Its not very often I find my mind bored anymore but I dont like it 🤣

Me: has (1) frozen margarita and way too much food at restaurant

Me, who chronically goes to bed at 12-1am: [is out like a light at 8pm]

Me: [wakes up at 1am. Cannot for the life of me go back to sleep]

My brain:

My brain:

My brain: [starts firing up all cylinders for the day, trying to solve house renovation solutions. Maybe we could paint this weekend if the weather is nice enough to open the house. Just the bathroom for now. We'll have to paint (my) office too eventually, but if we plan on taking the popcorn ceiling down we should do that first in there before we paint or replace the carpet. But before we do that we should test for asbestos, but if we test it we'll have to take a huge chunk out of the ceiling and if its positive it means we just gotta leave it with a chunk missing in the ceiling. If its negative we can take it down but man is it even worth it? Should we just leave it, its not actually harming anything? I just hate it is all, it's not harming me. And what about the tile in the bathroom and the kitchen, i have to wonder if why they put tile down on top of the existing flooring was because of asbestos in the flooring underneath because thats what other people's solution often is. And say it is present, what do we do then? Even if a professional does it, do we gotta worry about asbestos residue all over our vents and on the walls and on what we didn't replace? And for how long is it circulating in the house? Maybe we plan to leave for like a vacation during that time? It's one thing to suit up and be protected while you're doing it, but afterwards? Not to mention, if we CAN rip up the tile in the kitchen, if we're wanting an island in the hallway somewhat once we take the wall down, its gonna look funny if the island is partway on wood floor and partway on tile....ideally we'd have consistent flooring, but that'd mean finding the exact same flooring we have throughout the hallway and living room to put in the kitchen--unlikely-- or ripping that up too.

My brain:

My brain:

My brain: [suddenly, mysteriously, starts playing] it's gonna be daaangerous, my friend--

Me: rude >8[

if frostpaw being spayed does circle back around to 'rusty if you become a wild cat you get to keep your balls' TPB moment then can frostpaw go be a kittypet or something

moodboard for when. for when your animation company has never let you sleep a day in your life.

Hope your morning is going well! :D

Also hope you’re ready for more sketches/art later ;P I’m having ✨ideas✨ thanks to the outfits >:)

I am Looking So Intensely

I'm a little all over the place rn (handled a scary call, sent in an application to another workplace, trying to remember everything I want to do -) but mostly it's all going well!!

Have a little drabble cooking once I get done with all work prep >:3c

And you!! Your "sketches" are killing me already I am eating them!! Glad the outfits are inspiring because man what a beautiful cycle of getting fed <3

When the ADHD is being an actual mental illness/disorder and actually keeps me from achieving anything in life instead of making me silly and giving me the zoomies

i would give my liver to see kizami killing kurosaki in actual detail instead of it just showing the aftermath im losing my mind

god thats not gonna leave my brain for a while bc i Cannot wrap my brain around what could be so funny about the transformation scene- its practically body horror to me and in context- cause like??? imagine you've been yourself all your life- in the body you belong in and have known, and then suddenly you get shoved into a different shape- to save your life ofc. but you're experiencing decay in YOURSELF for the first time and it makes you wish you had died before, cause at least then you would've been yourself and not whatever you've been turned into. and worse of all, you start forgetting who you even WERE in the first place.

Bro I just want to sleep, tell me why I fucking CAN’T😡😡😡

I remember posting smth about writing an obianidala ficlet but then I forgot about it. And now I'm remembering it at 2 am and I can't post it cus I gotta sleep.

Hopefully I'll remember tomorrow.

very quick sketch of the current state of being for the me

there's something i've been rotating in my brain trying to figure out how to write but it's not COMING TO ME i'm ripping my soggy excuse of a brain and thwaking it against the wall

to do list rn is like

1. try to get prescribed adderall

2. try and get a job that doesnt make me feel suicidal (cannot be usps there are never any openings here bc its super rural)

3. work that job for like 3 months so i can use it as reference to apply for an apartment

3.5 apply for a credit card….

4. move and get a job at usps because theres always openings in lexington

5. that one bit in that one south park episode where theyre like “what do we do now?” “what do you mean? now we can finally play the game.”

and its like. this is all so hard man. why is it so difficult

I deeply love the freshman but she just called twice to ask if could jump her car at a location 30 minute drive away, I am pajama’d and blind in bed . No I cannot dedicate over an hour of time when it’s already my bedtime because surprise, I wake up at fuckin 4:25 am 🙃

NO FUCKING WAY was I awake typing this godforsaken post and my other friend called me for 30 MINUTES!!!!! You fuckheads I work on a farm do not contact me after 7:30!!!! Arggghhhhhh okay goodnight and anyone else who calls me is NOT getting an answer I am asleep GOODNIGHT !!!!

New Summer unit for Jeanne is announced for August in Funbari Chronicles and is coming on 7/31!

if there's one thing about me it's that im a little guy who loves to sleep!!! I love dreaming. I love being unconscious!!! I love being unaware of my surroundings for up to 12 hours!!!

sleep paralysis can fuck right off