Here are some songs on my Solavellan playlist that make me feel like
for having thought of them, and some of my favorite/thematic lyrics from them. Some of them just fit how i think my lavellan or solas felt.
• Pretend.Relive.Regret by Emarosa
“Take me all this way, And tonight you can stay .
Cuz you know what it feels like. When you've gotten so cold on the inside. Walking away.
And I... I will move on.
And I will move on.
I will move on.
I will move on.
Cuz it takes a while to stop waiting up
To get over the need, your loss, wasting time with you.
But I'll take a life for you
To spend my life with you,
And in the end you always leave.”
• The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives
“I could have been anyone, anyone else
Before you made the choice for me
My feet knew the path
We walked in the dark, in the dark
I never gave a single thought
To where it might lead…
The moon will sing a song for me
I loved you like the sun
Bore the shadows that you made
With no light of my own
I shine only with the light you gave me”
• Big God by Florence + the Machine
“Well, you can never know
The places that I go
I still like you the most
You'll always be my favorite ghost
You need a big god
Big enough to hold your love…
Shower your affection, let it rain on me
And pull down the mountain, drag your cities to the sea”
• Love Love Love by Big Thief
“Underneath love
Avoidance and pride
I look you in the face and lie
I tell you I want your love
You're the cigarette in my fist
You are so hard to resist
I can't help but breathe your love…
I'm dreaming of release, my love
Release my love, my love…”
•Delete Forever by Grimes
“Lying so awake, things I can't escape
Lately, I just turn 'em into demons.
Don't you tell me now that I don't want it. I see everything. I see everything.
But I did everything, I did everything
White lines on a mirror, then a song.”
• Savior Complex by Phoebe Bridgers
“You want blood and I promised
I'm a bad liar
With a savior complex
All the skeletons you hide
Show me yours, and I'll show you mine”
• Somebody That I Used to Know by Elliott Smith
“I watched you deal in a dying day
And throw a living past away
So you can be sure that you're in control
You're just somebody that I used to know”
•Wolf by Now, Now
“I would kill to be your clothes
Cling to your body and hang from your bones
But I could make a mark If you would let me start
I would kill to be the cold
Tracing your body and shaking your bones
But I can't sleep at night
I can't sleep at night”
• Allies or Enemies by The Crane Wives
“What happens now? Do we have another go? Do we bow out and take our separate roads?
I’ll admit I’ve had my doubts
But I want to be let in, not out
Are we allies or enemies?
This will be the death of me
This will be the death of me
All is fair in love and war, but I can’t fight with you anymore
This will be the death of me”
• Atrophy for Lethargy by Wayne Szalinski
“My face has grown old, my face has grown old
I'm sick to the stomach and I made it so
My mind has grown old, my body's necrosed
My muscles are atrophied and I made it so
My heart has grown cold, my heart has grown cold
I am a monster and I made it so”
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thinkin about how my lavellan learned fade magic mostly from solas and they spent so much time together in the fade she became really good at dreaming. when he leaves the first time every night she wanders and searches for him and i think he literally knows this and hides just out of reach reach of her. eventually two years pass and the night before the exalted council shes basically given up, she unconsciously searches in her dreams before remembering she has to stop, it was almost consuming her and the exalted council was important, she needed to rest for once. so shes like pissed at herself in the fade trying to control her emotions, breaking into tears, trying to dream without searching. THEN THEN THENNN she hears his voice. she wakes up.
she’s obviously freaking out coz she cant for the life of her remember what he said, she needed to know, even if it was a trick of the fade she wanted to hear him. the day goes on and she’s overwhelmed with all the politics and seeing her friends again, oh great everyones asking about solas, AND WHAT THE HELL DID HE SAY ???
suddenly it hits her like a brick and she hears it as if he were standing right next to her
“Ar lasa mala revas”
“you are free”, what he told her when she let him remove her vallaslin. why would she be reminded of that now. and if it was him why would he remind her of that after two years.
but she sort of laughs to herself because, she doesnt think she’ll ever be free, at least not from him.
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