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now that I know I'm audhd I'm pretty gentle with myself, like I can just go meh whatever and shrug off most of the weird shit I do, but one thing that still makes me want to sink into the floor every time is when I get so excited to see a visibly queer person in a mundane environment that I forget you're not supposed to stare and bc I'm not super expressive by the time I snap back to reality this poor person has been stonefaced stared down by a random schlub (me) for long enough that they're now worried about getting hatecrimed in the Lowes parking lot. Why Am I Like This
#nd#audhd#autistic#samble rambles#I want to be friends or signal in some way#but what if I'm wrong and I shove my keychains in their face and they get mad#and I zone out while staring#and I come back and discover I was right in assessment but also so so so wrong in execution#advice request should I just sheepishly hold up my rainbow infinity sign keychain when this hapoens or what#idk man staring is bad but actively looking away is the clearest alternative and thats also bad#I'm queer as well but usually dress and present really unassuming
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I understand why Mav can never slow down. I understand it on such a personal level. I went around 800 km/hr (553 mph) yesterday in the L-39 (for reference you break the sound barrier at 1,234 km/hr (767 mph), which is Mach 1) and I can literally only think about what paths I can take to go even faster. The thrill is insane and I knew I'd be hooked but to actually feel it and experience the G forces and weightlessness doing manoeuvres like that. It is such a unique and all encompassing feeling. I want to feel that again, so desperately. My dreams and goals just got bigger and more ambitious!
#I'm going to get my pilots licence#I'm going to get a jet certification#I'm going to fly something that can break the sound barrier and I'm going to break it#I want to go that fast#desperately#sam rambles#sambles#jets#fighter jets#aircraft#aviation#L-39#L-39 Albatros#planes#top gun#maverick
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can you make a nichelle ship tier list so i can dive in your brain. for science. thx.
very interesting way to ask this anon, but here you are. for science! <3
#i've explained some of these on why but i can explain more#if you want a scin ramble. a samble if you will.#ask quackle#anonymous#td spoilers
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i have the absolute biggest crush on sanji so watching him leave the crew in zou right now is destroying me from the inside out
#i knew it was coming BUT STILL#the way he smiled at the resy of the curly hat crew I AM IN SAMBLES#i’m so scared and excited for whole cake island but oh my god#SANJI I MISS YOOOOOOU#one piece#black leg sanji#red’s ramblings
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I had such a self care Saturday omg
I went to Sally’s and got my nail supplies, then stopped at Barnes and Noble to pick up a sneaky lil other world to escape too 😌
#and my kids were ANGELS#so they got chick-fil-a fries and lemonade as a lil snackie snack#sam rambles#sambles
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Sambling (Sam Rambling - Kinitopet)
a young Sam rambling (Sambling?) about various stuff (I used Emoji Font in Ibis Paint X for the symbols)
Inspo: Character.ai, Background from Omori
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was trying to think of a new talk tag and for now was just going to tag "sambles" (like sam + rambles akin to my prev url/blog) but in my headache haze i typed. salmon
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The Ramblings on the Grief Fic
This post is purely of own thoughts and mind on the Joy, Pain, and Sky, best known as the Grief Fic by a person I look up to greatly, @k9effect . This is not a criticism of it, as anyone who has read the fic knows how deeply it means to Sam. Rather, this is my own thoughts about this fic and my own dealings with grief.
when i was 17, my dad passed away unexpectedly. He had been in the hospital for quite a few months, and the docs had told us and him that he was going to be able to come home soon. That was Jan 22nd, 2021, what was his 52nd birthday. 11 days later at 7 in the morning, my mom got the call that he had passed away. In the week that had followed, i struggled a lot, i still am. My grief of suddenly loosing someone that i loved in a matter that felt like he was ripped away from me is still very much a part of me, 2 years later.
But back to the fic, this whole idea behind this post. It’s quite honestly perfection, its a very true character study into a character that suddenly and very violently looses the father figure he started to rebuild the relationship with. And the letter, god the letter. that part has broken me every single snippet that has been sent in the Topgunners discord. the way that Sam writes is that you can feel the grief just jumping off your screen, making the reader look inside themselves, confront or just come to some sort of understanding with grief that they might have.
So, thank you Sam Sambles, for writing that fic, and admittedly breaking me out from almost tears with the Shrek 2 reference in the lastest chapter.
Much love, Moss
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i think the fandom's idea of homura as "evil" is off.
homura if you think about it is not a truly evil character. more morally gray.
yes, she takes away madoka's powers as a goddess. but why? she does this bc she believes that madoka regrets her decision, + believes her when the (albeit non goddess) version of madoka says she would never leave homura alone, as she would miss her family + friends. + as a goddess, madoka is literally erased from existance, not remembered by anyone except homura — who literally iirc starts questioning if madoka was even real or if she had imagined her, since nobody else knows about or remembers madoka.
+ what does homura do with these powers? does she isolate madoka? hurt her? keep her away from family + friends?
no. she literally does the exact opposite. she gives madoka her family. gives everyone a companion. makes the world "ideal" for madoka by having all her friends around her, going to the same school, etc.
homura never hurts madoka. never attacks her, never scares her, never does anything threatening to her besides Maybe saying that as madoka is considered a "goddess" + homura is a self named "devil" that they'll be enemies one day.
"homura manipulates sayaka!"
perhaps, but homura is also a severely traumatized 13-14 year old girl who has seen all her friends, including the girl who saved her life, die repeatedly — probably around a hundred times, if iirc. she gloats to sayaka about being "evil" + "a demon" bc it's how she views herself as a person. she likely views sayaka as getting in the way of her new world, a world she uses to keep madoka happy.
"she calls herself evil!"
it's a reflection of how she views herself as a person. a very concerning idea.
"why didn't she just go with madoka?"
bc even if she did go, it's 100% plausible the incubators would just isolate another magical girl, + madoka would have to intervene again, putting her in danger of falling into their control all over again. it's also possible that since she calls herself evil she doesn't think she's "good enough" to go with madoka into what's basically magical girl heaven.
"but why do you think she's morally gray instead of evil?"
she's an example of good intentions bad actions. she wants to make madoka happy + to fulfill her promise that madoka never be tricked by kyubey. taking control of the universe to make madoka a normal human girl, surrounded by friends + family, fulfills that promise. it also fulfills homura's own wish — to be strong enough to protect madoka, who, as a goddess, is stronger than homura, + thus can't be protected by her.
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remembering when I hyperfixated on/had a relatively short lived (several months) special interest in poisonous plants as a kid, and I misID'd some intentionally planted queen anne's lace as hemlock and argued with my mom for weeks to get rid of it for our own safety to no avail. in my defense, how the fucj was I supposed to know what queen anne's lace was, it wasn't poisonous enough to be described in my poisonous plant books.
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So, I flew a fighter jet today!
No, that's not a typo. I FLEW a fighter jet! The pilot gave me controls half way through and let me perform some barrel rolls as well as a full loop and then let me fly her steady for a while! I thought it had just been wishful thinking that I'd be able to actually fly it but then during the paperwork portion at the start, they said I'd be given the controls and I just about lost my mind.
I was told we would pull at least 4 Gs but we ended up clocking 5.5 Gs and I handled it like it was nothing! My ears popped a few times but that was it! The pilot was apparently pretty impressed with me haha
Some people asked for pictures to live vicariously through me, so here's a few of what we got!
(Photos courtesy of me, my brother and my dad)
For anyone curious, it was an L-39 Albatros!
I was supposed to have recorded footage of me in the cockpit, but the gopro malfunctioned, so it didn't record anything. I'm not super mad tho, cause I still got some cool pics and a crazy experience!
I also got a hat, a shirt, and a P-51 Mustang patch! (They ran out of L-39s so I grabbed the next best one!)
Absolutely fucking insane to say that the first aircraft I've ever flown happens to be a fighter jet.
Anyways I'm having an adrenaline crash so I'm gonna go hibernate! You'll definitely hear more about this later, feel free to send me asks if you have any questions!
#sam talks#sam rambles#sambles#selfies#me#fighter jet#L-39#L-39 Albatros#aviation#planes#plane#aircraft#top gun#tagging top gun cause it was literally called a Top Gun Experience
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Don't you hate it when you fall in love with a girl you saw in your dream, not knowing where you saw her before or if you'll ever see her again?
#I'm gonna post my bullshit on tumblr#and im gonna call them sambles#short for sam rambles#i hope everyone reading these tags ignores me haha#sambles
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Something I noticed in a re-read of chapter 22:
Take calls Akihiko a gigolo and then says it was a “slip of the tongue”, which isn’t something you say when you’re just trying to insult someone you don’t like. It could just be a translator’s choice thing, but it implies that Take knows what Akihiko’s done for money but doesn’t want Haruki to know/find out from him (and Take’s face seriously gives off the impression that he regrets his choice of words)
I’m curious to see whether Akihiko and Haruki will ever talk in depth about this, or if it could come up later on and put a strain on their new relationship.
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Straw Poll is so easy to use I might use it again if I ever need to. Like to create another oc? Cause the name and gender voting was fun but disorganised. And like we could choose appearances and eye/hair colour, personality, all that Jazz it would be fun!
Alsonit could come in handy for choosing a path in that choose your own story thing I mentioned a while ago hmmm I have loads of ideas sorry for the impromptu brainstorm that sorta happened here
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i got so sad because i started thinking about just how alone harvey is. he misses his mother every day. she understood him and she’s gone. he misses his brother. tommy understood him and he is gone, too. his father is a drunken asshole who, in his worst moment, wished harvey had died instead of tommy. now the one person he could find comfort in is the same person who hurt him the most. sabrina’s good intentions led to harvey losing his brother not once, but twice. magic destroyed their relationship and yet the only person he wants to call and talk to is sabrina herself.
#i. out.#idk what this is#i'm sad#i'm rambling#i'm sambling#alskdfjasf#anyway this ultimately leads harvey to find comfort in ros and susie#the mvps#!!
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why are we like this nd why did i know exactly what he was talking abt
@rossisdeadinside
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