rules: put your favourite playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs then tag ten people. no skipping!

I was tagged by @jordan-parrish thank you!! <33 i don’t have a playlist but i found my itunes folder from 1000 years ago so lets see whats there! dkfgldkfjkdfg this could get embarrassing.

thru the vibe (jhon b mix) - rémare

murder on the midnight wire - bedouin soundclash

don’t do sadness/blue wind - spring awakening

do the evolution - pearl jam

under zenith - our lady peace

spend the night - she wants revenge

fu-gee-la - (sly & robbie mix)

c’mere - interpol

true reflections - dave matthews band

final conflict - ydd

also not gonna tag peeps this time im so tired but consider this an extremely rare peek into my musical history brought to you by a playlist i haven’t modified in about 2 decades :)

i think i have a lot of qualsm about how this post is worded adn how it decides to handle the subject matter its talking about. i dont knwo op at all nor their experiences but saying someone addicted to substances inherently needs help is fucking ridiculosu to me because addiction isnt like, a life wrecking issue (assuming you manage it resposnibly) nor a moral failing on the addicts part. the immediate asnwer to learning you might be addicted shuoldnt be to seek help to immediately break that addiction, the answer should be to see why you use the substance you use anf how much impact it has on your life and if thats sustainable. if youre an addict and youre happy being so like me thsi post is just a huge fucking eyeroll is all. some of us do choose to be like this forwhatever reasons we want. having a list of symptoms of addiction (lsited out with such a negative tone, another issue i take, i know addiction isnt all sunshine and rainbows bit portraying it as this scary rhing that owns your life is ... while true for some people is NOT true for all of us) is handy but this presentatuon fucking sucks i think. ig ot angrier abt this as i wrot ethis post out btw. the worst part is posting this critique of it is going to havw people go "of course you think that way, youre an addict beckett", addicts are capavle of using our brains to tuink about how we feel about our own existence adn if we WANT help or not, thank you. i dont care that im an addict becasue drugs have .? "attacked my ability to care". its because addiction isnt soemthing that hurts me because i manage it properly.

i need to know which fc is on someones banned list for sunscreen and rivalries bc thats ridiculosu

i'm not gonna say any names because i don't trust said blog won't come out of the woodwork to beef

but if you know, you know