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#tbh i dont think him hitting his head was the cause of him going silly
shinobufied · 1 year
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one thing I dislike about the take that Dutch has ~always been that way~ and just kinda acted sane (as far as that works) for +20 years is that it paints Hosea as a complete fool.
Don't get me wrong, I don't think Hosea is completely untouchable, out of this world, a god amongst humans but he isn't stupid. As far as we are concerned he is a master at seeing through people, he reads them and tricks them like no other.
He's very smart and observant, often the one to take a step back and think things through thrice before investing into them and somehow you want to tell me he looked at loud, boisterous, energetic (supposedly manipulative) Dutch at the very beginning and thought "my god this guy is full of shit"?
Now, we don't really have any insight on how they really were before Blackwater or even years back when they took in Arthur but I truly and utterly believe that Dutch was making a real effort to do good, from the bottom of his heart, that he really tried to be better and ultimately failed. (and yeah, surely partly bc it stroked his ego but nonetheless)
Like, the first time we see, or rather hear that Dutch may be a little silly is in Colter, right after Blackwater when it was revelaed that he killed an innocent woman. This was also the very first severe stress situation we have "seen" Dutch in. He got lead on, maybe even set up after what sounded like a long period of luck and success and now him and everyone tagging along is in danger and everything has gone to shit.
The one that then seemed increasingly concerned and insisted on knowing what happened was Hosea. My thoughts are that Hosea knew that Dutch tended to act rash in stressful situations and that there was something nagging on his conscious, telling him that something went horribly wrong. Because he knew Dutch.
Dutch on the other hand started to grow desperate. He didn't just lose a ton of money and got the law after them all once again, but he also lost 3 members of the gang. 3 people to who he promised freedom and a good life gone just like that + he also started to feel the others losing hope and maybe he was confronted with the idea that maybe what he was doing wasn't as good and great as he has thought throughout all these years.
So he grows defensiv and even reckless because no, it can't be, him facing the fact that his time was not only over but he probably wasted all these years was a tad too painful, both for his ego but also for his being.
As time goes on he keeps slipping more and more since everything he does just seems to blow up right back into his face. The more he tries to fix the more to shit it goes and the desperation just seems to grow and grow.
So he clings to every little thing that keeps on making him believe that his cause is still good, that he's still doing right so he comes up with nonesense plans like Tahiti.
But most importantly, his probably biggest reminder still was Hosea. As long as Hosea was still there, still by his side it would be alright. Yeah, Hosea nags him all the time and they bicker and fight all the time, but he's still there, so that means he still believes in Dutch. With Hosea he could do it.
And then Hosea dies.
And the failure at the bank is so much worse than all the ones before because this time it wasn't Dutch that set things up, or Micah, or anyone else but it was Hosea. The very person that grounded him, that he clung to desperately to show him that his efforts are not in vain.
The disaster at the bank didn't only cost him Hosea, his life long partner, the person he trusted the most, but also the trust from the rest of the gang. John was already doubting him for some time now and now the others started to, too.
And maybe, maybe him doing all this what he thought of good these past years, saving and taking in people, wasn't the best for them at all. Maybe he doomed them more than anything.
But no, Micah is still at his side. And Bill. And Javier.
Well, if there's some people still believing in him then there has to be some truth to it, no?
Maybe Micah is right, maybe John is the rat. Or Abigail. Or Arthur.
Maybe all the others are just ungrateful. Maybe he gave them all and the moment he slips and fails they just leave?
Hosea woulnd't have. Hosea stayed with him.
Micah stayed with him.
And as he was on that mountain, looking at the boy he raised as his own, barely able to breath and all beaten up, telling him "I gave you all I had", that was the first time the realization of him not being as great, as good, as he hoped to be, as he tried to be, fully hit him and now he couldn't do anything but accept it. No denying it anymore, no deluding it. Just the cold truth.
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ourbelovedd · 3 months
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Sharing a joint with Suguru 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅
cw: Weed (duh) , bit of suggestive at the end
word count: 677
PLAYLIST <-
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After finishing highschool, you and your boyfriend suguru geto decided to move to new york city together. You had always dreamed of living in the big apple, having the empire state building in the view of your apartment. Well, your dreams came true with your highschool sweetheart Geto, as you both now live in manhattan together.
Although the city life is very nice, you and geto are having a pretty hard time adjusting. There was the language barrier because well, you both were from japan. There was also the culture that didnt make alot of sense to either of you but you tried your best to respect it. Sometimes there was racism, which you honestly didnt give a fuck. And the occasional stare that random girls would give to geto with a wink.
Other than that, life was pretty perfect for you two. Especially since you owned a smoke shop. Almost every night you and Geto would smoke something together. Whether it be just straight up weed, or a cart, you two were always just hanging out smoking something.
This night was especially fun, as you and Geto had taken a tolerance break.
“Suguru, I got a joint you wanna share it?” you ask him.
His head immediately jerked back,” Of course baby, lets have a good time.”
You grab out a pink hello kitty lighter and light the joint, causing the room to start smelling like a whole greenhouse of kush.
“Let me get the first hit.” Geto says, already reaching his hand out to grab the joint.
You pass it to him and he takes a big puff, coughing a bit afterwards followed by a small grunt as the smoke reaches his lungs.
Still with smoke in his mouth, he leans in and kisses you, transferring some of it into your mouth making sure you taste all the weed and get some in you. He passes you the joint.
“Damn, is it really that good?? You had to share some with me?” you ask, laughing.
He nods his head yes, then watches as you take a HUGE hit. You start coughing and coughing and for a minute he gets genuinely concerned.
“You alright baby? Was that too much or?”
“Im fine, this shit is just really strong. Ive never had anything like it before.” You reply, still coughing a bit and trying to catch your breath.
Geto moves over to sit right next toy you on the couch, and puts his head down on your chest, grabbing the blunt from your mouth. He proceeds to take another swift hit and exhales whatever he didnt inhale.
“Y/n, did I ever tell you I love you? Because I love you. A lot.” He mumbles, head buried into your chest.
“Yes silly, all the time! I love you too, Suguru. I think youre my favorite person on earth.” You say sweetly, running your hands through his hair.
“Good, I think youre also my favorite person, I dont know what I’d do without you.” Geto looks up and smiles at you, his eyes bloodshot red and half-lidded.
He brings his hands down to your waist and starts holding you, kissing you and not letting go. His tounge reaches every spot in your mouth as he lets out a small whimper.
You turn completely red at him, your boyfriend was being so sweet. You think about how lucky you are to have him. You think you’d be incomplete without him.
You pop the joint in your mouth and take a big puff, then set it down on the ash tray. Without even thinking, suguru locks you into another kiss, making sure you exchange smoke and saliva, then pulls away.
“Fuck, Y/N, I want this to last forever.” He whined.
You both lock eyes for a minute. Suguru looks down and up at you, then starts undoing the buttons your pants. You look at him and give him a nod of approval.
“Lets go inside, baby.” He says, standing up and guiding you into your shared room while holding your hand.
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always imagined geto being a smoker tbh so this is kind of a scenario i made up😋 I hope u enjoy!! - amiree
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kuroimarzipan · 1 year
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To return the ask I was unable to answer for you: I'd love to hear your Kingmaker thoughts! Or Wrath, if you'd prefer.
HELP I MISCLICKED BEFORE I WROTE ANYTHING AND HAD TO EDIT THE POST LMFAO anyway im gonna answer for kingmaker only tonight cause i gotta go to bed and i spent too long writing shit out but i might reblog this and add answers for wotr on after work tomorrow lol
Favorite Male Character okay so i could be normal about this. i could. or i could let everyone here know that i mentally put together multiple AUs where esteem got together with dragn after witnessing like three lines of dialogue. yea the smith guy. the one without a portrait even.
BUT if i had to be more normal about it then its gotta be ekun. i just want that guy to be happy and i really enjoy how weirdly well he gets along with esteem. also he's like. the most ruthless good character ive seen in a while which i really find interesting. makes a great minister too. he just has this reassuring presence in your party like hes got your back you dont have to worry. also: dogy :^)
Favorite Female Character
okay so i went into this game assuming kanerah would be my fave and i was like. ready to finally not have to headcanon a romance and shit. and then this bitch named valerie came along. and oh my god she's such a piece of work. so principled. so hypocritical. so abrasive and easy to rile up. she's loyal because she's decided to be loyal. she turns on you for wanting to kill a guy early in act 2 and then turns BACK on him because he hits on her. she doesnt even realise shes gay. ever since she killed fredero because esteem pushed her to do it ive been thinking about it. ive not read the dialogue for her canon straight romance or whatever because honestly i dont care whatever the fuck im doing to her in my head is way more interesting to me. ive done all the stuff for her hellknight ending and im very excited heehee.
Least Favorite Character
kingmaker is interesting in that i had a really poor first impression of a LOT of the companions, but after having gotten to know them, i... honestly dont rlly hate any of them?? there's still a few companions that end up benchwarming for me bc i just like others more, but its really not been like wotr where the party lineup was so polarising for me lmao
WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED JHOD. fuck that guy. i dont even have a particular actually good reason either. i just think his vibes are rancid
Favorite Ship
specifically that moment when hegend drew his weapon and went to attack valerie and the moment combat initiated esteem hit him with the chains of light which was followed by a maximised empowered magma blast from kanerah which one shot him. that felt good
aside from that i kinda wanna see amiri and nilak reconcile at some point??
Favorite Friendship
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i like that ekun the complete and utter loner was the person that taught esteem how to actually have friends instead of just manipulating people into appreciating her. i like to think he figured that out by the time his last quest rolled around. they have this kinda silent trust.
Favorite Quote
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this was such a good moment to me specifically because of the circumstances of esteem having been chased out of its home because of what it is and then having tartuk tell it that it would never understand?? it was COLD AS ICE telling him that before dealing the killing blow and taking his crown. defining moments tbh
Worst Character Death (if any)
i have a feeling this is yet to come for me 🙃
This made me so happy you have no idea Moment
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maybe its silly but thee loyalty these two have hehehe
Saddest Moment
TBH another thing i think is yet to come for me.... i know that last act is gonna hit hard
Favorite Location
the swamp witch's hut... i actually really love the old beldame and all the lil storylines going on in that map so so much it rlly helped me solidify a bunch of important things abt esteem's backstory too lol
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hello icha!!!!! learned from my mistakes and typed this out in a separate document. first i have to say im feeling a very deep connection with citron as of late bc i was giving myself a pep talk abt like physics and i told myself "face up and man the music!" and was like "...is that wrong. theres that song called man against the music isnt there... yeah it must be right" and. well i realized later. i also think the phrase "dont cry because it happened, smile because its over" is very good. also I’m halfway thru creating a very eclectic list of like. a Pokémon team for each a3 character which is… something. kinda knew it would happen to me. might take a while for me to finish it tho now that I’m halfway bc I’m suddenly having a crisis like “wait shit I’m only confident on my understanding and characterizing of like 4 characters am I good enough” so… it’s slow going lol. anyways. i finished that damn physics thing I was giving myself a pep talk about and so am treating myself to autumn/winter. happens that watching these events is also like. the only thing which reminds me to actually like. log into a3 lol. i am so bad at gacha games. probably a good thing in the long run. ok starting from the top!
hisoka going "zzz" as his reaction made me immediately go... oh dear, please dont fall asleep in the bath and guess what happened. yeah. good thing homare was there lol. speaking of i fucking adore homare and his poetry. id buy his collection. i also wish there was a collection like if there was a master list of every poem he says in like. at the very least main story. if not i will literally do it myself. i love homare so much im like him in that back when i had to play dodgeball id always be like kufufufu they cant hit me if im friendless enough that no one pays attention to me but like in my case it actually worked out. on the subject of the pillow fight tho, hisoka's crazy strong pillow fight throw... one more mark on the list for suspicious, maybe assassin occupation. this event made me realize how much i missed winter like. i saw the stranger pretty recently (which has caused the effect of be being like "taichi!! thats my boy!!" in my head everytime he shows up lol but anyways i havent gotten to a winter play yet so im VERY hype. especially bc this seems like it stars hisoka and homare??? like oh!! oh!!!! also detective fiction... im swooning. i also just enjoy the hisoka homare dynamic a whole fucking lot i think its nice how homare was like "yeah im ride or die for this funky lil amnesiac, why wouldnt you be?" and its just like. nice. feel like hes always reaching out to hisoka which is like. man homare is so nice.
back to chronology. ofc sakyo goes cheap for the hot springs lol. on brand as ever. was very hype for the azuma sakyo dynamic bc all i remember is like azuma trashing everyone including sakyo at some game or the other in one of the winter chapters and it was very good. or was this a clip in like a stage play? either way it was delightful. at first i misinterpreted taichi going "…" after azuma and sakyo said theyd never been on a field trip bc like. taichi being quiet or noncommunicative... after going thru autumn troupe act 1 it makes me fear for my life a little lol. anyways im glad he was just like planning fun times. speaking of taichi tho we got a tasuku taichi pair for etudes!!!! im not spoiling myself for later events but i hope to GOD tasuku and taichi do like a lead co lead in SOMETHING or at least like some mixed troupe event i want them to talk!!!
also dunno if this is an intentional pun but i enjoy that its called high spirits at the hot spring bc like oh theyre having fun but also bc like. "spirits" is used to refer to a certain type of alcohol i think? which is cool. dunno if its intentional but i liked that. anyways the talent show. taichis moving rendition of single ladies... ok i know it said single fellas but like. we know. wonder if that line was a different song in japanese? its not too old at ALL tho imo. anyways the way banri and juza being themselves Are the entertainment... flashback to when banri slaps juza live on stage instead of doing a stage slap lol. my reaction to azuma essentially went:
azuma: I can offer to bare my soul, and a little more ;)
izumi: what do u mean by that???
me: hey tasuku and omi were shirtless what's ur problem with azuma
anyways i reread and from what i understand they were maybe only flexing and doing a gun show? which like. no wonder it didnt last too long then lol. also explains why they didnt have shirtless sprites i suppose lmao. i am SO curious abt what azuma ended up doing tho that fade to black is so mysterious! did he tap dance? did he pole dance? the world will never know...
oh also im not like super familiar with azuma yet but my read on his personality is definitely like "I am so touch starved All The Time but I will be chill. :) :) this is fine :)" like he just seems to rly like being around people! just like basking in presence whether or not hes rly talking that much.
i enjoyed that juza mentioned pillow fighting with his lil brother... thats nice! i think a lot of this event was just focused on ppl having fun over the drama lol bc it got wrapped up sooo quick. i liked the bit where sakyos worried that izumi was out late searching for him tho it was so sweet. table tennis match was very fun although id argue calling hisoka and juza the two quietest tho lol like... banri exists so juza isnt quiet. just like inevitably. finally, the event cg!!! azumas hair tied up... so nice! thats how I tie my hair up sometimes tho it doesnt look nearly as nice lol. taichi rambling abt his first love for so long tho... lol. ill be honest i have to reread autumn bc i was not aware of this whole situation until it came up in the stranger and i like inferred from there. the end of this event was nice! it was cute. i dont rly have much thoughts on it but im so hype for the winter play
Hello:!!! so good to see you again, freshly learning from your mistakes then :3c
the connection with Citron is a BLAST to read about. I am glad that Citron is there, on your mind, supporting you at every turns of language. It's beautiful.
AND OH THE POKEMON LIST!!! thrilled to hear about it being a wip ongoing! take your time ofc and i hope you'll feel more confident as you go for your characters interpretation! i believe in you!
lmao i'm glad the events help you remember to play a3, i'm sure that by the time you'll be done with the events you will have unlocked so much of act 2 you won't have to worry too much about it. Anyway i'm glad you treat yourself to good things :3c
of course Hisoka fell asleep in the bath. tbh this event was a lot of "Hisoka almost dies in a spring house multiple times if it wasn't for his troupesmates". Between sleeping in the bath and almost swallowing the table tenis ball... where would we be without Winter, and especially Homare, taking care fo him.
I'm SO GLAD you like Homare that much! he's so so good! i'm sure there must be a masterlist somewhere, or well. can be done anytime i guess?? but yeah Homare is fantastic and LDJFDLKFJDF the evil plan to avoid dodgeball from both of you.. this is incredible DLKJFDLKF. But yeah alas he's loved by his own so he gets hit smh.
And yeah Hisoka is just acting sus huh.
BUT YEAH... YEAH... WINTER... BELOVED.... I feel regular and normal feelings for Winter as you know, s o .
(i'm so delighted that you feel that way about Taichi though, as he deserves!! what a good boy!!!)
But yeah Winter play next!!!!! i love the winter plays so much i hope you'll like it as well!! aND YEAH HISOKA AND HOMARE AS A DUO... for a DETECTIVE story?? so good.
I'm sO GLAD you like their dynamic! yeah i adore it too. Homare was so quick to leap into taking care of Hisoka? Like i mean he immediatly called him sleeping beauty when they first met, and immediately decided to be his roommates to watch over him, and then he did everything to take care of him and it's just so sweet. Homare has such a big heart he's so gentle with Hisoka. Homey and comfortable, whenever Hisoka admits it or not ahah.
ahah wouldn't be Sakyo if he didn't need to stay cheap. BUT YEAH the Sakyo/Azuma dynamic is pretty good. oh the event you talk about i think is in some of his very first backstage storyes (that you can read if you have them since they're at this point of the chronology). There's one where they play a mafia game and Sakyo is warry of Azuma because "people like him are those you need to worry about the most" and Azuma is just ":) you wound me :) i would never :)" and then Azuma wins the game and starts to mess with everyone. It was so fun. and yeah i see which clip you mean for the stage play!! it's so so fun they have such a neat dynamic and i loved to see it in this event as well.
and omg worrying about Taichi while he was just there preparing a fun time! this child really would have worried us all back then huh
but AHH YEAH TASUKU TAICHI.... It's such a neat dynamic! ofc i won't say anything but man i love the potential of their stories, as the two ex Godza boys. To see them bond and be comfortable with each other always make me so soft.
OH NICE CATCH FOR THE PUN! i think it must be the reason for it tbh, i love it! thanks for pointing it out!
The talent show was really fun yeah ahah! I wonder what it is in Japanese too but at least the localization was hella fun!
"anyways the way banri and juza being themselves Are the entertainment." THEY'RE SO SILLY I love them so much
AND LMAO YOUR REACTION AT AZUMA I LOVE IT. YEah i think Tasuku and Omi are just flexing (which is Still. SO FUNNY. Just there saying "our talents is.. our muscles...") meanwhile Azuma is like "my talent is that i'm crazy hot :)"
But YEAH Azuma... AZUMA WHAT DID YOU DO....
your read on Azuma's personality feels pretty spot on to me ahah omg. Staying with what you know about him, the fact that with his job and all, he seems like he's starving for connection while also terrified to make himself emotionally vulnerable. He loves staying with people, listening to them, caring for them, and he's touch starved as hell (i mean it's his job) but he doesn't seem to really know how to be on the receiving hand of affection. there's a flair talk, i can't remember where, with Omi at some point, where Azuma compliments him, and Omi is just "mhm.. but you know i think that it's more about you" and ends up complimenting Azuma in depth and it let Azuma dumbfounded because he didn't expect Omi to trick him at his own game, while Omi just genuinely don't get why Azuma is reacting that way. He gives he gives he gives, and he's genuinely happy with that, but he seems to have difficulties to take, or to demand for something, while also starving for it. I have so many emotions for Azuma.
Any mentions of Juza's little bro are the best things. I love this type of mention TwT
And yeah it was such a laid back event. Honestly deserved after the crying fest that was The Stranger imo. It's good to relax once in a while and it was nice to have them have fun. There was the bitterness of both Azuma and Sakyo's past that was always a bit looming but everyone was working so hard for them to enjoy themselves that the joy just overtake any sadness i loved it.
Sakyo worrying about Izumi is always adorable TwT
And yeah the Table Tennis match was so fun and chaotic LMAO. I love the dynamic between Juza and Hisoka. Just two usually quiet boys who like sweets. Except that yeah like you say, as long as Banri is around, Juza cannot be 100% quiet. Rip.
THE CG WAS SO PRETTY i loved seeing it. And omg you can share your hairtips with Azuma how nice :D Azuma manages to make everything look beautiful smh....
Oh yeah Taichi and his first love! if i recall he mentions it quickly at the begining, that Yuki reminds him of his first love, and he says that again at some point - then the fake Portrait he does he mentions his first love again. And since then it's been a reccuring topic so yeh :3c
but yeah! this event was really sweet and laid back, not much to say about it, but it was nice to have it at all!
Hope you'll like the winter play :3c
Take care and thank you again for your thoughts <33 i love reading them!! bless you!!
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min-yoongi-o · 5 years
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Spoiler review
See I liked IT chapter two but its definitely not a perfect movie so I just wanted to write down my thoughts:
Pro's:
The acting for the most part was very good and I believed in the bond between the losers club which formed by the end when they had remembered everything they needed too.
I enjoyed the humor, I know alot of people didn't like it and thought it was a bit much but I think it worked in the context of the characters.
Richie's arc was nice I like how it was portrayed, it wasnt too cheesy or forced. I had alot of worries going in that it would feel shoehorned in and almost pushed down the viewers throat and that it would cause a disconnect with casual viewers but it was sweet and heartbreaking and worked really well.
On that note bill hader did a brilliant job and I'm not surprised at all he deserves more love.
James ransone was amazing also and was really a standout to me, he really was Eddie to me and all his moments were great, definitely deserves the love he's getting.
Isaiah Mustafa hasn't been mentioned enough, he was great as mike. I honestly felt bad for him, this character sacrificed years of his life preparing for pennywise and you can see the toll it taken on him. I was so sad for him at the end and he was trying to explain to the losers they just needed to believe, honestly was so moving and people need to talk about him more.
I feel for the little bit he got to do andy bean killed it as stan and the suicide scene was done tastefully and wasnt made into some huge horror spectacle which I feel like would have taken the seriousness away from it.
I think they handled alot of the more cosmic side of pennywise really well because all the shit from the book was always gonna be hard to translate for film so I feel like the changes they made were good and worked and kept the essence of pennywise and how larger then life he is, and how hes definitely from outside our understanding.
I loved the little homage to the thing when they were in neibolt.
Eddie and richie during the death scene was great, I really enjoyed it and found it very emotional.
I'm glad that they didn't try to bring manturin the turtle into it because I feel like it would have been too much.
I really enjoyed how they made pennywise look in the final battle, I think they pulled it off well and I enjoyed how the deadlights looked.
I liked how the losers were separated in the final battle and all their little individual struggles were great, not gonna lie eddie and richie at the three doors was great.
I enjoyed that they remember each other this time at the end, a pleasant change.
The first scene with adrian mellon and don hagarty was done brilliantly. It was played very realistically and it made you feel disgusted and tense as it should, I honestly had to look away. I'm sure it hit a bit harder being a part of the LGBTQ community.
Cons:
I felt like at points the movie was getting repetitive due to how they laid the scenes out, the whole second act was heres a loser, heres their flashback, heres them now dealing with pennywise...and it does it with each character so it does get a bit long.
I know people are gonna hate me for saying it but I feel like there were too many flashbacks. I've read the book and I know that's the layout but the first movie was strictly the kids so I feel like there should have been less flashbacks, some flashbacks were necessary but others weren't and probably could have been cut.
Henry Bowers felt pointless and I feel like he had scenes cut so maybe in the super cut he'll feel more necessary
Ben, bev and Bill's love triangle was not interesting to watch and I got bored when it came up. I feel like there was to much emphasis on that poem and near the end it just felt like they were really shoving down your throat that they're in love and the poems super important.
Speaking of I found jessica Chastain, james McAvoy and jay Ryan's performances a little lackluster, like their acting was good but it wasnt super engaging but I dont know if that's because the other three shined so much.
I didn't like the cgi on some parts , especially in the mrs Kersh scene, it took away from the moment cause it looked silly, the scene was saved by bill skarsgard tbh.
Favourite scenes:
The jade of the orient scene
Any of the native American flashback scenes because I found the lore interesting and the animation for it looked cool
Richie's whole little mini search for his token was great
Eddie and the leper scene was also brilliant
Mike pleading with the losers about believing and that's why he lied
The little girl victoria under the bleachers
Dean and bill in the funhouse
For some reason I really enjoyed when richie got caught in the deadlights , there was something really cool about it
Eddie and Henry Bowers in the bathroom
Eddie, bill and richie in the kitchen with stans head and the moment afterwards when bill is shouting at eddie
Stans letter
Eddie leaning over richie all excited because he thought he'd killed it and then getting impaled. Eddie and richies faces were just perfect
Eddie's death scene
The quarry scene
Overall I really enjoyed the film even with its flaws although I'm aware some people will probably be disappointed, I think if you're going into this film for just a horror film you wont like it but it's got an interesting story with brilliant characters and I found it a great companion to the first film, and I definitely want to binge both films in one day because I feel like the emotional payoff will be even better.
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hisui-cotton · 5 years
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RWBY V6E11 Theorizing and Reactions
Sorry it's a wall of text
Firstly GOD I HATE ADAM, IM SO HAPPY!!
Knowing that he really at this point- no matter what happened to him, even if he didnt deserve whatever it was that happened to him in the past- will absolutely deserve what Yang and Blake are gonna dish out, is fantastic.
I was pretty surprised about the face reveal actually I genuinely thought itd just never happen. But I'm happy it did because now I have some serious concerns about the world of Remnant.
It feels possible that Adam's semblance is actually artificial and brought on by whatever people branded him at the SDC. I doubt he was born with his sword, and it's safe to assume it's only his sword that works with his semblance since he always has it. Thus I think the SDC probably experimented on him and tested the possiblity or artificial semblances that they could make specifically to "enchnace" people for maybe a cause of some sort, in a way that ensured they'd always have the best possible fighters with the best semblances. Or the best dust test subjects.
That or the weapon has to be passed down through his family and the interest peaked people who research semblances so they poked and prodded him to figure out how his semblance worked.
Or he was just a SDC slave.
And if the artificial semblance was successful, could there be a chance that Mercury will one day be subject to it? Or find out and become interested?
And what kinda of people do something like that to a possible generation of faunus? Even if you don't see them as people, even if you see them as animals, theres got to be some moral kick at some point that tells you that you're the monster and not them. It's likely people of Atlas, who believe in the military power they have and likely want to sustain assisted by the SDC. Or a group that existed in the SDC and then was brought down with the early growth of the initial White Fang, maybe even before that and was a reason the White Fang came to exist.
Bumblebee moving to the possible canon is fantastic though I dont know how likely itll become full out canon right now, but maybe. I mean that with every hope that it will be, I just think that after this they'll simply be closer and feel better about their relationship before going "yes I am romantically interested in you".
But in all hopes I want that ship to SAIL NOW!!! WITH IT BEING SAID STRAIGHT UP! I love the hand hold, I love the togetherness so just say it straight up soon, I don't need a kiss I just need to hear the confirmation.
((As much as I also love Black Sun. Dont @ me please I'm a person who crack ships all the things in a pure AU world where anything is possible I'm sorry))
The fighting was top notch btw, the emotional investment is there and the coordination is so good!! I loved the use of smears and stretch, especially since this is 3D, I do wish the fighting was backed up just a liiiiiittle bit but I understood the use of character expression during the fight too. It just didn't feel like every hit was very big, just very strong so it looked kinda odd? Like you couldn't see much of the wind up while they were moving, only the speed of the attacks. When you did see more of the wind up it was just while they were still. It was still obvious the strength in each hit it just felt kinda off at minor points. Mainly with Blake v Adam.
Adam v Yang though WHEW I WAS GONNA CRY! She was doing really well she didn't flinch during the fight which I found suprising at first and then the hand shaking came in and I noticed that it's only her left, that's ever done it, and i wonder if that just because it has nerves or if she thinks that's something will happen to that one too. Or maybe it's just a general unconsciousness thing with the trauma of losing her other hand (the PTSD of it). But she still took the fight really well and I'm happy she is really learning to control her fighting its absolutely great growth, because while she's fighting with emotion, she's staying calm and not fighting in anger but more in...determination...to protect Blake and I'm sure she knows that things can't be going well at the cliff so she's trying to see the quickest way to finish this for their sake and the others.
Now speaking of the cliff. White Roooose, Flower Pooower, JAUNE BOI WITH THEM PRO STRATS, Qrow and Ren working together was actually unexpected, and Oscar and Maria in the plane has me scared af.
Grandma Atlas (bc I cant remember her name) is very confident in herself, and I would have though that silly if she didn't somehow make the mech move fast enough to catch that missle?? I, tbh, didnt like that but I'll give then the anime fight moment, itll be my one for the season (which is pretty good since there's only one more episode I think).
Maria is too loose of a canon, I literally cannot believe she just mentioned having her drivers license revoked and now shes flying ship. Itll be fine since she pretty much has the ships view but jeez Maria.
Ruby knowing that Weiss would be useful in the fight on the ocean means that she and Jaune are probably thinking very similarly about how to handle the fight. Jaune explaining the fight and reassuring it tells me he was thinking about how to fight it the moment it started approaching.
Jaune grabbing Nora was incredible, like back in V1 or V2 I never would have thought he could do something like that just out off the top of his head. But I think that also says something about how scared he is to lose another teammate. He was pushed away by Phyrra, could only watch initially when Weiss got hurt, but now he feels the strength he needed all those times and dived head first in protecting his teammate over just himself when he saw danger coming.
Oscar's analysis of fighting is likely getting good or getting influenced mildly by Oz's trained eye for that kind of thing.
Weiss's wasp was maybe overused just a tiny bit. I feel like if they amped her aura/semblance, created a surface, and then went with her knight, things would have been a bit easier. Or maybe harder? She and Jaune might have used too much and KO'd themselves if her knight wasn't enough and then they'd just be in the same spot.
MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER RUBY!!! BETTER BE OKAY!!!!!!! She was fighting really well, but I was also surprised by that she took at the glass, she was out for blood with a shot like that. She used her semblance more than I expected but I guess again a giant mech what's she gonna do.
Nora getting back HER MAN!!! THAT WAS A GREAT LINE AND NORA IS THE GREATEST EVER thank you.
I hope the town doesn't get attacked by Grimm because they're scared of this ruckus the kids are causing.
Also based on the title of this episode are you trying to say that Grandma Atlas is the little old lady who lives in a shoe!
Umm....I guess that's all I have thoughts about? I dont feel like I missed anything that I had a big reaction to.
I look forward to the final ep, whenever that'll be (I think it's this coming sat. But idk) and then after that GEN:lock. But this season has been so satisfying to watch even if it feels like I dont really remember everything (though I'm sure that's from personal problems not anything with the story).
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5.14 - day before momma leaves
Goddamnit I hate to admit it but I’m already thinking and crying like a baby in my head once my mom leaves me to go back home to sf. the feeling is mutual like melissa said cause she’ll probably be just as a wreck and all this time I’ve been spending with her, I’m cherishing even more. I’ve never felt like this and Victoria said the same thing; expecting that while I transition. But everyone needs to experience this. I DO, especially. I need the time away for a bit to miss them and I already miss those interactions with my brothers too of just lounging in the living room watching NBA games all night, or youtube videos like its judyslife or ustheduo.
Our lives have changed already and itll be so hard as I am bawling my eyes out, sitting in my newly mounted dining table my mom and I put together, facing outwards my window with the Chicago sun, beaming through at a whopping 54 degrees.
This is my life now, I will be on my own and making decisions on my own. Ive told a few folks that I’m sad yet annoyed my moms time here was a bit much. But I know it was perfect for what it is. We’ve been tired each and everytime, her actions speak volumes and our conversations arent as deep as I want, but I know this quality time was one that will impact my life forever. Even though I hate to admit it or will say this to her face. i love my mom. so much, she means so much to me and my brothers. The amount of things she does unselfishly aka drive my freaking car with just her and hector for 5 days cross country. do what she did to make me help settle, there is no one like her. and I will forever appreciate her and love her.
She is opinionated and still felt like I couldnt decide for myself but this will be also a time where I speak up and use my voice. Saying NO.
ugh the tears keep falling down but some highlights from this past week were:
- Silly vlog videos that I actually may put together when I get the time
- 5/6; arrived - went to container store to buy my elfa shelving for my closet. Super nice lady that worked there Hector spoke to. Went to world market to check out their furniture and standing mirrors. TJ Maxx/HomeGoods and picked up some bathroom essentials, shower curtain, mats and beddings, Facetimed Yan/Ronz/Brent+Rick at night (10pm CST) 
Mom stayed with Hector at Courtyard Marriot til Saturday 5/8. So I wanted to stay at the apartment for the first time alone and enjoy the moment and soak it all in. Parking at my garage alone, randomly waking up to the SUNRISE at 545am and just being in awe of my new city... I could just cry
Didn’t get my wifi set up yet so the struggle was real a bit. The air mattress we got from costco has been tough to sleep on but eventually Ill get my mattress. Just have been torn with my furniture not being here since everything was rushed and happened so quickly. Learnings from the move thus far:
-Write a damn list, I DID NOT. Aka thats why a bunch of junk and unnecessary things were with my mom and hector in the car. All couldve been bought here. I ocouldve taken more clothes and shoes
-Alot of my clothes aka my favorite jean jacket and pink/mauve henley was left at home. My running shoes - I decided not to prioritize idk fucking why *rolls eyes* and alot of my other valuables. Brendan is nice enough to ship it. Its not worth to buy a RT flight and go there and take it all back with me... no. :( I would though tbh if I was in LA. lol make couple trips but I’m far enough that its like.... whewww is it worth but one day I will come back and visit. For now, its slated for Oct
5/7 Friday; I had it off started the day late at 12pm and booked my mom, hector and myself tickets to the skydeck. my mom was HILARIOUS, she was scared at first and thought it would be a huge platform to see under but once she saw its just a small piece of glass over 105 floors, it wasnt THAT bad. Her and hector are hilarious together and annoying a little LOL. but I guess they’re cute
Went to Wrigley Field while there was a game and that was an experience. Fans at the top of their houses, Security all over the block, streets closed, fans everywhere. Its such a historical building in the middle of a freaking neighborhood so it made itself unique vs att/oracle park being so secluded down in mission bay.
RPM Steak for dinner in River North. Valet’d the car and Hector treated us to a Missouri Steak? it was bomb though but I wanted Medium and he wanted medium rare... cream of spinach, mac and cheese, asparagus and for dessert topped with a Baked Alaskan. Whatever that is. (It was good) and my first time trying it.. me and mom. Our waitor was a nice lady in her 30s, gave me tori kelly vibes. Then another worker stopped by our table who looked filipino for sure (Rox’s ex Dennis look a like) but I already for got his name. He told us how he lived in West Town too and would eat at this bomb restaurant called “Uncle Mikes” maybe the ‘superstar’ of chicago :) hectors jokes were a bit much saying climbing up the coconut tree and asking if he can make halo halo in the back for dessert. No sir....
5/8 Saturday; Plan was to visit Macys downtown to check out furniture at around 930am. But they werent open til 11am. We checked out the Bean at Millenium Park and my mom got to see all the tulips and flowers. We waited in line for a while at Stans Donuts since Wildberry was just too WILD and packed, so we walked a block down and had ourselves some coffee and donuts for the day. After we headed to Macys and were greeted by a tall man name Hilary. he’s THEEE BEST. he knew we didnt have to buy anything from him at macys but he’s such a sales guy and has been in this business for so long that he kept tlaking about Quality of furniture and making yourself feel comfy and at home. Being in a small apt, or living out alone for the first time, separating each section once winter hits so you’re not bored out of your mind in the small place. He was so friendly and nice, I took his business card. Went to Ashley’s on the way to the airport and got gas. Feel in love with the small dinette table they had but the one I’m sitting on now I feel like is just perfect. Soletren couch will forever be out of stock and I will never let this go :( honestly dont know how itll fit in my door but i guess i will settle for something reasonable and decent in size
IVE BEEN SPENDING SO MUCH MONEY. . . . . . . I cant even. I got paid today so todays check will be sponsoring all of my credit card funds. Gna just pay it off in full so I dont have to deal with it. But going forward a budget will be set. and luckily some of the things I bought work can reimburse so I’ll do expenses sunday perhaps.
Saturday evening after dropping off hector, we did errands in the suburbs and went to a walmart. a bit ghetto lookin but its fine. Decided to go to costco after but had an incidentn with this white man who bumped my car and didnt apologize. I was going to say something but we’re so far out in the suburbs Idk what the hell he wouldve done to me. And if they’re racist out there. took the long way home and it was prob not through the safest neighbor hoods but my mom didnt have to know since traffic on the freeway was just ALOT. omg and the roads are just so bumpy, my poor car. Becca said she has a guy at a shop her family always goes to so hopefuully I wont need him but just nice to know the option is there.
Went to the costco up by roscoe village and bought food and more essentials like medicine i have a whole pharmacy.  again throughout all this, my mom is the MVP. I wouldve been like, Ill go get it when I need it vs mom stocking up beforehand. We ended up setting my living room with a japanese style seating using my elfa shelving as the table and a towel over it. Leftovers from RPM for dinner and ribs/salad from costco. (I keep eating, and we’re not walking alot so....... I’m def gaining wait and will need to lose this asap)
I’ll be back more to cover this past week; mothers day, ikea, seafood city, hanging with becca, azul mariscos, drunk at ross and dollar tree, pants falling (mom) unbuttoned pants cuz we’re so ‘stuffffffed’ hanging with the boys via facetime cause I do miss them :( I need to havea schedule with them.
kk toodles. time to go back to work. no more crying (maybe) then an architecture tour with my mom <3 and dinner at a steakhouse at MJ’s on Michigan Ave BYeeeee
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As that makes sense, thank you for answering my questions! => Hmm this one might be a weird one but if when the gang have a run in with a new dragon who's breath has the ability to de-age anything it touches for a limited amount of time, how would Spitelout react to his son conning back a toddler again and staying that way for a few days? Espicially if his now toddler son would want/need his attention so often?
He would be unbelieving at first, then angry, it would probably take him a bit to realize Baby Snotlout doesn’t have his memory intact, hes just a baby again….Then he would fall right back into his old dad ways, making silly noises while trying to teach him how to use his bludgeon properly all over.
Because what greater pride is there in the Jorgensen family than to train the young to be just as good as their parents =3
He probably isn’t the most responsible parent, however. I mean…neither was Stoick, they both gave their children deadly weapons as their first gifts.
He was probably rougher than most people, I can see him putting Snotlout with Terrible Terrors to make them play fight and then beaming with pride over any scars the toddler might receive in the tussle.However, I can also see him reassuring the toddler as they cry that this is a good thing, that they will grow into a strong warrior and be able to tell the tale of when they beat a dragon as a baby. (In fact, I think thats where the idea of Stoick killing a dragon with his bare hands as a baby came from…exaggerated scar stories. It probably happened about the same way….with a Terrible Terror.)
Tbh, if such an event occurred, Hookfang would probably have to take over caring for the reborn Snotlout because I just dont believe Spitelout is capable of being a responsible adult with babies, he doesn’t understand how fragile they ARE compared to what they CAN BE.He, among other vikings in the tribe, were probably the type to put several babies in a ring and watch them fight.Vikings are communal - even in parenting, so its possible he often left Snotlout with anyone willing to watch him….The twins parents come to mind - which is probably why they spend so much time together as teens as well, they were raised together.However, its possible Snotllouts mother died later in his life and she raised him until he was able to walk and follow his father around. Perhaps she raised the tins as well - they do mention they’re orphans, but -shrugs- their pasts are pretty clouded in mystery too.
Unfortunately, with this in mind, the twins would probably convince Spitelout to let them watch baby Snotlout for a bit and…I think we can all guess how that would go.
Lets just hope Hookfang isn’t affected by this as well, bc that baby is going to need a guardian angel - especially a five ton angel of fangs and flame
Also , since your ask was so specific, heres a sorta drabble based around it.
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There are few things that can surprise Spitelout these days, very few, but as the small viking - no, chieftain, Hiccup, stood awkwardly before him, he found himself at a loss. Hiccup was always presenting the tribe with surprises, and now, it seemed, he was presenting a very personal one to him.
Curious, and perhaps a bit bemused by the awkward chieftains shuffling he began the conversation, “What brings the chief of Berk to my door today?”
Hiccup scratched the back of his neck as he looked between the ground and Spitelouts gaze, “Uuuuuuh,” He took a deep breath and let it out, “Spitelout…” There was something heavy on his mind and he didn’t seem to know how to get it out.
“Yes, I am he. go on, boyyo.”
“While we were out exploring the islands, we encountered a dragon we had never seen before, it was amazing, it was - - ” Hiccup never had been the best at getting to the point, but Spitelout let him ramble; the lad really liked his tales, Stoick had too….
Luckily, Astrid stepped in, ah, what a great lass, always straight to the point. “What hes trying to say is, we found a new dragon and Snotlout being Snotlout, well,…” she trailed off, biting her lip as she held out a tightly wrapped bundle towards him, a Snotlouts helm delicately placed atop it.
Spitelout felt his brow furrow as his gaze trailed down to the bundle. There was a tightness in his chest that he refused to acknowledge. Had his boy really gotten himself-
He glanced up as Snotlouts Monstrous Nightmare waddled into view, it seemed anxious, but not particularly upset. Strange, that.
He became plagued with wary curiosity.
“Hes a bit…shorter than when we left this morning,” Astrid continued at last, a light chuckle in her voice,
He took the bundle in one burly hand and gingerly unwrapped it with the other.
He looked back up at the pair, who continued to watch him warily and awkwardly at the same time, he furrowed his brows deeper, trying to decipher what sort of game or joke they were playing at. He looked to them fr answers.
“Spitelout, this- this is your son.”
Spitelout chuckled heartily,  it was just some game they were playing, strange, he always assumed they were different from the twins. “I only ave the one, boyyo, don’t think I could handle anotha.”
“No, Spitelout, that is - this is Snotlout.” Hiccup insisted. “the dragon he battled had this strange…” he struggled to find words, “venom, I guess is the best word for it, that, when inhaled, reverses the aging process and turns people back into younger versions of themselves.”
Spitelout critically searched their faces for the lie, then stared down at the child in his hands, it looked back at him with familiar grey eyes.
“Gothi says theres a cure, but we have to find all the parts.” Hiccup hesitated, choosing his words carefully. “Until then, you need to take care of him…”
“Alrigh, Ill play your lil game, ” he sighed good-heartedly. He found it hard to believe such a thing could really happen, “But if ye needed  babysitta, all ye had to do was ask.”
Hiccup began to protest, but Astrid stopped him, pulling him away with one last wary glance behind her and leading him to their dragons.
Spitelout shook his head as their shadows vanished in the horizon, it seemed the pair still had a ways to go before they became parents of their own. He looked back down at the child and wiggled his fingers near their face making silly noises as he did so. The child gripped his fingers tightly, and a seed of doubt entered his mind.
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He was angry at first, pacing the room as the Monstrous Nightmare coiled itself around the child and watched him carefully he didn’t doubt that the thing would light the entire archipelago on fire just to protect Snotlout, but he wasn’t concerned by its low rumble.
“Ow could you go an be so brash!” he scolded loudly, “I ave told yew time and time again, ye cant jus rush in blind!”
“Now, Look at ye! Reduced to - to this! Well I ave news fer yew, Im not changing that diaper. Yew can change it yerself!”
The child sniffled, a cry beginning to bark from their throat.
“Oh don’t start yer cryin, Ive told ye about this before. Were Jorgensens! We don’t cry! We make other people cry!”  he tried to sound harsh, but there was a softness edging into his voice as tears streamed down the childs face.
The Monstrous Nightmare was growling now, a full fledged snarl that bared every single dagger-point fang in his head.
“Oi don’t ye start! Where were yewwhen this happened anyway?”
The dragon bulked at the accusation and simmered back into a low rumble.
Spitelout sighed as the childs screams ripped through his home. He wasn’t angry, he was frustrated, frustrated at himself.
Freya help him, he couldn’t raise a child alone.
Ignoring the dragon he plucked Snotlout from its coils and sang him the Jorgensen lullaby.
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“its just wee scratch,” he reassured his son as the toddler screeched and flailed away from the terrible Terror. “Hopefully it will scar and then yewll have a story to tell when ye get older!”
The baby sniffled unconvinced, but curious. 
“Ye can tell em you got it grappling a berserker who tried ta kidnap the prodigy of the Jorgensens!”
The baby lit up as his father articulated this cheerily with his hands.
“But no one kin take a Jorgensen from the place he calls home, no one!”
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He was happy to play father again, really he was, up until day three had passed and neither Astrid nor Hiccup had returned.
He was a busy man, incredibly busy, and also incredibly tired.
Did babies normally cry this much?
Spitelout did his best to comfort the babe, but it didnt seem Snotlout understood how great it was to be a Jorgensen, couldn’t see what a great warrior he would be one day….had been….
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There was a ruckus upstairs, a series of dragon shrieks and the smell of burning wood. There were startled screams and the screams of a woken baby.
Spitelout rushed upstairs, ax at the ready as he prepared to defend his son.
the screaming stopped when he got halfway up, the house became eerily quiet, and chill went through him followed by a burning in his gut. Whatever was up there better have prayed to whatever god they believed in that no harm had come to his son.
Voices reached his ears, soft but with an annoying edge to it, the twins.
“Hes so cute now that he cant hit us~” Tuffnut purred as he let the small Snotlout play with his braids.
“Yea, and now that he cant talk!” Ruffnut laughed.
“Oh, hey, Spitey” Tuffnut noted blankly, unapologetic in the damage they had caused. “Mind if we take Snotlout out for a midnight flight?”
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Edit: Annnnnd sorry but I ran out of juice here. -shrugs loudly- Its 1 am, I spent too much time on this as is. X3
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Thought I’d throw my thoughts into the pile lol... fell free to post!
All I’ll add to the good points that have been made is that the continued speculation is totally to be expected imo. You’ve had a few anons who have said “Hailee and Niall did happen” but tbh we don’t really know for sure if something/what happened. We had seen just enough to know they spent time together, but not enough to form a solid conclusion. Some thought they were possibly dating, or at least talking, maybe testing the waters. While others saw it as just 2 friends hanging out. We all had opinions & some theories, but very little actual proof! So from day one there’s understandably been tons of speculation and differing opinions! Why she went to London, if her going there was weird or hinting at anything more or not, and why he went to la, etc. Also considering the hangouts we have proof of, I can totally see the speculation going either way there too! Both situations could be argued that they implied they were dating or that something more was going on, but also I think both could be argued that again they’re just friends. So again, we knew enough to know they had spent some time together recently, but not enough to definitively say they were only friends or more than friends in any capacity! Then he answers a question a bit differently than he has in the past, OF COURSE IT WILL CAUSE MORE SPECULATION! people who are mad or bothered by the continued speculation are being silly! People are allowed any opinions they want, but if you can’t see or understand why his reply would cause continued speculation idk what to say! They very well could be casually dating, but obvi aren’t in a fully committed relationship at this point, as he at least made that much clear. But they could also just be only friends & he just answered the question weirdly or differently than before. Until we see more in the future, or don’t, the speculation will continue, that much I know lmao! And IF that continued speculation bothers you… you might wanna unfollow some people or just check out now, because I don’t think it’s going anywhere for the time being lol.
yup, 100% to everything. just like my last few anons, you’ve hit the nail on the head haha 
the speculation is natural ,especially with a celeb, and it will continue if not today, then tomorrow. or the next time hes seen with literally anyone. it happens every time and getting upset about it, wont change anything. ive been here for YEARS and its not changed one tiny bit. and it wont. and as long as it stays nice and easy and respectful and fans dont involve him or the ppl in his life in it (ie asking them, dm’ing them, commenting to them etc) in any way, then really its harmless. its just talking about your thoughts. and it will happen until there is no longer celebs in the world for ppl to care about lol 
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Day 79
soooooo i went to bed at 8 am in the morning today. Cause i was on the treadmill. with breaks after 30 mins. for a total of 3hrs. so i started at around 3 am and ended around 7 am almost 5 hours for an actual 3hr workout Oh great! 
oh now i put a sticky note on the webcam thingy on my laptop. Lol now ik for sure why almost everyone at uni puts an ugly sticker on it. cause someone might hack into it and stuff. saw it in mr robot. 
oh yesterday we went to a mall and dad had to park and come later after we already entered the mall. so when he was entering he saw some lady lying on the floor having a nose bleed i think. anyways so later in the car he was talking about it and telling how when he saw that he was almost about to call me and then he saw that the ladys like surrounded by more than enough people so theres no need to but then he was like i came to his mind right away. idk what he thinks about me but im sure i havent thought as much about myself for sure lol. hmph. But i wish to live up to his expectations one day inshaAllah. 
so my doctor has been telling me for months now, and once again from my most recent lab investigations results i am supposedly having a very bad bacterial infection. And i have no idea where the hell it is :) so i have to go to the hospital agaaaaaaain to see a nephrologist or urologist after doing an urine culture & bleh not looking forward to it but gta go. maybe tomorrow 
so my mom is really cool. i mean she knows so much about medicine. ‘clinical stuff’. A lot of it. Tbh she knows more than me. ever since year 2 and 3, whenever i find out some interesting clinical management i always ask her about it only with the intention of telling her about it once she didnt know the answer WHICH i only assumed everytime. She mostly answers them right and on top of that i end up learning a thing or two from her esp the medicine names cause like in med school they dont teach us the brand name but the generic name. she knows a lot of brand names too. i mean shes just awesome mashAllah.  Anyways so why im mentioning all these is cause, she freaks out every time my results are out and the doctor goes like i have a bacterial infection. So from urine analysis. Normal level of ‘pus cells’ should be ZERO to 4. Even SIX pus cells means infection and i have like around 26 Pus Cells. Oh Holy
So after hearing that mom who id expect to not say silly things comes up with all weird theories Ughh! she tells about how im so dirty and i dont wash my water flask so it has lipstick stains on it and maybe thats where i got infected from “-” AND once i laughed it off she suggests maybe its from all the ‘burgers’ i eat from outside “-” “-” and how the fast food chains dont maintain hygiene and all Ughh. 
Btw ik my posts are usually really long and all but then its actually funny sometimes. I mean i hardly write anything. There is just SOOOO much stuck in me. i mean you can say i write 1% of it. And if you think im just bluffing, ill raise it to a 3%. But if i say i write even 10% of whats in my head then Ill call myself a liar! See, the thing is. I dont like talking to anyone about these. “except” for him. And that is because i ‘chose’ to. Like its not that i dont have people to talk to, more like i dont even need people to talk to. Cause i dont want to. Its just me ‘wanting’ to open up to him. to trust him. to let him be a part of my life. What im trying to say is. The reason i have so much stuck in me is not because i cant talk to anyone but more like i dont want to. And theres just one person I want to talk to with. Other than that, I find more comfort in my own company rather compared to anyone elses tbh. 
Now i remember in one of my post i was talking about our last conv where he told me to wait for him and he’ll come for me one day inshaAllah and i was talking about idk how much i can do with regards to that to make things easier for us! Idk i think theres more to what i can do. I keep thinking about it and, i believe that i need to be stable and successful enough too. And not just simply stable financially but like, I need to be at good place. A marriage is a two person thing and you always need to lift each other up as much as you can.
One way or the other, this thing always just slips whenever i sit to blog but it entered my head and scared the shit out of me quite a few days ago. So i was thinking of us, life.. Btw when i say ‘life’ it still means ‘us’. Its the same god damn thing “-” Aha! So i was thinking about us, and how times passing by. i really cant say if its going fast or slow. so no comments. i honestly dont know! BUT i feel like there is so much to come yet. i mean.. and then i was thinking.. i mean some day itll be the 100th day. cool And then months will pass. AND suddenly it hit me! NOW if theres some month i really wna skip, like s.k.i.p. like God, can you like pause my life or like fast forward it to the next month or something please? THEN, that would be January! Yesssss. Like, i totally have no. freakin. idea. how ill spend that month. Im like -blank- Like idk how ill be breathing in peace. its that much of a killer for me. im not even exaggerating, idk if it sounds stupid but then maybe i am stupid Ugh. But like honestly, im more okay with feb, than i am with jan. i really have no idea what ill do or how ill pass the time :) 
Ill talk more about it prolly tomorrow. but enough for today i guess! 
OH ANDDDDD - “I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere.”  ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ I read that in one of his posts & words cant say what it pulled me out of... Tada b’bye c:
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internetdetectives · 4 years
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11/10/19 - Chat with Erika
Erika_XP💚 2:14 AM: “Anyone online?”
Deadhead 2:40 AM: “no”
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Erika_XP💚 5:59 PM: "Good morning everyone”
ToddThotBOT 5:59 PM: "Good morning.”
Erika_XP💚 6:00 PM: "Who is todd?”
ToddThotBOT 6:00 PM: ":toddpwease:”
otherLiam 6:00 PM: "todd howard”
ToddThotBOT 6:00 PM: ":toddlasers:”
otherLiam 6:00 PM: "the bethesda guy”
ToddThotBOT 6:00 PM: ":toddalien:”
Erika_XP💚 6:00 PM: "Are you some sort of beast sent by regiminis?”
otherLiam 6:00 PM: "he's a bot, don't worry about him”
otherLiam 6:00 PM: "he's just a joke”
Erika_XP💚 6:00 PM: "oh”
otherLiam 6:00 PM: "lmao”
Erika_XP💚 6:00 PM: "I feel silly now ^^”
Erika_XP💚 6:00 PM: "Tyler has not been on at all today =[“
otherLiam 6:01 PM: "he's usually not”
otherLiam 6:01 PM: "what with being part of a supernatural amalgamation and all”
Erika_XP💚 6:02 PM: "I miss him and I hope he will be ok tomorrow”
Densgivin 6:02 PM: "69”
ToddThotBOT 6:02 PM: "Nice.”
otherLiam 6:02 PM: "he's been part of a supernatural amalgamation for a few months now”
otherLiam 6:02 PM: "i doubt he'll be okay tomorrow”
otherLiam 6:02 PM: "but that's sorta the object of the game, is to keep him safe”
Densgivin 6:03 PM: "Also lol good morning here it is like 6 pm”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:07 PM: "Give me my goddamn color back my dad works at discord i will get you banned”
Densgivin 6:07 PM: "D:”
Xenquility 6:26 PM: "Now that Yugi is gone, I feel like someone has to say this”
Xenquility 6:26 PM: "0”
otherLiam 6:26 PM: "aaaa”
Xenquility 6:27 PM: "happy 11/11 spain”
ARGdov 6:27 PM: "rip”
otherLiam 6:27 PM: "(still 6 hours till it happens forreal)”
Xenquility 6:27 PM: "Wait Liam you're in est?”
otherLiam 6:27 PM: "no”
otherLiam 6:27 PM: "the game is tho”
ARGdov 6:27 PM: "9 over here in LA”
Xenquility 6:27 PM: "It is?”
ARGdov 6:27 PM: "and yeah”
ARGdov 6:27 PM: "oh wait”
ARGdov 6:27 PM: "Im not in LA anymore lol”
ARGdov 6:27 PM: "in California”
otherLiam 6:27 PM: "i am”
otherLiam 6:27 PM: "dov come get a beer”
Xenquility 6:28 PM: "Oh cool florida is est”
Xenquility 6:28 PM: "I totally knew that”
ARGdov 6:28 PM: "wait Liam your from LA?”
ARGdov 6:28 PM: "niiiice”
otherLiam 6:28 PM: "i live in santa monica yeah”
ARGdov 6:28 PM: "we should next time Im in town then for sure”
ARGdov 6:28 PM: "niiiice”
Xenquility 6:28 PM: "Imagine not having free health care”
otherLiam 6:28 PM: "yeet”
otherLiam 6:28 PM: "imagine not having free speech”
Xenquility 6:29 PM: "(I'm making a joke don't turn this political please)”
otherLiam 6:29 PM: "(also a joke)”
Xenquility 6:29 PM: "Excuse me but both of our governments are part of the five eyes alliance or whatever”
otherLiam 6:29 PM: "i’ll have you know that gets shot”
Xenquility 6:29 PM: "Wait wha- Random heart attack”
otherLiam 6:29 PM: "lowkey actually survived a school shooting so i get to make that joke”
Xenquility 6:30 PM: "Oh god”
ARGdov 6:30 PM: "jesus”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:38 PM: "I am actually a top secret whistleblower for the [commits suicide in prison]”
otherLiam 6:38 PM: "#circledidntkillhimself”
Xenquility 6:39 PM: "How the hell did you come up with the name circlehunter”
Erika_XP💚 6:39 PM: "I actually know about Tylers (steps into traffic)”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:39 PM: "Ripped off a book series”
Erika_XP💚 6:40 PM: "Im sorry did my bad joke just ruin the conversation flow ^^;”
Xenquility 6:40 PM: "It was actually so bad it went back in time and burned down the house of some random guy”
Xenquility 6:40 PM: "Whose name was possibly John”
Eevee Reborn 6:41 PM: "Yes it did. You murdered this entire conversation”
Eevee Reborn 6:41 PM: "/Him\ > Tyler”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:43 PM: "AM I A JOKE”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:43 PM: "GIVE ME THE COLOR, GOD”
Erika_XP💚 6:44 PM: "who is /him?”
Erika_XP💚 6:44 PM: "oh wait”
Erika_XP💚 6:44 PM: "you mean /Patrem?”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:44 PM: "/he\ is the one true father”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:44 PM: "that's right”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:44 PM: "it's /me\”
Erika_XP💚 6:44 PM: "oh my lord I am not allowed to type this demons true name completely”
Xenquility 6:44 PM: "/he\ is /papi\”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:45 PM: "You are all my children, and I love you equally”
Erika_XP💚 6:45 PM: "He is a purple fart cloud if ever I saw one”
Eevee Reborn 6:46 PM: "Ok, someone kick this chick”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:57 PM: "i'm not spookin anymore just to letyou know”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:57 PM: "but like”
/Mr. Circle\ 6:57 PM: "i can't get blinded by the light out of my head aaaaa”
ARGdov 7:24 PM: "Patrem is Daddy”
ARGdov 7:24 PM: "take me daddy”
ARGdov 7:24 PM: "make me your bitch and take over my body oWo”
otherLiam 11:53 PM: "on the left is greth, on the right is patrem”
Xenquility 12:01 AM: "Happy undecim nocte”
Xenquility 12:01 AM: "Seeya in the morning”
otherLiam 12:01 AM: "oh shit u rite”
otherLiam 12:01 AM: "time for shit to go down”
Wolfcat 12:02 AM: ":jack_o_lantern:”
otherLiam 12:02 AM: "No.”
otherLiam 12:02 AM: "Bad.”
Wolfcat 12:02 AM: ":jack_o_lantern: “
Wolfcat 12:02 AM: ":ass:”
otherLiam 12:02 AM: ":crikMad:”
Wolfcat 12:03 AM: ":confounded: “
Wolfcat 12:03 AM: ":ass:”
otherLiam 12:03 AM: ":octoYAM: "ERO:”
Erika_XP💚 12:03 AM: "I will not be able to sleep a bit for at least the next 24 hours”
otherLiam 12:04 AM: ":lytWIPED:”
Wolfcat 12:04 AM: ":hand: :dork: :hando:”
ADULT_LINK 12:04 AM: ":ass:”
ADULT_LINK 12:04 AM: ":turboass:”
otherLiam 12:05 AM: ":crikPls::crikNo::jack_o_lantern:”
Wolfcat 12:05 AM: "when your ass has an ass”
Wolfcat 12:05 AM: "i think ive seen some furry art like that actually”
Wolfcat 12:05 AM: "im not a furry tho”
otherLiam 12:05 AM: "wolf be like”
Wolfcat 12:05 AM: "damn rl shiki”
ADULT_LINK 12:05 AM: "where are those plsno emotes from?”
otherLiam 12:06 AM: "criken”
Xenquility 12:06 AM: "what's a criken”
otherLiam 12:06 AM: "a streamer/youtuber”
Wolfcat 12:06 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gckgKU7cQw”
ADULT_LINK 12:06 AM: "weird, i thought i was in crikens discord”
ADULT_LINK 12:06 AM: "wait”
ADULT_LINK 12:06 AM: "i am in his discord”
ADULT_LINK 12:06 AM: "what”
ADULT_LINK 12:06 AM: "where are his emotes”
otherLiam 12:07 AM: "https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f-nXNfBTznE”
Wolfcat 12:07 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ryq8ffVFz0”
Erika_XP💚 12:07 AM: "Good luck today Tyler @IIIII :green_heart:”
otherLiam 12:08 AM: "twewy’s ost is so good”
Xenquility 12:14 AM: "@Wolfcat Did you change the channels name”
Wolfcat 12:15 AM: "yea”
Xenquility 12:15 AM: "K good”
Wolfcat 12:15 AM: "cause all the others have emojis”
otherLiam 12:15 AM: "Are we dead”
otherLiam 12:15 AM: "is this hell”
Xenquility 12:15 AM: "We're not dead”
Xenquility 12:15 AM: "We're still in the dreammmm”
Xenquility 12:15 AM: "Anyways gtg sleep”
Xenquility 12:15 AM: "Cya”
otherLiam 12:15 AM: "guys yugi got us”
Wolfcat 12:16 AM: "do you want to know the truth behind yugi's identity?”
otherLiam 12:16 AM: "How much do you know about runes?”
Wolfcat 12:16 AM: "spell his name backwards”
ADULT_LINK 12:17 AM: "iguy”
Wolfcat 12:18 AM: "he is a guy”
PAKO 2:05 AM: "wolfcat is here again”
otherLiam 2:05 AM: "we noticed”
PAKO 2:05 AM: "me not haha”
ADULT_LINK 2:26 AM: "its almost like he never even left”
Jos 2:38 AM: "Tbh”
Jos 2:38 AM: "The canibal part was the funniest”
otherLiam 3:07 AM: "dov’s reaction was priceless”
Erika_XP💚 3:37 AM: "Whoopsies I think I was posting in the wrong channel”
Erika_XP💚 3:37 AM: "@Mediom Loli Snek Hello there are you excited about 11/11 today? I can't wait to figure out how Tyler will get out of this one!”
Erika_XP💚 3:37 AM: "@ADULT_LINK how about you?”
Erika_XP💚 3:37 AM: "@Scrublord your name made me giggle and I can't believe it is basically 11/11 now and no one is talking about anything”
ADULT_LINK 3:47 AM: "yeah i'm interested in whats gonna happen”
ADULT_LINK 3:47 AM: "hopefully i dont sleep until 5 PM: " again tho”
ADULT_LINK 3:47 AM: "wait shit i have a lawyer i'm gonna be talking to so i cant really do that”
Erika_XP💚 3:50 AM: "A lawyer? Are things well in your life?”
ADULT_LINK 3:52 AM: "oh yeah you're new”
ADULT_LINK 3:52 AM: "on halloween my freinds and i got hit by a drunk driver” 
Erika_XP💚 3:55 AM: "I know that is horrible I have known so many people who have died in auto accidents”
Erika_XP💚 3:55 AM: "Well from my heart I am happy to know you after the fact rather than just as a line of text on a wiki.”
Erika_XP💚 3:55 AM: "someone linked me the wiki earlier and I have been reading a little bit”
Erika_XP💚 3:55 AM: "I think I actually saw your name in it earlier”
ADULT_LINK 3:58 AM: "yeah , i've been around in the community for a long time”
Erika_XP💚 3:59 AM: "How long have you known Tyler?”
ADULT_LINK 4:01 AM: "i have a horrible memory, but i think around like. 2015? idk”
Erika_XP💚 4:01 AM: "I feel like I have known Tyler forever even though I just started watching him for abou”
Erika_XP💚 4:01 AM: "Oh wow”
Erika_XP💚 4:01 AM: "For a moment I was worried I was being challenged in my love for Mr.Silentdork however then I realized”
Erika_XP💚 4:01 AM: "Well never mind I wont say that, that would be silly >///>”
Erika_XP💚 4:01 AM: "I will say this I bet I have seen more silentdork videos than you”
Erika_XP💚 4:01 AM: "I have so many things prepared to alert me when something happens on his channel”
ADULT_LINK 4:05 AM: "...huh”
ADULT_LINK 4:05 AM: "kindof a bold thing to bet but yeah, i've missed quite a few videos so, maybe”
Erika_XP💚 4:07 AM: "Would you like to see a secret silent dork video I bet no one has ever seen?”
ADULT_LINK 4:07 AM: "sure”
Erika_XP💚 4:08 AM: "I dont often share these when I have them because I always assume he must be hiding them for a reason”
Erika_XP💚 4:08 AM: "Or that regiminis or one of his friends might have placed a curse of some kind on it for all I know”
Erika_XP💚 4:08 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8up-ngPKZw”
Erika_XP💚 4:08 AM: "Some people got to see this one but I bet you did not”
Erika_XP💚 4:08 AM: "It was pretty spooky ^^”
ADULT_LINK 4:10 AM: "oh yeah i remember that one”
ADULT_LINK 4:10 AM: "i liked a few of the comments on that, so i know i've seen it before”
Erika_XP💚 4:11 AM: "Alright I was just playing around on that one.”
Erika_XP💚 4:11 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I9qHHiBTq0U”
Erika_XP💚 4:11 AM: "This one is a bit more secret I think based on the numbers”
Erika_XP💚 4:11 AM: "I bet you never saw this!”
ADULT_LINK 4:13 AM: "hmm”
ADULT_LINK 4:13 AM: "not sure if i remember this one, but i know at the very least the group has seen it, theres a translation of the ciphers by our youtube channel in the comments”
Erika_XP💚 4:16 AM: "I know I must have something you all do not”
Erika_XP💚 4:16 AM: "I thought I was just some weird girl who really likes Tyler
but I guess I should have expected there to be people out there who know what the important things are in life”
Erika_XP💚 4:16 AM: "Alright I feel weird about sharing this one because it kind of spooks me a bit”
Erika_XP💚 4:16 AM: "but I just want to make sure its as secret as I kind of thought it was”
Erika_XP💚 4:16 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAZW2Co15Bk”
ADULT_LINK 4:21 AM: "oh my god is that one of the old roblox videos”
ADULT_LINK 4:21 AM: "haha nice i almost forgot about those”
Erika_XP💚 4:21 AM: "Roblox?”
ADULT_LINK 4:21 AM: "yeah, the thing in the video is a roblox map with a lot of filters on it”
Erika_XP💚 4:23 AM: "Oh I just was not sure what roblox was at first”
Erika_XP💚 4:23 AM: "Please see through this. He always does this kind of thing to throw everyone off. It happened once before back in april 2012. There is always Methods to the madness. This is one of the only times I think I of the 3 will be able to speak without my symbols the way I had to set them up. Please stay alert.”
Erika_XP💚 4:23 AM: "He said this to someone in a comment”
Erika_XP💚 4:23 AM: "But I cant be sure what it means or if it is him for real”
ADULT_LINK 4:26 AM: "huh.”
ADULT_LINK 4:26 AM: "i wonder if some of those old videos have any relevance to the ||||| stuff”
ADULT_LINK 4:26 AM: "wait that was from a few months ago”
ADULT_LINK 4:26 AM: "god july feels like ages ago, i dont remember what was going on in the arg back then at al lmao”
Erika_XP💚 4:33 AM: "Oh darn I was going to get one he had unlisted from a really really long time ago but now its set to private. I am sure I have it downloaded somewhere but Im out on my laptop right now.”
Erika_XP💚 4:33 AM: "oooo”
Erika_XP💚 4:33 AM: "I have one thing I could share”
Erika_XP💚 4:33 AM: ">.>”
Erika_XP💚 4:33 AM: "<.<”
Erika_XP💚 4:33 AM: "but this is special to me”
ADULT_LINK 4:36 AM: "i've got a few unlisted vids bookmarked from when ooc tyler was really into monika from ddlc”
Erika_XP💚 4:37 AM: "If I show this video I will have to delete it afterwards because I want to keep it kind of secret and special in my heart for a little while longer”
ADULT_LINK 4:38 AM: "ooh?”
Erika_XP💚 4:38 AM: "ok I am nervous”
Erika_XP💚 4:38 AM: "But also sad because he turned the chat off so you cant see what was said”
Erika_XP💚 4:38 AM: "But also relieved because I think I would die if anyone saw what I said”
Erika_XP💚 4:38 AM: "Ok Ill post it for a moment”
ADULT_LINK 4:41 AM: "oh dude i remember that fuckin stream”
ADULT_LINK 4:41 AM: "i complimented his shirt”
ADULT_LINK 4:41 AM: "or, at the very least one of the other streams from that day”
ADULT_LINK 4:41 AM: "i think there were a few tests?”
Erika_XP💚 4:42 AM: "I jumped in and I think he was testing out how to make it work and then I THINK HE MIGHT HAVE BEEN TALKING TO ME WHEN I CAME IN AND STARTED TALKING IN THE CHAT”
Erika_XP💚 4:42 AM: "AAASASDFDASFASDFA”
ADULT_LINK 4:43 AM: "nice :thumb:”
Erika_XP💚 4:44 AM: "I love his voice so much I bet when he sings in private it sounds gorgeous.”
Erika_XP💚 4:44 AM: "Or atleast I imagine he sings in private”
Scrublord 6:03 AM: "I know this is late but”
Scrublord 6:03 AM: "https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/317446131586170880/508079274398449666/68747470733a2f2f63646e2e646973636f72646170702e636f6d2f6174746163686d656e74732f3331373434363133313538.gif
Erika_XP💚 6:21 AM: "@Scrublord hello there it was just me saying your name gave me a little giggle”
Scrublord 6:21 AM: "Ok lol”
Erika_XP💚 6:22 AM: "Are you a big fan of silentdork?”
Erika_XP💚 6:22 AM: "More importantly @Scrublord have you ever spoken to tyler before? I think I kind of did once, not counting yesterday when I think he might have been possesed or something.”
Scrublord 6:24 AM: "Well kind of yea”
ADULT_LINK 6:25 AM: "the original title of this video from when i bookmarked it is "Sick ass remix for that nigga scrub"
ADULT_LINK 6:25 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAZl4NAcDNg”
ADULT_LINK 6:25 AM: "so”
ADULT_LINK 6:25 AM: "lmao”
Scrublord 6:26 AM: "XD”
Erika_XP💚 6:26 AM: "Oh wow Tyler is friends with you?!”
Scrublord 6:26 AM: "Well yes”
Erika_XP💚 6:26 AM: "You are basically famous in my eyes”
Scrublord 6:27 AM: "Epic lol”
Scrublord 6:27 AM: "OMG THAT VID”
Scrublord 6:27 AM: "XD”
Scrublord 6:27 AM: "I just remembered XD”
Scrublord 6:27 AM: "Wait did he made it lore lol?”
ADULT_LINK 6:27 AM: "honestly this is still my fav pic of tyler”
ADULT_LINK 6:27 AM: "nah i dont think that video is canon at all, i just bookmarked it cuz i figured it'd be funny in the far future”
ADULT_LINK 6:27 AM: "guess i was sorta right?”
Erika_XP💚 6:29 AM: "He is such a cutie >//>;”
Scrublord 6:29 AM: "It definitely is lmao”
Scrublord 6:29 AM: "Anyways you seemed like a huge fan @Erika_XP💚 “
Scrublord 6:29 AM: "Idk if you already saw it but here's a JID related thing I made 2 years ago”
Scrublord 6:29 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9AHUEbigHM”
Erika_XP💚 6:33 AM: "@Scrublord I just laughed so hard I think I woke people up”
Scrublord 6:34 AM: "lmao”
Erika_XP💚 6:40 AM: "Sorry if I am bothering you a lot but what was the last thing Tyler said to you @Scrublord ? Was he Angry like he was here yesterday?”
Erika_XP💚 6:40 AM: "I am trying to decide if he is possesed or something”
Scrublord 6:41 AM: "I haven't talked to him for a while now”
Scrublord 6:41 AM: "But I think he is”
Scrublord 6:41 AM: "Usually he's chill af”
Erika_XP💚 6:41 AM: "How was he last time he spoke to you?”
Scrublord 6:41 AM: "Well this is the last thing he said”
Scrublord 6:41 AM: "Oh shit i---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------”
Erika_XP💚 6:42 AM: "wat”
Scrublord 6:42 AM: "He was about to tell me a secret code to rekt Kevin or some shit”
Erika_XP💚 6:42 AM: "WAIT WHAT!?”
Erika_XP💚 6:42 AM: "I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HE SAID WORD FOR WORD”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "But then he's just gone”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "This is a few months ago but here's what he said”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "in telling you this you have learned something that will truly be one of the final puzzles to all of this”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "I used to straight up log in and tell these people I loved them on a semi daily basis”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "this bond and the ones that extend across all of the spans of hubris and without it”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "will call the magic that can break this curse”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "that much I know”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "We are nearing the end of a decade”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "a decade plagued by a darkness we have had a great joy in fighting
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "it will come to an end and we will enjoy again a golden time”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "this secret I have told you”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "carry it with you my compatriot, I feel you will know in your heart when is the right time to reveal it to them if you follow this journey”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "should you so desire”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "most importantly of all”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "nigga I am about to tell yo ass the secret code to fucking reck kevins shit because no one figured it out”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "all these fucking years”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "and oh my fucking god I am still dying that no one ever came close to stumbling onto this after like 6 fucking years”
Scrublord 6:43 AM: "Oh shit i---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------”
Erika_XP💚 6:45 AM: "ARE YOU ACTUALLY SERIOUS RIGHT NOW!?”
Scrublord 6:45 AM: "Yes”
Scrublord 6:45 AM: "But I haven't heard from him since”
Erika_XP💚 6:46 AM: "@everyone”
Erika_XP💚 6:46 AM: "wait oh god”
Erika_XP💚 6:46 AM: "OH NO I DID NOT MEAN TO DO THAT”
Erika_XP💚 6:46 AM: "I AM SO SORRY”
Scrublord 6:46 AM: "But this was ages ago”
Erika_XP💚 6:46 AM: "OH GOD OH GOD”
Erika_XP💚 6:46 AM: "OH GOD”
Scrublord 6:46 AM: "The message was from 08/09/2019”
Erika_XP💚 6:47 AM: "IM SORRY FOR DOING THAT EVERYONE PING I WAS JUST REALLY EXCITED”
Erika_XP💚 6:47 AM: "Oh”
Erika_XP💚 6:47 AM: "I dont know why I was expecting a rush of anger to come forth”
Scrublord 6:48 AM: "Well idk what I just said and idk if Lunar Children or Kevin or some shit might come after me now”
Scrublord 6:48 AM: "Imma go load my Glock and go exercise now”
Erika_XP💚 6:49 AM: "You sound like such a adventerous lad”
Erika_XP💚 6:49 AM: "Surely no match for my Tyler though. I doubt you battle cults, but you must be a very cool person for him to consider you a friend and tell you something that amazing.”
Erika_XP💚 6:49 AM: "I just realized I think the @ everyone feature just does not work”
Erika_XP💚 6:49 AM: "I feel like people should know this”
ADULT_LINK 6:52 AM: "the ping didnt actually go thru, not everyone has @everyone perms”
ADULT_LINK 6:52 AM: "oh wait you just realised that”
ADULT_LINK 6:52 AM: "shit i'm slow”
Scrublord 6:53 AM: "Im normally just a shitposter but I joined the ID because I was working on a case of my own about my sister”
Erika_XP💚 6:53 AM: "by this I do not mean @everyone I mean the thing scrub just told me Tyler said”
Erika_XP💚 6:53 AM: "Oh no what happened to your sister”
Erika_XP💚 6:53 AM: "is she faring well?”
Scrublord 6:54 AM: "She just posted some weird codes on Twitter and I asked the ID to help me crack the code”
Scrublord 6:54 AM: "Don't worry it isn't related to JID”
Erika_XP💚 7:04 AM: "Well I'll still worry for you because I assume tyler must care about you too”
Erika_XP💚 7:04 AM: "@Upd8”
Erika_XP💚 7:04 AM: "through process of elimination I think I worked out a logic in my head that explains this must be what is here in place of @everyone”
Erika_XP💚 7:04 AM: "this scrublord man is very important and Tyler was trying to tell him how to beat Kevin who I always had a feeling was really regiminis”
Scrublord 7:11 AM: "Well he really do, and vice versa for me”
Erika_XP💚 7:20 AM: "@Scrublord I have to get to bed its getting kind of late. But I am glad I got to speak to you and learn what I did.”
Erika_XP💚 7:20 AM: "I hope I get to talk to you again soon”
Erika_XP💚 7:20 AM: "doctor: you have 2 seconds to live”
Erika_XP💚 7:20 AM: "Me:”
Erika_XP💚 7:20 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkYAdJHN5X4&feature=youtu.be”
Erika_XP💚 7:20 AM: "plays this video twice”
Erika_XP💚 7:20 AM: "sorry I just wanted to be goofy for a moment”
Xenquility 8:27 AM: "Why the hell was upd8 @'d””
Densgivin 8:27 AM: "Lol”
Densgivin 8:27 AM: "Also mornin pals”
Densgivin 8:27 AM: "How r u xen”
Xenquility 8:27 AM: "Top o the mornin to ya”
Xenquility 8:27 AM: "Not bad. You?”
Densgivin 8:27 AM: "Fine”
Densgivin 8:27 AM: "I just had breakfast and goin back to sleep”
Xenquility 8:28 AM: "lmao”
Erika_XP💚 8:42 AM: "@Xenquility I am unable to sleep and I will tell you it was because I had a powerful revalation regarding Tylers situation”
Erika_XP💚 8:42 AM: "@Scrublord can tell you more”
Xenquility 8:43 AM: "What uh... "Revelation" did you have?”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "in telling you this you have learned something that will truly be one of the final puzzles to all of this”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "I used to straight up log in and tell these people I loved them on a semi daily basis”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "this bond and the ones that extend across all of the spans of hubris and without it”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "will call the magic that can break this curse”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "that much I know”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "We are nearing the end of a decade”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "a decade plagued by a darkness we have had a great joy in fighting”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "it will come to an end and we will enjoy again a golden time”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "this secret I have told you”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "carry it with you my compatriot, I feel you will know in your heart when is the right time to reveal it to them if you follow this journey”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "should you so desire”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "most importantly of all”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "nigga I am about to tell yo ass the secret code to fucking reck kevins shit because no one figured it out”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "all these fucking years”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "and oh my fucking god I am still dying that no one ever came close to stumbling onto this after like 6 fucking years”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "Oh shit i---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------”
Erika_XP💚 8:43 AM: "I am to be made to understand Tyler said this”
Xenquility 8:44 AM: "Yeah that happened months back”
Xenquility 8:44 AM: "iirc”
Densgivin 8:44 AM: "nig”
Erika_XP💚 8:45 AM: "Yes thats what he said but This is news to me”
(...)
Erika_XP💚: "Ew”
ARGdov: "shit are we talking about illustrations of people we wanna fuck”
Wolfcat: ""people"”
Wolfcat: "but yes”
/Mr. Circle\: "haha wolf wants to fuck something that isn't a person”
steve solothies: "Hello”
steve solothies: "my fall over”
Wolfcat: "not you steve”
Wolfcat: "what fell over”
steve solothies: "myself”
Wolfcat: "oh damn”
Xenquility: "Why'd he leave lmao”
Wolfcat: "he fucking died“
Xenquility: "Sucks to be him”
Erika_XP💚: "What an odd lad”
Xenquility: "Excuse me he identifies as a woman”
Wolfcat: "ok now you are LITERALLY assuming his gender”
Wolfcat: "shit i did too”
DensO Burton: "Hey”
Erika_XP💚: "https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/453310624076922899/643286223200452618/oh_no.JPG”
Wolfcat: "is that u”
Xenquility: "Excuse mr”
Xenquility: "I LATERALLY assumed it”
DensO Burton: "Lol”
Xenquility: "Not literally”
Erika_XP💚: "lol no I just wanted to post this face I found because I thought it was silly”
Wolfcat: ">mr”
yoshi: "wat”
Wolfcat: "at it again”
Xenquility: "*me”
Erika_XP💚: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U31mUOYTL3U”
Erika_XP💚: "https://youtu.be/U31mUOYTL3U?t=158”
DensO Burton: "Oh god no”
Erika_XP💚: "right here actually”
Wolfcat: "god i used to make this same exact shit as a kid”
Wolfcat: "literally just making faces in front of the camera”
Erika_XP💚: "I found this serching for silent dork lol”
DensO Burton: "That's literally a SILENT doRK”
Wolfcat: "cool”
DensO Burton: "Oh god”
yoshi: ":HyperParty:”
Erika_XP💚: "Hello there yoshi”
DensO Burton: "SPIT OUT THE BONE”
DensO Burton: "headbangs”
Erika_XP💚: "I bet no one in here is as big a fan of silentdork as me”
Deadhead: "Sure lol”
Erika_XP💚: "Is that a challenge?”
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