Oh, 𝗚 𝗼 𝗱, everything is 𝙨𝙊 ℲF̸̗̞Ų̶͖̟ 🆄 U̶̜͎ 𝙐𝙐 C̷͖̝ K̶̡̫ Ě̷̯͈ 𝔻- G̴̯̦ͶIHT A̶̢̬ ⅃ƎƎF T'ͶAƆ I TUB̸̢̡--

TW Extreme flashing on first half cos I kept switching between light and dark background.

Liam Payne Singing and Dancing to 'Teardrops' on Instagram [3.1.24]

liampayne: Patiently waiting for ‘Teardrops’ to drop ☕️

Liam Payne performing 'Teardrops (Acoustic)' for Veeps

untitled by santiago licata, 2021, beeswax & oil pastel on paper, 183 × 30 × 3 centimeters

liampayne: New single with my love's face on

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Breakup

OK, OK, I'm going to go home and break up with her. But what do I tell her? "I deserve better." Jesus, no, definitely not that. Even if that's true, only women say that. "You deserve more." Now, that's pretty good. But she's gonna start to get all unintelligent and tell me I'm good just the way I am. That's the way it is. Haha. "I want to live." That'll take the edge off. I might as well say I want to fuck half of Europe. Let's see. "I think we should be apart now so we can be together later." That's not bad, but I don't want to be together later. I'd spare you the hysterics, but I'd be constantly harassed about when that later was. "I'm in love with someone." That seems pretty definitive, but she'd want to know who the bitch was, and it would start a never-ending interrogation about where I met her, when we met, was the sex good, do I regret it, did I think about her, why I didn't tell her, blah blah blah blah... "I cheated on you." Same thing. Oh God, the easiest thing would be to just disappear without a word, never pick up the phone, never answer her texts again. Okay, it's a little bit of a chick thing. "I don't want kids yet." And then she says, "Neither did she. "I want a baby now." She'll end up saying she does too. "I need to focus on my career now." I'm sure her mothering side would come out and assure me that she'll be supportive, patient, that I can build my career, that she's there for me and won't abandon me in the hardest times. Too bad. Wait a minute! I should make her want to break up. Then how much unnecessary crying and screaming would be saved. I'd pretend a little bit, "Oh, no." and then that's it, hat, coat, goodbye. But it would be too long a process to wait. "Something's wrong, this isn't working." I can hear her saying, "But what, tell me what's wrong, I'll change, just tell me what I can do differently! I know you love me, it's just a moment of desperation, believe me, we can work it out!" No, we can't, I don't want to. Okay, I've got a big mouth now, but I actually loved her and I still love her. Just not the way it should be. Like she did me. But I don't want to hurt her. She's a sweet girl. If I said, "I'm sorry, but I don't love you the way I should and the way you deserve. I'm sorry.", you know what? She'd start to tear herself up, eat her insides out, cry for weeks and look for reasons why she'd gone wrong. I don't want to hurt you. That feeling either comes or it doesn't. Or it comes and then it goes. I'm gone, what do I do?

If you break up with a woman, why does she always, at all costs, try to convince you that you're stupid and don't feel what you feel? I can just decide if I want to be with someone or not. Women, I swear, think that we men are so mentally retarded that we don't recognize when we really love someone. God, how many times have I listened to break ups and say "I know you love me. Deep down, you love me so much, you just don't realize it. You're really going to regret this." It's simply impossible to break up cleanly, without scandal. What do you have to say to that? Fuck, is it that late? Look, she's calling again, asking where I am, what I'm doing, when I'll be home. I'm gonna have to talk to her and break up with her. I'm gonna go. I'll call you later.

- Hey, girl, I'm home. What's all this stuff, you going on a trip?

- No. I'm moving.

- You're moving? Where are you going? Why are you going away?

- Out. You know why. I can't do this. Listen, I think we should cut this short. I don't know about you, but I haven't been happy in this relationship for a long time, and I don't think you have either. I think the best thing we can do is just quietly accept that this is the way it is and break up. We have no reason to be angry with each other, so we can separate from each other peacefully. I've got some stuff left here, and I'll pick it up sometime.

- But hey, wait a minute. Just like that? Are you seeing anyone? What's the matter? You want to talk about it or work it out? You're just gonna throw everything away? I don't get it. Is it me? But I love you. Let's talk about it. Let’s fix it!

- Forgive me, but I don't love you the way I should and the way you deserve. I'm sorry..

***

Then she walked out of the apartment. And I've never felt more in love with any woman in my life than I did with her, staring at the closed door.

𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙈𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝘿𝙤 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚?

Supposed to be a quick paint but as always ya gurl got carried away. The fastest I've ever painted anything but this piece hits me rly hard in the kokoro <3

More of my OCs here!

Bring Me The Horizon ✦ "Teardrops" (Reading Festival 2022)

Liam quoted and retweeted Louis’ tweet 1/3/24

I Loved (Who I Wanted Her To Be)

It was never truly her I loved why did it take so long to see damn my heart refused to buy I loved who I wanted her to be How could a dream hurt one so my teardrops cry it felt so real angels whispered it had to end but that's not close to how I feel

Liam Payne- Behind the Scenes of the making of Teardrops

New promotional picture of Liam - 02.02

liampayne: Teardrops is out now 💧 this song is born from many tears, not all mine. I hope you love it like I do and not too many of you can relate.

Teardrops are falling, I'll make you love me again 🎶