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gale's alternate boat scene
“I conjured this illusion often during my confinement in Waterdeep.
An escape for the mind where there was none for the body. It was easier to stare at the celestial abyss than recognise the emptiness within myself.
Easier to pretend my destiny lay among such stars, than work to salvage a life on solid ground. You changed all that.”
#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#gale x tav#tav x gale#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3#otp: a soul that steels my own#ch: gale dekarios#ch: altonaufein#vg: baldur's gate 3#series: baldur's gate#misc: video#i thought i'd share the scene because i know a lot of people have trouble triggering it#so here you go 🖤#also: 'you see me as i am and do not find me wanting with these stars as my witness i swear you'll always be enough for me'#sobbing crying wailing tbh#i'll gif it later for sure
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WWE SUPERSTARS THROUGH THE YEARS - REY MYSTERIO
#wweedit#rey mysterio#eddie guerrero#dominik mysterio#mygifs*#wwe smackdown#wwe raw#wrestling tag#tw: flashing#tw: flashing lights#*#request*#for judgementdaysunshine*#i hope you like it angel thank you for the request!! 🖤#no mask rey had something something going on idc what anyone says 👀#but him and dominik 🥺🥺🥺 adorable#this was so fun to make lmaooo getting to go into the archives like this. really fun#dirty dom lookin like a mini slim shady in that last one 😭😭 thug from the start#ranging from '97 to 2005 cause if i did his whole career i'd be here all damn day
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@parsleypesto as an angel
#i lied i did them anyways so here you go miss freya!#hope you like as always🖤#my mbs#mmbs#angelcore#angelic#cstm
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MR. & MRS. WESKER 🤍
i was able to commission the lovely @rcehb-art on twitter for this piece of diana and wesker during their strange after-the-fact reception for their very private wedding. i am just so in love with this and how it turned out, and i can't thank rc enough !! she is so kind and amazing to work with and i can't recommend her enough if you're looking to commission artwork ♡
#commissions.#oc: diana#pair: ewskers#or should i say drs. albert & diana wesker 🖤#i literally haven't stopped staring at this since receiving the final product !! & just the whole process was so much fun & i loved seeing#it all come together 🥺 i'm just aaaaaa i adore this sm !!! also okay i think i have talked about this on here before but these two didn't#actually have like a ''wedding'' but they eloped then a bit after that alex & the birkins found out they had gotten married without telling#anyone (they knew they were engaged but yeah there were no wedding talks so to speak) so then they sort of pushed them to have some sort of#reception at least & celebrate things kinda...like they thought he would've made a big deal out of things but these two aren't all that#fussed with the idea of weddings or marriage in general (there's a lot of lore here i swear. especially on diana's part like some of you#know) so they were very private about it all !! but yes here you can see them gossiping & talking shit about umbrella employees 🤭#also this goes without saying but pls don't use or touch this at all as it's a commission & diana is my oc !! i didn't think i would need to#say that but precautions now after things that have happened on here & unfortunately made me less active...diana is very very special to me#so yeah :] and ofc never repost art that isn't yours !! that being said please go & support rc !!! she's amazing & all of her art is so so#gorgeous & she's just the absolute sweetest & a beloved mutual of mine 🤍🤍
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I love @hetalia-fandom-positivity as I get to use their account as a follow list 😁❤️ this account is very sweet and I like seeing positivity as sometimes there can be too much fighting (not just in this fandom, but fandoms as a whole!). Thanks for running this! It’s inspiring me to maybe post my own art on Tumblr and try be a creator, not just enjoyer
♥♡∞:｡.｡ Positivity for me ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅ ｡･::･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆
(*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ(҂ ꒦ິヮ꒦ິ)
#hetalia#hetalia fandom#on here and my main people are making me cry everyone is so sweet thank you 💕💞#im glad you found more blogs to follow#and i hope people bring the positivity they see here and keep it going 💖💖#whether in other people's inboxes or in their fic comments or wherever 🤎🩵🧡🖤💚💜🩷❤️#(this getting posted on valentines day wasnt on purpose btw snsjdhaosns thats just the order this ask ended up in)
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how and why is there discourse about whether or not certain queer identities exist/if people should be allowed(???) to use them. why is "people know their own identity better than you ever could, and they're the only one who get a say on what they are" such a tough concept to grasp
i think if you find yourself offended by the label someone uses (especially if they're a stranger) or think it invalidates your own, it's a good idea to look inside yourself and question why that may be. more often than not, it's a result of insecurity or uncertainty of your own identity (or many other things, but i won't make a whole list here). whatever reason it is, until you resolve it, you shouldn't take it out on people for having an identity you don't understand
many have said it before but it's worth saying over and over. infighting only helps our oppressors. conservatives don't care if you're a cis gay or a xenogender aegosexual aplatonic lesbian, they hate all of us either way. trying to fit in by going for people who are easier targets for them isn't gonna help you, it'll just alienate you from your own community, and you're never gonna please them. the momentary rush you get from hearing you're not like "one of /those/ gay people" is not worth it and is gonna do more harm in the long run, i assure you
also, it is important to me to say this, but having some less than nice kneejerk reaction caused by confusion about an identity you don't understand doesn't mean you're a bad person or anything. as long as you aren't mean to that person, and you take a second to think smth along the lines of "wait a minute, this isn't any of my business" after having said reaction, you're good 👍 a lot of reflexive reactions we have to things are ingrained into us simply by. well. living in a society 🤡 and you're not terrible for having those thoughts. it's your actions that matter, and your second thought (the "wait, why did i just think that?") is more defining of your actual character and morals than your reflex. i know that having thoughts like this, even tho they're unwanted, can very easily make one spiral, so it's important to me that whoever needs to hear this knows this doesn't make you a bad person 🙏 you're good, keep taking actions to be good, accept other people even if you don't understand them, and you're on the right track :)
#i considered adding that last part in the tags but i figured it'll be too long for that 😭#i noticed i'm posting a lot of rants lately. sorry. but i do wanna make sure no one's actually feeling bad over them#if i complain about something that you do or call it mean and such. that doesn't make you a bad person#you can always work to change and grow 👍 it's not easy but it starts with smaller steps than you'd expect#and now i just switched to a whole other topic from my original point. oops#i do firmly believe that any discourse about someone's identity is dumb as fuck#seeing it in poll blogs always makes me 😐😬 like how is it any business for any of us. why is this up for debate#if a person says they're queer then they are. they don't need to pass some test or go through initiation to be accepted#if they feel comfortable with a certain word that's awesome. why does it matter to *you* which word they use#'they're only using this microlabel to feel special' so? is there anything wrong with that?#'this label contradicts [insert other identity that falls under the same umbrella]' ok. but does that hurt anyone in any way#a lot of identities can even be self contradictory. does it matter tho? does it affect anyone in any way?#'they might realize that label is wrong later' again. what's the harm in that.#i don't blame anyone for these thoughts bc like. this is how cishets view a lot of the even more common labels#so you're basically taught to think this way from day one. that doesn't mean you need to stick to that thought process#you might have these reflexes forever no matter how hard you try. but you'll get quicker about moving on from them#but you do have to try. you do have to realize that other people's identities aren't about you#anyway. this post feels like batting at a hornets nest. really hope i don't get some bad faith readers here lol#(i noticed a lot of places one could apply bad faith but like it's 3:30 am i'm too tired to add this many disclaimer.#so i'm gonna trust you to not jump to conclusions and to approach this in good faith okay? mwah 🖤)#also my whole ramble abt morality (in the tags too) is relevant to. any topic really#i may just make a separate post about it really. .....tomorrow tho.
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Hello soda, I love your blog. I'm a huge Nacht fan and I want to write a Nacht x reader/oc (haven't decided) fanfic . I'm too shy to post it but I want to write it for myself. Can you give me tips to write fanfic especially about Nacht.
🖤 Anon! The answers you seek are finally here!
It's very exciting that you're writing some self-indulgence! It's one thing to make requests for what you want to see but taking the writing into your own hands is something else entirely! Make the most of it!
(This post ended up being longer than expected so pardon for the rest of it being under a cut.)
First off, reader insert or oc, or heck you could even do a full self insert. Any way you go about it, do what gives you the most fulfillment! You said that you aren't gonna post it but even if you did, your first and most important audience is yourself, so cater to what you want.
Second, when it generally comes to writing fanfic, play to your preferences. Do you enjoy banter or heartfelt dialogue? Then you can easily write scenes that focus more on characters speaking with little sprinkles of scenery and action written in. Or if you prefer prose and detailing the finer details of a moment, feel free to write a fic where you go five paragraphs without character speaking.
(For me, I like fic that's a little introspective. Where prose isn't just about the characters' actions or surroundings but also acts as their inner monologue. And thus, I tend to write fic that's a lot of "their feelings swirled inside of them like a storm" stuff.)
And don't worry about skipping over stuff that you don't feel confident or interested in writing. For me, I can manage a bit of fight scene choreography but it's not my strong suit so I don't write fights often and I usually keep it vague and short. The less interest you have for writing a certain thing, the less you end up writing. (That's not the whole picture since burnout/writer's block can leave you wanting to write but not having the energy or mind to do it.)
Something that I try to keep in mind when writing is the question of "what is the ultimate point of the piece?" It can be anything from a simple "I want these characters to talk/fight/kiss" to a complex "I want to show how a single event is actually a chain reaction of smaller happenings and how they can have massively different effects on people's lives and personalities." For me, the answer should be less a plot summary of the piece you're writing and more your motivation for writing it.
TL;DR for those previous points: write what you like, don't write what you don't like, and know why you're writing (since that can help you stay motivated).
Now when it comes to writing Nacht specifically, I keep these character details in mind:
Nacht has self-loathing issues, making it hard for him to believe he is good.
That self-loathing is projected onto others, mostly Yami.
While he does care for others, Nacht is afraid of loving and being loved. He fears hurting those he loves (see Morgen's death).
Those are probably the most important traits of Nacht's to keep in mind when writing him, pre or post Morgen's death. Although the projection aspect of his personality more shows up afterwards.
I also tend to write Nacht repeating the same mini arc.
-He looks down on himself
-He resists happiness when he has a chance for it
-Someone talks some sense into him
-Nacht lets himself be happy
Yes, it's keeping his character kinda in the same arc over and over. But to me, Nacht is a character that I see struggling to accept that he's allowed to be happy despite his dark past. He lets himself be happy but he doesn't want to risk too much good fortune in case it blows up in his face, if you know what I mean.
I think that writing Nacht is about finding the balance between suffering and salvation. He hated and punished himself for the longest time until he finally learned to let go of his guilt. Although I personally like to keep Nacht from fully letting go of the guilt and grief. Because squeezing out angst from Nacht's character is fun. Giving Nacht love and letting him be happy is ultimately more fulfilling though.
Really, like for any character, you have to write what you want for Nacht. And for me it's that ever present sorrow in his life. For you, it could be something else entirely.
You gotta write for you, 🖤 Anon. But hopefully my advice gives you something to work with. Good luck with the Nacht fic and I hope you enjoy what you come up with~!
#questions from the ask box#soda asides#🖤 anon#initially i was going to start the post with a joke of like#i dont write i just black out and a few days later i wake up to a fully written fic#but eh seemed inappropriate#so you get the watered down version of the joke here in the tags#i really hope that what i wrote actually makes sense and helps#there's no real concrete writing advice#like when it comes to grammar or story structure#but that's not what was being asked for anyway
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Customer service ain’t for the weak. And I’m weak as fuck.
THIS. AFTER THE SHIFT I JUST HAD, THIS HAS ME ROLLING. the way i am biting my tongue so hard because i know the siren is always watching 💀
#i keep my anonymity on here mostly due to how many past coworkers have been written up and fired for talking about the job online lol#also because my major involved me going into a career where it might be best i stay anonymous#but i’m also 10 seconds away from quitting#especially after today 😀#this made my day boom thank you 😭😭🖤#boom <3#me and the lady from this morning when i had just gotten on shift are about to go rounds i wish i had said something like that to her#want a refund? go get it. 😐#i wasn’t having it today but i didn’t get in trouble 😭😭 so
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cause if she's got a pulse then she's not my type
#warm up sketch with the ghoul of my dreams 🖤#mary goore#i refuse to finish this so here you go. in all it's half fucking drawn glory#trying to make MG look intimidating is incredibly difficult when tobias has the wettest saddest puppy eyes i've ever seen on a human being#my art#also thank u TF for finally inspiring me to draw again after four years of intense depression and medication induced drought
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squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze!!! you’ve been given a hug (and no, you cannot escape it)! send this to all the people who you think deserve a hug. let the hugging begin!
Thank you, anon! This cheered up this dull day 🥰 Hugs to you too and to everyone else seeing this cause you all deserve hugs! 🖤
#these are so sweet 🥺#i'd love to go to the ask boxes of each and everyone of you so i could you hugs but i can't do that now so here's hugs! 🖤#asks#answered#anon#ask games
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this is the dark rainy type of weather I’ve been waiting for all October 🌧️
#gonna go adventuring#and then look at spooky decorated houses#can’t believe tomorrow is Halloween already#October you went by too fast#sigh#you’ve been so good to me tho#here’s to next year#🖤🧡🎃👻
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i ascended into heaven
#( ❀ ) ── standby.#idol kuni !! 🖤🖤#i would have had the energy to scream in the tags but not today unfortunately i have worms rotting in my brain and writing to do#.. plot twist; i /will/ scream in the tags#OH MY GOD HE'S LITERALLY SO PERFECT#AND HERE I THOUGHT SPY KUNI WAS ENOUGH NOW THIS ?? I AM GOING INSANE#god the chokehold he'd have over me if he had a promotional artwork for teyvat turboflux ......... save me racer kuni oh lords#im having idol kuni brainrot now when i fucking shouldn't but that's the price of having an active imagination ( and he made it worse /lh )#imagine him guiding you backstage after a performance‚ absolutely spent and desires nothing but being in your presence ...#... dreamy sigh. excuse him if he goes a bit overboard tho‚ he missed you an incredible lot is all 🤭#OH and even the fun sounding concept that is being his manager!! ah so many ideas .. so much potential ..#i am so going to write for idol kuni someday this month im sorry the brainrot is too strong for me to handle#( side note: i am not sorry at all ^-^ )
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Dear tumblrinas I beg you to manifest that I see Him 🖤 while im on vacation bc if I don't I might die
#brief history#his name is old thom :)#hes the ONLY!!! orca to be regularly seen on the east coast#he seems to come south every summer. the south est he comes is cape cod#he also hangs around Nova Scotia#hes solitary except sometimes he hangs out with dolphins!! thats very weird and no one really knows why!!#orcas are my favorite animal and i literally cannot stress that enough#and they live everywhere!!!! everywhere!!!! except the part of the ocean i am close to 😐#but he!!!!! hes been seen MULTIPLE TIMES in the exact places im going#(and have been before but never successfully seen whales)#LAST AUGUST he was in the bay of fundy LIKE!!!!!!#if i have any chance of ever seeing an orca it is HIM 🖤#and not only that. HES SO SPECIAL!!!! HES FAMOUS!!! WHY DOES HE COME HERE!!! NO ONE KNOWS!!!!! AND HES SO BIG!!!!!!!#see the little notch near the top on the back side of his dorsal fin#besides the fact that you would almost never see any other orca where you would see him#thats how you identify him!! i can pick him out of random youtube videos#people post about him like 'ooh killer whale' and im like THATS THOM!!!!!!#he was in cape cod a month ago :) but thats too south 😠 he needs to go towards Canada 😠#if i see him i will cry and die and if i dont see him i will cry and die#anyway bye i love animals
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I want to take a star sticker from my study plan and put it on my therapist's forehead🥺
#I wish I could be as proud of myself as she is of me#I'm going to do the exam I'm going to do the exam I'm going to do exam I'm-#and even though I had my breakdown yesterday I'm fine today so that's a great progress#there was even a tiny little voice in my head that was saying positive things so that's also new#ohhhh I could make that good voice look like a cool videogame character that's on a quest to beat my depressive thoughts omg#I will hold that thought#I also got my brain drugs today but please don't give me all the bad side effects🤞#or as the psychatrist said oh you know no orgasms anymore like 😶 I thought we were serotonin positive here?!#tmi anyways#going to beat myself with a stick so I will study tomorrow like the good student I am#peace and out it's wednesday again have a lovely evening🖤
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I was really tired last night and right as I was getting ready to log out of WoW I made it to when Wrathion shows up in bfa. So while he was talking I was falling asleep and generally head swirling with hearts as I drifted off at my keyboard and you’ll never guess who’s dialogue glitched and interrupted him at full sound standing directly next to me
#There was a video to go with this to show what happened but it won’t upload so here#🖤👑do you trust me? 👑🖤#shiny scribbles
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Unironically the most ableist architecture in all of video games
#chirps#oh yeah an autorunner where it gives you options to lower the difficulty in case you have disability or other problems#now learn how to input frame perfect inputs in such a fashion that it genuinely feels like you're breaking/glitching the game#and even if you know how to do it you'll spend hours on this one section alone#and if you lower the difficulty to it's lowest you have to learn how to do this specifically :) fuck you if you're disabled in any way :)#I'm dead fucking shit eating serious whoever approved of this in an autorunner should be banned from making video games for life#runner3#that sounds harsh but here's my rebuttal: if you're going to put in difficulty sliders but keep the challenge so hard top players are lost#you fucking suck shit#👿Wraith❤️🔥
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