I write 20/21 in a way where they're both very bad at loving themselves. Henry's a guy with no real self-confidence, the kind of guy who wishes he could disappear in most social settings because he never knows what to say or do and is harsh on himself for being awkward. Finding actual photography work is difficult for him because to do that he'd need to take some pride in his portfolio and talk about his work, which sounds like the worst thing actually. Meanwhile, Eileen's the type who's self-sacrificing to a fault, thinking that any situation where she's happy but someone else is unfair to the other person. She would consider setting herself on fire to keep someone else warm, after all, she'd rather be useful than let someone hurt! They can't love themselves but maybe they can love someone who loves them back and says hey, don't be mean to yourself because I like them a whole lot... it works, it works...

being t4t is so awesome. fuck da rules im just a little transsexual in a big world and brother im spreading the gospel

My dad's leftover martial arts clothes make really good cat holders, apparently

i had a long talk with my brother about the blues and reds awhile back and i thought i'd share some ideas we brainstormed for a better season (because s15 has so potential gone down the shitter) so uhh scroll while you still can. professional yapping under cut

ok so thinking about it now i don't exactly know how this would work about we had an idea that some of the reds and blues stayed back on chorus (i know, i know, this is already creating plotholes.) we decided on tucker, simmons, and sarge. we also thought itd be cool if tucker was like a cooler version of felix and wash combined. i think he'd train lieutenants☝️ maybe some simmons jensen bonding time i need those nerds to be friends!!! they can geek together. i also think simmons would like to observe chorus and help them recover from the war. and sarge would just stay idk

nooowww let's get into some ideas we had to improve the b&rs

surge, now being a sort of opposite of sarge, gained his rank from deception and tricks and he's actually quite cowardly, he'd risk a whole platoon to save his own ass (but oh no, they fought well and died in honor..) he doesn't really care for command and order, but follows temple because he has to. we came back to this a few months later and also had another idea that he was an odst like sarge but was very traumatized after the war and was very apathetic to life.

genes more street smart than book smart, also a massive trickster. he only pretends to think surge is in charge, he really hates surge (plus i had an idea that sarge DID save surge, but he left surge on his own and gene pushed him in the lava mwahahaha) but despite that he actually sort of idolizes temple, seeing him as the leader surge never was. my guy turned down his leader just to immediately cling onto the first authority figure he views as "different from the others" (different as in worse. so much worse) or he's just the same. cause that joke was pretty funny

i think it'd be interesting if cronut acted more like s1 donut (because the difference is INSANE 😭) not much further explanation on this but also added a point that he's using the b&rs just for the time machine (what for? we didn't exactly get that far.) OH ALSO MAYBE NAMED BAGEL LMAO

so we had two ideas for buckey. he's either huge creepazoid turned up to 11 or a huge religious freak that DESPISES tucker for his sexual nature. swears its gods words telling him to persevere and help the b&rs on their plan. to add onto the first idea, i think he'd have all of tuckers worst traits amplified by like, a lot. the only reason they keep him around is cause he's a sniper (also had a little idea that he was the one who shot wash)

lorenzo is silent. cant speak LOL we had some ideas about him being given freelancer equipment. alsssooooo added onto this with the possibility of the suit being ran by the greed ai (and that the armor was georgia's suit colored brown cause of the georgia & greed theory) plus they had an emp bomb installed as a backup. maybe this ones a stretch

nothing much for loco. i guess i liked his whole "hes not REALLY evil thing" but i wouldve liked to see an evil side of loco, even just a little. oh we had an alternative idea for the machine he was builing, somewhat of a slipspace bomb to lure in unsc ships to boom boom them

i don't really know what to add to biff 😭 i actually liked his character as he was. uuuuuhhhhh i wouldve liked more georgina. pls. i love heryou dont understamd.

OHHH ALSO ALSO we had an idea that when tucker finally gets to temple he pulls out fucking yellow church as an ai fragment. he threatens to destroy it and does his little rant about how the ai fragments were also the cause of all this. to add onto the slipspace bomb idea, the bomb is destroyed at the unfortunate cost of yellow church. bye bye buddy. I KNOW THIS ONES A STRETCH ITS JUST FUNNY

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Okay putting this thought out there:

Pocketcat in Funger Termina, yeah?

So. He says Rher put him there to make sure the game's going smoothly, without direct interference. He sells you good items for heads of the other contestants for a motive.

However.

If you kill Daan, he won't appear at the museum.

1. He doesn't love me. :( lies.

2. He is only interested in Daan and nothing else about this Termina Festival

3. Adding on to the second point, even if he got orders from Rher to make sure you have an incentive to kill, he's only giving that offer once, after he realises you killed the medic boy he was haunting.

Also there's the whole. Like is Per'kele for real when he means Rher never intended for this festival to happen, and like he only used the Moon for his own Sulfur cult stuff. Cause if Rher never knew of this festival, only realising it's happening in ending B when the traces of him peeks at you for a moment before fading back in disinterest. How. Did Pocketcat get orders???

hi ok i didnt wanna say anything but for those of you that saw the posts about transfemme headcanons in the prsk fandom, i want to say my thoughts.

if we want to talk about misogyny in the fandom, i dont think looking at transfemme headcanons is important. i dont see transfem hcs actually all that much. sure there were some for touya after the valentines event or ive seen some for rui but he also has a lot of trans hcs in general. besides that i dont really see them and i dont think its that prevalent besides in certain circles.

if you want to talk about this, look at the amount of fics on ao3 for the masc characters as opposed to the fem ones. there 4 out of 20. five fem characters for every masc one and yet they dominate the content made. i feel like thats more relavent to look at for misogyny. its hard to get a good grasp of who hcs what characters what and which hcs are most popular, but everyone also has there own views. for this though, i made graphs based on the amount of fics on ao3 for each pairing. i actually had a post about this a bit ago now, but ill share the images here too.

as well, the thing that sparked me making this post is that i went to look for shiho fics and the top relationship tags were somehow still for rks and akty.

i NEED to ramble about my fic idea but my trust issues are NOT letting me do so publicly <//3

One unexpected but fun outcome of me writing Fallen London fanfics is that I can actually trace my in-game progress with what I wrote my character doing.

Just got reminded that today I'd the 31st and not actually the 30th. I thought I had more time for this. I do not!!!

2023 has been... a year. Not a particularly good year, but not a bad one either. Just a year!! Having said that, though, alot of good things happened. I made a few new friends + graduated this year! Turned 18 – which isn't one of the good things it's just a thing that happened but ahhh whatever whatever – and got new friends (albeit over on discord). Plus !!! Mutuals made alot of bangers this year and I love that 🙏🏽

Hoping I get more social in 2024. I'd like to try and reach out more!! Be more sociable. And not be scared!! And also make more content eyeas yes 🦫

(This was so bad but man I am BAD at this 💔. Girls can't do talking posts (I'm girls))

Here's to the end of 2023 and a Happy New Year 🫡!!!!!

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It is Known™️ I don’t do fandom discourse and you won’t catch me engaging with it on main no siree! But in light of recent things, I’d just like to remind people to just... be kind. Please, be kind. It doesn’t cost much, to be nice, to be kind. Or if you don’t feel like being so, just don’t be mean. Grant yourself some grace and distance from things that aren’t what you like. It’s okay if something isn’t for you, it really is! But you don’t have to be mean or nasty or rude about it, not about other people’s creations nor to the creators themselves. Please, just be kind. 💖

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in case anyone was wondering what show i have chosen to sate my desire for queerbait, i am now starting legacies. let’s go evil lesbians!

re-reading lemony snicket's 'all the wrong questions' and being so fuckign normal about ellington and snicket. beign so normal and sane and usual and head in hands about their dynamic and how now that i'm fucking older i get it.

helping her because he can't help his sister. trying to keep his feelings from interferring with his work. willingly catching himself in the same wickedly nasty web as her just to get closer. using different names until she's tangible and perceivable and real again just to solidify her existence in the moment. i'm only on the second novel but i am consuming their dynamic like flesh on bones i am so fuckign normal about them mr snicket pLEASE-

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