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yardsards · 2 years

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mothers be like *projects insecurities onto daughters/afab children*

like, they'll be like "you should start wearing eyeliner and mascara and some concealer for your eye bags, you inherited my tired droopy eyes" "sorry you had to get my flat chest" "be careful, you don't wanna end up fat like me"

and you'll be like *is 15 years old*

#eliot posts #like!#my hooded downturned eyes look gentle #the permanent eye bags even when i sleep enough? well i'm always tired inside and it's neat that my physical appearance ahows that #it's like irl good character design!#i love my flat chest! it's mostly for trans reasons but. my cis sister also has a flat chest and her silhouette looks regal like that #i'm thin but i don't think being fat would be bad either #i also had aunties on my dad's side loudly fret about their big bumpy noses back when i had a kid and my nose hadn't grown in yet #but now i have that nose too and i LOVE IT it is one of my fav facial features #it's a wonder i never actually felt insecure about my appearance #maybe it's cuz beauty was often framed as a way to get a husband and i knew from a young age i didn't like boys #maybe cuz even before i knew i was trans i didn't fully think of myself as a girl. at least not in the same way that other girls were girls #maybe cuz my autistic ass was good at spotting Bullshit Societal Ideas and rejecting them #maybe cuz i spent all of my teenaged years on this site amongst all the body positivity #maybe cuz my dad (as shitty as he was otherwise) was proud of us and thought we were the most lovely things #even tho he was proud of us the same way you'd be proud of s posession. or proud of himself for making us.#still prolly helped anyway

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nightmarish-qeuwusha · 2 months

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I LIKE THIS DRAWING FOR REALLY REAL

@itsxroxannex I SEND YOU THIS ACCIDENTALLY OOPS SORRY-

#xnzliandtiys #i tought it was roxanne wolf at the place of roxannex help #who simps o that guy anyway #half of the community-#its past valentines day bro #THE PLUHSINE #its still great #prolly my best drawing out of my existing

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radioroxx · 3 months

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clover revived au but instead of going back to their own body, they get a cool new awesome one from alphys who maybe leaned in a little more to robotics after the success of mettaton

#undertale yellow #uty clover #i have seen a fewwwww? ppl do robot clovers and i rlly like the idea #esp since. their original body is prolly too decomposed anyway…#i also do like the thought that ceroba wouldve been the one to convince alphys #either she requested it herself or. it was alphys’ idea as a way to pay her back for kanako #mmmmmartlet helped design it. her skills are stronger in carpentry BUT thats still a knack for art and craftsmanship #starlo helped too 👍 make sure the bot has only the. bestest of the best cowboy costume #anyways yeah my thoughts #i just woke up so im feelin silly about themhdkd #i might draw it later tho………. smirk

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bitchfitch · 5 months

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on one hand its nice that the Prozac is doing it's thing and letting me feel emotions again. on the other I would like to stop crying multiple times a day and being in a constant state of anxiety as I finally start being able to give a shit about how bad I've let things get and begin like, processing everything that got bottled up in the last few years.

#hi im in the Bad part of recovery right now. the part where everything Feels worse than it did before bc you arnt numb anymore #but anyways im getting help.#In January im going to open comms to start saving up for like. idk wht i need. help with the hoarding situation i guess.#prolly gonna go stay with my mom for a bit too and will need to board my cats bc like. idk #its getting to the point where im suicidal again and shouldn't be on my own #like no plan or intention. just the nagging feeling. if you know you know.#anyways i plan to fully disassociate from the situation and burry my woes in blorbos so idk #expect things to be exactly the same as they have been but maybe more annoying #also sorry this is still my diary

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equiz923 · 9 months

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Hey DE fans I need to know if this is a real headcanon in the space bc the idea is ROTTING my brain

Basically Harry quitting police work and becoming a cryptid hunter instead. Like investigative work is clearly his vibe but who said he needed to be a pig to do it!!! He has communicated with a giant stick insect!!!!

Like he could help Morell and Lena publish a paper on the phasmid!!! And then keep going around Revachol investigating and can opening but for cryptid related reasons!!

This idea just has such deep claws in me I’m begging please tell me other people have the same idea

#disco elysium #harry du bois #please I’m begging #let him find spooky critters #shivers show my guy all ur secrets of the monster variety #and he could still stereo investigate and help people #let Harry help people and not be a cop #plus it’d prolly be healthier for him anyway #my brain is filled with giant invisible stick insects #they’re having a party in here help

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marmalmaim · 5 months

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when colours are colouring

#1) i really like grey + a little brown colour - looks more like pelt? so its nice. I think lighter cooler blues do look more like the #original.. end of the day doesnt matter too much (purple outlines also: point)#2) i think im still a coward. making this guy slightly gloomy is... very energy consuming.#3) oh wow i have fallen out of practise drawing his hair. that was really hard to start off with. i think i got there in the end? but ughge #(hair 'consistency' prolly doesnt matter too much I think this guy doesnt really comb his hair. if it looks different that is O.K.)#((i think getting vibes >> accuracy is prolly no.1 what i care anyways...))#-) wanted to practise drawing this guy. shapes and stuff. very close to not being able to help #shirou

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dutybcrne · 2 months

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Huffman was definitely the first person Kae'd ever slept with, and had to spend a great deal of time talking Huffman out of proposing bc the man wanted to 'take responsibility', send tweet-

#//Not on the other blog bc it a general hc #//ANYWAY #hc; kaeya #//It's bc of Kae's voiceline #//HIs Mika one; where he mentions both Mika AND Huffman take things WAY too seriously #//But also the fact that Huffman is basically canon Kae simp lol #//Bc if there's anybody Kae could rope into shit; it's Huffman #//And at the time; he'd used his pretty face to do ONE reckless thing of his own; with ONE person he'd have no qualms doing so #//Prolly bc Huffman was the only friend Kae had at the time that he COULD fuck without a mortifying slew of problems #//Still prolly panicked just as bad as Huffman over the whole ordeal; bc he had yet to enter his flouncing peacock era at the time #//Cried abt it to Addie & everything; she helped make sure he wouldn't deal with any lasting consequences. & gave him a Scolding; but STILL #//He later on looked back on his first time like 'Wow I was so fucken stupid; you'd think I'd gotten knocked up or smth-'#//Deffo likes sleeping with Huffman every chance he gets in present day #//For the stress relief; even if it's a stress in and of itself to keep convincing him that he does NOT need to 'take responsibility'#//Huffman was prolly also the only person whose marriage offer Kae has ever actually seriously considered; to this date #//Bc they were already friends; but also bc Kae Knew that Huffman would only ever have good intentions to him #//For a FACT #//Known the guy since his trainee days; ofc he'd trust him over any nobles or most other people that'd try to vie for Kae's hand #//But it's also precisely BC Huffman is such a good friend that Kae also would rather Not marry him #//He knows the man too well; he'd make for a good fuck; yeah; but partner??? With how he's raised Mika??? His habits????#//Nahhh #//And that's without mentioning Kae's OWN issues with marriage as it stands-#//Adding shit bc yes: Huffman is deffo the person Kae goes to when he starts getting antsy abt his looks #//Bc he knows Huffman would NEVER stop praising and complimenting him throughout #//Would deffo let the man fuck him through a dysphoric episode too; for the same reason #//Dude's too stupidly sincere; Kae finds it endearing and so very reassuring

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corvid-corvette-coven · 1 month

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lemme throw an ice cube in this hot boiling pot of oil that is AI debate

I feel like the misuse of AI tools for profit or exploitative/ fucked up gain really devalues the genuine usefulness of the programs.

as much as i always wish to go to a HUMAN for help like this, i was low on time so i will admit i used CHATGPT to summarise some legalese.

I am firmly against alot of things people are trying to do with AI these days, its actually fucking ludicrous how far its being taken.

(sorry for how wordy this is I have a few things to say)

I also feel like the use of AI for giving any second opinion on academic knowledge cuts off an important connection people develop with (good) teachers and professors, who would respond to my email and give me this response (if i had time)

(basically i dont condone or enjoy the use of AI as a replacement for asking for help that could be provided from another person)

I dont use CHATGPT to write essays or schoolwork, regardless of how highly people praise it, i find its just genuinely shit and I wouldn't be doing a course if I'm not prepared to fail at it (personal philosophy).

But i jokingly mocked a friend i saw had a CHATGPT tab open recently (i wagged my finger and said "tsk tsk tsk look at you becoming a slave to our robot overlords"), and they told me that actually they use it to summarise painfully worded text and school documents and shit.

So today I took that idea, and used CHATGPT to help me summarise some legalese (as much as consulting tumblr was my first option i wasn't prepared to put my faith in you guys for something due so soon)

and this thang WORKED, very well, i get it now

I didnt use that text in my essay, but it HELPED yknow

and i just wish i didnt have as much guilt of using AI when I was in a painful spot, on a deadline, in need of help

#unfortunately this does pretty much sound like AI replacing what I would in the future prefer to ask a teacher/ professor about #which to me feels like a gradual normalisation of loosing community intelligence #or just FINDING PEOPLE to help you #theres way bigger fish to fry and we're prolly not gonna last long enough to see AI be the end of our interpersonal connections anyway #but still #chatgpt #ai #in defence of ai #ai discussion #ai discourse #stop ai #artificial intelligence #technology #talk to your professors first

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rox-of-iu · 1 year

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@ the people saying kind words and offering me english alternatives for the czech in my last post

first of all, I know you mean well and I love you to bits and I'm giving you a little kissy, ok? But... guys I do know English phrases... hahhah

Listen,,,, I am chronically online and I do actually have a certificate from C2 exams that is just 5 points shy of being 100%. I Know it absolutely doesn't look that way but that's just because I'm the laziest guy around and I don't feel like fixing it after myself when I have the excuse of being a foreigner- sahdjsd

so when i use czech words it is not out of the necessity of not knowing any substitutes but just me goofing around and going haha funny word go brr

#man this is probably coming of as mean and super defensive but its not supposed to be 😭😭 (tones still hard in any language)#it is genuinly super nice of you to try to help out!! and you couldn't have known so 💞#but just throwing that out there....jasdhksdj #o(-( man #ykno like i said throwing in cz words is just me having fun with it #since its my scribble side blog and all that #because due to spending almost all my free time connected to english-centric internet my own language/culture took a bit of a backseat #like even in my day to day life which is very prevalent among lot of foreign people today #but i wont get into it now it doesn't rly matter #so me throwing in some funky words is me just having fun around and trying to bring some of it back while i doodle #but looking back at it it is prolly weird to do since ykno its Chinese so what is cz doing there and no one will understand it anyway #so ppl are probably left feeling confused or cheated out of something #so i should probably just stick with eng alternatives #oh well #idk why im even making this post this has completely derailed ashdk and again I'm not mad at beloveds who commented and left tags #it just made me think #and overthinking hahh bcuz im in the middle of stressful projects #plus tHE STUPIDASS UNI DOENST WANNA ACCEPT MY MONEY OK PLEASE TAKE IT I BEG OF U I WILL PAY EARLIER NEXT TIME (lying)#anyway thats all jhds uhh bye #wait im already having regrets about making this post in the first place man but i did spend valuable time typing it out so ughhh

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deerly--yours · 9 months

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For all of tumblr’s shortcomings, the community is very comforting. thanks for the love and posts to all that i follow and my mutuals i love you guys <3

#talkies #i’m moving and new places and new roommates stress me #so seeing some familiarity helps me so much #god maybe i am autistic lol #prolly not but still #anyways ty moots i love y’all

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snekdood · 11 months

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Idk why i expect charitability from ppl who probably listen to whatever their staple favorite left-leaning video essayists says about the Other Leftists they dont like and takes it to heart and doesnt form their own opinion with the information provided (or the information specifically and intentionally left out to make the person look the worst that they can) just kinda does whatever that persons says because Its Probably Correct

I mean, theyre "on the left" and uses all the words you like, nevermind what their intentions or long terms goals are or how thatd reasonably be practiced irl or if it'd actually hurt the general cause of progressives and make things even more divisive and worse bc they value being petty more than actually having any values.

#yall be like 'i better go watch this black person who believes in racial separatism and take everything they say to heart and not form my #own opinion because the Correct Thing To Do is to let every minority im not say shit that would only help nazis in the long run Because Im #Not That Minority So Clearly I Have No Stake In This'. like idk. its one thing to pretend you understand every thing about a certain #minorities experience that you dont have. its a whole other thing to actually challenge people on their beliefs. and if the person you #are challenging cant give you a good enough answer or dodges or gets MAD at you for even asking - you should probably avoid them or at the #very least not just believe every fucking thing they say and never come to your own conclusions on shit.#people are supposed to have the critical thinking ability to have their beliefs challenged and give you an actual answer #theyre supposed to want you to understand. theyre supposed ro be able to explain it to people who dont understand #and arent in the same spaces enough to understand. if you cant explain to me why racial separatism is somehow Ideal then why should #i listen to you. just to do whatever you say no questions asked or else im bad and very problematic?#like how am i supposed to take this kinda person seriously when they go around calling shark3ozero the c word and other #racist shit. like you're not serious lol. you have no issue just acting like the people who disagree with you on something are just purely #bigots.#when the people you attack are far more on your side than the fucking republicans who yall barely even mention. which is interesting.#anyways if you believe in dividing everyone by race understand that thats LITERALLY what white supremacists want. that is Not the ideal #world for me. idk about you. and if you understand this and still follow me gtfo of here #you're a dipshit and prolly an accelerationist and i dont have time for your bullshit and likely nihilism.#you're gonna end up killing yourself thinking the world is only ever against you and everyone who disagrees w you is a bigot.#and i dont mean necessarily actually putting up a noose i just mean you're gonna isolate yourself SO MUCH from other ppl and stay only in #your one little space. that if you ever lose that space for whatever reason you'll be left alone w no help.#or you'll isolate yourself so much and stay inside forever and be hella paranoid in grocery stores thinkin everyone there Wants To Kill You #and im not gonna act like ik whats in the mind of someone who believes in racial separatism. that was more of an example. but i can try #to understand and i can tell that someone has to go through a lot of bs to think thats the only solution. im not trying to downplay why ppl #might think thats the best option. but really its the same shit w terfs and cis men and it kinda seems like its a solution born from trauma #with convoluted justifications for why its Fine actually #thats how it looks from my angle rn. if thats not the case and you feel like its different im always willing to hear different angles on #stuff. im never married to my positions as im not exactly a static person who never changes.#id say thats quite the opposite of my Whole Thing

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deus-ex-mona · 1 year

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stuff’s wildin’, my dudes

#auhxhsjahs i n c o h e r e nt rambling coming right up you’ve been warned o k ie~?#so the other day i finally found out about that [redacted thing (if ykyk)]’s (thankfully outdated) mistranslator masterlist and stuff #and i googled the op of that list to see what others had to say about ‘em #(cuz personally i found the dude’s tone through it all to be. pretty mean actually??)#(like h e l p tling probably isn’t these people’s day jobs; they’re probs just hobby tlers?? ease up my g~~~)#b u t i digress. despite having searched for the op of that post i somehow found a post by another fan tler who seemed to have vanished?#*vanished from that [redacted] tling community i mean. they just stopped uploading years ago. prolly bc their main yt channel was terminated #and they??? despite having not made a single post in almost 10 years??? seem to be alive and well in this current age?????#like yoooooooo i’ve legitimately had the thought that something bad had happened to ‘em for y e a r s but they!!! they’re alive!!!!!!!#they seem to have stopped tling for good but!!!!! they’re alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so i guess i can say that i went hunting for trash and found treasure instead o o o p—#but on another note. i think gatekeeping tling isn’t cool at all.#like yeah there can be some really fishy tls (including official tls a he m) but being mean about it helps no one at all #and so! that’s why! i keep my big mouth shut whenever i see fishy tls floating about the vast open sea in front of me~~~#i mean. quite a number of those fishy tls are mine anyway. so. um. i don’t have any room to say anything really ahaha~~~~#but please!!! feel free to blast my tls if you’d like!! my absolutely terrible daikirai tl is a free for all!!!!!#g o d i should really revise that soon. it’s terribly mistranslated and i cringe and wilt inside.#it is suiyoubi my dudes #well. not anymore but… it is still suiyoubi in my heart <3

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that-was-anticlimactic · 2 years

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working a nine hour shift today and i’m pretty much useless because i’m stressed about my final essay and i also woke up from a horrible dream right before i went into work so i’ve barely gotten anything done 👍🏼

#i feel bad because like it's not hard work and it's not like the work is stressing me out #ugh i hate when you have bad dreams and then have to carry on with life lol #i've been here for three hours and done barely anything because 🤪#and i have a virtual doctors appointment in thirteen minutes which will be fast and fine like i'm not worried about that except it was in my #bad dream lol like at first i missed the appointment in my dream and felt horrible and then. other stuff i will not get into lol #anyways imma prolly delete this later my brain just isn't functioning right now lol #prolly doesn't help that my period just ended yesterday so the emotions are still there #just had to. idk type this or whatever idk

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alligaytorswamp · 2 years

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You know actually, I’d like to ask: how do you have the patience to manage to draw genshin outfits so perfectly? Even if there’s simplification involved I always struggle with making the complicated designs look correctly so I’d like to get some of your thoughts if you don’t mind sharing awjehdjsjsj

THIS... MADE ME GASP... ME?? ME ??? ME DRAWING GENSHIN OUTFITS ... PERFECTLY????? SKJFHFIUEWHJSDKFH YOU! SLY FOX! THIS IS SIMPLY NOT TRUE!

literally every time i had to draw anyone in their genshin outfit i would complain from the beginning to the very and then like for 10 more days on top of that, just whining how much i hate genshin fits and how *i* can't ever draw them right sghwoiedhvklsdfjklsf

now to answer your question.... we shall go under the cut.

how do i have the patience- i do not! <3

i come across smth i struggle with/can't understand and i just say WOW fuck this. and either copy its shape, draw smth very weird in the right color or just . not . draw . it. :)

it's still quite shocking to me that you think my interpretations look correct but i think most of it is just.. right colors? kinda? maybe???

i stared my art for a hot second and did this:

so my conclusion is that i - cover everything via convenient poses - cover everything with lighting - change the design/not draw the thing hope that helps :)))))))))))))))))))

ah and also the best thing you can do about genshin design is to draw the character in modern au in completely different clothes ^_^

the sheer amount of modern au content i make should speak for itself tee hee

#i also technically made those redesigns for ka'eya ch'ilde and bai'zhu but idk if i use them at all aslkdjklasjdkl #they r still annoying to draw kasjdhskja #anyways.#thank u .. i am weeping and shaking like a wet beast at all the praise i got here damn #actually about my patience - that ra'zor doodle was supposed to be a full body but i couldn't be bothered to figure out his cape lol #i think i really hate cape huh #anyways strip em bitches of half their fancy shit and boom it's like 70% easier #i think the only times i drew proper desins was uh for the cha'eya zine? like those should be correct #but i died for that ! those 2 arts have my blood on them !!!#idk how i managed that i still prolly fucked up somehow #oh and maybe verrrrryyy first cha'eya drawings? those mught be super close to canon #and guess what they r messy old and i hate them HA #ask adry #burnt toast life #arent i the most helpful artist?

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kirillmarchenko · 2 years

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:)

#this is kinda stupid and very long but here we go #when i first started giffing they looked like dogshit so like i get that people didn't want to rb them. makes sense #but the more notes i got on them the better i wanted to make them right #and i think ive learned a lot in that time #but if i hadnt gotten any support on them i would Not have continued #so i think something that's super frustrating is when ppl complain abt rbs #and then wont rb something that their friends didnt make #and obviously im not saying you should go thru the entire hockeyedit tag and rb stuff that isnt for your team #but its still frustrating #my other thing ive been thinking abt is i feel so bad when i gif stuff thats not cbj now #like i dont fkn watch 5 teams consitently #bc im like no there are People for those teams asldfjslkfa #but then also when i was giffing a certain team more often #i got 0 help from the 'larger' ppl on here soooooooo #this is so bitchy im sorry #anyway if you ever make gifs for a team i follow and i dont rb them pls hit me or something #it prolly wasnt on purpose i just dont follow team tags #so put everything in hockeyedit and ill see it #this is not at anyone on here btw just general noticing!!!!!!!!

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keeps-ache · 28 days

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blaaaauhhhghhgh [melting into a goop] aohhhghghhshabh

#just me hi #Blahhhaahahaaaaaaaaaaaa #oh BLOO #poo. ploo. bloop #i wanna work on my comic. sniff #'why don't you then' Becausssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssse [wild vague gesturing]#balalaglalgaguauhuglhaslghuhsdgk #Bllllaaaaaaaaaahhhh #//when i speak in quotations that's more my other me talking than you just to be clear hbfvhsf #sometimes being contrary can look like being in full and unwavering support of the same things Lmaooo #me vs. the squaters in my brain (it was mutual for them to move in) (they are trying to be helpful (and are successful mostly (i'm just #being. well. contrary hfbshv)))#//but ye yea ye #my brother helped me set up my emulator and !!! and i can play sky on my puter now :DD #i woulda set it up but. i am always afraid i'll lose track of the directions hfhsh #i could have the instructions etched into my brain and i'm still going to be So sure i imagined them wrong or something lolll #//MAN. i should... [<- staring into the abyss very hard]#!!!!!!#i think i'm in a pocket of hyperness for some reason where did this come from Hfbsvbhf #/hey does being excited hurt sometimes lol #like if i don't throw it out somehow it feels like my chest is constricting and it'll do it to such an extent that i'll become a black hole #bhsf :>#when i was younger i just avoided things that made me too Whee cuz i didn't like it hfvbsh #but now i just sort of put it all into happy handing it so hard i hurt my wrists a lil hfhs :3 #//anyway my computer's getting hot oo #i should turn on my cooling thing #oh and also prolly finish this piece lol #/i might make it a small comic (love short comics sm (i have so many)) out of it but who knows hfh :>>#//duos my beloved <33

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