Now i know this blog is obviously for.. well. Front facing pokemon, but your tags are always super interesting. I think your opinions on pokemon are pretty neat

i've gotten a few asks like this so far, and it's always nice to see that folks aren't annoyed about how much i talk in the tags. i have lots of opinions on lots of things! and i like to talk a lot. the reason i started talking more in the tags is actually because of asks like this—folks saying they liked seeing what i had to say on particular pokémon has encouraged me to actually talk about my thoughts more (although if you regularly read my tags, i tend to get off-topic pretty quickly. i queue these up very early in the morning, as soon as i get up, and i'm usually a little delirious), especially compared to my first early posts on this blog which didn't even have any tags at all, beyond the names of the pokémon. you're one of the like 4 ffp-mod likers how's it feel

I just discovered your blog today and read through your entire masterlist. Your writing is wonderful ♥️ I feel so privileged to have the opportunity to read your writing. Keep doing what you’re doing since you have a real knack for writing!

holy shit my WHOLE masterlist? That’s wild, thank you anon!!!! I’m so in love with you, you don’t even know

imma answer a bunch of asks real quick!!! Doing it in one post so as not to spam followers 🥰 also I been thinking I want to do this more often so...y’all could sign your anon asks with an emoji if u want! And I’ll tag it like “🦋 anon” or whatever so you can find it. I feel like that would be kinda cute idk 🥺👉👈

ask answering

I’m praying 4 a speedy recovery 😏 and thanks! I thought it was time for a change and I found the gif and was like 👀 lowkey kinda hot perhaps? something about the spanking and the glitter ;///;

hhhhhhhh STOP my heart can’t take this

1k followers legit feels like so much tho, I’ve never had 1k on anything (except like LinkedIn and FB? if that counts). I’m thinking about 1k people and...that’s like a whole ass lecture hall. which gets me thinking that when i post smut I’m presenting it 1000 people like whattttt 1000 people are looking at my sex fantasies that’s a lot of pressure but I hope I’m up 2 the task haha

😛😛😛 that’s fucking awesome, as a smut writer that’s basically the goal 😋 I’m honored to be a part of your go-to porn stash hehe

Thank you!! I finished my last final for this semester on Friday, so I’m officially done with my junior year of college 💅 I’m a double major in psychology and law & justice theory. I’m keeping reqs closed for now so I can finish up some things I’m already working on but I can’t wait to reopen them!

@fictionalcat i love you too!!!! 🐱

😍 so glad to have converted more people to yandere Tendou...he’s such a good (bad?) yandere. god what a creep, I love him. Shoutout to @vermiliren who got me on the yandere Tendou train with their fic finally which made me a dirty Tendou simp 🤬 those long fingers smh

Part 2 to Unprofessional should be posted on May 20th (this coming Wednesday) as a nice birthday present for Tendou 🎁 I hope no one is expecting more plot because it’s literally just smut, which is what the OG request asked for. Part 2 to Fanatic is kinda up in the air...gotta wait for inspiration to hit but I’m working on it!

Yo thank you........💝 I love Fanatic but I always feel the tiniest bit weird abt it because it’s more extreme than most of my other stuff...someone commented on the post saying it made them want to cry and I was like oh shit that was kinda the point but I’m still v v sorry 😥 anyway it’s really great to get positive feedback for it!!! strong degradation kink might be niche but the people who like it REALLY like it and I am very grateful

wow thank you! I’m glad it felt in-character for him 💓 I think keeping characters true to canon is one of the hardest parts of writing, especially with smut. I think it’s harder to write smut because you have a conscious endgame that you’re pushing the characters toward—I don’t ‘plan’ my writing so usually I just try to think about “what would this character do in this situation? how would they react?” and then let the story play itself out from there. can’t do that so much with sex tho because you’re actively trying to get them into bed lol 🙈 so it feels really good to know I captured Tanjiro well, thanks!!!!!

A couple others have asked for a part 2 to Sleepless, so I’ve been thinking about it, but atm I have no plans to write another part. As much as I liked the end product, Sleepless gave me a lot of trouble when I was writing it—most of my other fics I wrote in 1–2 sittings; Sleepless took at least 5 rip. HOWEVER I’ll keep thinking on it and possibly write another part some time in the future, and I’ll def write more KNY 💜

@villain-hotline HOW are you going to put me under arrest when you’re already in jail under suspicion of being too perfect & gorgeous for this world HMMMM

omg i’m crying........the hard work, time, and effort thing got me 😭😭😭😭💞 stop playin and marry me already 💍

and also I just wanted to say, to everyone who replies to my fics or puts comments in the tags, I love you and I would die for you <3 I can’t respond to replies bc this is a sideblog, but your comments/additions make my day and give me so much inspiration it should be illegal.

THANK YOU!!!!

Hello 2017

I've realized that this past year my life became everything I ever wanted. Actually to put it more correctly: I built my life into everything I ever wanted. There are moments I realize that and I think "holy shit, I am literally living my wildest dreams". I can think back to when I was 15 and day dreaming about the life I'm living now, thinking it was far off and unachievable. When that all truly hits me I get overwhelmed with this feeling that is new to me. Some of it I've felt before after other travels but I've never felt it in this magnitude. The only way I can think to explain it is: when I think of all the memories I've made, the things I've accomplished, and how so very far I've come to get to this point in my life I get a deep feeling in my chest accompanied by an overwhelming feeling of happiness, pride, and joy. It's so overwhelming that I feel the need to cry and not just a rolling tear, I mean a full sob. Not because I'm sad but in fact the complete opposite, because of how massive this year was for me and how happy I am to be standing here today having done and accomplished all that I have, knowing that having made a change to follow what brings me joy brought me the best year yet.

This past year I traveled in 50 different cities through 8 countries and accomplished 31 things on my bucket list. I got to focus on falling in love with photography again and getting back to writing. I got to leave behind the negative and go full force into following what makes me happy and brings me joy. I got to meet some new amazing people through my travels and I got the opportunity to strengthen old friendships. It was a year where I spoke my truth and in doing so it helped me to build and lead a life that I love and also to be surrounded by amazingly supportive people. At the beginning of 2016, and even before it started, I kept saying "this is going to be my year". I knew it and because I knew it and believed in it I made it happen. It's funny because throughout the journey that was 2016 I had so many people tell me I was living the dream, or that I have lived more in 24 years than they have in 60. I heard it, I soaked it in, but it never fully hit me, not until now. I didn't fully see it and feel it all until the year was coming to a close and I finally sorted through all the photos I had taken in 2016 and read through my bucket list and saw all the things I accomplished on it. I started an album on Facebook at the beginning of the year entitled “Welcome to my 2016: A year of crazy adventures, travelling and exploring, and staying true to myself - no compromise, no bullshit. This is my joie de vivre, this is me enjoying the ride - making the most out of every day. And never letting odds or people tell me what I can and cannot do. This album will be filled with moments where I've felt most alive.” That is exactly what I made my year. It ended up that I maxed out an album of 1000 on Facebook and had to do another of 1000 to fit all of the beautiful and amazing things I experienced in 2016 and the moments where I felt most alive.

So much has happened in this year, so many big critical things that I am still processing. When I look back at pictures from the beginning of the year it honestly feels like many years have passed since then. Each month held a lot of big accomplishments and adventures for me and each month brought me something different to learn from and to grow from. I want to say it's been a transformative year but the truth is I'm still transforming from it, I'm still coming to terms with things I've learned along my travels, and I'm still realizing all I've truly achieved in these last 12 months.

But here are some things 2016 taught me that I wanted to share:

• When you follow what brings you joy and makes your heart feel full then you will find happiness in every day, even through the bad days you will be grateful. • Be true to who you are and continually practice self love. In doing so you will no longer care about other peoples judgments, you will feel lighter and happier, and you will attract to you the right people and things that deserve to be in your life - people who truly support and care for you, people who are forever friends. • Take the time to really experience moments. Put your phone down, put your camera down. Just take it in. These moments will be some of the most meaningful you experience. When you disconnect, I promise you that you will feel more connected. • If you are feeling lost, or stressed, or overwhelmed, or ungrounded get back into nature. Go for a walk, a hike, swim in a lake or the sea, breathe in fresh air. Do anything that connects you back to the Earth or to your body. Remind yourself of the beauty of the Earth and you will feel truly alive. • Never stay somewhere and keep yourself surrounded by people who are negative. If you’re living somewhere or have friends that don’t make you feel happy, inspired and grateful then they’re not right for you. Love yourself enough to choose something better, even if it was one point what you wanted. Not everything you want is right for you.

• Don't think "later", do it now. Things change, cities change, people change. Most opportunities won't come again. You only have this moment right now - make the most of it. Don’t allow fear or people talk you out of doing something that would make you happy by saying “it will always be there” - it won't. Take that chance, take that trip, follow those spontaneous opportunities - it will be worth it.

• Enjoy perfect moments when you have them and know never to try to push them further then what they're suppose to be. Let things flow as they are meant to. Some people are meant to come into your life but aren’t meant to stay, let them go. Some cities will give you perfect memories, enjoy them, and keep moving when it’s time. You will know. Nothing lasts forever, don’t soil a memory by pushing its boundaries.

• Do things for you first and foremost. Focus on your happiness. The people worth being in your life will want you to be happy. There are still so many things for me to put into words and to fully understand that came from this year. But those are a few I know for sure and that have played a huge part in my year whether they were things I realized or lessons I learned the “hard” way. I am sure as I unravel more they will become blog posts of their own. For now, that is what I can share with you in hopes it helps you to follow your own truth and happiness and go after your dreams. I know that for the majority of people 2016 was a year they wanted to forget, and I also know 2016 was a very terrible year for the world which I felt very deeply but despite those things 2016 personally was my best year yet. It has created such an amazing foundation for me to enter into my mid-twenties. I’ve had a lot of bad years and this year, the year I finally decided to go full force in following my dreams, I realized that when you truly set your mind to something you can achieve it. The words ‘unachievable’ or ‘impossible’ are not in my vocabulary. I found in myself, and in what brings me joy, everything I ever wanted this year and I know that will only continue as I move into 2017. For those of you who had a tough year, I want to share a quote with you that helped me through my tough years: “There are years that ask questions and years that answer.” In that I found peace knowing that not every year is going to be easy, but it’s the hard years that prepare you for great things. Those years ask the questions so you can get the answers you need to create wonderful years for yourself. I hope that all of you do more of what brings you joy this year. Follow your dreams and follow your heart and I promise you it will be worth it.

Welcome to 2017 - may you find (or continue to find) your joy, your happiness, your bliss.