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devoniandirk · 8 months
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Don't you just love when you can see visible improvement?
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Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Fantasy High: Junior Year episode 17
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artsyunderstudy · 30 days
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bad news gang im hella cursed
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eyesopentv · 2 months
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hey tumblrinas let me tell you about my current grievances in the tags <3
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dreamlogic · 22 days
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musing in the tags about the view two years out from my hysterectomy and the shifting nature of neuropathy. i asked my PT for recommendations/resources pertaining to pain science and that's been a very helpful lenses to have. i'm still not back to normal, will never be unmarked by this experience or return to my pre-op self, but my baseline has been gradually increasing over the last few months, and it feels good to look back on the last two years and say "i have no idea how i managed to function while living with that, but i did!"
#meatsuit renno#chronic blogging#ctxt#at first post-hysto pain was a deep burning ache#and eventually that lessened on my left side and settled in for the long haul on the right#after a couple weeks it had started to feel like a small carnivorous creature scrabbling and gnawing at the inside of my abdomen#nestled into the hollow of my pelvis and reaching up with its raking claws#about 6 months in and the creature still chewed occasionally but had shrunk to the size of a tennis ball under my right incision site#it clamped its jaws down and went to sleep and i perpetually felt like someone had pinched a fold of my insides with a large binder clip#this constant awful twisting tug every time i moved that kept me from straightening up or breathing fully#this is about a year into recovery and my original surgeon has blown off my requests for follow-up treatment three times now#i carried on as best i could. fatigue and brainfog getting worse & worse as the pain wore on unrelentingly#about a year and a half into recovery it worsened again. searing lancing pain like i'd been impaled on a piece of white hot rebar#couldn't hardly move. couldn't think straight. couldn't sleep#finally checked myself into urgent care & then the ER just to try to get someone anyone to take me seriously and help me#finally got a referral to a new surgeon who immediately pinned it as extreme neuropathy#started gabapentin end of december last year and the relief was immediately#i never thought i would welcome the gritted teeth vice grip of my little feral pain creature#but when i felt the molten spike slide out to be replaced once more by its worrying jaws#the intermittent spark and fizzle of that pinching squirming pain was a dramatic improvement#then i started PT in march and slowly so slowly the creature's hungry grip is loosening#it still clamps down occasionally. maybe once every week or two i'll have a day when i just accept#that there will be a horrible little creature chewing on my right side from the inside#but nowadays with the gabapentin doing as much as it can and an exercise routine i must stick to religiously to supplement PT#the pain is more of a little pearl of dark matter shifting around under my skin#it's incredibly dense. the heart of a black hole of disabling agony. all that white hot fury condensed into a slick heavy marble#as i recover some of my strength and energy i can feel my body coating it in nacreous layers to minimize its influence#my hysterectomy was 2 years and 4 days ago today and i feel like i can finally finally say i'm beginning to truly heal#i suspect i'll always carry this pearl in my side like shrapnel. product of damaged nerve tissue that went untreated for far too long#i wish my original surgeon had been more competent more attentive less lazy & indifferent to my pain. but i still don't have any regrets.
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rorywritesjunk · 6 months
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Having your name as part of your username or introducing yourself in a pinned post is just like wearing a nametag because you forget you're wearing it and then you're confused as to how people know your name.
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ahsoka-in-a-hood · 1 year
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I am involved in THE stupidest situation
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septimus-heap · 8 months
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Fellas is it normal to be in pain for the entire rest of the day/week after 2x 15-20 minutes of walking at a moderate pace and some stairs. Or do I need to exercise more
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themuseoftheviolets · 7 months
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finally worked out again someone be proud of me for this
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princeanxious · 1 year
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All I want for Christmas is for my teeth to go more than one full year without damning me to horrid excruciating pain out of the blue at the worst time
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zivaninja · 1 year
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okay clown shoes on for a sec but there’s more twists to this bloodline story. it’s not as simple as roman just retaliating against jimmy now.
so much of this story is about jey. the bloodline was built off the back of roman controlling jey. jey is still under roman’s say, for multiple reasons. jimmy doing what he did only aggravates those reasons. 
I don’t think the bloodline is fully imploded until jey gets his say
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mooodyblue · 1 year
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tags again. ignore me 🥸
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steviescrystals · 15 days
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SO fucking sick of my nose piercing being infected for no reason literally what am i doing wrong!!!
#first of all it’s not a new piercing i’ve had it since 2021#and it healed PERFECTLY like zero swelling zero blood nothing besides the tiniest bit of redness for like 2 days#so i had a stud in for 2 years with absolutely no issues and then like 6 months ago i switched it out for a ring#didn’t have any issues with that either for the first couple months then i got lazy with cleaning it and it got lowkey swollen and gross#so i went to my piercer for a check in and he said it was totally fine i just needed to be better about cleaning it regularly#and he was right it was back to normal within a few days so i’ve kept up with the cleaning ever since#(and i know cleaning it TOO much can also cause problems but i don’t think i am i’m just following his instructions)#anyway it randomly got way more swollen and disgusting like 2 weeks ago out of nowhere#tmi but it started leaking pus 🤢 so i was like okay this shits infected#but my piercing place is like 30 minutes away and i didn’t want to drive all the way there over potentially nothing like last time#so i’ve been putting neosporin on it a couple times a day which helped a ton for the first few days#and now it’s suddenly just all over the place like one day it’ll almost look back to normal and the next it’s swelled way up again#ALSO i got the other side of my nose pierced the same day i got the ring and i have a stud on that side and it’s been completely fine#just like this one was when i had a stud in it so it’s literally the ring but WHY#i bought both studs and the ring at my piercing place and they’re all the same kind of metal#i can’t remember if it’s steel or titanium but it’s surgical grade aka the same kind as when you get a screw in your leg for example#so it’s high quality and it’s designed to be in the body so it’s less likely to get rejected#SO WHAT IS THE PROBLEM SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME#lj.txt
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But fr this is one of the longest running fandoms I've been in
#like ive been in a lot of fandoms for a long time#but not like.. taking in content daily and just generally being hyperfixated#i think my second longest fandom qas the Beatles#which i was absolutely brain fogged for about 8 months before it began to fade#fnaf was kinda on and off#i was there since the beginning for maybe a few months#maybe like 2 or 3#and then when sister location came out i was in for about 4 months maybe#and then for a little bit when security breach came out maybe a month or so#so i dont like counting that one#other longer ones were Undertale (base game) which was for about 4 months#Everymanhybrid although that was like the entire summer of 2021#and then about an entire month in 2022 right before i got into dsmp#Gorillaz for about 3 months in 2019 (good god it was that long ago)#Sanders Sides was super split up#maybe like 2 weeks after a new episode came our since 2018#so a decent amount of time#Dan and Phil a little bit in like 2016-2017#probably like a month or so#full swing after their coming out like maybe 4 months#and then the entirety of April and May in 2021#Squid game about 2 or 3 months#Good Omens took over my Gorillaz hyperfix in November 2019 to about January 2020 when the Beatles took over#OFMD and Heartstopper were congruent for like 2 months#Moon Knight for about a month#yeah theres a lot#anyway most dont make it past 4 months until either taking a break or just stopping completely#so this is a bit wild for me#and its strange cause this is one of the more.... stressful fandoms ive been in 💀#anyway YIPPEE anniversary coming up
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coollyinterferes · 1 year
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//pov ur about to get mugged
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ihaventsleptinweekz · 6 months
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Sometimes I think I'm a normal person then the 11 pm thought kicks in and suddenly I'm insane
#Going to mildly and vaugly vent in the tags to buckle up ^_^#Will not clarify on any of this because it's more fun not to. Hope that helps#Anyway I'm kind of just. Weirded out by myself rn. Like I'm fine but I'm side-eyeing myself a little bit#And recently I've been believing thay I think really I was more immature a year ago#and while I do think back at her (year ago me) and kinda laugh at her for being overdramatic I feel kinda bad about it because yknow I was#But then I got kind of weirdly slowed down? In my being less freaked out process#Mostly because of Hellenite everyone say thank you hellenite (sarcastic love those fics so much)#But reading the fic kind of reminded me of the emotions that were going on at that time#And while I don't really miss or regret what happened too much anymore I think the general emotions of it started popping up again#Like idk how to say this but I'm over IT as a whole- but the emotions are still kinda left over?#Man really do NOT know how to put this#Cause it's kinda old news and frankly I am wildly happy with where I am right now#And I'm kind of thankful?? But also just a little :I about the whole thing. Which is making me inwardly side-eyeish#And I do think that I probably wouldn't change much if I could- and honestly I'm a little more embarrassed than anything else#Sorry for the weird long rambling tags just didn't want to call either of the like- maybe 3 friends I'd consider bringing this up with#I probably should check in with them though#Ough and I have work to do tmrw#Ew ew ew ew#Feel like this week has gone too damn fast and also not fast enough lmao#I'm also kinda nervous because I might have to take the ASL placement test soon to see if I qualify for skipping a couple ASL classes#Which would be nice cause I would LOVE to graduate quicker#And with all the AP classes I took in high-school it'd be nice to knock a bit of time off my college thing#Although admittedly I DID get that scholarship so it couldn't hurt???#It might actually give me more time to get EIPA certified and check out some internships??#Which would make getting jobs out of college WAY easier#Although maybe it'd be easier to get NIC certified if I retook a couple classes instead of trying to skip them??? God maybe I'd be behind#Ofc that wouldn't be a thing until after college#I'll probably have to save up money soon to start thinking about taking the test since it's so damn hard and so damn expensive#At least from what other interpreters have told me#Which is good!!! The it being hard thing anyways. Makes sure Deaf people get GOOD interpreters thst they deserve!!
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