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#this is why i despise a/g/l
shootingst4rpress · 2 years
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the reason so many modern ‘feminist’/’gay’ retellings of classic stories or mythology are shit is because no-one wants to actually engage with a work on its own terms anymore. nobody wants to actually analyse and dig into the themes of a work they just want to plaster over it with what they consider self serving and ‘trendy.’ so instead of actually ANALYSING what a myth could say about women, or gay people, or society at the time in general, it just gets rewritten again and again to say what the author wants it to say. braindead fucking culture
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jiangwanyinscatmom · 21 days
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Can you tell me why you like Lan Xichen, if that doesn't bother you?
I know why the fandom at large like him, but I disagree very hard with the "N°1 Wangxian shipper, best wingman, the only person in this cast that has eyes" thing they've got going on because all of this is directly contradicted by canon, and I'm just not a fan of blissfully ignorant characters that are fine with staying blind to the faults of others depending on how convenient it is for them.
I may be exaggerating a bit, but his "You were his only mistake" speech while advocating and protecting and giving the benefit of the doubt to Jin Guangyao made me a little bit salty, and the implications as to how he participated/supported the siege and Lan Wangji's punishment didn't really help.
I usually enjoy your takes and often agree with you, so I figured I'd ask, maybe you'd provide some insight in his character that I missed?
Hello anon,
I think part of this does simply come down to personally what type of person I myself am able to tolerate and want to see the potential of capability and being better. I do agree on with Wei Wuxian as he observes Lan Xichen's faith in Jin Guangyao, is that he unlike him was able to interact with memories of Nie Mingjue and the only reason he himself was able to believe that Jin Guangyao wasn't what he presented as. Lan Xichen isn't presented as a character to despise even in his ignorance which yes, is a factor of his one comfortable position, yet he is a kind simple man.
Simple kind men, are not meant to be politicians and should not be as they are easily manipulated. Yet the people that Wei Wuxian commends and listens to are simple, kind people. He understands very well where Lan Xichen himself comes from as a party close to Jin Guangyao and as an outside party to Wei Wuxian. They don't know each other, Wei Wuxian also is not a grudge holding person for slights against himself because they are wrong. Why would he himself care for what is not true? He knows who and what he is, whether it's liked by outsiders or not. He knows how to work with either reaction and is not sensitive to what is said about him, he also doesn't need others to take up that mantel in his stead, what he appreciates is those that trust in him as he is to support that.
Wei Wuxian also understands the casual misunderstandings perpetuated, some of which he did continue once he came back and hid for a time as Mo Xuanyu. He didn't think his unconscious love from when he was you g would reawaken, he WAS fucking around to disgust Lan Wangji to abandon him. He did not expect Lan Wangji to be caring and as loving as he was because the man hadn't so openly been anything like that in their youth.
Lan Xichen had the privilege of knowing this about Lan Wangji, hence his protectiveness and assumptions. While Wei Wuxian did not. It's a case of great misunderstanding on part of what Lan Xichen knew against what Wei Wuxian knows. As the audience we DO have a greater privilege than either of them because we get insights into both's actions and thoughts the other has no idea of. They are outside observers of the other.
Do I think Lan Xichen held a grudge towards Wei Wuxian either? No, but he was weary of Wei Wuxian's intentions to his brother given the outside view he had of them. Subconsciously yes we see that Wei Wuxian greatly loves Lan Wangji, but that is not apparent for Lan Xichen given the history he had seen. He had at one point thought a friendship with Wei Wuxian would be good for Lan Wangji who didn't ever seek companions, yet the only thing he was seeing and told was the hurt and struggle Lan Wangji struggled with. He had no investment or friendship with Wei Wuxian to think of other context.
Wei Wuxian also gets this, it is why he is terrified of the potential hurt Lan Wangji had been put through unintentionally because of himself and the assumptions of outsiders as well that influenced both of their hesitance to be open of their growing feelings, trust and love.
We all want to think of the best in those close to us. Wei Wuxian understands how that becomes so natural to the point of blinding yourself to the worst. It is what he did when it came to Jiang Cheng who continued to escalate his hate and actions towards Wei Wuxian who gave Jiang Cheng the benefit of doubt until he no longer could. And it is what Lan Xichen is faced with when it comes to the whole of Jin Guangyao's crimes exposed. Wei Wuxian was the perpetual stain and hurt for Jiang Cheng and did take the blame Jiang Cheng put upon him while reasoning with himself that Jiang Cheng had such a right and what good would it do for him to complain.
Lan Xichen trapped himself in the blindness of wanting Jin Guangyao to be reasonable in his choices in a very unfair world that condemned his class. He did know that Lan Wangji loved Wei Wuxian, he was weary of that love due to not knowing the whole. And why at the end he is disgusted, horrified, hurt in his own self snd yes embarrassed with his stubborn assumptions and blindness. He is not proud of that and what he is torn up over at the end. It's not the great tragic friendship he supposedly lost, it is his own stubbornness and ignorance he let overcome him and what he allowed to go on for too long. He is forced to see his one sided idea of Wei Wuxian was wrong, he has no hate over that, he to a point had seen Wei Wuxian as an influence for Lan Wangji to open up, yet lost his own faith in that due to his assumed biases.
He to a fault is coddling to the point of it being offensively infantilizing to Lan Wangji. Wei Wuxian understands the why of this and also is completely logical in understanding as to why Lan Xixchen thinks as such. He thinks Lan Xichen is a good man, because he is, whether we the audience like it or not in the logic of their world Wei Wuxian understands the mechanism of Lan Wangji's punishment as well and the cruelty it was for the society they are stuck in that is slow to change. Simple kind men are not made to be in a world of intricacy and conspiracy because it is more complicated than they know. Good intentions and offer of protection is dangerous when you have not been exposed to cruelty that can personally hurt you and take advantage of you when you are ignorant to the extent of the backlash.
I think this is also why Wei Wuxian in the end does respect Lan Xichen he had been there as well. He can't condemn something that he had been a part of at one point and had been taken advantage himself by multiple others.
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elvisabutler · 1 year
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i think there's still a few hours left for your gala, right?? 👁 if so, id like to request 💻 the angst prompt "no, im actually not ok," w austin.. maybe some h/c after the oscars? 🥺🙏
i don't know what i'm feeling
fandom: austin butler | elvis ( 2022 ) rating: g, t if you really squint. pairing: austin butler x gender neutral reader word count: 802 warnings: austin being sad post oscars. talk about the oscars. talk about the whale. author’s note: thank you anon and you were right i did have a few more hours when you sent this to me and was hoping someone would allow me the chance to do a hurt and comfort with this. full disclosure to everyone, i said it once before, if austin was going to lose to anyone, i did want it to be brendan because i was iffy on colin. however, i despise of the whale as a movie- and truly wish brendan had won for literally anything else. so do not take anything i have austin say as my own opinion on the movie itself. i hate it. this is for my 1k gala with the angst prompt of “no, i’m actually not ok.” and saints preserve me i'll live in my universe where i made this boy drunkenly say to his girl some nasty sexy things post oscar. also i'm not the biggest fan of this but i can't tell if that's purely because i'm in my own head about it or not. still hope you enjoy. also i didn't mess up my word count for the third time in all my gala pieces, what are you talking about.
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It's an honor to be nominated. It's an honor to be put in the same league as actors who've been in the business for decades. It's an honor to be nominated along someone who's going to grow with him in their crafts. If he was going to lose to anyone everyone had said it was going to be him or Brendan and damn if he didn't think the man deserved it. The Whale was tough to watch but it was good- it was the sort of thing that earned an actor their Oscar. He shouldn't be- He shouldn't be feeling the way he does. Bill didn't get a single award all season and Colin went from a frontrunner with him to the afterthought along with Paul.
He can't even talk about this with Barry because it was always Ke's one to lose and he wasn't going to. Maybe Angela- but hadn't hers been wrapped in the grief from losing Chadwick. He still can't believe he heard Samuel L Jackson make a noise for him of all people behind him. He should be happy, this is the start of him finally making a difference. Making his fans proud and happy for him like Elvis. Making his mom proud that all her work wasn't for nothing. Making Lisa and Priscilla proud wasn't for nothing but why does he feel as if it was in this moment. Why is his brain just telling him this is how it starts? He'll have this whirlwind of three years and then three projects back to back to back only to have nothing afterward. Angela feels him tense a little- she must have because she looks at him and squeezes his hand once again before nodding over to you.
You- you can help ease his mind, once you're in the car he'll talk to you, whisper in your ear how this was not how he thought this night would go. His eyes meet yours and you smile gently before shrugging a little. He watches your lips mouth "love you" before he focuses on the last of the awards. It's a bit of organized chaos leaving the theater and it almost seems as if there's just an Elvis line of people walking around hand in hand like a bunch of kindergarteners before Austin and you finally get into a car and you squeeze his hand. "You okay?"
If it was anyone else, if it was Baz or Liv or Catherine or Kelvin or Luke- if it was anyone he'd lie. But you deserve the truth in a way that very few people do in this circumstance. "No, I'm actually not. I- I don't even know what I'm feeling. I'm mad but I shouldn't. I was nominated for an Oscar. I used to dream about this. I almost won an Oscar!"
"You have a Golden Globe! And a BAFTA!" You remind him, your voice matching his in volume before your hand moves to cup his cheek. There's a wet bit that you brush away with your thumb. "You're allowed to feel something, Austin. It doesn't make you a bad person or take away from Brendan's win because I know you, I know we're going to go the party and you're gonna see him and he's gonna give you a big dad hug and you're gonna gush. And you're gonna bounce up and down with Ke and make sure Baz doesn't drink too much because Catherine asked you too."
The laugh that bubbles up from him is wet sounding, covered in unshed tears as he sniffles. "Forgot how I'm gonna tell Luke about Polly making me do some moves for party tricks. And how Kelvin is going to remind me to-"
"Chill out?" You finish like that's actually what Austin was going to say before he shakes his head, allowing himself to just rest his head in your hand.
"Something like that. I just thought- I let my hopes get up." Austin whispers and you frown.
"No one blames you for that, you know. I don't. Tell you what. When we get to the party, how about we just sit in the car for a little bit until you calm down. And then when we get there, we just relax. Just for a little bit until you stop hurting so much. I'll shoo away the cameras with my charm." Austin raises an eyebrow knowing that isn't always how things go with you and him.
"Yeah? No fighting that'll get us both in trouble?"
"Pinky swear." You hold out your pinky as you move to kiss Austin. "Now, how about we focus on our plans for after tonight. I believe someone promised me a vacation?"
Austin's answer is a hum before he gives you another kiss. "How do you feel about the mountains?"
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oh-hell-help-me · 11 months
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Day 15: Doomsday
What happened next was, as Bowser would put it, a big clusterfuck.
Luigi never expected to see a Paper Person again -never mind a psychopath whose fashion sense should have stayed in the 16th Century.
Ironically, that was the least of his worries when the whole world literally flipped on its axis.
“LU-!“
His stomach turned when he realized that was BOWSER, and he wants to reassure him, but-
He’s alone now.
Except-
“Now then.”
That figlio di puttana-!
“Let’s get this show started!”
Mario hadn’t expected to see the Paper version of himself again, or even Paper Peach and Bowser.
He just wishes it was under better circumstances…
“Dimentio?”
Paper Peach nods, “He’s a magician we’ve met before. We thought we’d ended his game, but…”
“The idiot seems to think HE could just waltz in and 'destroy all worlds'!” Paper Bowser seems to be angrier than usual, and it gives Mario near whiplash whenever he thinks about his calmer (nowadays, anyway), fleshy counterpart. “So we're here to finish the job!”
“But why is he here?”
Mario feels something in his stomach sink when they all share a look.
“...We think he's trying to get your Luigi.”
And just like that, Mario felt like the world was ending.
"Why?!"
"I would like to hear the answer as well."
It's a near miss when Mario lashes out, feeling too overwhelmed- where's Luigi, he needs to get to Luigi- but not enough to not recognize the familiar sight of Kamek.
To his credit, the Magikoopa barely flinches as he floats on his broom.
“Kamek?!” At least everyone else was just as surprised.
"You weren't at the throne room, but I figured I could follow the sound of your shouting." His gaze seemed to sharpen, even if his eyes were hidden by his glasses. "Why is he here? And if so-"
Wait, why is he here-
"Are his abilities great enough to overpower transportation wards?"
Mario felt sick- surely he misunderstands--
The tense atmosphere says otherwise.
oH fu- "Can you take us to the castle?!"
He barely registers the confusion and surprise of the Paper versions before there was a poof-
And find themselves in the midst of mayhem.
Bowser wasn't thinking straight, but screw anyone who faults him for it!
He didn't register the newcomers as anything other than possible threats, and Mario and Peach were pushing it as they approached HIS NEST AND KIDS-
And then a wave of calm washed over him, a blue haze rolling over his scales with familiarity-
Kamek.
The world is less overwhelming, but the 'talk' that came after threatened to have his temper override the magic.
It felt like the world was ending for Bowser. Hell, their world's doomsday is technically on a countdown, if Paper Peach was to be believed.
Dimentio… a stupid, regretful name if you ask him.
And the fact that this guy kidnapped Luigi?
That the shitty jester plans to use him- have Luigi kill millions against his will? The same Luigi who Bowser watched as he cried over a smushed butterfly?
That Luigi might be somewhere alone, scared, maybe even hurt? Especially after...?
That Luigi's scared face might be the last thing he sees-?
When he finds the damned smiley fuck-
T H E R E W O N ' T B E A N Y T H I N G L E F T T O R E G R E T.
Luigi couldn’t remember- what did he do whatdidhedo-
The- jester- Dimentio- he had this heart- it won't stop beating stopbeatingSTOPBEATING-
It hurts to think about how he BrOkE hIm is breakinghim- he can't concentrate with that DaNnAtO lAuGhTeR- hAhaHaha-
GeT OUTGETOUTGET-
"It seems you are a bit more... resilient in this dimension." He hates-DESPISES that sMiLe- "Here, let me help you~."
And then, it went dark.
And Luigi couldn't help but be glad.
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linnienin · 11 months
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👑 ⁓⁕G e o r g e ⁕ & ⁕ C h a r l o t t e⁕⁓ 👑 : ( 2 / 8 t h ⁕ a n d ⁕ 6 / 1 2 t h ⁕ h o u s e s )
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⚠ S p o i l e r ⁕ a l e r t ! ⚠
This is a retrospective, so i will dive deep into the plot and characters of the series, if you haven't seen it yet, you have been warned, read at your discretion, or save this for later once you finish the series.
D i s c l a i m e r: this is my personal interpretation and opinion, i accept critical thinking and discussions with an open-mind, but i won't tolerate rudeness, thanks
⚠ L o n g ⁕ p o s t ⚠
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Dear reader,
How are you? Hope you're feeling good ✨
This is a new type of format, i called it "Astrology retrospective"
It dives deep into some movies/series and tries to analize them through the lens of various astrological placements, to give a more tangible example of them
Hope you find this entertaining 😊
Enjoy! 👑
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⁕ T h e m e s :
George: 2/8 axis
Stubborn, opening up, vulnerability, hiding behind the finances and the stable persona, royalty
Comfortable with his 2nd house/taurus energy
Charlotte: 6/12 axis
Romantic, learn unconditional love, acts of service, sacrifice, humilty, delusions and fantasies, intuition
Comfortable with her 12th house/pisces energy
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⁕ C o l o u r ⁕ l e g e n d :
B l u e : water themes, 8th house, 12th house, scorpio themes, pisces themes
G r e e n: earth themes, 2nd house, 6th house, taurus themes, virgo themes
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⁕ M y ⁕ i n t e r p r e t a t i o n :
We understand from the beginning that Charlotte is a an emotional person, she is forced to marry a man she doesn't even know and clearly she just wants to escape this situation... quite literally ⬇
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George keeps a composed and stable persona, quite flirty too (venusian energy), and persuade her to stay and marry him
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Charlotte doesn't have much choice either and as we'll know, even though she project a strong/composed persona in public, she is actually submissive and moved by emotions
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She enters a dream space when the wedding happens, she builds expectations and delusions on how nice this new life must feel.
She is a hopeless romantic
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George however, doesn't give her the attention she deserves after the wedding and leave her alone, and he imposes on her that from that moment on they'll live in separate buildings (yeah, not even separate rooms, but two completely different locations)
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She asks for an explanation but he loses his temper and gets aggressive, so she lets this slide for now...
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The days after the wedding George never visit Charlotte, much like he has withdrawn from her life completely (both Taurus and Scorpio energy enjoy spending times alone)
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There's a lot of confusion that surrounds Charlotte's life.
She first is confused about why she's picked to be the King's wife, then she is confused by the king's behaviour, she's confused by the emotions she feels.
She is confused about how she should feel (both Pisces and Virgo get confused by emotions quite easily, the first feels them intensely but can't quite grasp them, the second tries to intellectualize them but refuse to admit they get emotional)
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She feels like an enemy, outcasted and despised by majority of the people in the castle (those people have prejudices her because of her skin tone)
And all the people keep her in the dark about what's truly going on.
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But she is analitical and smart, she starts to pick up patterns and try to decipher the bigger plan.
Days pass and she is living alone in her beautiful castle, with so much time to herself, she start to overthink.
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Until she has had enough and decide to impulsively visit the King unannounced
She has all kind of thoughts, he might has gone from one brothel to another, pleasuring himself with other women instead of his wife.
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She feels extremely hurt and undervalued.
But what the king was actually doing was studying astronomy and the sky all day for all these past days , scribbling down his calculations
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Charlotte is surprised to see he is only passionate and obsessed with his craft and she fall for this aspect of him too, deciding to study books on astronomy and sciences to impress him (Virgo nature)
However, she doesn't find the answer she was interested in getting, the king still want to keep a distance from her, and this pisses off her even more, so she just leaves and call it a day.
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But, she doesn't know the king didn't tell her all the truth (8h secretive nature)
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He is in fact sick, he cannot distinguish reality from his dream world, and he has been having episodes where he completely loses his reason to insanity.
(During the time he spent alone, isolating to go through the process of metamorphosis he was trying desperately to get better, trying the violent, sick and brutal methods of his doctor, to possibly become sane and give her the life she deserves ) He has the resiliency of Taurus/Scorpio
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Not to mention he is the King , and he had no choice in refusing this burden he didn't even want to take, and now, his sickness will only worsen everything and making him a total fool and inept.
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His doctors methods "stabilize" him for a little while and he gains confidence to show up and give Charlotte what he had denied to her all this time.
She is clearly mad with his inconsistent behaviour (she still doesn't know anything) but she starts to soften up quite easily (Pisces nature)
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George is a very romantic, intense, mysterious and passionate individual, and they both enjoy their time together (i mean, they can't take the hands off each other lmao)
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Until...he starts to trascure his doctor's appointments and has an episode of madness, revealing his nature to Charlotte
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⁓⁓⁓⁓✨ WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THIS EPISODE IS BEAUTIFUL ✨⁓⁓⁓⁓
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We can see both parties finally coming to deal with their biggest insecurities.
Charlotte deal with her fantasies, and accept the harsh truths of reality, and decides to fully sumbit herself to the crown, taking responsibilities to help the king, not only by showing acts of service towards him, but by bearing the whole weight of the crown (as we later will see, she is almost always the only one that will rule and attend events in public as the king's conditions will get only worse and he'll have to isolate completely from society)
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George has to deal with his vulnerability, his broken sense of worth, he can't hide his secret anymore, he lost control, and now has to deal with the consequences that comes from it.
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George's initial reaction is to isolate and give Charlotte the chance to leave and return home, that he'd understand it, but she decides to stay.
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Charlotte taps in her 6th house energy
George taps in his 8th house energy
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Their mutual understanding, their openness to each other, the way the bear their pain, shows how much they've grown and let themselves grow.
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I wish i could insert the whole scene, but really, if you don't want to see the whole series, i'll leave you the link to this particular scene because it's so freaking beautiful, emotional and so well done and acted
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Both George and Charlotte put aside their pride and their fears to let each other know what they truly feel despite the circumstances.
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They both reached a sense of maturity after this scene, and a beautiful testimony of unconditional love.
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Even though this is a sad story, it teaches us so much on self-acceptance, sharing and receiving and allowing ourself to in the first place.
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Faith and hope never die, the right person with the right mentality will come, we should prepare ourselves to for that moment, because it's not really the other that doesn't understand, it's us that are not letting them the chance to.
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And you've reached the end of this retrospective!
Did you enjoy reading it? ✨
I hope it gave you a better understanding on how people with prominent 2/8 and 6/12 houses' placements might behave
If you have these placements yourself i'd love to hear what you think, did you relate to the characters? Feedback is always appreciated 🥰
Wish you an amazing day ahead
Yours
Linnie 👑
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devilish-mirage · 2 years
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𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖚𝖓𝖍𝖔𝖑𝖞 𝖙𝖊𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖊
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angst ⛈️ | 🍧 fluff
sexual theme ❤️‍🔥 | ❤️‍🩹 dark theme
Others 💫
pick your chambers
Moon Knights (2022)
Addiction ⛈️🍧 | Steven G.
You realize there's something more addicting than marijuana.
Heaven ❤️‍🩹 | Jake L.
They say, "all good boys go to heaven, but bad boys bring heaven to you." and that's exactly what Jake did.
Him & I ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥 | Jake L.
In the end, the things that mattered was just you and him.
Habits ⛈️ | Marc S.
He always comes back no matter how much he act as if he hates you.
Blessing in Disguise ⛈️❤️‍🔥🍧 | Marc S.
He came back just as you expected him to do but this time he's not here to get his wound treated.
Can't Remember to Forget You 🍧 | MK boys.
No matter how long time has passed Marc can't seem to forget you and you feel the exact same thing.
Serendipity series ⛈️❤️‍🔥🍧 | MK boys.
In which you accidentally sent your nudes to your cute co-worker then things started to take a turn.
Jealousy ❤️‍🔥 | Marc S.
You love that look on his face. You must say, jealousy has never looked this good on a person until you've seen it on his face.
Lucky 🍧 | Marc S.
Marc gotta keep his hand to himself but how could he when you looked like that?
Gray 🍧 | Steven G.
The color gray reminded you of Steven but in the best way possible.
Summertime sadness 🍧⛈️ | MK boys.
It's a lovely evening and Marc decided to reminisce about the past with you.
Cute 🍧 | Steven G.
A boring night at the inventory with Steven somehow turned into a rather interesting row of events when you discovered just how easily flustered your co-worker really is.
Marc's gift box 🍧❤️‍🔥 | Marc S.
Marc had planned to spend the night with you in a wonderful romantic dinner at your favorite restaurant and you decided to gave him a pink box with a small remote inside as a present.
Layla ⛈️ | Marc S.
You've loved him for many years, and can't help but wished that you were her because she's got him mesmerized while you die.
Drabble bubble
Not so innocent ❤️‍🩹 | Jake L.
No one knows about this side of yours, well, that is until he found out.
Scrunchie 🍧 | Jake L.
Your hair is distracting you but you're glad someone has noticed it too.
Dangerous ❤️‍🩹 | MK boys.
They were captured but they looked at ease, well that's because you've got their back.
Avatar (2009/2022)
Drabble bubble
Tell me you hate me 💫 | Neteyam S.
You despise that man but why is your body betraying you?
Mira's brainrot
Moon knight's fantasy AU
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simpforbutchwomen · 9 months
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Junkerqueen NSFW Alphabet
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Sometimes there is, sometimes there isn't. Depends on how rough and messy you two get (which is most often what happens). She often falls asleep afterwards with you right up beside her, but other times she takes the time to get a shower going for the two of you.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Her favorite on herself would be a mix between her abs and arms. She loves to flaunt her strength.
On you it's most likely your tits and thighs. She gets pretty grabby.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
She's a little gross with it sometimes. Doesn't mind getting dirty at all and your lucky if she does anything more than suck it off her fingers.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Loves to be talked back too. May sound odd at first but it gets her riled up to have some defiance.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Pretty experienced. She's hooked up with plenty of girls throughout the years.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
She loves fucking you mid air. It flaunts her strength and she loves how it catches you off guard.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Pretty serious. When she has sex on her mind it's all she's focused on in that moment.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Doesn't shave. She might trim once in a while. She doesn't really see a point in doing so, why would she take time to shave off something that's just going to grow back soon anyway?
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
She can be romantic during the act, it just doesn't happen very often, unless she's really trying to impress you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
If you took a shot every time she was late for a meeting (that she scheduled) due to jacking off, you would be dead.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Knife Play, BDSM, Voyeurism
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Anywhere. Showers, bedroom, throne room, arena etc.
Depends on how risky she's feeling that day.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Seeing you wear minimal clothing. Ripped Tank top, Shorts with fishnets etc. You get the gist. Drives her wild.
That and seeing you get riled up.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
You being on top, she can't get into it. She's the one in control and makes it known. She despises the loss of control.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Extremely good at oral. Typically she's the one giving but she's not afraid to shove your face down there.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Rough to a T. Sometimes she doesn't intend to be, but she's so used to it at this point. She has a difficult time going gentle, at least for a long period of time.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
If by Quickie you mean her dragging you into the bathroom and finger fucking you whenever she gets the urge, then yes she likes them. She prefers long drawn out sessions but dies for the look of shock and embarrassment on your face when she drags you away out of the blue.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
This woman is a giant walking risk. She will try almost anything once.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
She can go for a long time. A long time. They can last anywhere from an hour to 5 or longer if she's got a lot she want's to try out.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Straps, lots of them. Has a wand vibrator, as well as a bullet vibe. Also has a surprising about of bdsm gear.
She has only used the vibes on herself, you won't touch her with a 10 foot pole with anything else.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
She loves teasing you, especially in public. Under no circumstances will she enjoy you teasing her though (ends in anger sex >:) )
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
She talks a lot during sex, and she can get pretty loud. She has self restraint when she knows people are near by though.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Get's turned on by you dressing like her, or wearing her clothes. That's a big one.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Exactly what you would expect. Muscle Mommy incoming.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
It has its high's and low's. When she wants it she needs it, when she doesn't she doesn't even really think about it. It hits her very suddenly.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Due to her stubbornness with constantly being the one in control, it involves a lot of exercise and tuckers her out easily. She will sleep like a fucking rock afterwards most times.
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ciaossu-imagines · 1 year
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Going into this fandom prompt for a fandom brand new to this blog! I've recently finished every episode of this show and it is my new love, Welcome to Demon School! Iruma-kun! I'm hoping to see requests for this one quite a bit, along with ones for the other fandoms!
Send me a letter and I’ll tell you which character…
A: Is most attractive (to me): This isn’t going to surprise anyone, bet you anything, but it’s definitely Balam!
B: Gets bored the fastest: This is definitely Ronove! The second that things stop revolving around him, he gets bored and acts out a bit.
C: Is the most open to cuddling: It’s actually been shown that Balam really does express a lot of his care and affection towards others through physical touch so I really feel that cuddles would be part and parcel of being around him.
D: Fears death the most: I feel like Allocer does fear death a lot. It’s not the dying that worries him, the pain of it…it’s all the things he hasn’t learned yet along with the fear of the unknown, of what truly comes after death.
E: Is the most emotive: Clara can’t hide her emotions and, honestly, she doesn’t even think to. It was never taught to her that she should do so. Her emotions show so clearly on her face and she’s usually quite up front and honest about everything. Even if she’s trying to keep something to herself, on those rare occasions she does, her behaviour while being ‘secretive’ will be such a huge tip-off to those around her that they’ll know something is going on.
F: Is my favourite: As with every other fandom I’ve ever gotten into, I don’t really have a favourite! There’s so many great characters and there’s really none that I absolutely despise. My attention and current love for them does fluctuate but generally, no favourites.
G: Has the greenest thumb: No brainer. It’s Suzy. Canonically and for me, it can’t be anyone else.
H: trusts their horoscope the most: Though it would surprise most who know her, I really feel like Ameri takes her horoscope seriously and reads it every day. She’d be too embarrassed to admit it, but she does.
I: Tends to idolize people they shouldn’t: It’s not all the time, because there are some people he looks up to or finds inspiration in that are really good role models, but Sabro can be quite naively trusting of people, especially if they manage to get close to him or impress him in any way.
J: Tells the most dad jokes: Robin has a bad habit of doing this and it’s part of why a lot of the other teachers hate long conversations with him.
K: Is the most skilled in the kitchen: Opera is, of course, the obvious answer, but I’d also like to add in my headcanon that Elizabetta is also a really good cook, but only if she’s cooking for someone she really loves. She tends to really focus on it and try her hardest then.
L: Lies the most: General Furfur lies like most people breathe. It just comes incredibly naturally to him and it’s really hard for most people to distinguish the lies from the truth. In fact, sometimes it’s hard for even him to do so.
M: Is the biggest memer: I just have this strong feeling that Dali would be. Oh god, he’d love the weirdest, stupidest memes too and would spam people with them just to be an annoying little bugger because he would find that hilarious.
N: Needs way more attention from me: Azz, probably. I don’t write about him or really think about him as much as some other characters, especially considering how big a part of the show and how popular he is.
O: Has the most OCs of their own: Not so much OC’s but I feel like Purson, throughout his life, has constructed so many imaginary friends, right down to minute details.
P: Is the purest, most perfect cinnamon roll: It’s Iruma, let’s not kid ourselves. Even in his Evil cycle, the boy was too sweet. He’s just genuinely a good person with this huge heart.
Q: Is the quickest to judge others: Blushenko suffers from this. After all the disappointments she’d had, she became quick to judge and give up on people. It’s something she’s slowly fixing following becoming Iruma’s tutor but it’s still a problem she’ll always suffer from to some degree.
R: Feels the most detached from reality: I think this one would be Purson again, really just because of how he’s had to live and because of what he can do. He’s generally very detached from people and the day-to-day reality of his classmates, not because he wants to be, but it can make him feel very untethered from reality at times.
S: Has the strongest spirit: I can’t pick just one character here. There are very few of them that don’t have strong spirits when it comes to their personal ambitions and wouldn’t put in the hard work to get what they want.
T: Is the most terrifying: There’s reasons people don’t want to piss off Sullivan, let’s just put it that way.
U: Is the most unapologetic for the way they live their life: Repeat answer but I don’t really care. Honestly, Sullivan…and a bonus answer of Delkira…completely do not give two flying fucks what anyone thinks of how they want to live and do what they want unapologetically.
V: Is the best at video games: Is it going to be surprising that I put Lied here? Games are this boy’s thing!
W: Watches the most anime: I have a feeling that Kamui watches a lot…like, A LOT, of harem animes.
X: Is the most xenial towards complete strangers: I’m going to say Kalego. It’s not so much being xenial as just that he doesn’t want to be bothered with them and would like them to go the fuck away and leave him alone.
Y: Yells the most: Morax…please excuse him, his hearing is going somewhat.
Z: Gets the most overzealous over something others wouldn’t expect: While it’s used mostly for pictures of Iruma, Eiko really did get super into photography. When it comes to angles, lighting, camera models, all of that, she can get super passionate about the topic and has very strong opinions on the subject.
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viscountessevie · 1 year
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Okay so Betsy Beers' comment has really bugged me last night again out of the blue for some reason and here's what was said for context:
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(Ignore the bits abt Shonda comparing Austen and HR/JQ because WILDLY different genres and vibes and also not what this post is about)
I just had to make this post now that I'm more awake:
It's no secret I had a hard time in film school - I've made references to it here and there and all my mutuals-friends know the full extent of it.
Basically film school kind of broke me, especially the boys. It truly reflected what's it like in the industry. Like yes it's slowly changing out there but at the heart of it, started as a Boys' Club and on some level for a l o n g time will be a Boys' Club
Just the tone of how Betsy was putting down the romance genre in the book left such a vile taste in my mouth.
The way she's said "I thought you hit your head" which is SO dismissive AF of Shonda's excitement for JQ (I say JQ and not HR cos Girlie has admitted to not picking another HR book at the time hopefully that has changed since developing the QC show). And ofc what she thinks is the "Cool Girl" response to say "I haven't touched a romance novel since I was a teen" like Okay you didn't have admit that so freely AS THE HIGHEST RANKING EXEC of a ROMANCE SHOW! Like the men around you aren't going to respect you even more for rejecting the romance genre, Betsy. You aren't the Cool Girl in the Boys' Club 🙄 It just makes you look like a bad exec of a romance show you're heading.
Also I emphasised on highest ranking exec because other than the showrunners, these two call the shots and have final say on everything at the end of the day. Alot of the storylines and how it's portrayed falls squarely on them along with Tom Verica (also another high ranking EP and director), CVD in S1 and 2 and eventually Jess Brownwell in S3. Which is why this convo is so deeply troubling as the two heads of a HR show - they truly do not understand ithe genre AT ALL and in Betsy's case she seems to hate it.
It hit me last night that I deeply despised the way she said these two things above, because it's hella misogynistic and reminded me of some of the shit said to me in film school.
So while I hate and regret that film school did a number on me, I will never regret not changing to fit them and becoming like one of these women who has to put down a whole genre like Romance just to fit in with the "Boys' Club" like FUCK THAT!
Anywas everyone fuck people like this and Embrace Romcoms, HR, and Romance babeyyy - they are great and feel good! Just because they are happy and traditionally female led and beloved, doesn't make it less meaningful or lesser of a genre compared more masc genres!!
(Also I'm not saying everyone has to love the Romance genre, just don't fucking shit on people who do love it or treat Romance as less than compared to Action or gratuitous male artsy cinema genres!!)
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miniimapp · 1 year
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A-Z Fluff (Aaron T Edition)
Gen ;; Fluff - Alphabet Headcanons
Warnings ;; no
Proofread + Edited ;; also no
Auth. Note ;; WELCOME TO DAY 20 OF THE 4*TOWN CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN !! ONE MORE SLEEP !!
Due to the missed days I will be posting a bunch tomorrow,, consider that my gift to you all lmao
Enjoy !! <3
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A = Activities (What kind of things do you do?)
Your first together can range from T wanting to climb a mountain and settling for a hike to staying in and playing video games. It'll have to be something engaging though or T may just zone out real hard lmao
B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)
T loves the idea of a big family,, like an impossibly large family and he definitely wants to try adoption or fostering of some kind
C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?)
Like a koala to a tree,, somehow all limbs become involved and he will cling to you and not let go until he feels like it
D = Dates (What are dates with them like?)
Most likely chaotic,, you know if its running smoothly there was interference from the boy's or you planned the date lmao
The chaos is charming though..
E = Everything (You are my ____ (e.g. my life, my world)
You are his soul mate,, you perfectly complement him
F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?)
There isn't a time T can pinpoint where he realised he was in love with you,, he just knew.. T likes to say he didn't fall in love but instead took your hand and you walked into love together
G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?)
Ish.. there's energy in everything T does,, even his calm is like an energetic calm if that makes sense and so is his gentle.. energetically gentle or smthn idk
H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?)
T likes to squeeze you hand and rub his thumb over the back of it. He'll squeeze it every now and then almost as if to reassure himself you didn't disappear
I = Injury (How would they react if you got hurt?)
Massive freak out,, lots of flapping,, tons of frantic, nervous energy.. he will require another member, prolly Jesse, to help him out
J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)
Eh,, not really.. T gets huffy if he feels like you're not giving him enough attention and may start acting p obnoxious in an attempt to get it but he's never really jealous of the people or your relation to them
K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?)
With his whole being :DD
Your first kiss was definitely initiated by you,, like he was trying but accidentally got himself caught up in a ramble so you took the reigns and made your move
L = Love (Who says I love you first?)
You again,, similar situation actually.. he's rambling on, trying his best to just spite out the words but somehow gets himself into a speech about your eyes and you just blurt it for him
M = Memory (What's their favourite memory together?)
His favourite memory is playing uno with you and the boys.. you had no idea what you were getting yourself into and T had so much fun causing chaos
Yall went round the group TWICE with plus 2's before they all ended up on poor Z,, my guy drew 24 fucking cards in one go..
N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)
Tbh T isn't really a material girlie,, his mind is more on spending time than giving gifts gifts he might not really think to get you anything unless you directly ask for it
Exceptions are made for your birthday and Christmas, maybe valentines day and any other gift giving holiday you tell him that you celebrate (again you have to let the guy know lmao) and he will be begging Jesse for help even though he knows you better
O = Orange (What colour reminds them of their other half?)
Not really applicable tbh,, no colour really make shim think of you.. at best maybe red but only because of roses and valentines and all that lmao
P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?)
T despises non-ironic pet names they make him feel icky,, catch him calling you the most out of pocket shit for jokes and only jokes
"How are you today, my little napkin corner?"
Q = Questions (What are the questions they’re always asking?)
"How are you?"
"Is ____ technically a sandwich?"
R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)
Play video games or watch a movie with you and maybe the boys if they're around,, he loves big groups
S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?)
For someone,, else he'll crack jokes to try and ease the tensions and take their mind of whatever they're experiencing..
For himself,, T wants to be alone in a quite place to sort out his thoughts and feelings so he doesn't lash out at anyone or anything (he never would but he's scared one day he might)
T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?)
Anything and everything,, the sky is literally the limit and he will start a debate about what counts as the sky and where it ends if you ever say that phrase
U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?)
Hear me out,, putting popping candy in his mouth, closing his eyes and just experiencing it.. he lives the tingly feeling and it somehow helps him relax
W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?)
For some reason I get the feeling I've done this before.. oh wait..
Find the fully-written T proposal here
X = Xylophone (What's their song?)
Grace Kelly - MIKA,, no explanation necessary
Y = Yearning (How well do they cope when they’re separated from their S/O?)
T does fine,, he saves all his clingy energy for facetime calls with his partner.. man he loves those lmao
Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?)
A reptile of some sort,, maybe a gecko or a lizard
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some random ass headcanons i have of the TADC characters
JAX:
-favorite video is this (warning: mature and uncensored lyrics). he holds the woodstock 1999 performance of Everybody Rize (and the song itself) deep inside his heart, enough for his physical record of the video to appear along with him, on his room. due to the special treatment he gives to the song, he will ONLY (and i mean O N L Y) show this record to his closest friends (when Caine is not recording any episode), so please don't expect him to show you right away his softer juggalo side.
-is asexual and aromantic (i need to project on the characters somehow /hj)
-also holds ICP's What is A Juggalo? song deep inside his heart. in fact, when he's bored and Caine's not around he will quietly sing the song and also hum it. he will probably get highly pissy if you tell him his cover sucks.
-knew Zooble before they got inside the circus. they used to make song covers of ICP and Twiztid because Zooble was a huge rock fan and Jax is a rap fan in denial, and that's why Zooble doesn't really mind it when Jax starts singing What Is A Juggalo? out of nowhere.
-still does song covers, but by himself. the reason is because he doesn't want to let the rest of the gang know he's personal friends with Zooble, as he kinda just assimilated into the "I'm a prankster jokester who bullies his friends every darn day" role
ZOOBLE:
-loves Maretu and Twiztid... its incredible. in fact, if they had a DNI/ATI/OTI criteria they'd probably add non-twiztid fans and non-maretu fans on their ATI list.
-on MS Paint memes about their life they nicknamed Jax "Jack Russell" or "Jack Jeckel" because JUGGALOS
-claims to sing terribly when their singing is genuinely amazing
-also aroace (again, p r o j e c t i n g /hj)
-used to be an animator who made ICP and OMORI skits, and their username/nickname was zooable because they were kind-of like a furry (they fucking love zootopia)
-doesn't want to let the gang know they're friends with Jax because they assimilated into the "i get pranked/bullied by the prankster jokester every day and I'm sick of it so i make his pranks/bullying backfire"role
POMNI:
-is familiar with the concept of an evil circus with a nice facade but a dark truth, but doesn't know how to live on a place like that
-HATES circus music. like. a lot. it drives her nuts. that's why she can't get used to the theme of the amazing digital circus
-grew up with Vocaloid, and that's why she is familiar with the whole evil circus thing (she has self-recorded a Dark Wood Circus CD, though she skipped the circus' theme song: Dark Wood Circus)
-speaking of evil circuses (circi?), she relates A LOT to The Deformed Diva from Dark Wood Circus
-despises, loathes, and hates Jax's singing because it makes her anxious, as if the gruesome lyrics were directed at her (Kinger suffers from the same thing)
-used to openly play the violin because Sunny from Omori insipired her but after she left r/omori, stopped following OMOCAT herself and Fede/AG/AubyGaming, and in general general stopped being an OMORI fan she rather does it in secret and only to close friends (she's still fond of violins and Sunny themself though)
CAINE:
-doesn't understand innuendos/sexual metaphors because he's an AI and is ok with Jax singing that "instead of your tone, they'll hate your size" part on Everybody Rize (he takes it as in "instead of your tone, they'll hate your height")
-the reason why he doesn't let the gang enter the exit door is because 1. it's glitched as FUCK and 2. he feels like on their old lives they suffered a lot so he wants them to live on a deemed cute cartoon world than on the real world
-if he was human and played instruments, he'd probably be good at violin (he would make the violin sound like it's crying and trembling though, it's a quirk of his), but horrible at viola (Kinger is also like that)
RAGATHA:
-can speak french but doesn't want to let the gang know because she knows jax makes "french is bad 😤😤" jokes (Gangle told her and she trusts Gangle, also Gangle is of roman descent themself)
-dislikes grotesque music and goes on "no, not again..." mode when Jax starts singing What is A Juggalo? or Everybody Rize
-knows a tiny bit of japanese and sings PoPiPo with Pomni to cheer her up
-innocent enough to think Gokiburi No Aji by Maretu (Zooble told her about maretu) is about cheering other students up and being the class clown, not bullying them
-knows what cake fondant is but has a hard time explaining what it exactly is or how it acts like
-has a gamer niece who LOVES Five Nights At Freddy's, in fact she loves the game so much she gave her (Ragatha) a Toreador March music box for her birthday
KINGER:
-used to get called "kingest kinger of all kingers" by Kaufmo
-wholeheartedly thinks he SUCKS at violin (he doesn't, he just makes the violin sound sad like Caine)
-also got called "Longer" or "Konger" by Kaufmo as a lighthearted joke to mess with him and, along with being called the Kingest Kinger of All Kingers™, that's one of the things he most misses about Kaufmo
-that's it kinger is kinger
also sorry for the super long post it's just that I'm yk weird at headcanons 😭😭
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strywoven · 10 months
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@beatxrush has requested a story : ❝  You have to hold on to the little joys when you find them.  ❞ to Verona 👀
𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒅.
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❝ Hold on to the little joys … ❞ Tifa’s sentiment is echoed , spoken through a chagrin smile and a laugh huffing through the nose , gently jostling her shoulders.  It was not m e a n t to be humorous , the Chimera knows , but it IS a bit funny ; for all the ways Verona has been taught to DESPISE HUMANITY at the hands of Shinra , there still remains a select few individuals vying to help her reconsider her stance ( & at times she finds she does , if only by the strength of their virtue to cull / to mend the sins of their forebearers ) .  Perhaps that’s why she e n t e r t a i n s Tifa as often as she does ; the rapport , and therefore … THE TRUST , by which founds the bridge between monster and man ( both , whom now have a common enemy ) .  Beyond the people in her company ( those she impresses the title of family upon ) , she never really caught herself having many FRIENDS .  My , how times have c h a n g e d ( perhaps for the better ) !
Though , the time when Verona might have applied such novel positivity to her life has p a s s e d .  Yet whatever dismissal for such thinking that lingers upon her tongue goes unsaid.  Instead , Verona nods – she understands , to a degree , this idea of wanting to cling to whatever good one gathers from the world – and lifts her glass towards the younger in a mock gesture of a p p r o v a l .  Swallowing the remains of her cocktail , setting her glass aside , she folds her arms atop the wood of the bar.  ❝ Hm , well , I suppose it suits , ❞ Verona replies at length , head canting slightly to keep Tifa in sight of her good eye as the other shuffles about between tasks , ❝ It helps to do so , doesn’t it ?  Even if one’s rations for joy are not as plentiful as another’s. ❞  A moment passes , Verona’s features taking on a wistful air , her tone sober , ❝ Even I have been guilty of holding these things close to heart when I need them , ❞ A rather HUMAN HABIT , she realizes ruefully.  Quickly moving beyond it ( more so , averting the attention of the conversation away from herself ) , she asks , ❝ And what of you , Tifa ?  Do you have many joys in your life ? ❞
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mxllitiam · 10 months
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I N T R O D U C I N G . . .
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a m a r a s i l v e r h o r n .
GENERAL…
name : amara silverhorn. meaning : amara “everlasting” and "to love". nickname : mara, mar. age : thirty-six. birthdate : may 6th. zodiac: taurus sun, aries rising, taurus moon. gender identity : cisgender woman , she / her. orientation : lesbian. place of birth : district six. current residence : district six (+ the 75th arena, oops). occupation : tribute. blacksmith and manages a factory in district six.
HISTORY…
tw: drug abuse, addiction, classism. 
Amara Silverhorn is proof that not everyone has their destiny written in the stars; some of us just have bad luck.
Unlucky – she was born to a burning house. Her mother was a victim of the morphling abuse scene that the higher ups had surreptitiously installed all across the district. Her father was a victim of having a heart too big for his body. He fell in love when they were young and, much to his parents' dismay, she was pregnant before they could arrange a marriage. But they would never arrange a marriage anyway – her mother was only an addict, lost to the streets, while her father had a good name to carry.
The Silverhorns, the only last name Amara still carries, her mother's identity lost somewhere in her history. She was raised by her father and her paternal grandparents, often told the story about how they tried to help the poor young woman who gave her life, but they just couldn't. Amara doesn't believe that, half of the time.
Lucky – they lived a good life. She slept in a comfortable bed and had a house in the best neighborhood of her district. The Silverhorns were old money; not quite royalty within their lands, but well enough off that they could afford a comfortable living in Panem, which is more than most could say. She grew up proper and polite, for some time.
Unlucky – she became the black sheep. Her father remarried, and then she was the oldest of several siblings, and the bastard. This is no evil stepmother story, but Amara always had an inkling that she would always be the odd one out. This was clear when puberty hit her and she started asking questions, too many questions. Her family, their last name heavy with Capitol support, didn't appreciate all the questioning.
She was indoctrinating her younger siblings, her father and stepmom would yell at her. She had ideas that were far greater and better than sitting idly by and clapping as the Games went on. Every year during the reaping they would dress up in their best clothes, and wait with the crowd, only to hear some poorer kid get called. Their Silverhorn names each only once in the bowl, safely hidden in the sea of others. Her family celebrated the Games proudly every year, and hoped for the chance to win a lottery ticket.
Why should they be happy about the Games, when it was their people dying? Her family would insist there was a difference between us and them, but that never made much sense to Amara. They were all in the same boiling pot. When the lights were off in their house, and all of her siblings huddled around her, she told them the truth. All the stories she could remember, all she had ever heard on the outside, about the Games, the families who lost their kids, the districts destroyed, oppressed. Like telling ghost stories around a campfire.
Lucky – she falls in love with the most beautiful, incredible, perfect woman in the world. Yazmin brings light to her life in a way that Amara never expected to feel. It's a breath of fresh air, to be able to love like this. They elope, and move in together, and get a cat, and things feel so much easier now.
Amara had dreams of being a teacher, someday, but those fall through pretty quickly when she knows she could never teach the current curriculum with a straight face. It's not worth it, digging herself into a government she despises. She has no interest in making any waves. So she follows after her family's footsteps and works as the head of one of the manufacturers of transportation from their district. Nepotism gets her pretty far. She likes dabbling in blacksmith work.
In her free time, she worked with nonprofits – and mostly underground – organizations who helped part of the population addicted to morphling. She gave them her time and she cared for her people, in the only way she knew how. Silently, but with her whole self.
Unlucky – her name is plucked from a bowl. The air feels hot around her. Her wife's hand slips from hers as she's taken up to a stage. This is not supposed to happen – this does not happen to people like her. She's done everything right, she's played by their awful rules even when she didn't want to. She has a name and a hundred years of Capitol support under its belt, she's never spread her distaste very far, she's been a faithful servant until now. Her father is in the crowd, watching with mirrored horror in his eyes. This does not happen to them.
Unlucky – it has happened to her.
Unlucky – she's going to die.
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massive-lesbian · 2 years
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Day 16! (spoilers again for fate of ten. Some more six and sarah angst. John’s pov is signed off with “-4″)
Love is a fragile thing. The moment something goes utterly wrong your entire life can break. You can lose touch of all perception. As if you are an organism in your body instead of being in control. As if you’re nothing but a bystander, an observer to this inexplicably dismal life you ‘live’.
 Love is a fickle thing. The moment you think all is finally tranquil love can turn you sore and melancholic… You finally felt as if you could be open and could finally behold a passion so salacious yet tender and ardent. But the moment that passion isn’t given back to you, you become filled with spite and an aching feeling of longing for the person you once loved.
 I loved her. I still love her. I acknowledge the fact she’s gone but I can’t accept this gut-wrenching feeling of shame and self-loathing. The moment I saw her after she took my picture that day I knew she was the one. Her soft, cinnamon smelling hair. Her dreamy, shimmering, beau blue eyes. Her delicate, glowing skin. The glowing rouge flush across her cheeks. Her slim, dainty hands that cradled her beloved camera. Everything about her was perfect. Everything about her is still perfect.-4
 She loved him not me. I loved her and she didn’t even know it. She loved the Firestarter, the “terrorist” of Paradise, Ohio. Not me, not the foolish woman who can’t control her hostility, the woman who only knows death, massacre and bloodshed. The woman who got her only parental figure murdered in cold-blood. Murdered directly in front of her.
 Love truly is fragile. It can be as luminous and passionate as a blaze but can be ended as quickly as a stab to the heart. When fragile love is broken you lose sense of life. You feel like an empty catacomb. Nothing you do can make you feel warmth the same. Nothing will help. You become fragile. People act different after your love is broken. They murmur about you and avoid interaction with you as much as possible. When around you the air becomes thick with awkwardness. The air feels heavy and dense and you struggle to breathe it in as it feels as though it will crush your lungs and as though it will add even more crippling weight to the vacancy of emotion you bear.
 Love is as fragile as the melting wax of an emaciated candle threatening to snap at the next drop of scorching, torrid wax. As fragile as a mirror ready to shatter at the piercing, soulless leer you hold. Ready to shatter with the contact of your bloodied, slick hands that are covered in her blood. Her blood is truly on your hands. It was your entire fault no matter what he says you realise that. No matter what anyone says the guilt and mortification you feel cripple you and weigh you down. You feel out of control. Out of touch with the world around you.
 Training doesn’t feel the same. Grasping a rifle doesn’t feel the same. Her weapon of choice was a gun. You remember this because you taught her how to handle one. How to become an all-powerful force when gripping a gun in her torrid clutch.
 She loved the fiery man’s embrace. It was scorching and passionate. She loved everything about his fiery perseverance. She wouldn’t have loved your grasp. It’s frigid and empty. Your rough and calloused hands would’ve irritated her. Your scar riddled body would’ve driven her away. You can’t bear to even look at yourself due to the mess of scars and injury you behold. She loved his fragile love. She despised your outlook on love and the world around you.
She loved him more. I knew that from the moment my gaze met hers that day. I saved them…. So why didn’t she love me a little more…? He ridiculed me for teaching her the ways of a gun. He despised the fact I allowed her to come with us on a mission before consulting him on the matter. He hated me for countless things and now he hates me even more.
I got her killed.
Love is so fragile.
So passionate, melancholic, fiery, deadly.
So f r a g i l e…..
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inaramisview · 2 years
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reader who just absolutely just loves plants and plants are her babies and one day she sees eddie knock one over and he was saying it wasn't a big deal they can just fix it back up but reader is crying being like "it is a big deal it's never gonna be the same again"
warnings tbh: use of babe, baby, and everything else, use of y/n, vulgar language, female reader, wap tbh, probably gonna change this layout later tbh, mentions of blood tbh, reader picking up a shard of a broke pot
i fucking hate this but anyways
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“don’t move, okay, baby? i’ll get some food.” she sighed constantly as she danced out of the greenhouse.
when she was little, y/n’s family moved into a house with a greenhouse. when they did, a love of plants came with it. her parents never said anything about their daughter’s odd love for the mere green beings, but the supported nonetheless. eddie, on the other hand, didn’t get it at all. in fact, he despised one of them. the white roses (named grizz) because for some reason, it sometimes seemed she loved grizz more than eddie (which wasn’t true, grizz has no competition because their always winning 🤝). “stupid grizz,” eddie would curse. “getting in between my y/n and i.”
eddie was left in the greenhouse with grizz, scowling at the plant. “why am i here arguing with a plant? tf?” eddie stood up quickly, making the big, white roses topple in their pot.
eddie’s big combat boots against the rough patio was grizz’ last straw, making them topple over, cracking the pot wide open.
eddie went into the kitchen to see y/n filling up a jug with water, humming a familiar tune. he’d always loved their kitchen. it felt like home to him.
“nice jugs,” eddie joked as y/n shot him an unamused look, brushing past him and advancing towards the greenhouse. eddie turned to the fruit bowl, grabbing an apple and biting into it with a CRONCH. the l/n’s always had the best apples.
mid-fukin-chew, a blood curdling scream was let out, leading eddie to drop his apple and run to the greenhouse.
y/n was kneeling on the floor, the shattered, glass jug off to the side. “y/n, baby?”
no answer.
“what’s wrong, hon?”
“g-grizz- you ki-killed grizz.” y/n’s voice cracked out in a tone that was hard to read.
was it heartbreak? anger? sadness? eddie didn’t know. but eddie was scared.
“n-no, baby, i didn’t touch grizz.”
“y-you..lie.. friends don’t lie 👹 why did you hurt grizz?”
“no, no- baby, i didn’t hurt grizz. honey, we can fix this-“
y/n picked up a shard of the broken pot, the jagged edges cut through her skin, but she didn’t care. her baby was dead. she pointed the shard towards eddie as blood ran down her arms and dripped to the stone floor.
“h-holy shit, babe— put that down, you’re bleeding-“
“no. you hurt grizz.”
y/n tilted her head to the side as she looked at eddie. tears and mascara running down her cheeks as her once-yellow sundress was brown and red from the dirt and blood.
“nah, i’m kidding, it’s just the pot! you should’ve seen your face, eds, you were like am i gonna die right now?” y/n laughed out, dropping the shard.
“yOU PSYCHO!”
“no, i think i’m your psycho, actually.”
silence.
“clean this up though.”
“yes, ma’am.”
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the house ^^
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