kinda want to kill myself but i might just be hungry tbh
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"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw
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My town looks like a toy box
The buildings are too small
The roads seem fake and the people made of wood
I am not sure how this came to be
The only thing that’s real
In this quaint place of make believe
And faded memories
My need to get out
And the ocean breathes life
Into me again;
Isolation
When I go back inside
Destined to die
In a box filled with toys
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i'll be the heir to all your sorrow and all of your pain.
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it’s hard for me to feed myself right now (just in terms of physical ability), so my mom drove me and the animals to her place. she carried the cats in first, because I had to butt-scoot up the front stairs, and once inside, Pangur got scared and ran. she’s tucked herself away somewhere, and nobody can find her. I probably could, and I could lure her out and make her feel safe again, except that I’m largely immobile. I keep falling on the crutches and fucking my leg up further, and the likeliest hiding spots are up or down a fleet of stairs. it’s been 4 hours, and it’s killing me not to look for her. I’m so tempted to crawl down the basement stairs, broken leg be damned.
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I was mad and left because the long post I did before disappeared into nothingness when I clicked on publish. I've been on Tumblr for 10 yrs +, (this is a side blog), still not used to that stuff... but anyway, let's move on, it's OK 🙂
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100 posts!
I'm officially in this forever
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didnt have the time to do a full finished drawing, but i tried to keep up with my tradition for redrawing the same good bro day drawing ive done for 3 years already :')
(last year's, which also has links to prev years as well)
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