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camzverse · 1 day

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What do you think of the ending of "Disassembled Vanny"?

As for me, this is the most interesting ending in the game and I would like to you opinion.

hmm. to be frank, i havent really thought about the ending very much before but hey alright sure ill say some stuff ab it

i think its extremely tragic. ESPECIALLY tragic for vanessa. she essentially acts as a sacrificial lamb here. yeah, sure, you stop vanny, but you sacrifice an innocent person. vanessa dies having never been freed. she never wanted any of this. in fact, considering vanessas past, its almost like she dies having never really experienced freedom. between her shitty father and getting glitchtrapped in her early 20s, its like she didnt have much time to just. be herself?. to be her own person. to live a life where she doesnt have to follow anyones orders, and she can just do what she wants. she dies never really having gotten that. and she dies alone. throughout all this time, who did she have that she could trust or could be there for her? she had nobody. the closest thing she had to a friend was luis, but well yk.. ehhhh. its like she was doomed from the start. and the only person that could have finally saved her just.. didnt. and thats just. it. thats how her story ends. like that.

there wont be any more disappearances, but at what cost? they stopped vanny, but vanessas dead. also freddy is broken. gregory wouldnt be able to fix freddy would he? what does greg do then? theyre gone. hes completely alone now. its just fucked up, none of them get a real happy ending there. and actually, even then i think glitchtrap isnt really stopped. killing vanny wouldnt like. destroy the program. glitchtrap still exists. it seems entirely possible that after some time it would just start all over again, and it wouldve all been for nothing. something something killing the symptom not the disease idk

the ending also raises a lot of questions for me in terms of gregorys like.. reasoning? thought process? during this. did he know vanny was vanessa? i think he definitely knew there was a person under there, hence how he winced and tries not to look (and seemingly had no similar reaction when the animatronics were disassembled). so was he aware of the reality of the choice he was making? that he was killing another person? had he played the princess quest games? was he going to play princess quest 3, but backed out at the last second? was he scared, did he not think he had enough time to finish the game before vanny could catch him? was he just doing it because freddy said to? i mean i dont think so, gregory generally listens to freddy but throughout security breach we see him make his own choices many times and greg doesnt really do anything that he doesnt think is a right choice. unless he was just kind of out of character there, this was gregorys choice. i really wonder what the circumstances wouldve been in that ending, and what thought process led him to make that choice.

i think it might just straight up be the worst ending idk. like outcome-wise. its also honestly just really unsatisfying to me but its not even real and it didnt happen so whateverrr its fineeeeee. anyyway thats everything i have to say about it rn. if i think of anything else id like to add ill rb with more but i think thats all folks

#cam.txt #fnaf #this was interesting to think about thanks for asking :3 #nessa in this ending is so the ballad of jane doe coded.......

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voidselfshipp · 2 years

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Heat Waves

Pt 1 here.

Cw: ask to tag. Hurt/comfort

Only mutuals okay to rb

Summary: John finally acts on the need hes been having for years.

Taglist: @mercuryships @80sboyfriends @tex-treasures @malewifehenrycooldown

A mistake, thats all he made. One moment he reacted a bit too slow.

"But nobody was hurt..." homelander thought " then why are they hating me so much...?"

In the corporate world you cant make mistakes... is what they told him.

All the news were the same. Hate upon hate and hate directed towards him.

The reporters Didnt even hesitate to light a Fire under his ass. He was devastated.

Its late at night now, the hate has not died down even a little bit.

John tried to hold back tears as he got ready to head out, putting a jacket over himself and covering his face with the hood of it.

Coming out of the back entrance of his appartment complex he made his way towards Jericos house. His safe heaven from the shitstorm that was raining on him.

The last tumbler slotted into place with a "click" sound as he entered the appartment. Even though its been years she still let him have her keys. He chuckled sadly at the thought.

Suddenly a bolt of energy misses him by a milimiter, he was so scared that the hood Fell back to its original place.

--La puta madre!-- John heard jerico exclaim-- John you absolute fucking idiot! Dont scare me like that!

--I- im sorry-- he stuttered closing the door behind him and locking it-- I forgot to text ...

Jeri sighed biting back a sassy comment, she had seen everything that happened, she didnt want him to feel worse-- c'mon dinner's ready

He nodded, relieved that she didnt ask why he was there, he figured that she already knew, but he appreciated she didnt ask about it, he didnt feel like talking.

He set the table without anyone asking him to do it, the air of her home was tranquil, warm and soft.

--Did your favorite-- She commented serving a Plate of his favorite meal.

--I...thank you, you just know how to cheer a guy up huh?-- he joked, the sadness brushing off of him a little.

--Well I know how to make my best friend happy-- she joked back.

John stopped dead in his tracks. "Best friend" she still considered him her best friend. He choked back a sob as he kept eating.

--Youre too kind to me-- he finally said, his voice strained.

--John...-- she trailes off softly, grabbing his hand-- I....still care about you, even with all the years and things that happened...

--Why arent you hating me like the rest?-- he asked mildly angry. Not at her.

--'cause I accept something the others dont...and something that you dont accept either...-- jerico sighed-- Youre still human, John..., Wether you like it or not, for better or worse, youre still human

--Im invencible, I can fly and shoot lasers out of my eyes -- He sassed-- what part of that seems human?

--Well I dont see you walkin' around with a third eye or an extra limb Now, do I?-- Jeri said back with a cheeky smile-- youre right, you have powers but that makes you super human. But human nonetheless...

--I hate that youre right...-- homelander muttered.

--Look, John, just hear me out... ive known you since we were kids, just two rascals painting dumb graffties on the principales car and eating pizza like the world was going to end..., a mistake wont change my perception of you, John, Ive known you before you became homelander, and Wether you like it or not i can see through you..., I know theres something more. Just...tell me please...dont do this to yourself because I cant stand seeing you like this. --She made a pause-- I still care about you... I do every day, when youre John Vogelbaum, the wild patriotic kid that defended the other kids at school or homelander the patriotic superhero..., 'cause truth is...I still love you, every part of you, even those you cant stand to see...

Homelander has tears Rolling down his cheeks, hes silent, only some sobbing is heard from him-- Why do you have to be so fucking sweet, he grabs his hand and makes her walk towards him, hes still seated as he buries his head on her chest, letting her hands caress his hair-- after all these years. The things ive done, you still let me Keep the keys to your house, you let me stay at your appartment and make dinner for me like we are a couple..., what have I done to deserve you...?!-- he shouted against her skin.

--Just...being yourself John, your true self-- she muttered back, sniffing.

--Can we still make up?-- he asked absolutely broken.

--We can, we absolutely can John-- she smiled-- I wont ask anything of you...

--I know but I want to show you that im being serious...so-- he looked up with the most determined look she has ever seen him with.-- im going to pack my shit and come to live with you, im going to quit vought and--

--John! John! Baby slow down!-- jeri said grabbing him by the shoulder-- are you being serious?

He nodded looking up at her-- Deadly

--Are you sure?-- she asked again

--I am, dont worry-- he cupped her cheeks.

--yknow me...thats my job..-- she said back with teary eyes.

--I know...but if I cant even make a mistake that wasnt that serious in the first place without getting a shitstorm thrown my way... then fuck them-- Homelander stated-- fuck them, youre the only one in my life that has loved me for who I am...and its taken me this long to realize that..and im sorry... but I want to make things right by you, I... I love you

Jerico started crying with the biggest smile he has ever seen her with, in his joy he doesnt think it twice before kissing her and pulling her into his lap, both laughing in the kiss.

The Next day he packed up his things and moved with her, selling what he didnt need anymore.

--Im just glad youre here-- John said after resigning his job at Vought.

--im always going to be here for you -- jeri said with a smile.

--I know...-- he squeezed her hand and pressed his forehead against hers-- I know...

After that day Homelanders life was happier, the happiest it has ever been for a while.

There he was now, dancing awkwardly at south american songs with his beloved best friend now girlfriend, both laughing while the kept an eye on the oven.

--I think its safe to say that im not homelander anymore-- John stated-- I am John Vogelbaum, nice to meet you miss?

--Jerico Castro-- jeri said shaking his hand with a smile.

He pulled her in for a hug, smiling as she tried to hug back, her arms barely hooking around his back.

This was the life he deserved. This was the life that he wanted. And she was the woman he wanted most in his life.

#homelander tag pending #⚡✊ hero of the people| the//boys s/i✊⚡

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gentian-mudd · 2 years

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hi im finally making a pinned post!

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my name is gentian or mudd, i use they/him/bug pronouns, im a minor and neurodivergent. other acc is hemoglobin-juice (not hemoglobinjuice, thats a gore acc)

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im christian but not a bigot or anything. i wont try to convert anyone. all other religions r valid unless its centred around bigotry or smthn, but the only religion ive seen really come close to that is. christianity. so.. (but seriously my best friend is a satanist! i Dont Care) i dont think ive ever posted much about religion but if i do i’ll tag it w warnings :] /gen

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if i rb something from a bad person please tell me

if i rb stolen art also please tell me

if i should’ve tagged smthn with a tw but didnt please tell me

if i just. do something bad. tell me. i wont be mad /gen

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mostly gremlincore, chaoscore, and cottagecore stuff :D

most posts r just me reblogging things

generally, aesthetic photos n stuff just get queued, so they post like five times a day, text posts n other things get reblogged normally. idk that feels like smthn i should say

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current interests r bushcraft, foraging and herbs, snails/bugs, minecraft, string instruments (contrabass, cello, violin), collage making, bones, some mcyt, acro and circus (cirque du soleil by beloved), lifesaving/first aid, and anatomy/biology. god help me.

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i always try 2 tag things w tws/cws and wont ever post anything intentionally harmful. i block terfs, racists, homophobes, people hating on things that aren’t harmful to anyone, any just generally bad person.

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anyways feel free to message me, ask random questions, send me photos of a nice patch of moss or a cool rock. i like chatting w people! :D

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#my og pinned post was just reblogged from someone n it was annoying how long it was

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brackenfur · 4 years

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dnt rb/reply

my relationship with art makes me very very sad because it used to be my favorite thing in the world to do when i was little, i always wanted to be an artist and to make art to make myself and others happy. but after taking classes for it for a few years and not having good experiences with those classes i started to draw less and less so my progress fell behind......and when i started to digitally draw and post it online i got a lot of ppl giving me like harsh critiques (which isnt necessarily a bad thing, i dont think those people realized i wasnt LOOKING for that) and i got a lot of friends upset with me when i let on that i didnt really draw to get better or for a professional career, i just drew as a hobby/for fun because it relaxed me.....and now i just. do not draw anymore. i tried drawing just now and i just got no enjoyment out of it. it just feels like a task to do and something i have to get better at or it wont mean anything. and yes yes before people start typing essays i know that is not the goal of art and art isnt supposed to mean anything/isnt supposed to be JUST for professional stuff but its hard for me to feel that way about MYSELF anymore. i just feel sad about art now and i dont get enjoyment out of it like i used to. it makes me really really sad, like i constantly feel like i should deactivate my deviantart account because looking at my art on there makes me sad now. like thats just....it really bums me out. i wish i could get enjoyment out of it, but i cant. ive moved pretty exclusively to writing now because i excel at that and i actually GET enjoyment from it.

im trying to work to get my positive relationship with drawing back but its very very hard for me to do so

#shark noises #u can like this if u want to but i rly am not looking for replies on this because like. i can work this out when im ready to

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thekihyun · 4 years

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hello :)

Long time no see... I feel so bad for leaving this blog without updates for so long, but i needed a break. I needed to renew my energies, see the world, and refresh my mind. So many things have happened in my life since Wonho’s departure (which was when i stopped posting) and i wanted to share it here, but i just didnt have enough strenght... Wonho’s departure was too painful to me, it was like missing a friend, missing someone who’s part of my life. It affected me in ways i couldn’t ever imagine. Seeing the boys hurt, all the fight on twitter... that sucked out all my energy.

As i said, lots of things have happened in the past months... as some of you may or may not know, i’m currently taking a master degree in botany, and i work at a lab studying alga. I went to a congress to present my work and i won an award because of my research... and im my schedule will be very tight in the next months. Ive been writting articles and co-working on some other researches. Also... i have a boyfriend now, he’s such dork and i love him with all my heart. He doesnt like kpop tho, no one is perfect lol Anyways, these are the updates...

As ive said so many times in this blog, to me, monsta x are not just a group of boys who sing and dance... they are people who inspire me, who make me feel better, who have taught me so much, and pushed me to go and try do things. THEY REALLY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME haha leaving this blog with no updates..... bothers me so much, since i love it, i created it 2 years ago, and because of it i was able to speak... to share things (something i was nothing feeling confortable on doing with irl friends). It helped me to meet people that now i consider not only best friends, but family. I even met some of them in real life, went to the mx concert with them and with some of them i go out regularly. It was only possible because of Monsta x.

What will happen to this blog...? Well, i would never delete it... it is like, a part of me, it is something i love and cherish. I decided that i will try to be active on here as much as i can, it wont be everyday, but i will occasionaly show up to rb something, or to randomly post some gifs/gfx.

I would like to thank everyone who still follows me, despite my lack of posting... and welcome the new followers ive gained idk how aksjdhkajsd Please feel free to message me whenever, ask me anything, whatever you want! Hopefully i still can be a content creator, keep updating my masterlists, and hopefully being of some help to old and newbebes! <3

I hope 2020 will be kind to us all!

Much love!

Amanda

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irl-dogboy · 5 years

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dont rb

im going to be ranting and venting under the cut, because i am exhausted, and i dont know, and i should probably make a venting blog or something, but i wont because im the worst tm. uhh tw for like. the usual, self loathing dysphoria mental health bullshit whats new lol. mention of suicide. uhh general emo-ness LOL

ok so like u know when u have those shitty motivational speeches and stuff at school and they always talk about a bucket of problems??? and different things have different amounts in the bucket based on how much you focus on them?? yeah ok so in my bucket.......... its all mixed together and also its overflowing. i am. the worst. and i have absolutely no reason 2 be alive but like.... im too much of a pussy to kill myself. my exams start next week and i havent done a single bit of studying because i have been worrying about literally every aspect of my life. fucking dysphoria is killing me right now, not helped by the fact that i have to care for my transphobic grandmother 24 fucking 7 for the past two weeks. like i dont mind doing it because she needs it but i havent had a MINUTE to myself because i guess im her personal fucking slave now. my family has been evacuated from their homes because of the fucking bushfires and fucking scott fucking morrison and his fucking selfish scummy attitude and im so FUCKING tired. my friends have been acting like pricks to me since they stole and read my fucking psychology info, because “oh wow look at deadname so messed up and sad oh nooo!!! baby u know we’re here right??” like shut the fuck up. you dont care about me. nobody fucking does. and i know that they do but my dumbass fucking piece of trash brain has it implanted that im a worthless unlovable disgusting fucking fuck and i HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it so fucking much. i havent cried in weeks and i dont know if i fucking can anymore. i keep tearing up then nothing happens and its so fucking scary to me because i used to be able to cry at the drop of a fucking hat but now i cant anymore and i dont know why. theres nothing here for me. like there isnt lol. our planet is a piece of garbage thanks to the selfish fucks in charge. everybody i know hates me. im not good at anything. i cant put any effort into anything because. i dont know i just fucking cant. my body is disgusting in so many fucking ways. my brain is fucked and i want it to be fucking normal again. sounds childish but i feel like seeing how fucked up sword and shield is was like... the last straw. ive always been able to use pokemon as an escape but ive played every game i own a million times and its getting boring and... i dont know finding out that the opportunity for a new adventure is going to be shit is like... it cements the idea that nothing is fucking sacred anymore. nothing matters. it feels like im fucking hollow. i hate it. i used to think it would be good bc then i wouldnt feel sad or scared or angry but i just. feel empty. its scary

not to be flatsound on main but it scares me how often i think about going for a walk and never coming home :^))) and like also id dream about a time where everything was fine and every single passing day didnt feel like a waste of time i saw so many things today but i didnt feel alive ive died ive died ive died :^))) :^)))))

#the ULTIMATE #dont feel the need to reply #dont feel sorry for me #i just needed to. get it all out #i guess #better here than where people i know could actually see it #haha #im gonna go to bed now #goodnight i am gonig to be awake EARLY tomorrow #sigh #goatmanetc

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misterbitches · 3 years

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Im not intelligent at all. In the conventional sense. The ramblings of a girl who just has sooo much going in in her head it's constant. But im not a genius. Or that confusing.

It just sounds like I am bc fandoms have this issue where they can JUSTSO point out the issues in soletiing. They can pick and prod and go oh problematic! But then you go to name the problems and the difficulties within society like for ex: the idea of representation in general. Salivating over it. How fucking sad that is. How we are trained to accept it. So in a BL and also RACE in the bl genre they exploit viewers naivete both domestically and internationally. Ive seen tons of people liken being asian to being a person of color. However, in their predominantly homogenous society (or intentionally publically homogenous society), they are not "poc" (also name the of color; i dont use bipoc idc if u do but it's called being asian guys cos yall aint talkin about black ppl lmao)

They as humans seeing other humans who look like them everywhere, engage with the world differently than an american in asia or asians living outside of their home country (like bae doo nanwhen she worksnin the US is not the same as the bae doo nanworking on a korean program) I dont complain about it in everything i see bc ppl say it ALL THE TIME. but it is NOT the same. Being a person of color is very distinctly an american concept. This is all stuff people will get to know on their own if they choose to dig more.

I do my best to underline what my ugly little eyes process. How i figure things out as a black female american artist too! Im hard on shit cos i should be. I take it seriously. And even if i dont take it seriously bc THEY dont then thats their problem.

I know this is a complaint that I am not alone in. I know it's the internet. I just don't get how people can write really heavy analysis but they refuse to actually probe the underlying issues. Not everyone is me, or like my friends, but if there's way fewer people talking about this stuff it seems absolutely glaring when theres few people engaging in the way i do. It seems like im the glitch but I am thinking just as much just differently.

I really loved where your eyes linger but there was little deep class analysis. I remember few convos a bout it. I know a lot about korea (sigh being a black ex kpop fan lol mess) and i love the history but all ofnit matters! Korea's relation to labor!

People bringing up thai actors snd actresses leaving the industry and doing acting as something quick. As an artist~ who went to film school with insanely wealthy ppl and isnin tons of debt you have to understand how shitty that is. People have monetary access and they just fucking do whatever just because they want to. Meanwhile you have young people being coerced into this bullshit mainstream life to LITERALY just make money bc they dont come from a rich background. The wealth gap in thailand is BAD, theres a dictatorship, they had a fucking coup. The governments like here do not respect their people. Their marginalized groups. Trans thai women, black thai ppl, poor thai ppl. And it LITERALLY CANNOT DO ANYTHING EFFECTIVELY IN CAPITALISM. No nothing can be perfect but if it's going into our eyeballs and we can view the worlld critically then why the fuck not!???

I dont say the things i see are wrong always. I reply when i think i need to. I try and engage with others but not to kuch avail. I just want to rb stuff and tdhink lajfhhdjwhjej.

But like yea theres a lot of just wrong or misguided stuff. A lot of the times it is just historical inaccuracy in framing or idk. A refusal to think outside the box. I dont care. Theres more to life than just sort of looking and not thinking especially for othrr artists.

Idk im sorry. I dont see how i can change how i view things. I really wish people would expand their palettes too and go deeper into other means of art from places! Things not in the mainstream! Theres a lot of good thai artists and a lot of them critical as fuck about their country as they should be. Authority, austerity, patriarchy, capital, racism etc like that is central to a power thats interested in growing gains and fiscal and social power. Theres rly radical or left leaning etc ppl out there in the world and these countries in these communities. So they exist. No people in these countries dont have NO clue whats going on. Cultural relativism is alsos something people should understand. I had a good talk with ppl on here a while ago about that. Talking about shit, critiquing, but being respectful to a group. Part of thay is realizing these groups CLEARLY know their own issues and all our cultures share the same goal. Guess what it is. It rhymes with acquiring wealth. Money means you hurt people. In the post, we talked about use of "wife" and "husband" which is a stupid joke that has been "explained" a billion times and yet the explanations still dont seem to answer or justify a minor problem (it's very funny to me that a language that doesnt have gendered pronouns is now very specific about two men. Hmmm wonder why. It is annoying.)

So im not the only person on the planet doing this. Or the few ppl ive seen that do. Im not new my thoughts arent new. Ive gotten to see another side to a culture i knew not much about and that means i can put the context of my beliefs and life and try and understand thheirs. For ex i learned from ITSAY because of a sign that said 'french food' that they were the only country to not be colonized back then. Do you know how integral that history is to their region? That was an interesting detail (i didnt finish itsay bc ihad a lot going on and i was rly upset that i would see hownrich they are and i hate that.)

Anyways thats my complaint. It used to feel like a sting of rejection. I left online for months in 2019, i started organizing more, joined a union, trying to do some panther work shit like that. I learned a lot in those months and it changed my life! But when I came back, I felt so isolated. It wasnt my true friends tho sometimes theyre ANNOYINGGGGG (love u) but it was me being like "if we are going to complain guys then lets put our money where our mouth is" lets be fucking serious about it then. No say it with your chest dude. It isnt difficult. Go with the fucking flow, talk about it, critique it, think. You can still fucking like itnor love it.

I am BLACK ok and i love rap. I am a black woman. I will continue to clown black men that cant seem to not clown themselves and listen. No i wont support monetarily: drake is a creep and i hate him but i bump that niggas song. Thats fucking LIFE. I got so sick of hiding myself and it became clear that it wasnt that i wasntthinking well or hard enough. They just didnt like that i said we need to commit class suicide and inspect out middle class sensibilities and middle class wealth hoarding (google it) if thats what we engaged with. Every part of you, antagonize it. I still have my privileges; class, skin color, even my father being a nigerian immigrant, me being cis, im not str8 but not a lesbian and those are differences.

Insecurities in general but some shallow thoughts (?) on discussion in "fandom" space. FYI, this will most likely stay the same. I tend to stay in my own bubble socially IE me and my friends are similar in our views. During this awful year while running my union's account, im surrounded by like minds. Me and my friends? We changed together. We grew up and saw what we didnt like and what we want. We do our best.And i CHOOSE my life to be that way bc it should be. There is no solution. I dont believe in solutions because the solution is to abolish capital or just divest. Abolishing capital and labor are a huge one and i will die before that happens (but so help me as long as im alive? Black women to FREEDOMMMM is my motto!) so making your own path in life is the best thing an artist can do IN MY OPINION.

However with technology and stuff this puts another layer onto things. Tech, social media, this shit....it THRIIIIIIIVESSSSSSS off of conflict and shallow readings of the world. We are literally primed for it. Engagement in bites. Impossible for me with my brain; i got used to it and i paid for it by limiting my scope. Not being encouraged to THINK AND READ before just speaking

(For ex i am in iww, i helped form a branch here. It is a radical union. Unionism is imprative to me-if ur interested u should read up on some. Look up peter cole! Google inthesetimes Ilwu. Gives you some understanding. Ive always been progressive and now i am....very left idk ic ant label myself. But even in my progrssiveness i had the gall to tell my white friend, whoa has her privileges but i had mine with our class disparity, that we dont need unions, i have WORKED retail. Ive done barista work for sonoing and i do gig work. So i wasnt out of touch. I had been stiffed even with a shoot i was working on by rich kids. So i had a frame of reference . But i didnt know what the FUCKa union was and why it is imperative. Then learning about anarcho syndicalism and all these other things. It changed my fucking life but two years earlier i was this idiot spouting shit like that making one of my best friends fucking upset. We DO AND CAN CHANGE. Think!!!!)

So were i a creator for tv id just constantly try and push the buttons if i need big money. Make them sell into me (thank you sonic youth!) theres Endless possibilities guys which means theres SO MUCH TK EXPLORE!!!! When i wanna have fun with it i just have fun. When i want to think i do. I dont understand why we are so dedicated to upholding things and doing mental gymnastics to end up in a space you dont need mental gymnastics for. What about these critiques makes you uncomfortable? Saying we're all part of the problem as spectators? Im sorry but we will always be. Thats LIFE. God fuck. Fuck me. I feel so fucking worthless and stupid sometimes. I know I am not. I know i am talented and intelligent. I know my friends and family. I know how to approach ppl. I know how to tell people if they are rich but want to be progressive whatsup. I choose how i live part of that is being ok to say what i want.

Ironically consrrvatives say this shit alot. But they arent ever alone bc their ideology is default. But yea it does feel shitty. It even feels shitty when ur in left circles but people STILL dont even wanna do that. These perspectives really arent ss many as they should be. I dont want to feel so alone with it. I know there are more. I just love art and the world so fucking much, endless possibility. Endless pain but endless good.

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voidselfshipp · 3 years

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Datey date

Ask to tag

Ok to rb.

Summary: draculaura and jerico go out on a date but first, jeri has to find something nice for her girlfriend to wear.

A/n: s/I uses he/she pronouns on this fic.

Jerico walks down the corridors to her Next class, ghoulia, her friend, walks with her as they talk.

-- I want to get something nice for draculaura today, but I cant find anything-- said jer, gripping her backpacks straps.

the zombie moans something that loosely translated to " I can help you look for it online!"

-- really? Oh thank god ghoulia!!!-- oh shoot ill be late for class! See ya!

She speeds to her Next class.

During lunch they both sit with the zombies computer to look around for something for draculaura.

--hows my little Tiny shapeshifter! -- the vampires voice announced her arrival hugging her girlfriend-- oh dont you look drop dead gorgeous!

Ghoulia smashed shut her computer, and smiled nervously.

--im alright how about you?-- draculaura sits infront of her to eat.

-- im alright! Happy we finally get to go on a date togheter!

-- yes! I cant wait to go to the mall with you!

When drac left for her Next class they kept searching for something.

Suddenly they saw it

A nice Pink blouse with spanish sleeves.

-- oh and that choker too!-- added jer.

Luckily the store had a branch Office near there, so after class she went to get those for her girlfriend.

Jerico was a shapeshifter,her form always ended up changed by the end of the day, now he looks himself in the mirror, fixing up his clothes. In his girlfriends room

-- you look fine dont worry -- said draculaura hugging him from behind.

-- you havent found anything to use?

-- I found a cute skirt but not a shirt or anything...

Jeri smiled looking at themselves in the mirror togheter. Even if the vampire didnt really reflect Back.

--remember that bag I brought? Look in it theres something for you

Drac grabs the bag ever so Gently and gasp-- oh my god! These are just so cute!-- said she hugging her boyfriend tightly.

-- thank you jerico! Okay ill go change so we can leave!

He nodded pressing a kiss to the vampiress lips, who then changes and as she stands in the mirror she hands him the choker.

The choker in cuestion was black, with spikes and a ring hanging from it, the button to fasten it was a heart and it had "J+D" written on it.

He softly and carefully fastens the Jewerly around draculaura, when they hear the click of the button she turns around and hugs him.

--dont forget your jacket, its cold

--but I have my own personal heater dont I?

--yes but I dont want you to get sick!

--Fine,dad

They then got in the vampiress car and she drove them to the mall.

The lights from the lamp posts are quick to dissapear behind them, the nights dark and a bit windy, the lights of the city were always a huge comfort, from bright pinks to warm yellows, the wide range of colors were a comfort to the young shapeshifter.

Without noticing, and as his favourite song came on the radio he flapped his hands, stimming out of happiness

Draculaura notices this, and smiles in awe, turning up the music.

《Everytime im leaving on you, you dont make it easy no no》

《wish I could be there for you, give me a reason 》

《 everytime im walking out, I can hear you telling me to turn around》

《Fighting for my trust and you wont back down, even if we gotta risk it all by now》

Jerico sang the lyrics to sunflower at the top of his lungs, his girlfriend joining him too.

When they got to the mall they park the car, and get it.

--No garlic, i know-- said jeri with a smirk pressing a kiss to the top of dracs head.

He knew she only Ate vegetarian food, and well he, he was uh... the opposite.

So, when they Ate they put something up so she couldnt see the food he was eating.

After that they went to the movies were they cuddled up togheter.

He gaver her a brief kiss in the end and both went for a milkshake.

As they get in the car and drive home, she puts a hand on his thigh

-- youre such an amazing boyfriend, jeri...

--youre an amazing girlfriend too

--im serious silly, I love you and im lucky to have you

They got to draculauras home-- stay the night with me-- she requested to her boyfriend.

He nodded-- sure, but im not sleeping in that crammed up coffin again! It smells like clawds deodorant and I hate it-- he joked.

--Fine we'll use the bed, and im TOTES telling him you said that!

He chuckles and shakes his head.

They got in and spend the night togheter, holding eachother tightly until the sun Rose.

#🦇cbgf(cute bat girlfriend)🦇#ask to tag

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voidselfshipp · 3 years

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Tender heart

Ok to rb

Cw:violence, underwater scene and food ment.

Jerico yawned stretching on the bed,her foot hits someones legs and she quickly snaps around.

Luckily wamai hasnt woken up yet.

She sighed figuring she must of have Fallen asleep while talking to him.

She couldnt quite place it,bit when talking to the kenyan Man there was something about his voice that was just so comforting, and it felt like home.

She stood up out of bed, a familiar sensation of claws appeared on her shoulder signaling that sunshine was awake.

Jeri opens the blinds, the perks of working here is that she gets a beautiful view of the sea.

Hearing the bed rustling she smiles as the Man Turned to face her still asleep.

"Cute"she thinks to herself as she walks to her closet,trying to make the smallest ammount of noise possible as to not wake up the Man.

She takes her trusty turtle neck sweater and some other clothes and pair of combat boots to then sneak out the door and walk to the showers.

She took maybe an hour in the shower,figuring by now that ngugi would be awake and gone.

Nope,hes still asleep.

Jer found it both amusing and cute, she sat besides him softly stroking his curly hair.

--hey ngugi, wake up--she said softly,the Man grunts and opens his eyes.

Her hand retreats from his hair and she smiles.

--morning--his voice is deep and raspy, he sits up stretching and making his neck pop--what hour is it?

--Its like...six am , why?

The Man quickly jumps out of bed--Ive got to go quickly! Kali is going to kick my ass if I dont get there right now

Jerico stood up giggling at the sudden informalness of wamai, putting a hand on his shoulder--First you need a shower and some food,hurry your ass up and meet me at the cafeteria--the Man stutters an excuse- ah-ah no ifs and or buts, shower and food first

She pats his chest playfully and walks outside with her eagle flying behind her.

The kenyan Man looks away and chuckles to himself, she surely was interesting.

While jerico waited for ngugi she sat there on the cafeteria with a couple of books and some paperwork.

--¿en que estamos trabajando?--(what are we working on?) She smiled at the familiar accent.

--Nada boludeces del trabajo(nothing just some silly work things).

Flores chuckles,resting his head on his hand-- tenes una pinta de cansada (you look tired)

Jeri nodded stretching-- odio tener que levantarme temprano boludo--(I hate having to wake up early dude)

He nodds in agreement, And they talk for a bit, shed laugh at his jokes and he would at hers, with the ocasional flirting in between.

Wamai however did not find this amusing as the second he entered the cafeteria he heard jeris laughs,his blood seemed to boil as he noticed who was with her.

--Im sorry but this spot Is taken--he said slamming a hand on the table.

--Hey Man--santiago said--we just talkin' a Man cant talk with his friend?

Another stern look forced the Argentine Man to leave,not before winking at jerico and patting her arm--bueno me rajan, me voy preciosa--(aight,theyre throwing me out, goodbye beautiful) he said walking away.

She giggles turning to wamai--Jeez jealous much ngugi?

Wamai sighs--My apologies I.. I dont know what took over me

Jeri shakes her head with a soft smile-- its okay, it was rather cute, but go get your food come on

After eating breakfast both went to their responsabilities.

--Bueenas!--(hello!)she said walking to Zero who was happy to see her.

--Hey, youre here what took ya so long?

She shrugged pulling her fluffy jacket closer,it was a rather windy day.

--Come here--he opened his jacket and she hid under it.

--Thanks

--Dont mention it

At one point jerico herself had to train, under her sweater was a sports top.

Now maybe it was the fact that she didnt sleep that well, maybe the fact that she had her mind in the clouds,but she was getting her ass handed to her in hand to hand combat.

This came with the sassy remarks of kali as jeri called it a day and was putting her sweater and blazer back on.

--If thats how her father trained her, I cant imagine how himself must be, a miracle he didnt die on the Battlefield

Jers hearing was somewhat supernatural, because for starters she wasnt one-hundred percent human.

She grunted trying to Keep her composture picking up her bag with sunshine perched on her shoulder.

Another sassy remark came as she Walked past jaimini--all those medals her father has? They are worthless,how did he let his daughter go into the military?, she inst built for this.

She Turned around walking to kali--the fuck you said to me?

Wamai who was running on the threadmill approached both women.

The other operators, specially smoke and mute took a look at what was happening.

--Im just saying that you and your father arent military material--jamini said-- you got your ass handed to you,If this is how the von-terras fight then its a miracle you made it this F--

She didnt finish because jerico punched her right on the nose, smoke and mute jump in keeping her from kicking kalis ass.

Wamai holds back his boss who looks at jerico in surprise.

--talking shit about me? I dont mind, but dont you ever, EVER talk about my father like that,Next time I wont be too kind,sushine nos vamos (we're leaving)

The eagle flied behind her owner, she should probably get her bloody knuckles checked,but that didnt matter at the moment.

Harry would totally hear about that fight one way or another, but that wasnt important right now.

She sat there in her Office looking at the painting of her dad and her when she was young.

How old was she?,she cant recall the exact number but she does remember that painting.

She smiled as the sunrays hit the painting.

--i hope im not interrupting anything-- Zero said.

--Not at all Sam, what happened?

The Man sat infront of her--Harry got Word of what happened during training, hes letting this one pass because you were justified, he'll talk with kali and he recomended you take the Next two days off

--And you came all this way for that?

Fisher stood up and Walked over to her giving her a quick hug.

She hugged back--Thanks..I really needed it

--And another thing, youre Burning up

Jer nodds lifting her hands from her desk in order to not literally set it ablaze.

The only three people that knew about jericos "identity" were Harry,Sam and ash.

She did as she was told and at night she went for a swim in the beach.

The water sizzled as she entered all the rage dissipated in the water as she quietly sings to herself.

She felt a pair of arms hugging her from behind--may I join you?

She chuckled and softly elbowed wamai on the stomach --Yeah you May

Both talk quietly,trying to avoid the topic of todays fight, even then they were still Friends.

--Hey wanna see something cool?--She asked

--uh...sure?

--follow me!-- she dived under the water and he did the same, they were far off the shore, walking on the sand.

Wamai was puzzled at the fact that she wasnt holding her breath but rather...breathing underwater.

Its the same thing that always catched his attention, she seemed to be super human almost

Hes about to say something but then a soft glow catched his attention what ngugi saw he couldnt Belive.

Massive fishes of every color,they glowed Giant octopi casually swiming above them.

And a song, he couldnt hear the words,but It came from the sea, he felt the beat in his whole body, as if the Ocean was speaking to him

Jerico let him walk around the fish for a bit, finding the cuteness of his Curiosity endearing.

But eventually they had to leave.

They Swim back to the shore.

--Wasnt that cool?

--How did you knew about that? How come i never saw any of that while diving?

Jer giggled putting a hand on his shoulder--Sometimes things dont want to be seen

She offered her hand and he took it walking close to her with her head on his shoulder..

They arrived to the dormitories--And...wamai one thing..

--Yeah?

--Nor kali, or anyone can know about what you saw, got it?

He nodded, and softly stopped jerico from leaving, taking her hand--Thanks for showing me that...its nothing like I ever seen..

He took some steps forward, and so did she.

He leaned in and she did the same.

Jerico cups his cheeks and kisses him, he kissed back tilting his head, leaning a bit.

They press their foreheads togheter.

--Ill see you later then?

He nodds kissing her again--sweet dreams jerico

--Sweet dreams ngugi

When she got to her room she collapsed on the bed sighing like a fool in love.

Sunshine curled besides her,looking at her owner with a smug smile.

Jer rolled her eyes softly passing out minutes after.

#tw//violence #tw:violence #thalasophobia cw #cw thalassophobia #food ment #ngugi/wamai #💙me traes loco💙#sam/zero #🦉💙shot straight to my heart💙🦉

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voidselfshipp · 3 years

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The Runaway

Cw: violence, fighting

Ok to rb

Jerico thought this was it,her and nikolai were meant to be togheter for ever.

Their life was perfect, calm,romantic,passionate.

Going on dates,loving eachother even with their flaws.

Everything was a perfect

Four years have passed since they met, one morning like any other, jeri woke up finding only waffle besides her.

Nikolai should be in the kitchen, she figured.

--baaabe! Wheres my handsome russian beefcake?

She peeks the door of her room looking at the kitchen and livingroom.

Nothing.

Walking up to the kitchen counter there was only a warm breakfast and a simple note "im sorry lyubov"

No.

No no.

No no no!

She couldnt take another heartbreak!.

Putting on her shoes she screamed-- waffle! Wake up girl!

The dog jumps out of bed, dashing into the streets--come on girl track him

They both run some blocks until a strong smell of garlic makes waffle wince.

Jerico picks her dog up going back home,crying heavily.

For a good while she didnt leave her house,no text messages answered.

One night jerico sighed tiredly, how she let herself get so low?.

She picked herself up togheter, got showered And dressed.

That night she went out into the city, the bright lights and cold air were just what she needed

She started to feel like herself again,as she ate a snack she saw a young Man running away from some bulky men,they didnt look like thugs.

They were umbrella men.

Jer smiled swiftly moving through the streets behind the men, who cornered the young Man in an alley

-- I hope im not interrupting something--she said leaning on the wall.

--get lost lady!-- one of the men said--this is none of your business

She raised a brow--now now thats not how you talk to a woman--she Walked up to the Man who spoke to her,grabbing his cheeks with one hand,her nails sinking on his skin-- now boys, heres what happends,Either you leave this poor Man alone, or--she gripped the Mans cheek--i kill you and your buddy...

The Men look at her launching themselves to her.

She scoffs sending the Man flying, with two swift kicks one is sent into a wall,knocking them out.

The last one bolts running away .

The young Man now flat on his ass on the floor looks at her.

--Are you hurt?-- she extended a hand to him and he took it.

--No..no im uh fine-- the Man looked at the umbrella agent passes out on the floor-- you kicked their asses, thats cool, im Lucas

-- jerico, nice to meet you, why were you running away?

-- I uh might have screwed em over

-- well umbrellas enemies are my Friends,If they are sending men after you then you must be a big deal

He looks away smiling at the compliment-- ah,thank you

Jer thought about her words carefully-- hey how about I give you some shelter, Im taking a flight back home, there umbrella wont find us, youll have a roof under your head and the best food you can imagine

Lucas thinks about it, in one hand she was a complete stranger, but on the other having someone as strong as her watching his back would help, besides, she was gorgeous, he found himself liking her already.

-- sure, I could use a nice meal

The Next day they took that plane, waffle rested on her owners lap, Lucas anxiously bounced his leg.

Jerico took his hand that was resting on the arm rest-- hey dont worry-- she said softly-- youll be fine

The Man smiles looking away-- thank you

This was odd, he never was this kind around people,shes the first one that didnt dislike Him right away.

When they got home, he looked around the whole castle-- holy FUCKING shit, this place is huge!-- he took his suitcases but before he even steps on the stairs some servants Carry them for him, he playfully smiled looking at jerico -- I could get used to this

Jer giggles--welcome to my home I need to attend some things but you go rest

He nodds and goes up the stairs.

After a reunion with her family she went to unpack finding some old clothes.

--kevs hoodie, I forgot I had it...-- she sighed hugging it-- it still smelled like him--oh, and jills blue tanktop...-- snd Carlos old work jacket....

And nikolais dogtags...

She grabbed them and put in a corner.

Sitting in bed she puts a hand on the nape of her neck.

The memories of old lovers faded when she was around Lucas, he made her laugh , dinners were so fun, her mom didnt like him much,but slowly she saw why her daughter liked him so much.

Oh no.

No no.

No no no!

She couldnt be having feelings for him, no...

But, he was so beautiful, and funny, he was so mindful and kind.

One night, Lucas knocked on her door, she opened it.

-- hey

He fiddles with his jacket-- can I tell you something?

--uh sure, but dont you wanna come in?

He nodds, she closes the door and sits with him on the bed.

-- how...how do I say this?-- he looked at her mustering all the courage he could-- im in love with you! There I said it!-- he took her hands leaning in-- jer, I know you had so Many heartbreaks, I know youve been left so Many times, but I love you so much! You make me so happy...you gave me a home, Food, and a New family, and im eternally greatfull.. let me give you something in return...my love, and my promise that I wont leave you behind

Jerico kisses him with tears in her eyes , Both cry falling on the bed.

She got so scared the first week, but Lucas was different.

That year he married her, with a very shaky proposal, but they wouldnt have it any other way.

The dimitrescu family acquired a New integrant , and they couldnt be happier.

Things were looking out. For the both of them.

#f/o fic #cw violence #tw violence #ask to tag #🌂🦇the runaway 🦇🌂

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voidselfshipp · 3 years

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Hangout

Cw:feelings of unworthiness and food.

Ok to rb.

Summary: shuri and jerico hang out

--and so I yelled at him, what are thooose?!-- said shuri showing jerico the video of her brother walking around in sandals.

-- oh he told me!, he said you also added " why do you have your toes out in my lab"

Both laugh softly.

--i really appreciate you keeping me company on the lab jer-- said the princess of wakanda sitting on her chair to work on some New tech.

--hey Man youre my friend, anything I can do to make you less lonely-- she said sitting besides her-- is enough

--yknow we should order something, im hungry

--oh god YES! Shuri you genius

-- oh I know I am one

Shuri orders some food and both sit messing around in the lab.

The music played in the background, jer payed attention to what her Friend did, absolutely mesmerized by it.

-- I could never do all of this

--it is not your strenght,but you have plenty in other places, hell, youve made ayo laugh once, I call that a success--

Shuri said tinkering with a piece of equipment-- uh I need that screwdriver , ah thank you

The princess friend sits in silence eating her food-- shur your foods gonna go cold

--Oh yeah right

Some hours later they sit on the floor taking a breather, looking down at the vibraniun mines.

-- im glad to have a friend, I mean growing up I had them, but with you feels different, im very happy to be your friend-- said shuri drinking from her coffee-- yknow, theres a couple of places we could go

Jerico smiled standing up and helping her friend off the floor.

-- lets get changed and go yeah?, be carefull, t'challa is a very light sleeper

As both go to their rooms to change, jer tries to sneak by the sleeping King, she successfully changes clothes thinking the black panther is asleep.

As she opens the door to leave, t'challa lifts jerico up by her waist and nuzzled into her neck-- where are you going

-- oh, hey t'challa-- she said turning around-- shuri and I were going downtown, to hang out togheter, you go back to sleep

-- do you want to go with the dora milaje? Theyll Keep you safe

-- if it makes my King sleep better sure

He smiles kissing her neck-- have fun, if you want anything, theres some cash by the nightstand

-- oh i dont-- I dont kn--

-- what have I told you?, you Keep depriving yourself from stuff, I trust your judgement, dont worry

Jer sighed and he puts her back down.

-- I wont get mad if you mess up, here you go, itll should be enough to spoil yourself, take care.

T'challa kisses jerico and she leaves with shuri.

Both go into the city with the royal guard close by, grabbing a bite to eat, shuri buys some stuff while her friend seems to be a bit hesitant.

--my brother gave you all that cash and you wont spend it?

--i just need to find something I personally like shuri-- said jerico holding her Friends hand.

-- im sure we'll find something!come on!

Both speed up to the market area...

Its morning when they come back, t'challa is happily waiting for them at the entrance of the Palace.

He hugs them both tightly,.

--did you two have fun?-- asked the Man.

--you bet!-- answered shuri-- oh oh, jerico! Sleepover to my room! Come on!

--hold on shu--jerico takes out a little panther accesory and hands it to t'challa-- I saw this and thought of you--she said, making the Kings heart flutter.

--and did you get yourself anything?

--i didnt--

--Shuri! I thought you said you'd get her something?--said the black panther.

His sister shrugs-- I tried my best

He then looks at his partner-- can we talk for a moment?

Both go up their quarters.

She sits on her bed, and he stands infront of her.

-- why didnt you get yourself something?-- asked t'challa.

--because I dont deserve any of this! I dont deserve this nice clothes, nor the comfy bed or all the things you bought me! I didnt fight hard enough, I didnt do anything to deserve all of this !

The Man sighed sitting besides her and hugging her tightly.

-- my love-- he said wiping away some of the tears that went down her face-- you deserve this, youve fought enough,youre enough for me, youre enough

Jer sighed-- I...thank you...

He smiled kissing the side of her head-- go to sleep, and when you wake up, you and I are going downtown to get you the fanciest thing we can find

She giggles-- alright... good luck today t'challa-- she stood up with him-- night

--sweet dreams my love -- he kisses her and she walks to her Friends room.

The lights are out and shuri smiles patting the space besides her-- c'mon! Im tired

Jerico lays down with her and both pass out instantly, tired from their night of partying.

#shuri #f/o fic #t'challa tag pending #cw food #tw food #cw feelings of unworthiness #tw feelings of unworthiness

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voidselfshipp · 2 years

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Unlikely Savior

Cw: blood and injury ment.

Only Moots ok to rb.

Summary: after being badly injured,Ashton is saved by a particular being..

Taglist: @tex-treasures

Bloodied and stumbling down the Woods, Ashton is holding his side, wincing as a strong sharp pain in his side makes him lurge forward.

The cold of the night and the blood loss take over his body, falling on the floor.

Before he passes out his eyes catch the golden shine bluerrying, and the rapid fluttering of some sort of wings.

--a la mierda...--muttered the Fae woman quickly picking the Man up, and flying down to her hideout.

The tall stone arch is overgrown with flowering vines and mushroom, fungi and moss wrapping around the base of the arch.

Fae magic wrapped around her house in a purple to Pink aura, she fluttered quickly into her Domain and ran into her house up to the second floor in the loft where her bed was.

Quickly healing whatever injuries she could, she slipped a healing potion past his lips, to then check his pulse...

She let out a sigh of relief, he was stable enough.

Then she noticed the recycled glass that covered his...Brain.

It glowed and sparked Like light passing through a prism, and a familiar aura. The aura of fey magic radiating for it.

" ill have to ask him about it later..." she thought to herself, fluttering down the loft to the second floor, figuring there was something she could do while she waits for him to wake up.

The sweet smell of baked goods awakens Ashton, who gasps rather loudly, slowly sitting up with his head spinning.

--where...where the fuck am I?-- the earth genasi asked to himself trying to get out of bed.

--i wouldnt do that if I were you-- said a femenine voice besides him.

Ashton Turned his head to the left side so fast he thought he might snap his neck, and though his head was still spinning and his sight still fuzzy he couldnt quite make out who this woman was.

--... where am I? Who are you?-- he asked.

-- im Jerico, youre currently in my house..., I found you bloodied and half dead in the middle of the Woods last night... youve slep a whole day since then...

The barbarian nodded and looked at the tray in her hand, freshly made cookies and some sort of dark brown/dark red tea.

--Here, this should help with your fuzzy head and eyesight..., its medicinal

He skeptically looked at the tray and carefully took a bite out of the cookie, he stopped for a moment...

Nothing weird.

Then did the same with the tea.

Again, nothing weird.

So he started eating like a starving Man.

Jeri giggled sitting besides him and munching on a freshly baked bread/toast.

She was sitting besides him with a smile, happy that he was alive.

--man, this is so good!-- he looked at her with a half smile-- oh uh..can I have some of that?-- he asked pointing at her toast.

-- sure, here you go

He bit down on the bread and the weird glass made dome on his head seemed to shine brighter.

-- did you do this?-- she nodded-- fuck me!- this is the best bread I ever had! You have to give me the recipe! I cant bake for shit but after this? I just might!

Jerico nodded-- I Will, but first you need to recover, you seem to have taken quite the beating, I think you'll be bedridden for two or three more days...

--oh fuck me..-- he muttered-- I need to get back to my Friends...we split off and-- I need to make sure they are okay

Jeri nodded-- I understand that, but you wont make it very far in your current state..

He nodded-- is there any way you can make sure my Friends are okay?

She nodds-- ill send someone, but first you should rest, and uh.. I didnt quite catch your name..

Ashton was going to talk until he noticed what didnt click for him. He shut his mouth.

-- youre a faery...-- he seemed to recoil Back into the bed and ready to Grab his hammer besides him-- theres no way im telling you my name

Jeri nodds, understanding his stand Point-- you dont need to tell me your name if you dont want to, just give me something to call you, just in case

Ashton inspected jerico up and down-- aaron Will do..

--Okay, Aaron, im jerico, or Nova, both work, If you need something just let me know okay?

He nodded and went back under the sheets, feeling exhaustion catch up to him.

Deciding to leave him alone, jeri fluttered down to the second floor under the loft and head to her farm to work on it for the time being.

Saying Ashton was bored out of his mind was by far, an understatement. He did appreciate a good rest, he spent countless hours sleeping, and though he didnt read much, he did pick up a book or two while he recovered.

--Hey jerico?-- he called from the bed.

--Yes aaron?--She said from the kitchen.

-- can you come up here for a moment?

He heard steps up to the second floor and saw jerico in a comfortable short yellow dress with a dark brown corcet, her hands full of dirt currently being wiped off with a rag-- you called?

Ashton carefully sat up-- is there any chance I can help you with whatever youre doing?

Jeri nodded helping him out of bed-- I was just washing some veggies from the garden, you can help chopping them up

--Sure, oh and uh after you

Jeri giggled-- look at you being gentlemanly and shit

--well, manners, you know?-- he flirted.

Ashton had to admit, he was starting to trust jerico, she was genuinely good, always worried about him and making sure he never Ate alone.

He felt...in debt, not only because she saved his life but because she took care of him.

Many people wouldve make sure he wasnt dead and sent him back home with only some bandages.

But there she was, making him food, making sure he was comfortable. She was very nice to him.

They silently prepared dinner for the night, the earth genasi was cutting up some raddish and potatos, then he spoke up-- I May be asking a bit too much but...you dont seem like other fae

Jer sighed-- well..I just, Like helping people, and I saw you all bloodied and well..helped you, im just...benevolent I guess?helping...helping makes me happy

He nodded-- fair enough, i uh...thank you for saving my ass..

She shook her head-- no worries,..and if I May ask well, how did you end up so...fucked up?

Ashton snorted and smiled-- well, me and my Friends were on a job, we broke off so we could sneak away, I...sort of got lost and some weird bear kicked the shit out of me

She nodds-- they know youre okay by the way, someone called Fearne is slightly skeptical of me, shes from the fae wilds?

He laughs-- fearne yeah, well, dont sweat it, ill let them know youre to be trusted

--Thank you, she scared the living shit out of me with her letter...

-- is that fae on fae violence?

-- yep...-- both shared a laugh over it and let the meat, potatos and raddish boil away.

Night settled on the sky as Ashton huddles by the Fire, out of the Window he sees jeri tending to her crops planting New seeds and making their growing process speed up using her powers.

Maybe she wasnt that bad after all...

After dinner they went to bed, Ashton was blushing like a madman. There was enough room for two people and yet somehow someway, they ended up cuddling togheter.

The earth genasi woke up to his faery friend cuddled against his chest, arms hung protectively around his wounded side.

Ashton almost melts at this sight, his cheeks are darkened and he has a hard time processing what hes seeing.

Trying to move her away only resulted in a tight grip around his waist and a growl. Well shit. Shes a heavy sleeper.

Sighing, he resorted to waiting for her to wake up.

He loves how soft she looks while she sleeps. One hand pushed back a strand of hair behind her pointed ear and her face pressed against his face.

Ashton swore his heart almost jumps out of his chest-- oh shit...-- he mutters to himself. Hes in deep.

Soon jeri woke up, and after he played dumb as to not be seen like a total creep, both went to work on the garden.

Then he noticed something, a Rim of light formed the shape of beautiful wings on her back, he tried to take a better look but he just...couldnt seem to make out any more details.

--...i hope im not overstepping any boundaries but..can I see your wings?

Jeri's cheek turn Pink and looks away-- well..my wings are dragonfly wings...and dragonflies announce rain... so unless you want to get soaked...id rather not

--understandable, but I'd like to see them sometime...if youre comfortable with it..

--maybe one day where we can huddle near the Fire with some hot drinks.. sure

-- that sounds like a plan

-- sounds like a date-- jer half joked making Ashton blush and looking away, hands shaking.

After tending to the garden, the earth genasi helped around the barn and tending to Her black horse, called Shroomy.

At night they decided to take a dip on the water filled crater.

Walking down the stairs they quickly jump into the water without much thought, throwing water at eachother and overall being two dorks.

Ashton grabbed jerico by the arms and pulled her against his bare chest-- im sick and tired of you throwing water at me..-- he growled jokingly.

Jeri's cheek go bright red and looks away, speechless. Yet she quickly looks at him and smiles to make sure he knows she isnt actually upset.

--yknow...-- said Ashton-- this is actually nice, just hanging out in the water I mean, I like it

-- I always liked water...its fun..specially with good company

-- flirt...-- said jer.

--tease..-- retorted Ashton with a smile.

After a while of fooling around they got back into the cabin and dried off near the fire, and after making some hot coco they sit in comfortable silence looking at the crackling embers.

--wanna see em?-- Jerico asked.

--What?..

-- wanna see my wings?

-- is this the date?-- Ashton Joked.

--maybe~

And so the rim of light on her back burns bright, and suddenly two long golden wings sprout from the light.

As the earth genasi stares in amazement, clouds gather darkening the night Sky, and violent rain starts pouring from them.

-- they are beautiful..-- muttered Ashton bringing a hand to them-- can I...

Jeri scooted closer and one of her wings moves closer to his hand.

As he ghosts over them, a warm tingling sensation washes over the earth genasis hand, he sees light yellow spectacles appear and dissapear around her wings.

-- man I.. wow im speechless-- Ashton muttered-- I love that... I love them

Jers cheeks are fully red now-- thank you...

-- and you werent kidding about the rain..-- he tried to play it off...,but she ended up cuddling against his chest, looking away.

-- its okay to say you like me yknow? I like you too

--what?

-- I like you...romantically-- said jerico again-- and youre not too subtle either..its okay I am not subtle either...

Ashton sighed in relief hugging her waist, putting his chin ontop of her head--yeah I like you too

That night they cuddled under the warm blankets under the sound of the rain.

The Next day, as Ashton is ready to leave, he sweeped jer off her feet and kissed her.

She kissed back hugging him tightly as tight as she could-- safe travels...

--safe travels...oh and...by the way...-- Ashton looked away-- my name is Ashton...

--thank you Ashton, for trusting me, I...I love you

-- I love you too..-- he kissed her again and caressed her hair-- are you sure Shroomy Will be able to come back here?

She nodded-- theyll find their way back home, now go, remember to write...

-- of course...though I apologize for my shitty handwriting..

Jer giggled-- ill decipher it, no worry

And as Ashton Rode back home, jerico secretly couldnt way for his first letter.

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