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Dean asks Cas to teach him Enochian.
So Cas teaches him Enochian.
They sit together in the bunker - chairs next to each other, elbow to elbow, books spread out around them, and Dean learns the language of the Angels from his own.
Dean makes quips about Cas being his teacher, and offhandedly asks what he can possibly do to get extra credit.... Cas looks at him with complete and utter incomprehension while Dean has an internal meltdown at how that came out without meaning it to.
Dean's actually very focused when he has a goal - so he studies and he reads and he's genuinely a good student. He practices his pronunciation (which Cas has said 'is fine' but said it with the expression of someone in pain, so he knows it sucks) while he's cooking or in the shower, and Sam remarks more than once how Dean could have gone to college.
Dean still gets frustrated when he can't remember a certain word too many times, or can't wrap his head around a specific turn of phrase, but he also kind of loves it when he says something and Cas smiles with amusement at what he's said. It dawns on him that he's the one speaking strangely in Cas's language now, instead of the other way around.
The first time Dean speaks in almost fluent conversational Enochian he is so proud and pleased but Cas looks like hes going to throw up, and Dean thinks he must have got something wrong again. He doesn't know that Cas is having to physically hold himself back from immediately exiting his vessel and shattering every window in Lebanon with the force of his joy.
#Im so sad I want to read this as a fic does it already exist?? link meeee#destiel#destiel ficlet#deancas#flustered!cas my beloved#pie's projects#spn ficlet#destiel headcanon#destiel fanfiction
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castiel the gay angel literally floored every single one who was ever obsessed with dean with his swag you can’t make this up. he got dean winchester on his knees bro. not even amara’s link to dean could stand his autistic homosexual powers
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You really just can't unsee it once you see it though, can you?
Sam starts blaming Dean for what he's going to do (work with Ruby) way back in 3.09 because Dean isn't going to be around to be Sam's mommy, which is going to force Sam's hand.
After Dean comes back, Sam actually blames Dean for him working with Ruby by saying Dean wasn't there to protect him (4.04).
Dean repeatedly begs Sam not to work with Ruby and is ignored repeatedly (3.03, 3.04, 3.09, 3.16, 4.01-4.04, 4.12-4.22).
After telling Dean to open up to him and trust him (4.08), Sam calls Dean weak and pathetic for being traumatized by hell and says Dean is holding him back and therefore deserves to be lied to because he can't be of use (4.14) Sam says it's not what he really thinks when they both know it is (and Sam repeats it to other characters in 4.16, and 4.18) and then he admits it's the truth again to Dean's face in 4.21.
Sam accuses Dean of not trusting him enough (4.21).
Bobby blows up at Dean for not supporting Sam enough and calls him a pansy after Sam strangled Dean near unconscious, and tells him family is supposed to make you miserable (4.22).
Dean tries to reach out to Sam and Zachariah and Cas actively prevent him from doing so (Cas only at first) (4.22)
Zachariah (5.01) and Cas (5.02) both tell Dean the apocalypse is his fault because Dean didn't reach Sam in time to stop him from killing Lilith.
Dean says Sam hurt him, Sam is the one Dean depended on the most and Sam hurt him in ways he can't even voice (5.01). Sam apologizes, but then in the very next episode, shoves Dean into a wall for not trusting him like Dean is crazy and irrational when Sam doesn't even trust himself (5.02).
Sam says he thinks they should go their separate ways and is shocked when Dean agrees easily. Dean says that he spends more time worrying about Sam than he does doing the job right and time apart would be good. Sam reiterates that he's sorry and Dean gently says he knows Sam is (5.02).
Cas asks Dean if he's okay even without his brother, and Dean says "Especially without my brother. I mean, I spent so much time worrying about the son of a bitch. I mean, I’ve had more fun with you in the past twenty-four hours than I’ve had with Sam in years, and you’re not that much fun. It’s funny, you know, I’ve been so chained to my family, but now that I’m alone, hell, I’m happy." (5.03)
Sam says he wants back in. Dean objects, on the basis that he thinks they're stronger apart. Dean says they're each other's weaknesses and it's being used against them (5.04, but the weakness line is repeated from 3.03 and 3.16).
Zachariah pushes Dean into a future 2014 where Dean never met up with Sam again, and as a result, Sam said "Yes" to Lucifer, and billions of people died. All because Dean didn't want to be around Sam after being hurt and never reconnected with him (5.04).
Dean reconnects with Sam (5.04) even though he clearly doesn't want to, because the first case we see them on again, Dean struggles to trust Sam and leaves to go drink alone because he doesn't want to be around Sam (5.05).
Sam says part of the reason he went off with Ruby was to get away from Dean, because Dean is smothering. Dean is the problem in the relationship, because Sam feels inferior compared to him. Dean apologizes for being too smothering (5.05).
What does all of this tell you? Dean can't win. Dean will always be the bad guy in the family. He loves too much, or he isn't loving enough. Sam needs him and Dean wasn't there for him and so Sam went down the wrong path, but also Dean is smothering and Dean being smothering is the reason Sam went down the wrong path. Sam is not a trustworthy person, but Dean doesn't trust him enough. Sam not being trustworthy is Dean's fault. Dean doesn't deserve trust, but Sam deserves Dean's trust no matter what and not giving Sam his trust is the worst possible thing in the entire world and also again makes him smothering. The apocalypse is Dean's fault. Every single thing Sam does every single mistake he might ever make in his life is always at least partly Dean's fault and Dean's responsibility.
#parentification#season 5#season 4#multiseason#projecting displaced aggression and scapegoating in spn#3.03#3.16#3.09#4.04#4.22#5.01#5.02#5.03#5.04#5.05#family chains
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happy new year, supernatural fandom! thought i’d make a bit of an intro post to my project, since i’m a few posts in now.
you may have seen my art around the past couple weeks—i’m painting a still from every single episode of supernatural as i rewatch it.
yeah really every episode. don’t even worry about it<3
i’ve currently posted 7/327 (!!!) and i have most of the first season planned out now. i’m hoping to get more followers in january as i really get in the thick of it, have some polls to vote on what stills to use sometimes or something fun like that.
the first 7 are below, if you wanna reblog to spread the word of my endeavor that’d be greatly appreciated 🫶🏻 i have a pinglist if anyone wants to be pinged for specific things (like when cas shows up, maybe).
#supernatural#spn#spn fan art#spn s1#supernatural art#supernatural fanart#supernatural fan art#dean winchester#sam winchester#supernatural stills#supernatural project#castiel#(he’s not here yet but he will be in a couple months)#destiel#destiel fanart#(that is a package deal with the gay angel)#lexspeaks
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#dean winchester#sam winchester#supernatural#spn#supernatural memes#supernatural as textposts#jensen ackles#jared padalecki#i made these instead of doing a uni final project
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I just woke up to Destiel News™ informing me of India becoming the first country to land on the lunar south pole of the moon with a budget lower than a goddamn hollywood film, like where else am I going to my news as clear cut and immediate as this? I love this app.
#destiel#spn#supernatural#india#chandrayaan3#isro#the budget was approx 75million (not a lot for space projects) - Oppenheimer was approx 100million#also congrats to the team and the people! amazing work and historical event :))#moon landing#desiblr
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Flower Power 🌺🌸🌼 [original]
#spn fanart#spn art#spnfanart#castiel#supernatural#spn#castiel art#wiggleart#the original is from the day 1018 aired which is a Robbie Thompson episode#in my original tags I said I was bitter I couldn’t watch spn that night so that’s why in the original Cas isn’t smiling#like girl don’t project your grumpiness onto him damn! lmao jk#I don’t hate the original but I can tell that I was scared of using my tablet and photoshop so I’m happy I’ve#gained that confidence since#and also I’m not as scared of colors lmao
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Thinking about au versions of dean and how theyre always demeaned for not being the pinnacle of manliness because spn likes to make funny haha jokes about deans masculinity but what they dont understand is that theyre telling us that if dean was raised in a nurturing environment that he would be soft. He would be soft if he were allowed, but the dean we know wasnt allowed to.
#its just... what#dean liking dancing and project runway are thungs that are canon in real life#my silly little posts#spn#dean winchester
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can't even come up with a silly little caption for this i just want to burst into tears
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✨2x02 || Everybody Loves a Clown✨
taglist 1 (let me know if you’d like to be added or removed!)
@castielsupernatural @passengerseatcas @demolitiondean @quiet-doll @angelsdean @universalcas @faithcastiel @millicentmarva @fountaincas @deanbroco @waldrea @thigholstercas @castielfucks @youre-only-gay-once @girldaddean @verypissedoffdee @redleavesinthewind @cascigarette @naughtystiel @achillestiel @faithdeans @annaslittlebiitch @castiellesbian @obsessionofspn @my-people-skillls-are-rusty @hauntedpearl @colonel--sarge @latinocas @babygirlstiel @blue-eyed-cutiepatootie @flowernerdcastiel @srazten @cockworkangels @birdstiel @shallowseeker @arsonistsam @nvybloo @f-rgetregret @saintedcastiel @oughilovehim @loyalbloggerwhowaits @mrcowboydeanwinchester @cannabiscasgate @deangraham @icarusalchemist @riverwithoutbanks @rainsongdean @nelsonsmynickname @dakrapatops @vegancas
#the thing that i love about season 2 is the abrupt role reversal between sam and dean at the beginning of the season#suddenly sammy wants to be the good son that follows his father's orders and dean is seething with anger at him#also this is classic sammy projecting his inability to talk about his feelings onto dean#spn 2x02#spnedit#deanedit#cowboycoven#spn#dean and sammy#supernatural#dean winchester#usermoogs#tusersana#jenna.gif
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March 16, 2024
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Cockles hug for Mel's birthday
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#burcon#cockles#misha collins#jensen ackles#spn#my face#besties#project365#project 366#artists on tumblr#my photos#my life
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That trope when two people are sneaking around somewhere and nearly get caught so one of them drags the other into a passionate kiss and they escape notice.......
That. but it's season 6 painfully-pining-for-each-other Castiel and Dean.
They're sneaking around a building for a hunt when they both realise that they're about to get caught and there's nowhere to go.
Cas quickly turns around and slams Dean against a wall and suddenly they're kissing.
They're kissing and kissing and Dean is making noises into Cas's mouth and he's pulling him in as close as he can and Cas is pressing against him as close as he can and Dean's hands are diving deep into Cas's hair and the kissing just keeps going faster and deeper and hotter and they're pressed so close together and
Cas pulls back slightly and they're both panting (even though angels don't breathe) and Dean blinks a few times like he's coming out of a dream (even though Cas never stops in his dreams) and he says softly, What. the fuck. was that????
Cas looks wrecked. His hair is a mess and his blue eyes are glowing and he stares at Dean while he tries to catch his breath (even though angels don't breathe) and Dean stares back (even though Dean's eyes keep flicking back to Cas's mouth) and Cas eventually rumbles, I had to touch your skin to make you invisible with me.
Dean licks his lips and takes a deep breath through his nose but neither of them have moved and they're still pressed against the wall and they're still pressed against each other and Cas is still only inches from his face
And yeah the monsters must have gone. so it obviously worked. but
Dean swallows hard. He searches Cas's face and he thinks and he hopes and he already knows what he wants the answer to be when he asks, Why didn't you just touch my forehead? Or uh- hold my hand?? Fly us away???
And Cas just stares. and stares and stares. He brings his fingers up to touch Dean's lips gently. so so gently. and Dean can't help it when he parts them slightly and he sighs and
Cas disappears to the sound of wingbeats
Dean throws his hands up and yells, OH, C'MON!
#Dean 5 seconds after Cas made out with him: but does he LIKE like me???#destiel#destiel ficlet#i love it when theyre mutually pining idiots#deancas#castiel's angel powers#spn ficlet#castiel#dean winchester#pie's projects#destiel headcanon
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i just know adam romanticized a freezing, whiteout minnesota winter while in the cage because he was just so homesick. he was slowly losing his memories of snow days out of school and building tunnels through the snow as a kid for hours on end. only coming back inside, head to toe drenched, when his mom would call for him that dinner and a hot chocolate was ready. adam would relay these memories to michael in the cage to keep them from being forgotten for good. and then adam and michael are all of a sudden free and michael, who could tell just how much these memories of home meant to adam, takes adam up to minnesota in the middle of january for the true, authentic experience.
and adam is grateful for all of five minutes before he's like, "yeah... so back to cairo next or? maybe cancún?"
#i know adam would love being back home#but still#i'm a midwesterner who's currently in such blizzard let me project#i'm cold#adam milligan#adam spn#michael spn#midam#spn#supernatural
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"These are your issues, quit dumping them on me!" | Season 1, Assorted
#1.01#1.03#1.16#1.13#1.10#1.06#1.19#1.22#good gifs with free tools challenge#pk rewatches spn number ?#compilation#projecting displaced aggression and scapegoating in spn#the flannel business#season 1#sam and isolation#youre such a control freak#sams envy
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um. cas getting up every morning and making himself pb&j. every morning he does this and he sits quietly at the kitchen table and eats his pb&j sandwich with the same amount of delight as he does every morning. it’s his favorite food and he gets to eat it every day!! one morning dean comes into the kitchen while cas is eating his sandwich. he’s like can i have one too. cas is like sure dean :) would you like to sit with me dean :) dean is like yeah uh *trying not to cry because he knows how important cas’ pb&j time is* yeah i’d like that. makes himself a pb&j sandwich and sits across from cas. they eat in comfortable silence. cas is delighted that dean wants to join him for his routine and dean is delighted that cas feels comfortable enough to invite him in for this.
#*slaps the top of cas’ head* this bad boy can fit so much autism in him#me projecting because well. i have a meal i eat everyday and it is my favorite thing!!#it’s 5 eggs and 1 muffin plus hashbrowns and an avocado!!#and i make it for myself every day :D#sometimes i will add cottage cheese or perhaps a different pastry if we are out of something. but that is my meal.#destiel#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#spn#strawbsposts
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I get really emotional thinking about how all Dean wants is for someone to hold him and say everything will be okay and promise they’ll never leave him
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