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ankiflygarenilsson · 10 months

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Naturen och vi av Herman Flygare

Året är 1964 då pappa gick ingenjörsskola i Jönköping, han var den enda snickaren i gänget, de andra var i princip ingenjörer men han var bland de bästa i klassen.

Vid vårt fågelbord

Såsom vanligt hade vi vårt fågelbord bakom fönsterrutan. Det var intressant att studera de avsedda gästers beteende. Mest var det talgoxar och gråmesar, men någongång kom nötskrikan, den vackra och skygga men skräniga fågel. Mesarna var inte det minsta besvärade av att man iakttog dem, medan nötskrikan var liksom alla kråkfåglar mycket varsam. Märkte hon sig vara iakttagen så försvann hon omedelbart. Under vinterns lopp sällade sig ibland en domherre till sällskapet. Denne tycktes vara specialist på fläsk, ty det mesta av dagarna satt han på fläsksvålen och pickade trots att vi lagt ut en del växtfrön. Till och med hamp- och solrosfrön försmåddes för fläsket. På våren kom det nya matgäster, mesarna, nötskrikan och domherren försvann och istället kom sädesärlan, gulsparven och bofinken samt någongång gästspel avsom vi antog vara bergfinken. Det var många kilo havregryn som dessa fåglar konsumerade under sommarens lopp eftersom de tydligen födde upp sina ungar med mat från fågelbordet. Sädersärlan som är en insektsätande fågel, ändrade också sina matvanor efter omständigheterna. Visserligen kom hon till boet någongång med mask eller insekt, troligen för att ungarna skulle veta hur köttmaten smakar, men eftersom det var bekvämast att plocka havregryn intill boet, så bestod födan huvudsakligen av rätterna därifrån.

Enligt våra iakttagelser är gulsparven den fredligaste av dessa tre arter och sädesärlan den aggressivaste, eftersom gulsparven gav vika för bofinken medan sädesärlan körde iväg dessa båda från det hon troligen ansåg vara sin egendom.

Sedan ungarna blivit fullvuxna försvann sommarfåglarna men en och annan gång besökte någon enstaka fågel bordet för att få lite påfyllnad i magen.

Så försvann sommarfåglarna för gott medan mesarna, nötskrikan och till och med domherren återkom.

Gemensamt för såväl sommar- som vintergästerna var, att om maten på bordet tröt någongång så såg dom liksom förvånade ut och det kunde hända att de kom och knackade med näbben på fönstret, som om de ville tala om att nu är maten slut, nu vill vi ha mera. Sädesärlan hade i åratal sitt rede i vårt hur, dels i ventilen eller under takpannorna. Då den en vår återkom, gick jag ut på gården varvid den flög och satte sig framför mina fötter och sneglade upp till mig, vippandes på stjärten och kvittrade sitt vackra kvitter, precis som den velat säga "Ser du, nu är jag här igen".

Skrivet av min far Herman Flygare året 1964 då han gick ingenjörsskola i Jönköping.

The nature and us

Behind our birdtable

Like usually we had our birdtable behind the window. It was interesting to study theese intending guests behaviours. Most it was great tits and greytits, but sometimes the jays arrives, the handsome and shy but noisy bird. The tits was not the least embarrassed of that we observed them, while the jay was, as all crows, very cautious. If she toticed tha she was observed she disappeared immediately. During wintertime a bullfinch came to the company of birds. This bird seems to be a specialist of pork because mostly of the days she sat on the pork and pick defy we had layed out some seed. Though we put out som hempssed or sunflowerseed she took the pork. On springtime the new guests arrived, the tits, the jays a and the bullfinch disappeares and insteed other birds arrived like the wagtail, the yellow sparrow and the chaffinch and sometimes another sort of finchs. It was many kilos of rolled oats these birds was eating during the summer because the feed their youngest with food from the birdtable. The wagtail is a bird which eats insects did also changing its foodhabits during the circumstances. It is true that this bird sometimes arrived to the nest with worms or insects, probably because the youngest should know how the meetfodd tastes, but as it was more comfortable to pick the rolled oats beside the nest, so the diet contains the food from the birdtable.

According to our observation the yellow sparrow was the gentliest of them she gave away for the chaffinch (the aggressiv one) but the wagtail pushes the other birds away because she thought that the birdtable was hers and only hers.

When the youngest has become adults the summerbirds disappeared but sometimes some of the birds came to the birdtable to pick some seed.

Then the summerbirds disappeared for good while the tits, jays and even the bullfinch came. Both the summer- and winterguests looked surprised when the food dried up so they could sometimes pick on the window for more food, as if they mentioned that now we want more. The wagtail had in years its nest in our house.

When the wagtail one spring arrived I went out and the bird flyes and sat behind my feets and ogled on me, waggled up and down with its tail, twittered as if the bird wanted to tell me "I am here again".

Written by my father Herman Flygare the year of 1964 when he was reeding to an engineer in Jönköping, a swedish town

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itsallmadonnasfault · 2 years

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@thatsparrowboy Madonna’s fourth album ‘Like A Prayer’ was launched on this day March 21st in 1989 🖤

#Madonna #Like A Prayer #1989 #Sina Sparrow #art #Madonna art

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facetsofthejewel · 6 years

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Pin-Up Power!! Got my issue of Sina Sparrow’s latest comic creation, Atash and the Man Gods of the Homoverse, featuring my pin-up art of his main character (seen on right)!!

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#shannon hedges #queer artist #gay art #alternative comics #Character Design #sina sparrow #space fantasy #muscles #science fiction #Illustration #comic art #street style

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garadinervi · 4 years

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PROTOTYPE 2, Edited by Jess Chandler, Prototype Publishing, London, 2020. Design: Theo Inglis. Cover Art: Sinae Park

Feat. Astrid Alben, Caroline Bergvall, Linda Black, Lochlan Bloom, Iain Britton, Sam Buchan-Watts, Hisham Bustani, Theodoros Chiotis, Cathleen Allyn Conway, Emily Critchley, Claire Crowther, Susannah Dickey, Tim Dooley, Olivia Douglass, Michael Egan, Gareth Evans, Aisha Farr, Miruna Fulgeanu, Mark Goodwin, Philip Hancock, Oli Hazzard, Hoagy Houghton, Dominic Jaeckle, Aaron Kent, Caleb Klaces, Lotte L.S., Ali Lewis, Jazmine Linklater, Rupert Loydell, Alex MacDonald, Helen Marten, Mira Mattar, Otis Mensah, Lucy Mercer, Vanessa Onwuemezi, Sinae Park, Molly Ellen Pearson, Meryl Pugh, Elizabeth Reeder, Leonie Rushforth, Lavinia Singer, Maria Sledmere, Maria Stadnicka, Maia Tabet, Amanda Thomson, Donya Todd, David & Lizzy Turner, Sarah Tweed, Anne Vegter, Ahren Warner and Oliver Zarandi

#graphic design #typography #art #poetry #book #cover #book cover #prototype #jess chandler #theo inglis #sinae park #prototype publishing #test centre #house sparrow press #2020s

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ackermans-freedom-inc · 3 years

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Reposting to see if I’m out of the sin bin :D

A/N: anon. ANON. listen. THIS WAS SUCH A CRAZY IDEA??? I loved it so much?? ur brain is truly so wonderful and wow??? thank you for sharing this idea with me!! I couldnt bring myself to make it sad bc LEVI JUST DESERVES IT ALL OK but theres always room for a continuation! Thank you again for sending the idea to me!!! I wrote this last night when I felt too anxious to sleep - hopefully thats not too obvious! Endless love as I dive back into studying!! Enjoy! <3

Sparrows - Soulmate AU, fluff, gender neutral reader!

Shivers ran up and down your spine as all your peers stood around the stage, waiting their turn. It was ceremony day, and your mind was racing, worry gnawing at your heart. What would you turn out to be? Where would you end up? Would you meet your soulmate?

A cheer erupted, and your eyes flicked to the stage, where a petite blonde girl was smiling wide, petting the nose of a snow-white unicorn that stepped from the stables to press against her cheek. Military.

A moment later, another cadet approached the stage, looking around for a moment before their body suddenly froze. The flowerpots that lined the edge of the stage started to shake, ceramic clinking together before a bright red rose bush suddenly sprouted, beautiful blossoms casting a wonderful fragrance about the small crowd. Garrison.

Your name was called. With a gulp, you stepped forward, up and onto the stage as you dipped your head in respect to the towering statutes that depicted the walls, Rose, Maria, and Sina in front of you, ever wise, ever unmoving.

You looked to the left, the stable of unicorns snorting amongst themselves, not a single one seemed to be interested in you. Looking down at the flowerpots that remained still, your knees started to shake as you willed something to happen. Anything.

There was the occasional soul that for one reason or the other, did not receive the blessing. None of the regiment signs resonating enough to come to fruition. But that was rare, and more often than not, the Scouts would take them in.

A hush fell across the crowd as you stood, waiting. The time ticked by, one second, ten seconds, thirty. Suddenly, a searing pain erupted from your back, and your legs gave out, knees hitting the hard stage as you screamed your agony, nails digging crescents into your palms.

You could feel the extra weight settling against your back, the brush of feathers as they settled. It was as if someone had opened another compartment in your mind, the instinct to flex and open your wings coming as naturally to you as moving your fingers.

Heeding the instinct, you took a deep breath and with a soft woosh, you felt something extend behind, the wingtips reaching into your field of vision. Survey Corps.

You bowed again, walking off the stage, easily retracting your wings in the process. Finally. You belonged somewhere. You were chosen to be in the Survey Corps, with all the other winged chosen ones. With the Survey Corps, where your soulmate would be too.

You kept your wings folded tightly against yourself, growing more and more self-conscious as all the Survey Corps chosen cadets were ushered to meet the leaders. Beautiful wings surrounded you. Most were hidden like yours, but others weren’t as shy, letting their wings out. Some were long and wispy, gorgeous pastel splashes as butterfly wings flapped gently with each of their motions. Others folded their soft membrane wings, looking more like a bat. Still others showed off their huge wingspan, scales covering their dragon-like appendages. You breathed a sigh as you felt something brush your side and looked over to see the most beautiful pair of transparent wings that peeked out from underneath a cloak brush against you, their owner trying to tuck it in as best they could. Dragonfly wings. Quick, beautiful, patterned, and oh so gorgeous.

Everywhere you looked, wings of every size, shape, and type surrounded you. All except one.

Everyone knew that Commander Erwin sported the most dangerous pair of falcon wings; flecks of gold and green all over his feathers, and despite all your looking, you had yet to see another with those markings. Looks like he will have to wait another year for his soulmate.

You bit your lip, your wings still hidden against yourself. You had also yet to meet someone with wings like yours. They were small, and you hated them. As far as you knew, they looked like sparrow wings, but their colour was an odd shade of grey, bands of white contrasting the steely shade.

Mated pairs usually had the same type of wings and complementing or identical markings. Due to the dangerous nature of their job, many of the Survey Corp leadership chose to dye their wings, rubbing charcoal or other colours across feathers and membranes lowering the chances of their soulmate getting into danger due to their affiliation. It was said that losing your soulmate bond hurt more than anything – the very thought of it happening between pairs were often enough to bring forth tears. Most do not survive after the bond is broken, the remaining widowed soulmate withering away to nothing, wings losing their sheen, feathers falling, scales flaking, or disease setting in until even unfurling the appendage was no longer possible before they succumbed to a cold, flightless death. Within the Military, the chosen rider and their soulmate also shared bonded unicorns. If one party were to break the soulmate bond, they would lose their connection to their horned companion – never to ride together again. Perhaps the saddest was the Garrison, where endless tangled branches would form, thorns everywhere, but not a blossom in sight. Losing your soulmate meant you could never create your signature-coloured blossom again, and your world would slowly lose colour, until all you could see was grey.

You shook your head, attempting to empty your head of such dark thoughts. You were getting ahead of yourself again. You didn’t even have a soulmate yet, and here you were, worrying about what would happen if you lost the bond. How silly.

Footsteps slowed down as the base came into view, a platform in the middle of a field where Erwin stood, flanked by a small handful of other Survey Corp elite.

When everyone was accounted for, all crowded around the makeshift stage, Erwin began his speech, welcoming the new recruits, and introducing one by one his newly appointed squad leaders, Levi, Hanji, and Mike, followed by Moblit, who would be assisting.

Erwin’s wings were folded gently against himself, bravely undyed as he addressed the recruits. You were all to present yourselves, engaging in a short stint of flight in order to best evaluate your abilities. Stamina, wingspan, maneuverability, and swiftness were all important factors to consider when training cadets.

Multiple times during the presentation, you felt eyes on you, but by the time you flicked your eyes across the crowd, the gaze would fade slightly, before a second later, the hairs on your arms would once again stand.

Levi could feel the connection in the air, like a storm about to hit on a muggy summer’s day. The air was charged, and his wings twitched behind him, hidden underneath his cloak as he willed them to stay still. He scanned the sea of faces, ruling out all the cadets with visible wings he could see. They weren’t a match. But the moment he met your eyes, he felt his useless heart flail against the walls he built. The air got heavier as it swirled, causing a jolt to run through a rigid salute, the charges from earlier morphing into full blown lightning strikes as he couldn’t help but trace your features with his gaze. Not that he would have compared you to anyone, but from where he stood, you were the most enchanting creature he had ever laid eyes on, and he couldn’t wait to watch you fly.

Erwin and Mike took to the skies, Hanji assessing progress from the ground as Moblit called out the name of each recruit.

Cutouts of titans appeared out of nowhere, other Survey Corp members maneuvering makeshift arms and legs as they tried to chase down the initiates. The assessment wasn’t hard – the only goal was to fly fast, dodge as well as you could, and make it to the end where Mike was.

You winced when many of the cadets with larger wings caught the air current too well, wings made for gliding not as maneuverable, reaction time slowed by the force it took to flap giant wings and change directions. Only a small handful made it through, your companion who had brushed you with their dragonfly wings one of the first to make it to the end, flitting and cutting through the air so effortlessly, their wings a blur. Elite squad material.

Though you willed it not to happen, your name was eventually called. Shrugging off your cloak, wings unfurling, you took to the skies to meet with Erwin at the start of the course. The commander quirked a brow when you joined him, ghost of a smile on his lips.

“Cadet. I must say you have beautiful wings.” His eyes flitted to the ground before meeting yours again, “Use them, avoid getting caught, and try to meet squad leader Mike down over at the end.”

You grit your teeth, nodding at the simple instructions before the order of ‘go!’ rang out, and you flew as if a titan was really after you.

The wind was battering against your face, your hair blown back against the force and speed with which you were flying, eyes flitting to every possible direction a scout could come at you from.

At the first hint of movement, you dropped, tucking your wings flush against your body to dive, easily swooping past the obstacle. The second was positioned just after the first, the ugly face of a 15 meter titan, arms outstretched. You unfurled your wings, acting on instinct, the sudden resistance of air catching your feathers like a parachute before you angled your wing, changing direction on a tip of a needle. You never had to work your muscles like this before, but it all felt like second nature, as if they already knew what to do.

The longer Levi watched from below, the surer he got. The tips of his wings were darkened, thanks to the dye Hanji had applied for him, but he recognized those markings from anywhere. The perfection of the grey in your feathers called to him, and he heeded that call, shooting up into the sky to meet Mike, stupidly long black tipped albatross wings matching his ridiculous height.

“They’re the one.” Mike offered, his nose twitching as he scented the air. “No doubt this time Levi.”

Both pairs of eyes watched as you got closer, face flushed but determined, your wings flapping strategically to conserve energy and glide, but it was your diving move that was so familiar to him – Levi used it often, albeit with his signature spin.

You barely realized when you reached the end, not until you had to reel yourself back to prevent an in-air collision.

Your eyes raked over giant wings, so many wingspans longer than yours as you saluted respectfully to the two senior officers, but your breath caught in your throat when your eyes met his.

Your heart started to thump, and your wings curled around, natural instinct taking over to show your feathers when met with another of the same kind. Who would have thought, captain Levi sporting the same pair of sparrow wings.

Your elation was cut off early when you saw the colour – frowning a little before you reeled your wings back, blushing to the tips of your ears at your embarrassing display. You had after all, essentially asked if he was your soulmate in front of everyone.

“My – my deepest apologies sir!” you stuttered, “I was out of line, I saw the matching wings and…”

A jerk of his head told you to follow as he descended back onto the ground, leaving you to stutter an apology to a half smirking Mike who waved you off, scribbling his own comments in a notebook. Your feet barely touched the ground before Levi dragged you away, tucking the two of you behind a nearby pillar for some privacy.

A gust of wind and his wings enveloped you, managing to just wrap around. You could feel now the tingle in your own wings and gave in to the instinct once again, matching his actions.

“I never knew it was you I was waiting for.”

“I’m here now.”

“I didn’t ask for this, neither did you. Before we met I was sure that I wouldn’t be a good partner.”

His words were dismissive, other than the public display of his wings around you, his tone betrayed no emotion. “But now I’m sure that I want to give it a shot. Shitty or not, you’re stuck with me.”

“I wouldn’t have it any other way Captain.”

“Tch. Drop the damn formalities, its Levi to you.”

He stepped forward, locking your wingtips together, feathers slotting as tingles ran down your spine. The two of you fit perfectly together, and you leaned into his chest, warmth blooming at the feeling of your heart connecting with another. Suddenly your world expanded, a part of your heart suddenly blinking to life, consumed only by him, enamoured until the end of time.

Needless to say, you were quickly placed with Levi in his training squad, no one daring to call out the favouritism. You were his soulmate after all.

Known for their skill, agility and lightning-fast reflexes, squad Levi was widely feared and revered within the Survey Corps, and now, their unapproachable Captain had a spitfire of a shadow. You were as fiercely loyal and devoted to him as he was you, never before imagining you could feel this way about anyone, the notion of laying yourself before someone, vulnerable and unguarded seemed like a foreign concept before you met.

He taught you his spinning dive, and the two of you were often unrecognizable in action, a flurry of feathers, your matching markings confusing the hapless titans to no end, by the time they managed to focus on one of you, the other had already ended their life. The two of you quickly amassed an impressive kill count, the strongest and most powerful duo to date, bringing new meaning to the Wings of Freedom.

Who knew they happened to look like yours.

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dancinginmydressinthesun · 3 years

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tagged by: @librarydates (tysm)

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.

name/nickname: Sina

gender: ♀

star sign: gemini

height: 5’6

time: 12:48 pm

birthday: june 17th

fav band: 5sos

fav solo artist: taylor swift

song stuck in my head: right where you left me

last movie: red sparrow

last show: modern family

when did I creat this blog: 2012

last thing I googled: how to fix my printer oof

other blogs: i made some but i dont use them

do I get asks: sometimes yay

why I chose my url: love that song

following: idek a lot

followers: 13k

average hours of sleep: 10 hours lol

lucky number: 6

instruments: /

what am I wearing: blach shirt and black and white trousers

dream job: idek but im trying to become a teacher lol

dream trip: botsuana

fav food: fries

nationality: german

fav song: death by a thousand cuts

last book read: percy jackson

top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: idek

tagging: @bleachellaz, @tswiftyaussie, @bettyjamesinez, @dickinsonswift, @londonsboy

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chiharu-ross · 4 years

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Character Chart

Character's full name: Chiharu Ross

Reason or meaning of name: a fusion of her parents' names Chia and Haru

Character's nicknames: Carrot top sparrow

Reason for nickname: She has bright red hair, sparrow is a sarcastic nickname. She was given that when she hit a tree with her maneuver gear.

Birth date: April 18th

Physical appearance

Age: 28

How old does he/she appear: 20

Weight: 109 lbs

Height: 5'0’

Body build: bony

Shape of face: heart

Eye color: green

Glasses or contacts: glasses

Skin tone: Ivory

Distinguishing marks: scar on the left side of her cheek

Predominant features: her bottom lip is bigger than her top lip

Hair color: bright red

Type of hair: straight

Hairstyle: bun or down

Voice: in between high and low

Overall attractiveness: 7

Physical disabilities: low immune system and has migraines

Usual fashion or dress: usually wears her uniform

Favorite outfit: pajamas

Jewelry or accessories: A locket with a picture of her parents in it

Personality

Good personality traits: caring, kind selfless, sweet and helpful

Bad personality traits: stubborn anxious, paranoid and shy

Mood character is most often in: Meh

Sense of humor: dry

Character's greatest joy in life: Seeing people live happily

Character's greatest fear: losing the war to the titans

Why?: Chiharu's parents were killed by a titan.

What single event would most throw this character's life into complete turmoil?: Losing everything she worked for

Character is most at ease when: she's reading in the courtyard

Most ill at ease when: trying to work the 3d maneuver gear

Enraged when: her room is clean she has a spot for everything it must stay messy

Depressed or sad when: she is alone

Priorities: finding her place in the military

Life philosophy: Cry get up get over it

If granted one wish, it would be: Being able to stop the titans from ever happening

Why?: She doesn't want other people to go through what she went through

Character's soft spot: Levi Sasha Eren

Is this soft spot obvious to others?: yes

Greatest strength: being able to pick herself back up when she had her breakdowns

Greatest vulnerability or weakness: her emotions

Biggest regret: not being strong to help her parents

Minor regret: not going to the garrison

Biggest accomplishment: graduating the cadet corps

Minor accomplishment: learning how to ride a horse

Past failures, he/she would be embarrassed to have people know about: Her first go on the maneuver gear

Why?: She hit a tree and got really hurt

Character's darkest secret: at times she's wanted to give up not even get out of bed

Does anyone else know?: yes

Goals

Drives and motivations: finding a cure for titans

Immediate goals: help new recruits and people

Long term goals: end the titan war once and for all

How the character plans to accomplish these goals: Chiharu is part of Hanji's squad where they figure out titan anatomy. She wants to know more so she can find their weaknesses.

How other characters will be affected: they shouldn't

Past

Hometown: Shiganshina District

Type of childhood: Happy, carefree innocent

Pets: she wanted a rabbit

First memory: baking bread with her father

Most important childhood memory: when her home was destroyed

Why: Chiharu's life changed that day it made her realize she wasn't safe that the world wasn't safe.

Childhood hero: her Father

Dream job: baker

Education: homeschool

Religion: none

Present

Current location: Trost District wall Sina

Currently living with: the Fourth Section Hanji's squad

Pets: a horse

Religion: none

Occupation: Titan anatomy

Family

Mother: Chika

Relationship with her: super close

Father: Haru

Relationship with him: very close

Favorites

Color: royal purple

Least favorite color: yellow

Music: Chiharu loves violins

Food: cookies

Literature: romance

Form of entertainment: reading with the horses, baking and socializing with the cadets or her friends.

Expressions: straight faced

Mode of transportation: walking

Most prized possession: A locket with a picture of her parents in it

Hobbies: cooking, reading, drawing and baking

Plays a musical instrument?: no

Plays a sport?: no

How he/she would spend a rainy day: huddled in a blanket drinking tea and reading a book

Spending habits: she'll buy anything that's shiny

Smokes: occasionally

Drinks: occasionally

Other drugs: never

What does he/she do too much of?: sleep

What does he/she do too little of?: talk about her feelings

Extremely skilled at: titan anatomy

Extremely unskilled at: maneuver gear

Nervous tics: she taps her foot picks her nails or pulls the thread out of her shirts drags her foot on the ground

Usual body posture: slouching

Mannerisms: she tries to be respectful at all times

Peculiarities: she hates the sun

Traits

Optimist or pessimist?: pessimist

Introvert or extrovert?: Introvert

Daredevil or cautious?: cautious

Logical or emotional?: logical

Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat?: disorderly and messy

Prefers working or relaxing?: working she gets depressed if she doesn't

Confident or unsure of himself/herself?: unsure

Animal lover?: she loves any kind of animal, especially horses

Self-perception

How he/she feels about himself/herself: she wishes she could be stronger

One word the character would use to describe self: pathetic

What does the character consider his/her best personality trait?: caring

What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait?: angry

What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic?: her hair

What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic?: her bony figure

How does the character think others perceive him/her: She's weird looking

What would the character most like to change about himself/herself: To completely shut off her emotions

Relationships with others

Opinion of other people in general: growing up, she was bullied, she hates having to talk to new people.

Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others?: yes

Person character most hates: Kitz Woermann

Best friend(s): Hanji and Petra

Love interest(s): Levi

Person character goes to for advice: Levi/ Hanji

Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Connie

Person character feels shy or awkward around: Erwin

Person character openly admires: Hange

Person character secretly admires: Mikasa

Most important person in character's life before story starts: parents

After story starts: Levi

Instructor Sadies' Individual Cadet Evaluation: “Chiharu Ross reminds of a little mouse but caught on quickly with titan physiology.”

Game belongs to the most lovely rinmaru games art belongs to the most talented prince of red roses.

#updated profile #ooc #Chiharu Ross #attack on titan oc rp

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thedyingmoon · 5 years

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💚 See Me Now 💚

A/N: You know the drill, guys and gals,...

LOOK AWAY, LOOK AWAY,...

You've been warned.

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XX. Mockingbird

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"Captain Levi, why?"

Levi looked up at her and saw her bleeding nose and mouth. He also caught sight of the bloody bandage on her forehead before his hair was brutally grabbed by the man who was tormenting (F/N).

"Let him go!" screamed (F/N). She was desperately begging her captor to let go of Levi.

Levi, on the other hand, didn't really care anymore, despite his aching body which received a lot of blows the moment he set foot on the building.

"..."

"What did you just say? Stop mumbling and man up!" said the man to the degraded Captain.

"Let go of her." Levi answered in a very anguished tone, unable to suppress the pain he felt at the moment.

"And why should I do that?"

"You,.. have me. Let,... g-go of her,..."

To this, the villainous man just smiled broadly and faced his men.

"You heard that boys? The once high and mighty Levi Ackerman is surrendering himself!" he said, then looked down at Levi once more. He flashed him his filthy yellow teeth and said, "Oh, how the mighty has fallen,..."

The men started laughing boisterously at what their Master just said like some rogues who were laughing at some sick joke in a bar.

(F/N), however, couldn't contain her sorrow and pity. She hated seeing Levi suffer because of his weakness. She never realized, until now, how painful it was to see the one man she loved the most being mocked by ignorant people because of her.

The girl, unable to do anything, bowed her head and cried in silence.

The man noticed this and made her look up by holding her chin forcefully. his long and dirty fingernails digging into her smooth skin.

"Guess what, sweetheart? Ackerman is actually willing to give up his life just to save you! You might have a chance, after all!"

"Keep your fucking, filthy hands off her!" growled Levi, still on the floor clutching at his aching ribs.

The man frowned, removed his hands from (F/N), went to Levi and swiftly gave him a very hard kick on the stomach, which resulted in the poor Captain coughing up blood.

"STOP HURTING HIM!" (F/N) begged, desperately trying to free herself to protect Levi.

"Oh, why should I? This is actually quite fun! You have no idea how joyful it is to kill these monsters."

"He's not a monster, you are!"

"That hurts, sweetheart. You've not complimented me for my glorious endeavors, yet. And now, you're being such a fucking nincompoop for begging me to let this asshole go! After all the sadness he inflicted upon you,... how fucking stupid can you actually get?!"

Levi struggled to look up at the man as he was about to go near (F/N) again.

If only I have the strength, then I could've -

The obnoxious man grabbed (F/N)'s shoulders and brought his awfully wrinkled face closer to hers.

"Get away from her!" Levi begged and received another kick to the stomach by one of the goons.

(F/N) looked away, unable to stomach the grotesque sight of the man.

"Let's have a deal, then. Shall we, sweetheart?" the man sweet - talked to her.

"Don't listen to him! He'll - AHH!" Levi said as another kick landed on his battered body, this time, on his back.

"You'll let me touch you, and I'll let him go."

"Touch me?" (F/N) was very revolted at the man's words.

"You know that. I haven't had a woman these past few days. My big boy is getting dried from disuse."

"Don't do it! FUCK!" Levi begged as another painful kick landed on his stomach.

"Come on, you'll let me fuck you, then I'll let him go. It's as simple as that. I'll even throw in the antidote as a plus. I know how much you wanted to cure him, for humanity's sake, or whatever. But, that's a great bargain! What do you say, sweetheart?"

Levi writhed in pain, unable to say another word to (F/N). And to even make it worse, (F/N) was actually taking too long to answer, like she was thinking really hard about it!

Was her resolve to cure him really that strong?

(F/N), on the other hand, was silently staring at the villain with an unreadable expression. She opened her mouth to speak, but what came out of it was nothing like anyone suspected.

Always remember, my dear girl, that a woman's purity is to be cherished, and not to be given away to anyone except for the man you truly loved.

How can I know who that man is?

It's very simple, my child,...

"Go fuck yourself!" (F/N) hissed angrily and spat at the man's face.

The men went silent, unable to believe that a woman just rejected their great Master. How could she?

Levi, on the other hand, could not help but feel admiration for the girl's decision to keep herself intact. It's fine. Perfectly fine.

I don't deserve her help, for I have greatly sinned against her.

The man let go of (F/N)'s shoulders, pulled a white handkerchief out of his pocket, and wiped his face with it.

"Okay, so that's how you want to play it." the man simply said. He hid his wet handkerchief and looked at his men like nothing happened. "You know what this means, boys." he said to them greedily, making them grin with devilish looks on their faces. Some of them even started flexing their muscles.

The man glanced at (F/N) once more, but this time, with a look of complete malice in his ugly face.

"There is,... actually something I'd like to do once I get the throne from the King. And that is to rebuild this theatre and have many great shows for the people to see. My theatre would become so famous, it would even rival the most prestigious ones inside Wall Sina."

The villain gestured for a man to fetch him something from across the room. A few seconds later, that underling handed him what looked like a long, metal bar.

"There was a show I particularly liked when I was a child. I remember it was about two cute lovers who couldn't be together."

The villain stalked Levi like a predator, making (F/N) even more nervous than ever before. He was twirling the metal bar playfully with both hands.

"There was this one scene I really loved. It was when the evil man was torturing the man because the woman wouldn't abide by the villain's wishes to be married to him."

(F/N)'s eyes widened when she finally realized what the villain was planning to do to Levi.

"Stop it! Leave him alone, please!"

The man swiftly returned to (F/N)'s side, covering her mouth to stop her from saying another word.

"Ssh, ssh, ssh. I'm not done with the monologue, yet. You know that this part is very essential to all the villains in all kinds of stories!" he cooed. He removed his hand from (F/N)'s mouth and went on with his so - called monologue. "I also remember that, as the villain tortures the man, he sings a foolish, little children's song." He turned once more to his men and waved the metal bar in midair like some proud Conductor of an Orchestra. "What was that song again? The one with the blue jay? Wait, was it the robin? No. But, it couldn't be the sparrow, either,..."

"STOP, PLEASE! I'M BEGGING YOU!"

"Master, I think it's the mockingbird,..." a tall hoodlum, standing not far from where Levi was lying, said.

The villain's eyes lit up as fond memories of that particularly sick scene invaded his mind. "Ah, yes! It's the mockingbird! Now, how did that song go?"

(F/N) was now hysterically crying in her chair. "No, please! Stop this. I'm begging you, please!"

The villain put his right foot on top of Levi's stomach, raised the bar high, and started singing. "One little, two little, three little..."

"NO!"

The villain was about to hit Levi's face with the bar when he suddenly stopped, the cold, metal tool just inches away from his sweaty face.

"Wait, that's not how the song goes,..." he said to himself. He abruptly removed his foot from Levi's stomach and pondered for a while, idly bumping the bar against his hip. "I would never get this scene right if I can't remember the song. How did Alejandro Montoya sing it? Fuck, I remember the actor but, I can't remember the song,..."

(F/N) was shaking a lot. The man was just too unpredictable. He was nice the first few minutes, then violent the next. Just how long would this torture last?

Levi knew deep within his aching heart what would happen to him. He only wished for (F/N) to be safe, or the Scouting Legion to make it in time before the villain started torturing him.

But, it seems that luck was not on his side.

"Mocking,... bird. Hush, hush,... hush! I remember!" the man gleefully announced.

"Please, I'm begging you, let him go! I'll - " (F/N) pleaded. It was no use.

"Hush, little baby, don't say a word,..." the man sang in his surprisingly good voice. "...mama's gonna buy you a mocking,... bird!"

Without so much as putting his foot on top of the Captain's stomach, the villain hit Levi's leg as he sang the word bird.

Levi howled in pain, convincing himself mentally that he deserved that and everything that will occur to him in a few moments.

For hurting an innocent girl as (F/N) so much,...

(F/N) looked away, unable to see Levi in his suffering. But, the sound of his anguished voice made the tears fall non - stop from her eyes.

The sick man went on with his torture as he sang.

"And if that mockingbird won't,... sing, mama's gonna buy you a diamond,... ring!"

Levi received two more blows to his already beaten body, his mouth issuing noises he never dreamed he'd make. The men started joining in the fun.

"That's it. Sing with me, boys!"

And if that diamond ring turns brass,

Mama's gonna buy you a looking glass.

A burly man, the one who forcefully kicked Levi to make him enter the room a while ago, turned the Captain's body over, grabbed his foot, and threw him away like some child disposing of a broken toy.

(F/N) tried desperately to set herself free.

And if that looking glass gets broke,

Mama's gonna buy you a billy goat.

Another man ripped Levi's shirt, threw the tattered garment away, and began marking his chest with his knife while laughing like a psychopath.

"Hey, my turn!" the smallest one of the group uttered, snatching the knife away from his comrade.

And if that billy goat won't pull,

Mama's gonna buy you a cart and bull.

(F/N) finally managed to tear herself away from her restraints and blindly raged forward after seeing the men beat Levi's bloody body using all sorts of things they found inside the room. Two men saw her and hastily grabbed her shoulders. They pushed her back on the chair, preventing her to make any more movements and forced her to watch the torture.

"Look at them go, bitch!" said one of the men. "Ackerman's being beaten to a bloody pulp! Ha! Serves him right,..."

And if that cart and bull turn over,

Mama's gonna buy you a dog named Rover.

Levi could no longer think properly. His poor body was taking so much hits that he started hallucinating about lots of things.

One of them strangely brought back a certain memory from an unknown time.

He instantly remembered that he was running as fast as he could to reach the Headquarters. It was raining so hard. Thunder and lightning endlessly paraded the dark, menacing sky.

And if that dog named Rover won't bark,

Mama's gonna buy you a horse and cart.

He remembered seeing three drunk men in an alley, singing this very same song while beating someone and tearing the clothes off of that person. He shouted at them, already running towards them to beat them up. But, at the mere sight of him, they immediately stopped what they were doing and scrambled away from him like some chickens. He ran towards the person and saw,...

And if that horse and cart fall down,

You'll still be the sweetest little baby in town.

Levi looked up, despite the awful pain he felt, and looked at (F/N), who was being held down by the two men.

What (F/N) saw in Levi's eyes made hers widen with shock.

"It's,... you,..." Levi whispered, his unstable smile never leaving his face. "(F/N), it is you,..."

"Oh, the song is finished,..." whined one of the tormentors.

The leader wiped off Levi's blood from his face with his dark sleeves and raised his metal bar once more. "Then, we'll just have to start all over again until he dies,..."

He swiftly brought down the metal bar, but before it could land on Levi's head, all of them heard a very loud scream coming from the girl.

"STOP!" she screamed.

All of the men, aside from Levi, who was beginning to loose consciousness, looked at her.

(F/N) looked at the leader, determined about what she was about to say.

"I'll do it." she uttered, a strange glow emitting from her eyes. "Go on, fuck me,..."

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A/N: *gasp* You're still reading?! Well, it's your fault. Don't blame me,... ( lol, joke. 😁 )

~ @levi4mikasa , @yepps , @clovemcpandas , @unhappysap , @shewolfofficial , @fangurl-ontgeside , @super-peace-fangirl , @shortbty14 , and @emilyackerman78 . 💚

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All the Comics 2019

Series I read as they came out:

Archie Assassin Nation Batman Universe Black Panther By Night Catwoman Die Exorsisters Ghosted in L.A. Ghostspider Giant Days Gwenpool Strikes Back Harley Quinn and Poison Ivy Invisible Kingdom Laguardia Last Stop on the Red Line Lazarus: Risen Lois Lane The Magnificent Ms. Marvel Man-Eaters Monstress Ms. Marvel Once & Future King Paper Girls Pretty Deadly: The Rat Redlands Sabrina the Teenage Witch Sleepless Spider-Gwen: Ghost Spider Spider-man and Venom: Double Trouble Steeple Superman's Pal Jimmy Olsen The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl The Unstoppable Wasp West Coast Avengers The White Trees The Wicked + the Divine

Graphic Novels & Trade Paperbacks

The Life of Captain Marvel Margaret Stohl Carlos Pacheco Batgirl Vol. 4: Strange Loop Hope Larson Sami Basri Jessica Jones: Blind Spot Kelly Thompson Mattia De Iulis Doom Patrol Vol 2: Nada Gerard Way Nick Derington Kim Reaper: Grim Beginnings Sarah Graley Batman Vol. 8: Cold Days Tom King Lee Weeks Hilda and the Troll Luke Pearson Batwoman Vol. 3: Fall of the House of Kane Marguerite Bennett Fernando Blanco X-23: Family Album Mariko Tamaki Juann Cabal Andre the Giant: Life and Legend Box Brown How to Understand Israel in 60 Days or Less Sarah Glidden Get Your War On David Rees March Book One John Lewis & Andrew Aydin Nate Powell Barbarous Vol 1 Ananth Hirsh Yuko Ota Barbarous Vol 2 Ananth Hirsh Yuko Ota March Book Two John Lewis & Andrew Aydin Nate Powell March Book Three John Lewis & Andrew Aydin Nate Powell The Real Folk Blues: A Cowboy Bebop Fanbook Anthology ed. Zainab Akhtar Batman Detective Comics Vol 2 The Victim Syndicate James Tynion IV Alvaro Martinez Off Season James Sturm Kiss Number 8 Colleen AF Venable Ellen T. Crenshaw Cleopatra in Space: Fallen Empires Mike Maihack Batman Detective Comics Vol 3: League of Shadows James Tynion IV Marcio Takara The Hero Business Season Two Bill Walko When I Arrived at the Castle Emily Carroll The Weather Man Jody LeHeup Nathan Fox The Girl Who Married a Skull & Other African Stories ed. C. Spike Trotman ed. Kate Ashwin ed. Kel McDonald ed. Taneka Stotts F*ck Off Squad Nicole Goux Dave Baker The Breakaways Cathy G. Johnson Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me Mariko Tamaki Rosemary Valero-O'Connell Batman Vol. 9 The Tyrant Wing Tom King Tom Taylor Mech Cadet Yu Volume Two Grek Pak Takeshi Miyazawa Sincerely, Harriet Sarah W. Searle The Legend of Korra: Ruins of the Empire Part One Michael Dante DiMartino Michelle Wong Avatar The Last Airbender: Imbalance Book Two Faith Erin Hicks Peter Wartman Snotgirl: vol 2: California Screaming Bryan Lee O'Malley Leslie Hung Skyward: Vol 1 Joe Henderson Lee Garbett Shuri: Vol 1: The Search for Black Panther Nnedi Okorafor Leonardo Romero Crowded: Vol 1: Soft Apocalypse Chrisopher Sebela Ro Stein Ted Brandt I Hate Fairyland: Vol 1: Madly Ever After Skottie Young I Hate Fairyland: Vol 2: Fluff My Life Skottie Young I Hate Fairyland: Vol 3: Good Girl Skottie Young I Hate Fairyland: Vol 4: Sadly Never After Skottie Young California Dreamin' Penelope Bagieu Runaways: Best Friends Forever Rainbow Rowell Kris Anka Exit Stage Left: The Snagglepuss Chronicles Mark Russell Mike Feehan My Brother's Husband Gengorah Tagame Rice Boy Evan Dahm FTL Y'all ed. C. Spike Trotman ed. Amanda Lafrenais Gothic Tales of Haunted Love ed. Hope Nicholson ed. S.M.Beiko The Immortal Hulk: Or is he both? Al Ewing Joe Bennett X-23: X-Assassin Mariko Tamaki Diego Olortegui Ant-Man and the Wasp: Lost and Found Mark Waid Javier Garron Power Man and Iron Fist: The Boys Are Back in Town David Walker Sanford Greene Iceman: Thawing Out Sina Grace Alessandro Vitti Iceman: Absolute Zero Sina Grace Robert Gill Song of Aglaia Anne Simon Batman Detective Comics: Vol 4 Deus Ex Machina James Tynion IV Alvaro Martinez Harley Quinn: Broken Glass Mariko Tamaki Steve Pugh The Immortal Hulk: The Green Door Al Ewing Joe Bennett Power Man and Iron Fist: Civil War David F. Walker Flaviano Cosplayers Dash Shaw Bad Machinery: The Case of the Modern Men John Allison Is This How You See Me? Jaime Hernandez a city inside Tillie Walden The Immotal Hulk: Hulk in Hell Al Ewing Joe Bennett Slowly but Shirley Catalina Rufin Stage Dreams Melanie Gillman Homunculus Joe Sparrow Verse Book One Sam Beck Laid Waste Julia Gfrorer Gorgeous Cathy G. Johnson Cosmoknights Hannah Templer The Hard Tomorrow Eleanor Davis Pumpkin Heads Rainbow Rowell Faith Erin Hicks Funky Town Mathilde Van Gheluwe Pleading with Stars Kurt Ankeny Avatar The Last Airbender: Imbalance Book Three Faith Erin Hicks Peter Wartman The Love Bunglers Jaime Hernandez Spider-man Life Story Chip Zdarsky Mark Bagley Are You Listening? Tillie Walden November Matt Fraction Elsa Charretier Rusty Brown Chris Ware Dangerously Chloe Volume 3 David Lumsdon Jason Waltrip The Astonishing Ant-Man: Small-Time Criminal Nick Spencer Ramon Rosanas Doctor Aphra: Aphra Kieron Gillen Kev Walker Moonstruck Grace Ellis Shae Beagle

Minis

Maids no. 1 Katie Skelly Frontier #18 Tiffany Ford Two of Us Jessi Zabarsky Visiting Alivia Horsley Sobek James Stokoe Resort on Caelum Wren McDonald Boogsy Michelle Kwan Frontier #19 Hannah Waldron Maids no. 2 Katie Skelly Frontier #20 Anatola Howard Minotaar Lissa Treiman Pass the Baton Hana Chatani Cry Wolf Girl Ariel Ries At the Edge of the Stream at Dusk Jen Lee Cavity Michelle Theodore Hsthete Melanie Gillman David, I Love You Eileen Marie The Cutest Curse Laura Terry Churn Amelia Onorato An Eye for an Eye Kimberly Wang Women on Paper: 3 Stories Anna Christine Liminal State Maria Photinakis Melusine, The Collector and the Gift of the Pearls Edie Voges Infinite Wheat Paste Issue 3 Pidge Anew Dillon Gilbertson Anastasia Longoria Big Wally James McGarry Sam Bennett Frontier #21 Derek Yu Frontier #22 Tunde Adebimpe

Graphic novel is a stupid term that often encompasses things that are not novels, but I used it as a blanket term for anything comics I read that were bound rather than stapled. Minis are shorter works, stapled, and generally self-published by the artist, or done by a small press like Shortbox or Youth in Decline. I was totally lazy about crediting creators on series because my actual list for that is a grid, keeping track of each issue. Similarly, when listing creators on trades, I tended to only list writer and artist which is enough for some books, but sometimes there are many more, inkers, and colorists and letterers, and maybe I’ll do better next year.

Support your local library, your local comic shop (especially Hub Comics if you’re in the Boston area), and indie comic shows like MICE.

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