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badass-at-fandoming · 11 months

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New World of Darkness Tabletop Books!

On June 9, 2023, Renegade Con hosted a "Stream of Darkness" as part of Renegade Con: Summer Special Edition. Jason Carl interviewed producer Kevin Schluter about upcoming World of Darkness books. Please everyone join me in the internal screaming.

The whole stream was uploaded to Youtube here.

The tl:dr: Vampire Player's Guide has soft updates, Thin-Blood Alchemy and Blood Sorcery grimoire (!!!!), Tabletop supplement on how to incorporate romance into Vampire (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!), Hunters Dark Academia supplement (???), Official Werewolf Dice

Vampire: the Masquerade - Player's Guide

Includes all Clan info and mechanics in one book

Revamps (lol) some Disciplines like Presence and Animalism

Provides alternate Clan Banes

Order here

Vampire: the Masquerade - Blood Sigils

Provides new Blood Sorcery and Thin-Blood Alchemy Powers and Rituals

Provides story hooks to center magic in the chronicle

Pre-order here; should be available in Q4

Hunter: the Reckoning - Lines Drawn in Blood

Four new Story Hooks

They can be linked into one chronicle or played as separate scenarios

Previously mentioned in Renegade Con in March 2023 here

Order here

Vampire: the Masquerade - Bloodstained Love

For Players and Storytellers to add, escalate, deescalate, and/or turn tragic romance in Vampire

Provides 6 romancable Storyteller Characters with a variety of genders. Schluter mentioned the cast has she/her, he/him, they/them (singular), and they/them (plural) pronouns

Lots of emphasis put on consent, safety, respect, and comfort of players and Storyteller

Adds new Merits and Flaws, like "Up All Night" which temporarily raises a character's Humanity (dunno how I feel about that)

Adds New Discipline Powers, like "Wingman," which temporarily projects Presence powers to another person

Adds new romantic Blood Sorcery Ritual and Oblivion Ceremony (???)

Suggests off-table play techniques like writing love letters

Pre-order here; expected Q4 release

Hunter: the Reckoning - Alma Maters

Provides 4 large stories hooks set in academic situations around the world. Not necessarily a university! Trade schools, online etc too

Includes research resources and Antagonists. There's an emphasis on investigation, not violence

New player options that lean into an academic background

Ivy League of Darkness lol

Pre-order here; expected Q4 release

Werewolf: the Apocalypse Official Dice Set

Dice make brain go brrrr

Order here

Werewolf: the Apocalypse, Fifth Edition - Core Rulebook is coming! You can pre-order and download a PDF of free sneak peeks here. Carol and Schluter talked about Pack roles and filled out a character sheet during the stream.

Anyway,

#vampire the masquerade #hunter the reckoning #werewolf the apocalypse #vtm #htr #wta #world of darkness #wod #v5 #vtm player's guide #vtm blood sigils #htr lines drawn in blood #vtm bloodstained love #htr alma maters #dice #text post

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sevikasfav · 2 years

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Her Darling

Pairing: Caitlyn Kiramman x Reader

Summary: You and Caitlyn try something new.

Word Count: 1743

CW: Bondage, Dom/Sub, Vibrators, Praise Kink, Spanking, Edgeplay, Face-Sitting, Usage of the honorific Mistress

Notes: Mommy dom Caitlyn make the brain go brrrr

https://archiveofourown.org/works/36349519

"You know, I thought you couldn't get any prettier." A voice came from behind you, letting out a low chuckle. "But seeing you like this, I was so wrong." You were tied up, hands behind your back with your feet tied along with them. You laid on your stomach, completely naked and laid bare for her gorgeous blue eyes to see. Your pussy throbbed from being toyed with for the past two hours.

"Please Caitlyn." You finally spoke intelligible words, lips sore from biting on them so hard. Your hips bucked forwards on the soft sheets of her bed and you were grinding against the cover. Your thighs and back muscles ached, cheek flush with the bed. Your face was smushed, one eye closed and the other open. Caitlyn landed a harsh smack to your ass, you jolting forwards and a high-pitched whine coming from your lips. She had spanked you many times beforehand, your bottom sore from the hits that she had laid on you with her hard and calloused hands.

You whined, a new wave of arousal heading towards your pussy. "Did I ask you to speak?" Caitlyn growled, you then violently shaking your head as best as you could to please her. You loved the way she could make you feel stupid with a simple word, look, and even action. You took a shaky breath in, legs jolting forwards when a vibration could be felt on your clit.

You let out a moan, the tips of your fingers digging into your palm. "How bad do you want to cum?" Caitlyn asked, your eyes closed when she went up a setting. "Answer me, or I’ll stop." She spoke, taunting you. “And I’ll leave you here, cold and wanting.” Her voice went deep, you letting out a moan and biting your lip in an attempt of self-restraint. Your cunt throbbed, you wanted to reach out to her but were unable to do so due to the fact you were tied up like a Christmas present.

"So bad, please, please, please." You bucked your hips into the bed. Caitlyn laughed, watching you pathetically squirm like an animal. You frowned when you heard no response. “You took too long to answer me, so you're getting 15 and you're going to have to count them out loud." Caitlyn pursed her lips, eyes trailing over your bound form. "Do I make myself clear?" You hastily nodded while letting out loud moans of 'yes'.

Caitlyn massaged your lower back, you leaning in vaguely to prevent from getting a harsher punishment than what you were receiving. Caitlyn swept some hair out of your face, staring into your eyes for permission, and you hurried to give her a yes.

Caitlyn leaned behind you, grabbing where the rope tied up your hands and feet. She untied the delicate knot, the rope becoming loose around your limbs and you stayed still, waiting for another command from her. You still had the ropes tied around your wrists, your wrists having a tint of red and being slightly sore.

She kept your wrists tied up, your legs being released. You felt her tighten the velvet ropes, your hands now tied behind your back. You let out a low sigh of relief, your legs now free; the appendages losing from being tied up for so long. “On your knees darling,” Caitlyn commanded, and so you did as you were told.

You felt a harsh smack on your bottom, you automatically letting out a squeak of “one!”

“Good pet.” Caitlyn purred, her fingers sliding down the back of your thigh. You waited for the next one, you felt Caitlyn raise her hand before spanking you again, you counted and Caitlyn chuckled. She kept raising her hand, the cold of her glove contrasting to the warmth of your skin. Every time she touched you; you couldn’t help but to make a noise, wanting to hear more praise from the woman above you.

“Fifteen.” You moaned out, wincing from the ache in your bottom.

“And what do we say?” Caitlyn asked.

“Thank you, Mistress.” You replied. “Good slut.” She smiled at your obedience. Even though Cait wanted to punish you more; she saw you were dripping, your thighs damp with arousal.

“You’re ruining my sheets.” She stated aloud, “Sorry Mistress.” You apologized.

“You should be sorry.” The woman sneered, palming your ass before spreading you wide. You whimpered, leaning into her touch desperately. She pressed the wand against your sex, bumping the tip against your clit. You moaned unrestrained, hips bucking when the toy hit the right places.

“Slow down darling,” Caitlyn warned you; and you regained your composure. She stopped the wand completely, like numerous times before. You sobbed from her absence. Her gloved fingers felt along your slit, teasing you. You groaned at her touch. You were turned over, now on your back.

Your eyes met Caitlyn’s, your lover possessing a look of pure lust on her face. Her azure hair fell over her shoulders and in her face as she faced downwards. “What are you willing to do to show me your sincerity?” She asked, your mouth shooting a reply of ‘anything.’ Caitlyn smirked at your willingness, her coming up with an idea.

She backs away from the bed, your neck tilting to watch her form. She undressed, sliding her red velvet button up down her shoulders and then proceeding to slip out of her black skirt. She wore a lingerie set underneath, sheer mesh that was the color black with flowers decorating the cups of the breasts. Matching panties with an attached garter belt that was holding up stockings that matched. She slid her bra strap down, before releasing the hooks of the garment, letting it fall her built shoulders. Your eyes drifted to her breasts, her nipples hard from the cold of her bedroom.

She smiled when she caught you staring. She unhooked her garter belt, sliding her panties and belt down her strong legs; her form naked except for the stockings. She came closer to the bed, raising her leg and settling it on the side of your head. She was now straddling your face; her glistening cunt visible to your eyes and positioned over your mouth. You knew what to do, opening your mouth and using it.

You left soft kisses against her clit, your tongue peeking out your mouth and replacing your lips on the spot. You heard Cait’s soft moans from above, her hips bucking into your mouth, the top of her sex bumping against your mouth. She gripped what she could of your hair, running her fingers through. You whined into her cunt, her fucking your face to get off. You felt her juices drip and soak the lower half of your face, the taste of her on your tongue. You kept moving the muscle going from her clit to circling her hole; her letting out praise in whispers and low moans. The sound of the wetness and the smell of her sex filled your senses, with you also sensing that your lover was close.

“Good slut,” Caitlyn cooed, moaning loudly; her affection making you press your thighs together. You kept going as Caitlyn’s hips kept moving. She came, gushing on your mouth; the entire lower half of your face covered in her fluids. She rose from your face; tongue reaching up to clean her. When she was done using your face as her personal toy, she gripped your chin and said with undeniable arousal, “You deserve a treat.” Then she hopped off your face, strutting to your now closed legs.

“Spread your legs for me, darling.” She breathed out, eyes nearly black from dilation.

You hadn’t even realized that your thighs were pressed together, your body subconsciously trying to relieve the twinge between your legs. You obeyed, and spread your legs as far as you possibly could. Caitlyn came before you, now in between your legs. She pressed the highest setting on the wand before lowering it to the space where you needed it most. She hung right above your sex, smiling when you frowned at her callousness.

“How bad do you want it?” Caitlyn asked, you hurrying to answer her.

“So bad, need your fingers Mistress,” You begged her, your body aching. “I wanna cum,” You said aloud, letting out a loud gasp when Caitlyn finally gave you genuine relief. She placed the wand back on your puffy clit, her fingers sliding effortlessly in your soaked hole. She leaned forwards, fingers twisting inside you, causing your body to melt. She curled them upwards, finding the spot and making you screech in heightened arousal.

Your felt your hands become numb from the weight you were putting on them, but your brain was too fogged to care. She kept rubbing the wand against you, her fingers moving rapidly and swiftly. You let out moans of ‘Mistress’ and gibberish; your insides clenching around her slender fingers. You could feel yourself tipping over the edge, you felt the tightened cord in your abdomen loosen.

Sounds of your sex making your body hot in slight embarrassment. Caitlyn leaned over you, her lips tracing over your neck; the simulation delicate and gentle. She made her way up to your mouth, curling her fingers once more against your spot, the action making you sob in her mouth. She kissed you fiercely, you letting her possess access to your mouth. She leaned back down, enveloping your bare nipple in her mouth.

“So good for me.” She panted; releasing your tit, watching your form become undone under her talented fingers. Your hips stuttered, eyes shutting and lips sputtering. You came; creaming on her fingers. Your body convulsing under hers. You gasped loudly, eyes closing your hips bucking wildly in the air. “That’s it.” Cait reeled you in with her sweet voice, halting the vibrations of the wand and slowing down the movements of her fingers.

You came down from your orgasm, mind now aware. Caitlyn undid your bindings, you reaching out to rub your wrists when you raised them. She helped clean you, passing something cool for your bottom, and clothes to get dressed in. Sliding in the bed, you laid your head down; facing Cait.

“You did so well,” She whispered, caressing your hair. “Thank you for doing this with me.” You grinned, eyes heavy from exhaustion. You fell asleep, Caitlyn following shortly after.

This was definitely something you wanted to try again.

#caitlyn x reader #caitlyn x you #arcane smut #arcane fanfic #arcane x reader #caitlyn kiramman #first post lol #caitlyn💙#d writes🍦#nsfw🍰

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littleblueberryartist · 1 year

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Genshin Neurodivergent Headcanons!

Note: Most of the hcs I have are ADHD related! I know that there's a lot more to neurodivergency than just ADHD, however as someone with ADHD myself I tend to base hcs off on my own experiences and projections lol so if you were wondering this is why

Anyway on with the hcs!

Venti: ADHD

He is. So full of love. He loves deeply and wholeheartedly and cares so damn much be it romantic or platonic attraction (adhd making your feelings feel so big they'll burst right out of your chest)

I think they used to be a lot more emotional back when they first became a god (he's far from stoic and still super expressive now, but he keeps his true emotions under lock and key)

the NB and the Old Mond Gang taught him to love and care and fight for freedom, but they weren't used to the sheer intensity of human emotion (emotional disregulation go brrrr)

holds strong to his ideals and beliefs

the wind is constantly blowing and venti is constantly moving

tons of dopamine from music fr

Coming up with sick rhymes is really mentally stimulating

fast paced brain + 2.6k years worth of experience is how he comes up with new songs and rhymes so fast

Good with words but can get rambly and a bit long winded (not as long winded as ZL tho)

He would do the stimming hand flaps he absolutely would

wing flap stims in archon form too

vocal stims this guy thrills like a bird and makes wind chime noises

hates the texture of cheese specifically but I don't think he says much about the actual taste?? kinda like me with tuna so sensory sensitivity???? (I love cheese tho)

despite being my most brainrotted character I don't have too much in game evidence for ADHD Venti lol it's all vibes

also he's my comfort character so they're just like me fr (and that includes the they/them pronouns)

Yoimiya: ADHD

Easily excited and feels deeply and wholeheartedly (adhd dials feelings up to 100 and that includes the positive ones)

She talks a lot, runs on sentences and sometimes doesn't even realise that she's doing it, changes topics a ton

talkativeness is a way that adhd can manifest and it's one of the ways it shows up in me

her vibes and how she talks reminded me a lot of myself and I got attached (she's just like me fr)

hyperfixates on fireworks don't @ me

Man I sure am lucky I hyperfixated on my family business and never stopped

the colourful lights of the fireworks are a visual stim for her

vocal stims and echolalia

the latter happens a lot when she's hanging around kids bc I do it with little sister

She runs all over the place and is just generally super active and lively (see: her dashing around in the genshin lantern rite promotional vid)

Albedo: ADHD + Autism

only puts in effort and excels in shit that interests him

hyperfixates on art and alchemy he's my inattentive adhd bestie

absolutely twice exceptional (gifted + neurodivergent)

this entire link: https://www.reddit.com/r/Genshin_Impact/comments/mehjk5/hypothesis_albedo_has_adhd_inattentive_type/

He doesn't exhibit many outwardly hyperactive traits but his mind is constantly going

I've seen the Autistic Albedo hc much more than I've seen the ADHD one and I agree with both. Co-morbid king

He likes Dragonspine bc the snow absorbs sound and helps with overstimulation

Sucrose: ADHD + Anxiety

lost her friends before. I'm a bit luckier in this aspect I think, but a lot of adhd peeps have a hard time making and keeping friends

Past rejections have affected how she views herself and her relationships

RSD from both the anxiety and ADHD god help her

This sense of guilt for bothering people just by talking to them even though she knows logically that that's not how it works (aqua your projection is showing-)

Particularly prone to overstimulation by noise because of her enhanced hearing

ND to ND communication with Albedo (and honestly Timaeus too)

Alchemy hyperfixation. Specifically bioalchemy and sweet flower modifications

either way she's the genshin ver of my biology special interest so I want to be friends

Hutao: ADHD (This hc was absorbed over from a friend bc I don't actually know her lore that well)

Whismy!!! Sillay gal!!!

she pulled a me when she was younger and decided "Oh I'm weird? Well guess what I think it's cool so now I will be cringe and free"

would rather die than be bored (me too)

loves pranking and poking reactions out of ppl

Some ADHD ppl like to start drama for the thrill/stimulation

This entire chunk of her character story 1

A lot of ppl with ADHD study or read better while moving around or standing

Doing handstands can also be her way of making things more interesting or challenging (gamification to get rid of boredom)

She's very whimsy as a character but takes her job as a funeral director very seriously

Man I sure am lucky I hyperfixated on my family business and never stopped

Kazuha: some flavour of nd but also ???

very in tune with the environment and good with slight sounds and smells

adhd brain taking in all the sudden random changes maybe???? nature is his interest so it catches his eye and keeps his focus perhaps???? idk the adhd "hey look at that bug" meme

particular about how his food is made even tho he may not always get that luxury with his life as a wanderer, food/sensory sensitivities?????

yeah not too sure on this one but putting here anyway bc I like him

#genshin impact #Venti #Yoimiya #Albedo #Sucrose #Hutao #Kaedehara Kazuha #headcanon #aqua's ramblings

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newty · 5 months

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thinking abt (the great) war and disability and dion again.

was reading US surgeon-general/american red cross magazine called "carry on," which was published about and for the war disabled and esp ppl with new amputations. its view is p typical: a man doesnt need to be pitied or given money or he'll become wretched and depressed and a social parasite, so we're going to assure u that u can do all kinds of work, make ur own money, and do everything a normal man can do w some work arounds.

meanwhile hostels like st dunstan's for newly blind ppl chartered rehab programs thru donations by making stock appeals abt sacrifice, bravery, and the terror + misery of losing smth you thought was indelible to ur life once. and these two examples typify a lot of the attitudes that sassoon sums up in 'does it matter?' which, btw, im still pissed that the sass biopic didnt use at the end so that it could quote wilfred owen's 'disabled' instead??? in the end, both of their poetry still has a root in the fear of disability occuring to themselves that i think is more evident than in some fiction writers

jeno heltai's aviator w one arm had everything wrong w his head via hallucinations, alcoholism, distorted sense of time and value, that it was fairly easy to forget that karmel depicted a figure that was frightening to others bc of his amputation + not solely his mental condition. ernst weiss almost does the same thing in his short story abt the man who loses himself in rage and blame after he gets invalidated home bc his genitals got lobbed off in the war. the chara describes how he feels and looks feminized for a bit, and then it kind of gets lost in him ranting abt cows and rocks and killing his wife.

and like, if we take a step back from the stories, theyve created a character made more frightening by their physical disabilities, visible and not, which kind of makes them more and less of people at the same time. they escape the matyr figure and become psychological studies. i want to read more.

i think of how the US economy expected men to return capable of the same work they were doing before (or more), and how, like in larry barretto's writing, they didnt account for how many would be mentally and physically unable to do it. modeled after germany, disabled men were then shuffled through work programs modeled to give them independence through undervalued labor like on farms, which must have exacerbated all kinds of economic class things re: those who had to take care of themselves vs those who had family who could do it for them

anyway. i think back to this again bc i find that when i think of dion, i project this interest on him. ofc i have my right arm amputee dion, but i find myself thinking how any challenge to his relationship w his body, what parts he he has autonomy over, and so on make my brain brrrr. he has nothing of the societal vulnerability of the normal soldier, tho, but his temperament and the jist of the curse, bahamut, and his wider duty attract me to the idea

what if the boom after origin had damaged his hearing, or if he starts to betray symptoms of a concussion? how does he write when the curse stiffness his wrist, does the flying and jumping do anything to his lungs or balance, and do any of his medicines nauseate him? if his foot was twisted or his hip was weak, would he allow himself to walk less or until he couldnt? what narrative would he buy into abt his worth, purpose, and responsibility? i wanna see all kinds of dions

#i miss my war literature reading so much tbh #i started reading so many that felt so #not uninspired but just. too generic.#that they started blending #so seeing ppl write war conflict for dion is lighting my brain up a bit #brianna babbles #brihamut's mercy

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applesandbannas747 · 6 months

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For the fic writer ask, 10, 34 and 38?

ahh!! thank you for playing more silly ask games with meee <33

10. How do you decide what to write?

whatever makes my brain go brrrr. lmfao I have a million ideas that collect in my brain (and then get jotted down in notes lest I forget them all), and then from them I'll kinda pick what to write based on a couple of things: interest level at the moment of choosing, ship, length, and genre.

Biggest thing that indicates something will be written immediately is when I start composing scenes in my head while falling asleep or zoning out--that usually means it's Time to work on that project, but that's not always how things get picked.

I do try (and I used to be better at it) to stagger my fics in a way that keeps my readers happy/interested. So I try to even out the Nichoji v Eugesse ratio I write, meaning if I just finished a long Eugesse fic, I'd look to choose from a Nichoji idea. And generally when I'm working on longer projects, little ones will pop up to keep the crops diversified in my brain and all that--and those ones always kinda happen on whims/accident and then get stored away for months/years until I have a posting gap they can fill. And genre lmfaooo it was my intention to give people realistic fiction between my fantasy bullshit but that particular criterion has been given up on and I've just accepted it at this point

34. What aspects of your writing are inspired by/taken from your real life?

ooo I've said it before but my love for my family and relationship with my siblings really influences the way I write the Labaos--none of the Labao children are based on me or any of my siblings and none of the relationships were copy pasted onto them, but the strong basis of love and bullshittery everything is built on is from my life. and of course the mental illness do be sneaking into all the Fence boys lmfao oops

38. Did any of your fics get surprisingly popular (whatever that means to you)? Which ones? Why do you think they were so successful?

honestly fucking baffled in the best way when my things get popular lmfao i still can't believe people like some of my stories so much! There's probably four that I think completely surprised me

Fairy Bound gained a lot of fans I was not expecting, especially given the size of the fandom (it's not super big and I thought it had died out a lot more than it has because it's older) and the controversy of the ship (human/fairy with large age gap, you know the drill). I think one of the reasons it got so popular is because of it being a T-rated and longer fic for the ship when most of the longer fics for them were M or E and so it filled a niche? Also it was canon compliant (at least until the sequel series came out...but i don't really see those as canon anyway so my thing still fits into the OG canon yknow?)

More was my very first Fence fic that I wrote because I could not find ANY Nichoji kissing fics and wanted those fuckers to kiss. Which, I think, is why other people liked it, but I was so surprised (in a good way) with how many people commented on it and wanted to read more. It remains my most-kudo'd fence fic, which has honestly got to be from its time accumulating those kudos XD but it makes me smile whenever I get a new kudos on it because it's nice to know that people still like it since it was what jumpstarted my time in the fence fandom

Can't Get Over You is one that baffled me for ages because I had a great time writing it, but I don't think it's my strongest fic by far...and then I realized that maybe other people are as terrible as I am and enjoy the trope of Nick fucking up really bad being mean to Seiji and making him cry, then having to spend ages getting him to believe he loves him. Sometimes makes me wonder if I should post more with that trope or if it would be too upsetti spegetti XD

And then Promised Things I seriously didn't expect to get much traction, and yet, it surpassed Truths, my until-then legacy fic...Turns out business romance is a whole genre that people do be enjoying but I just thought I was being boring because how does 'businessman au' sound appealing to anyone at all except the dumb asshole who wrote it??? also i made so many lingerie jokes in that one and am still delighted that y'all just let me get away with it

#jackshit #ask games #thanks for the ask!!💜#i always love babbling about fence in any capacity lmfao

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