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Okay, here are the few questions I have for your latest emoji asking...
1.💥
2.🏷️
3.🥳
4.🎬 Especially the casting of Phantom(Mingling)
-honestly, I thought she was a lot similar to Bellatrix Lestrange...so the same actor would be a good cast?
I also had a question about the relationships (cough romantic cough ..) between the characters. But decided to ask later because It would be too long. So, would it be okay for you if I ask about them seperately later?
Also P.S: If you have any questions or things curious about me ...feel free to ask!
💥 What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?
If I could change one thing for the canon, I would like something that the third movie could have done better, the way I hear most pandoms used to enjoy, but did later find the plot a bit rushed and had the film become light rather than too dark like KFP 2 did. What I wished to play out in the story was to expand Kai's background story.
Listen. We all know Oogway's story of how he met his yak brother in the war 500 years ago; the two brothers became the most badass warlords who fought battles and bonded their armies together until Kai turned back against him because of Oogway's change and his chi power, he claimed souls for strength, went too close to the sun.
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Kai did say to the Jade Palace masters that he loved Oogway like a brother, and he betrayed him. If there's something that the plothole needs to fill, I want to know why did Oogway betray him for? There must be a reason that caused their brotherhood/friendship to fragment during their warlord days before Kai turned evil, and I want to know more!
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I wish there was more to reveal that Kai discovered something to steal their chi. And. . . hear me on this one. . .
Kai's jombies steal masters, one by one. 95 minutes weren't enough, and I prefer to have around 2hrs and 30mins, maybe closer to 3hrs (if you are Peter Jackson or Zack Snyder), because the Dragon Warrior is dealing with the unknown beast from the Spirit Realm who took his friends, and his family, building several tensions with a few twists and turns before Po can discover what he can do to defeat Kai the hard way.
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There are plenty of fic stories that feature Kai (including mine, too!) and a comic I found. Those books introduce Kai and Oogway during their warlord days and have background stories. I'll reblog with links, and @amateraponzu 's comic fic Wish Upon the Stars on Tumblr.
🏷 (hopefully, this is the tag emote I found) Is there a tag you like to search for when looking for fanfics to read?
Not really. I have yet to search for any fics to catch my eye; I would like to read anything interesting from old fics when I was stuck writing my fanfic series. But of course, reminding me of the tags (stories), I need to catch up with other fics, like @shootbangdang 's The Vale, @mastrrt 's To the Weeping River, and Drags's Mongol fic Winds of Change. All three fics are from FanFiction, and they are worth timing to read!
(Drags! You are the stupendous author, and I must say your fic is well written to see Po, Tigress, and Crane head to Mongolia and grab the secret weapon before anyone gets it! The characters (your OCs too), action scenes, your writing, my lord!)
While I am having a break from writing a sequel book for now, only to start editing my two novels, I highly recommend reading Drags's fic first, Righteous Flame. That goes for all pandoms! His book is stellar.
🥳 Why did you start writing fanfic?
There are reasons why I started a fic. I wanted to start writing because it's part of my hobby. Not only a hobby that I would like to be an author of someday (if I could make my own Narnia/Lord of the Rings/Game of Thrones worldbuilding with my polar bear character), I write for those who I love and friendships irl. Friends of mine who I am with from high school and Wing Chun class, and families of mine who I grew up with and raised together.
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My first book had me write for my mates and my master from the Wing Chun class. Dedicated to building a kung fu panda fic after I watched KFP 3, I started writing for my real-life companions. It was a rough start to begin there without planning to build a structure (yeah, I was a noob writer), but I could have created layers before I must write. Two years later, I knew where to end my first book. And later on, worldbuilding is the most challenging one for my fic series.
Not a simple task for my fic to name cities, countries, etc., but I'll leave notes on what places have instead of losing puzzle pieces. And trust me, when you plan to write a giant fic, make a plan, build structures with one stone at a time, create vivid characters, and develop tensions. All books should have conflicts featuring a hero and villain. Make your villains play an unfair game! Make your hero's journey and have his struggles to see challenges before achieving success!
Writing is not easy. And it still feels like it, but it rewards you for accomplishments. Even when you finish the book, always edit your first drafts, build some details, and fill in plotholes.
🎬 If a movie or a show were based on your fic, which fic you'd you choose, and who would you fan cast?
A show can be promising for the Mightiest Warriors Series because there are depths and interesting characters to know more about. A movie makes it simple around 2 to 3 hours (depending) for the story, but it might have a few plotholes if my fanfic series would be based on.
Now, I like how you picked my most menacing villain, Mingling. She deserves to have an actress voicing the black bear. Her personality blends with three major characters that I was inspired by, making the most dangerous antagonist so far.
The Wicked Witch of the West (Wizard of Oz)
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Marisa Coulter (His Dark Materials)
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Cersei Lannister (Game of Thrones)
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*Now I like what you first thought of Bellatrix Lestrange from Harry Potter, so that's a huge BONUS for my wildest child because Mingling fits in insanity!*
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Ahem! How will I like to pick the actress? Her character's favorite color is purple (more like a royal, but I prefer her to go aggressive and extremely menacing, like Lord Shen), so my top picks are. . .
Lena Headey (Cersei Lannister). She can play out the gruesome character who cares for ruling and satisfaction to attempt to succeed in her vengeance. Compared to what she becomes lethal, Cersei loves her brother. No one else but him. With that sibling relationship, I think of Mingling fonding my bovine character Huoju. Lena Headey can play out her villainous role.
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Ruth Wilson (Marisa Coulter). Oh my!!! If you have seen her in the show His Dark Materials (based on the trilogy novel), please. . . do not test her! Knowing what she does to love her daughter but lacks her parental type, she's brilliant, ruthless, and daring. Bringing Ruth in will fill my bear's affection for Mingling's only mate Huoju, and to be frank, like I mentioned the bear's revenge, she will not be stopped, despite her hostility and anger did startle a few characters of mine.
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Just look at her! Ain't she a beauty? Now, look how gruesome she can be in the show. . .
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Despite how serious Ruth Wilson's character is in His Dark Materials, oh boy!! Imagine you are a child, and you see Mrs. Coulter's smile and fierce eyes; she looks right at you before she can scare you. As I said, please, for the love of the heavens, do not test her! Ruth Wilson is perfect for a villain role!
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PHEW! Lots of questions I answered. Thank you for these emotes, Righteous Flames! I'll be back for some fic links whenever I tag you!
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I posted 158 times in 2022
That's 158 more posts than 2021!
65 posts created (41%)
93 posts reblogged (59%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@dreemurr-skelememer
@nachosforfree
@cryptidclaw
@wcsprites
@a-two-legged-table
I tagged 146 of my posts in 2022
Only 8% of my posts had no tags
#art - 48 posts
#drawing - 48 posts
#artfight - 45 posts
#not my oc - 44 posts
#illustration - 44 posts
#artfight 2022 - 43 posts
#artfight team wither - 41 posts
#team wither - 40 posts
#artfight2022 - 38 posts
#artfight attack - 37 posts
Longest Tag: 121 characters
#she will write like a whole ass letter about every ascpect of the art while using very big words that i do not understand
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
5th attack!
[WARNING FOR CATOONY GUN]
Table really isn't a fan of Sonora's cat...
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#4
Suprisgly, not a mass attack (I posted them separately)
I was too lazy to pull out a new canvas everytime so i drew four attacks on one
Took me 1h n 30mins for them all collected, around 22mins per one ig
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#3
He kinda cute tho 😳😳
Entry for a discord art game
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#2
Id do be like that
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Anyways there's a storm rn where i live
My internet is just
Refusing to co-operate
Also the artfight Discord crashed for me LMAO
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My #1 post of 2022
Hey at least you get some points for it
Still a big pain tho
Just drew two fulls n then i remembered that it's a ff, and got only 7 points 💔 big F
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🎏 Advanced Astro Tag 🎏
Tagged by: thanks for the tag love! @k-rising 💖
The placement/aspect you relate to the most: My sagittarius moon and rising, cancer mars 👀, annnnd sag moon square virgo sun :( lol it's tough ngl. The placement/aspect you relate to the least: aquarius moon, and virgo sun (ok, this sounds crazy since I am a virgo sun, but I wish I was a little bit more like that ngl HAHAHA) The placement/aspect that is your favourite: Venus conjunct Ascendent or moon (synastry). The placement/aspect that is your least favourite: Capricorn moon conjunct mercury - sometimes you guys feel too focused in the wrong things in life, and forget to live!!!!!! pls, stop this 🙏 The placement/aspect you wish you had: aries or leo mars (just because I'm too lazy sometimes, even to do the things I love, so...) The placement(s)/aspect(s) you often get romantically involved with: scorpio sun or venus, aquarius sun or rising and libra sun (godhelpme🙈) The placement/aspect you would never date:. Aquarius Venus (bc I think you guys would hate the fact that I'm always touching/squeezing the life out of the people I love hihi) The placement/aspect you think deserve more love or attention: Scorpio Venus <3 One mutual's chart/placement you would like to have rather than your own: I don't know if I wanted to change my completely, but I would love to have more air energy lol Lilith and why you love yours: Taurus Lilith in the 6th The Sun sign(s) people often misunderstood you for: Gemini 🤡 The Moon sign(s) people often misunderstood you for: Cancer. The Rising sign(s) people often misunderstood you for: Cancer 🥰 The Moon sign(s) you relate to the most: I think it's my own...so,sag moons <3 The Rising sign(s) you relate to the most: my own again, Sagittarius rising lol Tell me ONE story that you think embodies all of your natal chart:
Once upon a time (before covid, when we could go out with no worries)
I went out of my friend's birthday party, to rescue my another wasted friend in the party she was in, bc her mom couldn't see her like that. And I was so worried with her, because she is my baby friend, and she really can't handle drinking too much, and especially strong drinks, which was the case that night, and on top of that, she was with a group of our friends from college, but yk they were not take care of her for real, bc they were wasted as well...so I just went to the other side of the city (I was in a bar that was super close to my house, and went to a place that was 30min away) just to take care of her and to be sure she was fine, and she could go to her house properly, without her mother knowing anything. I just remember that I was worried and wanted to kill her, but I was so happy to see she was fine in the end, just a little bit wasted, but ok. And then, I took her home safely, after a few glasses of water lol (and her mom didn't notice anything, so everything was alright in the end 🙏). I hope this made sense lol I'm writing this super late at night, so...fingers cross lol
THE END.
Tagging: @acmishere @astroyongie @divinebangtan and everyone who wants to do it <3
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is it really you?
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title: is it really you?
pairing: Jared x reader
rating: pg-14
fluff: soulmate au
H&H: free space (reincarnation)
tags: finding your soulmate, meeting for the first time, memories of past lives, finding eachother and never letting your S.O die, ending the cycle of reincarnation through some massive self exploration.
summery: there is none
mentioning @sweetness47​
created for @spnfluffbingo​ @heavenandhellbingo​
the beginning of your problems (what you know now as your first life) started with someone you love, someone who was yours as well as your lovers doom. the person who loved you was called “Cathal”, you were called “Caitir”. 
you were not betrothed to this man, but somehow you and he still found comfort in each other’s arms. the man who would soon take you both from this world was called “Seoc”. 
Cathal: to my love i present thee with this dagger, this is my gift for your hand in marriage. sweet Caitir forever is all we need, forever is all we shall have.
Caitir: brave Cathal, i shall accept your proposal for marriage. 
whilst “entertaining” Cathal in your chambers, you both were too preoccupied to notice someone sneaking in behind you. Seoc waited till both you and Cathal were asleep and then stabbed you both killing you both instantly. 
a curse placed on you both would reincarnate you both till such a time as the curse could be broken, but would the cycle end easily or have to be done the hard way. 
“this curse placed on 2 murdered sleeping helpless. lovers written in stars for time cometh. these 2 coming together again and again as they are reborn, till the viscious cycle breaks, shall they live out normal and die for the last time. forever shall this incribed be to this dagger!”
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today, one mild summer day in what we call Vancouver British Columbia in what is known as Canada. you are called YN, your job is wardrobe for actors of a hit tv show. this would be where you would soon re-learn the truth. 
the dagger you had received as a proposal present, was sitting as a long time artifact in a museum. you on the other hand were laying out the wardrobe for the 2 gentlemen you were working with that day. the same 2 guys that you worked with well every single day. 
you were picking some stuff off the floor completely not paying any attention to your surroundings, Jared (Cathal-present day) had no idea of your past lives either till this moment.
Jared wasnt paying attention to where he was going, he didnt see you. he tripped over your crouched form, instead of falling on his face he grabbed you, pinning you to the ground keeping both of your heads off the ground. 
he looks down at you, then the memories came to both you and Jared in flashes slow and fast. but in each memory was the both of you in this exact position. after 10 minutes of just layign there lost in eachothers eyes.
Jared: are you alright? Am I hurting you?
Yn: I'm alright and no your not hurting me. Did you happen to see..
Jared: visions of sorts after we fell ya I did. What does it all mean?
YN: it means I guess we know each other. It seems like we know each other very well. Cathal.
You say as if it was normal for you to call him that.
Jared: it would indeed seem as such Caitir. The question is what the hell happened to us to make us like this.
YN: obviously we have alot to figure out. let’s start with whatever happened to that dagger that i saw...
Jared shrugged helping you off the ground. 
Jared: we could check where it all began. up for a trip to cairo?
YN: i guess we don’t have much of a choice if we want to figure out what happened to us... figure us out... 
Jared ushers for you to sit beside him as he pulls out his laptop and begins looking for flights. found one on expedia the details were as follows for what was being booked:
one way flight from Vancouver to Cairo expected to take 21hr 41min to arrive
leaving vancouver at 1:20pm fly for 4hr 33min to montreal for a 2hr 12min layover
leaving montreal at 11:05pm (stupid time change) fly for 9hr 30min (over night flight meaning cuddles yay!) to instanbul for a 3hr 5min layover
leaving instanbul at 6:40pm fly for 2hr 20min to arrive finally in cairo for 8:00pm
you look at jared who also adds a hotel near the pyramids for you guys to stay in figuring you wouldn’t want to ruff it. 
Jared: before I finish purchasing, I want you to know that whatever we find out in Cairo, it might as well be the biggest discovery of our lives.
Yn: I know but aren't you the least bit scared of what we might find out... I mean it isn't like we can just...
Before you can finish speaking Jensen busts through the door.
Jensen: umm Jared what are you doing and with our wardrobe artist.
Jared: about that ya come sit down buddy there is something we need to well show you.
Jensen sits between you and Jared as he eyes you both very suspiciously.
Jensen: alright what's going on buddy your acting very strangely.
Jared and you both place a hand on either side of Jensen's head willing for the memories you both had just experienced to flow into his mind to see what you both did.
Jensen falls off the couch a few moments later, looking between you and Jared.
Jensen: so what the hell are you...
Jared: we are going to Cairo to figure this out. Cairo is where it all began for us, Cairo is where we will find answers. 
Jensen: when does your flight leave?
Jared: tomorrow afternoon. we have to be at the airport for 11am i think... 2 hours before flight leaves for international flights. we still have to pack and talk to Rob and the others to make sure I'm covered to go. That we can figure this out. For the entirety of our lives we have died and come back to find eachother for years now and we just want to figure this out. 
Jensen got up and began towards the door. 
Jensen: well lets go present this to Rob and the crew. and get set for your time away... it will not help to be unprepared for any of this. if what you showed me is true then you both have alot to discover and im gonna do whatever i can to support you both. 
Jared: thanks dude, now YN are you ready for whatever lies ahead of us?
YN: im ready to find out why we have only just remembered all of this now, how many times it has happened and the story behind it of course. 
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that was how the journey started, after a very long conversation with Rob and the crew, you and Jared were cleared to go on your trip. going to your hotel first checking out and taking your backpack with you. 
you and Jared decide that you both should stay at the airport hotel considering it would just be easier. settling into the room, you sit down to make a journal entry. you did this every single day, but today felt like you definitely should document this. 
Jared came out of the bathroom to see you sitting on a pillow on the ground with a pen and a notebook. you were writing out your journal, you didn’t see Jared approaching. 
Jared came up to you placing a hand on your shoulder. 
Jared: what are you doing?
YN: writing in my journal. making sure that whatever happens we can document what the hell we go through on this journey. maybe just maybe one day we can look back on this and realize that this was destined to happen as it has so many other times before. 
Jared: look i know its alot to process and believe me i too am having issues processing this but i might have a way to take our minds off it. 
you finished the entry, and then closed the book. turning to face Jared smiling.
YN: what did you have in mind? 
Jared picks you up and kisses you, fierce are his lips against your own. his arms supporting you as your legs curl round his waist. he tears your shirt from the back as he falls while holding you onto the bed. 
the rest of that evening well the next few hours were spent in the bed. Jared now petting your hair speaks. 
Jared: that was amazing. definitely took my mind off things. 
YN: that was an amazing way to loose my virginity. and i couldn’t have lost it to a better man. 
Jared: do you think this happens every time we reincarnate?
You shrugged but stayed right where you were knowing you were comfortable and safe. 
YN: no idea but im not ready to move can we just lay like this for the rest of the evening. we can eat in the morning. 
Jared: that’s why we got the continental breakfast. plus i think i owe you a new outfit. 
You looked to where Jared was pointing. 
YN: that’s okay i think i owe you new boxers
jared looks to where you are pointing. 
Jared: well we can do some shopping when we get to the airport. gift shops exist for a reason and money is no stranger. 
YN: that’s true. 
now that you both were settled into bed you both decided to get some rest. it was a long day the next would be, and being on a plane you both would probably sleep anyway. 
you both woke up the next morning to a phone call from the front desk, telling you there was breakfast and that we had to be at the airport within the hour for the 2 hour head check in.
you hung up the phone and watched as jared slunk to the shower. you followed cause he looked like he could use a pick me up. after some shower fun and getting dressed into something comfortable for the plane ride. 
you both head with your bags to breakfast. eating lots to avoid being too hungry later on, you decide that its time to check out and find the airport shuttle. getting to the airport you both get through check in and security and now its time to kill 2 hours. well that was easy, shopping and playing cards and crib and tic tac toe and buying some jewelry just for fun. 
then it was time to board the plane. doing so and the plane took off. you and jared holding hands you resting your head on Jared shoulder. you both cuddle for the flight to montreal planing to take a couples photo and pick up some souveniers along the way. 
same thing with instanbul except that flight was an over night so you both mostly took the opportunity to sleep. upon arrival in instanbul you both stretched and looked around and grabbed souveniers boarding the final flight to cairo. 
cairo in the evening damn it was gorgeous. just the way things were supposed to be. Upon this their arrival to Cairo, they took a shuttle to their hotel. The entire way there Jared held your hand, walking into the hotel you both go to the desk to check in. 
Clerk: checking in? 
Jared: yes under Padalecki. 
The Clerk types into the computer for a moment and then speaks once more. 
Clerk: ah here you are, ah your in one of our exclusive suites. Give me one second to grab your package that goes with it. 
You still holding onto the hand of the man you apparently have known for centuries, & just lost your virginity to night before last, made you all the more happier. The clerk a while later places a packet on the counter in front of you both. 
Clerk: this has all the information one could possibly need as well as a list of shops near by and when tours leave and some information on local legends. 
That caught both yours and Jared's attentions. 
Jared: local legends???
Clerk: oh yes, our most popular one is of a High priestess who fell in love with the prince of this region, but they were cursed and murdered for it by his father's advisor who grew jealous of the young lovers. The advisor used the Dagger the young prince had given to the priestess as a token of his affection to murder them in their sleep. He then lied to the prince's father about the whole thing. He was never brought to justice for murdering that young couple. Legend also tells of their curse. In short form, Destiny will reincarnate them for all time till they can somehow break the vicious cycle of reincarnation so they can finally live and die like normal people. 
you looked at the clerk, Jared knew you were struck, he was too but you knew what this clerk was saying had to be true. 
Jared: is our room key in here?
clerk: yes it is your suite includes a jacuzzi and fabulous egyptian royal inspired decor. as well as complementary royal silk robes. these keys will also get you access to the pool area and the buffet. welcome to the pyramid valley hotel, please enjoy your stay and don’t hesitate to ask questions if you have any. 
Jared holding the package walks with you to the elevator, he then turns to you while he continues to hold the bags and the packet.
Jared: are you ok?
YN: no, did you hear that story...
Jared: i know, don’t worry we will explore this more when we get into the room. amongst other things. tonight is all distractions, tomorrow we are gonna start checking this out. starting with this legend, then checking out where me and you back then would have been. 
you nod as Jared and you final approach to your room. once there you and Jared walk in and are instantly amazed by the sight of this room. 
jared closes the door behind you locking it before putting down the packet and the bags he was holding as he came up behind you. 
YN: is it distraction time?
Jared: its distraction time as long as we need... 
thats when he started kissing your neck and that was the night. that began the trip of your life. 
- after a very very passionate time in bed you both woke at noon the next day. it was time to make the start to your day.
-you didnt want to move, Jared grabbed his laptop to do some research, he had put the packet with his laptop so it was all in one swoop. as he kinda sat against the head board and you were still kinda curled but kinda propped. 
Jared and you make note of several locations to check out during your trip. this included the sphynx, the giza necropolis and a few more places. 
Jared: what do we want to check out first?
YN: the museum. maybe we can find some clues there first. 
~thats exactly what you did, you both got dressed and hit the museum. you both walked in and found out that the museum director who was kind enough to speak with you both was a firm believer in what you both had told him. he decided to show you some of the stuff that had been taken from both of your areas. this was to include the dagger. yes you had found the dagger. now the last thing that he told you both was that the dagger had to be taken to the spot where it all first started and you had to plea to the triple goddess, she would grant the curse to be lifted and reveal who Soec is to you in modern day. you both got the location of the original incident from him and decided to go into the halloween costume shop and grab the egyptian outfits. making sure to bring them with you both when you would go the next day to this place that will hopefully end your curse once and for all. Waking up bright and early the next day you both rent an atv to get you both to the sight. A little cavern within one of the pyramids there was no way in there except for this one entrance. It was sealed when you both arrived. But unlocked when both your hands touched the door. Must have been sealed with some pretty powerful stuff. Going inside you both saw what seemed to be a cavern which had been untouched by dust or anything for centuries or eons if you will. It would soon be your greatest feat. But Jared held the torch in one hand, your hand in his other and you carried the bag on your shoulder. Looking at the surrounding architecture, you both made sure you were safe but this seemed very very familiar to both of you, it was like a secret passage or something. We head back to the story now with a conversation between you and Jared.~
Jared: I know there is something bothering you. Is it the feeling of being in here. 
YN: yes it is… Something isn't quite right about any of this. That dude at the museum seemed a little too excited about all of this. But you know what, as long as we figure this out and stop this curse normal is what we shall be eternally, or ya know as long as normal lasts. 
Jared: whatever happens in here know that this will not change how I feel about you. 
Yn: nor I about… Holy shit… Jared look! 
You point ahead and Jared looks where you are pointing seeing the gold architecture turn into columns and statues of anubis and then blood on an alter shaped bed, with a canopy draped over. 
YN: this has to be the place. The blood, the hole in the canopy. Don't touch anything yet we need to change into our outfits. 
You and Jared careful not to touch anything get changed. Then you pull out the book and place it where it looks like it went. Suddenly the room shook. 
Jared: what's happening? 
YN: I think it's time for us to call on the triple goddess. 
Jared: well whatever we do we should do it quickly… 
you went over to the book, and opened it to a marked page, you brought it to the bed and sat beside Jared, both of you now finding it easy to read the arabic pages. 
YN:  نحن نلتزم بدعوة الإلهة الثلاثية ، فلطالما تجولنا في هذه الأرض ، ولفترة طويلة انتظرنا في دهشة. حان الوقت الآن ، نتمنى الآن أن تتعفى هذه اللعنة التي وُضعت علينا في اليوم الذي قُتلنا فيه ، وأن نتحرر من حياة التناسخ هذه. يا إلهة ثلاثية ، أرسل لنا لخدامك المخلصين علامة متواضعة للتأكد من أنك قد سمعت دعوتنا (we adhere to the call of the triple goddess, for too long we have wandered this earth, for too long we have waited in wonder. now it is our time, now we wish that this curse placed on us the day we were murdered be appeased, that we be freed from this life of reincarnation. oh triple goddess send us your faithful servants a humble sign to be sure you have heard our call)
that was of course when this light radiated from both you and jared, then a figure appeared before both of you.
Anubis: i am anubis, i am your guardian High priestess Caitir, in this time i would like to say the curse shall be lifted once the one who killed you both originally is dead. you will find him back where you both have come from, he has been living among you both, pretending to be your friend. but really was unfazed when you showed him your little secret. Seoc goes by...
a flurry of rage and anger filled both you and jared. that cut your trip short. you got reimbursed for the days you didn’t stay, as you both flew back to vancouver. you waited till it was night fall then approached this person at the studio...
the announcement of yours and Jared’s arrival seemed not to phase this person, after he had been a dear friend to Jared for many many years, and a loyal person to you. neither of you could understand why he would ever do such a thing. 
Jared: Jensen, why did you do it?
Jensen turns to face you both, he once more didn’t seem surprised by the fact that you both were back early. 
Jensen: what exactly do you think i did?
Jared: why did you kill us?
the cast and crew backed away from you Jared and Jensen as you three began to glow, the final showdown had begun.
Jensen: because i had to raise my status with your father Cathal, this bitch here was just a side piece that got in the way...
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Podfic Favorites
7/8/2018
I promised a rebloggable podfic rec list, and here it is! I've recced most of these before, so this is more of round-up than a brand-new rec list; it's multifandom, as usual; it's organized alphabetically by podficcer's name; and it's restricted to no more than 5 pods per podficcer. All of these and more can be found in the podfic tag of my bookmarks. Recs under the cut!
A Symphony of Chemical Reactions - what_alchemy, read by @cellardoortumbles | Cellar_Door - 2k, 22min, T, John/Sherlock "Cooking’s just chemistry and time management." Vivid, quirky Sherlock POV in the text +  excellent use of music and sound in the pod = an extra-charming podfic. Use headphones to get the full audio experience!
More Things Than Are Dreamt Of series - 1electricpirate, read by @consultingsmartarse |  consulting_smartass - 38k, 1hr, M to E, John/Sherlock (Harry Potter fusion AU) “In which John is (reluctantly) a wizard, Mycroft is (apparently) omniscient, and Sherlock is (surprisingly) oblivious.” Hands-down my favorite Potterlock fic, and consulting_smartass' podfics are nuanced and immersive -- I've listened to them countless times now.
Sussex - SilentAuror, read by consulting_smartass - 26k, 3hrs, E, John/Sherlock “John can’t seem to stop touching Sherlock. He can push the anger away, but sometimes he just needs to take Sherlock’s pulse again. Slight angst, case-fic, post-Reichenbach.” Ah, nothing like realistic emotional constipation on the parts of our heroes. This was one of the first podfics I loved enough to download so that I'd always have access to it.
The Stars Move Still - BeautifulFiction, read by consulting_smartass and aranel_parmadil - 96k, 9hrs 48min, E, John/Sherlock, AU "What could I want so desperately that would make me sell my soul? What could possibly compel me to surrender the part of myself that makes me who I am: the source of my magic, my self-control, everything?" I avoided this fic for YEARS because I hate Faust, so I was extremely pleased to discover that the inspiration is VERY loose and thus, the fic, and the pod version, is lovely and incredibly immersive.
Carry On - Mazarin221b, read by consulting_smartass - 4k, 35min, M, John/Sherlock "Five times John didn't want to be carried, and one time he did." One of my favorite 5+1 fics, and a perfectly paced short pod.
Left - lifeonmars, read by consulting_smartass - 45k, 5hrs, E, John/Sherlock, magical realism AU "John Watson is left-handed. He’s tried not to let it affect his life, but as any Lefty knows, that’s almost impossible." Honestly, consulting_smartass' talent has broadened my fanfic horizons, because while I'm generally not keen on reading AUs (especially long ones), I'm amenable to listening to them -- and so I don't miss out on fantastic fics & performances like this one.
The Girlfriend Experience, rageprufrock, read by dodificus - 9k, 2hrs, E, Dean/Castiel “While it’s not like Dean hasn’t had a couple of truly regrettable hit-and-runs in his sexual history, this is probably the saddest fucking thing that has ever happened to him.” Sometimes, when a podficcer's accent is different than the accents in the source material, it just works in ways you wouldn't have expected-- this pod is one of those times.
The Company - Rulerofthefakeempire, read by @dr-fumbles-mcstupid | Dr_Fumbles_McStupid and RsCreighton - 2k, 11min, T, Dirk/Todd "He’s imagined this moment so often that it feels like he just doing it again, waking up with a hangover next to Dirk Gently. And Dirk’s naked." A quietly funny fic, and a quietly funny performance.
Interrogation - goingtoalaska, read by Dr_Fumbles_McStupid - 2k, 13 min, G, Dirk/Todd "Of course Dirk has some extremely important questions that can only be asked in the middle of the goddamn night, obviously." Almost entirely dialogue, and really captures the ridiculous-with-an-undercurrent-of-softness vibe of these two characters.
There's Only One Sure Thing That I Know - leah k (blinkiesays), read by exmanhater - 20k, 2hrs, E, Dean/Castiel "Dean doesn't even get halfway through explaining before Bobby starts laughing. When he lets himself think about it for more than five seconds, Dean can almost see Bobby's point: he's faced down demons, witches, vampires, werewolves, ghosts, angels, and Satan himself and now he's been defeated by the God damn Midwest." This podfic is a road-trip standby for me and my Destiel-shipping wife.
A Statue Strong Enough for Two - lady_ragnell, read by exmanhater - 39k, 3hrs 30min, E, Elena/Mithian, superhero AU "Elena is a street-level superhero. A visit from an old enemy forces her to step up and see what she might have to do with the Sidhe who invaded and were sent away twenty years ago. Luckily, she has fellow superheroes to back her up, and a new girlfriend in her regular life to make things feel more normal." In addition to encouraging me to try out AUs, podfic also encourages me to try out rarepairs--I wouldn't have thought to look for fic about these characters, but I'm so glad I stumbled across & listened to this one.
Lab Book - copperbadge, read by FayJay - 5k, 40min, E, John/Sherlock “'The likelihood of finding a cab on Christmas Eve is fast approaching nil.’ 'So was the likelihood of you kissing me in the middle of the pavement, and yet.’” An annual holiday read/listen!
Whatever Remains, However Improbable - ivyblossom and Loudest_Subtext_in_Television, read by @fffinnagain​ | finnagain - 13k, 90min, T, John/Sherlock “The evidence is all there: we know it’s bound to happen. Sherlock Holmes and John Watson are going end up together, aren’t they? Obviously!” An experiment in fourth-person omnitemporal tense. Subtle sound effects add dimension to this podfic.
Diversionary Tactics - shinysherlock, read by finnagain - 2k, 16min, E, Molly/Irene, historical AU "Oh. This could be interesting. Irene’s fingers moved to the third button of the dress and paused. 'Shall I just . . . check the rest of you, then? Make sure you’re quite all right?'" A brief, hot, historical PWP, Mollrene style. UNF. Finnagain's performance is very...impassioned--maybe don't listen in public ;)
Seeing Draco Malfoy - khalulu, read by fire_juggler - 12k, 2hrs, E, Harry/Draco A beautifully done podfic, delivered with warmth and humor. Once I listened to it twice in one week and wound up with the phrase “Nubbumping Humdinger” stuck in my head, and it made me bust out smiling at random times :-)
Let Nothing You Dismay - montparnasse, read by Hananobira - 19k, 2hrs, M, Sirius/Remus "There are a few things Sirius really didn't count on for Christmas of 1979. The extreme sexual confusion is one of them; Remus Lupin is approximately seventy-eight of the rest." There’s a full-on, sensory vividness to the imagery and descriptions in montparnasse's writing, and LISTENING to those words makes the experience even more immersive.
Splendid Night - Katie Forsythe, read by heuristicdevice - 14k, 1hr 30min, M, Holmes/Watson "A Christmasy spin on MILV with a heart-warming dose of H/W." So much miscommunication! I love this fic so hard, and I ESPECIALLY love the podfic. Heuristic Device’s rendering of “now, please,” in a Certain Scene is both quiet and full of feeling, while other sections of the story are infused with audible humor, excitement, and heartbreak, each as they’re called for.
Stately Homes of Wiltshire - waspabi, read by @lazulus​ - 57k, 6hrs, E, Harry/Draco "Malfoy Manor has mould, dry rot and an infestation of unusually historical poltergeists. Harry Potter is on the case." Fair warning that listening to this podfic whilst walking my dog led to funny looks from strangers, because it caused me to laugh at loud for no apparent reason.
A Brand of Gold - aquabelacqua, read by @lockedinjohnlock-podfics​ | Lockedinjohnlock – 12k, 2hrs, M, John/Sherlock “What am I doing? he wondered. The answer came back at once: Flirting.” This fic is just plain beautiful, and the pod is one of my favorite performances by Lockedinjohnlock.
Points - lifeonmars, read by Lockedinjohnlock - 54k, 7 hrs, E, John/Sherlock "What if His Last Vow never happened? This fic picks up a few months after John and Mary's wedding, in an alternate universe where Magnussen doesn't exist, but Mary is still pregnant. Life continues -- just in a different direction. And slowly, Sherlock and John find their way to each other." Picture it: yours truly, driving alone and terrified through darkness, rain, and heavy traffic…and yet unwilling to turn off this podfic. THAT’S how deep lifeonmars and Lockedinjohnlock took me into this story.
Midnight Plowboy - weeesi, read by Lockedinjohnlock - 5k, 44min, E, John/Sherlock “'Does it feel like I’m sure?' John whispers into Sherlock's ear. Sherlock swallows again." In which John discovers Sherlock's collection of vintage gay erotica. *imagine several fire emojis here*
Half a Dozen Dances - CeruleanDarkangelis, read by Lockedinjohnlock - 19k, 2.4 hrs, E, John/Sherlock "'Seriously? You? You're going to be a stripper?' John tried to keep the amused incredulity off his face. Judging by the disgruntled look Sherlock gave him, he was not entirely successful in this endeavor.'" Typically, stripper fics are just Not My Thing, but the use of music in this podfic sold me.
(Never) Turn Your Back to the Sea - DiscordantWords, read by Lockedinjohnlock - 40k, 5hrs, M, John/Sherlock "Baker Street is very much the same. Only different. And Sherlock is just trying not to drown." The way the author & podficcer capture Sherlock's voice in this fic feels SO TRUE: his shattered hubris, his desperate resistance to vulnerability, and the believable way he and John finally get through it all.
Senza Catene - Mad_Lori, read by @oncomingtragedy​ - 6k, 1hr, T, John/Sherlock "Sherlock has a secret hobby. One night John follows him to find out what his flat mate is up to and gets the surprise of his life." The one where Sherlock sings opera--cracky but oh-so-enjoyable. The podfic performance includes several musical interludes.
All Life is Yours to Miss - Saras_Girl, read by originally reads - 114k, 11 hrs 20 min, M, Harry/Draco "Professor Malfoy's world is contained, controlled, and as solitary as he can make it, but when an act of petty revenge goes horribly awry, he and his trusty six-legged friend are thrown into Hogwarts life at the deep end and must learn to live, love and let go." Another one I might have missed (due to personal impatience) if not for the miracle of podfic!  The pod is well-performed, and the slower listening process makes the resolution feel even more satisfying.
The Price We Pay for Wings - Frayach, read by @raitala​ - 13k, 80min, M, Harry/Draco "Scorpius Draconis Eltanin Malfoy read the first book in the Alford Ocamy series over Christmas hols when he was eleven. Well, he didn’t so much “read” it as he devoured it." I've recced this a million times before, and I'll keep reccing it because I CRIED ACTUAL LITERAL TEARS LISTENING TO THIS. 10/10 would be devastated by again.
i don't wanna give you up (i don't wanna let you love somebody else but me) - notcaycepollard, read by @revolutionaryjo​ - 3k, 20min, E, Erin/Jillian "Erin Gilbert is not the second or even the fifth straight girl Jillian’s ever fallen for, and it’s kind of getting to be a problem, except when she sees Dr Erin Gilbert, she thinks, maybe, this woman might be a statistical outlier." Closely observed, funny, hot, and the narrative voice is p e r f e c t (both in the text and in the podfic performance).
The Temporal Tornado - novembersmith, read by RevolutionaryJo and Lunate8 - 3k, 37min, G, Carlos/Cecil "A temporal tornado reduced our most beloved scientist, Carlos, into a darling little toddler version of his already darling self, didn’t it? Yes it did, oh yes it did! Plus, a jellyfish migration is underway, a mysterious series of unexplained crevasses are appearing in the streets of Night Vale, and valuable advice is provided on the care and feeding of children." Audio is the only logical format for a Night Vale fic like this one :)
Common Woodbrown - imochan, read by RevolutionaryJo - 36k, 3hrs 40 min, M, Remus/Sirius "'Look well into thyself; there is a source of strength which will always spring up if thou wilt always look there.' In 1985, Remus Lupin realizes that Sirius Black is innocent. Now, he just has to prove it." Both author and podficcer create a sensitive rendering of the angst, fragility, and determination of Remus Lupin.
Sentiment to Paper - mistyzeo, read by RickyPulsifer - 7k, 57min, E, Holmes/Watson "No fewer than three times by the winter of 1883 had I heard Sherlock Holmes disparage the ways of lovers and their irrational tendencies toward writing letters. With this often and loudly-expressed opinion in mind, I was very surprised indeed to find a stack of unsent, unsealed letters in a drawer in his desk." RickyPulsifer’s podfic is a quiet wonder of smooth pacing, emotive delivery, and thoughtful production.
Splendid Creature - mistyzeo, read by RickyPulsifer and the_dragongirl - 2k, 20min, E, Holmes/Watson "Holmes has tired himself out on a case and wants to go straight to sleep. After an orgasm or two. Watson is more than happy to help." A sleepy, steamy PWP featuring a transmasculine Holmes, read by two podficcers whose voices work together beautifully.
Cold Snap - MirithGriffin, read by verityburns - 5k, 34min, E, John/Sherlock “The Mayo Clinic prescription for hypothermia is this: Tea. Blanket fort. Sex. All right, it doesn’t come right out and say that on the website. But Sherlock can read between the lines.” Verity Burns' delivery nails both the snark and the sweetness of this fic.
First Night Out - verityburns, read by the author - 3k, 22min, M, John/Sherlock “As John recovers from the effects of a brutal kidnapping, he and Sherlock attend the Yarders’ Christmas Party. There are… developments on the dance floor…” I loved this fic for YEARS before I listened to the podfic and realized that the audio version–read by the author herself–makes it exponentially more charming and more intimate.
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assholemurphy · 6 years
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i am incredibly sad that i only have like, 1 extra adderall left (i may have to find somewhere to buy more from, since i only get like, enough for the month with my prescription, the only reason i had extras this month is bc it took a week for me to be able to get my prescription filled, so i literally had to go a week w/o adderall and i don’t wanna do that again, ever, it was hell, esp bc i ran out of sudafed, too, that week) bc holy fucking shit am i awake. i’m getting so much done. i took a shower and then highlighted all of the units in my script, which is usually hard to focus on bc it’s so dull, and i got another 15 units done, so i’ve only got like 30 left and i’m still wide awake and focused AF. like, i’m p sure that colors have smells, but also, like, the world is so intense and amazing. i feel fucking fantastic. i kinda wanna go skydiving, but like, not until i get my hw done, ya know?
but i’ve got 30 more units to do, then i’ve gotta make a graph, but after that, i’m done with the project and can move on. depending on how i feel/what time it is when i get that done (bc if it’s past 3:30/4a, i can’t sleep, i’ve got to stay up bc if not, i won’t wake up in time for class, but also, if i still feel this awake, then there’s rly no point to sleeping bc i won’t be able to, anyway) i might sleep, or i might start working on my playwriting assignment (bc that’s due mon @ 2p and i’ve got to write 6 1-min monologues for my characters) and watch the first 30min of shrek: the musical (bc i gotta have that done by fri @ 9a bc we’re watching it in class and that’s where we’re picking up at since the audio wouldn’t work in class, so it’s hw to watch the first 30 of it, but we can watch all of it, if we want, idk if i will, i’ve got too much to do and if i watch all of it, then there’ll be no point of going to class bc i hate rewatching things bc i’ve got a damn near eidetic memory for movies/books and certain other things, depending on how much i’m paying attention, but almost always books/movies unless i find them boring and don’t care abt them, so it would be stupid to watch all of it and then be bored in class), then maybe read some of after the fall (the script i’m pulling my monologue from for acting i) and do the assignment that goes with that (bc it’s due tues @ 9:30a). after that i should do my therapy hw (we’re still working on stuck points and i’ve got like, 5 more sheets, maybe more, to fill out) bc that’ll be due at my next counselling appt, which i think is next week, i’ll have to call them, but it’ll take abt an hour and it’ll emotionally drain me.
i think that’s abt it for hw, tho, but all of that’ll take roughly 9 hours, which means i def won’t be able to do it all tonight, but i can get most of it done if i don’t sleep, which means i’ll have more time for sleep/writing/literally everything else on the weekend. i might even be lucky enough to be able to get drunk. maybe. i’d have to start drinking at like, 3p and stop at like, 6p for it to all be out of my system so i can get to bed by 2/3a. so that’s a maybe. but a nice maybe.
ofc, i’ve got non hw stuff to do, too. i’ve got to make a list of roommate requirements so i can start looking for a new one (i’ve also got to talk to goldilocks to see when she plans to move out, bc like hell am i moving out, all the bills except her half of the lease are in my name and most of the furniture (aside from her personal stuff and the coffee table) is mine and i don’t want to have to move ALL of it out and into a new place, plus it’s her decision to not be roommates, so it’s on her, not me, and i won’t budge, not this time). then i’ve got to get my study/organization binder made so things’ll be easier to keep track of. i’ve got to do some cleaning (taking out the trash, cleaning up my side of the living room (we didn’t divide it, it’s just where the couches are so we stick to our couches most of the time) and the coffee table). then laundry, gotta do laundry, i’m almost out of socks.
ofc, i might have to start on my part of the second part of the group project. i wanna design costumes for the play, if neither of the others is doing that, which i hope they aren’t, bc i don’t know enough abt any of the other elements of production to do something else. but if i have to, i can try to do sound, maybe, that’s my second choice. so, i may have to start on that this weekend. i’ll talk to hurricane bianca and tim the toolman taylor and see what they’re doing for it probs on fri if not tomorrow at rehearsal. then i can start on my part and get it finished ahead of time to prove i’m capable, when i’ve got my shit together and am not having a breakdown every week. then, after i talk to prof j abt what i’m supposed to do for the show (something with finding times for freeze frames and spotlights, which is fun, but i’m worried my comdic timing isn’t the same as everyone else’s bc i’m autistic, so my sense of humor is a bit skewed, ya know? but anyway, prof j specifically told goldilocks (who is stage manager, i’m one of two assistant stage managers) to have me do it, so i’m afraid i’m being set up to fail bc i know nothing abt theatre, rly, and i’m always paranoid abt these things, but i’m also kinda thinking it might be bc she actually thinks i can do it, which sounds unrealistic, but she’s not a mean person, so i’m willing to bet it’s that one. but i need to ask her what all she needs me to do, bc goldilocks has no clue, which was so fucking helpful, what a great stage manager she is (no, srsly, idk if i bitched abt this earlier or not, but she’s absolutely horrible at this shit so far and i can’t stand working under her bc i hate working under incompetent ppl bc i feel it makes me look incompetent, too, if the job isn’t done right, even if it’s not my fault bc i wasn’t in charge and i’m always, always terrified to look stupid or incapable in the eyes of others). so, i’ve got to ask prof j abt what all i need to do bc i’m p sure the advice given to me by the lighting tech (who is apparently a decent stage manager, tho i doubt it, truly, she doesn’t have the personality for it, she’s too pushy and it makes her hard to work with, but that might just be bc i don’t like her as a person, so i’m reserving judgement until i see her in the position) is wrong bc it makes no sense, is way too hard, doesn’t actually help with anything and gives me a headache (bc mapping out the goddamn blocking is impossible when the actors do diff things every fucking night, wtf??? do the same shit, you assholes! but it’s also useless bc it doesn’t tell anyone where the spotlights/freeze frames should be, and blocking isn’t my job, it’s the other asm’s (who i don’t have a nickname for, but will probs have before the end of rehearsal) so why she’s not doing it, idk???) so i’ll ask tomorrow.
so, i’m looking at 9 hours hw now, then 30 min of cleaning, 3 hours of other paperwork shit, and potentially 4 hours of hw and 2 hours of theatre stuff this weekend. which means i can get at least 10 hours of sleep per night and get some writing done, if i finish most of my hw now. i think that’s worth one sleepless night. it rly is. so, here’s to hoping for at least one day off this week.
but if i don’t sleep, i’ll probs crash after rehearsal tomorrow night, unless i can convince my friends to come over and hang out, since they won’t be here this weekend and i kinda need their help making the roommate requirement list bc otherwise it’s just gonna be like ‘can’t leave time on the microwave after they’re done using it’ and ‘must know how to use headphones when others are studying in the living room’ and ‘must not whine when i want to stay in my room and do work instead of being around them 24/7′ (tho, goldilocks doesn’t spend much time with me anymore, which is fine, i guess, but it’s a complete 180 from what she used to do and honestly, i’m offended bc i caved and started staying in the living room and now it just feels weird not being in the living room and idk what to do abt any of this). i need real things, too, like, big concerns that i’ll forget abt when writing it, and i need to know if my requirements are petty or things that aren’t specific to most ppl, just goldilocks. and it’d be nice to hang out with them and shit.
anyway, this is rly long and rambly, but i rly need to vent all of this shit somewhere, it helps me sort my brain out. i don’t actually expect anyone to read it and you can always blacklist my personal tag ‘iz says stuff’ if you don’t want this shit on your dash. but if you do read them, then you’re always welcome to come to my inbox and be like ‘quit bitching and get back to work, dumbass’ or something. 
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85 questions
tagged by @honeytaeyong​ thank you love!
rule answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people @taeyxong @norencult @cosmicjaems @jungwxoo @softrenjuns @jaectizen and all who wants to do!! yeah... cause I friend do not have :)
Last…?
1. drink milk!
2. phone call mom :)
3. text message my crush uwu
4. song you listened to velvet thread by kk (it’s a japanese song hi)
5. time you cried yesterday in front of a friend whom i’m not that close to and two teachers
Ever…?
6. dated someone twice yes and there goes a song by ariana grande, best mistake
7. kissed someone and regretted it uhhh nah :/
8. been cheated on luckily no!
9. lost someone special yeah that’s not really what I can choose, sadly
10. been depressed yes not as a daily routine these days!
11. gotten drunk and thrown up *says hello amongst the minor line*
12. fave colors mostly pastel colors! or any shade in blue currently i used to love green but I guess it changes?
in the last year have you…
15. made new friends yes! I’m always opened :)
16. fallen out of love I guess so
17. laughed until you cried yeah I’m a really easy person when it comes to laughing
18. found out someone was talking about you I don’t really know maybe there are some ugly truths behind but I’d rather not know it for now
19. met someone who changed you surely maybe two - either a good or a bad
20. found out who your friends are yes! though I’m not sure of some but I definitely do have one
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list uhm (scrolls friend list on facebook) no
general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl I've given up on facebook so i don’t know!
23. do you have any pets NO I wish though :((
24. do you want to change your name no :) i like it athene!
25. what did you do for your last birthday I took a 1h 30min trip to see my friend who lives far away and we ended our day at mdonald’s with using one coupon to buy 2 mcflurry!
26. what time did you wake up today 08:10? or so?
27. what were you doing at midnight last night writing, writing, and fangirling
28. what is something you can’t wait for SUMMER! though I’m not a fan of the summer heart
30. what are you listening to right now uh beginner’s luck by peppertones? I don’t know if that’s the correct english name but :/
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom I know a guy but I never did or did I? hm
32. something that’s getting on your nerves an incident happened on Sunday :)
33. most visited website Google Docs!
34. hair colour Black - brown - a bit blondish inner
35. long or short hair medium! or which length do I prefer?
36. do you have a crush on someone yes yes yes yes yes yes
37. what do you like about yourself uh my handwriting
38. want any piercings? yes! only one though I don’t know if I want it left or right
39. blood type O!
40. nicknames ath, thne, thene and some korean nicknames :)
41. relationship status crushing yes I’m crying
42. zodiac Gemini!
43. pronouns She/Her
44. fave tv shows uh New Journey to The West? All seasons, I’m waiting for season 5 :)
45. tattoos I draw them for fun on my wrist but I’m not planning on getting an actual one
46. right or left handed right
47. ever had surgery nahh
48. piercings used to have two but... *shrugs*
49. sport DANCE! and a bit of badmintion for fun
50. vacation KOREA WAIT FOR ME JUST A LITTLE MORE
51. trainers uh food
more general
52. eating uh ate my left over birthday cake?
53. drinking nothing right now!
54. i’m about to watch myself crying while organizing my final in-class essay note for tomorrow
55. waiting for everything to end so I can finally write out at least two of my progress list please
56. want everyone else to be happy
57. get married yes I do!
58. career I used to have one determined but since I’m really not sure anymore so I guess time will tell?
which is better
59. hugs or kisses hugs I need them right now
60. lips or eyes eyes definitely
61. shorter or taller doesn’t really matter as long as the one is perfect for me I’ll be fine with that
62. older or younger uhm all three old, same age, and younger just not too much of a gap between
63. nice arms or stomach ehhhh
64. hookup or relationship relationship
65. troublemaker or hesitant not a troublemaker lol so I guess hesitant?
have you ever
66. kissed a stranger not yet
67. drank hard liquor *still waving hands with the minor line*
68. lost glasses YES and it took me such a long time so my friend couldn’t ride me back home LOL
69. turned someone down yeah
70. sex on first date of course not??
71. broken someone’s heart yes though some may not have told me directly
72. had your heart broken yes yes so many times
73. been arrested No!
74. cried when someone died Yes it was too sudden for me
75. fallen for a friend pshhh and yes
do you believe in…?
76. yourself I try
77. miracles eh...
78. love at first sight pff not that much (and writes it in a scenario)
79. santa claus not anymore! but still likes hearing stories in chirstmas anyways
80. kiss on a first date nah not really
81. angels uhM?
other
82. best friend’s name Lucy and i made jokes of her being lucy from fairy tail a lot before. Now all we do is watch miraculous ladybug and cry
83. eye colour hazelnut brown
84. fave movie do I have one? I watched too much omg
85. fave actor uh maybe I’ll think of one later
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dailydoseofzhi · 3 years
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Daily Entry #32 (27/03/2021)
I pulled an all-nighter last night calling my friends. By the time Daddy texted me around 4:30am, I was still on a call with them. I saw an incoming call from him & picked up (after muting my friends & turning off my camera) as I love talking to Daddy. We ended up calling for about an hour as he drove to the farm - I stayed on the call with my friends the entire time, just muted & all. When Daddy called me, he noticed that I wasn’t wearing my choker and asked me about it. I admitted that I’d worn it up till the moment I started calling my friends, and that I’d taken it off because I didn’t want them to ask me why I was wearing a choker to sleep. However, Daddy reminded me that the choker makes me feel good & that I shouldn’t care about the questions; he also basically said that I’d wear it if he was truly important to me. The moment he said that, I went to get it & put it on as Daddy genuinely means the world to me. He is my world. So I don’t want him to think otherwise by not wearing the choker. 
Once our call ended, I spoke to my friends (while wearing the choker) for another 2 hours before I fell asleep. They asked me why I’d suddenly come back wearing a choker, to which I just said that I felt like it. They kinda gave me an odd look but I think they’re used to my shenanigans, therefore did not question me much further. I fell asleep on the call (around 7am) and woke up at 9am. Though I’d only gotten 2 hours of sleep, I still felt pretty good; I guess calling Daddy had put me into a really good mood.. I exercised & cleaned my room; and then started to get ready to go out for a friend’s birthday lunch. To show Daddy how important he is to me & how much I value wearing a choker, I opted to wear the white collar-like choker that he really likes; I feel the most slave like in it.
On the way to my friend’s hotpot birthday lunch, I had to pick up a cake for him that his girlfriend had booked at a nearby bakery. It was black forest, so I eagerly showed Daddy that because I remember it was his fav cake flavour. I don’t know why little things like that make me so happy. Like, I guess I like knowing little details about my Daddy. I had a good lunch & got back home around 4pm. I then baked some cookies (for another friend’s care package) and then got changed into a black tank top & my short plaid skirt from Shein. Though Daddy and I weren’t chatting at the time, I still sent him a lot of snaps as I went along throughout my day so that he’d know what his bitch was up to at every point during the day. I guess I like when he’s updated and stuff, because it makes me feel even more owned by him. I couldn’t find my biker shorts and I didn’t know if I had permission to wear panties or not, so I went to the party at night bare under my skirt. 
The party was honestly so fun; it had such a good vibe.. There was a sushi boat & the people who were invited were super chill. I got invited to tag along to an AirBnB to get high but I opted not to as I’d already done so on Tuesday, and I wanted to obey Daddy and his “one cone a week” rule. There was also a vape being passed around; I’ll admit that I was mad tempted but I didn’t want to risk losing Daddy to that. Instead, I just danced a lot and had many, many shots. Initially we were just toasting w/ vodka shots, but then we played some drinking games and whatnot. it was a huge party: girls outnumbered single guys massively, though the host’s older brother had a lot of his friends over (though since they’re in my sister’s year, they’re kinda like “out of bounds” as they see me as a little sister). All in all, I had like 13 shots & started to feel really, really clingy for my Daddy. Like insanely needy. I spammed him loads, and when he replied to me, drunk me kinda forgot about his living situation so I tried to call him because I just wanted to hear his voice so badly. He sent me a video snap telling me that he loved me though, and I think that made my night. Daddy ordered me to get off my phone & go enjoy myself with my friends, but all I wanted to do was talk to him. I’m very honest when I’m drunk; I guess I lose my filter.. So I kept asking him for reassurance that he truly saw a future with me/ that I still made him happy, to which he told me to trust him. Tbh, recently I’ve started feeling like I can’t even see a future for myself. So knowing that he sees a future with me gives me hope to keep holding on for something. I thought about this a lot while I was drunk.. I would never ever harm myself or take my own life if Daddy left me, I know I wouldn’t. But I recently realised that there’s not a lot that I think is worth living for. At this point, I’m pretty much alive just because I don’t want to hurt my parents. And before Daddy texted me, though I was having fun w/ friends, I was having some pretty dark thoughts I’ll admit. They had nothing to do with him; more like me just realising that sometimes, I don’t really want to be alive. At the time, being drunk & all, it hadn’t occurred to me that if I took my own life, I’d be taking myself from him as well. As I write this sober, I feel so selfish for thinking about taking Daddy’s property away from him - so I know I wouldn’t. He’s kinda like my beacon in the dark; when I’m lost in my own thoughts, his presence makes everything better. As I always tell him, he’s like my painkiller. I just hope the effect he has on me doesn’t wear off because he really does lift all the dark thoughts away & make my life so much better. 
Anyway, after texting him for a bit, my spirits were massively boosted & I felt mad horny (especially after seeing Daddy’s face). I sexted him a little bit, and tried to tease him a little bit in the bathroom mirror while I was peeing. That’s when Daddy told me he wanted to take advantage of me, and asked me to go suck a cock for him. I tried my best to: my sister’s friends were out of bounds, so were the taken guys.. A large group of guys had also left the party briefly to go get high (as the host said no smoking green on her property) so there really only were two potential targets. The Korean dude is pretty much asexual; like all his friends say that & he’s once told me that he has a right hand for a reason lol. So I tried for the Columbian guy. We ended up in the bathroom & he was leaning against me - I don’t think he was drunk but he was a bit stoned from a marijuana juice vape. I asked him if I could suck his cock but he wanted to make out first. I tried my best to divert him away from that & just let me get to business, but he kept pushing me against the wall and trying to kiss me. Eventually I just said nevermind & he let me leave; idk if Daddy wanted me to kiss him to get the cock sucking video but I didn’t want to incase Daddy didn’t approve of that. By then it was 11pm; my ride was coming in about a half hour. Thankfully, the group of guys had returned & among them was a Kiwi guy that I know has eyes for me. He came over to sit near me & chat, and we spoke for about 15mins before I asked if he wanted to go into the bathroom: which he did. There, he kinda felt me up a little bit while we talked some more & then I asked him if I could suck his cock. He was a bit curious when I asked him if he could record me doing it on MY phone and not his. I didn’t even end up getting to do it because my friend texted me saying her mum had arrived to take us home. I did snap a selfie w/ him while in the bathroom to show Daddy as proof that I’d tried though. Tbh, the Kiwi guy is super nice - he’s headboy for my school & all, and we get along quite a bit but the whole time we were in the bathroom, all I could think about was Daddy. Like I knew that I was only there because I wanted to complete Daddy’s task: nothing more. I was wet, but for Daddy and due to thoughts of Daddy. I felt a bit disappointed that I wasn’t able to complete his task, but Daddy reassured me that it was okay & that at least I had tried to obey him.
On the carride back, one of my exes (who I’m on good terms with, we just had a very physical relationship on & off for a couple months) hit me up saying that he was at another friend’s party and that I should pop over while I’m out. I had to say no because my parents were expecting me back by midnight, but I felt so upset at the time (being drunk and all) having to say no because I know that I could’ve sucked his cock on video easily for Daddy. I just felt so upset that I couldn’t complete his task. But upon telling Daddy that, he insisted that it was okay and that the task was voided - and I instantly felt better. 
When I got back, Daddy told me he wanted to use me (yay hehe) & gave me a task to do. I basically had to video myself for 30mins fucking my pussy & asshole, and cum repeatedly to soak my bed for him. I was so eager for this task and within the first 3 minutes already came. But after that orgasm, I felt so nauseous and ended up throwing up in the bathroom. Looking back, I’m annoyed at myself because I could’ve cum so many times!! But I’m glad I managed to get a short slutty video for Daddy; it really was a great orgasm, which I had to the thought of my Daddy. It’s always him. And I like it that way. I truly have realised that ever since I’ve submitted to him, no one else can turn me on. It’s like he owns my libido too. I have no complaints about that though. I am his. 
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spellboundinks · 7 years
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National Day of Writing
So I managed to find time to write for national day of writing! For anyone who hasn’t seen the posts going around its basically a challenge for October 20th to write non-stop for 30min and to post your result! You can edit if you like, not everyone is comfortable posting work that’s unedited and that’s ok! Just tag it - ndow challenge - so that disgruntledturtle can find it!
I didn’t edit mine afterwards though I changed a couple sentences and words as I wrote. I went a couple minutes over just cuz I got interrupted by the phone but I got 550 words in! So here’s my work, it is horror for Halloween so if you’re not a fan of gore or injury or evil creatures that lurk in the night maybe skip this! Please tell me if it creeps you out or scares you! I’m trying to branch into horror and would love love love feedback!
I was dragged out of bed by something with long cold fingers and no discernible body. Thrashing, I reached out for anything to ground me. My fingers clawed at the floorboards and I braced myself for impact as my body slid uncontrollably fast towards the stairs. Each step dug its way into my back as I tumbled down.
The creature never lost its grip on me. It took me out into the cold, allowing the icy path to cut into the skin of my arms and cheeks. “Stop.” My voice wavered from panic and the drop in temperature. “Please. Please.”
Sharp nails dug into me, and blood painted the snow scarlet. I squirmed, feeling the sting of pain travel up my limbs.
The woods were coming up fast ahead. I screamed and threw a stick where I expected the body to be. For a moment I was no longer being dragged. It could have been dead, but it wasn’t. The creature released my legs and I felt the same bony fingers clench around my neck. A choking sound escaped my throat and the pressure of it’s hold only increased. Black spots began to dot my vision and then I was being towed away again. The air from my lungs escaped like smoke into the winter night.
I was shivering, and red stains were smeared across my body; I had been pulled through my own wet pool of blood. My body’s struggle ended. I lay still, nothing but a plank of wood. It didn’t make it harder. The creature’s speed grew faster and low branches of shrubbery caught in my hair. I was yanked forward harder and untangled again.
I felt the water before I saw it. The fluid flooded my cuts and a scream tour through me before the pain registered. It soaked through my clothes and weighed me down. Hands clenched a bundle of my hair and forced me under.
Instinct pushed me upwards. I choked out a bit of water before I was brought below again. The hands released me. My arms swung wildly, pushing a path through the pond to reach the surface. I hit something hard. Looking up, sheets of ice began to formulate from one shore to the other.
With my heart hammering in my lungs, I frantically swatted water aside. But the cold was immobilizing. I lost energy fast and sunk even faster. My lungs burned with fury and pond water.
I couldn’t see the surface.
A hand reached out and tugged on my arm. It felt the same as the other’s but smaller. Another tugged at my bottom lip, it’s skeletal finger reaching inside my mouth and poking against my front teeth. I squirmed and whimpered and more water spilled down my trachea.
More hands gripped and pulled and scratched at me. Tiny hands, with tiny fingers.
Teeth ripped into my thighs and bit off the ends of my fingers. I kicked and pulled away numb all over.
I lost all feeling in my left arm and sight in one of my eyes.
Something whispered close and quiet in my ear, “thank you for a most gracious feast.” Then the hand that belonged to the creature that brought me here gripped me one more time, and I felt strong jaws around my neck.
Thanks for reading! Thanks disgruntledturtle this challenge was really fun!
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deputymcnuggets · 6 years
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You asked for it, buddy. Numbers 1-47 ;)
omgggggggggggggggggg andy wtf i did not read that part, I am a simple man I see questions that can get me inboxes and I reblog!!!!!I DID NEED SOMETHIN TO DO THO SO HERE GOES NOTHIN1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?I have one @fuckityfuckyou!!!!!2.When did your last hug take place?Last night I go to friends birthday and hug peopleeee3.Are you a jealous person?Lilllll bit it sorta comes with the anxiety4.Are you tired right now?I ammm, got up super early yesterday and waited in line 3 hours to get a photo with santa and haven’t been sleeping well in general!!5.Do you chew on your straws?Fidgeting to deal with stress is my jam so I totally do6.Have you ever been called a tease?Yeppp7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?Yaaa I have several sleeping disorders, my “record” is ~5 days. People like to brag about how long they stay awake and how little sleep they get but it is really not healthy or enjoyable.8.Do you cry easily?I’m a pretty emotional person so yeah I do9.What should you be doing right now?Chillin just like I am!!10.Are you a heavy sleeper?I ammmm I sleep through fire engines coming to our neighbors house11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?Well my longest relationship was ~4 years so ya!12.Are you mad at someone right now?Not really I ain’t got room in me HEART FOR HAtRED AND MADNESS13.Do you believe in love?Absolutely!14.What makes you laugh no matter what?That british fkn game show called Countdown15.Who was the last person you talked [email protected] you get butterflies around the person you like?Well we aren’t together in person but I do when I talk to her!!! She makes my heart warm and my stomach flutterrryyyy with emotion17.Will you get married?Quite possibly, it isn’t important to me in the sense that I don’t feel a NEED to be married to prove my love or anything like that, but it would be nice.18.When was the last time you smiled?Couple min ago!!!19.Does anyone like you?Yaaa a couple people20.Do you secretly like someone?It sure ain’t a secret so no!!!21.Who was the first person you talked to today?@fuckityfuckyou you’re gonna get tagged in this a lot lmao22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?@fuckityfuckyou speak of the devil23.What are you NOT looking forward to?Committing to studying something for a lengthy period of time24.What ARE you looking forward to?Having @fuckityfuckyou stay with me in Jan25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?Yaaaa 3 people this year actually26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?Be happy that she moved on and found someone that she cares about27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?Not “planning on” but it would be nice28.Are you a forgiving person?My therapist tells me I have an incredible ability to forgive people even after they incredibly fuck with me lmao29.How many TRUE friends do you have?Really really good friends? Probably ~530.Do you fall for people easily?Not really I’m relatively picky and have certain things that need to be met in order for it to happen31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?Nope32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?Fudge chocolate33.Who was the last person you drove with?My mate Lawrence and I just went to coles like 30min ago34.How late did you stay up last night and why?Errr til like 2, went to a party, came home, played games and chatted to people and shit35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?Not right now, no36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?Myself37.Can you live a day without TV?I can’t even remember the last time I watched TV38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?20min ago when I went to have a bath and no hot water left!!!!39.Three names you go by..Jack, dep, nugs40.Are you currently in a relationship?I am!!! Gonna stop tagging you now already done it enough!!!! :p41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?Does Up count as romance? I love that movie42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?Not A SPECIFIC person that is their only soul mate, no. But everyone does at least have one person that could qualify as a soul mate.43.What’s your current problem?A lack of a certain person, and hot water for my bath44.Have you ever had your heart broken?Yes45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?I did that shit for 4 fuckin years then we broke up and my next one was the exact same. Could write essays on this shit. They definitely can work. It’s really not easy though.46.How many kids do you want to have?Ehhh I flip flop between wanting kids and not wanting them47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?I haveeee, struggled with that recently actually!!!THAT WAS A LOT OF QUESTIONS SO I DIDNT GO VERY IN DEPTH!!!!But thanks Andy hahaha
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20 facts about me
I’m still not catching up with tags but I decided to do this one because I was tagged almost a month ago, and also I actually remember who tagged me XD
So thank you so much for tagging me @aida-gon and sorry it took so long to do.
I’m going to try to make these as random and fun as possible. We’ll see how it goes. (Update: not well. It just deleted my first 8 points)
I’m the oldest of three kids
My favourite subject in school has always been maths
I hate when people ask me where I want to study cuz it always ensures me and my dad get into a massive fight and the person who asks seriously regrets asking
I have a baby rabbit and I love her to death
People tell me I’m a lot like my mum personality wise but that I look like my dad
People also tell me I’m my dad’s favourite
When I was around 9 or 10 I was convinced I was adopted
I’m one of those people who has a lot of crushes. Like I constantly have a crush on someone, though sometimes it’s the same guy I’ve had a crush on for a year or sometimes it’s a crush that ends in a day
I have way too much friendship drama which I don’t have the energy for
I am nervous/freaking out 24/7
My best friend moved over the summer and I miss her so much it physically hurts. We call each other around 3 times a week at least but… I miss her
I have never been to a concert but I have tickets for 2 different Ed Sheeran concerts next summer!!!
Ed Sheeran is my favourite artist and has been since I was 11
I actually started reading CoB and properly listened to Ed Sheeran for the first time on the same day
Panic! At the disco is also amazing because have you heard Brandon’s voice!!!
I once went to 4 different continents in 2 or 3 months (New York, Belgium/Germany (of course I was in Poland too but I’m only counting holidays), Malaysia and Singapore, and Tanzania
I have this one OC who’s story it is my dream to write. She’s lived in my head for 4 years and I promise one day you’ll be able to read her story in a book. @ladyofroses and since yesterday @alexandraherondaleblackthorn are the only ones who know quite a bit about this
I don’t know what I want to do in the future, but preferably something with maths, while I work on writing in my spare time… the older I get the less realistic it sounds but writing is my dream and I’m not going to give that up just yet.
I love musicals sooooo much. I originally made a tumblr because of Hamilton, and my latest obsession is School of Rock, which I saw in London this summer
It’s 30mins after I originally wrote I was supposed to clean out my rabbits cage and I still haven’t… so I’m gonna go do that now
I loved this tag!!! Of course now that I finished I realise I forgot to mention shows which i said I would do…. but if you want to hear about my favourite shows or anything else just send me an ask because this tag has already taken long enough XD
I tag @alexandraherondaleblackthorn @lvdy-midnight @ladyofroses @blackthorn-twins @sania0810 @amberblackthorn @heronstqirs @kiaaan @livvyswifi @annalightwoodthequeen
I’m sorry if you’ve already done it!
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cognizantlyalive · 5 years
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i made tiramisu today- it was initially stressful because my first attempt at whipping the heavy cream with the handmixer curdled the cream. it became a lumpy mess that had to be thrown out despite my attempts to salvage it by adding in the remainder of the fresh cream, chilling the bowl and the whisk, and whisking it by hands. my valiant attempts had come to nought, and it was a $10 down the drain. sadly. 
i had to rope in the help of my bro and mum to procure more heavy cream for my second attempt. it was pretty stressful, knowing that another failure meant almost no chance of getting more cream (another trip to the cold storage would have received unlikely acceptance from my mum), and the price tag of another $10, on top of the $20 wasted. ok so i had to make this work. i watched multiple youtube videos, stuck my whisk in the freezer, made more ice for an ice bath, chilled a new metal bowl, and waited for the fresh cream to arrive. then i enlisted the help of my maid with the whisking by hand, since it was utterly arduous manual labour. i wasn't confident it would work, seeing the cream barely thicken after 3 minutes (the videos said 2minutes of whisking by hand would suffice). finally, after about 6 minutes, everything came together and the peaks were successfully formed. 
once done, i scrambled to assemble the tiramisu, anxious that the cream would deflate or that something else wrong might happen. thank goodness everything went well and i managed to complete the tiramisu successfully! hehe. it turned out legit-looking as well. 
finally, after what was 3 hours, we were done with the tiramisu. thanks to the help of my maid, my mum and my bro. in my complacency i actually thought it would take 30min but i guess we can never foresee life’s detours, and honestly the unfamiliarity with the recipe does slowdown my progress. 
we then all sat down to a fulfilling dinner, and i was happy to have great conversations with my fam and hearty food. only they- my bro n sis- relate to my brand of humour LOL. tends to be part imaginative, part snarky/ sarcastic and sometimes dry. we had wine and turkey and fantastic satay and sautéed vegetables with a side of beehoon. there was more than enough to go around. later we ate tang yuan with beancurd too cos it was apparently tuan yuan day or smth. perfect. 
after dinner, i went back to my room to buy christmas presents for marisa and lina, and rush out writing my cards for everyone. when i passed out the presents to my bro, first, then to my dad, my mum, my sis and maid, i was astonished at how happy they were and so glad they were appreciative of all the presents and said it was thoughtful and they would use it hehe. first my bro was stunned and surprised that i would have thought of hand cream for the winters, both of us knowing he wouldn't buy it. then my dad was overjoyed with the nike cap i got him, saying he would definitely use it. lol. and my mum opened her present later, but came to me and said that omg you know i have been using the aromatherapy pillow sprays to sleep every night since you got me, and i rly need it to sleep better now lol. so yep my sis liked her present too! which was a charm from pandora. 
anyhow, family is forever and I'm so glad and thankful for them by my side, and so thankful to see them so happy too!! to give is indeed better than to receive :D my heart is full. and of cos they have been giving so faithfully and selflessly to me all along- my bro by giving in to me with the toilet, my mum by buying me food even tho its out of her way, my dad in always providing for me and bringing me on trips, my sis for helping me with interviews, and life advice, and my maid for always helping me.honestly they've been giving me far more than i deserve and can never be thankful enough for. 
the end. i never even bothered using my phone today- life has just been so fulfilling hehe. 
on another note malcolm met me ytd! i went to buy presents aft work so took the 7.45 shuttle back and as i was waiting for the shuttle, he came up from behind and walked in front of me a little and then turned around to check if it was me lol. i saw him and immediately felt overjoyed- wasn't expecting to see him and was hoping to see him in the morning actually, which didn't happen. anyway, he asked me how my phuket trip was and we immediately launched into conversation. oh yes he also was very v gentlemanly and asked if i needed help with my bags and if i wanted him to carry it for me. so i gave him one but he said just pass him everything so i did hehehehe lol. he's the best rly like such a nice bigger bro. anw he was telling me how he knew about the AM firm i was interviewing at and then i asked abt his brothers in london and he shared the elder one was coming back and stuff. idk it was great talking to him! so fun and interesting and i love how he is so competent and knows all his stuff hehe. he’s rly a great older bro to have... he was telling me some career advice also, as usual. he’s rly so helpful and kind. then later we talked briefly abt his upcoming nz trip before the bus reached our condo then we had to part. will see him again next year i guess!
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fujoshi-pride-blog · 7 years
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92 Truths
So i was tagged, thanks to @notime-left XP
Rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, tag a lot of people, 25 to be exact!
OK. Here I go ^^
LAST:
drink: coffee
phone call: baby brother
text message: twitter friends
song i listened to: Samurai Heart- SPYAIR
time you cried: last week
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice: No!                                                                            7. been cheated on: yes          8. kissed some one and regretted it: Ya..                         9. lost someone special: childhood friend           10. been depressed: occasionally throughout the year ~               11. gotten drunk and thrown up: unfortunately, too often
LIST 3 FAV COLORS:
12. Pink                                                                                                                 13. Blue                                                                                                             14. Green                                                                                                             
IN THE LAST YEAR YOU HAVE:
15. made new friends: Yes!        16. fallen out of love: nahh                                           17. laughed until you cried: watching anime XD                     18. found out someone was talking about you: because im too awesome lol jks 19. met someone who changed you: a weed dealer                                               20. found out who your true friends are: not too sure~                         21. kissed someone on your facebook list: NO
GENERAL:
22. how many facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them                 23. Pets?: im allergic to animal’s fur TT                                     24. Change Your Name?: never                                           25. what did you do for your last bday? smoked weed and went to buffet!   26. what time did you wake up: 12pm for class                           27. what were you doing at midnight?: reading yaoi fanfics       28. name something you cannot wait for: free food                                               29. what did you last see your mom? half a year ago                                     30. one thing you could change about your life: i want to be more outgoing 31. what are you listening to right now?: The Haunting-Let It Go                           32. ever talked to someone named tom? 707′s friend lol         33. something that is getting on your nerves: editing blog HTML 34. most visited website: pinterest, tumblr & twitter                                               35. elementary? no.1 academic elementary of Bangkok lol                     36. high school: 3 high schools,                                37. college: my final year                                                       38. hair color: black!! just complete black!! (i never dyed my hair XD) 39. long or short: long           40. crush on someone? hmmm... Yamazaki Sousuke & Akaashi Keiji <3           41. what do you like about yourself: im organised! lol                         42. piercings: 6 piercings on right ear and 1 on left (how balanced? XD)               44. nickname: short, penguin, grandcru                 45. relationship status: in a relationship                                                         46. zodiac sign: Gemini                                                                                       47. Prounouns: she/her                                                                                       48. fav tv shows: desperate housewives, friends, modern family     49. tattoos: eye brows ( and retouch twice yearly)                                         50. right handed or left? Right
FIRST:
51. surgery: never, hope not                                                                          52. piercing: ears                                                                                                 53. bestie: a friend from my highschool, she lived just across the hall                   54. sport: yoga, swimming, running                                                                       55. vacation: Hong kong, i was still learning how to speck                                     56. pair of trainers: i really dont remember!                             
RIGHT NOW:
57. eating: sushi from university’s canteen                                                             58. drinking: water                                                                                                   59. i’m about to: go home                                                                  60. listening to: haikyuu opening lol                                                                       61. waiting for: this class to end                                                               63. get married: Yes~ ><                                                                                    64. career: Financial Analyst / Stock Broker                                                                               
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. hugs or kisses: HUGS                                                             66. lips or eyes: EYES                                                            67. shorter or taller: just not shorter than me                                                         68. older or younger: age is just number~                                          70. arms or stomach: ARMS                              71. sensitive or loud: mix of both proportionately                                  72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship                                          73. troublemaker or hesistant: mix of both~
HAVE YOU EVER
74. kissed a stranger: yea.                                                                                   75. drank hard liquor: like every week lol                                                               76. lost glasses/contacs: if sunglasses count then yes~                                       77. Turned someone down: yes                                                                           78. Sex on first date: never                                                                     79. Broken someones heart: i think i had                                                               80. had your own heart broken: not really                                                   81. been arrested: no                                                       83. fallen for a friend: yup! my current boyfriend XD                                                          
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. yourself? yes i do!                                                      85. miracles? yes                                                                                                 86. love at first sight? not really, i’ve never experienced it before                           87. santa clause: oh.. that weirdo stalker who jump into ppl’s chimney?               88. kiss on the first date? nah                                                                            89. Angels? yes~                                                                                                  
OTHER:
90. current besties name: Lil                                               91. eye color: brown                                                                                             92. Fav movie: Kimi no Na Wa
Finally its done!! that took a good 30mins off my class XD
Now, time to tag people ~  sorry if you’ve already done it: @sinmaquia @kozumesapplepi @dominick-pk @stay-alive-iwaoi @musicnerd08 @nmaliens @meanimes @tobeflyhaikyuu @haikyuuanon @kawaiimamiii @jun-sasa @miss-cigarettes @ttatara @fictional-serial-killer 
If you plan on doing it then good luck!! :)
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