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#she reminds me of past me too☠️
birdbrainedboy · 5 days
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I’m obsessed with this show and fear a hyperfixation anyways here are my thoughts on every character in the show
Edwin Paine: forever my favorite, even back before the show when I read the comics! I think it’s funny that basically every man in the show wants him? I’m intrigued by his character arc throughout the story regarding his sexuality as despite dying in 1916, he seems to have had time to slowly become more accepting of gay people (I’m guessing in part due to Charles, who is pansexual), to the point where there’s only mild internalized homophobia if at all, which just exhibits itself in him denying any possible feelings for Monty. I love how face-value and logical he is while still being a sweetheart
Charles Rowland: he has a pan flag pin on his jacket which confuses me bc can ghosts only wear clothes they would’ve worn when they were alive, or how do ghost clothes work? Because he died in 1989 and I’m near positive he didn’t wear that pin back there. Anyways I do love him but I wonder about some design choices, like the one earring (not sure why it just kinda annoys me). That was more a rant abt his design than his character, which I have nothing notable to say abt since I LOVE HIM he’s so real
Crystal Palace: sometimes she was a bit annoying the way she was trying way too hard to pry into everyone’s lives, but honestly that was just momentary annoyance since nothing could make me hate her. I love how her past was slowly revealed (as someone who already knew it from the comics) and how she came to terms with the person she used to be vs the person she is now. She’s so cool!
David the demon: honestly kind of caught me off guard at first bc the person I’m dating is named David but I actually enjoyed his character. LOVED when Crystal dealt with him in the end. He was very interesting
Niko Sasaki: I love Niko, but I have some problems with her character. First of all, I feel like ditsy anime-loving cutesy Asian girl with dyed hair is a weirdly common trope? But whatever my main issue is that it feels like characters who normalize the fetishization of gay men are so common. Like if Niko had been a guy obsessed with lesbian manga evb would be weirded out, so why is it different? If we ignore all of this tho I absolutely adore her and I’m actually praying she’s in the next season bc she was one of my favorites (esp her relationship w Edwin)
Jenny: She is so hot and cool and funny I’m in love with her
Esther: oh my god words cannot come close to describing how much I love her character. She felt powerless and weak in the past and now she’s become obsessed with making sure nobody has that power over her ever again. She was so fun and I loved her attitude! I’m sure she won’t show up next season, as she was the main antagonist of s1, and while I love her, I kind of hope she doesn’t since I think her arc was finished.
Monty: His personality was like 2020 “soft boy” who acts nice and dumb but is lowkey a manipulator. So obviously this kind of made me like ☠️ bc why is he acting like that… but I still love him to bits because he’s just a crow guys he didn’t ask to be human,, Anyways yeah his personality annoys me but also I love him so much so? It’s confusing. ITS COMPLICATED. I will cry if he’s not in s2
Kingham and Litty: I honestly thought they were annoying but I can’t lie they were so fucking funny. Every time they were on screen I laughed.
Cat King: oh my god. He is so camp. I love him. There’s honestly not much to say he is simply iconic. Love how he’s afraid to be alone so chases after other people, he’s so real AGHH I love him
Night Nurse: Ruth Connell the woman you are… 😍 she reminds me of Muriel from Good Omens, in a way, and I love her! I really hope we get to see more of her in relation to the guy in the fish, and see her get to better understand human emotions and why they choose to cling onto the human world rather than pass on!
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nixontumbler · 6 months
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hey guys! I’m going for another ramble about fnaf so it’s probably just gonna be me switching topics? This will mainly be a GGY/Patient 46 ramble or beliefs
Or just me trying to cover Gregory’s possible backstories
So you know how Gregory is patient 46. And he leads his therapists to the pizzaplex(as it says in GGY tales from the pizzaplex.) to kill them?
I was thinking about how would he even kill them? I mean he’s short. And a child. I’m not saying he’s weak but what would you do if you see a kid walking around with a knife. (Wouldn’t be the best  disguise after-all. Him being a kid just makes the disguise perfect.) Maybe he used Vanny’s method or something?
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I’m talking about this scene right here. Where she says “dissemble freddy.” And as in the ending where Gregory dissembles Vanny, we know it can harm humans too. Plus, one of the four therapists mentions how one of Gregory’s councilors was found dead.
She mentioned that the body was messed up by machinery, as we see later on in that scene, Vanny gets torn apart by the janitor robots
Since he is a hacker AND a child, it kinda makes sense. I mean, being a child and stabbing a lady with a knife? She would probably have time to run away before i could even stab her again. Plus, in the book he uses an play pass that was hacked into a security pass or something. That’s how he was even able to get in to drag those therapists to their death.
Also, Tony mentions Freddy’s strange behavior in the book. I was thinking about how Freddy wasn’t affected by the virus. Maybe it’s because he was programmed to protect Gregory from any people who might be onto him?
There’s also the part of how Gregory broke out of control (Many people believe it’s the balloon boy game.)
I also thought about why the virus needs gregory anyways? Maybe it’s because he has a resemblance to C.C Afton. Hence the “Let me bring you back to your family” Chica quote?
Also, in the therapists tapes, one of the therapists mentions and inkblot test and gregory takes it. It talks about how it reminds him of a mask.
And the therapists mentions a disguise, and how he likes the idea of running around and being invisible. Which is true, no one would suspect a child murderer. (I was in denial when he was revealed as patient 46.)
There’s also the tape where another therapist mentions Gregory’s childhood. So we know he MIGHT be an orphan but, the therapist did mention him having a good childhood that Greg lied about.
There’s also the fact that he PROBABLY erased his parent records(got this part where Vanessa mentions him) And how (we know he has been to the pizzaplex before but Freddy doesn’t recognize Gregory in the guest list.)
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And here’s Vanessa talking about the records
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His backstory and background is interesting to me, is he an orphan? Or did that virus made him kill his parents? I find it weird.
There’s also the fact where in the story that “Rab” changed is, “GGY was the wizard’s favorite apprentice” It makes me wonder, did the virus get overprotective or something ☠️ and made him kill his parents?
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where i found the line from (Tales from the Pizzaplex: The Boddiedots Conclusion Pg. 64)
It also mentions him having control over the animatronics too. (More proof of my fact of him using the animatronics instead of doing the killing himself.)
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Then there’s also the part where Tony explains how “Rab” looked like a child. His shortness helped with that too(No fr he was twelve how short is he ☠️) Most of the girls thought he looked cute due to his appearance. (They mean he looks adorable)
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Which this is something i find funny since apparently “Ggy” takes two year in the past before the whole Security breach? (Which makes him 14? SHORT☠️‼️) STILL NOT SURE IF THIS IS TRUE BTW..
And there’s also the fact that when Cassie gets killed by freddy, the way how she dies is getting shoved into his stomach hatch(LITERALLY HOW SHORT IS HE)
I also believe he doesn’t remember anything? He just has the natural instinct to run from Vanny/Vanessa. And he also struggles to remember his name.
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Then there’s that instinct of not trusting Vanessa since he just knows something is up with her
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Other then that, that’s basically all I have for today I would love to explain more but, i’m tired💪
But my main idea on who he us is that maybe the glitch trap virus saw C.C in him? And decided “This is my son now because im grieving my family. ☠️” And then made the boy orphaned and decided “mm yes my favorite disguise”
Have a good day yall😭
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bayfuzzball7050 · 3 months
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INTRODUCTION POST AND RULES 🔥🔥🦾🦾🦾🦈🦈
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More under the cut :P
Hello bitches, bros and non binary hoes 🦾🦾 The name’s Andrés or Diego. Call me whatever ya want, idc
So
I’m a Trans Guy, he / him and if you don’t know me a they / them it’s ok I don’t mind that much. NO SHE HER IMMA BEAT UR ASS
☆ neurodivergent
☆ Artist
☆ Art requests are open!! I draw anything but nsfw/kinks and proship stuff
☆ Writer (no fanfic here tho)
☆ don’t ask for pics you ain’t getting em
BY THE WAY!!
☆ if I reblog a proship artist/art accidentally please forgive me :( I usually don’t check blogs before reblogging so it’s my bad if anything :((
So, I think imma make a dni list but it’s just basic dni criteria.
SHIT THAT GETS YA BLOCKED ‼️‼️
☆ Proshippers, Comshippers, anti-anti’s and profiction mfs
Why, you may ask? Horrible past experiences with these mofos and *other* bad experiences that ain’t really related to ‘em but remind me of so like if ur a proshipper just block me and move on I don’t want y’all around. Not rlly into the discourse and prolly never gonna post abt it but yeah
☆ ON A SIMILAR NOTE! even if I do hate proshippers, autoshippers/selfshippers are cool like hell yeah you go marry your blorbo 🔥🔥🔥
☆ Transphobes / TERFS
I think the whole ‘Im trans’ shit explains it well enough 💀
☆ Misandrists and radfems too like why you here 💀if you hate all men you hate me too
☆ Transmeds/Truscums/anti-MOGAI mfs get the hell out of here I hate you
(Imagine gatekeeping gender cuz someone doesn’t fit an stereotype thats stupid af 😭😭)
☆ zionists, racists, homophobes, antisemits (guess that’s how you say it???), conservatives, mofos who discriminate/hate minorities in general
☆ NSFW agere blogs (SFW agere it’s cool I don’t mind)
☆ pedos/MAPS 🤮 I want you hanging on the STREET
☆ Misgendering kink blogs cuz WHY THE HELL ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME WITH YOUR NSFW BLOG¿ AND IM TRANS WTH¿¿
☆ kink blogs in general actually ☠️
☆ Pro-ANA or Pro-MIA mofos y’all please seek therapy
☆ swifties.
To be honest I don’t check the blogs of most people who reblog or like but- Ricky when I catch you Ricky
(I mostly notice when I get followed but- anyway 😻)
THIN ICE:
☆ Giomis shippers
Why? Cuz not all of them are proshippers but a vast majority is and giomis kinda weirds me out💀ik the age gap small but still it’s kinda….
☆ dsmp fans
As much as I enjoy the Fanart and maybe the roleplay was interesting I have like personal beef with the fanbase and creators
☆ Hannibal Fans
The franchise is fire but I also have beef with Hannibal fans cuz for some reason most of them proshippers
☆ MHA fans for the same reason as Hannibal fans
☆ Same with South Park
☆ Same goes for Homestuck fans
☆ ONE PIECE fans, y’all didn’t do anything wrong it’s just that I haven’t caught up with the show 😭😭
ANYWAY
Languages I speak:
☆ Spanish (mother language)
☆ English
☆ A tiny bit of Italian
FANDOMS IM IN (but I forget sometimes 😿)
☆ JJBA (what I post about mostly (going insane over this))
☆ Madoka Magica
☆ ikigusare (best virtual girl band ever fr fr)
☆ Gorillaz
☆ Good Omens
☆ Moral Orel
☆ Dorohedoro
☆ My Little Pony
☆ Sonic fandom
☆ Undertale / Deltarune
☆ Breaking Bad / Better Call Saul
☆ El Cuarteto De Nos
☆ Azumanga Dioh!
☆ Vocaloid
☆ Project Sekai
☆ D4DJ
☆ Food Fantasy
☆ FNAF (grrrr I love fnaf,,)
☆ Emo / Scene / Scemo (I just don’t have money for clothes nor the patience to make a blog only for that 😭😭)
☆ actually like another shit ton more but I can’t remember 😔
Socials:
☆ [Reddit (u/BayFuzzball7050)(old account, permanently banned, abandoned)](https://www.reddit.com/u/BayFuzzball7050/s/0imM8wWepg)
☆ [Reddit, current account(u/BayFuzzball404)](https://www.reddit.com/u/BayFuzzball404/s/j0itlKumXa)
☆ ofc Tumblr
☆ Wattpad and AO3 but we ain’t talking about that 🤫🧏‍♂️
☆ …
☆ also I might or might not have a questionable side art blog
ALSO, IMPORTANT REGARDING MY SOCIALS
☆ I had beef with a transphobe in my old account and he has a Reddit account that is u/BayFuzzball7050_ but has a pfp of the trans wojak killing themselves. THATS NOT ME. Stay safe.
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khaire-traveler · 9 months
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Ok, I will try not to talk too much about this on here, since this blog isn't really about this type of content, but I need to nerd out to someone, none of my friends are into this, and this is my main blog, so here we go:
***BALDUR'S GATE 3 SPOILERS AHEAD; READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION***
This is mostly just me needing out and gushing, though, lol.
Ok, ok, so for the past five days, I have been fucking binge playing this game. I literally spent the first day I got it sitting around for, like, seven hours (don't be me, and make sure to get up for breaks if you're gonna do the same thing). I was - and still am - absolutely hooked.
I LOVE this game!!! It's the first DnD based game I've played, especially of this quality (even though my laptop runs it like shit and the lag is killer ☠️). I'm playing on Explorer, so it's been fairly easy and very story-focused. I find the lore so intriguing, and I'm so interested in seeing where the story goes! I haven't seen anything past the camp party after saving Halsin, though, so no spoilers please. 🙏
So, I started off with one playthrough, but I came in with the knowledge that you are able to romance the characters and such. I REALLY wanted to romance Astarion (as most people I see talking about the game lmfao), but my bitch ass just could not get his approval, no matter how hard I tried. It got to the point where he actually made fun of me after we saved Halsin and had the camp party. 😭 I honestly suspect he might've glitched out somehow, since I had read online that people have had similar issues with earning the trust and approval of companions. This definitely bummed me out, but I was still enjoying the game a lot.
Along with that, in my original playthrough, I literally forgot to seek out Lae'zel. I had planned on doing it, but I just didn't know where to go, and by the time I had met Gale, I honestly forgot about finding her because I had to get offline at that point. 💀 I felt really bad about it, and I only went to go look for her after saving Halsin because I was reminded of her, and she had already broken out of the cage and killed the two tieflings who trapped her. I felt so bad that I just left her there on her own all that time. ☠️
After realizing that I wouldn't be able to recruit her until a bit later, I just decided to restart my playthrough on different save files. I figured I'd also at least get a proper chance with Astarion as well (love him so much; he is my meow meow 💕), and all while still playing as the character I took quite literally two hours to make (I was very indecisive about them lol).
So far, the new playthrough has been going very well, and I'm actually pretty happy that I restarted, since I had also apparently missed the scene of Astarion sharing his vampiric nature as well as some very key information from, and about, Lae'zel. I'm only about seven hours in right now, but I feel like I've somehow gotten more done in this playthrough than I did in my original which had something like fifteen hours. I've explored places I didn't even realize existed, picked up a ridiculous amount of loot, and even acquired all the companion characters that I know of in the First Act. It's been extremely successful! Not to mention things with Astarion are going very well. 🥰
Anyway, I've been enjoying this game a lot! This is my first ever time playing it; I didn't have Early Access and hadn't even heard of it until my friend told me about it this past Sunday lol. I'm honestly really glad that I got this game, despite the price of it and the price I had to pay for a new storage drive for my laptop in order to run it. It was certainly lots of money spent, but it was definitely money well spent.
I feel like my perspective on the world around me has changed slightly from playing this game (in a positive way). I feel a lot more curious about things than before, and I'm more inclined to take spontaneous risks which has always been a struggle for me beforehand. I also kind of feel like I can talk to other people a lot easier as well, as strange as that sounds. I play a Bard in the game, so my character has high charisma and stops to talk to other characters a lot, and I'm not really sure why, but seeing my character interact so easily with others has kind of inspired me in a way and helped to make social situations a lot more comfortable for me (I have social anxiety, so talking to people has always been pretty tough). As unusual as it may sound, this game has already changed me in such positive ways as a person, and I can't wait to see what other lessons it may have to teach. ☺️
All of that said, I couldn't recommend Baldur's Gate 3 more! It's genuinely one of those games that I think anyone can pretty much enjoy, and I also appreciate how inclusive it is with gender stuff and queer relationships. The other characters even refer to me with the correct pronouns, despite me never needing to enter my pronouns in! It's a very impressive game, and the graphics are absolutely gorgeous (especially when your laptop isn't absolute shit like mine lmao). Frankly, it's just great!
Of course, being so new, it does have its problems. I've personally experienced lots of lag issues - dialogue and animations won't be in sync, characters taking a long time to go from one location to another, environments not loading in very quickly, etc. I've also had the game crash on me a few times, but I honestly believe it's more related to my laptop than it is to the game, and for the most part, it hasn't caused me too much grief.
Despite its flaws, I personally believe this game is very much worth a play. It's loads of fun, and the characters are pretty charming and entertaining. The storyline is interesting with lots of twists and turns, and if you ever get bored of the mainline quest, there are literally endless sidequests for you to enjoy. Exploration is highly encouraged, and as you explore the realm, your map actually reveals the locations you've been to. Fast travel is also a super great feature, although there are some locations I wish that were on there that aren't, sadly.
Ok, I've...talked a lot, so I'm going to stop now. 😂 Thank you to anyone who actually read all this, and I hope you have fun playing or watching someone else play, if you plan on doing either! Take care. 🧡🪽
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kirchefuchs · 10 months
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Ceres help me it is 3:58am and I have been tossing and turning in my bed for the past 30 minutes and I can't sleep
anyway
Now that I've watched a few episodes (read: 2 episodes) of Trigun (the og 1998 anime btw–), I can officially deduce that the Trigun mf (I have no idea what to call him help ☠️ do I just call him Vash–) is 100% silly
I CAN'T TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY DUDE AND I LOVE HIM FOR THAT. REALEST ENERGY RIGHT THERE ☝️ I WOULD HUG HIM and probably get berated by the short-haired lady (I suck at names 😭) but wHATEVER I'D STILL HUG HIM ANYWAY and also give him a box of those donuts he got
but now
i have to ask—does Vash go Super Serious Mode™ in an episode that doesn't include a woman like Marianne (I think that was her name 😭❓ RAHHH I SUCK AT NAMES I'M SO SORRY)
if he d o e s tho,
and I ask you this politely–
describe why in the weirdest, most nonsensical way possible
like
"local florida man simply decided to wear a dino suit one day and was promptly screwed by the local government" type of nonsensical
and then type the episode
so that once I get to that episode, I'll finally understand the context and what you were trying to say :D
(context for this very unusual request: I tend to do this with @ann-aha (< on a temporary no-wifi vacation) whenever I get into a series that she is conveniently obsessed with (she also does this with me towards The Stanley Parable lmao–) andd I decided to do this with you cuuuz idk, ur a friend in my book)
— 🅰️non, on the very ungodly time between 3:58am and 4:14 am || 18/07/2023 [decided to change it lol– it's now DD/MM/YYYY]
I love my silly little guy so much. He truly means the world to me. And don't worry about the names, I suck at names too but you'll get used to them eventually.
(You have no idea how honored I am to have you consider me a friend ♡)
I couldn't pick just one, and maybe not all of them fit the "Vash going serious mode™" but most of them do so I'm putting of of then here. I just love Trigun so much. It's so good. I'm so excited to watch as you get further into it.
Anyways, here's those descriptions you asked for and the episodes they're from
Local blonde man shoots Goliath's fist five times to save moms that tried to kill him earlier that day. Episode 5
Hungover man and his supposed boyfriend (also hungover) win local quick draw tournament with the power of love and incredible amounts of guns. Episode 10
Supposed amnesiac strips naked and barks like a dog to protect found family from bandits. Episode 18
Wandering priest slaps victim of multiple bullet wounds, with the pretense that the victim is "just pretending" and "he's actually fine". Episode 18
Local priest has to be reminded of the commandment "thou shalt not kill" by infamous gunman toting a sixty billion double-dollar bounty on his head. Episode 18
Local priest and infamous gunman clear town of bandits in the most homosexual way possible. Episode 18
First person declared a human natural disaster has breakdown over donuts as he realizes his feelings for man doomed by the narrative. Episode 24
(I realize I did 4 for episode 18, but to be fair, it is one of my favorites)
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bcrcavcd · 1 year
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☠️ from @sisturn A HEE HEE
That's Your Funeral! | Accepting
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There's an anger that takes her once she even hears the request. "First my closest friend, then my sister? Shall your cruelty toward me never end?" she states in almost a whine, dramatically looking to the sky as if asking for the torment to end. It would not, however, so she would have to answer this
She gets to this quickly, as though she's thought about this for a while. But instead, it's that she knows well enough how she would act. "If I were to kill her, god forbid, I couldn't bring myself to do it directly... But I know my sister like the back of my hand, I know she rarely backs down from a fight, especially if I want her to do it. I'd take her to something I know she couldn't best, and take it from there..." Was it really what they were asking for? No, but she didn't care, either. It felt like a betrayal enough to even speak such words aloud.
"Oh, but the funeral... I think what we did for her in the past was a good send off. The standard proceedings, of course, but we surrounded her with flowers the whole time. The garden was her favorite, of course she'd like the flowers. They were of all sorts, and we even kept them growing above her grave. I was never the outdoorsy sister but... I'd go there as often as I could, tending to the flowers there...
"I hope we could get a good variety though, if it were to happen. Oh, what am I saying... Abigail's already dead, it would never happen-" It's almost relief that fills her when she reminds herself of that. This was only a thought experiment, not some planning for times to come. "But yes... I'd bring anything Abigail had befriended to such a ceremony, even if they weren't human. And I think a natural burial would suit her well, I truly hope that she would like that, though-"
She tries to stop herself then, knowing that even with her interest in the macabre, imagining losing her sister again being too great of a pain to bear.
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fcb4 · 1 year
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Memento mori: Latin for “remember that you have to die” is an artistic or symbolic trope acting as a reminder of the inevitability of death. The concept has its roots in the philosophers of classical antiquity and Christianity.
Today it was acted out with my own hands. I decided to kill one of our chickens that we’ve raised that we named Mary.
She’s been weak from some strange ailment that we thought was originally egg bound issues. But we prayed, she didn’t die but revived and we thought all was good.
But the other chickens decided she was still a little too weak to be part of the flock and they started harassing her. Pecking her head, chasing her, basically terrorizing her until she’d sit under the coop with her head shoved in a corner.
The last couple days we tried to separate Mary and see if she’d regain the will to live but she pretty much gave up. She wasn’t going in the coop at night and not eating and drinking like she should.
So this morning I ended the ordeal.
Before this I took this pick of my ‘Pillar of Remembrance’ that I made to memorialize those who have died that matter to me.
The words lazered on the top of the pillar speak to a reality of a threshold that everyone must cross in some manner or way in life. We all cross this line in small ways and each season, stage, act or experience presses upon the contemplative heart and mind the truth that death is part of life.
We all live because something or someone has died to give us life. All life is sustained by death. All life is baptized and ultimately transformed by death ☠️.
The men and women we become because of it says more about us than maybe anything else.
I have chosen to embrace the hardship and horror of it in a small way today. It was a first, a step past a threshold that mercy required of me. It was an act of loving stewardship over the small domain of my rule. It wasn’t pleasurable, it was sad and I was a bit angry at the other raptors.
But I had to accept the inevitable, not with resignation, but with intentional action. To truly live one must face the truth of reality. One must grasp it and deal with it as it is, not as we wish it to be or even as it ultimately will be in the coming age, but as it is right before us.
This is the way of Memento Mori.
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seaside-lovers · 1 year
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Valentine's Day Self Ship Prompts | 4th Feb - 💚"Fond memories": Do you and/or your F/O go through photos, diary entries, or memories from earlier in the relationship? Do you have any favorites? Do you like to take/make a lot of keepsakes for memory or do you prefer to live as you go?💚
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💙 Jotaro + me
We have an album of photos we sometimes look through together
They’re from a variety years - from when we first met back in Egypt through college years to current time
We don’t often go through them but it is something we do together
One of our favorites is taking the group photo in Egypt
It was a fun moment in an otherwise long, harrowing journey
The photo itself reminds us of the amazing people we met and journeyed with together
One of our other favorites memories is the night we got engaged
It is one of my favorite moments together - spending the night together, enjoying the excitement of knowing we would be getting married in the future, and reminiscing on the past
We are both kind of a mix when it comes to keepsakes - we both lean toward living as we go and focus more on just making memories
But have a few keepsakes from special times we hold on to - the Egypt photo being a major example of that
☠️ Hank + Kit
It’s much easier in Nevada to live as you go - people don't tend to last long in the wasteland
Not really much time to make special memories together or even go through memories
But they certainly have moments they both look back on separately
And sometimes talk about memories together
These usually include a mix of both intense and lowkey memories, such as the first time Kit witnessed Hank die and be brought back
(Which she tries not to think about too much - she's less unsettled by it now but it still doesn't sit right with her)
Or a happier moment where they met a very friendly cat and petted/played with it for a bit
Even though neither of them have made many good memories, they both still cherish the happy memories they do have together
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scarabiaa · 2 years
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☠️ with vance and gale? but in a more trivial/fun way! like they get caught pranking someone and vance takes the blame, saying that gale was actually trying to stop him?
🕯️with avery and meditrina? like, avery notices that meditrina is sad or angry, and he unexpectedly for her (and him) says that she should stop trying to be "everyone's older sister" and she should take care of herself too? he had a senpai just like that back in rsa so.. he knows people like meditrina and he knows what happens when they bottle up their feelings.
AVERY AND MEDITRINA FRIENDSHIP I LOVE and also I had to include navin in the prank
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[ ☠️ protect my muse ]
It was supposed to be a super simple prank, in and out. Instead, it went like this: The plan was for Vance and Gale to go to someone’s room and paste pictures of their least favorite person or thing everywhere. Easy, but effective, not to mention the reaction. It’s the best part of any prank, especially the ones as harmless as these. The only thing that they didn’t take into account was what led to their fall.
They forgot a lookout.
So the last thing that they needed was Navin walking into his room right as Vance and Gale were pasting posters of the musical “Cats” everywhere. Their only warning was him shrieking about what they were doing here and what that monstrosity was on his walls. Gale had nothing in his hands, but Vance had five posters. They had ten seconds to figure something out between them and Vance thought faster than Gale. 
“It’s my fault! Gale was trying to stop me because he thought this was a bad idea and I didn’t listen because it was a good prank, so it’s not on him, it’s on me.” He said this all in a single breath and Navin just blinked. 
“You’re telling me this was your fault?” Navin asked. “Huh. Well, fine, you’re forgiven. But take these monstrosities off my walls NOW. Frankly, this musical is an offense to my existence, thank you, Gale, for presenting me to it.” 
After hours of taking down their hard work, Gale said, “Thanks for covering for me.”
“It’s unfortunate that we never got to go through with it. I mean, that was a good plan of yours-”
“Plan of who exactly?” Navin walked in from behind them with a glower in his eyes and a newspaper in his hands. If Gale didn’t know better, he would have said he was possessed by Iris. “Gale, do you want to explain?”
“Uh oh.”
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[ 🕯️ remind my muse that they matter ] 
Red. It was a funny color. Red, the color of love. Red, the color of health. Red, the color of anger. Meditrina now knows what it means when people mean “seeing red” while they’re angry. She can’t hold it in anymore. The longer she holds it in, the more likely she becomes of getting overblot. That’s the last thing she needs, for everyone to see her having a mental breakdown. No, she had better be in private. 
But she wasn’t good at hiding her rage like she wasn’t her sadness. She walked with the energy of someone who was prepared to do something so horrible, so awful. Maybe it was time for people to finally realize what she could do. Maybe it was time for her to release all of those emotions, let it overcome others so that they knew-
“Meditrina?” 
She whipped around to see a boy with pink hair staring at her. Avery, of course. She was always trying to interact with him, but he never seemed interested in talking so she backed off. Therefore, it was strange to find him trying to talk to her. “Do you need something, Avery?”
Avery did not have to see her mask to understand that she was hiding something. Based on his time in RSA and seeing his upperclassmen bottle up their emotions, he knew the signs. For the first time since they knew of each other’s existence, he was the first one to reach out to her. “You don’t have to try and hide it, you know. It makes it worse.” 
Meditrina raised an eyebrow, almost as if challenging him. But this was just a way of her covering up when she knew that someone had discovered her. “How do you know?”
“I’ve seen people like you before.” Avery walked closer to her until he was standing right beside her. “People that bottle up their emotions until they have to let it out in the worst way possible. You’re not the oldest sister of anyone here, you don’t need to keep trying to be. You don’t need to keep up that reputation because no one will worry about you more than you, as hard as it is to believe.”
She didn’t even know that her throat was closing up and her eyes were burning with the threat of tears. He wasn’t wrong. She needed to care about herself, not anyone else. It was just hard, after years of being raised to be the dependable one. Wiping her eyes with the back of her sleeve, she asked, “Who’s the person you’re talking about?”
“That’s none of your concern right now. What matters right now is you. You need to take care of yourself more, all right?” His voice turned sharp but his words were nicer. He wasn’t wrong. 
But as Avery walked away, Meditrina could see the sadness behind the tough exterior he put up. Maybe his own advice could be applied to him.
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They almost look like the same group here and this excites me because I love them both haha!
I already wrote about my thoughts of both songs and their albums so this is just about the MVs!
This is a long post because as usual I can't help myself lol.
1️⃣1️⃣Eleven: WHAT A DEBUT!!!!
This is going to be shorter than Pirate because I only know Wonyoung 'properly' (at least more than the others) so I can't pinpoint the members as well. I watched all their member intros and I have members I like already but I'm in the learning stage and as there are many groups I'm learning at the same time I'm taking it slow because my brain needs it lol.
I love the Arabic /Indian inspirations! It reminds me of Everglow and (G)I-DLE's inspirations! Their vocals also remind me a bit of SNSD like very clean and bright! Very refreshing and well done! I love it when styles don't feel like they are cheap imitations or just being 'quirky'. The neon light move dance is so cool and I love bright long gloves with jewellery! Always a look! I LOVE the slow snake like choreo! And the fast controlled hip shake for counting to eleven! Oh yes! Everything about this is fresh, unique, classy and elegant but also bold and joyful!
The creatives behind IVE are supremely superb!
Like chefs kiss times eleven thousand! I do hope for more story like MV because that's what I like the best but Im very happy because all the sets flow with the theme and that is just a pleasing! Once they create their fandom name you can bet I'll be naming myself it! But for now I'm a fan of IVE!
Oh one more thing I know Yujin the leader is also a former Izone member but I only really knew Wonyoung as she caught my eye, Sakura and Chaeyeon.
☠️Pirate: Space Pirates! My heart is full!
Firstly, "Well shiver me timbers!" CLOCKED!
Ah!!! I love it when there is more of a full set that flows together! Just like La Di Da! Well this is future space pirate like noire and La Di Da is past retro future noire! It also continues with their outfits! They're are always so good and I love them here!
-Mia's space pirate captain monocle, lip rings and green hair. She is going to steer this ship to riches! Her badass self on her captain throne! And her open belly suit look! Omgosh yes!
-Siyeon's space queen regal flag look! She marks the way on this planet, showing the way with flag firmly in place!
-E:U is a rich lady doing archery in space as a pass time like what a move! And her different length shorts like so simple but SO unique and stylish!
-Onda's sword fighter princess! On the surface a beautiful princess but like her black dress she has a secret side and will fight! And I love her bright highlighter and black pigtails with her biker outfit!
-Aisha is a famous biker known for her skills at travelling harsh lands! I love her black pants with mini bomber jacket! Really enchaces her long legs and elegance!
-Yiren's rich lady travelling outer space look like yes go and buy another planet Queen!
They are all princesses working together in space!
-Mia is the captain of the ship and can take the girls anywhere they need to go. She has travelled far and wide, she's a pro! (Didn't mean to rhyme but I'll take it lol!)
-Siyeon is a Queen and gives the directions leading everyone to riches and adventure across the galaxy!
-E:U is a wealthy member of Siyeon's monarchy but became a famous archer she can accurately shoot her target anywhere in the universe!
-Onda is a princess but she's also a secret agent and can do covert missions with her sword skills!
-Aisha is a master at space land travel, she helps her members to traverse the land as the lead biker!
-Yiren is a wealthy lady, she helps the members secure routes with her riches and influence! Space travel is extra easy with unlimited fuel!
Stylists keeping the pearls and jewels for our girls yes!
All their biker chic looks! Especially Onda's white and blue outfit! I love bubble pigtails too!
I feel like the choreography was a bit basic for them maybe to fit for tiktok trends and such but its still good! It's also probably still quite difficult but it's Everglow so it looks even more turned down. However I'm happy it's not as intensive because I want the girls to be badass without having a 3 minute hardcore work out each comeback! Like imagine if they did all title tracks in a row, I'm hurting just thinking about it! I also noticed Siyeon got a lot better at dancing she of course wasn't bad but she's doing so great!
Even though it was still mostly the same amount of screen time and vocals, it was spread much more evenly and each member got a least something. This is a great improvement! It makes me happy as a forever. I hope they continue so that E:U, Onda especially get more screen and lines. But when they was in screen they work!
Oh my loves~~~
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