Quickly getting irritated that all of the walkthroughs I can find for modding Morrowind assume the reader/viewer already knows something about modding or has working knowledge of computer software.

Neither of which is me.

Also, the walkthroughs use terms I don't have any familiarity with and the files n shit they're clicking on aren't on my laptop (or if they are, they're named differently, e.g. there is no 'computer' listing in file explorer, but when I click 'This PC' it takes me to C drive like the listing named 'computer' does) and I am absolutely a dumbass when it comes to computers so unless I know EXACTLY what I'm clicking on and aaking the computer to do with zero amiguity, I'm not touching a thing because shure as shit I'll like delete the phyical device or something. Also between ADHD and Autism I can't 'connect the dots' bases on context clues like an NT person can; when I try, shit goes very, very badly.

I want a walkthrough that politely treats me like a boomer with alzheimers and hearing loss, takes me step by step and goes over any errors I could possibly encounter (I got one earlier and when both me and my spouse googled it to find out hownto fix it, nothing came up), doesn't use any initialisims or if it does, it tells me what the fuck a UAC is, and also lists ALL of the terms that might be used for the same thing.

But, so far I can't find anything like that and it's starting to flat piss me off because one of THE main reasons I dropped 1k on a gaming rig was to play modded Morrowind.

as my own direct immediate list of game grievances i hate that stardew valley expects you to side against a wheelchair user who is upset that he was moved without his consent. i hate that the mass effect trilogy gives you visible scarring as a direct result of choosing mean dialogue and heals it if you're nice. i hate that the vampire the masquerade ttrpg has a monstrous player class that can appear as horrible vampiric monsters or as visibly disabled people and both of these appearances are mechanically the same. i hate that dark souls games have a difficulty level implemented in a way that cannot be adjusted for disability. i hate that i can play as a mermaid or a werewolf or a horse in the sims games but can't use a wheelchair. i hate that the ace attorney games have so much flashing and not all of the games can disable it. i hate that disability is constantly something that happens to teach a lesson, i hate that disability is something that happens as a punishment, i hate that disability is either compensated perfectly with no drawbacks or something that is endlessly sought to be cured. i hate that no character customization will ever include the mobility aids i use, that the player avatars that represent me will never look like me. i am so goddamn annoyed and so goddamn tired.

༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ S T R A Y 🐱 ...but the cat is Garfield

Ghost Pokemon PC Fan Covers made by SakuraiArmory

10.02.2023 | Shadowheart

Camera by Frans Bouma. Captured using ReShade.

Portrait of Tholer Saryoni, the Patriarch and Archcanon of Tribunal Temple, praying. City of Vivec. Year 3E 427.

Digital painting. Made in Krita. Feel free to repost.

every other party member: im cursed. im going to die. im owned by someone much more powerful than me. my days are numbered for one reason or another -- the tadpole is only the latest life threatening circumstance.

halsin: i like whittling ducks :)

Minthara | 10.15.2023 | Baldur's Gate III

Camera by Frans Bouma. Captured using ReShade.

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Baldur's Gate 3 (2023) | Platform: PC

( ͡ʘ ͜ʖ ͡ʘ)………… Leon wears Lara Croft costume for saving Ashley

Traitor Inquisitorius | Jedi Survivor

oh my god, fine, i didn't go to bed because 🥺 what about nerd kirishima 🥺

like it's sero's fault that you even meet him, because he keeps flinging shit at you across your shared desk, and you get into this stupid war with office supplies that turns VIOLENT, until one of you — him, for sure — gets their foot caught in the web of wires under the table and yanks them all out, causing both your computer screens to go dark.

"you idiot, you're gonna get us fired!"

and he's like, "chill, chill, chill, i can fix this."

and his idea of "fixing it" is calling the company's support desk and asking for his buddy kirishima to come down to your department because he's got something cool to show him. and the "something cool" is the absolute disaster of dusty, unplugged cables that are hanging loose on the floor.

the first thing you notice about him — because how couldn't you — is how big he is ????? this little dweeb from support, who is actually not little at all. six foot something, with a white button-up that's clearly too tight on him, his red hair pulled back into a bun, and some STUPID. LITTLE. GLASSES. WAAAAAHHH.

and he gets on his knees — slacks straining over his thighs — to look under your desk to fix this mess, and he keeps having to readjust his STUPID. GLASSES. and you're just sitting perched on the edge 😌 watching him 😌

you ask him, "want me to hold that for you??" and he SMACKS his head into the underside of your desk, hissing out a little "ow, shit!" before rearing back to look up at you, a lil wide-eyed, pink-cheeked !!!

very quickly, his eyes cut to where your legs are crossed in your skirt, right by his head, before he's asking, "sorry, what?"

and he's just so stinking AKFHFUSLALHDLALA that you nod to his shirt pocket where he's got his phone, the flashlight on, struggling to see under the desk. "i said, do you want me to hold that for you?"

"oh, no, no!" kirishima is quick to look away, down to his wide, now-dusty hands. "that's—no, i don't want you to have to do that! thanks, though!"

"you should," sero pipes up, sitting in the chair at his desk, useless. and he's probably got, like, twizzlers or something from the vending machine, chewing on them as he grins at kirishima. "should get down on your knees and—"

"dude!" kirishima grits, neck bobbing as he swallows. and now even his ears are pink, so you can't help but to ask—

"you don't want me to help you?"

and he's like, stressed !!! like, "oh, no, no, that's not what i meant! if you wanna get down here, then i'd be glad—or, y'know, if you—"

but the more he keeps talking, the more nervous you can see him getting, and the more your smile stretches until he's just ducking back under the desk before you can tell that he's starting to sweat akfjeisjdjalndhak

09.22.2023 | Enver Gortash

Camera by Frans Bouma. Captured using ReShade.