :'))))#also i cannot stop looking at my ten (fourteen....) and donna icon#they make me so happy!!!#tomorrow i get my new class and i've been trying to mentally prepare myself for a bunch of new 5 and 6 year olds#i will most likely be exhausted every day this week lmao...
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Stranger Things x Breakfast Club AU (part ?)
#hopper is Vernon in this AU because damn them kids#billy is obviously Bender cause I mean#duh#Steve is Claire cause he’s princess s1 Steve who’s constantly trying to fit in and impress everyone#and then we get to the others#and we’re changing it up#cause we know the breakfast club explores the different challenges teens face#and tries to stereotype them etc#just hear me out cause I haven’t fully fleshed it out#but Jonathan is the weirdo quiet kid who billy mostly leaves alone because he isn’t pretending to be someone else#and Jonathan’s at home problems are his daddy issues and the (sometimes extreme) overprotectiveness of joyce#Robin is here#she’s GAY GAY GAY#I’m still trying to figure out her problems at home#something that causes her to make fun of people/push them away as a defence mechanism#and then there’s Nancy#who’s so afraid of becoming her mother#who everyone thinks is in a happy nuclear family#but she knows it’s all bullshit#and she’s so worried she’s gonna end up like that too#anyway#those are my rough hcs for this AU#my art#doodle of the day#stranger things#billy hargrove#traditional art#Jonathan byers#Jim hopper#breakfast club au
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all that's left is a family
the ones that wished you well
all that's left of your legacy
is the story that they'll tell
nick ward; funeral (feat. E^ST)
#m#if ur brain ever tells you hey u can just quickly make this set before u work on ur 4th of july billy set its all good#pls know its the devil talking. u cant finish it and u wont finish it and u will wanna pull ur hair out#anyway. i like the first three gifs and then i kinda fell apart and couldn't create for shit#but the last few are the least hated out of like. the 40+ that i made.#so. whatever. she'll do. post now send post etc#happy fourth of july! wish i was dead!#guess ill try make an actual billy set when i get home from work this sarvo :(#gifs#max mayfield#maxmayfieldedit
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When you're a little sad, but then Hoyo drops new Billy content
#Zenless Zone Zero#Billy#Billy Kid#excited#gif#doodles#my art#gosh I'm so happy they started with Billy??? He's so fun and his design is right up my alley#anyways I've been kinda depressed lately but I'll try to get back to drawing... maybe.....
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I love all the all the Small Friend-Shaped Animals in @bdslab's poll for best BD character -- they deserve it, they all deserve it!
#i was really tempted to try to fit blacksad in here looking beleaguered but i resisted#tintin#milou#snowy#asterix#obelix#dogmatix#idefix#billy the cat#spip#spirou et fantasio#spirou#bd#bande desinee#animals#my art#man trying to mimic established bd styles continues to be A Nightmare#but i'm happy with how it turned out#this was pure serotonin to draw
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Bruce Yamada post revival!
Here’s the sweet and lovable baseball player!!! He enjoys baseball, and soft jazz!
I tried to make it seem like he’s thinking of spaced out because like canon Bruce has the most memory issues post revival, he has trouble remembering numbers, dates, faces, and sometimes names. It frustrates him, so to keep his mind busy he pops rubber bands on his wrist, and he writes in a memory book!
He’s still very sweet but I think dying put a damper on his personality, he’s spacey, aloof, and calm on most days and sometimes he’s cold, bitter, and mean on worse ones. Those are the days where he can barely remember he’s alive.
I tried to keep it similar to canon with him having his memory and own sense of self being altered because like all the others I think dying left a serious impact on his mental health and psyche.
One thing didn’t change though!! He’s a major nerd for baseball and is an absolute natural at it!
#pippi art#the black phone fandom#the black phone#the black phone fanart#necromancer finney au#bruce yamada#tbp brance#bruce yamada fanart#y’all I never said I’d give them happiness in this au#the only ones even remotely getting happyiness is Griffin and Robin. everyone else gets ANGST!!!#but back to the Bruce forgets he’s alive sometimes. he’d have one of those episodes and see Finn and thought that the Grabber killed him#and just breaks down crying.#I promsies. he gets better with time#his memory is still shit though. like he’s not very good at remembering numbers AT ALL. like it’s one of. the things he’s worse at#but yeah I love sweet Bruce but I also see this post-dying Bruce to be someone who’s more aloof and spacey with how he goes about his day#only really focusing on one thing at a time#griffin reads with him though. and Vance shares his music even though Billy and Bruce have more aligned music tastes#the other boys try to remind him he’s still here and that he’s okay. Gwen would probably make him a homemade fidget necklace too
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someone make a fic about eddie not trusting that steve is actually a good guy who wants to be friends (and more) and keeps being a dick to steve out of self preservation and no one noticing how much steve is hurting and how he’s slowly pulling away from them and retreating into himself bc he knew it he knew he wasn’t good enough he knew he’d never be good enough for anyone not his parents not nancy not his stupid high school friends and definitely not eddie fucking munson who looks at steve like he’s the scum at the bottom of his boot and calls him King Steve, and Your Highness in the most derogatory way he can manage but it’s never Just Steve and it makes steve feel so so small and he’s just so tired and emotionally rung bc he really liked eddie and he really thought they could’ve had something amazing and soft and sweet and he’s just so heartbroken that this amazing man hates him so goddamn much
#and then steve just can’t take it anymore and he just. stops trying#he doesn’t try to be friendly with eddie anymore he doesn’t acknowledge him when they’re in the same room#he flinches when eddie pats him on the shoulder once#and eddie thinks he just can’t stand his touch#and he feels sickly vindicated#like i knew king steve would never want the freak touch him i knew he hadn’t changed#and steve is just so tired#he can’t even feel comfortable around his friends anymore bc eddie is always there with a snide comment or a vicious little smile aimed#soley at steve and steve just wants to go home and cry#being alone sounds better than whatever fucked up thing eddie is going to do to him today#and the worst part is no one fucking notices#no one notices how mean eddie is to steve#and steve knows#knows that he’s not important enough to be paid attention to#but it still hurts#and steve just wishes eddie were a little more like billy#steve would rather take another plate to the head than to listen to eddie’s cruel little remarks again#this got away from me i wanted a happy ending but i guess my period was like no happy. only angst#steddie
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In the middle of that S2 fight with Steve…
Billy: Well, fuck me then, right?
Steve: Don’t you mean fuck you?
Billy: That’s what I meant, fuck me. Why, you offerin’, pretty boy?
Steve: I am now.
#billy hargrove#harringrove#steve harrington#billy x steve#elle rants and writes#harringrove incorrect quotes#incorrect harringrove quotes#clothes definitely went flying#the kids definitely ran away at the sound of happy screams#Billy was just happy to get to see the King Steve all the girls in Hawkins told him about#he’s definitely been trying to get Steve to fuck him but this time he decided to be blunt#it finally worked
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Everyday I gaslight myself into thinking an ao3 notification is an update from the serial killer fanfic and one day I will be right 😭
Everyday I look at this ask and think I have to write more for Pretty Little Thing.
And today I finally posted the next chapter! I hope you enjoy and that it was worth the wait!
#ask me whatever you want y'all#my writing#billy batson#dc captain marvel#fanfic update#i swear ive been trying to finish this forever#but im happy with how it came out and how it sets up the next bit of the story
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after their first big argument as a couple, Steve’s first instinct is to drive to the flower shop on Main Street and pick up some roses.
as always, he practices his apology to himself during the entire drive to Cherry Lane, unsure as to why he’s always the one apologizing when he tries to be a good boyfriend (but somehow always fucks it up).
Billy isn’t home, though. the Camaro is gone from its usual spot and Steve even checks around the back to make sure, and yup, no one is home.
so, he heads to the arcade, where he can see Max, Lucas, and Dustin all chatting-arguing outside as they count their quarters, but Billy isn’t there, either. he’s long gone, probably.
he drives out to the quarry, thinking he’d find his boyfriend there alone, smoking and listening to music, but it’s quiet with no one around.
after driving around Hawkins and not spotting the familiar blue car anywhere, he figures Billy doesn’t want to be found, so he gives up and heads back home.
where he sees the Camaro, backed up in the driveway, with a pissed off Billy leaning against the hood.
“Finally decided to grace me with your presence, King Steve?” Billy sneers around the cigarette he brings to his mouth, taking a drag of it as Steve shuts his car door and looks at him with a twisting mouth.
he wants to tell Billy to shut up about the King Steve shit, but he has an apology to make first, so he takes a deep breath and goes to stand in front of the blond.
he wants to tell Billy to shut up about the King Steve shit, but he has an apology to make first, so he takes a deep breath and goes to stand in front of the blond.
Billy blows smoke out of his nostrils, looking like a dragon ready to go in for the kill, so Steve holds the flowers up between them and watches those blue eyes settle on red petals.
the flowers are smacked out of his hand within half a second, dropping to the ground and Steve stands there like an idiot for another second, his empty hand hovering between them.
until he curls his lip and furrows his brows, yells, “What the hell is your—”
“—the fuck are you giving me flowers for?!” Billy yells back, flicking his cigarette away as he pushes himself off the car and then they’re in each other’s spaces, neither unwilling to back down, staring angrily at each other.
it’s tense. Steve doesn’t feel scared, not when he’s angry like this, because he was ready to fucking apologize so they could move on from this, but then Billy had to be Billy about it and—
there’s a small shift in Billy’s expression, like when spring melts the ice on Lover’s Lake and it cracks. Steve can see the softness underneath Billy’s icy gaze and he feels his jaw unclench.
his hovering hand moves, brushing the back of his fingers down Billy’s forearm, slowly and carefully, like he doesn’t want to spook him.
Billy glances down, takes a moment or two before he mumbles something under his breath that sounds like ‘I’m sorry’ and Steve blinks in surprise.
“What?” he mumbles back clumsily, thinking he hadn’t heard right.
“I said I’m fucking sorry, okay? Jesus.” Billy huffs with a scrunched nose, that anger back like a fire stoked, those stormy eyes once again looking to Steve’s. they’re like a crashing ocean of waves, of raw emotion, and Steve feels unprepared in his little dinghy.
yet, he weathers the storm. he wants to see the clear skies that lay behind it.
“Billy,” he murmurs and grabs his boyfriend’s hand, letting his gaze soften and angry expression melt away, “Why are you apologizing?”
he feels Billy squeeze his hand gently and watches him shift his weight between his feet, always planting them, always bracing for impact. Steve never wants to give him a reason to, but he knows Billy has issues.
just like he does. which is why he bought the stupid flowers in the first place.
but now Billy’s looking at him with confusion and maybe disbelief, like he can’t believe what he’s just heard, and shakes his head. Steve can’t help the way his eye catches on that little blond curl on Billy’s forehead, bouncing lightly with the movement.
“I’m apologizing,” Billy says slowly, not to be patronizing, but like he’s trying to keep himself calm (and that’s new and welcome and something they’ve talked about), “Because I hurt you, Stevie. I…I was being an asshole last night, I overreacted, said shit I knew would hurt you because I was hurting, and…that’s just not fair, right?” he squints his eyes a little, face pinching in thought.
and Steve nods, slowly, because he’s not used to this. everything is always his fault, he’s the bad boyfriend, he’s the one that can’t express his emotions right and would rather just sweep every conflict with his partner under the rug to keep that false sense of stability. if he doesn’t rock the boat, they’ll keep loving him. that’s how it works.
but, not with Billy, no.
Billy wants conflict. craves it, because all he knows is chaos and Steve’s come to recognize that. it’s what happened last night, when he made a dumb joke that landed wrong and he’d immediately apologized but Billy had bit back even harder - harder than he should’ve. it had left Steve alone in his bedroom, hurt and confused as Billy stormed out.
and Steve had been ready to apologize for Billy’s actions to Billy. like an idiot.
“So,” Billy sniffs, wiping at his nose and looking around, down at the ground until he spots the flowers. he bends down, hand still in Steve’s, and grabs the bouquet and hands them back, right against Steve’s chest where a multitude of emotions are swirling and Billy looks him straight in the eye and says, “I’ll do better.”
it’s a promise. a lifelong one, if Steve plays his cards right.
“…thanks,” he whispers, his free hand going up to grab the stems of the cellophane-wrapped roses, because he doesn’t know what to say other than that. he’s never not been to blame before.
but here’s Billy, trying to weather the same storm as him, unaware of his power over the rain and thunder and wind. but he’s trying.
“So,” Billy clears his throat gently, “We okay?”
it makes Steve melt, how soft Billy’s voice is when he asks that, and he gives a nod with a small smile. in an equally soft voice, he requests, “Kiss?”
Billy doesn’t even hesitate; their lips meet quickly yet gently, an ounce of warmth found within the chilly late autumn air. Steve presses into the kiss, closes his eyes to savour it, gripping Billy’s hand in his and feeling a rose’s thorn against his palm in the other. if he was a poet he’d say that was maybe symbolic.
he pulls away and smiles as Billy chases his lips, chuckles almost into his boyfriend’s mouth as he pushes the roses against Billy’s chest, “C’mon, let’s go inside.”
everything is light again, easy. this is resolution, not blissful ignorance. and it’s as sweet as cinnamon. it fills him with sunshine, just like Billy’s smile does.
it makes the conflict worth it. to know that they will fight and make up and promise to be better for each other, every time.
“There he is,” Billy hums playfully, tugging at Steve’s belt while his smile morphs into something a little less innocent, “Let me make it up to you, hm?”
as if Steve would ever say ‘no’ to that.
#harringrove#billy hargrove#steve harringrove#steve x billy#billy x steve#steve goes through the motions to keep a false sense of peace in his relationships#while billy purposefully seeks out chaos because it’s all he knows#they’re just trying their best okay#and happy ending!!! yay!!#bambiwrites
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Newest chapter of Serrated, “The Pit” is up on ao3 and as per usual it’s an angst train.
#harringrove fic#harringrove#trying something new#steve x billy#billy x steve#serrated#harringrove fanfic#angst with a happy ending#promise#harringrove fanfiction#idk tagging is hard
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and you— you were happy.
#top one most heartbreaking scenes in the world.......................#m#gifs#billyhargroveedit#needed a break from trying to make palette sets and Colour Specific Gifs for billy week work and somehow thought /this/ would relax me??????#now im just fucking SAD#billy hargrove#its the WAY u can see him like. fucking PHYSICALLY reacting#to when el says 'she was pretty'#like he's fighting with himself SO HARD to like.#OKAY NO LISTEN! its the way that when el ventured into his head the first time#she saw him. on the beach#with his mumma. grinning from ear to fucking ear#but surrounded with The Neil Of IT All still#like even his happiest memories where clouded with neil#so like. even when billy retreats into his head- into his HAPPY place#its STILL got neil just on the outskirts........ always still there.....always overshadowing and like. eventually taking over.#so el!!!!!!! when el fucking looks up at him!!!!!!!!! crying and begging!!!!!!!!!! she just!!!!!!!!!!!#she brings forward all those memories!!!!!!!! except she cuts neil out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! focusing on his mum!!!!!!!!!!!#highlighting every single fucking detail!!!!!!!!!! that billy can never focus on!!!!! because even his happiest memory isn't safe#and els just like!!!!!! the wave was seven feet!!! u told her it was seven feet!!! and there was sand in her shoes!!! and she was pretty!!!#she was really pretty!!!!! and you WERE HAPPY.#the way billy fucking breaks??? after she says 'she was pretty'#and then the way his face Does That and he nods along with 'she was REALLY pretty'#then the 'and you- you were Happy.' part#like#i fukcing WISH i died instead
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Captain Marvel Adventures (1941) #46
#this story is also sad because it’s the end of such a great character#his personality was really fun#not Mr. Mind crying when he gets the guilty verdict#and then being all sad on his way to the electric chair#it makes me happy that the DC revival comics from the 70s#pretty much almost immediately revealed that Mr. Mind had survived and just tricked everyone#and through a super cute premise too#where that was revealed through him trying to steal the little glasses on the stuffed version of him in the museum#because it’s so hard for him to find glasses his size#fawcett comics#billy batson#mr mind#my posts#comic panels
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if you, as a child, have to practically raise another child who is in no way biologically related to you and is only around because your biological mother abandoned you, therefore resulting in the marriage between a random woman and your abusive father, you would be pissed off at everything too.
if you, as a child, have to look after some random kid who barely listens to you and constantly gets you in trouble with your harmful father, you would be an asshole too.
if you, as a child, are forced to babysit another child when you can be spending that time doing your own teenage shit, you would dislike that child too.
if you, as a vulnerable child, are raised by a terrible father and have to witness a mother being loving towards her daughter every day when you don't have that anymore (especially when said mother turns the other way while your father hits you), you would be bitter about everything too.
if you were moved miles away from your home, away from your mother and everything you love, and are tossed into some random town in the middle of nowhere with a woman you never wanted as a mother and a girl you never wanted as a sister, you would act out too.
#it's funny when people forget billy was also just a kid#he was 16/17 when they arrived in hawkins#he was younger when max and her mom entered his life#he's gonna act out like any little kid who misses their mom and has to pretend like everything is okay#sure billy shouldn't have been mean to max but it's understandable#they're both angry little kids who were taken from their happy place in california#coming from someone who had to raise younger siblings because the parents wouldn't- it absolutely sucks#i lost my temper all the time#just try putting yourself in billy's shoes#billy hargrove
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