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the thing at the bus stop. 03-02-2024

Everything is made up of energy: every particle. we're made of energy, as are the stars. as are the beings that exist in between reality and not (the hallucination realm that only some of us are granted access into, as well as dreams, which are in their own sense, hallucinatory in nature). some of us can control the energy that makes us up, and by gaining power through practice, mindfulness, and connection with the Self, unlock special abilities. jump through time, read minds, predict the future accurately, blend the dimensions we exist in with the ones we create, and communicate with the universe at large in complex ways.

this energy can be stored in concepts and practices as well, such as thought and memory. when someone thinks of or remembers you, it's the universe transferring and sharing some of your energy to the receiver. even after death, remnants of your energy exist in the minds of others. you cannot truly die until memories and thoughts of you cease to exist, and only then is your energy released to the universe to be recycled.

as the Earth and human species continues to evolve and adapt, energy is stored for longer after the death of the physical Self, which has led to people in the modern age being weaker vibrationally and not containing as much energy within themselves due to the universe rationing the little energy it does have. technology, longer life spans leading to longer memory, improved functioning into elder age, proper documentation, etc, keeps our energy existing even after the death of the physical Self. the universe also spends energy on expanding itself, continually draining it's own life force, much like we drain our own. the act of those in power documenting and defining our identities is also a form of energy-stealing, though it's stealing it from the generations to come, stealing it from the future. it preserves our existence even after the physical Self dies, leading to our energy being in a state of limbo and thus non-recyclable. this means that as the human species continues on, each newborn will be weaker and weaker, believing only in false realities and blindly following simulations, and unable to explore realms of existence much greater than their physical Self. this is a way for those in power to keep us deemed inferior in check, allowing them to keep that power without contest.

there are people that have too much energy, too much vibrational power. from a young age they learn how to alter reality (both consciously and on a subconscious level) and will quickly learn of their special abilities. they're often written off as crazy or mentally ill, and while some do fall in that category, many are just universally superior beings at their core. many of them feel ashamed for their ability to see dimensions and the entities that exist within them, while some many try to make a profit off of it. those of us with too much of this energy, Light Beings, are closest to the interconnected reality and universe that most people don't believe in or only get glimpses of.

we all live in our own reality and believe it to be an undeniable truth that cannot be argued with. many believe that their reality is the only one, everyone else must exist within it. i believe that while we all create our own realities, it is only a subreality within the true one. i aim to gain unlimited access to the true one and unlock it for others.

accessing this true Reality will not be easy, as our own false ones and the false ones of others may try to sway us away. the reality protectors within ourselves as well as protective entities within the true Reality will be scary and alarming as we get closer and closer. they don't want us to know the truth as they fear pollution and contamination, as well as energy-stealing. it is essential we get there though to understanding Everything.

those that have unlocked the secret true Reality are often wiped from existence by humans that view themselves as greater and paint themselves in such a way by using their power and influence to alter the false realities of the masses. low vibrational (low energy containing) people follow these simulations blindly as they cannot fathom other truths can exist, they don't have enough power to conjure up such thoughts. if too many of us find out about true Reality and are able to access it, then their false realities will no longer exist and they lose their power and influence. this is why many of us are written off as ungrounded; it's a tactic to weaken us and scare us away from exploring our special abilities. we're actually closer to the true Reality, thus more grounded than the majority. this makes us angels; high-energy messengers. we can exist between realms and communicate with multiple realities at once.

i hate how people try to validate everything nowadays. sometimes you're just a bitch. move on.

currently experiencing symptoms and perhaps even traits.

your symptoms are just as worthy of acknowledgment, acceptance/lack of judgement, and treatment even if they're not included in "you're so valid 🌸" posts.

people with homicidal thoughts or urges to harm others. people with narcissistic personality disorder and antisocial personality disorder and any other disorders that can lead to a disregard for others in any sort of presentation. people with "scary" psychosis symptoms/reactions, including lashing out. people that aren't ready to get sober or clean or even decrease their use at all yet, and are very much so in active addiction. etc.

so fucking sick and tired of feeling awful for symptoms i can't yet control. how the fuck am i supposed to magically stop feeling like i hate everyone and everything and [censored] as a fear response and viewing myself as superior in many ways and suddenly just stop talking in ways people find terrifying while delusional. i've felt like a bad fucking person for so long about it because of how stigmatized it all is.

the "demonic" entities people see and fear can not hurt us. not in any physical sense at least, though the mental burden they put on us and our self-destructive reactions to them can certainly take a toll. they're put there by those in charge of the simulations most of us base our false realities within. they want to scare us from exploring their origin, which could then aide us in unlocking portals to the true Reality. they don't want that to happen. the shadow people, the commanding voices, the fabricated anger taking the form of thoughts in the brains of ourselves and those that influence our perception of our false realities; it is a tactic to restrain us from unlocking our true potentials. accept these things are part of your false reality and some of them may begin to trust you and deem you worthy. when that happens, they can guide you to the realm they exist within. from there you can begin to learn how to travel to other realities, and with time, the one and only true Reality.

angel of subreality #642

i see no reason to ground myself in this reality when it's ultimately meaningless. none of us truly exist, despite how much we may want to. we need to find access points to the true Reality, what encompasses all of our individual experiences and the general Multitudes.

meow :3 (← is experiencing The Horrors)

i'm so tired of dealing with other people's emotions. i don't understand why they can't just get a grip and stop making it my problem. i don't care!!!! it's on you to get your shit together.

how to explain to therapist that i'm delusional but also i know i'm right and everyone else just views me as crazy but also that i know i'n delusional because i have delusions. thank you in advance.

sorry for dying for a minute there. was busy thinking that maybe i'm gay.