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The other Bronze – Pt. 20
“Keira... you okay?” Ingrid looks closely at her teammate who suddenly stopped eating.
They were out with the whole team in a small Restaurant in Barcelona – a get together if you liked. Ingrid noticed first that Keira stopped eating as she stared down at her phone and suddenly there were tears flowing. The Norwegian kept a close eye on the englishwoman seeing how much she missed young girl namely y/n Bronze.
It was unreal how you single handily turned the whole team spirit around in just a couple of weeks. Every single one of the blaugrana Team was a fan of you in some sort. Keira and Lucy obviously – they had the family connection. Alexia felt protective of you the second she laid eyes on you when you insulted that guy in the most filthy spanish someone could come up with – courtesy of her own girlfriend Mapí. For Mapí you were the little sister she never had – together with Pina and Patri the four of you meant indescribable trouble. Ingrid and Caro where a little more careful with you – both of them more on the calmer side they haven't had interacted with you much but what they saw made them see you in a different light. You were young, yes – but you also were determent and strong headed. Irene and Marta immediately adopted you guiding you a little from the background with gentle soft touches and encouraging words. Aitana was intimidated by you at first but the second you threw out catalan she wanted you near her all the time to see what else you could learn. Ona saw you as her girlfriends sister but also as a growing up young woman who needed her space and guidance at the same time. So it made everyones alarm bells scream seeing Keira cry. No one expected it to be happy tears.
Keira watched the video at least another four times before she handed her phone wordlessly to Lucy who looked at her confused
“Just watch it Lucy” the blonde sniffled smiling through her tears
“What am I watching?” your sister asked a little suspicious Ona already shuffling closer wanted to get a look as well
“For fuck sakes Bronze... just press play” Keira snapped at her ex who immediately pressed play with such a force she nearly threw the phone into the olives
It didn't even take two seconds for Lucy to realize what she's watching and she let the phone fall onto the table stunned
“It's not” Lucy looked at Keira shocked tears in her eyes
“What is going on??” now Mapí asked annoyed “... everyone is starting crying”
“Is everything okay?” Alexia asked getting a little concerned for her teammates
“Yeah... everything is better than okay” Keira smiled
“Then why is everyone crying?” Mapí asked confused
“Happy tears Maps... these are happy tears” Keira answered smiling
“Then why is everyone happy crying?” the tattooed girl asked getting even more confused
“Y/n picked up a ball... on her own” Lucy said her voice uncharacterically flat
“Lucy..” Keira immediately understood why your sister reacted that way
“... scuse me for a second.. I need some air” your sister already shoved her chair back nearly running out of the restaurant
“Go after her” Keira said to Ona “... she needs you now”
“What? Why? What happened” the young catalan asked confused
“Just... go” the blonde basically shoved Ona to go after Lucy who thankfully got the message and stumbled after her girlfriend
“Let's start where Ona left off... what happened?” Alexia asked and suddenly all the eyes were on Keira
“Georgia just send me a video of Bitsy playing with a football – on her own... she did upsies and tricks like she never stopped playing” Keira explained setting her phone up pressing play
Everyone looked mesmerized at the little screen – at you controlling the ball like no one they've ever seen
“This is...” Alexia was at loss for words “... I've never seen anything like this... ever”
“Told you the Nena is out of this world” Mapí announced proudly “Mi Nena”
“But... this is good right?” Ingrid asked looking at Keira
“It is...” the blonde nodded
“Then why is Lucy...” Caro asked looking at the restaurant door like Lucy would magically appear
“Three and a half years we waited for that... the amounts of fights we had because of it – because we weren't sure if we should give her a little push or not... you all saw what happened when Mapí caught her off guard...” the blonde started but got interrupted by Maps
“... I'm still very sorry” the tattooed woman said ashamed
“... it wasn't you fault Maps... but you all saw what happened.... and NOW... after three and a half years... she picks up a ball.. in Munich... at her girlfriends trainings ground...” Keira kept going
“Lucia is hurt” Alexia mumbled and Keira nodded
“But why? It's amazing that Nena plays again... Ale you have to talk to all them big people you know... we can't lose her to england... or worse... Madrid!!” Mapí said shocked her eyes wide
“María...” Ingrid started gently smiling a little “... lille venn can't play anymore remember?”
“But... she just did” the tattooed girl pointed at Keiras phone
“And neither Lucia nor Keira where there to experience it first hand” the norwegian said softly knowing her girlfriend didn't mean any harm she just... was slow sometimes.
“Oh... OH... that sucks... I'm sorry Keira” Mapí bursted out looking apologetic in Keiras direction
“It's okay Maps... I expected it to be honest... In Munich no one knows who she is...” the blonde said but Alexia, Ingrid, Irene and Marta didn't miss the hurt undertone in their teammates voice
“Can we do anything to help Luce?” the tattooed spaniard asked
“No... she needs to work through it on her own” the blonde shook her head
“Then why did you send Ona after her?” Ingrid wondered
“She's complex.. she needs to work on it on her own but at the same time she needs someone there... someone who she trust... who she can break in front” Keira said “... so... dessert anyone?”
And with this the topic of you picking up a ball was history. At least inside – outside was a different story
“Amor” Ona carefully tried to approach Lucy carefully
“No... I need... I need space... I need to breath” your sister said upset roaming the pavement in front of the restaurant
“Okay... I'll be just here if you need me” the young catalan said calmly pointing to one of the window sills sitting down on it
Lucy roamed for another 10 minutes before she suddenly stopped looking at Ona
“Three and a half years...” your sister blurted out “... three and a half years... I waited three and a half years...” before she started roaming again
Ona just kept quiet waited for her girlfriend to continue to rant and get it off her chest
“... and she has the AUDACITY to pick up a ball in Munich... MUNICH!!!” Lucy ranted angrily “... In front of Georgia Stanway!!”
“Lucy..” Ona said softly
“I was there... every step of the way... I held her when she had nightmares... I picked her up when she did more than her knees could handle and she fell.. I cooked for her even tho she never eaten more than a spoon full... I drove her to rehab sessions and picked her up... I took her to camp with me because I was scared she'd do something stupid if I leave her alone... where was Georgia all the time?” your sister just kept talking “... she was no where to be seen... and now she gets to be there when y/n decides to pick up a ball again... she gets to witness something Keira and I worked for three and a half years?”
“Lucy... amor” Ona tried again keeping her voice soft and calm
“She doesn't DESERVE it to witness that!!” Lucy exploded and Ona knew now was the time to interfere
“Amor... mi vida” the young catalan said her voice low as she pushed herself off the window sill going over to her girlfriend and just pulled Lucy into a hug
Just as she expected Lucy broke down crying the second she felt the arms of her girlfriend tighten around her shoulders
“It's just...” Lucy cried into Onas neck pulling her even closer
“I know... “ the catalan said softly “... but it looked like she didn't know Georgia was there”
“But why does G get to witness that? Why wasn't I there?” your sister hick-upped “I should've been there...”
“I don't think Georgia was meant to witness that...” Ona said her heart breaking a little bit when she heard her girlfriend crying into her shirt
“But she did” Lucy cried not knowing how to deal with the situation “She got to see it”
“Let us go home okay... lets just get some rest” the catalan whispered already pulling out her phone to text Alexia
“We can't... the team” your sister pulled back a little bit trying to contain her tears and sadness
“They'll understand...” Ona said softly “... let me just text Ale... they can take our stuff to and bring it to training tomorrow”
“Thank you” Lucy mumbled holding onto her girlfriend for dear life
Back in Munich you didn't have a clue of your sister breakdown – you were laying happily on your girlfriends couch. Maybe a little too happy.
“Baby... are you okay?” Georgia asked raising her eyebrow at you where you laid on top of her your head on her chest
“Sí” you giggled “muy bien... todo bien”
“Okay...” your girlfriend looked at you confused “... care to switch back to english?”
“No parlo anglès” you giggled pushing your nose against her chest
“Oh fuck me...” Georgia sighed out “... ehrm... wait... who do I know who speaks english AND spanish....”
“El castellà és una llengua bonica...i dones boniques” you giggled
“Tainara” your girlfriend suddenly exclaimed angling for her phone from the side table calling her teammate while you continued to giggle into her chest
“Yeah George?” Tainara answered the phone after the second ring
“Sorry to call you this late... but my... friend... something is not okay with her and she speaks something language I don't understand and... can you help?” Georgia rambled
“Sure... put her on.. I try to help” Gs teammate answered
“y/n... my teammate wants to talk to you” your girlfriend pushed her phone into your face for you to take it
“Hola... qui ets?” you asked wondering
“Oooookay... give me back to Georgia please... you understand english right?” Tainara said
“Sí...” you giggled handing the phone back to your girlfriend
“Yeah?” Georgia asked carefully
“That's spanish you muppet” the Brazilian woman said flatly
“And?” your girlfriend asked confused
“I'm from Brazil” her teammate exclaimed
“Again... and?” Georgia didn't understand what the problem was
“I don't speak spanish... I speak Portuguese” Tainara said a little offended
“Okay look... it kinda sounds the same to me” your girlfriend said ashamed “... so you can't help me?”
“No you asshat... and you owe me a big ass lunch for saying spanish and Portuguese sound the same” Tainara grumbled “... Ana is Colombian... they speak spanish”
“Thank you... god bless your Portuguese soul” Georgia sighed in relieve as she was about to hang up
“I'M FROM BRAZIL!!” you heard yelling from the phone as the call disconnected which caused a new round of giggles
“Hang in there Baby... I'm getting help” your girlfriend mumbled holding you closer to her calling another number
“Yeh?” a tired voice answered after some rings
“Ana? That you?” Georgia asked a little desperate
“Yes? You called me.. G.. if you interrupted my nap by accident” Ana said getting fed up already
“No no... my... friend... she speaks spanish even tho she doesn't speak spanish... I already called Tainara but she couldn't help... and I need help to understand her” your girlfriend rambled again
“Ay dios...” you heard from the phone and it made you perk up
“Uh... I think she understood that... here... talk to her and find out what's going on” Georgia immediately catched on your change of behaviour and once again pressed the phone into your hand
“Hola?” you asked giggling
“Hola chica... cómo estás?” Georgias teammate asked you
“Soy buena y tu?” you giggled
“Bien gracias... Entoces qué te pasa?” Ana asked trying to figure out what's wrong with you
“res per què?” you answered confused
“Puedes devlverme a G por favor?” the Colombian asked
“Sí cap problema” you smiled even tho Ana couldn't see it handing the phone back to your girlfriend
“And?” Georgia asked hopefully
“Yeah I can't help you...” her teammate said nonchalantly
“Why?? She speaks spanish.. you speak spanish... bam... help me” your girlfriend said lost
“I would help if that WAS spanish... that's catalan... I can understand bits of accents away from other spanish but catalan? no... sorry...” Ana said apologetic
“Ugh... fuck meeee...” Georgia whined “... you have any idea who I could call? I just want to know what's going on?”
“Ehrm... my best guess... someone from Catalonia?” the Colombian offered and started to chuckle
“Great help....” your girlfriend said flatly “... I don't know anyone from there”
“Isn't your best friend from Barcelona?” Ana mused
“KEIRA!!! YES!!!” Georgia exclaimed suddenly sitting up quickly which resulted in you getting squished into her torso “You're a godsend Ana... see you tomorrow... good nap!!”
Georgia quickly hung up the call immediately dialling Keiras number waiting nervously for her best friend to pick up
“Hey G...” Keira finally answered and Georgia could hear laughter and voices in the background
“Keiraaaaaa.... heeeeey...” your girlfriend greeted Keira sounding like a maniac
“Oh god... what happened? Is Bitsy okay? Are you okay? Are you both okay?” Keira immediately knew something was off her mind already painting the most worrying pictures
“Yeah yeah we're good... kinda” Georgia said quickly
“Kinda?” her best friend repeated confused
“Yeah you see... we're here... in Munich... on me couch...” your girlfriend started feeling you giggle against her stomach
“I hope for your sakes that you really are” Keira growled her alarm bells screaming “God save the King”
“We are... but... something is not right with y/n... she's all... giggle-y... and...” Georgia confessed embarrassed
“Aaaaand?” her best friend asked her patience low
“ShespeakingspanishandIdon'tunderstandherhelp” your girlfriend mumbled quickly
“Again?” Keira asked confused not knowing if she heard correctly
“For some reason she's speaking spanish and I don't... so... help? Please?” Georgias voice was high
“Why is she speaking spanish?” Keira asked confused
“I don't know... she just started speaking spanish out of nowhere and I tried to solve the problem by asking me teammates but apparently Portuguese is not spanish and even the one who apparently speaks spanish didn't understand spanish... useless the lot of them I tell ya” your girlfriend huffed “... so... help?”
“Oh god... why... why did you two find each other... I'm 27... I'm having GREY hair G... GREY!!!” Keira exclaimed upset
“It's not like anyone would notice between them ginger ones” Georgia shrugged her shoulders
“Georgia Marie Stanway!” her best friend scolded her “... ugh... just get Bitsy on the phone”
“Hey Baby... Keira...” and for a third time that night the phone was shoved in your face
“Sí?” you tried your hardest to sound as normal as possible knowing Keira would catch on and then you were in trouble
“Hey Bitsy... you alright?” Keira cooed sweetly
“Estic perfectamente bé... per què?” you answered honestly and a small snort made it out
“Oh dear jesus lord in heaven” you heard Keira huff “Alexia... mind doing me a favor?”
“What's the matter?” you heard the Barca capitana asked
“Here... your Cariño is on some kind of drug and now she speaks catalan... you are catalan... fix it...” Keira said as she passed the phone to her friend
“Holi Cariño?!” Alexia said a little confusion in her voice
You only squeaked before you threw the phone across the room – even in your current state you knew you were in SO much trouble if Alexia gets involved
“Hey... don't throw me phone!” Georgia exclaimed shocked
“Ho sento” you mumbled trying to push your face deeper into Georgias body hiding from the world
“Baby.... I don't understand you... I just want to help” your girlfriend begged you “... let me go so I can go get me phone?”
“No” you whined holding tighter onto Georgia
“Baby... please” G tried to pry your arms off her “... me phone”
“No necessities el teu phone” you mumbled but your grip loosened a little bit which Georgia used to pushed herself out under you quickly walking to pick up her phone
“Keira?” she asked hoping her friend didn't hung up
“No... Alexia” the other person answered
“Jesus fuck” Georgia sweared throwing her phone a little further away before running after it picking the phone up again “... ehrm... sorry... that was... quiet the surprise... big fan”
“Georgia sí?” Alexia asked trying to keep a clear head
“Yes... that's me” your girlfriend nodded even tho nobody could see it
“Okay... what's wrong with mi Cariño?” the spaniard asked still trying to figure out what is happening
“You mean y/n?” Georgia asked confused
“Yes... y/n... Bronze... the small Bronze” Alexia answered losing her patience already
“I... don't know... we were laying on the couch doing.... nothing.. and she started giggling and speaking spanish... I don't speak spanish... she doesn't speak spanish... so I need help... please” your girlfriend explained once again
“Okay... I can work with that... put me on speaker” the Barca capitana instructed
“Okay... sure... ehrm... wait...” Georgia said before pushing the speaker button “... you're on speaker, Miss Putellas”
“Hola Cariño” Ale said ignoring Georgias rambling
“Ale... Com estás?” you giggled
“Estic bé i tu?” the spaniard asked hearing you speaking catalan surprising her
“Sóc genial” you exclaimed happily
“Per què parles català?” Alexia smiled to herself
“Perquè puc” you grinned proudly “Digues bonmatí”
“Ah, doncs li hauria de dir a l'Aitana?” the blonde spaniard chuckled “... per què hauria de fer això”
“Aitana estarà orgullosa” you said wholeheartly
“Oh but I'm proud of you too....” Alexia said softly “... so tell me mi Cariño... why are you speaking catalan?”
“Ona taught me” you said like it was the most obvious thing on the world
“Ona?” the spaniard asked completely at loss
“Yes... the friendly spaniard” you nodded quickly
“And we're back with the nicknames” Alexia sighed “... want to tell me about your day Cariño?”
“Uh... didn't do anything special.. we had breakfast... VERY good Avo-toast... you spaniards could learn to make Avo-toasts... it's not that hard you know... it's avow.. and toast...” you started to recap your day getting distracted
“Cari.... after breakfast” Alexia stressed
“... oh yeah... we went to this garden... not the bad one where I'm not allowed to go anymore... the nice garden... babe... what's the nice garden called” you got distracted again
“... Englischer Garten... english garden” your girlfriend provided thankful you're speaking english again
“That one... you should come visit pretty spaniard” you giggled “... they have beautiful trees... cherry trees... and this little tent-thingy”
“Cari... focus” the blonde spaniard pressed
“uh... then we went for lunch... just a small one... I had....” you looked at Georgia for help again
“Wurstsalat” Georgia threw in
“... that... it's like sliced sausage with vinegar and onions and pickles and it's really good... oh and you eat it with bread” you giggled again
“Cariño por favor..” the Barca woman groaned
“... then we went home for a nap... and G overslept so we didn't have time for coffee because we had to take public transport to training... G lost her license you know – she drove like a cunt and got a nice picture of it... expensive picture” you just kept talking ignoring Alexias groaning and Georgias shocked face “... we made it to training and they had just a light session I got a bit bored and fell asleep... after training we went home and I cooked...”
“What did you cook Cari?” Alexia perked up
“Penne all'Amatriciana.... it's pasta with beef... or... vedella” you said proudly
“Hm... sounds delicious... how did you prepare the beef Cariño?” the spaniard suspected something specific
“You need to season the filet beforehand... just salt and a little bit of pepper” you started to explain happily and Alexia let you talk “... heat the frying pan to basically volcano and then throw the filet in there... fry fry fry... and than deglaze it with a good dash of red....”
“Red?” Alexia and Georgia asked at the same time
“Yes... don't worry... the alcohol goes all poof with the heat of the pan... no alcohol left in the meat... but it gives it some amazing flavour...” you waved off “... then you throw in the cooked pasta, some fresh tomatoes, basil and parmesan”
“Red wine?” the blonde spaniard clarified
“Sí” you said again
“I don't even have red wine in me flat” your girlfriend exclaimed shocked
“Stole it from Lucy.. she has a whole ass wine rack she didn't even noticed I packed it... got it through camp as well” you answered proudly
“Ay dios mio” you heard Alexia through the phone “Cariño... did you have a sip from the wine?”
“Maaaaaaybe a little” you sing songed
“Ay dios” the spaniard huffed out “how many sips did you have Cari?”
“Just a few” you grinned
“Georgia... look for that bottle” Alexia instructed and immediately sprinted into the kitchen “Cari... why did you take the red wine form Lucia”
“She doesn't need it... she didn't even know what she had there... it was a Vega Sicilia” you said getting upset
“That's a very good wine” the spaniard mused trying to keep you calm “... you have good taste Cari”
“Bottle is half empty” Georgia panted coming sprinting back in “you drank half a bottle of wine?”
“Nooooo...” you giggled “... I put some in the pan too... like... two dashes”
“Oh god...” your girlfriend whined “Miss Putellas...”
“You can call her pretty spaniard... she doesn't care” you interrupted grinning
“Please don't” Alexia exclaimed “Alexia is just fine”
“Please don't tell Keira y/n is drunk... I swore I look after her” Georgia begged
“I'm not drunk” you said seriously
“Cari... you are drunk... but some sleep will fix this, hm?” the blonde hummed
“But I'm not tired” you said confused
“Oh but you are... you told me” Alexia lied hoping you would fall for it
“Oooooh yeah... true... baby I'm tired... I'm going to bed okay” you nodded seriously tossing the phone at your girlfriend swaying in the general direction of the bedroom
“What... where.. huh?” your girlfriend watched as you made it through the open door face planting onto the bed
“You're welcome” Alexia said before she hung up
“Crazy... all of them are crazy” Georgia shook her head
“Ugh” you groaned next morning when you felt Georgias fingertips dance across your ribcage
“Morning drunky” your girlfriend chuckled behind you nuzzling into the back of your neck
“Not drunky” you mumbled closing your eyes again protecting them from the far to bright light in the room
“Oh you so were drunk” Georgia chuckled pressing a soft kiss to your neck
“Was not” you groaned again
“You spoke catalan” your girlfriend pointed out and THAT made you shoot up into a sitting position – which turned out not to be a good idea since you immediately got hit with nausea and headache.
“How do you know I spoke catalan... I don't even speak catalan” you looked at Georgia panicked
“Oh but you do... you had a whole ass conversation with Alexia Putellas...” your girlfriend said as she laid on her back her arms stretched above her head
“Alexia??” you screeched
“Look... I got worried... you were all giggly and strange and you spoke a language I didn't understand... I asked me teammates for help but even they couldn't help... so I called Keira..” your girlfriend explained
“Keira??” you screeched even higher
“Yeah... she couldn't help so she put Alexia on the phone.. she helped...” Georgia shrugged her shoulders sitting up now “... she even got you to go to bed”
“Oh fuck me G... that's bad... so SO bad” you whined
“Why... you had a little wine... geez when I was your age I literally tubed beer” your girlfriend said trying to calm you down
“Do you realize what Ale will do with me once I'm back in Barc... I'm simply never going back to Barcelona... easy...” you started to whine before you just had THE idea
“Yeah well... I don't think Lucy will let that happen” Georgia scratched the back of her neck embarrassed
“We just ignore her...” you looked pleadingly at the blonde
“I still have to play with her in the national team... and you have to go to camps too now since you signed a contract” your girlfriend pointed out killing your plan with her stupid logic
“Ah fuck” you groaned and let yourself fall backwards onto the bed again
“Baby.... it's not that bad....” Georgia tried again
“You wanna tell Lucy I got drunk on red wine?” you raised your eyebrow in challenge
“We just pay Keira and Alexia to never ever breath a word of that” your girlfriend quickly said seeing what you meant
“Mhm... thought so” you mumbled
“Okay... I have training this morning and fitness in the afternoon... you wanna join or stay here?” Georgia looked down at you
“I want to die.... that headache is going to kill me” you whined which made G chuckle
“I'll get you some water and paracetamol” your girlfriend said before pressing a kiss to your head and stood up
“And a bagel... I want a bagel... with bacon....” you yelled after her
When Georgia returned with the bottle of water and two pills you were dead asleep again
“Guess you won't join training then” the blonde mumbled smiling walking towards the bathroom to take her shower and get herself ready for the day
You woke up two hours later to a quiet flat. You groaned again rolling over to your other side seeing the water bottle and the pills laying on your nightstand.
“Every time I think I can't fall more for her she pulls some shit and I fall even harder” you mumble to yourself swallowing the pills with a large gulp of water
“Ugh... I hate pills” you shuddered but made it slowly out of bed dragging yourself into the kitchen where you found a post it on the coffeemashine and one on the fridge
“Press “an”... who the fuck is Ann?” you read loudly looking at the coffeemashine like it offended your whole family
“... oh... there... button... an...” you pressed the button and the machine started to come to life “.... oh cool...” you shrugged your shoulders
“... when all the lights are on... press “Kaffee”...” you read again looking for the right button
“uh... that thing can make Cappuccino” you said excited pressing on that button instead of Kaffee
The machine started to grind the beans – which did wonders for your headache – but THEN it made weird noises. Like it was dying.
“Oooooh no no no no no” you said in panic “... stop dying.... just coffee... you already started the coffee... just... put it in the cup... here... it's a nice cup... look... it's from here actually... it's a Bayern Munich cup... you like Munich right... you live here”
You spoke to the coffeemaker like it would actually answer you but it continued to make weird sounds so you decided to try a different approach
“If I now press Kaffee... will you stop dying... please?” you looked at the machine pleadingly before hitting the coffee button over and over again
“Please... stop dying... G will kill me if I kill you” you said desperately but it was no use
“Okay... we gonna approach that rationally... you had a good life... I'm gonna pull the plug now” you said and pulled the cable out of the socket with closed eyes – immediately the machine stopped “dying” and you sighed in relieve
“Okay... so no to coffee... new plan... get a shower... get ready... go coffee” you mumbled to yourself already leaving the kitchen for the bathroom
30 minutes later you checked your pockets if you have everything before pulling the door shut going down the stairs and step outside into the beautiful Munich sunshine. You had no clue where you were or where you needed to go so you just played eene meeny mooh and then turned right to follow the street. On the next occasion you turned right following an important looking sign hoping for some sightseeing. Again you followed the sign on the next traffic light as it pointed to the left. You took some pictures on your phone on the way being absolutely mesmerized by the buildings you passed in awe. You followed the road for some time until you discovered the next sign telling you to go left and suddenly you stood in front of a big building... with a lot of cars inside. It dawned on you - you just followed a Carpark sign. You were very disappointed at this point. So you decided to walk along the carpark building until you were back on a bigger road. You totally winged this Munich tour.
You followed the bigger road until you spotted a group of Asian people who looked like they were getting a city tour with a guide. So you decided to just go with that group since the guide apparently knew what she was doing. After some short stops at some buildings you were absolutely not interested in you found yourself at a place you reconized from being here with Georgia before – the Viktualienmarkt. It was a beautiful big market place where you could basically get everything. Fresh fruit and vegetables. Honey and Bee products. Wine (slight heave) and Beer. Good food. Nice people. Everything in one place. That also was the moment you realized you had no money on you. Which sucked big time since you got quite hungry with your exploring. You pulled out your phone to see five missed calls. When you pulled them calls up you saw two from your girlfriend, one from Keira, one from Lucy and one from an unknown number. So you decided to call your girlfriend back first and to your surprise she answered after the second ring. Which was VERY unusual for Georgia since you normally needed four tries to get her on the phone
“Baby.. where are you... I came home half an hour ago with you gone... are you okay?” your girlfriend spoke quickly and her voice showing her increased stress level
“I'm alright... I'm at the big market place...” you said confused
“Big market pla... love... where the fuck are you?” Georgia said even more confused that you were
“You know... where you took me when I visited the first time... where you can buy all that bee stuff in that little corner shop on the market” you tried to explain since you didn't want to make a fool out of yourself for pronouncing the places name wrong
“I have NO idea where you are... wait... look for someone nice and let me talk to them” your girlfriend tried so hard to figure out were you where
“Okay... wait” you looked around until you spotted someone familiar – it was the nice waitress from the breakfast place G took you to yesterday so you approached her carefully
“Ehrm... excuse me?” you lightly tapped her shoulder
“Ja?” the nice blonde turned around “Oh hi... I remember you... you had the two avocado toasts yesterday with your friends”
“Actually just one... the other one my friend ate before I could grab a bite... that bottomless bitch...” you said still a sore topic for you “... I... need help... could you please help...?”
“Dinara...” the woman offered smiling friendly “... and of course – what's the problem”
“I... got... kinda lost?” you said embarrassed holding your phone up “... me.. friend is on the phone but she's too thick to figure out where I am so can you please tell her..?”
“Oh my god of course” Dinara laughed as she took your phone “Hi? So your friend is at Viktualienmarkt just opposite Chicos Saftbar... at the golden chicken”
“Oh god thank you so much” you heard the relieved sigh of your girlfriend through your phone “I know you probably have better things to do but... could you maybe keep an eye on her... or chain her to one of the lampposts so she can't run off again? Either way is fine”
“Excuse me??” you exclaimed upset “... tying me to a post?? The fuck you think you are – you ain't Luce”
“Depends on how long you need to get here...” the blonde woman said amused at your outburst
“Half an hour max... I'm already on me way” Georgia said panting as she was jogging down the street to the next tramway
“Yeah I can do that... I'll take her to Café Schmalznudel” the nice helpfully blonde said still grinning at your behaviour since you retreated to grumble to yourself about getting tied up to a post
“Thank you so SO much” your girlfriend said as she got onto the tramway towards the city centre
“No problem...” Dinara smiled as she tugged on your sleeve so you would follow her “... I know how it is to get lost in Munich”
“Where we going? I'll have you know I have a lots of friends who will come looking for you if you murder me” you said but still walked after the blonde
“I was about to get you some coffee and some delicious pastry but since you accused me of being a murderer you can sit and watch me eat and have my coffee” the blonde said sweetly
“That's literally letting me starve... I didn't get coffee this morning because me gi... friend... friend decided to get a coffeemaker you need a fucking PhD for and then I got lost...” you deadpanned as the blonde woman shoved you into a small shop where it smelled deliciously
“Are you always this dark and twisted sarcastic?” Dinara asked interested
“Yes... got it from... I wanted to say my family but they're not like me... in terms of fun... they're all very humourless.. except for me sister... she has her moments... they're rare but she has them” you mused “... she's trying”
“Okay...” the blonde laughed “... what do you want... I recommend the Dampfnudel” she said as she pointed to one of the trays
“What's that?” you looked interested
“It's a yeast dough with a plum marmalade filling... very tasty” D explained “... or there we have Auszogne...”
“Uh.. I had that before... they're amazing” you looked at the pastry your mouth watering “I want them all”
“You literally will puke if you eat everything... so let's settle for one and you can come back with your friend another time” the blonde said
“Gibberish gibberish dare” you looked at her straight in the eye grumbling
“What?” the young woman looked at you confused
“It's... Swedish? Danish? Cold countryish for “you're mean”...” you said huffing a little
“Have it your way... I'm going to order now” the blonde shrugged her shoulders turning around to the guy behind the counter starting to order
“I take that yeast thingy” you interrupted from behind her
“Und eine Dampfnudel mit... what coffee?” the woman said half turning to you
“Do you guys know what a cappuccino is?” you asked carefully
“We're a European country and closer to Italy than the UK... yes we know what a cappuccino is” the woman said rolling her eyes “... und einen Cappuccino bitte”
20 minutes later your girlfriend bursted through the front door looking around panicked before she spotted you speed walking over
“What the hell were you thinking???” your girlfriend said panting
“I was thinking about getting a coffee” you looked at her confused
“I... I.. what?” Georgia looked at you in disbelieve “... coffee?”
“Yes... you know... that black liquid that brings you back to life” you chewed on your pastry as you heard your new friend snort beside you
“I have a perfectly fine coffeemaker at home” your girlfriend exclaimed
“Had... I think it dead” you looked at her innocently and G couldn't do anything than look at you flabbergasted
“So... as lovely as this interaction was... I need to get to work” Dinara suddenly exclaimed and stood up
“What do I owe you... wait... you paid for her stuff right?” Georgia started to ramble and rummaged through her pockets “... here... 50 Euros.... 10 for the food the rest for having to deal with her”
“No needs... she is a delight once she's fed and caffeinated” the blonde waitress laughed and pushed Georgias hand back denying the money
“No really... I can't thank you enough... god knows where she would've ended up” your girlfriend tried to give Dinara the money again
“It's okay... just... put one past Coll for the girls who look up to you” Dinara smiled winked and pushed past Georgia leaving the small place leaving Georgia behind looking confused
“You think she'll come back for the rest of her pastry?” you quipped up behind your girlfriend eyeing the piece interested
“Honestly Baby... what where you thinking? You don't know the City, you don't know the language you didn't even knew where you were” Georgia whisper yelled after she sat down opposite to you
“Look... you were gone when I woke up... I tried to make coffee the machine died... yes, I don't know the city or where I was... but I'm not five... and for the language barrier.. you don't speak german either” you said back your voice low “... you won't believe it Georgia Stanway but people speak english and I found out pretty quickly that the people here are actually pretty helpful if you just ask nicely and be polite”
“I know that... I got scared okay... I know you're not five... but I came home and you were gone and you didn't answer your phone...” your girlfriend said calmly and you saw how she tried to keep herself calm too
“I didn't hear it because it was on silent” you sneered back “What is the big deal?”
“The big deal is that I started to call hospitals because I thought someone knocked you out” Georgia said and you saw how she lost her patience
“G... I can look out for myself.. did it for years” you snapped at her
“Let's go home okay... we can talk about it but we're in public” your girlfriend sighed
But you wouldn't be a Bronze if you wouldn't have the treat of stubbornness
“YOU can go home... I'll use the credit card I stole from Lucy and buy myself a flight to....” you stopped thinking a second “... Manchester”
“Baby please...” Georgia pleaded trying to take your hand but you pulled it away
“No...” you sneered “... don't touch me”
“I won't let you run... and if you run I'll follow you” your girlfriend said her voice low “I can't let you run.. I love you”
Your head snapped up and you looked at her shocked
“You... never said that” you whispered out
“I love you... I got so so scared when I got home...” Georgia said carefully taking your hand and this time you let her “... I told you before I can't and don't want to imagine a world without you... so when you were gone I panicked”
“I'm sorry...” you mumbled “... but honestly it's your coffeemakers fault”
“You pressed another button didn't you” your girlfriend smirked
“It offered cappuccino” you defended yourself
“It can also make cappuccino... if you fill up the milk tank” Georgia said grinning
“I love you too” you mumbled as you let your girlfriend pull you out of the chair
“I know... if you didn't you would be at the airport already” Georgia pulled you into her side pressing a subtle kiss to your temple
“Baby??” you heard your girlfriend call from the kitchen
“Yeah?” you yelled back from the spot on the couch
“Pernille asked if we want to join them for dinner tonight?” Georgia said as she leans against the doorframe of the living room
“Yeah why not...” you said distracted “... what the hell am I watching? There are naked people.. it's freaking daytime”
“Would you be able to whip up a desert? I hate coming empty handed and wine isn't an option this time” your girlfriend asked already texting her teammate back “And what are you watching?”
“How the fuck should I know... I understand fuck all” you exclaimed pointing at the TV with the remote control in your hand
“Oh god... you found the trash TV channel...” Georgia groaned after she threw a quick look at the screen
“That isn't normal trash... that... offensive trash” you exclaimed watching how two police officers start a yelling match with two naked people “What they yelling about?”
“Erregung öffentlichen Ärgernisses...” your girlfriend said distracted still on the phone texting Pernille “... public outrage”
“Yeah I bet... I would be outraged if I see naked people buying a newspaper in broad daylight” you snorted and kept watching how the police officers tried to reason with the nakeys
“Didn't Ella and you once walked naked into Old Trafford?” Georgia asked looking at you expectantly
“THAT was a dare...” you pointed out tilting your head trying to make sense out of the scene that was displayed on screen
“Baby... about that desert” your girlfriend asked again
“Yes I'll whip something up” you said absent still not believing what you see on TV
“Thank you” Georgia pressed a kiss to your head as she walked passed “... I advice to change the show.. it's not getting better”
“It's kinda fascinating....” you said in awe
“No it's not.. it's trash TV” your girlfriend snorted as she started to pack for her afternoon fitness session “You're going to join in?”
“I'll join... but not in” you grinned “Just let me look how long the thingy takes I want to make for the wine replacement”
“I can bring wine... but you won't having any” Georgia grinned as she threw a second kit into her bag knowing fully well you're gonna join in at some point
“I would need about two hours... do we have that much time?” you looked up from your phone where you googled the receipt
“Sure... training ends around 5... I can get you an Uber so you can go home earlier and get a head start” your girlfriend shrugged her shoulders
“You won't let me use public right?” you asked hopefully
“Yeah no... even I get lost sometimes with all them trains and tramways and undergrounds and busses...” Georgia shook her head
“Can someone else drive me? Uber is always so awkward” you whined
“You can ask Alex... he should still be in doing... whatever managers do in their offices... maybe he can drive you” your girlfriend offered
“Sounds good” you grinned knowing exactly how you would get the Trainer to agree driving you back to Georgias apartment
Georgia was right of course. As soon as you walked into the locker room Jill pounced on you talking your ear off while making you promise you would join in the gym. You tried to get out of it by saying you didn't have anything gym appropriate as you get hit in the face by a shirt and some short. Your girlfriend grinned widely at you as you shot her a dirty look which made most of the team laugh. So you changed into the kit Georgia threw at you which resulted in G looking smug and Magda rolling her eyes
“What?” you grumbled at the swede
“Wearing her number? Want to make it anymore obvious?” Magda said her voice low
“She my friend and the only Lioness here... as well as the best friend of one of the women who raised me AND a good friend of my sister...” you answered automatically
“Knew that speech by heart do you?” the blonde swede grinned
“You know how often I had to say that to the newbies at Camp?” you rolled your eyes as you pulled some shoes on “... dear jesus... whose shoes are that?”
“Your... friends” Magda chuckled emphasizing the “friend”
“Bitch...” you grumbled before looking up at the swede “... what's your shoe size?”
“Ehrm... 40” the swede answered
“What's that in UK size?” you looked confused
“7” Pernille answered as she walked past have followed your conversation with half an ear
“Why do you guys have such hobbit feet?” you groaned looking around “Anyone shoes in 8.5?”
You were met with stunned silence. You looked for help at Pernille who looked at her teammates
“42/43 anyone?” the Danish asked into the round but was met with just head shakes “Sorry Søde... looks like you have to go barefoot”
“Barefoot my ass” you grumbled as you walked out of the room and straight into the managers office “Alex... what's your shoe size”
“Ehrm... 43” the norwegian Trainer answered bewildered
“Perfect... give me your shoes” you demanded and pointed at his NIKE Free Metcon5
“Excuse me?” the brown haired man looked at you
“You're players are annoying and now I have to go to the gym with them but they all have mini feet and I don't... so I need shoes... you have me size.. so give me your shoes” you explained
“What's the magic word?” the Norwegian grinned
“Please” you rolled your eyes annoyed
“See... not so hard...” he grinned as he threw his shoes over to you “oh by the way... Ingrid Engen says hi... you better not tell us Barca secrets or she sees herself in the position of taking actions against you you won't like”
“Pff.... Princess Norwegian is far to nice to do something...” you waved off as you pulled the shoes on
“Engen? Probably.... Graham-Hansen on the other side... wouldn't want to piss her off” the man smirked
“You know... if you want me to help you poke Barcas ego... you're not doing a good job in convincing me” you said tilting your head
“I want to win” the Norwegian said confident
“Against Barca?” you laughed out in disbelieve
“Yes...” he nodded curtly
“You know I'm not a bullshitter.... and you have a good team... but defeating Barca? They will have to have a REALLY bad day...” you said honestly tying the laces “... they have everything... Forwards who are constantly on fire... a blazing midfield... and don't get me started on the backline”
“You got the Lionesses to win against Spain” the man pointed out as he leaned back in his chair his white socks shining under his table
“And I have a contract with the Lionesses... I can't help you... officially” you said smirking slightly “... but if I by pure accident write down some plays and weak Barca links and lose them and you find them by chance...”
“Coincidence” the Norwegian shrugged smirking as well
“Pure accident....” you grinned “... I'll have it ready by tomorrow evening for losing it”
“I really have to keep hold of Stanway don't I?” the man laughed
“For as long as she's happy here...” you shrugged your shoulders before turning around leaving the office
“There she IIIISSSS” you heard Jill before you saw her
“And there she gooooeeesss” you mimicked her turning to leave again
“No no no no no Lieveheersbeestje” the dutch said quickly throwing her arm around your shoulders pulling you further into the gym
“Lie... what?” you looked at her disgusted
“Lieveheersbeestje... Ladybug” the young player smiled
“Ew... stop giving me Pet names... your my annoying soul sister” you pushed her of you
“Naaaaw.... love you too” the dutch sing songed and pulled you back against her
“Let go you annoying gouda-head” you said trying to push her away again
“Say that you love me too” Jill laughed holding on to you even tighter
“My Sister taught me not to lie..” you pushed harder even tho both of you were just messing “so I'm not saying this because it would be a big fat lie”
“You don't mean that” the dutch exclaimed shocked
“Pernille!!!!” you whined out as you spotted the Danish player “Jill is mean to me...”
“Jill...” the light blonde warned as she stretched her muscles
“I didn't do anything” the dutch defended herself
“She wanted me to lie... Lucy said if she ever catches me lying she cuts me feet off!” you immediately said accusingly
“Kids” Pernille warned now both of you before turning to her girlfriend “Which one do you want?”
“The small Bronze of course” Magda looked at Pernille like she lost her mind “I really don't understand that question”
“Just wanted to be polite” the Danish said rolling her eyes “Take your kid to the other side of the room... these two together won't be good”
“Come on Kid... we start over there” Magda pulled you out of Jills grip and to the other side of the gym
“I'm not your Kid” you looked confused but let the swede pull you along
“Now you are... or do you prefer Kiddo?” the blonde swede grinned “Or should I throw Swedish nicknames at you?”
“Can't you just be normal?” you looked bewildered
“Normal is boring... I'm fun” Magda grinned
“And old...” you mumbled
“Hey... I'm not old” the blonde exclaimed
“Oh sorry... you are experienced” you nodded with a shit eating grin
“Just... do your training” Magda pushed you towards the treadmill
“I... don't have a trainings plan” you said confused
“Then do whatever you fell like but please do something... Pernille is already looking over” the swede whisper yelled
“Uuuuhhh... someone is scared of her girlfriend” you teased the older player
“You want me to get her on your ass... I still can swap kids” Magda said grinning
“I... can't go on the treadmill...” you admitted a little ashamed
“Why not... it's not that hard... and you look fit enough to do it” the swede pushed you slightly
“No... I... physically can't...” you started to bite your lip looking up to find your girlfriend
“Would you please explain that?” Magda said carefully sensing that it was a very personal topic
“I have... knee issues” you said finally spotting your girlfriend on the bench press
“Okay...” the swede said softly “... want to do some arm work?”
“I can do push ups or pull ups” you said excited and grateful that Magda dropped the topic
“How many pull ups can you manage?” Magda grinned poking at your competitiveness
“More than you” you shot back
“Oh we're gonna see that” the blonde grinned already jumping up to grab the monkey bar
“Respect little Bronze...” Magda panted out next to you as both of you laid on the ground faces red and covered in sweat “... didn't think you had it in you”
“My sister is Lucy Bronze...” you panted back “... had to beat her in something”
“Are you two done being idiots?” Pernille asked appearing in your line of vision
“We're not idiots” the swede answered her girlfriend “... we had to settle an argument”
“Oh really...” the Danish said raising her eyebrows “... keeping everyone from training because you two do pull ups until you pass out... counts as being idiotic”
“I won” you weakly pointed out your breathing slowly getting back to normal
“Pff... you wish” the blonde swede next to you huffed
“Oh I won” you sat up quickly which turned out to be the wrong move as you began to sway
“Yes Søde you won” Pernille was immediately by your side steadying you with her legs
“She didn't.... you shouldn't lie to her” Magda exclaimed
“She won” the Danish said firmly throwing her girlfriend a look that probably could freeze hell
“Yes darling... she won... fair and square...” the swede quickly corrected herself and it made you snicker
“Alex is waiting for you?” the Danish looked down at you
“Uh yeah... he driving me home” you quickly said trying to stand up but your said it wasn't a good idea
“Stay down... let your body relax and let it come back from the torture you just put it through” Pernille said gently
“Don't have time for that” you answered trying to stand up again
“Oh but you gonna make time Søde...” the Danish smirked and you knew you better listen
“If G helps me... would you please let me go shower?” you asked carefully
“No... Georgia has to train” Pernille answered shortly “... I normally should train too but I can stay a little longer with Magda so I can afford a few minutes”
“We stay longer?” the blonde swede whined “Why?”
“Because you haven't done any of your training so far... you did pull ups....” the Danish answered strictly
“Aaaah maaaan” Magda huffed annoyed
“Your own fault... MY kid is already done with her training by the way... I win the better parent contest” Pernille grinned
“My kid is cooler and fitter” the swede shot back “Your kid is just annoying”
“HA!” you exclaimed happily “I think I can stand up now”
“Try” the Danish encouraged you and you finally got up without swaying “.... okay... off to the shower and you clock out before you leave”
“Yes mom” you rolled your eyes but quickly moved out of the way when Pernille tried to playfully kick your ass
15 minutes later you pushed your head through the door of the gym looking for Pernille
“Mom I'm gone...” you yelled in her direction finding her standing next to Magda who just did some leg press
“I expect you home for dinner” the Danish shot back without taking her eyes of her girlfriend
“Yes mother” you rolled your eyes
“That's “ja mor” for you brat” Pernille played along smiling slightly as she nudged Magda slightly with her foot against her girlfriends hip silently telling her to focus
“Yeah yeah... I'm off..” you pulled a face before disappearing again
“So... any tips for free?” Alex asked as soon you slided into his passenger seat
“You have to watch Aitana... this woman likes to work” you said as you put your seatbelt in place
“I already know that” the Norwegian rolled his eyes as he smoothly maneuvered the car through traffic “... want a little city tour?”
“I wish I could but I really have to get going on this stupid desert G promised Pernille for inviting us for dinner” you grumbled
“You got invited by Hardersson? Nice...” the trainer looked impressed
“Why you look so impressed?” you asked confused not understanding why he would be impressed by a dinner invitation
“You getting invited by our royal couple... impressive... you here now what... two days? Three?” Alex mused
“Three if you count arrival” you said “Royal couple?”
“You don't really follow social media don't you?” the Norwegian asked chuckling
“Not really no... being Lucy Bronzes sister does things.... the amount of thirst messages over my sisters hands or her thighs I received kinda put me off having a social media account... then there were threats... or inappropriate messages... oh yeah... and the messages that said they were happy I had three ACLs.... so no.. not really on social media” you said flatly
“The internet is a dangerous place...” the Trainer said calmly “... but also a good place you know... we as a Club can use it to keep in touch with the fans... we can rewatch games... players can basically promote themselves”
“I know... I never said it was bad... it wasn't just not a good place for me at the time” you said seriously
“But back to the original topic.. Hardersson is the royal couple...” Alex said
“I thought that was Beth and Viv...” you asked confused
“Here in Munich it's Pernille and Magda” the Norwegian smiled
“You're biased because Pernille is on your national team” you said shaking your head
“She's Danish....” the Trainer rolled his eyes “... I'm Norwegian and I don't train the NORWEAGIAN team”
“Danish... Norwegian... Sweden... all cold countries” you grumbled
“England isn't far off” Alex teased you
“We have rain... not cold” you huffed
“I went skiing in Glencoe last winter” the Norwegian chuckled finding immense entertainment in riling you up
“Glencoe is Scotland you fish eating...” you couldn't think off a good insult so you just huffed again
“We're here my token” he laughed as he pointed to the front door of the house where Georgia had her apartment in
“Thanks for the ride trainer” you tipped your head and got out of the car
“Don't forget to lose that paper tomorrow” he yelled after you and you threw a thumbs up at him
“Baby... I'm ho... shit that smells good... what is it?” Georgia yelled as she opened the door and got a little sniff of the pastry you made.
She walked into the kitchen but you weren't there. But she found the most delicious treat. Just as she was about to grab one from the baking tray you yelled from the bathroom
“If you touch them damn things Georgia Stanway I cut your fingers off”
“But you love my fingers!” your girlfriend yelled back in a teasing tone but retreated from the tray
“You still have a tongue I can use...” you deadpanned as you stepped out of the bathroom wearing a dark blue pantsuit with a silver necklace just putting in the matching earrings and light make-up
“True... but you li....” Georgia said but stopped midsentence and just stared at you
“What?” you asked seeing her staring at you
“You... this... you” your girlfriend rambled with wide eyes
“Do you need a restart?” you asked carefully and a little taken aback “... I can hit you if you need it”
“No.... you're just... you're beautiful.... so so beautiful” Georgia whispered
“Thank you” you said shyly your cheeks flushed as you bit your lip
“I think we should stay in....” your girlfriend pushed herself into your space towering a little over you
“No... I spend the last two hours making that desert... we go...” you said firmly pushing her back slightly “... go change... if we're late because of you...”
“Yeah... I'm already moving... no need to get mean woman” Georgia grumbled knowing exactly what you wanted to say
30 Minutes later you stood in front of a small house a little outside the city center with your basket full of deserts. Georgia took it upon herself to ring the doorbell – multiple times to annoy Magda – and was now waiting with a wide grin for the swede to open the door. And that she did. Magda opened the door saw a widely grinning Georgia Stanway with you behind her holding a basket. The swede eyed the basket and you offered it to her so she could take a better look
“I come brining gifts” you smirked as you saw the blonde lurking inside
Suddenly everything went very quickly. Georgia got pushed to the side so she nearly fell into the rose bushes you got grabbed and ungracefully pulled inside as Magda shut the door behind you with her foot
“Pernille... Pernille....” the swede excitedly yelled pulling you behind her further into the house “PERNILLE!!!”
“I'm in the same universe as you... stop screaming... what's the matter” the Danish came out of the – what you assume living room – looking annoyed “... hello dearest daughter of mine”
“Hi...” you said a little bit flustered and confused
“What's the matter Eriksson?” Pernille looked at her girlfriend who just pushed you in front of her with a wide grin
“Look...” she motioned to the basket
“Where's Georgia?” the Danish asked looking behind you two
“Don't know” Magda said getting more excited by the second “.... who cares... LOOK”
Finally Pernille took a look into the basket and bursted out laughing
“Can we keep her??” the blonde swede asked hopefully
“She's not a dog Magda” Pernille rolled her eyes
“But she made Kanelbullar!!” Magda pointed out taking the basket from your hands shoving it in her girlfriends face
“You are unbelievable Magda... no manners whatsoever” the Danish said annoyed as she made her way to the door to leave your girlfriend in
“I'm really sorry Georgia...” the blonde Dane said “... you have my permission to hit her”
“It's alright...” your girlfriend waved off “... I got threatened with cut off fingers if I'd touch them... she made them from scratch”
“Magda will guard her with her life now...” Pernille chuckled as she watched her girlfriend basically carrying you around and running circles around you asking you a million questions a second if you need anything
“That's okay...” Georgia smiled softly “.... she deserves to have more people in her corner”
“God Stanway... you really are in love” the blonde Dane chuckled
“Is that a bad thing when you look at her?” your girlfriend looked longing at you
“No... she's a treasure...” Pernille smiled as well watching how her girlfriend offered you even her Olympic medal in exchange for more Kanelbullar
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How did Caro go about figuring out their gender identity when they were on their own? You mentioned that they tried "they" and "he" pronouns before settling on "they" - can you talk about that more?
Sure can! In case theres some reading this who may not have read my comics or know the background but stumbled on my art on accident, ill give a little breakdown of their journey. Caro grew up in a really small town with really restrictive parents. They start out knowing they are not a girl. but not really having any idea what that means exactly, and not having access to the resources or a safe place to find out. They start out using he/him because at the time (16 in most of the stories i show them in their teenage years) they arent actually aware theres more of a spectrum than just a binary, they think being a boy is the only way to not be a girl. Their friend, Sully, while being openly gay and having a bit more of an idea about some things, doesnt know much about gender expression or gender-queerness either, so he does what he can to support what they both think is the right fit. apparently neither if them thinks to go to a library. After sully leaves, Caro is left to struggle on their own. They know they are trans, but they are still nervous about exploring things without someone holding their hand, ptsd from extremely intense helicopter parents perhaps and being kicked out for knowing at the very least, they arent the girl everyone always forced them into. They meet their current agent, Goldie, somewhere around 20 years old, at this point they have not revealed their face or gender even in their podcast (for those who listen, ive kept those things very vague since its supposed to be canonical with their life journey). Goldie encourages them to explore more what feels right to them and helps them get in touch with gender affirming resources, 'He' felt close, but it was never really that aha yes its me! moment. They learn about nonbinary, genderfluid, etc through research and help from other people in the community they meet through Goldie, therapy resources and also people they meet via their podcast. They actually do try out a few things, canonically they go from she to he to genderfluid (any pronoun) to they, which feels the best for them. present day Caro doesnt mind 'he' either, they just mostly stick with They. i WILL be exploring this in the podcast, so that story will be told in more detail as time goes on as well. Bonus answer: the reason why i wrote their journey like this, is because Caro is how i explored MY gender identity. They started out as a tool i used to try on different hats and research in a safe space (a fictional character), meet and talk with people to find what gender expression worked best for me, also going from she to he to fluid (any) to nonbinary (they.) i did not have restrictive parents or come from a small town, but im in my 40s, and there wasnt a lot of resource available where i grew up for trans kids in the 90s. i knew i wasnt a girl, and for me, boy seemed like my only other option until i learned that gender is not a binary and i actually had many ways i could go, until i found what felt right to me. and honestly, it was as simple as someone calling me 'They' in passing because they werent sure how to refer to me. Hit me like a ton of bricks. I was in my mid thirties and frankly, it was so relieving to finally have a pronoun that felt like ME! I think perhaps it was as simple for Caro as well. Unforch I cant give you a solid answer as to WHY they felt right for me or Caro. i just know it did, i think perhaps that an individual feeling for everyone who is figuring things out. Some people just KNOW, and others like me, know *something* and find out what the means for them along the way. <3
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spellmage · 7 months
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finally putting together a cohesive plan for band au because i wanted to know how many chapters it was going to be and AGH
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months
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kaidabakugou · 4 months
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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺
#kai.rambles#i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired#which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id#and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no#and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing#and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass#and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day#and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting#my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy#didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents#who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning#so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id#and he was just being a fkn dick#but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush#and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰
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earlgreybocchan · 2 months
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Lost my original post of this from the other day but I genuinely don't understand how Black Butler discourse ever shifted into the does Sebastian ~really~ like Ciel or is Ciel just dinner line of conversation that is pervasive as it is because Sebastian is the one that has absorbed his whole existence into Ciel's. Sebastian's face is what Ciel wants Sebastian's whole purpose is doing things for Ciel Sebastian's every hell of a butler yes my lord speech is about how he's Ciel's and Ciel is the one going around saying shit like whatever Sebastian is just my pawn 💅
#like sjdjdkdd??????#it's not that i don't think ciel loves sebastian per se bc. well. i don't think he'd ever process it in terms like that no matter what...#...kind of relationship they have bc the most important thing to him is getting him to do tasks like a dog and proving he will over and over#which is why sebastian does it all so overkill#but the most acknowledgement you ever get that ciel likes sebastian is stuff like idk the fucking book of atlantic you did good today#or if we're feeling really crazy the you were the only demon there line#like the dynamic has gotten way skewed in fandom away from the actual text#and i know why but it's still annoying bc i am not even saying this in a shippy way bc i don't give a fuck about ships#but they're so crazy entwined and in completely incomparable inhuman situations that it literally has no merit on this story to sit and...#...definitely piece together how this relationship works with real life normie standards like it literally is going to fit into no box of...#...what we think of as friends or siblings or parents or partners bc no victorian guy on the face of the earth has a real pet demon.#it's so boring you're missing the bigger picture that they're everything to each other and completely stuck together forever#does x mean y mean z? (least problematic answer only) they're stuck together! forever!#and no one has demons in real life it's all comparable to real life nothing#other than the asthma that's real#anyway. it's like fandom has made up a version of this story in their heads that is so devoid of anything that makes the story the story#twitter is like another planet for this i am mostly talking about twitter where i have been looking for news about the anime and oh boy#i have said this before but sebastian doesn't have a grip on human relationships bc he's not one and ciel doesn't give a fuck#but like this post started with and strayed from. well. sebastian isn't even trying to act like he's indifferent. ciel actually is.#and we're all missing several funny bits from that just trying to fit everything into a box#we could have more interesting conversations if we got past the same three people have been having for 20 years#kuroshitsuji#my kuro posts
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hella1975 · 10 months
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so it turns out it was actually never that serious
#the exam literally went fine what the fuck just happened i feel like i just hallucinated that#like im not one of those people that go 'omg i did soooo badly :(' just to come out with top grades if i say it's going to shit#then it's becuase i genuinely wholeheartedly believe it#and my headspace before this exam was the worst it's been in MONTHS like i havent felt that bad for an exam since first year#and i sat down opened the paper and. remembered everything. like i literally just Knew the answers#im not saying ive passed bc am i fuck about to jinx it and i was still riding mainly blind bc i have NO idea where that knowledge came from#but at the very least there was a 35 marker that i KNOW i aced like i could picture the exact lecture slides it wanted me to discuss#and i had all of them memorised so at the very least ive got like. 30 marks. which is enough for me to pass the module#bc this exam is only weighted 75% and with my marks from the other 25% i only needed like 20 marks to pass this exam#which... makes it even more embarrassing that i failed it the first time but whatever!!!!#oh my god im so glad that's done im so happy IM FREE#just been in the kitchen dancing around to my little tunes and texting my friends <3#im meeting up with one of them when she gets off work at 5 and we're going for drinks#so ive got until then to nap and chill and then ill go to the shop and get us some food and wine#and she's gonna come here for a bit & then we'll go. like actually look at me. im having people over at MY HOUSE im going out to buy us WIN#im literally a functioning adult living independently who IS she a misty memory#alas i do only have £23 in my account so this is gonna be such a slay seeing how i make that stretch for a night out#i acc could budget for england when it comes to alcohol i think like the way i manage to have a good funky time with MINIMAL funds#is downright impressive. it's a skill idc what you say#hella goes to uni
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Why do I sometimes have weeks where even looking at my phone sounds like too much work and other where I want to do Everything in regards to creating and than feel overwhelmed by not doing Everythg at once because I know this creative burst will not last long
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chipjrwibignaturals · 4 months
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I have a chronic illness called “unable to pick up a game again mid-game” that prevents me from actually playing persona 5 (the game with a 10 hour long tutorial)
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eviltothecore13 · 2 years
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I’ve seen people talking about Wednesday shaking/threatening Thing and calling her parents “evil puppet masters” in the one promo clip and I have Thoughts.
Firstly, I don’t think the “evil puppet masters” line is OOC, and I think the posting about it without sharing the clip has taken it out of context somewhat. IN context, Gomez and Morticia have sent Thing to Wednesday’s school to keep an... eye??...on her because they’re worried about her, but Wednesday interprets that as them trying to control her and says that line.
I KNOW people always worry that a new adaptation will forget that the Addamses are a generally healthy and always loving family. I know some adaptations in the past HAVE had issues: e.g. the animated films portraying Gomez as not understanding Pugsley’s love of inventions and explosives because it’s non-traditional, when the 60s show had established that the Mad Inventor traits are something Pugsley probably got FROM Gomez. Or the musical having some completely pointless lines from Morticia that portray her as not liking Grandmama, which was never the case before.
But the writers in interviews have established multiple times that this show is, indeed, about a healthy and loving family, they’ve talked about how Gomez and Morticia want the best for Wednesday and how the family have each other’s back no matter what. It sounds like there’s just some temporary strain on their relationship as Wednesday wants to be more independent and feels like her parents are being too protective...which is totally realistic and normal even for the most loving family. It sometimes feels like this fandom thinks a loving family, or a healthy relationship, can only be one that never disagrees on anything ever, and that’s just...not true. At some point a family will encounter problems no matter how much they love each other and I think an interesting story can be made out of these issues being resolved happily (which I’m pretty confident they will be). And as far back as the 60s show several plots involved some kind of issue or misunderstanding, that would of course then be resolved. Including some of the most liked episodes.
And it’s...very much in-character for Wednesday to react overdramatically to something minor and clearly well-intentioned that her parents did. Remember, this is the same character who came up with “Dear mother and father, I hate you. Love, Wednesday.” when she ran away from home, and insisted that her parents didn’t love her and claimed to want to see them suffer--over something pretty minor, and by the end of the episode everything’s fine. Then in the films, her and Pugsley become worried that Gomez and Morticia love Pubert more than they love them, and try to kill Pubert--yes, death isn’t quite so serious for an Addams (and I STRONGLY disagree with the people who claim that this behaviour is proof that Wednesday is totally evil and heartless), but it’s still clearly a problem given that Gomez and Morticia have to step in and try to prevent it. I almost feel like she’s inherited some of Gomez’s tendency for overreacting but is just much more deadpan in the way she expresses it. Describing her parents as “evil puppet-masters” who want to control her when the reasonable description would be “loving parents who are maybe being a little too protective” is...fairly on-brand for Wednesday when she’s annoyed about something. I’m sure she KNOWS it’s not TRUE, but that’s not going to stop her from saying it.
I’m not worried by this because people working on the show have made it very clear in their interviews etc that the show IS going to depict the family as healthy and loving. Christina Ricci has also given her approval to the portrayal of Wednesday and she had quite a bit of influence on the depiction of Wednesday in the films, she understands the character.
We’ve also SEEN that Wednesday does love her family in this show through how happy she is to see Fester--and that she has an odd way of expressing how much she cares at times, because it’s already been established in this show that she cares about Pugsley and is extremely protective of him/goes after anyone who bullies him but also takes a “tough love” attitude to him where she tells him he needs to show less emotion so as not to come across as weak and become a target for bullies... This version of Wednesday does seem to have some issues from her experiences in school, but I don’t feel like that’s necessarily OOC either--I’ve had my own headcanons in this regard for a while, and I am a little bit nervous about the idea of the show doing it wrong, but also feel like it could be really good if done right.
Wednesday being so harsh with Thing...I have more mixed feelings on. On the one hand (hand. I’m hilarious.), it’s not inherently OOC for Wednesday to be threatening towards one of the family--whether that’s her “games” with Pugsley/constant talk of killing him (I do not for one second think her and Pugsley actually dislike each other or that she genuinely wants him dead--but it doesn’t stop her SAYING she wants to kill him) or the more actual-dislike-motivated behaviour towards Pubert (which I do think was only temporary...it’s a pity that no later adaptation has ever been an actual sequel to the films or shown Pubert when he’s older and can have an actual character dynamic with Wednesday). I do think it would be completely OOC for her to follow through on those threats in this particular case--it’s just too far, especially for Thing who she generally gets on very well with and is usually polite to day-to-day--but I don’t think she has any intention of doing so.
As for grabbing him and shaking him...it’s harsher than we’ve seen her be towards him before, yeah, but I don’t think it’s as serious as it might seem to a non-Addams. None of them are easily seriously harmed, and Gomez pulling out Fester’s teeth/Fester removing Gomez’s brain/them constantly judo-throwing each other about and throwing knives at each other is seen as ultimately non-serious sibling rivalry/bickering/practical jokes (and Gomez and Fester clearly love each other despite the occasional dramatic proclamation of hating each other...hm, while Wednesday’s similarities to Morticia are obvious, I do feel like her similarities to Gomez sometimes get overlooked...). She’s clearly annoyed with him but I wouldn’t necessarily see her behaviour to him as expressing anything more serious than that she is currently not in a good mood with him. Considering her scary threats involve threatening him with not being able to keep his skin perfectly smooth, I’m not sure she’s even being 100% serious.
However I AM more concerned about how they’ll depict Wednesday’s relationship with Thing than about how they’ll depict Wednesday’s relationship with Gomez and Morticia, because...well, the writers, actors, etc have made it very clear that Wednesday and Gomez and Morticia care about it each other. I don’t think there’s much chance of the show NOT depicting Gomez and Morticia as loving Wednesday and vice versa. But Thing...hasn’t been talked about much, and there HAVE been previous adaptations that depicted Thing in ways that aren’t to my liking, where he’s seemingly depicted more like a servant or pet than part of the family/Gomez’s childhood friend. (The 90s live action reboot show having him playing with a ball in a seemingly rather doglike way in one scene weirded me out...that’s a person not a pet). And I DO think a scene where Wednesday is angry with Thing and is being harsh towards him needs to be balanced out by plenty of scenes showing that they do USUALLY get on well...the question is whether we will get that.
That being said, we have seen Thing behaving in friendly ways with her in other clips, and the official Wednesday Addams twitter claims that he carved her a coffin-shaped chair as a gift. So I am reasonably confident that they’re still going to mostly have a good relationship.
I DO think it was the wrong choice of clip to promote the show. Netflix chose a clip that emphasised that some of the relationships in the family are currently strained--which is not a new thing in Addams media by ANY means, but is not the best way to promote a series when some people are already worried that it might take that too far--I think both out of wariness after years of non-fans interpreting 90s Wednesday as completely evil/constantly miserable/hating everyone with no exceptions (90s Wednesday is NOT remotely like that!), and out of Tim Burton’s reputation (which I kind of think is overstated because some of his work, like The Nightmare Before Christmas, is fairly lighthearted? but I can understand the wariness nonetheless as someone who has always been rather annoyed with him having Batman kill people)?
But I also think some people in this fandom have a nostalgia-filtered idea of what the Addamses being a loving family looks like, where no-one ever disagrees on anything or has the slightest misunderstanding, even though that wasn’t the case even in the 60s show and also...isn’t what a loving/healthy family necessarily always looks like at all (and to my mind the relationships can end up coming across as stronger if they occasionally work through issues together). And also that people who watched the 60s show first are sometimes...very attached to the idea of Wednesday as a cute 6-year-old and seem to want her to stay that way forever, whereas I’m interested in seeing how her character develops as she grows up.
On the whole I’m still cautiously optimistic about the show since the comments from the writers seem quite promising about the characterisation/character dynamics within the family/etc, I don’t mind that it’s not a sitcom or not exactly like the 60s show given that the 60s show wasn’t even the original (the comics were--though I wouldn’t want an adaptation to be exactly like the comics, either, as the characters were less likeable in them--but I do think the show was TOO toned down in some ways) and the 90s films are my personal overall favourite (I also don’t think the 90s characterisation is as drastically different from the 60s characterisation as some people seem to think...Wednesday in particular is just...older. And has spent the past few years going to school with a bunch of people she has nothing in common with and doesn’t get on with. Of course she acts more cynical.) I don’t think I’ll ever get the takes about how it’s not The Addams Family if it’s not set in the 60s (but then, I’m still not sure I get the one about how the piranhas-in-the-swimming-pool scene is villainising POC either...what is villainous about setting piranhas on a bully? I was definitely cheering her on) or if it’s not a sitcom or if it doesn’t follow the formula of the Addamses having a different normal person visit their house and get terrified of them each episode. As long as it tells a good story with the characters I love.
(The thing that actually does worry me is Gomez’s actor apparently being credited as a guest star because I KNOW from interviews etc that there’s a lot of focus on Wednesday’s relationship with Morticia but Gomez is important too!)
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medicinemane · 2 years
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So, the real reason I'm sharing this is less even to do with it (you watch it, it's exactly what it says on the tin, people saying how great putin is and how much they want him to keep being president)
I'm more sharing it because I hear people in other parts of the world talk the same way about their politicians and I just really really want to caution people and suggest they take a serious look at their relationship with politicians
And if you're saying something like that they're great, that you wouldn't want anyone else, I really want you to think about if you'd want to live in a country like russia
Like just take some time to say "do I adulate politicians?", and like you'll say "obviously not, I'm smart", but like take some time and really really ask yourself if you do cause I see people behave and talk like this
Like you might not, and that would be great, but it's always worth checking in, and it's worth never ever putting politicians on pedestals
"They align well with my policies and have been competent" is a fine thing to say, but not like... "oh they're so charismatic and they're just great"... but are they any good? Do they govern effectively? Do they do things that benefit democracy or do they want to hoard power?
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curiosity-killed · 27 days
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✍️ 📑 and 📚 for the writer's ask game if you'd like!!
:D i'd be delighted, in fact
✍️ What’s your writing process?
uh. chaos ??? I feel like this is so project-dependent lol but in all cases it's basically a matter of "get what's in ur head down on paper as fast as possible before you lose focus and it vanishes into Oblivion"
in practice, that tends to mean I have A Single Source of Truth document on my laptop where I compile all the writing I wind up doing on my phone or notebooks (or sketchbooks) roughly in story order. There's no outline or storyboarding or whatever lol And for things that I need to research/develop outside of the actual prose, I either leave comments in the doc with links or have a spreadsheet with organized tabs called '[Story Title] Bible'. Most of what is known about any given story is ultimately just in my head which is a very dangerous place to be.
📑 How many drafts do you write on average?
average story gets 5 revisions factoid actually just statistical error. average story gets 0 revisions. tcp georg, which is 18 years old and has had at least 10 drafts, is an outlier adn should not have been counted
ahem. for fic, usually, the only draft is the draft you see posted. some stories, like whipstitch or sequence the bones, get actual systematic editing but it still doesn't usually manifest as full drafts. for original fic, it's....complicated lmao in part because most of them are old enough they've been marinating for years but have never had a complete draft. tcp, as the above meme indicates, has had so many versions that I stopped referring to them as drafts and started referring to them as drafts of a specific version (i.e., currently, I'm working on draft 2 of version...9 or 10. i am not actually sure.)
📚 Who’s your favorite author (or a few of them)?
SO MANY. A quick, incomplete list:
Arthur Sze
Octavia Butler
Mary Oliver
Margaret Atwood
Shakespeare
Kafka
Neruda
David Sedaris
....I know I'm missing obvious ones
writer asks
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broke-on-books · 3 months
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I don't understand why I'm struggling so hard to write this essay
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woolandcoffee · 1 year
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Well, as predicted, the water heater finally gave out (in fairness to her, she was apparently installed in '99 and was going strong until recently). What was not predicted was how much of a hassle its turning out to be to get it replaced. My house was built in the 1970s, and the room with the water heater, HVAC unit, and washer/dryer is a bit of a mess. Combo of it being older and some fairly slap-dash DIY from previous owners. Anyways, the water heater is in a corner, and the water pipes that go into it come out of the floor directly in front of it. There's basically no way to get the water heater out without some finessing - either of the pipes or of the water heater itself.
The first plumber (sent by our home warranty which is due to expire soon, so I figured why not see if we can get this last thing out of it) spent some time attempting to fix the leak which has necessitated the replacement, and when that didn't work (once again, it says in big, bold sharpie that it was installed in '99) said that the only way he would do it is if he could cut a door-sized hole in my wall (that I would need to pay to have finished btw) and bring the water heater out that way. Not satisfied with that option, I had another plumber come out this morning. These guys were more professional than yesterday's plumber, and came up with several options that do not involve carving up my walls like a Christmas turkey (they did, however, look appropriately aghast when I informed them that this method had been recommended to me). The downside is that because of where the pipes are located, replacing my water heater is considered a "difficult install" and will cost $3k.
The good news is, I can afford to do that. The bad news is that its definitely more than what I was expecting to pay. I have no idea how much its worth it to continue shopping around and getting quotes - my suspicion is that no matter what the placement of those pipes means getting the water heater replaced is going to be a pain in the ass no matter who I talk to. After chewing on it for several hours, I'm leaning towards biting the bullet and just paying these guys to do the work so that it is done, and we don't have to keep thinking about it.
Thankfully this is the last major appliance that should need replacing since we've done almost everything else over the course of the last year. So once its done, we should be done on major home repairs for a bit. Still, its been a stressful couple of days and while I enjoy being a responsible adult person and all that, I would very much like to wrap myself in a blanket cocoon and pretend like the outside world isn't there thank you very much.
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Me: *goes to get checked for ADHD*
The therapist, 20 minutes in: ... Have you looked... Into autism?
*Session continues*
The therapist, at the end: ... Yeah I'm... Going to talk with some colleagues who specialize in autism... Hope you don't mind...
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cheemken · 9 months
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psst king since u had a body swap au what abt an age swap au for the champs
Man but can you imagine nine champions but only two of them are adults and they have to deal w seven kids like that could break a mfer probs hahah
That's dope tho that'd be fun bc young Diantha in my hcs is such a little shit hahaha
Idk if what you mean is like,, the body swap and such but I'm just going w the thought that in this au, the older champions just turned to kids while Iris and Hau stayed the same age (so like, mid 20s and late teens, while the other Champions that got turned to kids are around,, 12-16)
Like imagine them thinking that the only champion they have to really watch over is Cynthia bc from the stories she tells them, she was such a rowdy kid and would drag her friends everywhere. Maybe Leon at a push too. But holy shit they did not expect Diantha to be like that™
In a span of an hour, Diantha managed to actually push one of the other champions off the roof bc they were pissing her off (it was Leon, don't worry Hau saved him), convinced Cynthia to eat a rock (Iris got it out before she could swallow it), made Geeta barricade the doors to the backyard when Hau and Iris were still outside (they managed to get in through the windows), got Lance to use Iris and Hau's money to buy cake (she said that it's only right since they're the adults they should give them food), and scared Steven enough he started crying and Wallace had to tell her off bc "why would you make Stevie cry? >:("
"because he's weak ouo"
"he is not weak!"
Diantha finds out Iris is a dragon master, stares right up at her, goes "Drasna is better than you ouo"
"why you little shit—"
Imagine once they all turn back to normal, Iris and Hau tells them abt how it was dealing w them, and told them the stuff Diantha did and everyone just fucking stares at her and Leon just "you pushed me off the roof???"
"d..did you really made me eat a rock?"
"we stole Iris' money??"
"you made us lock them outside too"
"I'm not surprised Steven cried when you talked to him, he was a crybaby when we were younger"
"Wallace, please not now—"
All while Dia's there embarrassed af hiding her face behind her hands muttering apologies under her breath hahaha
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