I’ve spent so many hours over the last days getting lost in little musical ideas and forgetting to eat.. 😬 Some good things happening though and maybe you’ll hear or see them at some stage.

When I’m not completely lost in my own world I’ve been reading this book The Last Overland: Singapore to London and finding endless inspiration and motivation as I start to release some new music and plan for an insane adventure of my own next year. (so beautifully lived and written Alex Bescoby!)

Lost In A Haze comes out this week!! Join me for the video premiere Thursday over on YouTube at 7pm UK time and if I’m feeling it I’ll do a little livestream on Instagram 45mins earlier and play the five new songs and one or two more.

But I won't know where I'm going 'till I get there

You know I wish you felt the same

Maybe I'll find love in San Francisco

I can hear her calling out my name

San Francisco by Stu Larsen

I wanted to compare all of my spotify wrapped, so I went digging for the screenshots I've saved over the years and this is what I gathered. There are some missing pieces of info bc I didn't save every slide every year, but I did my best.

🎵 + caspian, peter, and peter/caspian <333

caspian: ghost of a king by the gray havens

peter: glory by bastille

peter/caspian: thirteen sad farewells by stu larsen

send me a music note and a character/pairing and I'll give you a song :]

THE DEPUTY'S DARK DOO-WOP. a far cry 5 playlist for all your shippy needs.

okay, the last playlist (for now) and it's specifically shippy songs! it's a mix of genres but plenty of country gothic, which have a handy-dandy "✞✞" next to them if that's what you've come for. they're grouped by topics (again).

i think the overarching theme is this quote from wuthering heights: whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same. because in the end, they all use violence as a means to an end. the deputy and the seed family both use violence to save people. they define the word differently and how they define the word "save" also defines their relationship.

🕇 WHO IS THE LAMB AND WHO IS THE KNIFE? 🕇 our paths will always cross.

Coming For You - Andrea Wasse ✞✞ Dream Girl Evil - Florence and the Machine Gun in My Hand - DOROTHY ✞✞ I Know Your Secrets - Katie Garfield I Walk the Line - Halsey One Way or Another - Until the Ribbon Breaks Power - Seratones Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up) - Florence and the Machine Seven Nation Army - Zella Day ✞✞ Someone's Gonna Die Tonight - Gin Wigmore ✞✞ You Can Run - Adam Jones Under Your Spell - The Sweeplings ✞✞

🕇 WASH AWAY MY DEMONS 🕇 help me to save my soul, father.

Big God - Florence and the Machine By the River - Stu Larsen ✞✞ Carry Me Home - The Sweeplings ✞✞ Cup Runneth Over - Kiki Rockwell Devil's Resting Place - Laura Marling ✞✞ Holy Water - Janet Devlin ✞✞ Medicine Man - Dorothy ✞✞ Nothing But the Water - Grace Potter & The Nocturnals ✞✞ Personal Jesus - Michelle Kash Ritual - Ellie Goulding Take Me to Church - Hozier ✞✞

🕇 WE SEE OUR FATE 🕇 a red string of fate, wrapped around my pinky.

Blue Eyes Blind - ZZ Ward Dark Doo Wop - MS MR Devil's Backbone - The Civil Wars ✞✞ Dirty Work - Sydney Wayser ✞✞ Fade to Blue - Roniit Legendary - Welshley Arms My Love Will Never Die - AG & Claire Wyndham ✞✞ NFWMB - Hozier ✞✞ Until the Levee - Joy Williams ✞✞ When It's All Over - RAIGN

🕇 WE'RE NOT US ANYMORE 🕇 dysfunctional is my middle name. and my last name.

Apocalyptic - Halestorm Born to Die - McKenna Michels ✞✞ I Can't Go On Without You - KALEO ✞✞ I Hate Myself for Loving You - Halestorm JEKYLL & HIDE - Bishop Briggs Love is Blindness - The Damn Truth My Blood - Ellie Goulding No One Knows but Me - Torii Wolf Nothing Breaks Like a Heart - Miley Cyrus Snakes in the Grass - Jenny Mitchell ✞✞ Tear Me to Pieces - Meg Myers Touch - July Talk You Belong to Me - Cat Pierce

Stu Larsen & Natsuki Kurai Live at Calls

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13, 26, 39?

13: fear, Yuki Kajiura (from the .hack//SIGN soundtrack)

26: Back O'er Oregon, The Weather Machine

39: Thirteen Sad Farewells, Stu Larsen

Sometimes I get high on life or love and I disappear into some kind of emotional Xanadu for a while. I love these seasons. Where everything is possible. And anything can happen. And then, for whatever reason, it’s gone. It’s hard to come down from that high place. I’m still working on it. 

This new demo is a sad one. But it’s beautiful. (I promise to write at least one happy song this year…)

Here is February’s song with random footage taken at and around High Place Cottage in Tasmania. 

If you ever want to stay - https://www.airbnb.co.uk/rooms/29286119?source_impression_id=p3_1709204369_CjbK15ToQNegCujl 

Music Tag Game

@catholicnicky tagged me to post the first ten songs on my repeat list. (I share my Spotify account, so I pulled out the first ten that are my doing.)

"Thirteen Sad Farewells” - Stu Larsen

“Hey, Ma - triple J Like A Version” - The Vanns

“That Unwanted Animal” - The Amazing Devil

“Shut Up and Dance” - Walk the Moon

“Tongue Tied” - Eve 6

“I Drove All Night” - Celine Dion

“The Stable Song” - Gregory Alan Isakov

“The Kids Aren’t Alright” - The Offspring

“Hiroshima” - highasakite

“Joining You” - Alanis Morissette

What a wild mix with absolutely nothing recent. But I always listen to 90s/00s pop punk when I’m baking. 🙃

Tagging, if they want to play: @beepbeepsan @negotiumcrucis and anyone else who wants to play

mw characters?

we would love to see gene belcher, linda belcher, all three pesto kids, rudy stieblitz, and tammy larsen from bob's burgers alex browning, clear rivers, ian mckinley, wendy christiansen, terry chaney, ashley freund, and ashlyn halperin from final destination stu macher, billy loomis, wes hicks, tara carpenter, and amber freeman from scream huey duck, webby vanderquack, and lena sabrewing from ducktales will byers, jonathan byers, steve harrington, and eddie munson from stranger things also more horror muses in general, especially adam from the saw movies, nancy thompson from nightmare on elm strees, and tree gelbman!! also the the rest of the groups we have would be cool, like from paper girls, the quarry, and the loser's club from stephen king's it in honor of never have i ever we would love to see devi vishwakumar, ben gross, fabiola torres, eleanor wong, and paxton hall-yoshida marissa cooper, ryan atwood, seth cohen, summer roberts, sandy cohen, taylor townsend, lindsay gardner, alex kelly, and zach stevens from the oc luke cage, danny rand, frank castle, moon knight, thor odinson, dazzler, bucky barnes, darcy lewis, peter parker, riri williams, and america chavez from marvel dick grayson, damian wayne, stephanie brown, roy harper, oliver queen, dinah lance, cassandra cain, rachel roth, and garfield logan from dc nanno and tk from girl from nowhere the gallaghers from shameless the bridgertons, kate and edwina sharma, sophie beckett, lucy abernathy, and penelope featherington from julia quinn's horny novels rick grimes, michonne, daryl dixon, carl grimes, carol peletier, maggie greene, beth greene, rosita espinosa, tara chambler, enid, and cyndie from the walking dead

i also know our members would love anyone from any prior most wanted ask!

STU LARSEN COMPARTE LA INTROSPECTIVA “RUNNING OUT OF TIME” – PRODUCIDA POR TIM HART DE BOY & BEAR

http://dlvr.it/SzhttG

For the Spotify wrapped game: 11, 58, and 94?

Let's see what I have in my bag of tricks!!

11. Thirteen Sad Farewells by Stu Larsen

58. Theory of Light by Eternal Eclipse

94. Shape of Lies by Eternal Eclipse

This is such an interesting mix. I must say that I absolutely love the album Forgotten Odes by Eternal Eclipse, which is definitely why they keep showing up at random levels, ha ha!!

Thanks for the ask!! :D

Kindly,

The Void

Survivor.