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#this gives me to much feelins

sun-roach · 11 months

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Kote!

Kandosii sa ka‘rta, Vode an

Coruscanta a‘den mhi, Vode an

Bal kote, darasuum kote

Jorso‘ran kando a tome

Sa kyr‘am nau tracyn kad, Vode an

#not me listening to it the 100th time today #this gives me to much feelins #KOTEEEEEEEEE #i love them all #star wars #tcw #sw tcw #commander cody #commander thorn #captain rex #vode an #vode

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kitsunegdx · 1 year

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Pretty people

Thinking bout… pretty people. Just pretty, you know?

Pretty people I’ve dated and their scars and little quirks.

Pretty people I’m friends with who got smiles and voices that brighten my day.

Pretty people who got big friends groups to form a functional human being and look out for each other.

Pretty people who live in my head rent free metaphorically and literally.

I am also thinking of pretty people who just know how to appreciate small things in life to help make the world a lil happier for themselves. I don’t think they know that makes them extra pretty.

Pretty people who got eyes and don’t have eyes. Any color even it brings them all together

Pretty people who’s minds are perceiving the horrors while they act like it’s normal. Those pretty people are more common than you think.

Pretty people who got little features that culminate to make them whole be it stuff they can control like how they style their hair, to stuff they can’t, like having an extra finger.

Pretty people who aren’t people at all. Those are in my head too.

Pretty people can come in many different forms be it size, shape, voices, from a stranger on a subway to even text on a screen.

Pretty people are all around us, it’s a matter of taking in the small stuff that makes them whole.

Why are people so pretty?

Why are you so pretty?

#uh oh kit’s in love with all her friends at once again #I’m just- *sigh* it’s hard thinking about the homies and wondering if they appreciate themselves the way I see them #I have vagued a few but… man why are people so pretty?#I want to just hold them and wonder about it…#might pin this #so all my friends and mutuals can see #to ramble a bit I have friends with burn scars on their body that I find pretty- ex lovers now friends who feel not enough #in the bodies they have but it’s like- bro I just think you are so pretty I want to accent that natural beauty you have #man I wanna help my friends feel pretty in their body but alas I’m a college student #don’t tell one of them but I’m hoping that when I get my career that I can put money to the side to help her get the presentation of gender #that she wants like- I just wanna help them so much bro to see that I am out here with a heart full of love and pockets I’m working on fill-#ing to help them figure out how pretty they are #*sigh* this probably doesn’t make sense but I just think they are so pretty like- all of them #even my mutuals be pretty too with words n just hanging around like- I fucking see you bro #i’m in my feels #I’m feelin this bro #I want to like- so badly hold and hug them all like- even if you don’t like hugs I will stand to the side and give you the most approving #thumbs up I can because I fuckin love them bro they are my homies they have been with me through #thicc and thin and thick again like- AAAA #I just really love them they are my besties and like I wanna sob maybe cry a little over how much I love the #them they are just so much good people and I care for them a lot #this post doesn’t make a lot of sense but they are so good #Also pretty is the only word I can use to describe people and it means so much when I use it #it isn’t just that they are pretty they bring me joy beyond belief and I wanna cry

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strigital · 1 year

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ayo! long time no see, beanos 🫘 so whilst i'm taking a break from any non-essential for my survival things like social media due to my mental health doing a lil bit of a "fukc u stoopid brain 😠" thingie, so much so that i completely ignored my own b-day this year (your old girl over here is already twenty fucking seven jesuschrist) Huion - who's drawing tablets i've been scoping out for a while now - decides to have a whole ass b-day sale for all of their tablets - a whopping 35% off - as well as free shipping. and lemme tell ya, fellas - never in my life have i made a faster decision to spend the entirety of my monthly wages on a piece of tech and never before did my brain went from suicidal depression to happy puppy on his way to the park mode! ya girl is buying herself an entire Huion Kamvas 16 (2021)!! 🥳✨

TL;DR - my depressed ass who skipped her own b-day is getting a surprise gift from myself as Huion decide to also celebrate their own b-day rn!

EDIT: bought a refurb Kamvas 13 in purple instead cause it's cheaper/smaller/looks cute and so far I'm in love 🥹

#cheapest a huion kamvas 16 is in my country is over 400€#most expensive is over 500€#and the official site is currently giving it away for a wee bit over 200€#a fucking steal if i ever saw one #always dreamed of owning a screen tablet for drawing #and also today i got to play with a whole ass wacom contiq ar college so as you may guess #my appetite is WILD for one of those things #hoo boy cannot wait to get my salary this Thursday #gon buy me some nice nice drawing tablet #so i guess that uh #this b-day didn't suck as much as i felt it did #i just got a belated gift 🎁#so anyways #happy birthday to me i guess #feelin old and tired #but also now kinda happy #then there's going to see john wick 4 this sunday with a buddy #be sure to post some art once i make some with my new tablet :)#alright #haaaaaaave a good one #personal #rant #birthday #art related #college related #drawing tablet #huion kamvas

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jasonsthunderthighs · 1 year

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From three in the mornin till my roommate left at seven, I've been throwin up, as I lay down in the bottom of the tub, sufferin in the shower and would turn on the hot water to help and then pour cold water on my head to “equal” it out.

So happy that the water heater is really fast, since I'd use all the hot water and turn it off when it got too cold and would try to sleep a little bit in the tub as the heater goes off in the bathroom.

Literally a full imagine of me, sufferin in the bottom of the tub, just wantin to sleep or at least just die in my sleep.

I'd throw up whatever is in my stomach and blood till my throat got soar from throwin up for literally four hours.

THAT'S not the last of my physical health problems, but it's sure as fuck the worst out of what I have to deal with. (But that's for another post and I'm already so drained from today and all of this week of what has happened. Scratch that. Make it the past two fuckin years.)

#my throat is sore #throwin up is NOT the best feelin in the world and I'm surprised my teeth haven't rotten out yet from the stomach acid I'm throwin back up #I'm NOT goin to go to the doctor's. They already fucked me over on Monday this week and I HATE the medical staff #I might just stop smokin cigarettes and weed to #just to see what happens #I might have Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome (CHS) just like my twin from smokin too much #UGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH #but I don't WANT to give up weed #I'm just losin more and more weight cause of it too and I'm just so damn tired all the time #I just want to sleep #sleep forever #not sorry for the rant in the tags #personal #not DC #not DC related

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cryptidofthekeys · 2 years

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Wrestler...Sona...? not an oc this time

Sooo here he is, I SAID he was going to be strictly human ...Buuuut... I got a fun idea in the middle of this sooo I went with it, he’s still a human- BUT he’s got a curse of sorts :)

Also wanted and still am going to give him differences, he might be a sona but I don’t have to ENTIRELY center him around myself, that’d be no fun if I didn’t had some of his own stuff to the mix

there’ll be more to come im sure if uh I guess if anyone wants to ask any sorta questions bout him I’ll answer em lmao, i dont mind either way anyways ok im rambling, here’s the mans

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| Real Name: Chase Barron Stokes (i wanna differentiate his name from mine in a FEW ways so it's not as confusing when talking about the sona)

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| Nicknames: Ase (pronunciation: Ace), Cryptid, Barron, Barr, Aron (pronounced like Arin), Stoke

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| Gender/Sexuality: Trans FTM (He/Him) and he’s Pansexual

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| Ring Name: Cryptid of The Keys

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| Finisher/Signature: Signature is literally just a just a momentary bearhug before slamming his opponent down meanwhile his finisher is The Cryptid’s Lock and Key (it’s a submission move, gotta lock it in then unlock it when the opponent taps idk man, just roll with it fjkdljfgds)

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| Classification: Heavyweight

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| Age: N/A (doing math is hard but he is obviously an adult)

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| Height: 5’5”

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| Species/Race: Human

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| Occupation: Wrestler which is obvious of course, but also is he a heel? A face? Lmao I’m not even sure HE fuckin knows himself tbh

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| Eye Color: Gunmetal Blue

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| Hair Color: Dark Brown (His hair is a spiked quiff)

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| Skin Color: He’s v e r y pale and fat (he’s in the heavyweight class for a reason …also I uh, am also a fat person so yeah, not gonna take that away from my sona)

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| Appearance: His main attire is a light pastel purple, light pastel green, and then black jacket (it’s mashup of all colors essentially) with black metal spikes on the shoulders, he has a tank top of all the same colors as well on underneath. He also wears same colored jeans that have rips and tears all around (distressed looking jeans p much) also has some chains hanging down off of them, then he has some wrestling boots that have a mashup of all the colors, the light pastel purple, green, and then of course black- He wears a bunch of old skeleton keys around his neck along with a spiked collar that’s also a mashup of all those colors (the spikes are all black too) He wears spiked bracelets, also the same color and then just has black gauges in his ears that have the pastel green and purple swirling around each other for the design.

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Doesn’t have claws as it’d be too easy to break them but he has painted his nails to match his aesthetic, he does have some fangs though… Just little tiny ones- No tail either, he's human.

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No pointed ears, nothing- If y’all want oddly specific details well the ONE oddly specific detail is that he’s got thick ass eyebrows- other than that he’s got an extended goatee (not just a circle beard this time), got a bunch of types of keys tattooed on his arms, a lock that also has a chain that’s depicted to be breaking, and then finally on his back he’s got black feathery wings on there (the wings are spread out) they also look like a simple tattoo BUT let’s do it… Werewolf style, at night when there’s a full moon, those wings? Yeah they uh spring out from his back, they become real essentially, it’s a curse thing pretty much lmao

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Aside from that,, he’s only really got his top surgery scars n stuff like that, he hasn’t gotten any other scars but he isn’t afraid if any appear, I mean he IS a wrestler after all, it’s bound to happen eventually- He just hasn’t had any accidents so far- That’s about all appearance wise (he does take those bracelets, collar, necklace, and jacket off of course before fighting, so when he’s actually wrestling you’ll just see him in his tank top, pants, and boots p much)

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| Personality: I’m going to keep this basic as can be, he’s got no backstory sorta deal exactly- the whole thing about the wings is separate from the wrestling business- All I’ll say for that is he got cursed one night under a full moon and well his wings suddenly became more real than he ever wanted them to be… Who cursed him? … Heh, that’s… For another time- For now ahem-

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Cryptid’s pretty much a chill dude unless provoked, he goes with the flow, he seems kinda careless actually (not true, he cares, cares about… A l o t of things and people that I will not state outright) when provoked he can get pretty pissy and get more hostile and agressive, he might dress in light pastel colors but he’s not to be underestimated- while he’s not the type to go out of his way after someone, if you wrong him he WILL fuck you up- He likes to consider himself peaceful but uh mama didn’t raise no bitch- so I wouldn’t poke him too much tbh- …Or do, it could be fun-

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It’s one thing to provoke him but here’s the kicker, he gets even MORE violent and hostile if you mess with those he cares about, his friends and or those he considers family- He will NOT tolerate that, you can hurt him all you want and sure it might piss him off bc I mean who doesn’t get angry when people mess with ya? But hurting the ones he cares about is a GOOD way to actually e n r a g e him- …I said I was going to keep this basic LMAO so much for that- oh well doesn’t matter, overall the basic is he’s chill, goes with the flow, but you mess with those he cares about and he WILL fuckin go after you, even if its out of his WAY which he rarely ever goes out of.

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| Side Facts: I’m getting very tired so when he’s NOT on for a match, promo, segment, etc- You can find him hanging around, playing games on his switch, listening to music especially, watching his favorite youtubers, and or- one of the things he MOSTLY does in his spare time …aside from the youtuber watching of course- uh he writes, a LOT- Doesn’t show anyone his work (a contrast from me but I don’t want EVERYTHING to just be,, m e if that makes sense? I know he’s a sona but I want him to also be his o w n in a way too!)

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He doesn’t want any of the others seeing his work especially it seems, he keeps to himself when writing and makes sure nobody is around- Aside from that, one thing I forgot to mention he’s got his anxieties n shit like that- I mean it wouldn’t be a sona from ME if he didn’t have some kinda anxieties or trauma or anything like that- but anyways… A LOT of his anxiety stems from those wings, he h a t e s those wings- They can be painful, especially when molting- But when they spread out from his body it physically hurts him every single time.

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And not only that he’s terrified of anyone else seeing his wings, he doesn’t want ANYONE seeing them, he’s worried he’ll be made fun of but also worse, that someone is going to hurt him… Like he’s worried someone will want to rip out his feathers, or rip the wings themselves off- …I wonder why he’s afraid of such SPECIFIC scenarios… :) heh- Has to make sure he doesn’t have to wrestle during a full moon bc let me tell you, it isn’t just a matter of oh if he doesn’t see the moon then the wings won’t come out no- if the night has a full moon the wings are coming out NO MATTER if he’s seeing it or not.

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Literally marks all the dates he can down when full moons are present, you’ll notice that on his calendars n shit, will make any and EVERY excuse he can if a full moon happens, he knows by asking to reschedule for certain things can be a pain, and he knows that the boss is probs a bit suspicious of that but he just c a n ‘ t risk this, especially not in front of the others… In front of people… He tries his damndest not to reschedule at the last moment though, tries to reschedule weeks before, but ya know… He can’t keep hiding this forever… Eventually s o m e o n e will find out, or WORSE… He’ll h a v e to be booked that night and get exposed to e v e r y o n e lmao

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He does love wrestling though, he doesn’t wanna give it up, even despite how terrified he is, he REALLY loves his work, he specializes in Submission Matches which is the obvious one- But he also loves HIAC, (any sorta NO DQ/Falls Count Anywhere, can go anywhere aside from the ring matches in general, if he can break free from the ring and take the fight everywhere essentially he l o v e s it), and finally Last Man Standing matches as he has a LOT of stamina and endurance.

#wrestler sona #i gave him such a w e i r d ass color palette but i was feelin VERY strongly toward strange color palettes tonight #like something felt like it was p much calling to me essentially #...hes going to be used for selfship stuff y'all know it already as much as im like oh yeah i'll give him lore #...its going to devolve into selfshipping territory and we ALL know it #and i dont even have to say who I'll ship him with lmao #im predictable as hell <3 #my fingers were legit givin out on me a lil bit makin this dude

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