Oh no, the phone call Sam had with her mom hit a little too close to home, and I need a break. Phenomenal ep though. Maybe a tad too real lmao

I have been so ridiculously fucking lonely recently y’all. It’s n o t been fun.

HEY HEY HEY

I AM N O T DOING WELL!!!

Shit really do be worse than ever when you don’t live on your own, and have a parent you financially can’t live without yet, and that parent still thinks that no matter how old you are that it’s still her way when you live under her roof so she can do and say anything she wants. It’s going to be a loooong fucking week.

How the fuck am I supposed to live with this woman anymore? I don’t have any fucking money or the ability to live on my own and everything I do say or own is fucking trapped in her stupid fucking web and I cant get out. I don’t know how long I can wait .

My day be so fine,,,, then boom, my mother

Ok, so some bad shit is going on, and I don’t know what to do about it. My mom isn’t letting me come back home after I’ve been at my boyfriend’s this weekend, and I lost my keys last week and left the spare inside the house by accident. She’s not coming home until late tomorrow either. Fuck. I just want to go home.

Because I’m leaving my house for a week and some change (fuck yeah) my mom wants to watch smth w/me before i go. She saw my slater photo prints and wants to watch untamed heart tonight. I rlly wanted to watch it on my own so I could remove negative connotations, but, not anymore ig. *sigh* wish me luck boys.

I think I’m a bit too high for comfort at this memorial

Being directly insulted by a parent really does wonders, huh?

Hoo boy, my Mom wanted to spend time with me before classes start back up, and being with her is weird anyway, but at least it’s a relaxing stay, and I have ppl to talk to in order to *jd hand wave gesture* keep me sane. I might write tonight since I’m at a hotel/spa, and I’ll be in the right mindset. Hhhhhhh

Mother fell asleep and I’m watching it myself!! SCORE

Crying abt parental shit

I want calamari

I failed whammageddon on the morning of Christmas Eve because of my fuckin mother

I hate being at home rn

Just as I’m doing ok, my mom decides to kill me againnnnnn

Today is absolute shit, if y’all wanna hmu and chat abt something random plz do!! I need to keep sane rn