Sometimes I wonder if it's "too much" to advertise my sexuality and to keep advertising. If it is "too much" to loudly proclaim that I am bisexual, that I am bisexual and that this is okay and that I am okay and that I would laugh just as loudly if you did or didn't know I'm bisexual.

Coming from a Catholic household, coming from a Catholic border town where Latina women aren't supposed to show just how much they hunger, how much they yearn and yearn and yearn and that that yearning can be for someone with a penis or someone else entirely. Coming from a place where I shamed myself for having a girlfriend and for wanting her, for wanting her so deliciously that all I wanted at the tumultuous age of 16 was to explore her mind and her body as the poets had taught me.

And that when I came out officially at the age of 24, the questions that came with that outing, the voyeuristic curiosity that came with it, the "how" and "why" and "are you sure" and the boundary I learned to make between my sexuality and everyone else. Everyone that sought to judge, be it straight, gay, and in-between.

The stereotypes that come with being bisexual and that come with advertising my sexuality. And I ask if it's "too much"-

Until, a friend, a family member, or even an acquaintance politely, quietly asks me, "When did you know?", "How did you know?", "Can you realize it later in life?", and "Is it...is it a bad thing?"

And I am the guardian I never had, the confidante I never had, the support system I never had, and the friend I never had. Patiently answering every question, patiently describing every crush I've ever had, between men, women, and in-between. The difference between queer and bisexual and pansexual and gay and anything you want to be, that queer isn't a bad thing, that bisexuality isn't a bad thing. Being the person that gets to hug the budding bisexual who may become homosexual, pansexual, or something else entirely! The person that showers this boo-boo Queer person with all the respect and affection I never had and that is when I answer my own question. Is it too much? Am I being too much? No, no I am just enough. <3

the band was called queen because everyone in the band is a queeeerrrrr

Dizem que existe uma linha muito tênue entre continuar dando o máximo para um “relacionamento a dois” e um “relacionamento a um”. Não mesmo, queridos... Não tem nada de linha tênue, a linha está no vermelho e nós muitas vezes é que não queremos enxergar ou não conseguimos enxergar. Por óbvio, dar seu 100% para um relacionamento dar certo, não é nada fácil. É um processo demorado, lento, muitas vezes sem resultado, mas a espera vale a pena porque ambos QUEREM. Porém, por outro lado... CRIATURAAAA... Tá na cara que a outra pessoa NÃO QUEEEERRRRR continuar tentando. Hellooouuuuuu... Você dá um duro danado para tentar: 💁🏻‍♀️entra em cursos para se entender e por tabela entender o outro; 💁🏻‍♀️faz desafio de relacionamento; 💁🏻‍♀️conversa com Deus e o papa; 💁🏻‍♀️chega a pensar “o que tem de errado comigo?”... O que tem de errado é que existem pessoas que não estão querendo alguém para se relacionar e sim para receber. Daí não existe dar certo, a proporção será você entregando seu “100” e a pessoa doando um “ZERO” bem grande. Pense no que você merece e a partir daí veja se vale a pena continuar ou não! “Raquelle, és a favor do divórcio?” Sou a favor de você ser feliz. Sou a favor que você tem o direito de escolher ser saudável indiferente da escolha. Sou a favor de uma vida leve. Quer continuar tentando? PALMAS! Quer enxergar que merece mais? PALMAS! Só tenha clareza da sua decisão. (em Palmas Tocantins) https://www.instagram.com/p/CI0bLTjrBL3/?igshid=me1baj2i7fx8

seeeei q tu me queeeerrrrr

This 20 question tag thing

was tagged by the happy @another-darkknight heres the thingie! 

Rules: Answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers you would like to get to know better

There are only 20 though

Name: Megan

Nicknames: Megs, Meg, Trouble, Sunshine

Zodiac sign: PIsces

Height: 4′10

Ethnicity: White

Orientation: Queeeerrrrr

Favorite fruits: apples, oranges, grapes, watermelon, pears, strawberries, Kiwi, mango, dragon fruit, most fruits y’all

Favorite season: Summer

Favorite books: Girl w’ the Dragon Tattoo books and harry potter

Favorite flowers: I don’t know that I have a favorite

Favorite animal Sharks and Octopi

Favorite Beverage: Be more specific, Water, rum, kiwi strawberry drinks 

Average hours of sleep: 5-6 (accurate)

Favorite fictional characters:  Are you messing with me?! fav fictional character!? Hades ( thats all I can come up with right now)

Number of blankets you sleep with: 3

Dream trip: Whole world with friends

Blog created: 2015: (pretty sure)

Numbers of followers: 449

I tag: @shwayzebaby, @finedisaster @glitter-ahnd-be-gay, @ali-ababwaaaa, @rresetrrewind

Some of y’all I don’t talk to so feel free to take it or leave it :D 

I can’t think of who else so go for it