#snozzberrykush
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My social anxieties,
control me uncontrollably .
I'm such an extrovert , introvertedly.
it's so cold outside, its kind of warming me .
even if I beg for help please don't come here swarming me.
I'm alarming you? it's alarming me.
the only thing uncalming is you calming me .
am I hard to deal with? I know what that's like,
I've been dealing with myself every fucking night.
I'm doing so bad and yet I'm alright .
I've been boxing my emotions my whole life.
I'm slowly dying while trying to stay alive.
five finger discounted depression and suicide .
#snozzberrykush#writing#poetry#poet#poem#wise words#words#my words#spilled words#beautiful words#anxiety
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I was tagged by @chocolatewitch <3
Rules: Tag 10 followers you’d like to know better!
Nickname: Wolfie, Banana
Gender: Female
Star sign: Scorpio
Height: ‘5″6
Sexuality: Bisexual
Average Hours of Sleep: 7-9
Cat or Dog person: Both please!
Hogwarts House: Slytherin
Favorite Anime: Deathnote or Black Butler
Favorite Video game: Beyond Good and Evil, The Sims... I like a lot of games...
Dream trip: Scotland!!!! <3
I made my blog: March 2014
Followers: 472
Why I made my tumblr: My sister recommended it
Reason for my URL: They are my top 4 fandoms
@drarryparadise @jackmarkgaming @superwholockiansarecool @anythingstory @blue-eyed-boss @pixiedreamgirlposts @davidtennanttt @snozzberrykush @supernatural-oneshots @submissivedean
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Random fact about me: an ocean by a forest brings me peace
i love sleeping.
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where was harry thoughh
In hogwarts??
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snozzberrykush
the music scared the shit out of me but i like the posts!!
send me urls and i'll talk about their blog
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Real friends - ive given up on you
couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library
send me song recs and i’ll respond with this!
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SEND ME A HEART FOR A BLOG RATE TO 82K :)
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Nothing traumatized me like you did .
The saddest part is ,
I never lost hope in people .
Only did I lose hope in myself .
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I just wanna grow
But it's like my soil is the sand
When can you plant the seeds in the palm of your hand
With no green thumb and a brain so stubborn
That to understand 1 thing takes four summers
At your brightest glow they always make you feel dumber
Like your artwork won't explode like world war bombers
That support wont flow and you'll be drained til December
It took you all year to write one stanza
This was the grand finale now your running from time
Thats one thing you can't escape
Control over your dying day
Something we never seem to grasp
How can I love if love wasn't meant to last.
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Tell me you're thinking of me .
Talking yourself out of texting me .
Not realizing that I'm staring at my phone .
Waiting for your message baby .
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Another late night
I thought that I was done here
Revisiting this place never feels like home .
It's cold, wet, and frowns upon everything.
The thoughts that enter here are uncontrollable and undeniably poetic .
Painful at the same time it hinders me .
Freezes me and holds me back .
Basking in feelings I can't shake.
Like a bird that happens to drowned in a bath .
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i'll be right there .
but youll have to be patient if youre still out there.
grip me by the throat .
lift me in the air.
choke slam me to the kingdom below .
where i have tortured myself enough on the surface .
im sure i can withstand anything the devil does to me with a purpose.
for the hatred you spread like a disease
effects the ones you hold the closest.
so drink from the faucet a water thicker than blood.
swallow and choke on your lies.
it will come back onto you with every tear you shed .
i hope in the dark you see my eyes.
infrared.
#poetry#poet#poem#poems#self#myself#my own#write#writer#words#words for the wise#words of the wise#snozzberrykush#tramatic
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Poured love into you
I just wanna see you win
Poured hate in me all I do is sin
Never grateful for what you got
You might never see again
That thought doesn't keep you up at night
The same way it does us men
Use us, noose us, drag and take our kin
I would flip drugs just to get you those coach slippers
Warm you up in new coats so you don't shiver
Now I drink about you when them thoughts hit my liver
Smoke in the air I stare at my tendencies
Multiple angles of shadows staring back at me
I wish evil could be erased from my biography
But that would also erase our history
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Paramore from last night ^,^
#paramore#taylor york#hayley williams#norfolk#ted constant center#last night#was#amazing#dancing shoes#dance all night#no problems#forget the world#snozzberrykush
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