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Hi!! your arts great and also I find it hilarious in the tag about spelling roommates wrong in almost every panel it is also spelled wrong (roomates)
NOOOOOO FUCK I JUST NOW NOTICED
#fuck it wii ball#thank u for pointing that out lmaooooo#and thank you thank you thank you in general for the ask#(they’re mates of roo)#ask
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one of my favorite things to read on this website is the never-ending variations of "[x minority group] never experiences [y]" that get posted by people who have clearly never meaningfully interacted with the communities they purport to care about. and it's always something that's verifiably Not True and also 9 times out of 10 something that has happened to me directly
#lmaooooo yes they dooooooo#i have gone to the hospital for life threatening bleeding 3 times at ages 3 14 and 18#and at both 14 and 18 i was told by doctors and parents alike that it ''wasn't that bad#personal#my absolute personal fave being ''people don't treat physically disabled people like this!!! and that i was making it up#despite actively bleeding to death in front of them#only to get to the er and have them go oh holy fucking shit you're bleeding out#yeah thanks i gathered that from the multiple cups of blood i lost#so yes ''Activist" Comic Makers people *do* in fact see someone Literally Bleeding Out and tell them to get over it#just like they do in fact tell physically disabled people to Get Over It and that it's better to die than to take insulin etc#also fun fact. however close we are and however awful the stories abt my life I've told u are. there are still more#that are so much worse. because even i have some grasp of what counts as Too Horrible to tell people#what was the point of me trauma dumping in the tags#oh yeah#stop saying dumb shit about other people's experiences
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My Stand-in Ep 4 spoilers
Now for a happy post! My Stand-In doing intimate partner violence and toxicity correctly, and by correctly I mean so so sexily <3
Loving this series a lot and recommending it to all my friends lmao. Certainly did not expect it to escalate to this level. My inner Vegas bitch is purring.
Just a few notes I wanted to touch on before I get to read what everyone else is saying!
This is now a Wut hate blog! Wowie!
Imagine hearing your mentee friend sweetiepie nong was knocked out and chained up in a basement by his deranged (a-affectionate) ex, and reacting like whew! Thank GOD you didn't stand me up on purpose! Lol ya know, I suspected your abusive partner was maybe abusing you, it feels so good to be vindicated in this :') I knew you were a good egg!
Anyyyyyyway, no I CAN'T do a thing for you, I staunchly point blank refuse to do anything to support you now that you're isolated, blacklisted, vulnerable, financially desperate and alone. FIND YOUR OWN MEANS OF FINANCIAL SECURITY BUDDY oh but if you do something risky just know I'll be very mad at you and reject you as my nong and isolate you even harder <3 hope this helps!
Don't get me wrong I love Joe's abusive partner though <3 what a man <3 LOVE that his first line of defense is negging. You? Break up with me? Loser! I'm better than you! Lmao like the reason Joe can't believe Ming loves him even when he does start trying to tell him that he loves him isn't just that their whole relationship started as a proxyfucker situation and a lie. It's because Ming spent their whole relationship telling Joe he didn't love him!! :') :') :') They literally both just want someone to be nice to them for five seconds and Joe is able to be nice for five thousand seconds but Ming can't pull it off for more than a minute at a time before trying to get control of the situation again by being a dick. Until his boyfriend is presumed dead. LOVE THAT FOR HIM <3333333
Ming and Sol pulling each other's hair and like having a full-on cat fight was honestly hilarious, 10/10 no notes every show about trained buff men should have slap fights. for ME
Lastly!! the real reason I wanted to post is just how fascinating I find Joe's swing from "we're in love and we're going to get married" the first time Ming smiles at him into "you're full of shit Ming! Don't lie and tell me you actually care about me, I KNOW I was just a sex doll to you and you always loved Tong only!"
Like I said, I think Ming playing it cool their entire relationship did not do him any favors re: convincing Joe at this late and chained-up stage that he was actually cared about lmaooooo but I am also torn between thinking that if Ming HAD been able to convince Joe he loved him in that moment, Joe would have sincerely fucked him with the chains on, and let Ming keep him there indefinitely as his basement boyfriend... and between thinking Joe's all-or-nothing reaction to Ming's affections was self-protective survival instinct, getting him the fuck out of there even if a small part of him not only wanted to believe Ming but did believe Ming in that moment.
Like he couldn't LET himself believe Ming BECAUSE he needed to not give into the unhinged toxicity, rather than because he actually doesn't think it's possible for Ming to have started out using him but come to love him. Or maybe it's his broken heart and hurt pride that make it impossible to allow that his honeymoon period with Ming was fake but what came after it was real on Ming's end.
Does any of that sense? What do u think?
I know nothing about what happens in the novel and that's making this an incredibly incredibly wild and fun ride but also may mean my interpretations are missing very obvious-to-the-readers context. Alas! But I am truly having a ball.
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PLSSS DO LNT IG BLURB I AM BEGGING
OF COURSE ANON HERE U GO. i’m simply obsessed with this music video it’s just so harry??? fc is diana silvers!
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harrystan1 ur so real for this
harrie4ever IT’S GIVING LATE NIGHT TALKING
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harrie4ever I KNEW IT IM PRETTY SURE SHE’S HINTING AT THE LNT MV?? HER LAST 2 POSTS HAVE BEEN ABOUT BEDS & THINK ABOUT THE LEAKED PICTURES FROM EARLIER THIS YEAR
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harrie444 The dogs are out again🙄
harrie4ever when y/n said moods for this week i did not think she meant the mv was literally dropping this week 😭
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ynsfilmdiary film photography has been a huge hobby of mine ever since i picked up my first point and shoot 5 years ago. until now, i’ve mostly been shooting pictures of the people and places that i love most. this february, h (who has been subject to many a failed photography experiments by me) asked me to join him on the set of his music video.
i’m so so grateful to everyone who worked on or behind the scenes of late night talking for letting me putter around on set with my little nikon. it’s not every day that you get to see your hobby transformed into real, live work.
the late night talking music video is out now on youtube, featuring pictures by me ❤️📸
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harrystyles My favourite music video yet.
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harrystan1 i love how we all thought she was gonna be in the video at first, this is honestly so much better
harrie4ever someone sedate me harry is such a supportive bf
harryflorals Your pictures were so amazing!
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harryfan3 put his ass on blast y/n!!!!
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#i was gonna launch into some of my pet theories about this again but then i realised they werent interesting lmaooooo
so what if they aren't interesting. do it!!! (I you want to. I'm interested)
omg I've been enabled! hi thank u xoxo
(EDIT: I'm stupid and forgot to add the post this is referring to)
so in general my read on this is that the way Peg writes to BJ points to a much less uptight and more gentle pre-war BJ, which is generally in line with other things I see in his character (like his shock at his own displays of anger etc)... Some people question why on earth Peg is telling this man all these things that are happening that cause him to go off the deep end and my answer is that she tells him because these things would not have caused the BJ she knows to react with anything but good humour. in Mail Call Three we get this:
...one of our good neighbors made a pass at her.
How did she handle it?
She thought it was funny.
so to my mind, Peg told him this (and all the other stuff that made him loopy) because she thought BJ himself would find it funny too. perhaps in the past he absolutely would have.
Whether this points to a BJ who always had the capacity for great amounts of anger and jealousy but never let it out before the war, someone who was just never challenged in the same way finding out facets of his personality he genuinely didn't know existed, OR a man who genuinely WAS free and easy at one point who became inherently (and maybe forever) changed into everything he would have once found laughable... is up for some fun debate. maybe it's a little of all three and some more besides.
i personally headcanon a BJ who started off a generally good natured dude, who actually really shaped his whole life and perception of himself around BEING and inhabiting that kind of man - who was shaped into something a little harder to digest through trauma.
#bj hunnicutt#bj analysis#thank you for asking mwah#TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK IF U LIKE maybe peg hates him and wants to drive him sick with rage#helen speaks
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hey, i know u don’t rly use this account anymore but i’ve followed you since u basically started this account and have always enjoyed your writing. i see that you’ve been kinda active recently so just in case you see this anytime soon i want to tell you that you’re an amazing writer and person. i’ve followed u when you had that like tumblr “friendgroup” (idk if you’re all still friends lol) ((though it would be cool if you were)) and it’s nice to see how much you’ve grown as a person!! i haven’t seen any of your newer writings if you still write (i think i remember you having anime or haikyuu blog) but i’m sure your mind is still so pretty and creative whether you write or not. anyways, i wish you the best and if u ever do start a new blog and continue to write i’d rly enjoy reading anything by you at this point. take care and stay healthy <3
hello my dear!!!!!! i definitely pop in and out just to see what's up tbh. BUT THANK U FOR THE KIND WORDS it's always fun to see ppl who have been around since this blogs creation it's been such a long timeeeee.
i do still remain friends with rose and nova, we're actually going to be meeting and spending a week together in december <3 can't wait for that!!!
i'm not rlly writing at this point much anymore tbh. i do have a blog where i mostly just fester and chill LMAOOOOO i'm kind of burnt out from writing but it's smthn i've done since i was 12 so it's expected...i'm sure i'll get back into it in time [:
anyway sending u lots of love my dear MWAH <3
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TGCF SPOILERS
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ok, ok Ok OK
OK I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY FOR TODAY'S READ OH MY GOD WHAT IN THE ABSOLUTE HELL WHAT EVEN
ok no, let's get through this calmly EFNOENFOEINF I DUNNO HOW I"LL DO THAT BUT OK
YALL NO WAY NO WAY
NO FREAKING WAY
HE DID IT!!! THE RED STEING OF FATE!! MY MAN'S NOT ONLY PULLED UP THE STRING, BUT TIED IT HIMSELF AROUND XIE LIAN'S FINGER
I AM SKREICHING RJFNFJF UGH I CANT EVEN SPELL IM LOSING MY MIND RN
On the third finger of his left hand was a very thin red string, and it was Hua Cheng who had personally tied it on him. This red string also extended out, long and ceaselessly connecting with the red string knotted around Hua Cheng’s finger.
Hua Cheng raised his own hand and showed him the tiny red butterfly knot that was now identical on both their fingers. He smiled.
“Now we’re joined together.
HE TOOK FATE IN HIS OWN HANDS AND CHOSE HIS OWN SOULMATE OH MY GOD DJXJXJCJXJNC
But then, to crush my spirits....
This string won’t break, and won’t grow shorter. If the string doesn’t break, then it means the person on the other end is alright. Unless the person is no more, otherwise, this string will for sure lead to the other.”
“What do you mean ‘no more’?” Xie Lian asked.
“Dead, or dissipated,” Hua Cheng explained
I dunno why but I don't like the implications of this....Hua Cheng MY BOI MY PAL I SAW FANART OF YOU BECOMING A LITTLE GHOST OR SMT I DUNNO U BETTER NOT BREAK THIS STRING DONT U DARE MAKE THIS FORSHADOWING
Heheheh live reaction of me reading this section:
Just then, a hand suddenly stretched out, seizing his wrist without fault. Xie Lian was alarmed.
“WHO?!”
The moment he opened his mouth it was filled with a mouthful of mud, and he spat it out miserably. As for that hand, it clutched him and pulled, pulling him into someone’s arms, a familiar voice coming from above his head.
“Gege, it’s me!”
Hearing that voice, Xie Lian’s entire person relaxed. He hugged the other tightly, blurting,
“…Thank goodness, the red string didn’t break. I really did find you!”
Hua Cheng also embraced him back tightly, speaking with conviction, “It didn’t break! I’ve found you too.”
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Ok FUN TIMES ARE OVER NOW GOODBYE CUTESY STUFF WELCOME DREADFUL AND TRAGIC STUFF
Me reading Yin Yu and Qi Ying's story:
So first of all, BABY QI YING IS SO DAMN CUTE?? AND FOR WHAT????? all like YA LETS FIGHT!! and he's raising his itty bitty cutie patootie little fists and he's acc so adorable oh my god
Yin Yu took a look at the child sitting on the ground, and he crouched down. Before he even opened his mouth, this little child scooped a handful of mud and threw it at his face, his expression still excited.
Ok, this line deserves a whole essay
There must be “fanaticism” towards something before one can achieve a state of “godly”.
Like that absolute truth of the matter?? The obsession one has with anything makes them go into such nitty gritty details and observe patterns that others would overlook simply on account of FANATICISM, yknow? And it's so explicitly seen in everything from master chefs to world renowned artists to the most brilliant of scientists. Truly to be a master, you must have a madness and obsession for the craft first.
Truly one of my favorite lines in the book so far
Haha when I read this part, I had a mental image of Xie Lian and Hua Cheng sitting in a theater eating popcorn and Xie Lian is like ohhhhhh can we watch this part too lmao
Watching up to this point, Xie Lian commented, “People really shouldn’t joke lightly.”
“Indeed,” Hua Cheng said. “Half a year later when Quan Yizhen actually ascends, he won’t find it so funny anymore.”
“Can we watch that part too?” Xie Lian asked.
“We can. Hold on,” Hua Cheng replied.
This was kinda cute but I guess knowing everything now, just kinda sad...
Xie Lian had also heard that Yin Yu, as shixiong, would always gift Quan Yizhen a present on his birthdays.
ABSOLUTE MOOD JIAN YU LMAOOOOO
He called out to Jian Yu, “Help me find something, quick, something that can temporarily be used as a gift.”
Jian Yu grabbed a rag cloth and threw it onto the ground. He stomped at it twice before saying hatefully, “Give this to him."
Ok but I'm seeing such a contrasting yet parallel relationship between beefleaf and Qi Ying and Yin Yu. I will probably talk about that more next time because it's a lot lol but like this is such an excellent example of it (that I will explain later lmao)
Yin Yu’s smile became stiffer. What he couldn’t take on, Quan Yizhen took on so effortlessly.
This was very much like a situation where you just couldn’t win over a girl you loved, and she ignored you completely, but when she ran into the arms of someone else in tears, this someone else couldn’t even be bothered to spare her a look and instead turned around to tell you how she was only average, nothing to be amazed by. Truly, what a bitter feeling.
God yes I truly understood exactly how Xie Lian felt because it was so agonizing and awkward to watch everything go down between the oblivious Qi Ying and the slowly maddening Yin Yu....
And like the part where he tells him GO DIE and everything that happened after and the instant regret and broken feeling Yin Yu went through and just he gave and gave and gave and gave and got nothing while Qi Ying got everything and more and frustration of watching him act like nothing happened because suddenly it makes YOU look like you're the jerk and that youre just being over dramatic and the absolute hate that started festering simply on account of outside influence from the other disciples and later on, the heavenly court (or maybe outside influence was just an excuse and the problem lay dormant within) and to have your hubris and jealousy and pride ruin what was good or so you thought and suddenly you go back and think about all the past memories and it's like wait, was it ever good a-
Ok I'll stop lol
Quan Yizhen was still very confused. He looked back and saw Yin Yu sitting on the ground, so he crawled to stand up, seeming to want to help him up. Seeing that completely oblivious face matched with a background of his smashed divine palace, Yin Yu was still silent but his face was slowly contorting.
Quan Yizhen didn’t know what transpired at all, and asked, “Shixiong, what are you doing?”
“…”
It was like Yin Yu suddenly lost all sanity. He puffed an abrupt laugh, then shouted with eyes brimming red:
“GO DIE!”
I just... really feel for both parties, yknow? And back to classic statement I keep saying, who can u even blame? Whose at fault? Nothing is black and white here, it never was and never will be....
ALSO
I called it
I CALLED IT
I CALLED IT AND I FINALLY GOT SMT RIGHT FOR ONCE AND IM SO HAPPY BUT SO CONFUSED BUT SO HAPPY CUZ I GOT IT RIGHT HAHA I KNEW WE WOULD SEE MORE XIANLE PEEPS DJJXJC
He twitched his lips and muttered without a sound, “Guoshi?!”
The person on the other side of the stone wall had the exact same voice as the esteemed master who once taught him in the Kingdom of Xianle.
But also....WTF???? UMMM WHY IS HE HERE??? WHATS GOING ON???? IS MY WUYONG THEORY CORRECT??? I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE BUT IS IT CORRECT??? CUZ LIKE JUN W-
(Fineeee i won't speak of Jun Wu again, but like alsooooo he's sooooo a part of something I can't help it and I just don't know what it is AND ITS BOTHERING ME BEYOND WORDS)
#tian guan ci fu#tgcf spoilers#tgcf#heaven's official blessings spoilers#hua cheng#xie lian#heaven’s official blessings#tgcf journey#yin yu#quan yizhen#ch 158-162
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sup bitch im going around giving out random end of year appreciation asks and ig :/// u get one :/// HERE HAVE FREE SIMPING IG :/// idk i love u a lot okay. we've had our ups and downs of course which has allowed me to learn and grow from so gosh do i heckin appreciate u in my life. you're such a sweet person and we can handshake a lot in toxicity okay LMAOOOOO if u go down i go down with u ok i have ur back always and forever bitch
but gosh ur writing style has really developed so well over the years i've been writing with u. i love ur attention to detail and the inner monologue u give ur muses. u have such a good analytical eye for everything that i love to read and see everywhere. HONESTLY I SAID IT BEFORE BUT ILL SAY IT AGAIN WITH EVEN MORE FERVOUR: I LITERLLY COULD BE FOOLED INTO THINKING THAT ENGLISH IS UR FIRST LANGUAGE CONSIDERING HOW DAMN GOOD U WRITE IN IT LKJASLKFJ
but gosh yeah im gonna stop here but just know i love u a lot and thank u for ur patience with me <333 KEES KEES U DESERVE ALL THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE AND UR DREAM FARM AND ANIMALS AND I KNOW U HATE EMOTIONAL SHIT BUT WELL HERE HAVE THIS ANYWAY JUST TAKE IT NERD
:T why tf are you being so musHY YOU KNOW I CAN’T HANDLE THAT WELL but also i love how you follow up ‘you’re such a sweet person’ with ‘we can handshake in toxicity’ ig that makes up for it 🤝 we go down together or not at all. AND READING ALL THIS MAKES ME CRY
OKI but do u know how you also taught me a thing or two like. seeing you not take shit from certain people just taught me how to take less shit from other people as well, very helpful, 10/10. i’m not as much of a doormat anymore because of you, you may take credit for that. and you definitely know that i love your writing, i keep re-reading that fic you gave me for my birthday <33 yotsuyu still deserves that tiger. but yeah we went a long way from giving each other shit in the ffxv fandom back in 2018 and now giving each other shit in general all of the time and talking about everything whenever and i’m really happy we do that.
and whenever i get the farm of my dreams with all the cows and pigs and chickens and sO MANY MORE ANIMALS you better visit. i love u and appreciate u too and thanks for sticking around and well you know you aren’t getting away easily anymore at this point oki bye have a great rest of the holidays i disappear again
#. OOC#swerte#me coping by violently going back and forth between being serious and not#idk how to do this#BUT KEES KEES BACK
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if u want to talk any more about ur fic PLEASE go ahead <3 i mean this lightly bc i dont want to hurt anyone but kind of THE only valid beatles rpf imo!!! (this includes all biopics)
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Anon this made me LAUGH OUT LOUD and is also insanely kind and I love how it says Fuck Nowhere Boy rights to top it off. So thank you, you just made my evening with that <3<3
Anyways OKAY FINE. I'LL TALK ABOUT SOME BITS IN MY OWN FIC WHICH I LOVE. But I'll put it in a read more both for spoilers and because it's ridiculously self-indulgent (and I'll label bits in order by chapter so if someone's interested but not up to date they can stop reading dgdhjklhgj)
Chapter 1
I think the moment I was sure my story was worth telling, was after I wrote this bit:
This bit legitimately encapsulates SO MUCH of the entire essence of I'm Looking Through You to me. The plot sounds like a goofy, cartoonish gimmick, but at its core, I write it as a character and dynamic study and a huge part of the story is a reflection on the situation John, Paul and George found themselves in by 1966 and how drugs specifically played a role in it. I think it's generally a super under-talked about period of theirs, because there weren't any full-on fights yet, as there would be two years later, but a lot of the tension that eventually led to their fall-out is already sown by this point. Also, with Yoko and Linda not yet in the picture, more focus can be put on the way they interconnect, instead of it being sidelined for competitive Bringing-Girlfriend-To-The-Studio, if that makes sense (not that that wasn't a major factor IRL)
Chapter 2
Okay, so a thing I've discovered that I ADORE writing is John/Cyn scenes. And I don't even ship them, like I'm not writing it cause I find it especially cute, I just think there's so much THERE and we don't talk about it! I love this part so much:
The DEFENSIVENESS y'know? Mouthing off from shock but accidentally implying something low-key terrible. I feel like adding any words to it will do it less justice than it deserves because it makes me feel a type of way that John feels the need to insist that he loves Cyn but I can say no more…
Also when he nearly faints upon finding out about Julian and is entranced by the pic but ALSO Paul being a Little Too Into John's child. GOD!!!!!!!! (I've said this before but: the way Paul passively participated in the Kenwood family dynamic is insane and we should talk about it ALL THE TIME actually!!!!!)
Chapter 3
There's something tender about the moments when the rest of band get to see John wide-eyed with wonder at things they've long taken for granted. Not all of it has to be sad.
Also Paul, always focusing on the music, not only for the sake of itself and because his priorities aren't quite straight though, but also as his main tether to John as a person. I legit find it so strange when people talk about their musical connection (and their musical disagreements as well to some extent!) as if it was just a sexual proxy of some sort, when it was in fact their entire world since they were sixteen. "We could always sing."
I also actually love the entire Cyn-narrated bit in this chapter because I think it really balances her feelings for John well. (I love when she is first angry at him for having been neglectful for years, but then suddenly misses the old him, when John asks to see Julian though Julian's obviously in bed by now and even neglectful old John would know that, because he wasn't totally inconsiderate and oblivious!) One of my favourite bits from her perspective though is this one, when she bargains with herself about how John feels and felt about her. IDK it's so real and also interesting to think about the parallel she draws between her and John & Paul and Dot (one I've thought about a lot while thinking about John's feelings for Cyn tbh).
Chapter 4
(also the moment I remembered Tumblr sets an image limit lmaooooo so I'll try to tone it down with the screenshots)
The entire beginning of this chapter, with Julian and later also Paul is so *gestures vaguely*. There's just so much going on, and even though it divolves into John feeling like an inadequate parent, forced to rely on his best friend who doesn't even have kids of his own, I think the most touching part is when John realizes Julian genuinely doesn't care that he's forgotten things and how that radical acceptance is the moment he falls irrevocably in love with his son. I just 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
Also this is the first chapter that incorporated a really elaborate interpolation of song lyrics with the plot and I was so NERVOUS to get it right and soooooo happy to see people responding positively to it, because I've always known it was a more fringe thing to be writing about. Also, I love John just... Appreciating that he gets to play on nice instruments now. Playing on nice instruments is Everything in fact.
Chapter 5
I really like the crowd scene in the beginning of this chapter, and capturing a true mob mentality; how John giving them one second of positive attention tips everything out of control, how the fans burst into tears the moment they do reach him.
Also, I truly adore Paul at the beginning, feeling helpless in the face of John's grief driving him to madness, but snapping back out of it the moment he believes John to be in danger, while not being able to shake his sense of responsibility as a Beatle for the sake of his friend. Helping isn't always easy. Doing the right thing can feel like an impossible option.
And then, there's this John/Cyn moment:
I really didn't write this to be cute. There's so much going on under the surface here; Cyn is in complete control – and very desperate to keep it that way – and John is only vaguely aware of it and has no idea of the extent to which she's in control. But he doesn't care because he's just that torn up about everything, so he's more than willing to let it all happen.
Also, in a way the heart of the chapter is John's debate-turned-fight with Paul over the reverse guitar solo. I talked about John's perspective already here, but Paul's view on it is so dripping with… dare I say it? Grief, where he's not only deeply in love with the idea of Lennon-McCartney – Genius Duo but also desperately trying to carry out the wishes of a "recently departed". (Paul is an ass in this scene towards the end, but CONSIDER he is also a meow meow.)
Chapter 6
Paul is so often just… At a loss of words and I love pushing him into the uncomfortable position of having to find them. But it's tragic, too; that John used to be so in sync with him that it had never been necessary before. And also Paul, always teetering on the edge of a mental breakdown and hating himself every time he shows it.
I love how he realizes that smoking weed with John is in a way a betrayal of Ringo and George, because at their root, friendships are all about the experiences you have together. And it makes perfect sense for him to rationalize it away, thinking about how being "locked out" of the first LSD trip damaged his relationship with John.
Also the little tiny nudge at the less sunny side of Paul's childhood (and how John was very much to some extent at least aware of it, as we know from interviews he gave in the 70s) and how he somehow had to reconcile that with how John treated Julian. I just … :(
Chapter 7
The little hints that maybe John Was Not Fine before he hit his head either.
Yeah. Also, also, also John throwing himself into something he thinks is the one-size fits-all solution ag– I'M GETTING AHEAD OF MYSELF!!!!!
Also, John's Paris lament was conjured out of me OUT OF NOWHERE and I was sooooooo genuinely upset after writing it. I think it really encapsulates why the story is relatable to me despite having a ridiculous plot; it really drives home how confusing life can get during young adulthood, when everyone else seems to be dealing far better than you.
And the other relatable side of this, to me, is Paul at the end of this chapter, because I have felt real anguish like his, when people close to me failed to share in a passion I was so sure they would love. It seems silly but it's genuinely one of the most upsetting and alienating experiences imaginable to me.
I think I'll stop now because GODDAMN what the fuck lmao, and also I believe I've run out of screenshots but TLDR: this story means the woooooooooooorld to me!!!!!!!!
#my fucking god this is as long as the fic itself#anyways im literally.... like i love all my characters in it so much#ask#anon#fic#fiona.docx
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Alright, I’m very torned 😩
I want him to win because I need that kind of closure with the 👵🏼 #justiceforDynamite&Butter 🥹✊🏼 but also you KNOW how much I want to get more material to hate on reader and like I told you, I will find a way to blame this loss on her 😤 (ok but can you imagine a Steve Harvey moment where somehow reader was backstage and mixed the envelops and they announce the wrong winner? ok it makes absolutely no sense but I like that idea very much 🤭) ANYWAY, Yoongi better win and when he does, I can’t wait for him to declare his love for his one and only; Jeon Jungkook, aka baby star candy, aka baby goth. Yes, I am still manifesting that pairing ✊🏼❤️ Goodnight 🫡
HAHAHAHA YOU SO DETERMINED TO BLAME IT ON READER IF HE LOSES HAS ME DEAD MEG LMAOOOOO I CANNOT WITH YOU
yoongi at the podium giving his acceptance speech like: "there's a person who is watching this tonight that i need to be honest with, someone who has been there for me when no one else was, someone i'm completely in love with and have been too afraid to say it..." *points to camera* "JK BABY THIS ONE'S FOR YOU"
reader in the audience like: 👁👄👁
sdfkjdfsd i'm dead, thank u for voting my love 💜
vote before we find out! will LDOMLT yoongi win his grammy nom? 🤔
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no u def have a point early dc here was wild like i came across some crazy shit (most of it from kaz she’s goated 🙏🏾) but it’s kinda died down bc all the heavy dc writers have either just stopped posting w no announcement or deactivated. now the darkest stuff u can find here is like dubcon and stepcest or some age gap fic with an 18 yo reader and 40 smth yo character💀 u gotta go to ao3 if u want a fic that’ll rly make u clutch ur pearls. but also the dubcon fics are kinda common for ppl to write now so a lot of it weirdly goes untagged 🧐 it’s either they just don’t care to tag it bc they think it’s not that bad or they don’t realize the scenario they’re writing about is considered dubcon. both are concerning
i honestly couldn't have said it better! ...so pardon my rough excuse for a response lol.
answering in reverse order to your presentation of points but yes!! i agree with everything u say... and i'm sure you've seen but we talk about it on IHB all the time (in my sx talk tag), how people really just... unhealthily consume and promote really weird, out of context, physical + verbal degradation fics
to be honest though, and without the filters of IHB... i honestly just think a lot of the reason why is ... immaturity but also stupidity, don't you think? like from young people who are interested but aren't old enough to understand the nuance of sex such that they ALSO understand what degradation really is...
cuz clearly they just... think the whole thing is "sexy" even though it's actually way more complex than sexy. you know, because all these kinks you bring up, slapping, deg., age difference can be good... just often aren't because people don't provide the right buildup to make it something other than DC... WHICH IN TURN NEEDS TO BE TAGGED!!!!
(degradation + slapping, age gap, dub con, whatever in a 1k+ word fic w/ proper warnings and buildup and/or aftercare if it's not meant be DC✅✅✅ vs. degradation + etc. in a 500 word drabble w/ no outside explanation and just the kink❌❌❌)
ugh. i'm sure you get what i'm saying, but I THINK this happens basically because the tags are full of minors and people without critical thinking skills who want to run successful blogs and/or replicate the really good stuff that's no longer here. dunnooooooo really, but like u say, inexperienced writers are trying to replicate something that was so good... but doing a horrible job at it. and its concerning bc it just promotes the idea that u (and by extension women and subs in general) need to be handled roughly and treated badly to experience... kinks. AND ALSO THAT SEX W/O BOUNDARIES OR CONSENT is normal.
people totally slap each other during the nasty but they talk about it before and after!!! and not showing that aspect of it is DAMAGING!!! and i like to think all the dc blogs we lost handled that relatively maturely w/ their warnings.
ANYWAY. lmaooooo i totally know what u mean about all the DC blogs disappearing and how crazy it was in early 2021. i miss it lowkey :(( and esp since we lost a lot of other good bloggers in general, too!!!
i've honestly just been so lazy abt checking ao3 recently... so i need to get back on it. but til then, thank u for ur insights anon! so well said <3
#and i hope this all made sense#i feel a little lazy abt responses right now so idk if it does LOL#and im sorry its long#but absolutely#and don't even get me started on weird age gaps and st*pcest and whatnot#im so sick of that bs tbh#esp the cest stuff#like age gap can be yummy but SADKKFJAKSD idk#idk maybe im just bored but yeesh#anyway im out of steam now#love u bye#caitie answers#anon
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HELLO I MISSED 2 CHAPTERS AND A DRABBLE CUZ I WAS IDK JUST DISSOCIATING BUT THAT'S NOT IMPORTANT!!!!
okay so the hee drabble was absolutely amazing!!! it was so fucking hot man. like please the rough and teasing heeseung had me spilling im giving it 10mln stars out of 10
chapter 19
OMG SO ITS NOT FAKE DATING ITS EVEN WORSE WE ARE I DUMBASS LETS TRY TO MAKE HER JEALOUS SHIT
LEE HEESEUNG WTF???!! im so disappointed.
okay. im also on verge. CUZ OF HIS STUPID ASS
RIP YN like fr that shit is just sad man :((😔😔😔
RIKI I LOVE U!!! SO FUCKING UNHINGED?? LIKE THAT MESSAGE GUT U LIKE A FISH BITCH BOY
LIKE WHAT TYPE OF CRACK IS THIS BUT ALSO I LOVED IT 🤔🤔🤔😜😜😜 LOVE LOVE LOVE
chapter 20
omg that dicktus will have daddy issues man :(
NOT THE STALKING URE BETTER THAN THIS BAE!!!! 😣😣😣
KNOW THE AVOIDING MOVE FROM YN I GET BBY also deserved sorry not sorry 🙏 heeseung
YEAH YEAH FUCK HIM AND HIS NEW BITCH BUT ALSO :<
BRUH NIKI RIGHT AT HIM AGAIN ON TWITTER?? MY BOY IS FEARLESS AND HE GAGED HIM OKAY??? 74 years LMAOOOOO AMAZING I LOVE UR BRAIN 😳😳
NAKED JELLY BABY OIL FIGHTING? IS NIKI A RANDOM WORDS GENERATOR AT THIS POINT LOVE IT!!
Woakhhh a set up??? for confession?? let's get it.
THANK U MA'AM the newest updates were TOP QUALITY LETS GOOO!!! WIFE URE NAILING I😋😋😋
AAAAAAA EVERYONE MY WIFE IS BACK 😍🎉
Thank youuu, I always appreciate your feedback sm 🥺
No I seriously hesitated before actually making him go on a date with this hoe cus I was like nahhh it's too much but then I remembered it's our dumbass HEESEUNG we're talking about so I just rolled with it LMAO 🤪
DICKTUS PLS I'M IN TEARS 😭 Riki is just bloodthirsty atp but I'm glad you liked it MWAH MWAH 💋😘
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haha ok so 1) i have u on post notifs (💕) and i paused for like half a second when i saw "bi-bats posted" like wait that doesnt seem right lol. i like the name change tho!! 2) u are under no time constraint to answer my asks at all! saving them for a rainy day (or not answering them at all) is totally valid. dont feel bad about it!! 💕 3) u know im gonna send u more ask game questions though. i gotta 😂 4) i totally understand how the echo wife changed you this book is so good holy shit
awww!! that's so sweet 💖 I figured after a certain point cause you're always in my notifs but it's so flattering that anyone cares what I have to say that much lmaooooo and thank you about the name change!! I've been meaning to do it for a while. some light rebranding
thank you for being so understanding 😭 it also doesn't help that I'm so busy all the fucking time which I'm sure you've heard me complain about, but on top of all of the busy things I'm always talking about, I'm applying for new jobs, I started going to therapy again, and I actually don't know if I've ever mentioned this but I have chronic pain and my job has been especially unkind about it over the past 2-3 months, so things have just all around been a little more rough than they were last year. So basically, thank you for easing the pressure!! 💖💖💖
and yeah I knew 😂 thank you for sending them!! I love answering them when I have the time lmaoo 💚
Okay so I saw your reply on the other one that you're doing the ebook and akjdnfalskdjfaksjdnf it ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY. The only other book to change me in the same way was This is How You Lose the Time War, which I should not have liked because it has the opposite of what I like in a book (character driven story, slow/medium pacing, lots of poetic language), but I'm reading it for a fourth time rn (it may or may not feature in a future fic)! Read it, it's beautiful. It got a single tear out of me, which is like sobbing for people who know how to cry lmaoo 💖
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For the Uncommon OC questions: 9, 10, 15 for Renee!
Ough this one's even later, sorry Oz! Thank u for the patience lmaooooo
9. Do they swear? Do they remember their first swear word?
Oh she absolutely does not remember her first swear word at this point lmao, and while she doesn't swear often she does swear deliberately.
10. What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?
That she's mortal lmao, no it doesn't haunt her but it's a constant lie because she really doesn't want people knowing that she's older than humans have existed in the world of Tyria for. Could lead to all sorts of fucked up problems! And she hates being bothered about her immortality as a lich.
15. How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?
Everything she says is very deliberate and thought out. Picking the right language and vernacular for the time you're in really impacts whether you fit in seamlessly or not! There's only one person she talks completely casually with and that's @ascalonianpicnic kiddo Lich who is also immortal. The two often pal around and catch up whenever they cross paths on their eternal journeys!
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Hi!! It’s the baby teume here again lol thank you sm for the rec I’ve been through their blog as well aksnsksmskdnd but hey I’m a svt Stan too !! It’s so weird we Stan a lot of the same groups and I’m so grateful we have such a good writer in all the fandoms I’m in as well 😂😂
As for my treasure bias, it was originally mashiho (I mean it still is) but I’ve added more people to the list lmaooo like yedam as of now and I’ve been crushing on Hyunsuk since last night 💀 it’s impossible to decide lol and I’ve just sorta accepted the fact that I’m just gonna probably work my way thru the whole group at some point lmaooooo and my favourite song that I’m obsessed with right now are I love You and JikJin as well as both the versions of darari! (At this point I feel like I should just name their entire discography lol ) it’s been maybe a week or two since I started stanning them and I’ve already finished watching all the tmap episodes and most of their variety content lol I think I might have a problem💀
im about to take a final but i wanna respond first hehe i love talkin abt my boys
omg then double hi then!! i literally cannot remember if i got into svt first or trsr because it was around the same time but i joked with my non-kpop friends that a group has to have at least 8 members for me to stan (or be SHINee) but brb gonna cry thank u for that compliment!! theres SOOO many good svt writers out there <3
(rest is under a readmore bc this feels long and i dont wanna subject anyone scrolling past to a long post dskfhdsf)
also incredibly valid of u... my trsr bias changed a lot before i finally settled on yoshi (for rn, at least? hopefully it wont change bc i love the him but things happen lmao). i personally came in originally being biased for asahi and junkyu and then i realized yoshis the literal cutest and so is mashi and so is hyunsuk... i think now ive just been calling myself a jline stan (haruto isnt as high as the others but ive adopted him so hes my son now alongside the others in the maknae line /hj). u have taste tho <3 but stanning trsr means u have taste sooo-
but also literally felt tht abt crushing on hyunsuk... watching the concert was what got me lmao his stage presence is sooo good and he cares so much abt the others!! also i love his facial expressions lmao he does this cute lil nose scrunchy thing sometimes and its. genuinely so cute.
GOD i loved "i love you" so much when i was first getting into trsr!! the lil fingerheart and bob they do to the "lovin' you lovin' you love you" bit??? lives rent free in my head idk why its just so cute. + the song has some of my fave choreo from them and i cant explain why lol
jikjin is also v v good!! this comeback was my first comeback as a teume so i have a special place in my heart for jikjin <3 and DARARI my MOST beloved!!! i adore her so much... i was literally so excited for darari choreo and then she was given to me <3 i still kinda wish we had a real mv for darari but im not gonna argue w getting the remix lmao (both slap but i prefer the og bc for the softer comfy vibes)
also ur so much better than me dsfkhdsf i dont remember where i left off on tmap but i got busy with life stuff and dropped it for a bit :( i do wanna go back and watch the rest of it sometime!! i respect u so much tho sdfkhdsf im just bad at sitting down and watching stuff in general lmao (my kdramas usually take... several months for me to actually finish watching)
anyway welcome to stanning treasure u will not regret this <3 i love them all so so much and ive been missing them a lot lately :(
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hi i like numbers so im gonna talk about em in my tags
#labhrambles#ok2rb why would u want to etc etc#so for context we're talking about a.tc/dr right. which. POSTED is 416k words so far#and then maybe 60k more not yet posted? not sure. but somewhere in that range. seven more chapters anyway#and from WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW. working on ch45ish. ill do at a MINIMUM another 12. maybe 15 but say 12#and three of those are the long fuck-off 20k word chapters#so put that together with my refusal to do chapters shorter than 5k and like. at an ABSOLUTE MINIMUM (haha math)#that's another 100k words JUST TO GET TO THE END. and THATS conservative. good GOD dudes what the FUCK#and its like!! literally i went into this year -oh gee :^) no big goals i just want to finish before 2022 :^) haha easy!!-#OKAY SURE LAB. UH HUH. when you NEVER WRITE lmaooooo#like today i shat out 3k which is. eehhh its something ig but its not enOUGH#good god even assuming 100k is the Ceiling theres. hold on lemme look something up#128 days to new years. so well say 100 ish. which actually?? is only 1k words a day holy shit thats. thats DOABLE yall#did i just talk myself into being able to succeed at this?? what the fuck?????#i came here today to talk NUMBERS but im leaving with a sense of HOPE hello??#obviously id rather trend toward 2-3k a day at a minimum but like. yall thats whole-ass FEASIBLE math right there!!#2bf. again. 100k more was the minimum. i think itll be closer to 150k#but at that point i might as well shoot for 690k total right. for the shits and giggles#god. imagine writing an extra 100k just to get the sex number. absolutely could and would be me#ANYWAY. if u got this far thanks for reading please know half of my quote-unquote Writing Time is just. this
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