the kind of somno where ghost preps you and sheathes himself in you right before waking you so he can hear your sounds more coherently

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okay so, I slipped. I was supposed to write a tiny little drabble inspired by this, but somno may or may not be one of my biggest kinks (and I feel no shame whatsoever, lol), and it got a little out of hands.

nothing too bad, nothing too bad, but the dark part of my brain did also step in and it sorta got turned into a dub!con -> non!con. I'll put the link at the end of this ask, but only read it if the dark twist does not make you uncomfortable!

in case it does, no worries! I'll write a softer and sweeter version of this sometime soon, hahah. god knows that I too need it after this one. 💕🫶🏻

thank you so, so much for the ask and the inspo! you’re the best! 💌

Good to You / heed the warnings!

Do you have any fics in progress by chance? You’re such an amazing writer :)

Hiya!~ Thank you for the ask dear~

Honestly, despite how much I love getting asks like this, they always surprise me! It's still such a foreign concept that people not only enjoy my work, but are actively curious about it!

Aghagh and to answer the actual question, yes I do! I usually have at least 10 different prompts sitting in my google docs, but I find I have less WIPS since I'm a fairly 'get going on it and finish it in one - three goes' type of writer. Recently been a bit burned out of my hyperfixations, and finding it a bit hard to just write things (perfectionism kicking in).

That said, I actually have two started! One that's almost finished part one of two (A m/agnus a/rchives fic, two different focuses for the different chapters of snzdom~) and one that's been started, and is abouuuttt halfway done I think~ (A c/huuya centric fic as a so... sooooo late birthday gift for the amazing Hachii, which is turning into a new years/christmas thing too agghh ;-;)

Thank you for the ask!~ I always love getting uh... basically any asks haha~

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Hey! What is your take on Megatron’s mass displacement in the MTMTE comics. Like, we saw him use it, but Rodimus still doesn’t know about it. Minimus might, like when it’s just Megs and minimus talking in private, Megs would just shrink down and talk at the same scale and then Rodimus would suddenly walk in…..

Oh my gosh you just unlocked a memory I forgot I even had, I completely forgot that happened!! Personally I think it’s a great idea! My HEART that is such an adorable idea— though I will always love the idea of the size difference with Minimegs, the thought that Megatron would go out of his way to miss displace himself maybe to help Minimus feel more comfortable or understood is so sweet…

…only for Rodimus to come in and have his jaw drop at the sight of it HAHAHA

Like “HOW ARE YOU SO SHORT”

Megs, thoroughly embarrassed, is like “it’s… mass displacement…”

Meanwhile Roddy’s like “it’s WHAT”

If Rodimus was feeling particularly brave/stupid that day he would scoop up this miniature Megatron by the armpits and just tease him for this newfound knee-height size. Minimus is just in the back like “Rodimus that is not how you treat a fellow captain” while also trying not to laugh HAHAH

How about a Lumity piece?

answering to put this out there, i usually wont draw stuff from media im not into, i just thought the amity request was really cute (btw this isnt me saying i dont like toh, i just haven't watched it yet!) just wanted to say that i take requests more as drawing ideas/ suggestions, i dont wanna promise that ill do every request! and also please dont take this personally, im not mad at this ask or anything i just wanted to clarify this, i love getting requests but im always scared ill disappoint or make ppl upset 😩

Ello I am cat

[Hello... cat.]

[I don't trust you.]

[That is to say, I trust you a normal amount but this... cat thing is making me wary of other cats.]

[Apologies for that.]

I know u already answer but, I wanna ask u again 💖🫂

pass the happy! 💌 when you get this reply with 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 more people! get sending. 💖💐

😂💖 I said it in the notes on one, but getting asks is always delightful even if I've gotta figure out what tf to answer hsfhfshfsb

Fall Out Boy makes me happy! That bit in concerts when the singer puts the mic to the crowd and a stadium full of people sings the words together makes me happy! Rainy days when it's not too bad out but there's the light rain and you see all the wildlife just hanging out and everything smells clean and earthy make me happy!

good morning, this is an ask to the anon who said Seb could be in Europe: how do you know that? / his acquaintances' wedding is in Portugal this weekend, so he might be there

I see, thank you very much for explaining! Well, if he is, then I hope he has an amazing time <3

12 for the gamer asks :D

12. Favorite game character?

MAN. I’ve been agonizing over this all day, and I truly have no idea. I will say that the Dragon Age: Inquisition crew occupies some prime real estate in the back of my mind, though. I wish I had a Josephine and a Leliana to run my life for me. And maybe a Dorian for… other reasons.

i absolutely firmly believe bob was a boy scout and earned his knot tying badge and still puts that knowledge to good use

ok YES this is such a good take. first off, boy scout bob is totally a thing! and ofc he's fantastic with his hands bc on the job he has to be, but knots are absolutely his specialty. i feel like the first time he brings up the knot tying thing in the bedroom he's lowkey hesitant about it bc it's kinda out there for him but then after the first time it becomes a regular thing.

on the topic of music though i think theres something about it that just doesnt click with my brain? because i DID learn music theory, how to play instruments, i had a music instructor, etc. and frankly i still dont really get it.

(under readmore because this got long)

when i performed pieces on piano i was mainly sightreading, and the way i could tell i made a mistake was because my muscle memory got good enough that i would feel my hands being in the wrong position for the sheet music i was seeing before i processed that the note i was hearing myself play was incorrect.

(i CAN hear it! but my visual-spatial and proprioceptive processing are leagues faster. ex: if my left hand playing accompaniment was supposed to play notes 1 octave apart in succession and i hit a 6th interval instead, i can hear that its not quite right! HOWEVER whats more clearly and immediately evident to me is that my hand did not travel far enough across the keyboard to hit an octave.)

note or chord names do not connect to a specific note's sound to me, i can only read sheet notation, and if anything having the notes labelled on the staff (like how beginner books do) made it more difficult for me to understand. its like staff placement = finger placement. and the sound doesnt factor into that, it exists but it goes somewhere else or hits roadblocks before being properly processed.

i also could not for the life of me pass the part of the aural exams that had us listen to about a minute length excerpt of music (theyd play it twice, with the 2nd time upon request) and then identify the musical period, mood, when during the piece the dynamics or tempo changed (such as near the beginning, in the middle, or near the end), etc. "was it louder at the start or the end?" = impossible question. when new music starts playing nothing except for the sound in this exact current moment exists to my brain. once it stops playing its just gone. "did it get slower at any point?" bro what you just played does not even EXIST in my brain anymore.

like clearly my working memory is kind of trash here but i wonder if its something specific about auditory stuff that my brain doesnt get. because i can comment on like, an animation based on my first or second watch even if i dont get to pause/rewind/analyze it frame by frame. and i can learn a dance/choreo thats set to music. but music itself really feels like it goes in one ear and out the other. just slips through my fingers like it never existed.

would you say lehky prefers arsi or artturi 👀

to be honest, i'm not sure haha. in interviews and things, teammates really only refer to him as Artturi. My understanding (which could be wayyy off) is that Arsi is used more either while speaking Finnish/by Finnish people? I'm not sure if it's just a colloquial/linguistic thing or a familial/friend thing? Maybe both? Like Mikko has definitely used it (just like Artturi uses Rane when talking about Mikko, but I think I've only ever heard him use it in Finnish interviews? And no other teammate calls Mikko that as far as I'm aware).

If there are more knowledgable people out there that want to add to this, feel free too!

Let me tell you about this..fat catboy anomaly. Had a dream where it was dark out, Me and my fam were walking home. We look back and theres this fat humanoid cat boy that just black with white lineart a far distance away from us, he looked 2D and was just staring at us, unmoving too (while the world was realistic including me and my family). I remember my dad saying “Oh man I sure hope he isn’t following us or something.” and I told him “He probably isn’t maybe he’s going to go down another street later.”  He didn’t. Infact everytime we moved he would just teleport closer (but kept a distance) as if he was “Walking”.

He followed us all the way home too. From our front door I could see him just standing on the sidewalk, just staring at us. Pretty sure before I forced myself to wake up he was right infront of our door. Spooky shit for sure wanted to draw him out immediately when I woke up :p

weirder asks 3, 6, + 41 :^]

3. do you leave the window open at night?

In my current place? Almost never. Despite having bars on the windows, we're at ground level and people have gone right by my window a few times before (also, the bar across the street is loud as hell, as are my neighbours, so I rarely get the pleasure these days). But in my old apartment i'd leave it open so often that I occasionally woke up to a bug on me. I miss that.

6. why did you do that?

It's a good question, but the answer's not very interesting: because I was /really/ curious what would happen if I put something that wasn't meat into it. Turns out, nothing good.

41. how do you take your coffee?

In someone else's hands (I have never been a coffee/tea person)

Very fun choices for questions. =3

@millionsnife fell into my trap

"All things considered, I don't really have a stake in which species ends up winning out here, if any, but if you could hold back on the mass murder it'd be appreciated." He! Has! Had! So! Much! Work! Rather than ushering souls to the afterlife on a nigh-constant basis, he'd like a little time to himself, thank you.

Kuro floats before the genocidal maniac of the month, leaning against his scythe casually. "Spare a thought for your hardworking local psychopomp, eh? Eh? How about it? Think of me and all the weekends I could have."

🐮 hi mel!

send me a 🐮 and i will refresh my pinterest and give u my first four pics as a random moodboard