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I'm bored as fuck drop your salt about v&tsk

Oh jeez... fandomwise or canonwise?

I don't think there's much I can say canonwise that hasn't already been said. All the characters of color are based off of vaguely racist stereotypes (I.E. Yong being the "Jinx Asian character") and stuff like that, all complaints of which I agree with.

But uh, oh man, fandomwise? Jesus where do I begin.

How about varigo interpretations?

I just think, imo, I've seen a lot of people portray them in a way that just... rubs me the wrong way as a gay man. I really hate the stereotype of "smaller guy is big pushover and so easily flustered and uwu shy" and then "bigger/taller guy is flirty and strongk and an asshole but its ok because its hot♡"

I actually don't see this as often as I thought I would, but im assuming that's because I tend to stick to people in my own friend circle for varigo content, but that doesn't mean I haven't ran into it.

Varian's not shy and he's not a pushover, like holy shit I can not emphasize the enough, if Hugo said any of the "uber hot flirty" lines half the people write Varian getting flustered by, he would have bodyslammed Hugo in 10 seconds flat.

There's just something so stupid about the idea of Hugo being an overly flirty guy who pushes boundaries and doesn't respect personal space or romantic advances and thats... thats supposed to be attractive? No.

I mean, I know most of the characters have vague personalities so there's not exact way to write them in-character except Varian. He is literally the most fleshed out from tangled the series and from what we've seen, he's clever, insightful, and oh my god he is stubborn. There is just no way in hell he'd lay down and take flirting from some random dude.

One thing I still don't get about people writing him as a push-over even after season three is... Yeah in season three, he was a damsel in distress a lot, but he... still had a lot of moments of sass... Did you. Guy's not. Watch the show?

Are you willfully ignoring character traits so it can be """sexy"""?

They tend to reduce Varian to a weird push-over which is. The opposite of his character. He's a sassy dude who may have a hard time turning people down do to maybe past situations,, he's still not going to lay down and let Hugo push him around.

People are very much too worried about what is "sexy" in mlm ships than what's healthy.

Also Varian literally spent so much of tts having trusts issues aeound his dad and raps and everyone and then unhealthy relationships of manipulation around the saporians. I just think he should have a healthy relationship with trust and communication and not just. "Mmm haha flirt sexy"

Also I just. CALL ME CRAZY but I think portraying all mlm as "hot flirty guy who pushes boundaries" and "person who finds being pushed around and abused sexy" is... bad. Like. Its just bad. Wtf yall.

Thats about it for varigo but one more thing that bugs me abt the fan base is like. People arguing over 7k being Canon or not.

Like. People get excited and thats fine but then there's people who are like... idk I don't wanna be mad at them bc I know they're trying to help and like. Tell people not to get their hopes up, but I promise saying "its probably not gonna happen" doesn't. Do anything. It just seems kinda mean tbh.

Like yeah idk maybe its not maybe it is happening idc at this point, let people be happy with their own things and if it ends up not being canon they can find out on their own. Like who cares just leave it alone idk lol.

Kind also ties into a lot of tts fans that dislike complaining abt 7k posts showing up in the tts tag... like. Just. Mute 7k or vat7k or whatever???? There is a mute button on tumblr dot com you can use it. I promise you will not die of annoyance because tumblr use Hugospubichair69420 posted another varigo drawing in the tts tag. If its not depicting abusive or legitimately harmful content then like. Keep scrolling.

Idk sorry my brain scrampled egg and I could word this more eloquently if I tried but I wont.♡

Okay, so kinda rant-y, scroll if you don't wanna read.

So, when I was 16, I was promised a sweet sixteen b day party at a roller skating rink. My step beast and sperm donor were going to send rsvp stuff via facebook to my friends' parents. Make sense, organization, figuring out who would need a ride who could or couldn't make it.

My b day was on a thursday so unfortunately i did have school. (Im in florida, no feb vacay 😞) but, the guardians in question said i could have the party after school and that they would tell all the parents such. I said cool and went to school on my b day. I was understandably excited.

I mean you only have one sweet sixteen. I had gotten a dress from Bealls that looked really cute for the day. (I was still genderfluid back then, but I wasn't allowed to wear a binder or even identify to anyone other than my real mom and fam and my friends. Otherwise I would totally have worn wicked cute suspenders and a button up, dress pants and a bow tie to be snazzy.) I had been good with my chores and not giving attitude. (For the most part) so, I was ready.

The day goes by, a few people wish me a happy birthday, but not one of my friends mentions seeing me later at my party. So I asked them if their parents told them about it. They looked confused and concerned, because they know how my 'rentals be. They texted/called their parents and none of the parents received rsvps or messages from the people who house me. So, now I am upset, angry and furious with myself for thinking I could rely on those people to be normal fucking parents for once.

You know, the ones that care about the kid? Not the ones who get your hopes up and even that morning swear up and down that they were going through with something and then not doing it. It's one thing if we couldn't afford it. They usually told me when they couldn't afford something. That's one of the only things they did right. Here's the thing. Idc if we were poor. Oh, well, I don't get a skating rink, but I could still have had a smaller party at my house or a local park.

That is not what happened though.

What ended up happening was me going home, and asking them what was going on and saying that none of my friends' parents got their rsvp. Or even heard about the party from their parents. They simply said they decided not to do the party because they weren't sure I deserved it. Pardon? I don't deserve to be with people who actually give a shit about me on my birthday? Really?

Anyways, so I go to my room, all upset and such, because come on. I am a sixteen year old who simply just wants a party, doesn't have to be big or expensive just SOMETHING. (I am 20 now and still not fucking over this bs, luckily I am no longer in their home and haven't been since 2017, sooooo.)

A little while later, my step beast knocks on my door then opens it without waiting for an answer, like usual. Rude bitch. Anyways, she comes in and tells me to put on the nice dress I got and do my hair because we have company over.

A last glimmer of hope that will be shortly crushed ran through me and I got ready, thinking that she invited my friends to my house last minute and a few were able to come.

Nope.

What happened was that I walked out of my room and saw my two male younger cousins sitting at the dinings table with little birthday crowns on their heads. Not party hats, crowns with plastic and fake jewels and "Birthday Boy" molded into the plastic with the color blue. Confused I asked what was happening and she said that my cousins love me so much they wanted to share THEIR birthday with me.

For one, it is february 19th, MY birthday, theirs are later in the month. So, she's wrong. It is not THEIR birthday today, it is MY birthday. And this may sound whiny and everything and sort of selfish, but tbh Idc.

Second, they love me so much? They are fucking terrible gremlins to kick and bite my little sisters and constantly break or damage things of mine with no repercussions. So, no. They do not LOVE me so much, they enjoy seeing me and my sisters miserable, thats what they LOVE so much.

I didn't say all of this, but merely pointed out that their birthdays weren't even for another week or two. Of course, as per usual, I was seen as the instigator. So, I was the one reprimanded for trying to make my cousins feel bad on THEIR special day.

What the ACTUAL fuck?

Seriously, she's going to keep going on this?

So, as I usually did, I sat quietly, stewing in my steadily increasing upset. They hadn't even gotten a cake meant for me or a cupcake or anything. No presents at all. Not that i give a shit about presents but no cake?

They said that it was because the boys wanted to share their cakes with me. Yes, cakes. The fuckers bought a 6 and 7 year old individual large fancy cakes and not the person who was actually born on this day. Let that sink in, okay got it?

What the fuck?!?!

I aam so furious and betrayed and upset at this point that I am trying tooth and nail not to cry.

Then, my angel comes to save me.

Great Tante/Aunt. (Tante is french for Aunt, this fam was REALLY into the whole calling grandparents and aunts the equivalents in french even though they knew no other words in french than those) she walked in with a pretty ice cream cake with pink roses and creamy white frosting with my name written in beautiful caligraphy icing in the center. It was beautiful.

Immediately, my step beast and step aunt started a fight with Great Tante. Evidently, Aunt T had texted Great Tante and told her about what my horrible family members were trying to do and came to the rescue with a present and cake.

Basically it went something like this.

The aunt who bore the two heathens starts off on my savior.

"How dare you disrespect this household by insinuating these things!?" Because Great Tante had pointed out that they've always been unecessarily cruel to me and the least they could do was throw me a halfway decent birthday party.

"Watch your tone, young lady." was all my saint of a great aunt-by-marriage said to this cow of a woman. The aunt gasped and turned red in the face.

Then my step beats stepped in again.

"That's because she's a spoiled brat who was so used to getting away with everything with her mom. That's why she has to share her birthday and a cake with the boys." She insisted, trying to prevent Great Tante from giving me the present and placing my cake in front of me. Then, my lil sister, we'll call her E, bless her heart walks into the room with the wonky looking stuffed bear I made for her and asks why everyone is yelling so much.

She runs right up to me and hugs me. Even if she's seen me all day, if she ends up in a separate room from me, she'll eventually find me to hug me again. I love her and miss her so much, I haven't seen her in over three years.

"Why is everyone being mean to my Jazz?" She told everyone sternly, stamping her little four year old feet and putting her hands on her hips. Now, because her baby, her precious darling has seen her show her ugly side, the Step Beast backs away and allows Great Tante to place the cake and give me the present.

So, I got to have my cake and eat it, too. Lol sorry bad joke.

Anyways, moral of the story is if you are a parent and you do THIS SHIT to your kid, you shouldn't fucking reproduce. I have years of mental abuse to account for several things like ptsd, anxiety and depression.

This is a relatively minor story compared to the multitudes of bs that they have done to me or to my mom over the nearly seven years I lived with them.

I may post more of the major stuff at some other point, but venting like this helps. Even if its been years since the incident. I know I am right to be angry and hate the way I was treated, but sometimes you have to hear youself say it or have others validate it.

200, 192, 189, 174, 171, all in the believe in category, 154, 149, 146, 145, 142, 141, 138, 131, all in the here's what i think about category, 86, 84, 76, 66, 60, 54, 49, 44, 22, 18, 15, 11, 6, 2 Only answer the ones you want - there's a lot...Sorry lmao. I'm just curious

I love when I can go on and on about questions, thank you

200 My crush’s name is:I have two and people irl have my tumblr and one of them has a tumblr so :x they’re both a K name. 192 I am allergic to:Cats which does not stop me, all kinds of pollen, and lavender. 189 Last book you read:I’m currently working on When The Moon Was Ours174 Do you have any siblings?Not biologically but my friends may as well be my brothers, we say we are. 171 Do you play an instrument?I’ve been on flute since late third grade and I’m learning both guitar and bass. Do you believe in169 Love at first sight:Mmmmm not really? I dunno. 168 Luck:In a way to just describe entropy yeah. 167 Fate:Again not really but I like to use it in a poetic sense. 166 Yourself:Pfffft not really165 Aliens:HELL YEAH164 Heaven:Nope163 Hell:Nah162 God:Nada161 Horoscopes:No but I think they’re neat160 Soul mates:It’d be cool but no159 Ghosts:No but I like supernatural shit like that158 Gay Marriage:OH YEAH BABEYYY157 War:No but I don’t really like involving myself in that discussion, i don’t know jack about psychology or sociology. 156 Orbs:In the supernatural sense no but I do believe in my friend’s cat we call Orb. He deserves all the love. 155 Magic:No but another thing I think is cool. 154 Hugs or Kisses:I love bear hugs so much but I’ve also never been kissed. Cheek and forehead kisses are good but I’m going with hugs. 149 Hot or cold:Cold but with warm sun146 Chocolate or vanilla:Vanilla! Swirl is the best though145 Night or Day:Night but like just as the sun is starting to set. 142 McDonalds or Burger King:mcnaldos. I was gonna italicize it but mobile sucks. 141 White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate:Milk unless it’s cookies and cream which reminds me of the summer, when Uzii and Abbas bought out the whole stock at the general store on Kelley’s Island. 138 Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor:I mean I’m ugly and poor lmao. If we’re talking personality, sweet and poor. If it’s appearance, i don’t care ab looks sooooo ugly and rich. 131 Small town or Big city:This is so hard for me because I live for Pittsburgh but Kelley’s Island was so perfect. Here’s what I think about122 War:Like I said in the do I believe one, I don’t know enough to say anything. It’s a complicated issue but for the most part I hate it121 George Bush:I have no idea120 Gay Marriage:I may be gay married one day lmao119 The presidential election:I mean this past one gave us some top notch SNL. It’s a shame though that the first on I kept track of was this shitshow. 118 Abortion:I’m very pro choice117 MySpace:Idk116 Reality TV:I love me some drag and cooking competitions but not things like the bachelor. 115 Parents:Mine? I’m fine with. Our relationship is a little weird. Plus I was raised by grandparents so it’s a complicated thing. I can go more in depth if you want. 114 Back stabbers:Rot in hell Alexa. Sorry just a vent. 113 Ebay:I dunno really112 Facebook:I barely use it but it was good to come out on lmao111 Work:I need it110 My Neighbors:I don’t talk to them but my old ones were creeps109 Gas Prices:I don’t drive so 🤷🏼‍♂️108 Designer Clothes:Hate it when they steal my culture 🔪🔪🔪 but other than that idc. There’s some stuff that is ridiculously priced but others, it’s just people making money doing something they love so power to them107 College:Let me in106 Sports:I bleed black and gold. I’m such a pittsburgher. 105 My family:Strange. I love em but they’re weird. Like I’ve got Opa’s side in Detroit which is all 6’+ and fairly well off, although we did lose the matriarch. There’s Oma’s in the Netherlands that I don’t know anything about. Papaw’s who are also well off, Aunt Martha outbid a college for her house but other than that I don’t really know them. Grandma’s Mexican yinzer family I love. We get petty over refried beans and guacamole. There’s some issues with me and coming out though. 104 The future:I’m kinda of afraid but there are days where I’m not and those are the best. 86 The thing that I’m looking forward to the most:Testosterone tbh84 People call me:Scottie, Scooter, Scoots, Major, two people are trying to push Scrotum and Scootums, along with various things like faggot and dumbass lmao. By friends, it’s not in an insulting way. 76 Right now I am talking to:Mack and attempting to get tumblr to let me talk to @kairoth although answering all these did take time66 People that make you happy:This list would be bigger if I talked to some people more and others didn’t betray me but the big ones are Mack and Kennedy60 I lose all respect for people who:Oof I can’t remember any of the big ones but if I heard them I’d remember. Deadnaming and misgendering is the biggest tho. 54 The worst pain I was ever in was:I can’t remember what it felt like when I got the fishhook through my shoulder but it left a scar. Granted falling in the parking lot during practice did too which didn’t hurt a lot. The one I can remember though is waking up in the middle of the night not able to move my knee, and so my leg, at all. It stills hurts from time to time and it’s got a mysterious bump that’s stressing me out. 49 Do you want children:Yeah, I feel like I’d be a good dad. I have dreams about it sometimes. I had one where I had a little tan freckles blonde haired daughter was teaching how to box. Another with a little brown haired brown eyed son, tying his tie, talking to him about how if he likes a girl, not to be mean but to treat her like a princess. If he ever makes a mistake, to buy her and her mother flowers, maybe even her sisters. I dunno. It’s nice to think about. 44 One person that you wish you could see right now:Carson so I can have a serious talk with him. Opa because got i miss him, and Great Grandma Laney. Dad, although I saw him recent enough that I’m not desperate. And the two crushes, not gonna name names. Favorites22 Animal:I love hyenas with all of my heart18 Sport to play:Hockey. Not only am I good at the actual game and get so much enjoyment out of it, but there’s nothing like a solid shoulder check. I threw a kid way bigger than me into the wall in middle school. 15 Day of the week:I used to really like Tuesday for some reason but now it’s probably Friday, especially if I go out and do stuff with friends right after school. 11 Food:Wedding soup I guess? It’s a comfort food. 6 Flower:I really like snapdragons, bleeding hearts, and warm colored roses. I’m also a huge fan of daffodils, tulips, hydrangeas, snowball bushes, and pansies for nostalgic reasons. I just really like flowers. 2 Dog breed:Oh man that’s tough. I really like big dogs, not quite in size but like stature if that makes any sense??? Things like bulldogs and pitties. Xolo dogs are great too

Thank you again!

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5000 Question Survey Pt. 22

2001. Can you believe that we have only gotten through two fifths of this survey so far? i believe it 2002. What is your opinion of Dave Coulier? i have no idea who that is 2003. If you were to a write a Choose Your Own Adventure book, what would it be about? horror 2004. What was your best find from a flea market, garage sale, ebay or thrift store? huh? 2005. What do you not have enough money for right now? a new car

2006. Do you believe that Teras for Fears were right when they said, “Everybody wants to rule the world?” eh 2007. What is the design on your beach towel? i don’t have a beach towel 2008. What stirs something deep and animalistic inside you? mean fucking people 2009. Have you ever cross dressed (even as a joke)? no 2010. Do you own anything with a rainbow on it? yes lol my boyfriends mom buys pj pants for everyone on christmas and this year she got me rainbow pants with minions on them....... i’ve NEVER even seen despicable me 2011. What would be the worst object for a child to take on a long car ride with you? a loud handheld game 2012. What’s the Best Beatles song in your opinion? help 2013. Why do you suppose that diary sites are more popular with females than males? idk 2014. What do these color combinations remind you of: orange and pink: ice cream pink and green: fruit green and gold: nature purple and gold: idk gold and red: royalty red and white: america blue and grey: the beach 2015. What is one selfish thing you tend to do? let people buy me stuff 2016. When do you think technology will catch up with the Jetson’s? idk 2017. What made you laugh today? my lab partners 2018. Do you ever stick your entries in any of the diary circles? no. 2019. Can you freestyle rap? i could try but it wouldn’t be that good 2020. Are you: stylish? somewhat shiek? huh? smart? i think so 2021. Do you find you self only buying brand name products? i do not care about name brands 2022. Would you ever want to buy an article of clothing or an accessory because you saw a celebrity wear it? i don’t pay attention to celebrities enough 2023. What song do you feel the sexiest dancing to? buttons by pussycat dolls 2024. Who do you know who looks silly when they dance? my dad 2025. Sweaty sex or clean sex? a lil bit of both honestly 2026. Which is more important to you: being kind or being right? i mean both honestly. 2027. Can you do any special dances like swing, tap, or ballroom? i used to do tap 2028. Are you scared of monsters? nada 2029. Who would you like to remind people of? idc 2030. Do you walk to school or do you bring your lunch? neither???? 2031. Rate your skills from one to ten (10 = you are the best at it): socializing: 5 making friends: 5 working with computers: 5 arts: 7 crafts: 7 dancing: 2 skating: 6 talking other people into things: 8 writing: 9 living life to the fullest each day: 5 cooking: 3 gardening: 2 cleaning up after yourself: 9 playing poker: 1 surviving in the woods: 3 managing your time: 8 attracting the opposite sex (or same sex if you prefer)? 4 2032. Have you ever been to an indian reservation? nope 2033. What is going to happen tomorrow that you can celebrate, even if it’s a little thing? idk 2034. Do you save things for special occasions or is everyday a special occasion? i save things. 2035. What is one thing you are terrible at: saving money 2036. What’s your favorite: rap song: love the way you lie country song: we danced industrial song: idk. cover song: cant help falling in love with you punk song: idk odd song: cotton eye joe 2037. What do you get your teacher or your boss for the holidays? not a thing lol 2038. Do you like to read books by Virgina Wolfe? never read any. 2039. What is your favorite tv show from when you were a kid? spongebob 2040. What is now proved was once only imagined. - William Blake. What do you imagine? the future. 2041. What has been passed down through at least two generations to you? nothing 2042. Do we live in a particularly bad age for romance? i don’t think so 2043. Have you ever cheated on someone? nope Do you believe that once someone is a cheater they can never be trusted? yes 2044. Have you ever gone: christmas caroling? nope pumpkin picking? yeah on a hay wagon ride? yes on a romantic valentine’s day date? yeah to a new year’s eve party? a couple times to a memorial day parade? yeah to the Macy’s thanksgiving day parade? maybe in the past to search for gold coins on st patrick’s day? no. 2045. Have you ever done any modeling? nope 2046. Would you consider yourself to be psychologically damaged? not that i can think of 2047. How aware are you of the reasons behind your actions and words? very aware 2048. What is the sickest you ever drank or drugged yourself? i haven’t had any really bad experiences tbh. it’s always a shitty time when i’ve thrown up from alcohol but i’ve never blacked out. 2049. Would you prefer it if clothing was optional? no lol. 2050. What is one interesting fact about you: i collect shot glasses 2051. Are more people depressed because they are alone, or are more people alone because they are depressed? they’re more depressed bc they’re alone probably but there are way more complicated reasons as to why people are depressed 2052. Have you ever gotten a mug, t-shirt, key chain, etc. that was personalized with your picture? no lol 2053. What was the last thing that you experienced for the first time? i don’t know 2054. If you were going to die tomorrow and you were leaving a postcard for someone to read after you were gone what would it say? i dunno. 2055. If you were about to be executed what would your last request be? tell my family that i love them 2056. What kinds of people do you find intimidating? too many people lol 2057. How much conviction do you have in your feelings and beliefs? quite a bit. 2058. In your house where is the: crazy glue? in the junk drawer flashlight? above the snack cabinet 2059. Out of everyone you know who has the most personality? there’s plenty of people lol 2060. If you could go back in time to experience a musical movement or era, which one would you choose to live through? none 2061. Do you suffocate people with your love? sometimes 2062. Do you feel your life is charmed? no. 2063. What character do you identify the most with from Winnie the Pooh? piglet 2064. When do you do your best thinking? in the shower or on the toilet 2065. What motivates you? food 2066. Look back at all the people you’ve dated. Has there been a pattern? not that i can think of 2067. Things change but what will always remain the same for you? i don’t know 2068. Is divorce something you would ever consider or do you feel that marriage is permanantly binding? i would preferably not get divorced. 2069. What’s the strangest movie you ever saw? the abc’s of death 2070. If you could go into virtual reality and set up your life there to be perfect and it would seem real but not be real would you trade your life now for the virtual life? it’d be cool but no 2071. Does it seem like life is more difficult for you than for anyone else? nope 2072. What are you grateful for? everything i have. 2073. What was a choice that you didn’t want to make but you had to? idk. 2074. Have you ever had dental surgery? no. 2075. At what point exactly are you grown up? when you  have bills and you feel like you’re drowning 2076. If there was a weight loss procedure that would destroy your ability to taste food so you wouldn’t be tempted by junk food, would you have it done? absolutely not 2077. What is one thing that happened that you never expected? finding someone i love who actually loves me back 2078. If you called one of your friends and they said “It’s nothing personal but I don’t want to talk to anyone right now,” would you take it personally? nah, i’ve had moments like that too so i can understand 2079. What is your favorite girl’s name? i don’t really have one 2080. Do you ever feel guilty for being more fortunate than others? not really. 2081. If you had to wear a shirt with one word on it for a year, what word would you choose? kok 2082. What is evian spelled backwards? naive 2083. You drop 10 pounds of feathers and a ten pound bowling ball off the top of the same building. Which will hit the ground first? they both weigh the same, sooo both 2084. Even though you may never get what you want, are you happy because you’re trying? yes 2085. If you started a petition what would it be about? idk. 2086. When was the last time you asked someone to do something and they said no? everytime i ask jack to do something he says no but does it anyways 2087. Do bad things happen to you on friday the 13th? not that i know of. 2088. What’s your favorite: Madonna song? - John Lennon song? - Michael Jackson song? billy jean Doors song? - Rolling Stones song? - David Bowie song?- Elvis song? cant help falling in love with you 2089. If you had started a relationship with someone and they said that it would be best if no one knew about it just to see how it goes, would you be offended? it depends ig but id feel like they just wanted to hide me 2090. Do you know any self defense? not really How about CPR? i know the concept of it but ive never really practiced or anything 2091. If you had to look into a mirror and see your naked soul stripped of all delusions and pretenses (Never ending Story style)could you handle it? maybe 2092. Are you a genius? no. 2093. How did you find out that Santa Clause wasn’t real? i got a letter from ‘him’ and the handwriting was the same as my dads 2094. Which is your favorite tarot card? i dont do that shit 2095. Does the internet separate people or connect them? both. 2096. Have you ever written a letter to a soldier? my brother and my sister and some of my friends when they were all in the military 2097. Does pain and fear make you feel alive? to a a certain degree 2098. Are you: good looking? yeah thin? no. happy? yes successful? not yet confident? for the most part 2099. Are you decisive or wishy washy? in between. 2100. Do you feel pop stars should be morally responsible to set a good example for their fans? it’s nice but they shouldn’t be obliged to.

three tag games under, i’m tagging: @sirien​ @ronanlynhh​ @katiebells​ @kevcnday​ @bilourry​ @roseputa​ @esnysingle​ @noahsweetwne​ @jeanmoreos​ @fcyre​ @gansaey​ @sxofcrows​ @gayneil​ @mathiashevlr​ @andreil69​ @patrioclus @alekzandermorozova (u can any/all u want, or not do them lmao)

tagged by the loml @axdreil​

rules: answer the questions & ask 11 of your own

1. favourite piece of fiction all for the game or harry potter, hands down. theyre both so so imoprtant to me holy hell 

2. if u could live in any fictional world which would it be? why? definitely harry potter. i wanna be able to do magic bc im a lazy fucker and also i’d love to fuck w purebloods with muggle stuff

3. what was ur childhood anthem (or just ur fave song/band growing up) okay no one’s gonna know this bc i lived in pakistan but it was this song 

4. favourite moment from aftg all of them djkgag there’s so many how do i pick one?? but one of the more underrated ones has gotta be when neil calls matt from columbia and matt is ready to fucking kill andrew 

5. favourite ice cream chocolate chip bc im borin and love chocolate sm 

6. favourite pun im not punny can u believ im just accidentally funny

7. where would u like to travel to see u :~) @axdreil​

8. whats ur go-to feel good film/show/book/song/anything one direction lmao i watch their interviews and video diaries or just listen to their entire discography 

9. favourite season autumn!!!!!!!!!!1 9. on a scale of 1-10 how much do u love neil josten its way past a 10 im literally matt boyd 9. talk about something u love harry styles. i love him sooo much he’s gotten thru some tough times and he just makes me wanna be a better person. he’s been dragged thru the mud by the media so many times and at the beginning he let it get to him but i’ve seen him grow and mature into a beautiful person who is unapologetically and authentically himself and tbh thats who i wanna be when i grow up i wanna stay true to myself and to others and stay as kind as he is

my quesions

favorite part of ur day 

best thing about ur best friend 

advice you’d give to your 10 yrs old self

tell me a joke

favortie subject in school and why 

what’s the closest thing on ur left rn 

where did u last go on vacation

talk abt the best teacher you had 

favourite song/artist

would u go to the moon if u could

u can meet one person living/dead. who is it and why 

i was tagged by @glitterghxst terrible lmao anyway,,,

Are you named after someone? yes i am and im v happy with it 

When was the last time you cried? last night lmao 

Do you like your handwriting? depends on how it looks thers 67538975 variations

What is your favourite lunch meat? i?? dnt assign times to food i’ll eat whatever th fuck i want whenver i want 

Do you have kids? i am almost 19 yrs im a kid myslef 

If you were another person, would you be friends with you? no im annoying as fuc

Do you use sarcasm? sarcasm? who is she never heard of her

Do you still have your tonsils? i havent had them taken out so i guess yes 

Would you bungee jump? fuck yea if my mom let me 

What is your favourite kind of cereal? cookie crisp

Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? i am Lazy

Do you think you’re a strong person? lol

What is your favourite ice cream? chocolate chip

What is the first thing you notice about people? i dont fuckin know ,, maybe their choice or the way they hold themselves 

What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? my whole entire face and my hands? ugli 

What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? burnt orangey pants and no shoes

What are you listening to right now? castle by halsey at this second, i’ve got my spotify on shuffle 

If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? idk???? maybe beige idk man crayons have weird names 

Favourite smell? this is hella specific but the perfume my elementary school principal wore 

Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my lil bro 

Favourite sport to watch? whats a sport 

Hair colour? black

Eye colour? brown

Do you wear contacts? no i would die beore i wear contacts again

Favourite food to eat? what else do u do with food? idk which tho 

Scary movies or comedy? either is fine tbh 

Last movie you watched? i,,,,,, cnat remmebr 

What color of shirt are you wearing? purple

Summer or winter? neitehr 

Hugs or kisses? hugs or forehead kisses IF im in the mood plss dont touch me otherwise 

What book are you currently reading? NOTHING bc im fucking depressd and cant focus on a single damn thing for longer than 5 seconds 

Who do you miss right now? my friedns and my aunt

What is on your mouse pad? its 2017 i have a laptop 

What is the last TV program you watched? the vampre diaries bc im trash

What is the best sound? the sound of peace and quiet 

Rolling stones or The Beatles? idc for either tbh oops but rolling stones i guess 

What is the furthest you have ever travelled? america i guess? bc i came frm pakistan

Do you have a special talent? surviving everyday i guess and negletcing every single responsibility. also being able to recognize a 1d song anywhere anytime as soon as it starts playing no matter how faint

Where were you born? rawalpindi, pakistan.., i miss it

tagged by @neljostns​. ty bbe!!

what fictional character do you relate to most? honestly, probably either sana bakkoush or andrew minyard, and they’re both vastly diferent i realize that but they capture both of my extremes and i’d die for them 

favorite song atm: sign of the time by harry styles listen to it here 

3 favorite films: kill your darlings, all the hp movies, titanic

3 favorite tv shows: b99, and the get down, skam

favorite school subject: english & psychology 

what book(s) impacted you most: aftg, soc, vampire academy 

what was your blog originally about and what is it about now? my main was originally 100% 1d; over the years it had 1d, 5sos, little mix, marvel, literally everything. now its back to 99% 1d. this one was a saved url for a while i only started really using it in like,,, august? of 2*16 i think

what is something you’re looking forward to? may 12!!!!!!!!!! harry styles releases his debut self-titled album get it here

favorite food? idk tbh,, maybe biryani 

3 things you like about yourself: my sense of humor, my ability to give zero fucks, my taste in music

tru colors

i am watching the german version b/c the english isn’t up yet such a hardship

tbh i usually don’t like the ‘face has to protect wife/girlfriend’ type storylines, even though it’s literally all bobby gunns talks about

but i do like mack’s girlfriend giving bobby a wedgie and throwing him back in the ring

maybe mella will beat him up next

is it me, or do some crowds count in english and some in german?

aw come on tas, bobby totally deserved it

look at kevin’s face he doesn’t even know why bones is poking him! what a bully, that john klinger

god this event music is terrible wxw pls

oh kevin look he’s so sweet

‘shenanigans’ is a german word?

wow bones that was unnecessary

idc if you shook hands afterwards all of this was unnecessary

who the fuck is jaxon stone

that jacket should be awesome, but instead is terrible

but it’s the exact color and type of fabric i was thinking of when i was like ‘what if dragan wears an obnoxious gold suit now that he’s with marius’

lmao tas’s face @ that gross dude

i am not. impressed, sir.

kim ray has kinda smooshy cheeks but i can’t judge cause so do i

maybe it;s just my shitty tv, but i feel like jaxon’s boots need either a thicker black trim or to be a different shade of gold to have more contrast against his body

that was sure a match

ohhh isn’t this a rematch from london calling? i bet london riots are p. good in street fights....

hey you hooligans get your hands off those titles! they’re not yours!

...why didn’t they promote this match on shotgun? it’s like i missed a week or something

shit i looked away and i think andy died?

no there he is!

i feel like this is weird to say, but i feel like the street fight parts haven’t gone hard enough yet

i mean, a kendo stick has come into play, but only for like, 3 hits

ok four now

but then he just like, threw it away! you can hit him more than once with it!

i do appreciate how much the crowd hates london riots though

idk that piledriver looked softer than axel/jurn’s ddt on the entrance ramp and it really shouldn’t have

maybe it’s just one of those days where everything short of actual murder looks soft to me

london riots why are u so slow

ok i do love that you can see andy crawling back towards the ring

guys did u know absolute andy is p cool?

the FUCK?

that is a gigantic wrench!!!

ok boys you are getting a little out of hand!

jfc marius darby allin is not someone to emulate

4 way dance: marius van beethoven, francis, one boy who’s part of a tag team that’s sometimes around, and some guy

goldjunge

[german obnoxiousness]

yeah marius idk what you said but it might not be wise to talk a bunch of shit right before you have to fight 3 other people

laurence roman...he and his tag partner have raccoon eyes, right?

oh we’re back to matches with buildup and it’s time for our special invincible boy~

judging by the bushido podcast, i’m pretty sure rico is afraid of ilya irl

also ilya is kind of insane when drunk

ahhhh that happy snarl on robert’s face

i’ve said i worry about ilya and the integrity of his skull/brain, but thank god he doesn’t do that goto/shibata unprotected headbutt bullshit

JESUS CHRIST ILYA

ilya darling that may not have been the smartest move

guys you can’t keep them from fighting it’s like those stupid fish

it;s a good plot moment but disappointing for an actual marquee match

it’s weird cause half of this show is sort of plotless, then there’s stuff liek this and mack/gunns that’s clearly the beginning of something more, and then this title match which is gonna be a major turning point for like, at least two characters

god axel is so pretty

my life isn’t the same now that i’ve seen/heard jurn simmon’s actual entrance; it’s almost crimina that we’re deprived of the real song

who the fuck is booing tassilo jung????

mike bailey: ...can i kick all three of these men at once?

hahaha that four person suplex was so stupid, but in a good way

double piledirver what the fuck!!!

also backward piledrivers are scary as fuck

well axel will die pretty cause walter’s gonna kill him

oh snap will his last match be vs walter?

aw speedball’s like ‘wtf i got a main event title match and it wasn’t even about me :(’

All of them, there ya go

200 things you can put in my ask200: My crush’s name is: jude, jen, nathan (?), uhhHhhHhhelliehhhHh
199: I was born in: reston va
198: I am really: an alien
197: My cellphone company is: t mobile
196: My eye color is: hazel
195: My shoe size is: 7.5 
194: My ring size is: idk
193: My height is: 5 ft 2.5 in
192: I am allergic to: assholes
191: My 1st car was: dont have one
190: My 1st job was: also dont have one
189: Last book you read: warriors dont cry by melba something something 
188: My bed is: small
187: My pet: also small n fluff dwarf hammy
186: My best friend: got multiple, jen, ellie, carter, n kimi
185: My favorite shampoo is: idk
184: Xbox or ps3: idk
183: Piggy banks are: cool??
182: In my pockets: not wearing pants
181: On my calendar: bdays n lgbtq+ awareness stuff
180: Marriage is: cool but mating bond is cooler (kudos to ACOTAR + TOG peeps if u get dis)
179: Spongebob can: step on the beach n also beat his meat
178: My mom: is eh
177: The last three songs I bought were? africa by toto, chapel by nicole dollanganger, and heroes by peter gabriel
176: Last YouTube video watched: smth by stef sanjati
175: How many cousins do you have? idk a lot
174: Do you have any siblings? ye, a lil bro
173: Are your parents divorced? no
172: Are you taller than your mom? no
171: Do you play an instrument? no
170: What did you do yesterday? school, stuff at home, sleep[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: in a way???maybe??
168: Luck: idk
167: Fate: nahh
166: Yourself: ehhh
165: Aliens: yEa actually 
164: Heaven: idk, religious beliefs r in question rn
163: Hell: ^^^^if it was real id suck satans dick to get out,,, unless they got free wifi then u kno whats up
162: God: ^^^^
161: Horoscopes: nah not rlly but i do rlly like astrology,,, i think the alignments of the stars n planets n shit may have an impact on the exact time of yr birth n shit
160: Soul mates: yeye def
159: Ghosts: supernatural/paranormal beliefs r also in question like my rel one
158: Gay Marriage: hell yea,, succ it homophobes 
157: War: idk sometimes,, rlly depends
156: Orbs: idk what that means????,,?
155: Magic: same w ghosts[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: aAaaA i love both so so m but if i had to choose,,, kisses
153: Drunk or High: idk high?? n been drunk or had a good high so
152: Phone or Online: online??
151: Red heads or Black haired: idc both good
150: Blondes or Brunettes: ^
149: Hot or cold: coollld
148: Summer or winter: like both but summer bc thats when i get to go to cq smokies n see my besties :,^)
147: Autumn or Spring: autumn, spring can succ my ass
146: Chocolate or vanilla: choco
145: Night or Day: night?
144: Oranges or Apples: apples
143: Curly or Straight hair: cuurlly
142: McDonalds or Burger King: ew neither
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white choco
140: Mac or PC: mac??
139: Flip flops or high heals: high heels ftw fucc ya
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet n poor tbh rip
137: Coke or Pepsi: coke 
136: Hillary or Obama: obama
135: Burried or cremated: cremated,, n put beside seeds to grow in a tree :,)
134: Singing or Dancing: dancing bc its more interesting to watch than singing,, but i succ at both tho
133: Coach or Chanel:chanel??
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: idk these ppl??
131: Small town or Big city: depends tbh
130: Wal-Mart or Target: target
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: idk??
128: Manicure or Pedicure: pediii bc i use my hands a lot
127: East Coast or West Coast: idk? i live on the east coast but n been to west coast so idk dik
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: christmas, have bad bday mems, get more pres, and its nice n chilly usually
125: Chocolate or Flowers: uhhnnng both rr soo good but choco bc yum ig and flowers dont last long usually n i hate to see them die :,^(
124: Disney or Six Flags: neither i hate amusement parks n shit
123: Yankees or Red Sox: idc[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War: it sucks ass,,, sometimes its necessary tho unfortunately
121: George Bush: from what ive heard hes a dick but i dont rlly kno much abt him tbh so i cant really make a full judgement abt him
120: Gay Marriage: yesss, its a fundamental right not a het privilege,, its beautiful n deserves to be legal everywhere,, im so glad it got legalized here in the us 🌈
119: The presidential election: its ew ew ew
118: Abortion: i completely stand w it,, a female should not have to give birth if they do not want to, no matter the reason. fucc off my blog if u dont agree mkay
117: MySpace: cool???idk n used it so
116: Reality TV: meh, not a big fan
115: Parents: eh
114: Back stabbers: lol no scrw off
113: Ebay: noice
112: Facebook: meh
111: Work: its also meh
110: My Neighbors: they nice,, i like em
109: Gas Prices: dont buy gas
108: Designer Clothes: hella nice but so expensive,,,
107: College: its okay,, but it can be so so stressful and problematic,, n its also rlly expensive here too
106: Sports: not a fan
105: My family: eh
104: The future: oOoOoo[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: today
102: Last time you ate: abt two hrs ago
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: august
100: Cried in front of someone: july or august?
99: Went to a movie theater: long time ago
98: Took a vacation: idk
97: Swam in a pool: august
96: Changed a diaper: idk,, long time ago??
95: Got my nails done: ^^
94: Went to a wedding: june
93: Broke a bone: never actually 
92: Got a peircing: i was eight??
91: Broke the law: uhhh eight???
90: Texted: lil while ago[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: ellie