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pherre · 4 months

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honestly i think it would be a better ending if it was slowly foreshadowed and prepared for over the course of the last season instead of tacked on at the end bc it feels so jarring after the last ep of s5. its like "alison you shouldn't go and here's why" and then the next episode its "no actually you should go"

#bbc ghosts #i like that ending IN THEORY #i love a bittersweet ending and its clearly not goodbye forever #but i feel like i just watched julian give a tearful speech about how having alison around changed their lives and now this?#it could work but rn it doesnt. for me #ghosts spoilers #edit: i dont know if i would be entirely happy with the hotel even if the build up was there but then again. thats a big what if

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good-beans · 3 months

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(Okay wait I saw someone else post about hallucination, can I yell about one of the songs?)

I'm just. Insane over the emotion poured into the live version of AKAA. I didn't expect this song to hit me so hard but Shun Horie really packed it with even more sadness and desperation than the original, and it was the death of me. My favorite part of the song has always been the "mama" section, and the fact that he sounds like he's crying through it??? The two held-out screams at the end????

And the visuals make me equally crazy. The fact that he committed to the blue hair and full outfit makes it really feel like Haruka is there on stage. It really got to me realizing this was his dream come true. He's the center of attention. He's under the spotlight. Finally. He has a huge crowd watching him, looking at him, cheering for him, loving him. He looks so small surrounded by all those people. He looks out to them in disbelief, in pleading.

I don't know man. I'm emotional.

#milgram #haruka sakurai #im still not sure if i can post this so just shhhh #well come and yell with me about it but also shhhhh #i added those pics to a reblog in my queue but you get them again now #i literally teared up during the 'mama' section the first time so i need to share that with all of you #i was finally almost recovered after kingsleigh reopened my akaa wound with her 'Look at me!'#and then he has to go and do this!!!!#triage also crushed my heart but i dont have just the video clip for that so i wont post it rn #but shugo nakamura put his whole pussy into that performance and it came to my house and murdered me #rose posts

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wiseatom · 4 months

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sometimes i’m like maybe i’m being dramatic maybe i’m not autistic and then i will Live My Life and say oh yeah lol.

#me nearly crying this morning because i couldn’t find the exact type of spoon i wanted to eat my cereal w #<- me tearing up again rn thinking about it #also the Amount of Times i have cried in the past 2 weeks over the tiniest things .#which is not to say autism is just abt how much you cry over things but sometimes it do be like that.

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kicktwine · 5 months

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Brennan crying during a monologue as Tula is. Hey. Hey wait. That’s illegal

#Catching up on burrows end rn that’s ILLEGAL #burrows end #kipspeak #you can’t do that!#can they do that? rashawn literally just said stop making her cry. she just said that—#im crying. Then again I did also just tear up at the night’s blessed funeral which I did not think I was going to tear up at.#maybe IM hormonal—

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enhanced-operatives-division · 21 days

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Not gonna main tag this because the proportion is all over the show, but I've not been able to draw for myself for a couple days and of course I draw one Doctor Prism immediately

#sigh. idk I'm feeling weird abt things again but that's not for y'all to worry abt #ohhh doctor prism save me doctor prism.....doctor prism save me..............sobbinngf..#[agent moose's art]#her and her robots...they do so much to me....she loves them so dearly and it tears me to shreds...#she just. she didn't deserve it. she got betrayed twice over and like. she knowingly walked into the 2nd or at least a bit #she knows Zor wouldn't use her research for good and yeah she didn't know the gravity of that nor the personal betrayal #but she didn't need to be manipulated into the position she ends up in idk IDK im so #curls up into a ball. openly weeps.#desparately clinging onto my ieytd hyperfix rn because it's the only thing keeping me grounded rn.l #<- exam season.#I'll be fine.... I'll live.............we muscle through...with my ieytd hyperfix keepibg me alive brah...#prospect of ieytd 4 is. a very vood motivator #j digress

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0bir · 5 months

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oh its the demon dragon an awesome dragon

#orbit splash #legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #loz totk #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #if you told me to draw the demon dragon rn i would blow up #never again

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slav-every-day · 2 months

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#my cat has the zoomies rn and is positively antagonizing my roommates cat #broke out the water gun about it #and now he’s just sorta tearing up the rest of the apartment #I love my idiot cat #like #don’t talk to me or my son ever again #slav #slav every day #voltron

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our-inspire-verse · 4 months

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GET this FUCKING loser out of front!!! Hes been there too damn long and he's mean!!!!!!

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apocalyptic-byler · 4 months

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RICHIE TOZIER

#it 2017 #it 2019 #it movie #richie tozier #I DONT THINK YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MYCH PAIN HE HAS CAUSED ME #HELLOOO?????? HIM AFTER EDDIES DEATH WRECKED ME #IM ACTYALLY RECOVERING RN #THE WAY HIS HEAD DROPPED AND THE WAY HE LOOKED AT BEV WHEN SHE SAID HE NAME BC HE KNEW. HE KNEW. WHAT HE WAS GONNA HEAR BYT IT DIDNT MAKE I #HURT ANY LESS #IM TEARING UP AGAIN OH NO #HIS EXPRESSION #THAT SINGLE EXPRESSION WRECKED ME #AND THEN WHEN THEY WERE AT RHE QUARRY AGTER THE BATTLE AND THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT EDDIE AND BILL I THINK SAID ‘aint that right richie?’ AN #RICHIE JUST STARTED SOBBING #BROKE ME #AND YOU KNOW. YOU. KNOW. RICHIE WOULDVE ABSOLUTELY ATE PENNYWISE UP IF HE WASNT AT EDDIES SIDE STAYING W HIM UNTIL HE DIED KQKAMDKGOKFFJKSK #IM ACTUALLY NOT OKAY RN #I NEED A MINUTE #THE TRASHMOUTH DIDNT GET TO INSULT THE MAIN VILLAIN BC HE WAS STAYING WITH EDDIE AND AND AND RAHAJDKEMFMEKAKNDMDME #IM ACTUALLY NOT OKAY #can you tell how much i love this clown movie

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damiemontclair · 4 months

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Is it ridiculous to think maybe this whole hospital thing and related business has mildly traumatised me? Is it ridiculous that I want to write about it in excruciating detail, just get the experience out on paper, on my blog, somewhere? It feels dumb but I want to write fic about it. I think it'd fix me.

#Still haven't really properly cried tho I am kinda tearing up as I write this #I'm not having a good mental health time rn ngl #The callous way some of the docs treated me; the way their sole focus was on reproduction without a single care for the hormones...#The generally terrible way I deal with surgery/post-surgery #It wasn't. As bad? The last few times?#I think I've also made myself forget a lot from the first 2 times #3rd time was more traumatising.#This last one tho... I never stayed for more than a night at the hospital. I never want to stay at a hospital ever again.#I never want to have surgery again #I swear if I have to do that again I will have my panic attack before they even put me under #It was so painful this time and people weren't listening to me at all when I told them the iv wasn't sitting right anymore #Nurses and doctors kept dismissing my opinions and wishes and needs....#It was like as a patient you're less than human.#My arm is still bruised from where they fucked up their blood draws...#I'm so tired but I can't seem to rest #I'm so full of emotions but I can't seem to let them go and *cry*#Its like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop #Pls ignore me amd my rambles I'm just. Not doing too hot rn.#damie talks

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chai-en-kaadhale · 5 months

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ik botw is supposedly what merges the timeline but also isnt there only references to twilight princess i mean there is the ww armour but like. does that even count

i mean what would even be the logistics of the timelines merging anyways i mean w/ oot there was an ocarina and shit but botw didnt have anything and if it was just a common story every timeline had, then why did the other two timelines reference twilight princess? like the logic is not logicing unless there was another story about that but i mean we don't know that

ngl it'd make more sense to me if it was in the child timeline and that was it yk? (me when im 6 years late to making a post)

#as far as ive interpreted it its fallen hero child and adult and then child timeline branches into botw/hw:aoc #and then botw branches into totk obviously #idk i might just be being dumb rn #but thats my take on it #tloz #the legend of zelda #its kinda funny though bc even if you do interpret it as botw merging everything together hw:aoc just went and split the timeline again any #kinda silly #kinda goofy #breath of the wild #botw #totk #tears of the kingdom #krimp conspiracy theorist arc fs #but keeping w/ the original point that'd give us a grand total of four different timelines #yippee #gotta love terrako for single-handedly fucking up the tloz timeline even more than it was #terrako #hehe

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possiblytracker · 9 months

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gods wettest saddest most pathetic creature wandering despairingly through long cold airport corridor to find exit after dropping off beloved friend and grappling with the realisation that this feeling is going to recur throughout the rest of their life forever and ever but maybe the incredible lifechanging love and companionship they have and will get to experience along with it makes it all worth it now and for the future. even if right now in this corridor it still hurts like a motherfucker

#i had a more serious version of ghis post but this is better i need to be funnie #IM OK I WILL BE OK. THIS IS IT THIS IS WHAT IT IS TO LOVE PEOPLE #ISNT IT SO SO COOL THAT I CAN LOVE PEOPLE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND THEY LOVE ME TOO EVEN IF IT IS SAD SOMETIMES #THE JOY OF GETTING TO SHARE BITS OF MY LIFE WITH PEOPLE LIKE THIS EVEN MOMENTARILY IS WORTH ANY DESPAIR TENFOLD!!!#I STILL NEED A MINUTE THOUGH I AM YET TO ADVANCE PAST THE ERUPTING INTO TEARS AT RANDOM INTERVALS STAGE. GIVE ME A MINUTE #(i left the corridorlike 5 hours ago some details may be embellished for dramatic effect)#like yes this will happen again with many different people probably i have a lot of life left to live. but isnt that fantastic #i need a fucking job so i can roadtrip next time i get to travel maybe ill speedrun this shit with more of yall/J/J #i am going.to bed tho i will feel better tomorrow #im feeling weirdly inspired to reach out more and fix my crumbling online social life before its a wreck but I am a crumbling wreck rn #who has been up since 8 #and needs a goddamn nap

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mattodore · 7 months

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was truly out of my mind for not considering the fact that taking a screenshot at 5744 x 3201 would mean that editing the screenshot afterward to share to tumblr would be the biggest clown moment of all time.......

#river dipping #the details all get lost if i resize it down. tears out my hair.#you just have to laugh like what as i thinkinggggg #i experimented with a ton of new editing stuff and you can't even make any of it out.......#i made the lighting and shading all from scratch!!! i drew blood and tears!!! used RAW screenshots!!!#i'm actually in so much agony ..#friends and lovers the theo birthday edit is just gonna look so bad on here <3 #it's a little funny tho like i spent all my free time the last two days editing and then only at the last second did i go. hang on.#what are the tumblr dimensions again.......#clown nose squeaking rainbow handkerchiefs spilling outta my sleeves #the edit isn't anything crazy tho like yeah i tried new editing stuff here but bc of how messed up my body is rn i didn't have it in me #to like. build a whole set and all of that like it's just a solid black background with sims posed in front of it it's really nothing crazy #the quality wouldn't be so bad on here if it weren't for the fact that the screenshot was taken far enough back to get full body shots #but it's fine it's fine #what matters is that i managed to finish it only two days after his birthday... leagues better than the week it took me after matthias's #sorry buddy

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catboywizard · 1 year

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are you fucking kidding meee

i’m not sure if it was a glitch or not but i finally got frustrated and looked up what i’m supposed to be doing in totk cause i couldn’t figure out out, and it turns out the reason i wasn’t able to do jack shit is because a character who’s supposed to be following me left ages ago. like literally like 2 or 3 hours ago… for no reason

i literally took this video cause i thought it was funny that he made me take that fall damage since i couldn’t pull my glider out in time, but now it’s just evidence of his crimes against me

#i knew he left but idk i wasn’t really thinking about what that might mean for the game #and now i’m finally all the way up here all alone and totally screwed cause i don’t have his ability #i’m so mad rn #i’m fuming #the only positive is that there was a shrine partway up so i don’t have to do all of it again #but i do have to do the worst part again #and no matter what that was hours wasted #wtf game #op #loz #tears of the kingdom

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kamishiro-rui-phoenixwonderland · 6 months

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Kamishiro... I heard you were receiving some hate...

I wanted to clear something up. The anon insulted you quite harshly and said that I would never like you?

None of that is true. You are a wonderful person, and I really do care about you, Kamishiro. I hope that person didn't get to you too deeply...

((@hinomori-shizuku-official))

oh, you heard about that...?

well... it's not as bad as it sounds!! believe me, when compared to some of the... the cruel, cruel things my friends have been on the receiving end of... it's not much at all...

... but you... mean that? really? you... think highly of me? despite, well, everything you've heard about me... you don't... dislike me at all?

...

... i am too tired to really care if it's just you saying so because you're a lovely, sweet and respectful individual. it's probably silly of me, but i'm going to take your words to heart.

thank you, Hinomori-san...

... and i really, really care about you too.

#answered by mr director #[OOC: AAAAA MOD'S LITERALLY TEARED UP AGAIN WHILE TYPING THIS WHATS WRONG WITH MEEEE]#[OOC: tired Ruis hiding his feelings way less. cause mod is too eepy to get into his whimsical complex brain rn]#[OOC: though crossed out last line he's still a bit of a coward boooooooo]

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straycalamities · 9 months

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i wanna draw but the thing is: i Think too much when i draw and so the horrors flood in

#txt #a big reason why i had a bigggg art drought for a long time #just could NOT sit and draw without upsetting things assaulting me the second i put the pen to tablet #and like within seconds id be in tears #and i think rn im just not in a good headspace after today so :(#6 day work week with max hours dude #im dying out here #and things that have been adding up for months are starting to spill over finally #rip me #x_x #my therapist suggested just do uh basically vent art but she didnt word it that way #but i forgot how to do that ?????#and would it actually help?????????#and social media's brainwashed me to only draw things worth posting?????????????#and i wouldnt wanna post something that i vent arted in my heaviest moments probably #maybe #idk maybe itd be vague and cool enough #but again idk what id draw to get the feelings out how does that work anymore #do i go back to what i did in highschool and just draw dudes fkn killing each other brutally

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