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#toxic steve rodgers x reader
lvrdrafts · 4 months
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A Love Tested By Time
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★ Summary: You're in a five year relationship with Steve and all you want to do is settle down. But does he really want the same with his stressful job?
★ Pairing: Steve x f!Reader
★ Warnings: Toxic Relationship
★ Genre: Angst/ Fluff
★ Word Count: 639
Part 1 Part 2
You didn't know how the argument got so tense. It started with a simple question, innocent enough, or so you thought. "Steve, have you ever thought about settling down, starting a family?" You'd been together for five years, and the idea had been simmering in the back of your mind. After all, your friends had taken that step much earlier in their relationships. Yet here you were yelling at your boyfriend.
"I'm tired of waiting, Steve!" Your voice rose, the pent-up emotions flooding out. "All our friends are getting married, starting families, so what's holding us back? Do you even see a future with me?" You yelled and your voice boomed in this small apartment.
Steve's brows furrowed, and he sighed, the weight of his response heavy. "Y/N, being Captain America is too stressful. I can't just set that aside and jump into a serious commitment. I need more time to figure out how to balance it all."
"More time? Steve, we've been together for five years! How much more time do you need? Do you even realize what you're saying? You're not ready? After all we've been through, you're not ready because of your job?"
Steve attempted to interject, but you pressed on, your frustration pouring out. "Babe you don't understand I need someone who's sure on what the end goal is. Someone who's not going to keep me waiting around while they 'figure things out.' We're not in some romantic movie where a pause button freezes everything. I need to know where we stand in this relationship!"
You flare your hands up and gestured to Steve and you. "I sound so pathetic, really pathetic just saying this" you mumble under your breath but Steve still hears.
"It is pathetic of you to make me seem like the bad guy for wanting time" Steve says in his usual deep voice but this one is laced with accusatory. "I'm sorry that you can't understand how stressful this job is or how I'm not willing to drop everything, to give you the answer you want."
"I didn't mean it like that but I-"
"You always make me feel like I'm failing you just want too much from me." His words feel like venom to you and make you question what other times have you pushed him into doing things he didn't want to.
The weight of guilt settled in your chest. " I didn't mean to make you feel like a failure. I just want to know where we're headed. I thought we were in this together."
"I can't speak to you right now, I need some space to cool off," he said, his tone firm. The weight of his disappointment hung in the air, making the room feel even more stifling.
"I hope you realize how inconsiderate you're being," Steve added, each word a sharp edge to your already wounded emotions. With that, he turned away, leaving the room without waiting for a response.
The door closed behind him, and you were left standing in the heavy silence that followed. You felt so bad for being a bad girlfriend and the loneliness of the apartment didn't make anything any better.
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What felt like hours later of crying and rethinking your relationship, the door finally opens and you see Steve standing in the doorway. You look like a mess with your hair messed up and your eyes puffy but those few hours felt like hell.
In that moment, all you wanted was the comfort of his arms and the reassurance that your relationship was still strong. As you reached him, you jumped into his embrace, your arms wrapping around him tightly. The sobs that had racked your body for what felt like an eternity now found solace against his shoulder. Your apologies spilled out between gasps for air.
"I'm so sorry, Steve. I didn't mean to push you. I just want us to figure things out," you cried, the weight of the argument and the fear of losing him making your words tremble. "I-I promise I'll do better just please" your voice cracks and you can't bring yourself to finish the sentence.
Steve's arms encircled you, and for a moment, it felt like the solace you needed. Despite his earlier cold words, he began to soothe you back gently. "Shh, it's alright. I know you didn't mean it," he whispered, his tone softer as he tried to bring comfort to your distressed state.
"You need to realize how much you're demanding from me. I'm not always going to clean up your mess or play into your drama," he added, his embrace conflicting with the frigidness of his words.
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submissivegayfrenchboy · 11 months
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You said you’re working on so many stories. Could you tell us a few so we can get excited for them hehe
25 / 06 / 2023
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I have currently more than 150 stories i am working on. That's why i spent times on it. I would like to thanks you for your interest on my stories.
I have stories about feet, about BNWO and also many surprises : there will be some sequels about stories. For example the awaited Part 2 of JONAS AND THE FAT MEN, and also a Part 2 of my gay story inspired by BEAUTY AND THE BEAST.
By the way if you have suggestions and ideas about what could happen in BEAUTY AND THE BEAST part 2... : in this story you'll see the life of Beau (male version of Belle) is now a days that he is married to Gaston and he have two sons with him. I thought maybe i could add the French Revolution in it and Gaston and Beau and their sons have to travel around France to go to America.
There is also HUMILIATED BY A CELEBRITY and CELEBRITIES IN LOVE. I mainly got requests about these.
Paul Walter Hauser, Joshua Bassett....
I got a request about Kylian MBappe x Male reader, Nick Pulos x male slave....
Stories about Asian supremacy
Stories inspired by
There is also my MCU GAY INTERRACIAL project with my friend @blacksuperiority. I wanted to write about King T'Challa of Wakanda / Black Panther being in love with Agent Everett Ross, and we had a lot of ideas about this project which means a lot to us. Maybe Miles Morales with a gay version of Gwen Stacy as a slutty gay male snowbunny
Someone even asked me to write about Sam Wilson enslaving Steve Rogers. I answered him by an extract of a love story between them, even if not a lot of persons liked it
- I am also writing several collaborations. Mostly about farts, cuckold, feet...
- Stories inspired by tv series :
Glee : Kurt Hummel in love with David
Game of Thrones : Renly's feet slave
And many short stories about feet / farts.
HERE ARE IDEAS FOR FUTURES STORIES
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL (2006-2008) : its my childhood and part of why i am so gay 😅
all these muscled men, the iconic Sharpay Evans, her twin brother Ryan who is supposed to be gay even though he dates a cute girl, Troy who was one of my first crushes, all the songs that i knew by heart and that i sang in song shamelessly with my friends 🤣
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My ideas for an HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL story would be
-- Troy Bolton and his childhood Chad Danforth best friend falling in love / using a slave
- Why it could be good : they have a great chemistry and they are very dominant
- Why i may not write it : because i doesnt have any idea for the plot (them graduating and falling in love and / or using a loser slave when they are at university?)
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-- Ryan Evans in love with Troy Bolton : maybe Ryan secretly loves Troy
-Why it could be good : because i love the (lack of) chemistry between these characters
, and i think a lot of gays guys would recognize themselves in the love of a gay guy from. It could be funny to see Ryan and Sharpay competing for the same guy
- Why i may not write it : because i don't want to be make this love story toxic, I want to show that Troy was secretly in loves with Ryan (maybe by alternating the pov)
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-- Sharpay Evans and Zeke Baylor : because i am an addict to interracial porn and at the same time their love is pure and underrated. It could be a story where they finally become an official couple. It would be funny to see this rich asservative white woman date a black man who isnt even hunky or masculine but who is funny and kind, protective and loves he
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-- Chad Danforth and Ryan Evans : of course there is their song I don't dance, but also it would be funny to see them dating.
- Why i find it intersting : because i love the contrast between the skinny effeminate classy rich white boy into arts and the muscular masculine poor black man into sports.
It could be funny to see Ryan dates Chad while Sharpays dates Zeke, so their conservative rich white parents see their only childs marry two muscular black men
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--- DESCENDANTS (2015-2019) : it was interesting movies, not good, not bad, i hoped it would be better since it was made Kenny Ortega who directed HSM movies.
-- my idea would be to write about Chad Charming who would be a narcistic bully, a white privileged prince who uses a (male / female) loser as his homework slave as he did with Evie, or maybe he ends being in love with his loser slave.
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I chosed him because he is the most handsome man according to me.
It could also be a femdom story about him being enslave by Audrey (Aurora's daughter), who could even humiliate him with Jay.
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Chad could be Audrey and Jay's pet slave who lick their feet and follow them obediently
-- I had begun a story about Harry Hook being in love with Ben, Beauty and the Beast's son
This story would have been about their love story and Harry becoming Prince consort
I love the contrast between a prince charming and an evil pirate
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There was such an homoerotism between them
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i havent continued it because i wasnt inspired enough. But some people told me i should write about the handsome actor Thomas Doherty who plays Harry Hook, so maybe i'll continue it.
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--- LIVE ACTIONS
i am far from loving all the live actions. there is live actions of animated movies, and there is movies with actors but not adapted from animated movies (Mary Poppins, Enchanted is my favorite, Pirates of the Caribean...)
There has been good propositions (Cinderella is the best, Maleficent, Alice in Wonderland, Cruella and 101 Dalmatians with Glenn Close) and some were kind of awful (Beauty and the Beast, The Lion King, Aladdin). Maybe in some years we will see them and like them all
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so i havent a lot of ideas with the characters of live actions
I am interested upcoming Hercules, and i planned on writing a Hercules multiverse story
My story would have been about the different cinematographic version of Hercules meeting and showing their differences (those who are bi, gay, straight, with slaves....).
-- Prince Anders from Aladdin (2019). A minor character but he is kind, sexy and funny.
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I love furs coats and i imagine a servant smelling his furs 😍
-- David Gyasi as Percival in Maleficent - Mistress of Evil (2019) was an interesting character. He play the commander of the army of Uthread, the kingdom of King Henry and Queen Ingrith, Prince Philip's parents. He could be the bull of the Queen.
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Percival could also be the lover of his son Prince Philip. You know how much i love interracial (gay) couples and hot tall muscled black men. As much as i love Prince Philip's character, i found Brenton Twaithes and Harris Dickinson's versions of him too... wimpy!
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In this story Percival could be the bull, humiliates the cuckold dad and the wimp son, taking over the kingdom, (makes Aurora his fuck slave or wife), marry Philip and maybe enslaving him and so the kingdom is ruled by a strong black man.
--- ONCE UPON A TIME (2011-2018) : an amazing series, respectful of the fairytales and the Disney animated movies inspired by them
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I already said i want to write a gay story about the Hunstman / the Sheriff Graham. It would have been about him in love with a boy, or him with a male version of Snow White
THERE WILL BE MANY OTHER SURPRISES
@leftprogrammingroadtripdean @tidodore2 @fartfagoutlet @torinya @bat-woodfeet-us @rainykpoptravelcreator @innerpiratefun @lovejocksfarts-ass @fartsandotherstink2 @lovefanfiction01 @gaycelebtea @yurrfttboyy
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Mission partner Part 1 ~ Steve Rodgers x Reader
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Pairing: Steve Rodgers x Reader
Warnings: strangers to friends (in part two to lovers) , argue, fight, mention of blood
Word Count: 1.7k
y/a/n = your agent name
Y/n's pov
Friday night. The time normal people would go out and meet friends. Not me. I was heading to a mission. Neither did I go out or had friends. All I ever knew was being a spy for SHIELD. I didn't mind tho. I never really liked hanging out with other people that much and didn't know another life than the one I had while working for SHIELD. My dad was a professor and scientist who worked with the organisation for years. I grew up there. With eight I started to learn how to fight. Now I'm one of the best.
I was going from my apartment to the private jet. An agent was waiting for me.
"Miss y/a/n" he said. I gave him a nod. We flew for about ten minutes before we stopped. I was looking around to see who would come on board and be my partner.
SHIELD doesn't give me many informations about the missions. And I don't mind. I know what I gotta know and the rest I Event find out during the mission.
The door of the jet opened. The person who stepped inside was an all too familiar face. Steve Rodgers aka Captain America. He looked around before going to me.
"Ma'am," he shook my head. "Steve Rodgers"
"Yeah I know who you are Cap" I simply replied.
"And you are?" he asked.
"The person who's working with you. You don't have to know more" I told him. I didn't like to have a chat with people or them knowing something about me. That included my name. "Didn't know this mission was that important that they would send you around Cap"
"Well a few things have gone wrong in a lap and now there are three monsters walking around the streets in Denver. SHIELD figured you could need a hand on that"
"Then you'll probably get bored. I handled a case like this before. I don't need help on this" I said. Steve smiled.
"Well you seem pretty convinced about that. Maybe you could need a hand anyways"
"I don't think so" I argued. There was a turbulence that made the jet shake. I lost balance and was about to fall over when Steve caught me.
"See you already need me" he said while holding me. I pushed him away and rolled my eyes.
I didn't like people like him. They thought that everything is about them, that they're so smart and charming and every woman would fall for them. Something like a rejection didn't exist for them.
After a long flight and a lot of silence we finally arrived in Denver. Steve and I had the instruction to find those monsters and kill them before they would be noticed by the citizens.
"I'd say we split up. You go north, I go south" I said and was about to go off.
"I don't think that's a good idea" Steve said. I stopped walking and turned around.
"Why?"
"We don't know what those monsters are. They could be strong. Going together would give us better chances fighting them"
"Look Cap our mission is to find those monsters before someone recognises them. By splitting up we have better chances finding them fast. And I don't know about you but I think I'm strong enough to handle a little beast attacking me" I turned around and walked away. "Unless you'll pee your pants when spotting them without anyone's protection" I yelled without looking back at him.
It has been twenty minutes. I went through a few blocks. No sign of those monsters. I was going around the next corner when I heard a sound. A crashing. I looked around. It came from the other side of the street. There was something that looked like a mix of a crocodile, lizard and snake. It was in an old coffee shop smashing chairs against a wall. SHIELD told the cops from the City that there was a gas lack and toxic material was in the air of Denver which was why nobody was around as they all were evacuated.
SHIELD gave us guns with narcotic that we should use on those creatures. I loaded my gun and held it in the monsters direction. I went further forward to have a better shooting spot. Suddenly, I kicked an empty bottle that was on the ground. The creature turned around immediately and made a scream that was hurting in the ears. The monster ran to me and almost hit me when I was suddenly pushed aside.
"Don't need help huh?" Steve said and helped me up.
"I had everything under control" I yelled. There were more screams coming from the far. Two more monsters were coming in our direction.
"Didn't seem like that."
The monsters came closer.
"Maybe we should start running" I said and started walking backwards.
"Good idea" Steve said and both of us turned around and started running off. Steve was a lot faster than me. I looked behind me several times and the monsters were coming closer. Because I was looking behind me too much I tripped and fell. The monster was now infront of me and showed it's teeth. With its claws it cut my left arm. The blood started floating down.
"Hey" someone yelled... Steve. "Take this" he shot the monster that was now stumbling around and falling in my direction. I rolled to the side and there was a loud bang and a giant monster body besides me.
"One down. Two to go" Steve said and went over to me. "You know I slowly get the feeling you need want me to safe you"
"Don't imagine anything on it. I just feel. I could've handled it." I said. Steve's eyes landed on my arm.
"Are you okay? Does it hurt?" he touched my arm to get a look at that wound. I pushed him away.
"It's alright just don't touch it. I had worse"
"Look if we want to finish this mission we gotta work together. From now on no splitting up. We're working as a team. Understand? "
"Fine" I rolled my eyes and started to walk off.
"Those monsters went in that direction" Steve pointed to the opposite direction. I rolled my eyes another time and went in the direction he was pointing at. Steve followed me.
"You still didn't tell me your name"
"Why would you wanna know?" I asked
"Well because you do know that in a team"
"We aren't exactly a team Steve"
"Yeah because you didn't tell me your name yet" he insisted. I sighed.
"y/a/n" I said annoyed.
"And your normal name? "
"I'd that really necessary?" I said becoming upset. Why would he want to know? Why did it matter if he knew my name or not. It was all ridiculous.
"C'mon just tell me" he insisted.
"y/n. Happy now??" I said in a loud voice.
"Sssh!"
"Oh what so now you want me to shut up?! Look Steve I-" Steve cut me off by putting his hand on my mouth.
"Pssst" he pointed around the corner. I took a look and spotted the two monsters.
"Alright so each of us takes one down. You go right sight I go left" Steve whispered. I nodded. Then we started moving. I sneaked behind the one monster that was trying to rip out a tree. I shot and the monster went to the ground. I looked over at Steve. The monster spotted him. He pointed the guy at it and pulled the trigger. But nothing happened. He tried again. Nothing. The monster started running to him. That's when I realised he didn't have any amo left.
Without hesitation I ran to the monster. I pointed my gun af it and started yelling. It turned away from Steve and looked at me. I pulled the trigger. I hit the monster in the chest. With his arm it smashed me through a window of a restaurant before falling to the ground. Steve ran to me.
"y/n are you okay?" he looked at me. My whole body was covered in blood.
"Who needs who's help now?" I joked.
"I'll bring you into hospital" he said.
"Nah it's alright Cap. Looks a lot worse than it is" I said but Steve didn't listen. He picked me up from the ground and carried me. I fainted.
Time skip
I woke up in hospital. My body was covered in bandages. I didn't have much pain so I assumed they gave me pain killers and the pain would hit me hard in a few hours. I looked around the room. In a chair was Steve. When I realised I was awake he stood up and went to my bed.
"Hey Cap didn't expect you to see her" I said. He smiled. "So what are you doing here?"
"We're a team remember? A team sticks together"
"Right. I guess I'm not that good in all this team stuff"
"You were when you safed me. Thank you" Steve smiled at me again. It was a sweet smile. Honest and sort of cheered me up.
"That was nothing." I looked down on my hands. "Thanks too... For saving my ass before" I looked back at Steve with a small smile.
"You're welcome. Hey it's the first time you smile at me." he said.
"Yeah don't get used to it you won't see it that often"
"That's unfortunate. I like your smile. It suits you" Steve said and looked me in the eyes. I could've sworn my cheeks turned red. It was the first time I was getting a compliment. I mean a real compliment. Not those she's so hot comments you would hear on the street. A mean a real compliment from a gentleman.
"What?" Steve laughed. I realised I was staring at him.
"Nothing" I turned away, my cheeks turning a bit more red than they just were. "So what about the Mission?"
"Well they killed the monsters. The people are safe now" I nodded. "Well I'm gonna go now and let you rest"
"Steve wait" I said and grabbed his hand. "Could you stay a little while?"
"Sure" he said with this beautiful smile I already fell in love with. Not romantically though. But I still liked it. It suited him.
Steve and I kept talking for a bit. Mostly small talk. And it was the first time I enjoyed it. Usually it was a pain to me. But I liked Steve's company. He made me feel good. He was different to the people I met before. They either saw you as an object or were just hard to handle. But Steve was nice and funny. I could talk to him. And we slowly became friends. It was the first time I was happy about my partner.
Part two here (click) where y/n and Steve become lovers
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