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theautisticfroglord · 9 months
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ok here's another theory(?)
at some point, rill will almost be defeated (by one of the paladins or some other opponent during this arc), but then he'll see charmy (in her more adult-like(?) form) and then he'll suddenly get a power up
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etaleah · 10 months
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One of the gaps in Shadow’s backstory is that of “How was it possible for Gerald to work on him/tamper with his memories while he was in jail,” and after thinking on it, I’ve come up with two possible theories:
Theory #1: G.U.N. Allowed Gerald to Work on Shadow for Their Own Purposes.
There’s references to Gerald developing a weapon, or the “ultimate life force.” In the beginning, at least, the plan seemed to be to use this for the good of the people on Earth. That being the case, it’s possible that maybe G.U.N. was funding this research and supporting it—right up until they realized Gerald was making deals with aliens and creating something that could potentially be more powerful than they were.
So they raid the Ark, take Gerald into custody, and at some point they manage to capture Shadow too. At that point, they might have decided that Gerald could continue working on him (and/or the Biolizard) but only under careful supervision so they could make sure he wouldn’t do anything shady. After all, the idea of a powerful weapon would be pretty appealing to G.U.N., and if they were funding it, they’d certainly want something to show for all the money they spent.
So they let Gerald work on his project, keeping a close eye on him the whole time. But Gerald, being the genius that he is, finds a way to turn Shadow/the Biolizard against them anyway (maybe because they just can’t follow what he’s doing since they’re not as STEM-savvy). By the time they realize this, it’s too late to stop him, so they decide, “Fuck it, we can’t trust this guy, let’s just kill him.” So they do.
And then they either try to kill Shadow and fail (he is supposedly immortal after all) or they decide they don’t want to kill him because he was an expensive little bugger and they still have hope that one day he can be a useful weapon for them, so they lock him up in cryostasis in hopes that maybe the next generation can figure something out.
That’s Theory #1. Now here’s the second.
Theory #2: Gerald Escaped from Prison Island.
Basically what the title says. At some point Gerald broke out of Prison Island, found Shadow, and kept working on his project until eventually G.U.N. caught up with him and decided he was too dangerous to leave alive, so they killed him. And then the same cryostasis process described above would follow with Shadow.
I think this one is pretty likely since we’ve seen plenty of characters break in and out of Prison Island before. Eggman does it multiple times, Tails and Amy do it to save Sonic, Shadow does it to set the detonators, Rouge does it to get the Chaos Emeralds. Hell, even Charmy seems capable of running around there unscathed to find the top secret discs. So clearly the security on Prison Island is not nearly as airtight as G.U.N. would have you believe. Plus, Gerald would have been there 50 years earlier, so all the technology in the facility would have either been nonexistent or far less capable than in the present day.
(To put that in perspective, I’m writing this post in 2023 and 50 years ago was 1973. Just imagine how different the technological landscape was in 1973 vs. 2023 and you’ll have an idea of how different it would have been for Gerald vs. Eggman)
I think it’s a solid assumption that Gerald is at least as smart as his grandson if not more so. If Eggman and Tails can break in and out of Prison Island, I have no doubt that Gerald could too. And that would have given him the perfect opportunity to carry out his plan.
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true-blue-sonic · 6 months
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❓️ :)
❓ any WIP snippet you want!
This is an odd one: I have a draft for a short Soulmate AU story in my folder, haha. The idea there is that people have heterochromatic eyes, with one colour being of their own and one being that of their soulmate. Except Espio's got two golden eyes... and thus he Has No Soulmate, very drama, much suck, he pretends it doesn't affect him so much. So I hope you enjoy this ^-^
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With a glower Espio stares at his reflection in the mirror, washing his face and studying his eyes. His two eyes, with no difference in colour between them; both a golden yellow, both honeyed and marvelled at by many interested in him and neither matched by any of those people.
“It might not mean anything, really,” Vector had assured him with a bright smile, his one orange and one brown eye kind and fond. “Some people never find their soulmates, but they do find someone else, and they are happy together. And some people do find their soulmate, and they find they don’t like the loss of freedom and break up, and they are happy too. Some people have the same as you, no soulmate at all, and they either never find anyone or do find someone and are also happy. And some people-“
“Yes, I get it,” Espio had interrupted, bristling more than he would have liked himself to.
“I’m just saying you don’t seem to be very open for the idea of falling in love in the first place, Es.”
“Indeed I am not.”
“Well, maybe you should be. It’s wonderful, to be in love.” And that had been the final end of the discussion, and it still makes Espio hiss when he thinks about it. He does not even want a dumb soulmate; it can only be stifling and irking and taking away his attention from his job and tasks he considers so much more important...
That had been his stance on things ever since learning about the prospect of soulmates in the first place, at least, and though the thought the universe does not even have a soulmate out there for him stings, during lonely nights and quiet days he is content.
Or so he always said.
“Thanks for coming too, Espio,” Sonic beams at him, before his half-emerald, half-jade gaze drops down to his chilidog-sauce-covered fingers the chameleon is staring at as well and he quickly licks it away with a giggle as Espio grimaces. “Sorry, heh. But I hadn’t even had time to ask you how you are doing so far! Having fun at the party?”
With a nod Espio hums. The Blue Blur’s birthday party had been quite a struggle to plan out; not because of any unwillingness on everyone’s parts, but because the speedy hedgehog is simply that adept at finding out what they are doing on any other day, plus being plenty fast and capable of showing up in unexpected places within seconds on top. “I am glad the planning went well,” the chameleon thus says. “And that you are having fun, as well. It is your party, after all.”
“I’m having a blast! And I had no idea you guys had anything in store!” Sonic beams back at him. “Heh, and even Eggman showed up to wish me a happy birthday- a good day, really.”
“Hm hm.” Surely Eggman did not show up only for that alone, and Espio suppresses a frown at the memories of being frozen in time, short as it had lasted- well, to be fair, it had not lasted any time at all within the timeless void Eggman had banished everyone to. But Sonic saved the day as usual, and thus he can only be happy.
Eyes already firmly trained on another unattended chilidog on the table Sonic shoots him a little smile from the corner of his mouth. “You’re sitting quite alone here.”
“Don’t I always,” Espio retorts back; sure, he is isolating himself quite a bit once Vector’s and Charmy’s shenanigans stopped being fun and started being irking, but he reasons the Blue Blur knows that about him by now.
“Why don’t you try mingling with some of the others guests who are less likely to drive you nuts?”
“Like whom.”
“Ah- hmm-“ Narrowed bi-coloured green eyes trail over the grassy field they had planned the surprise in, Espio’s normal golden gaze following it. Everyone is chatting and mingling, clearly having fun... “Hm! Do you know Silver?” Sonic speaks up, and the chameleon shrugs at the unfamiliarity of the name.
“I do not believe we have met, no.”
“He’s a buddy of mine too! Met him a while ago, fought each other, went on some adventures, sparred in that white void just now, he’s great.”
“That sounds lovely,” Espio deadpans back.
“Yup!! Heh, I think he is isolating himself as well, actually. Says he doesn’t really know what to do with so many people around.”
“That sounds like me, then.”
With a little grin Sonic bounces away. “He’s over in the little forest over there, if you want to look for him. And if you do see him, tell him I said hi!”
“Yes, of course. Have a good day, Sonic.”
“Will do bye!!” And with that the speedster dashes away, unassuming chilidog getting snatched and people laughing and singing Happy Birthday in the distance as Espio shakes his head. Sonic truly can be too enthusiastic for his own good at times... and he does not even want to meet with some new person. Probably also someone with heterochromic eyes, with the promise of a soulmate in one, someone who will pity him for the fact he has no such thing, he notes bitterly to himself before he can help it... before he shakes his head with a grunt. He is above all that, after all, and no matter what this Silver thinks of him and his two completely normal golden eyes it is not his problem. And besides, maybe this Silver is a calm, even-tempered, laid-back and pleasantly quiet person-
Actually, Espio interrupts himself in that train of thought, that seems to be almost impossible if this Silver is also friends with Sonic.
Sighing deeply the chameleon gets up, stretching himself out and rubbing one eye. It is nice, to sit here in the sun; but stretching his legs and going on a walk sounds nice as well. Not to mention Sonic will pester him about talking to Silver... If he just goes to that little forest for a walk he can say he at least tried to meet that person and missed him, and if he does come across him he can keep it at useless small talk and other such nonsense before making his escape. Yes, Espio nods, setting a brisk pace towards the swaying trees in the distance. No matter which scenario, it’ll be exactly the way he likes it.
Finding himself in the small forest before long – more a glorified collection of trees than a real forest – Espio permits a small smile to form on his face. With the foliage blocking most of the noises from the birthday party in the distance he can focus on the sounds of nature around him: the birdsong and the rustling of leaves in the wind and-
Something akin to a crash, and a loud one at that.
Freezing up Espio lets his fingers trail over the kunai always hidden in his glove cuffs, listening intently to the noises around him. An animal, most likely, or a robot, unfortunately not that unlikely, or-
“Ow! Owwwww.”
...A child?
“Silver, you've got to be more careful,” a voice rings out inbetween the trees a bit distantly, the chameleon’s tail flicking as he inches closer with something stirring in his chest he can’t exactly place. “You can’t keep getting yourself stuck in bushes, that’s just dumb. And they’ll laugh at you if they find out."
Brow furrowing at the hint of sadness intermixing the disappointed tone Espio scuffles to the place he can hear the voice from, peeking past a handful of bushes at the source... which is a small grey hedgehog hopelessly entangled in a bush, the two long quills flowing from his back and getting tugged at uselessly by... hands adorned with cyan circles? “Okay, so this is a bit of a situation,” the child - or rather teenager, because he's not that small - speaks again, grunting as he twists his head around; with the awkward way he is sitting Espio can’t even see what his face looks like. “So maybe-“
“Excuse me,” the chameleon interrupts, aiming to step up to the anthro- and stiffening as a growl resounds and the child begins fussing and squirming instead with the same odd cyan colour rising up all around him. “Wait- sorry! I do not mean you harm, I wish to help you-"
“Who are you!” the anthro snaps at him... rather clumsily, considering Espio can barely see a hint of his face staring up at him.
“My name is Espio, and I presume you are Silver, and now stop twisting like that before you get any brambles stuck in your face next,” Espio retorts, unexpectedly forceful; but he has plenty of experience with Charmy and his shenanigans, and thus he knows very well how to be firm with someone. “I wish to help you, but you need to sit still.”
A huff resounding the other fusses some more, but it pipes down soon enough, the realisation he is hopelessly stuck presumably having struck him. “...Okay. But if you hurt me-!"
“I have no intention to, what with you being a friend of Sonic and all.” Carefully sitting next to him Espio lets his fingers trail over the thick branches wrapped around grey quills, a little smile forming on his face at the way two tiny ears perk up.
“Oh, you know Sonic too?”
“Indeed I do,” Espio hums back, touching his lips with a deep frown replacing the little grin; he hardly smiles, so why... Shaking that thought away he quickly hums, grabbing his kunai after all and carefully moving to cut through the tinier twigs and twines first. “Indeed, he is a companion of the Chaotix Detective Agency which I am a part of as well. We helped plan his birthday party- though I do not recall inviting you.”
A laugh which makes the odd feeling in his chest stir up only more resounds, light and amused. “I mean, I wasn’t invited, actually! I don’t know what happened. One moment I’m just hanging out by myself, and the next I’m in some sort of white void in a ruined city-“ the other’s voice hitches just barely at that, but before Espio can question what it means it recovers- “and then Sonic comes up to me and asks for my Emerald. That was all really suspicious, so I fought him!! And then I lost.”
“Oh,” Espio hums back, his tail giving a twitch with something he cannot place.
“Which is too bad, but it was epic. And then he fought that purple monster thing, and then we were all back here, and t h e n he asked me to stay for his birthday and celebrate as well. So I guess I’m here now.”
“I... see.” Face having long assumed a rather amused frown at the slightly-hectic recalling of events Espio hums and smiles, untangling the other’s quills slowly from the bramble bush and checking one final time if the other truly is free. “Well met, Silver, and my condolences for losing your spar. You’re free now.”
“Thanks- oh, thank you!!” Scrambling up the child flies into the air, shaking out his pelt with a delighted little whoop as Espio stares up at him with quickly-growing confusion. Just what is that cyan around him?! “You’re awesome, Espio!” Silver beams, turning around with a bright smile sent his way- but before the chameleon can respond to ask about the odd colour his eyes fall on the hedgehog’s face, and his words die on his tongue as his body goes a ghostly cold.
Because Silver has the exact same eyes as he does.
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siennaditbot · 2 months
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So normal about this commission I got from @trekkerac <33
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It's a scene from my oc x canon fic "Vulpecula & Lacerta" on AO3 :>
In short: Slushie has had enough of being a useless crybaby and wants to learn to fight to protect herself and others, and Espio doesn't think she can do it. He turns invisible and reappears with the kunai against her throat. She pushes it away, absolutely determined to prove her worth.
I'll drop the whole scene under the cut <3
Vector was half-asleep in his chair, and Espio was meditating in the corner. They roused when Slushie entered the room.
“Hello, thanks again for, you know, saving the world and all”, she smiled nervously.
Vector waved it off.
“Eh, it’s what we’re here for. What’s up?”
Slushie sat down on the couch and considered her words for a moment.
“I’m here to make a trade.”
“Trade? What’cha got in mind?”
“I can make you ads, draw composites, bake things and maybe even clean, whatever you need.”
“And..?”
She tightened her trembling fists.
“I want you to teach me how to fight.”
“I’m against it”, Espio immediately pointed out, getting properly seated as well. He looked at her with sharp, analytical, and slightly disappointed eyes.
“C-can you tell me why?”
“I saw how you acted during the pandemic. You were always crying. You stood behind everyone else, not able or willing to do anything. You’re naïve, emotional, and a little too airheaded.”
She really had to fight back the tears, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of proving him right.
“That’s exactly why I’m asking. Do you think I’m proud of myself?”
Espio shifted in his seat and defiantly crossed his arms. Her eyes were icy, yet burning.
She turned to Vector.
“I’m strong. I grew up carrying trees up a mountainside. I can jump at least two stories high. I might not want to use my arms because I am an artist, but I know my legs are powerful enough to cause damage.”
“Why the sudden interest? One would think that most would want to avoid heading into action after all that happened.”
“I thought I was fine with being on the sidelines. I felt like I was finally useful when I started helping the Restoration. But when push came to shove again, I was still the useless crybaby who hid in the corner waiting for others to save her. I’m done with that. I’m done!”
She counted to 10 to calm down like she used to back in White Park, and started again.
“I don’t know how to fight, but I do know that I can learn. I just need a little training.”
“Being able to fight doesn’t mean that you can do it when it really matters”, Espio sneered again, still obviously against the idea.
“Stop grilling the girl, Espio. She’s clearly trying.”
Vector leaned forward in his chair.
“Do you think you’re capable of keeping yourself together in a moment of crisis?”
She had to think for a moment.
“I think I’ll be able to, with a little practice. I’ve done a few years of customer service, if that counts.”
“Hardly.”
Espio suddenly disappeared and soon reappeared, holding a kunai against her throat.
“Can you think under pressure or when in danger?”
She gulped, but the panic in her eyes soon turned into anger again. She reached for the hand holding the weapon and pushed it away from her, despite his struggles.
She was still holding the kunai-wielding hand when she spoke to him, the searing blue fire in her eyes taking him off his guard for a brief second. She was almost snarling at him.
“I want to. So I came here.”
Her voice was low. Defiant, challenging, and, most of all, determined. She wasn’t going to let anyone underestimate her again.
Vector sighed as Espio went to sit back down.
“I guess there’s no harm in trying. And having someone who can actually draw-”
Both he and Espio briefly shot a look at Charmy. Was the 6-year old in charge of advertising and composites…?
“-would be helpful. We’d gladly accept the other offers as well.”
“Really?” both Slushie and Espio turned to ask, with opposite reactions.
“There’s no shame in trying to become better. I thought you for sure would appreciate the drive, Espio.”
“Hmph.”
“I’ll work hard to not disappoint you all.”
“Ehh, relax, kid. We’ll whip you up into a fighter yet”, Vector grinned, before realizing something.
“Wait, aren’t you officially a part of the Restoration? Why not ask them?”
“I thought about it, but...I didn’t want to bother them. They’re spread thin getting everything back in shape again. And…”
“And?” Charmy finally spoke up as well, curiously peeking out from behind the couch.
“I saw you three in action. You were really cool, and… and I wanted to be more like you. You’re fighters, but you aren’t an armored force. You’re just… yourselves, and you’re still helpful. Able to make a difference just by being brave and trying your best. Does… does that make sense?”
“I think so! Being a hero means being brave, no matter who you are!”
“The kid said it. You don’t have to join the army to help. And being among the everyday citizens makes us faster to act when needed.”
“Yeah. I promise I will do my best to get braver. Cream told me everyone has the power to change things, and that I just have to find it in myself.”
“She’s not wrong”, Espio sighed. “Let’s just hope that you’re able to do that.”
Slushie shot an annoyed look at him. He really didn’t believe in her, huh?
She chose to ignore him and walked to Vector’s desk to shake hands with him.
“You get two months, okay? If you still end up crying in the corner by the end of it, you’ll have to find something else to do. That sound good?”
“...Yeah. I wouldn’t want you to waste your time dealing with someone like that, anyway”, she managed to say with a small smile. That seemed to lift the mood slightly, and Vector gave her a good slap on the back, causing her to stumble a few steps forward.
She reminded Charmy about the cinnamon buns, and he eagerly brought them out. Espio went to make everyone some tea.
Slushie decided to leave, so they could properly figure out what to do with her.
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Fic Recs! Sonic:
Key: 
Character/Character = Romantic Relationship 
Character & Character = Platonic Relationship
MCD: major character death
GDOV: graphic depiction of violence 
Fics Under Cut!
“distant time” by gayemeralds - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Rouge The Bat & Sonic The Hedgehog, General Audience. 
Sonic seeks Rouge out after learning her role in his rescue, and the two have a small conversation that reveals quite a bit.
“absolution” by gayemeralds - Ao3, completed, three chapters, Tails The Fox & Silver The Hedgehog, Silver The Hedgehog & Sonic The Hedgehog, Tails The Fox & Sonic The Hedgehog, Teen And Up Audiences, MDC.
Silver wakes up one day to find his future completely saved. He travels back to the past to find answers, but doesn’t travel back far enough- instead, he lands himself in a time period where everyone’s ten years older than he last saw them. Amy, Knuckles, and Tails try to help him figure out what saves his future, but it seems like they’re trying to hide something, too…
“surface deep” by gayemeralds - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Knuckles The Echidna & Sonic The Hedgehog, General Audiences, MCD. 
Knuckles knows Sonic’s personality well enough to understand that at heart, Sonic is soft. He’s suave and witty and sharp and mean and arrogant but he is, at his core, gentle and soft and compassionate.
He doesn’t see that side often, because Sonic and him have a rougher relationship, but he saw it in that moment when Sonic offered him a second chance, when Sonic stood over him after he was defeated and instead of racing to stop Eggman, offered him a hand.
And Knuckles sees that same look in his eye right then and there, when Metal Sonic saves the president and the old man.
“Friends to (Still) Friends” by Smash_50 - Ao3, unfinished, three chapters, Rouge The Bat & Sonic The Hedgehog, Teen And Up Audiences.
They might not have a red string of fate or soulmate identifying marks or any of the other things, but that doesn't mean that Rouge and Sonic aren't held together by something just as strong.
In which I put Sonic and Rouge through all the romantic tropes I can think of (except for the ones I've already done) but it never turns romantic.
“Sworn to fight for you” by gayemeralds - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Sonic The Hedgehog & Vector The Crocodile, Charmy The Bee & Sonic The Hedgehog, Teen And Up Audiences. 
Vector isn’t quite sure what his life would be like if he never met Sonic. The detective agency definitely wouldn’t be as successful as it is today.
“take me back in time” by gayemeralds - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Silver The Hedgehog & Sonic The Hedgehog, Teen And Up Audiences, implied MCD.
Silver, looking a little older and a little more jaded, keeps appearing in the past to hang out with Sonic. Initially flattered, Sonic decides to uncover what Silver seems to be hiding.
“it doesn’t matter (who is wrong or who is right)” by gayemeralds - Ao3, completed, two chapters, Cream The Rabbit & Vanilla The Rabbit, Vanilla The Rabbit & Sonic The Hedgehog, Teen And Up Audiences.
Vanilla's insistent on giving Cream the life she never had. Something domestic and perfect, with a loving mother there for her at every turn. She just wants a calm life, with her pretty picket fence and wonderful daughter.
Unfortunately, Vanilla is one of the millions of people trapped in Station Square when Perfect Chaos rages. It's a day that leaves an impact, a day that alters the course of her life- and her daughter's life- for years to come.
And maybe... that isn't such a bad thing.
“even they could not have forseen their fate” by gayemeralds - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Knuckles The Echidna & Sonic The Hedgehog, Teen And Up Audiences.
Knuckles has seen Sonic overcome many odds, and with the reoccurring theme of an ultimate lifeform in both Gerald's work and in Knuckles's own culture, he can't help but wonder a bit over Sonic and what he really is.
“E.T. (Stands For Emerald-Taleneted)” by WhiskerBiscuit - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Tails The Fox & Sonic The Hedgehog, Knuckles The Echidna & Sonic The Hedgehog, Amy The Hedgehog & Sonic The Hedgehog, Shadow The Hedgehog & Sonic The Hedgehog, General Audiences.
Through all of his adventures, Sonic has never questioned himself or his powers. His speed, his affinity for chaos energy, everything else - they don’t usually matter in the long run.
But that doesn’t mean he misses the signs.
“I Will Catch You When You Fall” by TrenchCoatGecko - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Knuckles The Echidna / Sonic The Hedgehog, General Audiences.
Super Sonic was so brilliant, radiant, blindingly beautiful. And when his power faded, there was always a pair of arms ready to catch him.
“do gems conduct electricity” by chaoxfix - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Rouge The Bat & Sonic The Hedgehog, Teen And Up Audiences.
Rouge is a thief, spy, and works for anyone who can pay the right price. She may have a conscience, but she’ll admit to being generally untrustworthy. Especially since she has a talent for seeing through people. Which is why she’s surprised that she might be one of the few people Sonic is honest with.
alt: Two conversations Rouge would never have expected from Sonic, and a lie she tells on his behalf.
“see the best of me in the worst way” by chaoxfix - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Tails The Fox & Sonic The Hedgehog, General Audiences.
Forces Battery AU. When Tails was young, he once asked what Robotnik would do if he ever captured Sonic. He never expected to learn the answer.
“chaos. controlled, contained, confined” by chaoxfix - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Tails The Fox & Sonic The Hedgehog, Teen And Up Audiences. 
Tails discovers an unusual substance in one of Eggman's abandoned bases. Sonic rediscovers it.
“vial spelled v-i-l-e” by chaoxfix - Ao3, completed, one-shot, Tails The Fox & Sonic The Hedgehog
Sonic finds a sample of a memory they would both rather bury. So why does Tails have it on a display case?
“sonic language lore” by chaoxfix - Ao3, on-going, eight works, series, Tails The Fox & Sonic The Hedgehog, Mighty The Armadillo / Sonic The Hedgehog, Knuckles The Echidna & Sonic The Hedgehog, General Audiences. 
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Literally no one asked so I'm building my Sonic HC Library
Shadow
100% vibing with him being autistic
no wonder I must protec
Gives off he/they enby, but I also don't think he's thought much about it one way or the other, he just feels like he knows who he is and that's valid
Panromantic, may or may not be demisexual.
He has a type(tm) and it's Maria, I mean, the beaniest of beans, I mean, 'the gentle and hopeful and somehow still fully in love with the world despite being forced to face with the cruelest realities of it' type
(he'd probably hear silver's backstory and just suddenly fall madly in love because this bean is such a bean despite everything he's gone through)
(does this count as demiromantic (probably))
Bruh would feel so awkward with a crush but he'd probably seem mostly normal except to people who knew him pretty well (Rouge, and then she'd tease him for it), and he'd get so flustered if they ever tried to make a move on him like 'what are you doing' + internal panic
Looks like he's totally in control, but if he ever gets his own place it will be an absolute disaster cuz our boi don't know shit
Asking him for polyamory would probably result in "whatever, just spend time with me"
They'd probably get overprotective in physically dangerous situations tho
Sonic
Vibing with the transman fanon rn
I'd say he's on T if it wasn't for the fact that our boi couldn't stay in a single city to save his life
He has a type(tm) and it's Sally Acorn, uh I mean, 'the confident and self-assured but somehow still conscientious leader's type
(I can see him with some of the newer versions of Amy, considering her character growth so far)
(oh look, another demiromantic)
Man can't stick around long enough to keep a long term monogamous relationship tho, so he'd be a comet in a thousand different QPRs
Maybe he's relationship anarchist, idk but it makes sense
Definitely a solo poly guy tho. He's his own primary.
Silver
FEMBOY
My boi deserves all the love
Would probably come back from the future at some point and then just keep delaying going back to the future because all his friends are in the past and he's so lonely
(oh no, can't go back to the future, accidentally started a family in the past, whatever will I do *lives the rest of his life in happiness and adventure*)
is giving he/they/she
Espio
Transmasc goth boi
(I love him)
Seems like he's pretty stable and self-assured. Would probably be really polite and attentive as a partner. Would absolutely just ask his crush out on a date, cuz again, he's in a good place.
(and if he didn't he knows that Vector would stage an intervention for him)
Rouge the Bat
Ngl she's giving transfem/mtf vibes
Absolutely loves messing with people. Probably partly why it's so hard to pin down what her moral compass is, she *likes* keeping people guessing
Can't do that with Shadow tho, they may have even gotten in an argument about it at one point
She still loves him tho, Shadow's a found brother/sibling
Charmy Bee
Baby trans boy
I imagine his Big Brother(tm) Espio started sharing his experiences as a trans guy and Charmy was like "GASP, THAT'S ME!!"
(Someone pointed out to me that female honey bees have stingers and not males, so now it's headcanon)
Vector
Unfortunately I can't not see him as the token cishet guy in Sonic's friend group
Probably gets some loving flack about it ("when's your shell gonna crack, big guy" "you sure you don't wanna check out men? I met a really sweet guy at the bar the other day")
May have a reputation for adopting gays.
Might not suddenly be housing them, but he'd absolutely send random care packages
(is this why you're always in debt, buddy)
Definitely has bi wife energy (his wife being Vanilla (eventually))
(more to come, probably, eventually)
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beryligator · 2 years
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So that new Sonic Game.
This is all just hopeful thinking based on the concept and what I personally would like to see. Nothing really concrete.
I want every "main" sonic character to not only have an important role in the story, but also be utilized in gameplay.
Here's my idea.
You mainly play as Sonic.
However to traverse the world and enter new levels or missions you use a buddy to help you. Think SA3 mixed with the changing partner in Shadow the Hedgehog sprinkled with a bit of the Heroes gameplay.
Also I'm gonna say the enemies, even the small ones put up a fight. (Bringing back the enemy health bar baby!) So having ways to avoid confrontation would be beneficial
Tails, Cream, Charmy can let you fly like usual, but Cream and Tails would have Cheese/ an invention to reach special switches, distract enemies, and even collect items. (Charmy could last the longest flying considering he is the only one who should fly)
Espio and Rouge would allow Sonic to know where enemies are at all times. For Espio turn you invisible so you can sneak past threats , and for Rouge having a treasure detector with the enemy detector.
Knuckles, and Amy can launch sonic (Throwing/Baseball bat style with a hammer) and would hit harder in a fight. (Knuckles can control the trajectory, but Amy's would launch him farther)
Vector can swim. Freely. That's is main schtick. However, It's fast and he can even do a "death roll" to attack underwater. On land they hit harder than even Amy and Knuckles (To make up for the fact that he's otherwise useless outside of water based areas)
Now you might have noticed I have yet to mention Silver, Shadow, and Blaze. (Also Omega/Big but truth be told, I don't know what to do with him bounce of me some ideas we can have fun)
I think they deserve there own story lines. I think we deserve another story structure in the style of SA, SA2, SH, and 06. Where these different stories lead up to one big picture.
The reason why is. I think they deserve it.
Now personally, I'm not sure how there gameplay would differ, but I think they could us the partner system too.
Now for the fun part.
After you beat the main story.
I'm giving this game some fun replay and post story value.
Everyone is playable and you can mix and match whoever you want. This is where the Red rings and collectables come into play. You'll be awarded for thinking outside of the box or even trying to "break" the game. If there are levels separate from the world than you can use them and their abilities to replay them in a new way. If a combination is overtly powerful? Who cares. This is post game fun. You showed you could beat the game. Now have fun.
(Maybe certain characters from the IDW comics can make an appearance)
Yes, I know that would be quite some work, but really we deserve an epic story that actually has the Sonic cast be important to the story. Be a love letter to the whole fanbase, because I think Sega forgets that yes we all love when the blue blur has amazing classic games where it's just fast action and a simple story. They also forgot that while it is made fun of, there's a reason why there are Sonic OC's and not many Mario OC's. At it it's best. Modern Sonic has such a fun cast and interesting locals and lore that was sadly treated as an embarrassment.
Now that was just gameplay hope, now for the story
I have high hopes because of who the writer is, and I'm not explain what I want the story to be, but just what I think it should strive to best.
I'm gonna say right now. Ian Flynn, and that Zombot arc proved just how amazing the Sonic cast can be, and how dark a story can get without ever feeling "edgy". It also made Sonic the main character, but didn't give him main character syndrome. I will say. Every character either went out in a memorable way trying to save someone or sacrificing themselves or had an epic moment of triumph. (Except one, *sigh*....used to be my favorite (No this wasn't why I dislike them now. It was a long history of what they did to this character that made me dislike them). This arc broke Sonic, and there's a panel that shows the characters that are now "infected" and it hits hard. Because it shows just how much was lost, how much was sacrificed, and how little hope there is left. So when we finally get that glimmer of hope finally pay off. It feels earned. That happy ending really feels amazing.
Yes, I read this knowing that in the end everything would be fine, that they would never leave these characters in a state worse than death. That yes, Sonic would triumph. Unlike Lost World and Forces. Sonic actually had to go trough hardships before things became better.
This story reminded me why I fell in love with this series.
You know what Classic fans. You had your revival in Sonic Mania.
I really want this to be the "Mania" to the Adventure->06 titles. A spark that rekindles a love for the series, that reminds us why we became fans.
Yeah, make fun of Sonic OC's, but there's a reason so many people create them.
Anyways what are you hoping for in this new Sonic game?
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one-leaf-grimoire · 2 years
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Top ten things I want to see in Black Clover's final arc
Nobody asked for this but I'm SO excited to see where this arc goes but also. A little scared and unsure of WHERE it's going to go. But here's ten things I would like to see happen or be included, but of course this isn't like a formal "prediction" or anything.
PLEASE send me asks about your predictions/hopes for this arc as well as any thoughts on my list. I am rolling around on the floor full of ideas rn.
Massive Black Clover manga spoilers ahead!
10. The involvement of the Diamond Kingdom
The last we heard of the DK, it had been decimated by Zenon and the Spade Kingdom! I am so curious to see what happened to Mars and the rest, and would love to see the King of the DK for once. Maybe they will end up helping out Asta and the gang when they go up against Lucius.
9. The return of the Dark Triad
Well.. I guess they are a "tetrad" now. I hope Lucius has a plan to bring them back in some fashion, and I think this is likely based on their "undying body" plan. They may already HAVE undying bodies, so after the dust settles they may re-emerge!
8. Return of the elves/Elysia!
The elves had very little to do last arc so I want to see them back and relevant again. We also REALLY need more info about Elysia and the Dryad, because they were shown for 2 seconds and then never addressed again!
7. A proper explanation about... THAT
How did Lucius get in Julius's body? Does Lucius=Julius? Or is it a Patri/William situation? Is Julius a fake soul that had a mind of its own? What was the point of the swallowtail? How can Julius be Lucius if the Novachrono's are a noble family with a traceable bloodline? Does Julius=Astaroth? Did Astaroth make a contract with Lucius and THEN bodysnatch Julius? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON-
6. An "insurrection" or "banishment" storyline
I would love it if Lucius retained his position as Wizard King for his evil plan, then banishes or attempts to capture the heros. That way they would have to escape to another kingdom, or even to a country we haven't seen yet. This would be a great way to bring in the Diamond Kingdom!
5. The Earth Spirit
I would just like to see it. I'm sure it will be coming in this next arc! I'm so excited to see if it is contracted with a new character or with one of the characters that we already know. I feel like Mars might be a good pick, but maybe it is partnered with the Diamond King... I just think that would be neat.
4. Dwarves
Are they still around?? Where are they??? Will they ever be relevant other than Charmy? I hope so... I would like to see the main characters team up with them, maybe to hide from Lucius and plan their counterattack.
3. Lucius titty window
Loving the open shirt look. He needs to stay that way sorry.
2. Fuegoleon spirit dive
Yes. Just yes. I want to watch Cyril explode over this.
1. Please...
... just save Julius 😭😭 I don't care if he's stripped of his power at the end and gives his title to Asta or Yuno. I just want him safe. I feel like there's good evidence that he was never a bad guy, just a victim of the whole Lucius/Astaroth situation, so I can only hope that he comes out the other side of this series alive and well.
Fellow Julius Stans... stay strong. Enjoy the evil dilf while he's here. I know I will be 😈
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mouxesaint · 3 years
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"Kisses that start on her fingers and run down her arm, finally end on her lips"
The night was turning out to be really cold, although they took refuge inside a cave and lit a fire to keep warm, the chills ran through their body, they could hear the wind roaring outside, their blue gaze went to their companion who had snuggled into his sleeping bag, previously Nebra would never have consented to sleep on the ground in the company of a commoner like him, however the woman's defenses were diminishing as they were forced to spend time together during missions, Also adding the fact that he was the one who participated in the invasion of the elves along with his brothers to save them, the redhead noticed that despite the fact that the blankets in which he was wrapped were of better quality than the pitiful pieces of cloth that they were his he could see her trembling, he shouldn't feel sorry for a member of royalty but she was awakening feelings in him that he didn't expect. He watched her for a few more minutes, tightening the blanket with which she was covering herself, the winter clothes with which she went on the mission were comfortable, she could probably tolerate the weather for some time with that alone, sighing because her mind was torn between caring or not from the woman, finally her emotional self won the argument and got up to cover her with the sheet. Nebra moved slightly without waking up. Zora noticed a small detail that she decided to keep very deep in her mind, she would remember to tell her in another less dangerous moment, to make fun of her a little, because she had just discovered for the first time despite all the hours they shared that Nebra Silva he had a habit of sucking his thumb when sleeping. She was so curled up that it was hard to notice, maybe she got used to sleeping in that position to keep it a secret. If he looked at her carefully and his eyes narrowed he would say that she was beautiful, with her old woman hair, pale skin and pink eyes, the same tone as her younger sister, Noelle was among the few people of royalty together With Mimosa that she tolerated, she was an outcast like all the squad members, so despite her attempts to maintain her royal protocol, I observe her taking care of Vanessa, accompanying Charmy during her meals or simply listening to Gauche talk about her sister. less. Sigh reaching out his hand to remove some of the hair that fell on his face, he stirred on contact and then just kept sleeping, he was so tempted to place one of his stink bugs right now, but he knew it would kill him when he woke up, Zora thought In the previous times that they had deep, heart-to-heart conversations, at first he did not like it, he did not want to know the emotional dramas he might have, nor did he want him to know about the tragedy of his life, to know that they had both lost a father and suffered For that reason, it gave him a more human aspect, more difficult to hate, the woman in front of him was really so insecure hidden behind all his proud act that it generated curiosity, and curiosity led to interest. - Zora? He - He asked, opening his eyes sleepy, luckily he didn't comment on him staring at her - Are we going to change the shift? - You can keep sleeping. - Where did you hide it? - What thing? - The nasty bug. You never let me sleep longer than my share. - She said with an accusing tone that managed to make him laugh, because of this she honestly smiled as she lowered her mask, since the time she asked him to take it off it became a custom to point out the seriousness of her about a affair. - It offends me that you doubt my good will. - Nebra raised an eyebrow stubbornly - I did not hide any bedbugs, also they do not survive in this cold. - I raise both hands as a sign of peace. - It's fine. She - she gave in clinging to the shivering of cold, due to her mistrust she did not realize that there was an extra blanket covering her, now that she realized she hesitated a moment before covering herself. Zora decided to try her luck, she extended her hand to take hers, she did not withdraw it abruptly but remained expectant, her thumb gently caressing her back before bringing it to her lips, kissing her fingers and the palm slowly always keeping their gazes united. Nebra blushed feeling her heart beat faster with each kiss, taking advantage of the luck that the redhead was having, he ventured to raise his lips over his skin, he heard the small gasp of surprise from the woman so he paused, hoping that she retract, withdraw his hand or slap him, none of those things happened.
Nebra was holding her breath with her face flushed, her pink irises had a brilliance full of curiosity and emotion that was impossible to hide, Zora smiled, her lips were resting quickly on the skin of her arm, rising without stopping to close her eyes to concentrate on his skin under his, when he opened his eyelids again it was inches from his face, he knew there was a certain chemistry between them. - Nebra? I do not answer, however, he licked his lips innocently while his pink irises were fixed on hers, despite the temptation he backed away, dropping into the position he had at the beginning without letting go of his hand, he brought it back to his lips, he was delighted with the pleasure of feeling his skin and awakening emotions in her, but he considered that it was too fast, if he took a wrong step she would probably hate him. - Kiss Me. - I order. - Excuse? He - He questioned surprised, his face reddened even more if possible. - Did you hear me. Zora thought that that image was adorable, she approached slowly giving him the opportunity to retract at any moment, once they could feel the other's breathing, he saw her close her eyelids, a slight smile formed on her lips before leaving a chaste kiss, Quick and playful, he quickly moved to lay another one on his longer lasting cheek. - Are you sure you're awake? - I'm awake. He - He murmured moving her body to support her forehead on her shoulder. I caress his back with clumsy movements, waiting for the realization of his actions to come to his mind, he has just kissed a princess of the kingdom, this went against everything he believed, he heard an unintelligible murmur so he had to ask him to repeat it . - I said I like you. That I did not expect. A lie, he was fully aware of the mutual attraction they had in addition to fate he liked drama, he just had to see the way in which Noelle and Asta danced in anonymity so as not to cause a scandal, it would seem that the Silva Family was determined to mix with commoners if her two female members were related to people of her categories, it would be difficult, especially for her as the second daughter of the family and since they did not consider her a disgrace or a disappointment like Noelle. The royalty would not be surprised if the teenager brought a commoner like her partner, they expected nothing of her. - I like you to. - He confessed, adjusting himself to her to hug her, after squeezing her forcefully, he separated her from her body, adjusted her sheets with kindness and moved away from her - He goes back to sleep. - Nebra did not understand the outcome of the situation very well, her feelings were reciprocated - It would be best if we talk about this another time, I do not intend to commit you at this time. - Get engaged? -I know what this - She indicated, pointing to the space between them - It can be harmful for you, if you want to go on and see where this takes us, I'll be happy to do it. But if you are not willing to risk it, I will also respect it. He remained silent for a few minutes while extending his hand in his direction, Zora raised an eyebrow with curiosity taking it between hers when she saw him make a slight insinuating movement, kissing her watching how she lay down without letting go, once under the sheets she closed her eyes. - I'm willing to move on. It is the first time that I feel like my heart is moved to see someone, even if we argue or fight you end up protecting me, it is the first time that they kiss me. - Her cheeks reddened - I want to continue discovering this. - In agreement. - Zora smiled. She was stubbornly silent after that, fell asleep a few minutes later when she could see her breathing deepen, she kept her hands connected to hers unable to let go, sighed bringing her free hand to the head of her. What kind of trouble had she just gotten into?
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ogcosmicfragment · 4 years
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I don't understand GF3. First she made it clear, that they aren't seeing each other again because Armie reminded her of her ex, but now she is always hinting that there is something between them. The bruise on the ass post is also back in the stories again. I think of all three I like her the least.
I think the one that I would mind less - if I wasn't a rotten charmie through and through - is Rumer. She's dealt with some issues of her own but from what she shows she's overcome some of them and worlks constantly on herself to be the best version of herself she ca be. But of course.. she wasn't immune to the allure of "share a song and I'll tell you who you're dating" either.
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So, we covered GF2.
Let's move to GF3 and save the best for last. LMAO.
This woman... she's something else. And before any other ado, I have to admit that she fooled me in the beginning, you know the whole scorned woman trying to figure out how to navigate her singleness... but, yeah, no. 😂 she divorced from her husband after 2 years of marriage in 2014 and throughout the end of 2019 (I think? Anyone correct me if I'm giving out wrong infos) according to her IG - "hacked" and wiped clean at the end of 2019 - she was now on now off with her ex-husband.
Something that he stated to be untrue, meaning they weren't back together.. like, ever (color me confused by the tons of pics of them at events from 2016/2018... 🤡).
But you know, apart from all that... she really comes off as a little as little Liz wannabe, you know? Fake wokeness and all that over sharing while pretending to still keep a little privacy. Yeah, that kind of thing... but Liz definitely wins, hands down. GF3 doesn't stand a chance. Other than that she knows what she's doing, she's willing to play it whatever her reason might be but still she wants to cling on that self-respect, self esteem stuff. But, amore mio, you filmed yourself while driving... how much of all that you have left?
Then comes the alleged comment made to People on the likes of "yeah, no, fuck this. Ain't nobody got time to get cheated on AGAIN" ... Idek?! Like, looking at the bigger pic, People has lately become very Liz-friendly (and Hammily friendly before July 10th - my god, I still can't believe it!!!), so I wouldnt, you know, take whatever they write about Armie and people associated with him atm as gospel?!
Buuuut, on the other end.. she could've just as well said it and this is just the nth person who's trying hard to jump on the Armie Hammer's train of "yeah, put your name next to mine on headlines and watch me become a sm personality".
But what shocks me the most is that this person has written/writes, idk, culumns for the New York Times ... like, I know .. someone's job doesn't define who they are but maaan, this is such a paradox! And it's sending me 👀. At the end of the day she can try as much as she wants, she's making a 🤡 out of herself. Maybe, just maybe, crying over spilled milk won't actually help her. If you wanna keep your stuff private you keep them out of social media, period. Not tweak here and there and then geotag/pools/ass/songs.... like? What is it that she expects out of this? 🤷🏻‍♀️
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And now my fave, GF1... because I have no words for her. 😂😂😂
She's so shockingly naive and conniving at the same time that the whole thing is just LUDICROUS.
Like, what is it that she can't be even named???? Did Voldemort have a daughter and it's her?! Why is she being relegated to a single letter?! 😂😂 what's with the constant public/private/public/public/private?! What's with all the tweaking and nipping and posting deleting?
Rumor has it she's invested in Aloe Vera plantations cause those ass whoops of not being mentioned nor acknowledged by mediocre outlets won't be forgotten very soon.
I'm gonna leave too with a ss of what Instagram thought was a cool way of welcoming me back... 😂😂🤡 🤡
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ikuyeah · 4 years
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The Dawn Rises
Summary: Sukehiro Aki won’t lie. She’s thought about what it would be like being romantically involved with William. But not even her wildest dreams could have prepared her for what his courtship would entail.
(Part Two of the Attract Light Series)
Click here for Part 1
A/N: FUN FACTS!!! This one had some flowers and plant symbolism in it so if you encounter one of them go to the end notes. I've added some fun flower facts to make you even more emo.
Six Years Prior…
“Hey Will.” Aki called out to him, perched atop one of the branches of his world tree. Below, ensnarled in its roots, were the members of the gang they’d apprehended for a string of petty theft at the local markets.
“Yes, Aki?” He hopped down from a higher branch, sitting next to her.
“Can you grow a tree for me?” She asked, turning so she was sitting criss cross facing him. The ease with which she manoeuvred and the belief she wouldn’t fall endearing to him.
William dug into his pocket with his free hand and asked. “What kind?”
“The kind that can make me brave.” She answered, raising her head to the sky.
Within him, he could hear Patri snorting at the sentiment. Nevertheless, he settled on one of the flowering trees, watching Aki as her eyes glittered and mouth opened in awe. The Magnolia tree unfurled, the flowers blooming pure white with its petals breaking off, floating on the wind.
“What tree is this, Will?” Aki asked, snatching a petal from the air.
“It’s a Magnolia.”
Aki laughed softly, voice a little hoarse from the cold night. “That’s kind of a boring name for the tree that can make me brave.” Shivering, she pulled her Grey Deer robe tighter around herself.
Throwing his red coat around her, they watched in silence as more magnolias bloomed in dark red. “Right, let’s call it Faith.” He suggested.
“Alright, Faith.” Aki nodded, swinging her legs to the side so she could tilt over and catch some more flowers, never mind that she could just ask him for one. William couldn’t help but marvel at the amount of faith she had in him and in his power, faith she didn’t seem to have in her own.
Finally catching a flower in her hand, Aki passed it to him. “Faith is a good name.”
“So you’ve finally accepted Captain Shiny’s feelings for you, huh?” Yami wiggled his eyebrows at her over the bouquet of white, pink, and red camellias she’d carefully been spraying with water. It was maybe the third batch of flowers he’d sent her. The first caused a stir among the Black Bulls who hadn’t known about her friendship with William. But as time passed, it became a common variable of the team’s banter.
Aki continued spraying at the flowers, frowning when she spotted a few drooping petals. She could only keep them alive for so long but she loved them, loved how pretty and alive they were against the dark tones of the Black Bull base.
Idly, she thought, it was that kind of parallel that drew her to William in the first place. The stark beauty of his magic, his ideals, and his kindness drew a stunning parallel to her own dark magic. One of the petals, a red one, fluttered down until it rested against the tabletop.
For some reason, it reminded her of his heart, his bleeding heart for anyone in need.
“Oi, are you so out of it that you can’t even hear me talking to you?” Yami’s voice cut through her musings and she stared at him, unimpressed.
“I haven’t.”
“Huh? That’s kind of rude of you, keeping a man waiting like that.” Yami grinned. “I couldn’t be more proud.”
Aki snorted. “Of course you are.”
Vanessa’s voice echoed from the halls, sweetly calling out to them. “Captain! Captain Vangeance is here to see you!”
Aki could feel her heartbeat hasten in her chest before making an effort to calm it. By the time she’d gotten her feelings under control, Yami had stood up and made his way out the door.
“Aren’t you coming?” He asked.
“Why?” She retorted, grey eyes meeting grey.
With a shrug, Yami answered. “I don’t know. To say hi to your suitor or whatever?”
Aki rolled her eyes at him. She’d known how unconventional he was as a Captain. But, for the sake of good camaraderie, she’d always been the one who had to whack him back in his place when Finral and the others couldn’t.
“He’s here to see you for work, isn’t he? Will’s very professional. Unlike another Captain I know.” She snickered, sweeping the fallen petals into her palm and then throwing them out the window.
From the corner of her eye, she could see several members of the Golden Dawn in their uniforms. She wondered what she would have looked like wearing it, what she’d have looked like if she accepted his offer years ago to be his Vice-Captain.
‘Then I wouldn’t have grown this much.’ She thought, going back to arranging today’s training regimen in her head.
“Besides, I have to plan with everything the Heart Kingdom is teaching Asta and the rest in mind. If you can get it through your muscle-filled head, remember to ask Will if we can have an official sparring match so we can schedule it into our training.” She waved her brother off, already cursing that she’d forgotten to get back to Mereonleona on their own joint training venture. It was a miracle the woman hadn’t broken their door down again .
Yami watched his sister, clearly spiralling into a panic from overthinking, and sighed. “Suit yourself. Don’t think too hard.”
“Wow, maybe you should think a little harder to compensate for once.”
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“Sorry. My lazy brat of a sister didn’t want to come out and say hi.”
William raised a brow at Yami when his fellow Captain finally deigned to come out of his base. “Why would she? This is a business visit. I’d appreciate it if we can attempt to be professional, Yami.” He said, posture relaxing slightly in the company of his friend.
“Look, I didn’t ask to be verbally attacked by you two.” Yami raised a brow back at him in disbelief. “You’re not even in a relationship yet and you’re reading each other’s minds.” He murmured.
Refusing to comment on the subject, William returned to the purpose of his visit. “I’m here for news about a member of my squad, Mimosa Vermillion. Your Spacial Mage, Roulacase, said he would be prepared to give a verbal report today.” He informed, tone cordial but expression bemused.
“Well, as you can see, the useless lump isn’t here.” Yami inhaled deeply, the cigarette between his teeth losing its effect. “Stop standing around out here. You might as well wait inside.”
William opened his mouth to protest but the older man had already turned, gesturing for him to follow.
“Very well.” He surrendered, Alecdora and Letoile taking cues from their own Captain and entering close behind him.
“Well, well. It’s the Golden Dawn!” A scantily clad pink haired woman, Vanessa, approached them with a bottle of alcohol in hand. “Welcome to our humble home.”
“Sober up before you embarrass us.” Yami waved her away as if she were some kind of fly.
William averted his eyes from her, watching as a shorter girl walked up to him with a cupcake. She offered it up to him with a dazed expression. “How about something to eat, la?”
Before Alecdora could protest, William raised a hand to indicate that it was alright.
Kneeling down to meet her at eye-level, William stared at the treat and accepted it with a small bow. “Thank you.”
The girl smiled widely. “As expected from the Captain of my Meal-Saving Prince.” She hummed. “I made it special from ingredients in the Heart Kingdom. It’s really yummy.”
William looked at her and then at the cupcake, small and pink and unassuming. “Have you been training in the Heart Kingdom?” He asked.
“Oh yeah, Charmy. If you’re here then Finral must have brought you back with him. Where is he?” Yami asked, staring down impatiently at his subordinate.
“Don’t know, la.” She shrugged.
Yami clicked his tongue in annoyance. “What a pain. Henry, can you bring that useless lump here?”
The base rumbled to life, some of the walls and floor panels shifting until a room which looked like a supply room emerged with the Spacial Mage handing a box of something vaguely fruit shaped to a surprised Sukehiro Aki.
“You know Nii-chan, it’s one thing to use Finral to send you to the bathroom and it’s another to use Henry to drag us wherever you want without consent.” Aki leveled a withering look at her brother.
“It’s his fault for setting an appointment with Captain Shiny and then being late. You’re giving others a bad impression of us.” Yami scolded.
“Since when have you cared about that kind of thing?” All the Black Bulls seemed to murmur in unison.
“Ah, my apologies, Captain Vangeance. I did bring back some correspondences, reports from Mimosa and letters from her to her family.” Finral approached the Captain, sheepishly offering up the bundle of envelopes.
“Come to think of it, isn’t it kind of strange that the Captain himself would come to collect a report?” Vanessa said with a knowing smirk causing a blue haired girl to stutter that she shouldn’t say things like that in front of a Captain.
Aki shrugged. “He’s just kind like that.” She explained softly.
Professionalism aside, William couldn’t help but smile a little.
“You should show more respect if you know who it is you’re answering to.” Alecdora sneered from behind William who looked otherwise unbothered by his offended subordinate.
“Is their training progressing well?” William asked, trying to gauge how prepared they were for their joint defense against the Spade Kingdom in several months.
“Princess Loropechika has taken to training with Mimosa and Noelle personally. By their ranking, Mimosa’s been able to reach Stage 2 with Loropechika’s assistance. They plan to use this as part of their strategy.” Finral explained.
“I see. Regardless, that’s a great leap in her growth. Thank you, we appreciate your effort in keeping us informed.” William bowed his head and gave Finral a kind smile.
“Y-You’re welcome, Captain Vangeance.” Finral responded, unsure how to react to the man. “Is there anything else we can help you with?”
“You’ve done more than enough. As I said, you have our thanks.”
The Black Bulls looked at each other and then at their Captain, sharing a thought. ‘Is this what it’s like to have a normal Captain?’  
“Since your business here is over, would you mind if I had something to say?” Aki piped up, garnering the attention of everyone in the room.
“That’s pretty brave, Aki.” Vanessa murmured, sobering at the tension building.
“Oi, whatever happened to that professionalism thing you were going on and on about earlier?” Yami teased.
Aki rolled her eyes, snuffing out his cigarette with her magic. “You forgot to ask about joint training, Captain .”
“We can make time for it.” William agreed, ignoring the incredulous look on Alecdora’s face. “It will be a good opportunity to test what my squad has been developing as well.”
“What kind of technique are you trying?” Aki leaned forward, intrigued. If it was something they could incorporate into their own training she’d want to know. She’d always been a very responsible Vice-Captain. William had known she would be exceptional at it which was one of the reasons he’d offered the position to her years ago.
“Some of us still feel the effects of the elves’ power. Despite how we might feel about the matter, right now it’s an asset we can leverage on to get stronger.” He explained. His openness in sharing the information put Alecdora and Letoile on edge. He understood that his squad members, specifically those who were under the effects of the reincarnation, were uneasy exposing themselves and their supposed weakness this way. But the Black Bulls were undoubtedly strong and had unique abilities. They would need to work together to win this war.
“If that’s true then there’s merit in including whatever measures you’ve adjusted in your training to Gauche’s training and maybe even Luck’s though he’s hard at work learning Mana Method already.” Aki responded with a nod. “We’d appreciate any information you can share on the topic as well.”
“Fortunately, this concludes our duties for today.” William smiled but it was good natured this time, as though he’d shed the role of Golden Dawn’s Captain for a moment. “I’ve heard tell that dinner at our Headquarters this evening will be the talk of the town.”
Alecdora and Letoile shared a look and nodded in assent to their Captain. “We can arrange to seat their party for tonight.” They pulled out communication devices, no doubt having alerted the entire headquarters of their arrival.
“Food from my Meal-Saving Prince’s Squad. I wonder what it will be like?” Charmy drooled just thinking about it.
“We have to get you back to the Heart Kingdom for your training…” Finral said weakly, knowing a lost fight when he sees one. “But, maybe Langris will be there.”
“Forget the food, what kind of booze would the Golden Dawn have? They’re pretty straight-laced.” Vanessa interjected, pondering the merits of wine.
“Free food is free food, I guess.” Yami shrugged, instructing Finral not to drink so he could transport everyone there and back.
Aki hid her laugh behind the palm of her hand. Having drifted to William’s side in the commotion, she only had to lean a little so that he could hear her. “At this rate, you will monopolize every dinner vacancy I’ll have for the rest of my life.” She mused as the rest of the Black Bulls celebrated their free dinner. Being next to him again settled her nerves if only for a little. She’d seen him several times after his proposal of courtship but they hadn’t had the chance to talk like this.
“You of all people know that it would be my pleasure to.” William leaned down a little, though at the volume everyone else was speaking only she could hear whatever he had to say. The proximity only made her face heat up.
“ Professionalism , Captain.” She shot back, satisfied when William blinked thrice rapidly, the only outward sign that he was flustered as well.
“This matter is of a very Professional nature.” He retorted.
Aki considered going with the flow of their conversation, of the new dynamic their mutual attraction brought to it. But then she remembered how earnestly he’d asked to court her and she pulled away.
It was only fair for her to give him a proper and honest answer.
“About that dinner, it’s been a while. We should make a day of it so we have more time to tell each other everything, don’t you think?” She proposed with a small but hopeful smile. “After all, I don’t think you could tell me about your secrets and your fears and stuff over a single meal.” She continued, finding herself rambling in the same way she used to when she was afraid he’d find her a boring conversationalist.
“Would tomorrow be amenable?” William asked, his eyes shining with what she hoped was elation.
Taken aback, it took Aki several seconds to think of a halfway decent reply. “You have nothing better to do, Captain?” She sputtered.
“Nothing which offers better company than yours, my friend.” He responded. And there he was, the kindest man in the world. Even in the face of this opportunity, he makes certain to reiterate the importance of their friendship. Aki doesn’t know sometimes what she did to deserve a friend like him. She could feel affection so deep and warm that it burst through the seams flooding her with a fuzzy sensation.
In the face of it all, Aki couldn’t help but beam at him.
“Sounds like a plan, then.”
-
Aki looked around at the terrace filled with tables. The candle-lit dining area was much more refined in a way that made it seem like a different universe compared to the Black Bull’s base. Nevertheless, the base was their home. It didn’t hurt to indulge in a little luxury every now and then. “I wish Henry could be here to see it-” Aki thought aloud.
“Aki-chan.” A slow drawl caught her ears and she turned to find Henry boxed into a small portable looking room with one window. “I’m here too!”
“Henry! I’m glad you could come with us after all!” Aki cheered, patting the top of the portable room. “It looks like a fun time, doesn’t it?”
Looking out at the dining area, he could see Vanessa at one of the tables challenging all manner of older men to a drinking contest. Finral was valiantly trying not to flirt with anyone, seated beside his brother Langris and chatting amicably at him though the younger only responded with single or double syllable responses. Gauche was sitting in a corner, showing Marie the view from the terrace through his mirror. Charmy was rolling around, butterfly net in hand murmuring about cooking that spirit while Grey and Gordon made many valiant attempts to stop her.
And at one of the middle tables, Yami and William were conversing with two Golden Dawn members.
“And look.” Slowly pointing ahead. “Asta-kun’s friend Yuno is at the Captains’ table.”
“Eh? Wow, I didn’t expect Asta’s childhood friend to be Vice Captain of the Golden Dawn.” Aki tilted her head, walking to the table to take her place between Henry and her brother. “Did I miss anything?”
Yami shrugged. “Just a conversation between men.”
Aki raised a brow at him, trying to imagine what they could have been talking about. “I have a feeling your definition of a man is very different from theirs.” She jibed.
William’s lips twitched in amusement.
Ever the responsible knight, he started identifying areas that improved due to the elves’ residual power. They’d discovered an increased magic power as well as some other physical enhancements.
The bespectacled man, Klaus, chimed in every now and then. His tone was much friendlier than Alecdora’s but still cordial. Aki wouldn’t be surprised if he was on the younger side.
Aki took it all in, asking situational questions that gave rise to other possible tactics they can pursue in the fight to come.
“Have you tried any kind of Union Magic between people possessed by particularly strong elves?” She asked.
“In practice, our squad has been more successful in joint defensive maneuvers. We would appreciate any assistance in bolstering our own offensive attacks.” William responded, Klaus taking notes and murmuring to Yuno what they would need to prepare to make it happen. The raven haired wind mage continued to stare out towards the view, uninterested in the lot of them.
“What the hell is going on?” Yami lit another cigarette, watching his sister making plans with his ex-rival and friend.  
“This must be what-” Henry said in that slow drawl of his. “A conversation between men sounds like.” He joked.
Yami felt a strong urge to throw him out the terrace but remembered how frail Henry still was despite his renewed mobility.
“Sukehiro-san.” Klaus called to Aki who had stopped talking for a while to get some food in her stomach.
“Yeah, Klaus was it?” He nodded and she gestured for him to continue with her fork. “Aki’s fine, after all there’s two of us Sukehiros at the table and I’m not a Captain.”
“Aki-san, if I’m not mistaken you wield Dark Magic similar to Captain Yami’s. May I ask how it is similar or different to that of the Captain’s?” He asked earnestly. It seemed that the topic was one most of the Golden Dawn were curious about given the way most turned slightly towards them. Even unbothered Yuno looked like he was listening.
“I wield Moon Magic.” She clarified. “It’s dark magic but its power is amplified depending on my proximity to the moon. Like now, for example, I have considerably more mana than I would if it were late in the afternoon tomorrow.”
“I see, that must be a hindrance.” Klaus nodded in understanding.
“It used to be. It was why many of my missions were those requiring the cover of night. The only times I worked with anyone during the day were with your Captain and several others.” She said, setting aside her empty plate and utensils.
“Indeed, many covert operations were made infinitely simpler with your assistance.” William complimented.
Aki waved to a server, thanking them when they took the plate and utensils away before addressing the table. “Oh hah, Will was a big help. I learned a lot of offensive applications to my magic from him so it’s strange that you’re stumped by it when it comes to your squad members.”
“I never instructed you in offensive application, only in the control of your mana.” William clarified, the nostalgia of it all bringing an air of comfort to the duo.
“Hm, makes sense. I don’t think anyone can out-offense my meathead brother.” Aki bumped her fist against one of Yami’s arm muscles as if to prove it.
Opening his mouth to scoff at her, he thought that maybe there was a way out of his own responsibilities in this joint venture and shifted gears. “Don’t be modest. Your Akatsuki has improved a lot these days.”
Catching on to what he was doing, Aki quickly retorted. “You must be proud, since I borrowed a little of your own Dimension Slash technique to improve it.”
Unaware of their unspoken bout, William had recognised the name and asked. “Your dawn attack has been perfected?”
“That’s the one.” Aki responded, unsurprised but still touched that he’d remembered. “As I was saying, much of my magic is very support and capture oriented so Yami would be the best candidate to maximise your team’s offensive capabilities-”
“What kind of support magic?”
Aki’s eyes widened a little, surprised to find Yuno’s eyes on her. “I can take away mana. I’ve learned to reverse the flow as well. I’ve learned to halt the mana even inside of another person’s body.” She reached out a hand and closed her eyes, her white Grimoire floating up and turning its pages.
“ Blue Moon’s Blessing. ”
Klaus marveled at the way mana was sucked from the surroundings and joined the overflowing pool of Yuno’s mana.
“And to halt it…” Aki opened her eyes, her irises glowing blue for a moment. “ Blue Moon’s Wrath. ”
Yuno gasped, feeling all the magic inside him seizing up. He couldn’t move, couldn’t even blink. He stared at Aki in confusion.
The girl put her hand down, closing the Grimoire and releasing Yuno from her spell. “The moon’s pretty close tonight, so it must have been stronger than I expected. Sorry about that. If you had enough willpower, you could probably have broken through it.” She explained, trying to take away the befuddlement in the younger man’s gaze.
“That level of control over mana is incredible, Aki-san.” Klaus complimented.
“It’s nothing Mereonleona couldn’t do in a heartbeat.” Aki shrugged. Both Sukehiro’s shivered at the mention of the woman. “I learned a lot of my control from dungeons Mereonleona has recommended to me but my fundamentals were all your Captain’s effort.”
The Golden Dawn members approached the table, drawn to this seemingly normal Black Bulls member and asking all manner of questions to improve themselves. Aki did her best to field all of their questions, asking each of them their names and their magic before doling out any advice or fun facts.
“Ah, she’s gone and done it again.” Yami rolled his eyes, the uncharacteristically childish action drawing William’s attention. “The Black Bulls’ Golden Girl indeed.”
“We don’t…” Henry raised a hand to the window of his little room. “Make it hard… Since we’re all… Weird.”
“Good point.” Yami breathed out, smoke rising and dissipating into the air. “But she still has class.”
William watched as she continued to get along with his squad members, shaking hands and patting shoulders with everyone he’s been working with and fighting beside as if she were a part of them. “What a marvel you are, Aki.”
-
“So were you planning on letting me know tomorrow morning or were you going to go on your date with the Captain of the Golden Dawn dressed like you normally are?” Vanessa strolled into Aki’s room, looking for all intents and purposes like it was her own.
Aki crossed her arms, hiding the identical yellow top and black skirt she’d hung up to wear tomorrow. “What’s wrong with my clothes?”
“Nothing, you’re just always wearing them.” Vanessa shook her head.
Aki smirked, seeing a chance for mischief and taking it. “Ah, your clothing choices make so much sense now. You see, in our society, we always wear clothes, Vanessa.” She snickered.
“You know what I mean, you little menace.” Vanessa threw a pillow at her before complaining exasperatedly. “You should spruce up a little. It pays to go on these things feeling pretty, Aki.”
In the back of her mind, Aki heard the muttering and moaning of nobles and of women. An amalgamation of all the jeers and scoffs formed a symphony of doubt that bombarded her each time she’d thought about following her heart, about possibly maybe accepting.
“Well, you can have at it. I doubt I’ll feel pretty no matter what you do.” She murmured, the voices finally dying down.
Vanessa sat next to her, troubled but still eager to help. “I don’t think this has anything to do with your outfit, then. But come on, let’s talk about it while we decide on one.” She gestured for her to scoot over so they were closer to each other.
Aki sighed, dragging herself across her bed with her pillow in hand. She didn’t want to delve into her psyche right now, but it looked like this was happening either way. And honestly, she wanted to feel good about herself too. “Alright.” She threw her closet open. “What should I talk about first?”
“For starters, why don’t you think you’re pretty?” Vanessa waved her fingers across the air, pulling all of her clothes across her thread for inspection. “And do you have a preference apart from yellow and black? You’re a walking Black Bull advert.”
Pointing to the small selection of white and red clothes in the bottom row of the closet, Aki began to consider how she could word her feelings on the matter. “I don’t think I’m ugly or anything. It’s just… it’s more the way Will is that intimidates me? It’s always been like that. The murmurs of people saying things about how we don’t match don’t particularly bother me anymore, it’s what they represent to me.” She struggled through her explanation, her eyes catching a nice red summer dress she forgot she owned. The pattern reminded her of the camellias William had sent. “That one.”
Vanessa’s eyes lit up when she’d spotted the dress. “Good eye.” She started putting everything back and fixing some of the stitching. “How do you feel about the Captain? Are you interested in accepting his courtship?”
“I mean, of course. He’s… he’s Will . Being loved by him no matter what the context is the most incredible thing that could ever happen to me.” Aki said in a burst of honesty that surprised even her. “If I could describe him in two words it’s painfully kind. He’s so… so down on himself. He doesn’t allow himself to be kind towards himself sometimes. Which is painful because he has unending patience for absolutely everyone. And-”
Aki stopped for a while, shooting her arms through the dress so that Vanessa could check the fit.
“And he’s the most accepting person even with how shunned he was. He’s never turned his back on anyone, not even the pettiest and most shallow people. He listens to everyone and remembers everything you say. He makes you feel like… like you’re the only person in the world.” Her voice which was loud grew quieter with every uttered proof of her admiration.
“And his magic is…” Aki breathed in, surprised to find that her nose was runny. “Will’s magic is seriously incredible. It’s probably the most amazing and beautiful thing I’ve ever seen in the world. As expected from the most amazing and beautiful person in the world.” She touched her cheek, numbly staring at the wetness that clung to her fingertips.
“I’m nothing… nothing like him.” She felt a pain constrict in her heart, her tears turning to quiet heaving sobs. “How am I supposed to just accept that someone like that has feelings for me?”
Vanessa wrapped her arms around the younger knight, waiting until she could breathe again before speaking.
“I can’t tell you what he feels or why he feels that way.” Vanessa’s voice was low, like something whispered into the air and lost forever.
“You can only find out if you ask.”
-
William had left the Golden Dawn headquarters alone, much to Alecdora’s chagrin, outfitted in his most casual clothes which were a variant of his uniform in all white aside from his red cape and black boots. Any other changes to his appearance would draw attention from his squad members. As it was, many stares followed him when he emerged from his quarters without his Golden Dawn robes. His mask stayed on which would make it hard to remain unnoticed by the public but he hoped people would understand by his state of dress that he was off duty.
The closer he got to the Black Bulls’ base, the more uncertain he was about his clothes. Aki wouldn’t mind it, he was sure. But part of him also wanted to be presentable, to be seen as attractive in the same way he was attracted to her.
Speaking of the girl, Aki emerged from the mishmash of a building in a red floral summer dress, her hair down with a red ribbon tying up any strands that could obscure her face.
Descending on his broom, William greeted his friend with a smile. “You look stunning, Aki.”
“Thank you. You clean up well, as usual.” Aki reached out, startling him by wrapping her arms around him in a warm hug. “Ah sorry, I missed you a lot. I’ve wanted to do that for a while.” She murmured.
“And I you, my friend.” He returned the hug, squeezing lightly, pleased at how neatly she fit in his arms.
Yami appeared next to them, frowning. “Break it up and get going already.” He grumbled, pulling at Finral’s collar so that he could transport them away faster. “Remove them from here before they make us all hurl.”
Aki pulled back, rolling her eyes at her brother. “Whatever you say, Captain.” She saluted, her arm slotting through William’s comfortably. “If you would be so kind.” Aki nodded to Finral in thanks.
“Of course, Aki.” Finral waved in a gesture that it was fine before opening a portal.
Aki looked up at her companion curiously. “Do you have a preference, Will?”
“I’m open to suggestions.” He shrugged lightly.
With a smile, Aki pulled him through the portal and to what looked like the main streets of the Capital. “I promise I’m not trying to remind you of work.” She laughed, entertained by the confused look on his face. “While we did those patrols, I loved taking these morning shifts because of all the fresh food you could get. I’m trying to see if they still have the stuff from before.” She explained, already waving back to an older lady who offered her a muffin all the while welcoming her back after so long.
The lady turned her gaze from Aki to William, her dimples deepening in affection. “Captain Vangeance, I see your little lady has returned to you.” She cooed, chortling when Aki blushed the same shade as her dress. “I remember all of the burglars you two caught around here. You were always so proud of each other and happy to see each other. No one ever believes an old crone like me when I say you have your heart set on someone. I was concerned when the Magic Parliament got their hands on you dear!” She walked around the storefront and started loading various muffins and bread and snacks into a basket.
“I did endanger a whole bunch of people.” Aki pointed out nervously.
“Hush hush. If you meant to do something like that this darling wouldn’t be here with you. He’s got a good eye, this boy. Your Golden Dawn lads and lasses are very good to us.” She flapped an arm to silence Aki and then patted William’s arm, smoothly draping the basket’s handle over it.
Aki grabbed the lady’s hand in thanks, slipping the payment into her palm and then pulling William away. “Thank you, he… he’s really very kind to me. As you have been. We’ll be on our way now!” She waved to her and then continued down the street with William keeping step next to her.
“Not exactly what I had in mind, but she makes good food.” Aki said with a sigh, reaching into the basket, letting out an elated yip when she found a cookie.
“She’s right.” William patted a hand against the arm Aki had wrapped around his reassuringly. “I never dreamed I would have the opportunity to say so, but I know you never did anything wrong. Not intentionally.”
“I know, it’s…” Aki agreed, munching on the cookie so she could find the words. “Now that my control is much better, I feel better about it. About making those mistakes. My intentions were to protect her, Freese’s daughter, and my dedication towards protecting the kingdom hasn't changed.”  
“I had no doubt that they would remain that way.” William smiled, taking some bread crumbs from the basket and spreading them across the ground for the birds to peck at.
Aki watched as William continued to do that every few steps, the birds chirping louder now that they’d caught on to the benevolence of their benefactor. “How?” She asked, laughing when William reached into the basket and began to point to the bread crumbs at the bottom. “I mean how are you so sure? How do you have so much faith?” She asked, her voice softening to a whisper in embarrassment. “In me, I mean.”
William’s mouth dropped open, scrambling to correct her perspective. “Aki, I don’t think you understand how much your friendship… how much your care meant to me. You may have looked up to me but I found comfort in you in every moment we spent together. Your time and your honesty, the determination you had in pursuing a friendship with me. I had never felt more seen than I did when I was with you.” He cleared his throat, a little shy but knowing how important it was to be honest with her as she had always been with him. “I felt like I could live another day just to see you again.”
“Will.” Aki said breathlessly, smiling like a fool when he ushered her to sit at a bench to catch her breath. “Y-Yeah, let’s sit down. Honestly, how could you sweep me off my feet like this?” She stuttered, brushing her fingers against each other to stop them from shaking.
“I promised to return your care a hundred fold. I would think you’d be responsible enough to prepare yourself since you were forewarned.” He, William Vangeance, teased. Aki knew about his wicked sense of humor but he really wasn’t holding anything back anymore.
“What I would have given to see you joking around like this back then.” She mused, swinging her legs side to side. “I would have given you the world.”
“I felt the same.” William said, eyes never straying from her face. “I would still.”
“I want to let you.”
William’s eyes widened in shock.
“You really rattled me, I don’t think I can quite…” Aki breathed in and out deeply, eyes glassy when she finally looked back at him. “Could you catch me up a little? Just for now?” She asked.
William nodded, elaborating on the events of the years she’d been gone, about the rise of the Golden Dawn, about their achievements. While he was in the middle of a retelling of Yuno gaining the power of the Wind Spirit, they’d cleared the basket of food and wandered around to get lunch. William made it a point to pay this time claiming that she paid for “breakfast”.
Several vendors recognised William and they waved away offers of free items and food once again. Thankfully, not many nobles were around in this area of the Capital. From the corner of his eye, William could have sworn he caught sight of a red cat or a flash of light ricocheting off a steel surface.
They brought their lunch to a nearby park and under the shade of a tree, William talked about Patri and the elves, about his squad members’ struggle against the Eye of the Midnight Sun, and about the truth behind the story of the Wizard King.
“You-” Aki’s eyes fluttered, the motion fascinating William for a second. “You almost died. He almost stole your body.” She shook her head.
“He was and still is my friend.” He retorted, watching Aki’s awe and annoyance and interest swirling in the grey of her irises.
“You’re so kind.” She leaned forward, the top of her head bumping against his chest. “You’re way too kind. I can’t believe you.” She continued to bump her head against him.
William placed a hand on the back of her head to stop her. “I can’t say I regret anything apart from doubting our Wizard King.” He admitted.
“I know you don’t.” Aki sighed, breathing deeply until she had the courage to look up at him and smile. “After all, your kindness is what I love most about you.”
William let go of her, letting the girl take his hands in hers. He could feel her palms shaking even through the fabric of his gloves and he shook them off so that the warmth of his hands could calm her. “You can take your time.” He reassured.
“I’m okay, better than okay.” She giggled, his favorite kind, the kind that fluttered uncontrollably in a giddy way, one that meant she was thrilled though she was embarrassed. “I might just be an intermediate wizard, and a foreign peasant. I might not be in control of myself all the time. And I might have times when being around other people makes me so nervous I can’t speak. But I’m through with hiding behind all of that. Even if I’m not strong enough yet, I want to become the person who stands next to you.”
“Aki-” William watched as her eyes turned glassy with happy tears, tears of triumph over her obstacles. He couldn’t be prouder, he couldn’t be more in love. “Are you-”
And then, with all her courage and honesty, she answered.
“Yes.”
Aki surged forward, wrapping her arms around his neck. “Yes, please court me.” She continued, laughing loudly enough for everyone in the clearing to hear if there were people, her whole body shaking from the force of it. “And for the love of Clover if you don’t kiss me right now I will knock you out.” She said, hiding her flaming blush against his cheek.
And William remembered.
“Wait. I-” He eased her back into a sitting position, his hands slowly reaching up to his mask. “I need to do something first.”
Aki’s face contorted in surprise, her hands softly caressing his. “Will, you don’t have to-”
“I want to.” He said adamantly, his voice softening as her expression turned to concern. She was always an open book to him. “It’s only fair that you know who it is you’re standing next to.” He reasoned, if only to console her.
Slowly, with one hand holding hers and another on his mask, he revealed himself to her with both eyes open.
And her tears began to fall but her smile remained radiant, as bright and pure white as Magnolias on a cold night six years ago. “Thank you. I-I don’t know how to show you but I trust you too.” She said, cupping his cheek and gasping at the warmth and softness of his face, at the piercing intensity of his eyes as he looked back at her.
“You don’t have to. I know you do.” William smiled, his eyes creasing from the fondness and joy. “It’s what I love most about you.” He responded, a little proud of himself for the comeback.
Aki snorted, too happy to be embarrassed about it. “Wow, credit me at least.”
“Sorry, love.” He gave in, pressing his lips to her forehead, thumbing away the damp lines left by her tears. “Originally quoted by Sukehiro Aki, the love of my life.”
“Say that again.” Aki said, breathless once again.
Instead of saying it, from his pocket he’d produced a familiar seed unfurling next to them and stretching over them with bunches of white flowers.
“What tree is this, Will?” Aki grinned, picking at the white petals that fell onto his hair and running her fingers through it lightly.
“A tree that can make me brave.” William whispered back, like a secret.
“Is your Faith back then?” She asked, gasping as he leaned closer, her breath caressing his face, the face he was afraid to show, the face he trusted her to see.
“She is.”
And against her lips, he mouthed an answer.
“And I still love her. And I always will.”
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A/N: FUN FLOWER FACTS!!
Magnolias:
Magnolias are supposed to have existed since the beginning of time.
It represents longevity and perseverance which is pretty apt since Aki asks for something to make her brave. - But it also resonates with William’s own story, the traits that made him brave.
It also means a love of nature and kind of a feminine charm, both traits William sees in her.
More ironically, it also means nobility and dignity. Things William sees in her that she doesn’t see in herself.
If they’re white, they also symbolise the moon.
Camellias:
Camellias are more common in Japanese culture. I like to think William asked Yami for advice on this, wanting to get flowers that remind her of home or to symbolise his acceptance of her foreign roots.
In China, it represents a long lasting bond. See this excerpt from ftd by Design...
“The delicately layered petals represent the woman, and the calyx (the green leafy part of the stem that holds the petals together) represents the man who protects her. The two components are joined together, even after death. Typically when the petals of a flower fall off, the calyx will stay intact. With camellias however, the calyx and petals fall away together, which is why the camellia also represents eternal love or long-lasting devotion.”
The colors mean:
White: Adoration and is given to someone who is well-liked. Pink: A longing for someone and is given to someone who is missed. Red: Love, passion, and deep desire.
Originally, I chose the Camellias just for the Japanese connection but it ended up being really apt for how William feels.
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So yesterday I was talking to a friend about what if Yami was from Konoha and woke up this morning with IDEAS. 
So welcome to the Black Clover/Naruto/Boruto fic bullet point festival
manga spoilers for all series apply
Yami comes from Konoha but he was not involved with ninjutsu. His family fished the seas to provide food for the village and he grew up with the idea that you can do just as much for Konoha by feeding it as you can by being a ninja
Yami is a year younger than Naruto and they knew each other growing up because sometimes Yami’s dad would give Naruto left over fish they couldn’t sell
The reason the ninja nations are known as the Sun Kingdom in the shuffle kingdoms is because  500 years ago before the ninja villages began waring with each other they were a series of unified regions, and no one from any of the ninja nations. Some might be what used to be known as a Moon Kingdom too
Not sure if Yami’s figured out he’s from the “Sun Kingdom” or not. Since it’s the kingdom Konoha was formerly a part of, he might. Probably depends on the schooling citizens receive if they don’t go to the ninja academy
Not sure if I’ll get into this part of things, but if the Black Bulls are setting their sights on the next devil target, the targets will all be in the Sun and Moon Kingdoms (basically the tailed beasts)
Anyway, fic is set in the aftermath of the Dark Triad battle. Mimosa’s magic can only heal so much, Charmy’s food can only cleanse so much, and considering the heavy cursed energy Yami and Vangeance were exposed to, they’ve been sent to a beach in the west that has mana restorative and cleansing properties. The Black Bulls who are still “exiled” are with them along with several members of the Golden Dawn and maybe some other mages. We’ll see how it goes. Asta, Liebe, Yuno, and Noelle all definitely had to be sent here to cleanse as well due to their direct confrontations with the Dark Triad. So that might mean Charlotte, Rill, and so forth might also be there too. I’m still working on the logic of it all since I want certain characters to be here for this but I also know that Clover Kingdom doesn’t want to leave itself defenseless either. 
This beach is the same beach Yami washed up on years ago, which isn’t coincidental because the properties of this area are what allowed him to survive 
 Anyway, a tidal wave appears and Boruto, Sarada, and Mitsuki wash ashore. Once the water danger passes, everyone springs into action to save them. Luckily, much like with Yami, the beach itself helps save them. 
There’s a language barrier. Yami can kind of mitigate it but his native language is a little rusty since he’s been immersed in Clovish or whatever people in the shuffle kingdoms speak for the last like 15 - 20 years. 
Julius, naturally, is there with bells on when he hears three people from the Sun Kingdom have washed ashore. He uses the pretext of wanting to tell everyone in person that the Black Bulls’ banishment has been lifted due to Asta’s extemporarily service defending Clover Kingdom from the giant devil. Damnatio might come with him. Marx might come with him. Everyone’s trying to play off the citizens seeing him in teenage form as an enemy spell or something
Luckily Boruto, Sarada, and Mitsuki have a way to contact Konoha and let them know what happened during the earthquake or storm or whatnot that sent their boat into the tidal wave. Yami promises to help return the kids since he knows how to navigate the ocean
Julius sends our typical gaggle of mages as a delegation to Konoha and provides an appropriate vessel for the journey. He wants to go too but alas the Wizard King can’t just run off like that especially with Marx around
The middle bit of the fic isn’t quite fleshed out as much for me
Anyway, at some point Yami and Naruto reunite, everyone learns Yami is actually his surname, everyone gets to know each other a bit and spends some time in Konoha
Where exactly in the timeline for Boruto this happens I’m waffling about. I am kind of tempted to make it post-chapter 55 even though I’m still not sure how I feel about the Kurama death situation
Also could put it before the whole Shikadai gets a bomb strapped to him part. I kind of want Kawaki to be there because I want Asta to see a Naruto who’s probably achieved pretty much everything Asta’s striving for - leadership, family, etc...
The biggest challenges I think will be if I can write the Boruto-only characters or not. Also kind of figuring out what exactly goes down once they get to Konoha and so forth. I know I definitely want to be able to let Naruto and Asta share a scene which means I might need to be able to hop around POVs or try for third person omniscient rather than close third person.  Third person omniscient might be a good choice for practice purposes since I tend to like to be more shared close third person. 
I think also, like with all of my Black Clover fics so far, things will be more & than / though like crushes will still be at play and such, but one of the major points of the fic is Yami dealing with all of this and choosing his allegiances in the end, which is less about romance and more about found family because he will return to Clover in the end with his squad. That said, I don’t think I’d make it wholly gen because Noelle’s crushes on Asta and Nero are too fun and I want to see Charlotte be able to evolve into someone who can talk to Yami more freely though still working towards more openly. I want her choosing to save him to help her a bit. Also I would think being able to use combined magic on the caliber that Yami and Vangeance would have to be something. But you know throw Jack in there and like Yami’s got his own little harem in his isekai story basically. 
Because really that’s kind of what this fic is, our isekai hero has a chance to go back to his real world, and then he has to choose if he wants to stay there or if he wants to live permamently in his isekai. 
Another thing to consider is this could be a series of one shots instead of a proper chapter fic, which might give me more leeway with pov changes and such. Or perhaps a main possibly chaptered fic from Yami’s POV and then side story fics as a series. 
Lots to consider. I want to finish that IzuOcha oneshot I started writing first. And well hopefully work a bit on my novel before I do this too. We’ll see how it goes. 
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who are your top ten favorite black bulls & ships? talk about them!
Hi Anon, thank you very much for the question. It's going to be a long answer so I hope you feel like reading.
Top Ten Black Bulls Members:
Since there are actually 14 including Yami, instead of making the Top10, I will include everyone. I will say now that I really like everyone a lot despite having to do the ranking, like everyone to me are sceptional characters that deserves de world.
N01. Asta: It might be typical considering he's the main character, but Asta really seems like a very interesting character to me and he's my favorite of the Black Bulls. His way of facing the world, wanting to fight to protect his beloved people but respecting and empathizing with his rivals came to me from the beginning. Thanks to Asta we realize that the bad guys are not so bad, that maybe they have their reasons (I follow the Anime, so I don't know if it will continue to be like that in the manga, I've seen something but I don't want to spoil myself). Honestly Asta is not only the member of the Black Bulls that I like the most, but he is one of my favorite characters of all the time. In Black Clover only Julius surpasses him.
N02. Gordon: This one might be more surprising considering he's a secondary or even tertiary character, he's one of the Black Bulls with less screen time and I still love him. He seems to me to be a very tender character and with whom I feel identified. In the end, all he wants is to have friends and protect them and that goes straight to my heart. The first time he appears he looks like he's going to be a cool, serious character, but it turns out he's a cinnamon roll.
N03. Charmy: I think people like Charmy in general and I admit that I fell into her “charms” too, she is a funny character without being grotesque or humiliating and at the same time she is super strong and great. I love her magic and her laid back personality. Charmy knows how to make people love her and I love the battle scenes she has. Also, the fact that she wants to share her food even with her enemies says a lot about her for me, she is a wonderful girl and I hope they show more development of her. 
N04. Yami: Yami is a magnificent character, I love his personality and the way he fights. The magic of darkness could have easily fallen into the cliché, but as with the other characters, Tabata manages to make him unique. His fights fascinate me, he is seriously a character that you would like to see and know more about. His story with Julius and William is very tender and the fact that he embraces those people who others reject because he knows how to see the true potential of people, in my eyes makes him the best leader of all. And honestly, I would love for him to be the one to become the Wizard King. Although of course, it does not fit very well with his personality.
N05. Noelle: Female protagonist who is useful, strong and made to fight alongside the male protagonist without any fear. Superb. I honestly love her. Her personality, her story, and her resolve to avenge her mother. The development with her family was unexpected (honestly, I really disliked her brothers until it shows why Nozel does what he does, was it the best he could do? No, but that's the great thing. People don't always do their best and that makes him more human). The only thing I don't like is that she attacks Asta out of shyness, I know it's comedy but hmm, well; It is sure to improve as her relationship with Asta develops (if at all). As a bonus, the Valkirie Dress looks amazing to me, I love the design of the armor.
N06. Magna: I adore Magna, I honestly think he is a great character. He is not as strong as his peers and everyone knows it, yet he still strives to train and not be left behind. His scenes seem very emotional to me and his character is very funny. He has the design that I like the most of all the Black Bulls and I love that his magic is based on baseball when it does not exist (or so I think) in that world. I hope they develop him more, because for now they have left their background a little aside compared to the others, although if they do not do it I will not complain either because for me Magna is the average character that makes you want to try harder and harder for your dreams even if your skills are not the best; and that as such makes him one of the best characters.
N07. Finral:
Finral is a lovely character, I like him a lot, he makes me very tender and makes me want to hug him every time he appears. His background touched my heart very much, his whole relationship with his family (his brother) and wanting to improve himself after having been lost and feeling worthless. I think he is the character with the most precious heart (aside from Asta), and I hope he can achieve his goal and be happy with Finesse. 
N08. Grey:
Grey is a precious baby, as a character she is so shy that sometimes she is exaggerated for comedy. But being a very introverted and shy person myself, I understand Grey perfectly. I adore her relationship with others and she is a character that I like to see in action to see how she surpasses her limits. Her magic is very interesting to me, so I hope I can see a lot more of her.
N09. Henry:
Honestly, his design was very curious to me from the beginning, when I saw it and nothing was known about him yet. But his personality is super sweet. I love his story and how Yami saves his life by bringing noisy people to his house. Despite his limitation and absorbing the power of others, he manage to deal with them and that is wonderful to me, their scenes are very emotional for me. Although sometimes I get stressed because he speaks very slowly (surely that in the manga I would take it better).
N10. Secre:
Her design is super super nice, I love that she has little horns because of the forbidden magic and her personality is so calm… It makes a lot of contrast with the rest of her teammates. Her magic is one of the most interesting in my opinion. But above all it is her story with the first Wizard King that shocks me, so many years waiting to be able to be in peace… I imagined that Nero would be important for the story but wow, she exceeded my expectations. Anyway it makes me sad that she can't go with Lemiel.
N11. Luck:
Luck, despite not entering the Top10, is a character that I really like, the problem is that I like everyone a lot, hehe. He is a character that I find funny and irritating at the saime time, which for me is part of his charm. I like his magic and his determination to get into any battle; although sometimes I would like them to give his character a little more depth and that is why he is at number 11. But it is just my opinion, and as I say despite that I love Luck.
N12. Vanessa:
I have to say that even though I understand her background and the reasons behind it, I don't quite like the idea that she's always practically naked and drinking. It is the only thing for me, and I equally respect and love her character; But it happens to me like with Luck, sometimes I see them somewhat flat personality. However I know that it is not like that and that she is a quite complex character, I really like when she enters battle, her determination and her love for her friends is really incredible (I really liked the battle of Vanessa, Finral and Asta against Vetto, it is one of my favorite battles)
N13. Gauche:
If he wasn't so creepy with Marie he would have the 5th position on my list ... I mean, I understand that they do it for comedy and that there really is no incest or anything, he is just an overprotective brother (and I understand his reasons because his story explains everything very good), but I think the way to carry that humor gets a little out of hand sometimes. At least it sometimes makes me uncomfortable even though I know that there is no bad intention or anything, he is just a boy who lost everything and who only had his sister to protect. Apart from that, I find him a spectacular character and I have a lot of affection for him despite being almost at the bottom of the list.
N14. Zora:
As they work on his development I imagine that I will like him more, but for now he is the member that I like the least. Still, I repeat, I like them all so ... on a scale of 1 to 10, it would be 7.5, which is high. Only the others are more. Zora is a very curious character and his magic is too, but honestly for now I like his father more than him, Zara is a character that impacted me a lot and deserved the world. Anyway Zora fighting for his father's dreams is precious too.
Top10 Black Clover Ships:
Let's see… I'm not so much involved in Black Clover ships but here are my favorites:
N01. Mars x Fana: I find them especially adorable, after their hard childhood and all they have to go through, I sincerely hope they can end up happy together. Super cute this couple.
N02. Yami x Charlotte:sincerely I hope that it becomes canon because they have a dynamic that I love, I hope I can see development of both and that Charlotte overcomes her panic about being in Yami's presence and that Yami is interested in her, because sometimes he has the sensitivity of a shoe.
N03. Asta x Noelle:
Although I adore Mimosa and I hope she can be happy with someone if she wants to, the couple that I like the most is Asta and Noelle, Asta really cares a lot about Noelle, I hope that little by little he will find out more about his love side and not just friendship, I know that Black Clover is a shounen and such; but hey, who knows.
N04. Gauche x Grey:
They're so cute, aw, when Grey says she wants Gauche to look at her more… she stole my heart. I hope they develop them and that they can end up together.
N05. Magna x Luck: Mm, I like this couple although I am fine whether it develops (which I doubt) or if they stay in great friends because friendship is also something precious)
N06. Finral x Finesse:
Until Finesse appeared I liked Finral and Vanessa, but aww, how can one not be moved by these two? Finesse is a heaven of person and Finral more.
N07. Lemiel x Secre: I suffered a lot when Lemiel "dies" leaving Secre alone and tells her to live and be happy because pff, wow. Without having to be a couple or anything, losing someone so important ... But hey, it's a couple that I really like. Maybe in their next life they can be happy together.
N08. Litch x Tetia: Although they don't appear so much, they are one of the main pivots of the first arc. I cried a lot with their background but they are one of the couples that I like the most.
N09. Fuegoleon x Nozel:
These types of relationships are one of my weaknesses, I really like their dynamics a lot and I wouldn't mind if they became a real couple; although again it would be rare for it to happen in a shounen.
N10. Yuno x Charmy:
I find this couple very funny, it's not that Yuno is one of my favorite characters in any case; but I love how Charmy interacts with him by giving him food.
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Yo, how are you doing there? Hope you have some wonderful days. Since there's a talking about Noelle and her chaotic life, what about having another ranking ask regarding the matter? So, how do you rank the bulls based on what we see from their backstories and flashbacks?
Hey there!! I'm doing great! I hope you're doing well too - and everyone else, especially since the holiday season is approaching!
And thank you for the ask, as always!
I'm not gonna do Gray, Charmy and Gordon since we know so little about them, they're gonna sit this one out. Idk I like many of them really a lot asksjd it's hard to pick what I like best.
1) Gauche. His backstory is very interesting. I was surprised to find out he's a noble since he doesn't act like a noble at all. Besides, I felt so bad for him. Not only did he lose everything - family and fortune -, in a matter of days he found himself on the streets to care for his sister when he was a child himself. And, as opposed to other backstories, his backstory isn't just something they threw in to introduce an arc and then it's forgotten, but you can see how Gauche's personality is still heavily influenced by it without his flashbacks ever being that important plot-wise.
2) Zora. I mean, it's a superhero origin story. He also got a creepy mask and went off doing vigilante work after his dad was killed, he's ready to join the Justice League (oh, if only he was a billionaire). I liked his flashbacks about his dad and, again, how it fit with plot in the "present". Again, he was a vigilante. Doesn't get much cooler than that.
3) Henry. His story is just... So bad. His curse is bad enough and on top of that he got stuck with the worst parents in the Clover Kingdom. When he goes like "I don't know what happened, they might have been caught in a accident". No, they ditched you. It was just so sad. I'm kinda natural when it comes to Henry but gee, I'm happy be met Yami and joined the Black Bulls, he deserved it. But I love tragic back stories so I definitely love Henry's.
4) Noelle. She was stuck with awful siblings and, on top of that, she wasn't good at that one thing royals are supposed to do in their lives. She was very unlucky: had she been born a commoner no one would have cared about her not being able to control her magic and wouldn't have had such a hard time with her family because of it. Besides, if you think about it, she was pretty much alone all childhood: I assume she was forbidden from talking with the servants' children and apparently people can't even enter the palace, so she very likely didn't have a single friend.
5) Finral. He's like Cinderella, right down to the evil step mother. Besides, his story reminds me of Noelle's under many aspects, but I like how he was always so happy, kind of. I mean, he always found tine to be nice, so much that he was very liked by the villagers/servants, and apparently by his peers too. The fact that he was scolded, put down and eventually disowned just because he didn't want to fight is rather sad, but it's very nice of Finral to never give in and just do what his parents wanted him to do and to become - or at the least, try to.
6) Secre. Guess what? SPOILERS. You could probably tell but better safe than sorry. I'm still deciding whether I like Secret or not, she hasn't gotten much screen time yet but her backstory is really nice. Her relationship with Lumiel and her struggling with a magic power that was deemed useless only because no one understood its potential were very nice.
7)Luck. Luck's mother might just be another contender for the Worst Parent in the Clover Kingdom award. And he's also another character whose life would have been much easier if people around him cared for what happened to that kid. Instead, they just gossiped about how weird he was and left him alone without a family. Besides, if we consider ALL flashbacks, Luck's and Magna's flashback is poetic cinema, I could watch on a loop.
8)Vanessa. I'm not sure if I feel real bad for her or I think it's a little over the top. Probably both. Keeping a child in what is basically a cage/jail, without ever allowing her to step foot outside for years and years is probably the worst thing anyone has done in Black Clover (second only to attempted extermination of the human race and successful extermination of the elf race), some you see in a Criminal Minds episode, and the Queen did it without a good reason. Vanessa would have unlocked her powers just as well outside, maybe thanks to the Queen's training or something. The fact that Vanessa is more or less a normal person (as much as a Black Bull can be, obviously) capable of human interactions and hasn't a massive amount of problems is really surprising. But something about Yami saving her irks me, I can't really put my finger on what it is, so it doesn't make it higher on the list.
9) Yami. It does sounds pretty interesting but we don't know much about his childhood. But OMG Julius. The parts with Julius make me soft everytime. The have a better father-son dynamics than most characters with parents.
10) Magna. A pretty average story. The did try to give more backstory to Magna in the anime, though. I find it pretty hilarious that he was a loser even as a delinquent. RIP Magna. Also, what I said about Luck's flashbacks!!
11) Asta. But why, you might ask? Because honestly nothing interesting happened in his backstory. Despite being an orphan and peasant, he had a peaceful childhood and a loving "family". You can see he doesn't even suffer from not knowing his parents, since probably the guys at the church didn't make him feel like he was alone. I'm happy for Asta, but it's as generic ad it gets, not very interesting too see or hear about. Following the lastest chapter, I'm willing to bet we're gonna have some big plot twist, but for now that's all we've got.
(Don't mind the typos. I had to write this three times because Tumblr keeps crashing so I'm not proofreading anymore)
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♡♡          hey babes !! it’s ya gal charmi at it again, the mun of azami, with yet another chaotic child on my hands. meet jung woojin and find out more about him below the cut & hit me up for plots or like this and i will slide into your messages !! before you read on please be aware of these triggers: tw: eating disorder mention, tw: depression mention, tw: anxiety mention, tw: self harm mention, tw: parental death mention, tw: suicide mention, tw: domestic abuse mention. all of these are brief and very vague however i want y’all to be safe !! without further ado: 
BACKSTORY: 
was in and out of the adoption system most of his life and went to many toxic homes and families that were neglectful or abusive because he wasn't the perfect child they had dreamed of. at first thought he was never going to be fostered at all because he wasn't the ideal age or considered young enough really for many family setups to want him. 
was separated from his brother in the adoption system and has never fully got over it since they grew up closer than ever due to their circumstances and were more like twins. strongly believing for a long time they were the only ones who could look out for each other and make the miserable upbringing worth fighting through. he still believes he's the only one who can really protect his brother and tears himself apart thinking of how he might have suffered without him, if it was the same way he did. 
the father died of alcohol issues and early set heart failure. the mother decided in her grief and mourning she could not cope with the boys and got rid of them before taking her own life. both parents were fairly young when they had the boys, too young really. 
the boy grew up believing he was a monster and that he was far too violent for loving or to be loved. that he only brought destruction and damage everywhere he went. simply put he was too rough around the edges. 
was taught to believe that if he simply kept quiet and out of the way maybe his foster parents would love him more and he could make his life there more bearable.
his school and teachers did nearly find out but he always lied and covered it up well, in fact lying became increasingly easy because he didn't believe there was anything better waiting for him anyway, he did not want to be saved and a part of him still wanted to pray for the best in his foster parents, a sudden change. a part of him thought he was strong enough to deal with their violence bestowed upon him now. 
of course though this made him a very angry kid with a lot of secrets and a lot of pain he had to keep buried, a lot of the time he became too agressive with his friends and people who attempted to help him because it was all he knew, agressive spat out hurtful words and rash actions that are just a touch too brutal. a shove, words spat in faces. he's trying to be better though, he really is. he doesn't want to hurt or break things anymore. that's all. 
he's beaten up a lot, he tends to brush it off with a 'it happens' or 'it wasn't a big deal' when his ribs end up broken and he's taping them up himself etc.
some nervous dispositions that have stuck are things such as shaking a lot, folding arms in on himself and making himself appear smaller, biting his nails down over excessively.
abandoned foster child who fell prey to the system and came out worse for it because of it all is basically his whole niche. 
a lot of things become an argument even when he doesn't intend it, apologies can come out more like taunting. he can be sharp tongued and ugly with his words. 
in turn he's bad at accepting apologies even when he knows deep down things are his own fault. he struggles to find words that don't burn and hurt and take. he just doesn't know how to do comfort, he thinks he has the idea sometimes but he is scared to reach out and give the wrong touch, end up hurting more instead. 
he has an issue with touching in general. he doesn't let himself do it much, doesn't bestow it on others. he knows what he can be capable of how he can't control his own strength and he is terrified of himself.* biggest promise to himself is that he never hurts anyone even in the smallest way even when its justified in an emotional breakdown or when he is trying to keep himself from being abandoned once again. he won't let himself. 
' you know what they say about monsters. you know what happens to the people who love them. are you going to do that?' even if no one else is afraid of him. he is afraid of himself.
' your hands don't know how to be gentle, think about the last beautiful thing that shattered in your palms. the fresh rosebuds crumbling between your fingers like a bruise. you wolf boy, you war machine. you wouldn't know how to hold something magic and not destroy it...' 
is littered in bruises and scars and burn marks. 
CURRENT LIFE: 
since moving to daegu he has slowly made progress, healed, gotten better. he has worked away at himself until he made himself more of a tragic masterpiece than a messy splash of unfinished painting and blurry mottled colours. 
he lives with four friends, close friends who have been with him through everything and taught him how to healthily feel not only happiness and love but also let go of and exhale all of that pain and anger and violence he could not control. that was not his own but haunted him. aching to be placed somewhere else than inside his body which was too small to feel such hurt and heartbreak.
he got therapy after many tries with many therapists who botched up he eventually found one who worked and helped him look for new hobbies which would channel and turn his pessimistic and negative energy and burdens into something more beautiful or better managed. he slowly learned to trust himself at least a little bit more once again. she also helped him on a journey of distance without isolation so he could understand he would not do the harm he always imagined he was the root of. 
when he leaves his family, it is in the middle of the night with packed bags and not much else to his name. he thinks it'll be easier on everyone that way, no letters or texts or calls. in fact he breaks his phone and switches it out for a cheap new one when he's ready to be contacted once again. there are no goodbyes.
he spends four years just crashing on his friend's floor of their apartment who are a couple who practically raise him and take him under their wing and simply accept him in all his flawed and closed off excellence, simply listening and accepting and providing a safe haven without expectations of any kind. 
he works on painting, writing, gardening anything that will teach him how to love and nurture better than he did before. to see beauty and nourish it instead of destroy it or twist it. he learns piano finding romance in the music. 
he got over his eating disorder and began cooking, become a rather skilled chef with his friends help and had more regular meals especially under his guidance when he couldn't cook then the other would do it for him. feeding him steadily every day to build his appetite back up again. 
he took more care to exercise and keep his body and health much more good, nothing amazing but finally the average. he also got a couple jobs all that would help him with communication and learning new talents or discovering his own further.
slowly he stopped flinching every time someone tried to touch or did touch him. small touches from his friends ease him along, an arm slung around his shoulders, a hand in his own, a gentle hug. he finds a makeshift home and love and happiness where everyone isn't trying overly hard to find a way to nurse it into him.
eventually recently he has came to a point where he can cancel his therapy sessions comfortably and flush those pills to help with that anxiety and unbearable sadness. somehow he learns how to breathe again all by himself without someone else coaching him through it all.
EXTRA: 
woojin is gay so romance plots are only applicable to other male muses however in the past before he knew of his sexuality he could’ve had an ex girlfriend or two!
potential romance plot inspiration heavily inspired by the poem yes & no by natalie wee. there’s a lot of flexibility on this one in terms of timeframing so just hit me up to discuss it more after reading the poem if you’re interested !!
the usual plots are of course up for grabs: childhood best friend, current best friend, ex’s, first love, friends he met through therapy, friends he met in the foster system, confidant, coffee fix partner, fake dating, study partner ( he’s studying music ofc and he specializes in production ), someone he writes lyrics for, someone he writes lyrics with or produces with, someone who makes him realize how amazing his lyrics actually are and how much potential lies within that talent as a career goal, his muse, i imagine he works a part time job as a waiter so do with that what u will maybe they can be work buddies?, also does babysitting every now and then for extra cash, etc. 
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Smash Ultimate tier list based entirely on which characters I like and which I hate
BSP = Big Sexy Personality
FBNIS = Fun, But Not In Smash
MPATBUD = Mario Princesses Are Terrifying Blow-Up Dolls
S Tier
Kirby: absolutely the man, if you don’t love Kirby you’re probably the asshole who got this roster flooded with Marth World pricks
Pikachu: He quicc. He thicc. He’ll Thunderbolt you to hicc
Except it’s a she because I only ever play Librechu ;p
Bowser: BSP
Zelda: She is so cute, I can finally stand playing as her
Pichu: He is so cute, it almost makes up for how stupid he is
Ganondorf: He’s finally fucking cool. He uses the goddamn sword now
Lucario: What if Mewtwo was a Shaolin monk hunk
I only play purple Lucario for reasons you’re best not knowing
Toon Link: He’s the cartoon that Link and Young Link watched and modeled themselves on
Ridley: HOLY SHIT IT FEELS AWESOME TO PLAY RIDLEY
I love how the game designers know he’s way too small so when you fight him in Classic Mode as Samus he gets Giant modifier
K. Rool: BSP
Piranha Plant: The pain from the pipes, this disrespectful piece of shit is so stupid he wraps around to greatness, with his inclusion I’ve changed my mind and now say fuck it, add Bandana Waddle Dee, hell add a regular Waddle Dee if you want, I don’t even care anymore
A Tier
Luigi: Few people know that he and Mario are actually identical twins, his brother merely wears a fat suit (the weight of which has crushed his spine) so they can be told apart
Ness: I like the picture you get when you play for 20 hours
C. Falcon: This is the guy who beats up Incineroar. As the positive icon of the people he never shows any emotion except for “YUS!” and “SHOW ME”. All Might was probably based on this jackass
Jigglypuff: Like so many other Pokemon, its adorable facade is a veneer for an expansive and unfathomable eldritch demon. The difference is, despite how fucking many Pokemon like that there are, nobody has found Jigglypuff’s secret and lived to tell
Young Link: He’s actually Link’s son, who idolizes his father and wants to follow in his footsteps. His dad has strayed from the path but young blood here carries on the true faith. Also, FBNIS
Mewtwo: He was the original Damn Cool Pokemon. He jockeys with Lucario for that role now but all they ever do is sit there charging their neutral Bs talking about how the planet will explode in 5 minutes
Roy: He knows that the Marth World infestation is soon to be purged, because there are like five actual Marths including him, so he decided to become the best Marth World character so he alone will survive
Pit: The only cunt from his series besides Dark Pit who had the decency not to change voice and try to pretend it was the same fucking one. I never play as him ever but Sakurai sure cared more about making him fresh & fun post-Uprising than any of his other goddamn characters
Charizard: BSP
Dedede: BSP
Bowser Jr.: This rude little shit is the guy who you invite to a party and he brings his whole crew, excuse me no I didn’t invite Wendy and Horton and Lenny and all these bitches, but fuck it y’all cool
Simon: I like his funny walk and he looks like Conan the Barbarian
Richter: I like his funny walk and he looks like a dork
Isabelle: Do you know this literal bitch killed me with a fucking stop sign 3 times before I unlocked her, why isn’t that a reaction macro
Incineroar: He pretends to be a bad guy so that kids’ heroes will beat him up on TV and they will be happy. He is so sweet
B Tier (Everyone Is Meh)
Mario: Meh
Donkey Kong: Meh
Link: The dad who strayed from the path, I really don’t like the Breath of the Wild Link, FBNIS
Fox: Meh
Sheik: Meh
Dr. Meh: Mario
Falco: Hands off my meh
Mehrth: He’s kinda cool but Roy is way cooler
Mr. Game & Watch: What an annoying asshole
Wario: It’s not the cool Wario, it’s the stupid Wario Ware one, and he brings all his obnoxious waifu friends with him. It’s Wario after he retired from his teen Youtube star days at the age of 30 and he’s trying to stay young and cool-looking but his stoner friends keep fucking it up
Solid Snake: Meh, too indirect for me, FBNIS
Squirtle: Meh-est of the Pokemon Trainer trio, he just doesn’t provoke like any reaction from me at all unlike the other two
Diddy Kong: Meh
Olimeh: This is the most boring goddamn character, everything you do you have to pluck fucks
ROB: He barely animates
Villager: I kinda wish Animal Crossing let you be an animal too. The lone human character is really boring
Mega Meh: You got: FBNIS
Little Meh: I dunno I’ve just barely ever played him
Mehninja: Maybe I should actually try playing it once ever
Duck Hunt: If there was a B-and-a-half tier I’d put this one there because you can delay the side-B and set up Snake-level GOTCHA combos, otherwise the novelty wears off fast
Ryu: He is the 2nd-least likeable guy, what a turbo douche
Bayomehtta: She’s rule 63 Dante, her game was always just a DMC ripoff that relied on her tits & ass to differentiate from it
Inkling: I like the yellow hair girl one but I ABSOLUTELY HATE THE CRINGY-ASS ASSIST TROPHY AND WILL ABSOLUTELY UNFAIRLY BLAME THE CHARACTER FOR THIS.
C Tier
Samus: She is the most FBNIS character
Ice Climber: They’re really un-cute and I hate their desync thing
Metaknight: This guy was so much cooler before he talked, or rather, before he screamed AYAYGYGYAYGYAGA
Ike: Marth World has like 2,000 characters ranging from pegasus knights to barbarians to psychic dragon-girl dancers, and yet we keep getting these boring fucking swordsmen
Pokemon Trainer: Get absolutely the fuck out you twerp you don’t even do a goddamn thing and you die the second any one of your THREE fighters is KO’d so you don’t even incorporate the actual spirit of your original character unlike literally everybody else
Venusaur: If I evolved this ugly fucker I would delete my save
Lucas: If I had an Absolutely Gone Machine that could erase anything in the world and delete everyone’s memory that it ever existed so they would shut the fuck up about it, Mother 3 would be precisely the fourth thing I deleted
Robin: Least shitty post-Melee Marth World character but I just haven’t bothered to try it out to see if it’s actually good or not, probably because I’m just too allergic to Marth World by now
Dark Samus: Cool, but why
Daisy: MPATBUD, but this one has the closest thing to a personality. Unfortunately it is a fucking terrible and horrific personality
Zero Suit Samus: hey cool Samus is Barbie now
Ken: Remember how I said Ryu was the 2nd-least likeable? Well here’s Liquid Ryu to seize the coveted spot
Cloud: Yeah hey, let’s take the one Final Fantasy protagonist with like the least connection to Nintendo, no it’s fine, every goddamn Marth World game except the one that justified its worldwide presence has a character in but we’re not gonna use Cecil or Buttz or Terra
Corrin: Any hope this bitch had to go on my “Is a dragon so I like it” list was ruined by how absolutely infuriating it is to fight against Corrin especially that one Spirit match where he spams his INSTANT FINAL SMASH THAT HAS LIKE AN INFINITELY VERTICAL HITBOX fuck this goddamn digimon
D tier
Yoshi: I’ve hated this thing ever since it stopped going BAWONKA WONKA and started going blblblblblbl
add Birdo as an Echo and I might forgive you
Peach: MPATBUD, Peach is usually able to manifest either the behavior of a real person (Paper Mario) or the appearance of one (Smash), but sadly never both, she is doomed to blow-up-dollery forevermore
Sonic: Please add any other Sonic character, any at all, I’ll even take Charmy, I fucking hate Blue Bubsy
Wolf: The only reason he is not the furry-trashiest character in Smash is because Krystal is an AT, this cocksucker deadass awoos
Wii Fit Trainer: Next to her, Mario Princesses almost look human
Rozzalinda: MPATBUD and this one is the worst, far and away the worst Mario Princess, she is the creepiest fucking woman. WHY IS IT THAT NOBODY IN MARIO ACTS LIKE A HUMAN FUCKING BEING EXCEPT THE CHARACTERS WHO AREN’T FUCKING HUMAN. tl;dr the only people who say rosalina is their waifu collect people’s faces
Mii Fighters: you dress them up to make a parody of a character and then never once actually use said parody because they are stupid
Palutena: remember in Uprising how they could make fake Palutenas, this is one of them, they have a fake Viridi too, you know it is because starting in smash 4 it is clearly two different actresses trying way too hard to sound like the old ones and i can’t get over it sorry. (also she plays like shit)
Pac-Man: I only liked him when he was a pizza
Shulk: does he ever shut the fuck up
Lucina: add a red nose and it’s Marth: Tumblr Edition
Chrom: oh fuck off
Robin’s bitchass final smash still calls this clown
even if you use it on Chrom
he is so ashamed of his audacity he fucking fucks himself
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