Red Sky at Morning || Chapter 31: Yet Know The Cost

Title: Chapter 31 - Yet Know The Cost Rating: M Characters: Grimm, The Grimm Troupe (including OCs), The Radiance

Warnings: Introspect-Heavy, Found Family, Pre-Canon, Time Travel Fix-It Adjacent, Grey-and-Grey Morality, Torture, Aftermath of Torture, Dismemberment, Graphic Depictions of Violence, The Author Likes Gore

Summary:

“Irrelevant,” he told the moth. “I could be the worst fighter in the entire kingdom and you the best. But I cannot be killed. You can. It would destroy me to know that you’d been hurt. I would suffer a thousand wounds before you suffered one. You have no argument that will change my mind on that matter.” Reed hissed at him. That was a very him sound. It made him smile, all crinkles to the eyes, and the moth fluttered his wings in agitation.

Author’s Notes: Aaaaaa this arc was unplanned and Fae just DROPPED IT ON ME against my will while writing, adding 15+ chapters to this fic, because it wasn't long enough to start with ???

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Was suddenly possessed with the urge to draw them again

tysm for the tag @sambambucky <3 <3 <3

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

27

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

193,604

3. What fandoms do you write for?

marvel (mostly sambucky but i've played around with other pairings), the magicians (penntin, queliot, wickoff), ofmd, and one black sails fic (despite that being my main fandom i guess lmao, it's so hard to write for because i can't make it better. i just have to make it worse. and boy do i have plans to make it Worse.) (also i do have an rnm fic, almost forgot about that! i would love to write more i just need the inspiration and motivation to hit at the same time lmao)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

he kisses me softly to wake me up (by a wild amount, which i think was just luck of timing with that fandom blowing up overnight) flowers for the gentleman (first published sambucky fic. looking back on it it's like... cute but could be better. natasha is in it though) held by you (felled by you) (my fav of the ofmd fics i put up, personally) what you wanted (first of my tfatws series that accompanied the show. literally wrote each fic as the episodes came out, it was so fun and idk how tf i kept up with it) hear my name in your mouth and i'm done for (hahaha. yeah.)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

i love responding to comments hehehe! bc i love getting responses when i comment on other author's fics idk it just feels so fun! and when you notice the same people commenting on your fics idk it's just. holding hands with all of you love you sm <3

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

omg uhhhh jinx i think mine also be a samsteve one lol. stuck in the bed where we lie bc i love writing angst but i usually resolve it? but they're my favorite tragedy forever.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

hmmm i guess after it all calms down? resolution of my tfatws series

8. Do you get hate on fics?

not on anything that's still up teehee <3

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

it's mainly what i write haha oops

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

crossover is when there are characters from two separate medias in one fic right? not like taking characters from one universe and putting them in the other? if it's the first then... no not anymore. no further questions.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i know of (i'm not like... overly concerned by the idea)

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

someone once translated a teen wolf fic i wrote into russain

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no, but i am open to the idea of collaborating like that (i've done events where i drew art to accompany a fic which was really fun and i miss that event a lot)

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

i am so so bad at picking favorites, but if you want to go by what i have the most fics and wips for it would be sambucky

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

i want to finish shores begging for big moons so badly im so sorry to everyone because. it was so so fun to write! and i had this big grand plan and knew how it would all work out and then.... i hit a wall and now it's been years and i cry for her every day. i could save her! i could do it! but i also need to reread it bc i can't remember the details anymore lmao. it's a daunting task.

16. What are your writing strengths?

i think like... rhythm if that makes sense? like i get into a groove of this is what is happening, here are the beats, this is the action and this is the dialogue and it flows so nicely and has a good rhythm to it.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

focusing. i get distracted soooo easily, what is that all about haha. ha.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

i love seeing it in fic! i'm always scared to include it bc i don't want to mess anything up, so i usually have it from another character's POV and that they don't know what's being said. which is a cop out, i know. i should probably be better about looking into translations!

19. First fandom you wrote for?

harry potter (i know. there is no need to talk about it)

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

how do i choose! tbh it's a tie between i bit the fruit and holy water. don't read into that.

absolute no pressure tags for @dr-lizortecho @unwholesome-gay @verdanthoney @nymhciv !

Fanfic Writer Questions!

Thanks for tagging me, @optiwashere. I don't think I'm going to tag anyone, but if you see this and want to do it, feel free! Have fun with this!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

158, oops. I will say so many of those are Star Wars because I went from barely writing to 'Oh my god I have so much motivation' because of my SW phase. I do owe a lot of my current muse because of that

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

I mean, it's not nearly as much as one would think, only sitting at 326,735, but a lot of my fics on here are drabbles rather than full blooded fics.

3. What fandoms do you write for?

So my current main fandom is (obviously) BG3. But I'm still planning fics for Star Wars, Underworld and The Magnus Archives, even if all of those have taken a back seat since BG3 has taken over my brain.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

So here they are. 1. Blood Memories (Underworld) 2. Taking Care of Her (Agent Carter) 3. The More You Try to Hide It (Star Wars) 4. Winds of Change (Underworld) 5. Anger Manifestation (The X-Files) I will say, I'm rather surprised that two of them are Underworld fics. The fandom is quite small, but I'm glad to see that honestly. That's where I spent so much of my time, and those fics were me righting the wrongs that the series did to me (I'm looking at you Blood Wars, and your treatment of Michael). And I'm honestly not surprised about BG3 not being here, I don't pay attention to my kudos much, but I do know I don't see nearly as much attention on them. I love what I write, so that's the important thing.

5. Do you respond to comments?

I do my damnedest to remember to reply to comments. I know I don't always succeed, but I try. Often times, the ones I don't reply to are the ones that I see when I'm on the clock at work (checking my emails when I really shouldn't be) and I'll be like "Oh I need to reply to those later" and then I forget for like two weeks, and then I feel so guilty that I forgot that I just... don't.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Oh shit ummmm... I have a lot of angsty fics in the world. Can't Breathe literally explains Satine's perspective as she dies in canon. Or Even in Death where even as I tried to write it as a hopeful ending for Selene, it was the tragedy of Selene finding Michael's body post Blood Wars, and I was honestly in tears writing it.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I'm not sure. I'd love to say my adopting Kurik fic is the happiest ending I've written, but I tinged it with uncertainty. Perhaps Shining Like They Never Did Before, because it gave me a chance to give Nemeia the feeling of truly being comfortable in their body (and to have Shadowheart and Karlach enjoy being with their partner :P )

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I had someone go onto one of my Bo-Katan fics and write a review about how much they hate Bo-Katan, which I just deleted after being so shocked and how brazen they were. Other than that, it's kinda been a while. Perk of not being a huge author I suppose is that I don't get much hate. I did get a massive hateful review when I just started writing fanfics at 12 that almost made me quit writing.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I definitely do, not super frequently, but I do! I've got some vanilla (mostly vanilla if I'm honest), but I definitely have some kinky stuff that's been published (or y'know, planned because there is no way Karlach/Shadowheart/Nemeia are vanilla).

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I have something on FFN that's a crossover, but I haven't touched it in a while. I wrote an Underworld/Castle crossover that didn't get very far. I have, however, been planning an Underworld/Star Wars crossover for years but I'm very tentative in writing it for some reason.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Thankfully not.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nah, but I'd be down to talk to people about it!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I mean, technically yes? I've taken a roleplay I've done with a friend and (with their permission) turned it into a fic, and a friend of mine is using our rp that we did into a fic. Other than that, I don't think so.

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

I can't safely answer that because god knows I love so many ships like... Shadowheart/Nemeia/Karlach for BG3, Obitine for Star Wars, Selene/Michael for Underworld. Those are probably my big ships that I love more than anything.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

My Dark Obitine fic that I started writing that never really got any further. Like... I have up to chapter 5 written in docs, but only two published. I'd love to continue it, but this is the one based on the rp with my friend and I'm worried about hitting the point where we stopped rping. So I stopped writing.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Angst. I'd like to think I'm very good at writing angst. I also love writing dialogue and I'm very talented with grammar and (most of the time) spelling.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Keeping up with updating fics, sometimes I struggle with characterization (though I try my best), and I ramble sometimes.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I used to do it fairly frequently. I was trying to learn Mando'a for my Star Wars fics since Mandalorians were my area of love for that series, and I wanted to write more in their language.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Yu-Gi-Oh 5Ds was my first fandom. I haven't really written for it in years, but yeah, I started writing for them so long ago now.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Now that is a hard question. If I'm looking in the past year, Give Her Back! is my favorite thing I've written. Writing Nemeia's perspective with Shadowheart being taken by Orin was some of the most fun I've had in a long time! I also love Save Me If I Become My Demons because I got to write two of my favorite things at the time, Star Wars and Vampires.

Wayward Son

by Erasurehero

Izuku Todoroki knows what he was made for. He's not as important as his brother, Shoto, but he has a quirk that's powerful in its own right. This means he can't be ignored.

He wishes he could be ignored. Like Natsuo, like Fuyumi, wishes he could run, hide, be put away like mom. Wishes he could pretend to die like Touya.

Izuku is cold, so, so cold. It's daunting, frightening. He wants to just burn. Burn like Touya. Burn like Shoto. Burn like Endeavor. Burn like fire.

Izuku is going to be a hero. He'll protect, save, fight, possibly die. He's going to be a hero like Shoto will be. Like Shoto actually wants to be. Like they were made to be.

Izuku isn't Shoto.

Izuku doesn't want to be a hero. ********** "There is bitterness there. Izuku knows this. His mask cracks a little bit more each time he remembers. But Izuku’s quirk, Cyrokinesis, nevertheless is strong. A powerhouse quirk in its own right, despite the drawbacks Izuku faces. How he craves heat to replenish what he no longer has. " ********* (Story begins with U.A Entrance Exam)

Words: 1228, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Fuyumi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Todoroki Rei, Shinsou Hitoshi, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Shuuzenji Chiyo | Recovery Girl, Kayama Nemuri | Midnight, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Monoma Neito, Yaoyorozu Momo, Kendou Itsuka, Toogata Mirio, Amajiki Tamaki, Hadou Nejire, Toga Himiko, League of Villains (My Hero Academia), Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Shouto, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi, Midoriya Izuku/Shinsou Hitoshi, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor & Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Todoroki Fuyumi & Todoroki Natsuo & Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Natsuo, Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Fuyumi, Class 1-A & Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Class 1-A & Shinsou Hitoshi, Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Rei, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Rei

Additional Tags: Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Midoriya Izuku is a Todoroki, Midoriya Izuku Has an Ice Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Does Not Have One for All Quirk, Dabi | Todoroki Touya and Midoriya Izuku are Siblings, Midoriya Izuku and Todoroki Shouto are Siblings, Midoriya Izuku and Todoroki Shouto are Twins, I totally spell Shouto as Shoto I apologize, Let Midoriya Izuku Swear, Let Midoriya Izuku Say Fuck, Midoriya Izuku Has a Knife, he loves his knife, especially his kitchen knife, Midoriya Izuku Has A Gun, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Parental Midoriya Izuku, like towards Eri, but that's later on, Midoriya Izuku Has Chronic Pain, Midoriya Izuku Has a High Pain Tolerance, it's because his dad is an asshole, and because of his quirk, Protective Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead Training Shinsou Hitoshi, but not like in the manga and anime, you'll see - Freeform, Shinsou Hitoshi Replaces Mineta Minoru, Mineta Minoru Doesn't Exist, no beta we die like the men kirishima thinks we are, I saw that tag once and fell in love, Not Beta Read, BAMF Midoriya Izuku, Izuku finally doesn't break bones, except for that one time, I might mention violence later on but will tag when necessary, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Izuku and Shoto are fraternal twins not identical, it's mentioned don't worry, I accidentally lost all the original tags I used but hopefully retagged most of them, I haven't done this in like four years oops, My Hero Academia Spoilers, Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Manga Spoilers, but I think the anime is caught up?, I haven't actually watched season 5 yet I've been too depressed, Dadzawa, oop almost forgot to tag that, Shinsou Hitoshi is in Class 1-A, Protective Shinsou Hitoshi, romance isn't the main part of this story, its like, sprinkled in there, slow burn i guess, Midoriya Izuku is Cold, Midoriya Izuku is Bad at Feelings, Midoriya Izuku is Tired

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/33305182

@laufire tagged me in a "Top 10 female characters post" (thank you!), but instead of putting characters from my fandoms, I decided to rate my female OCs from both Pandora's Key (PK) and The Montgomery Chronicles (TMC)

1. Pandora Adelardi (PK)- this was a tough one, but I think Pandora is my ultimate power fantasy? Plus, her arc is pretty clear for me (aka she gets everything she wants, sorry I couldn't resist) which is not the case with any of the others.

2. Savannah Black (TMC)- like I said, it was hard to place her second, but, unlike with Pandora, I still have to figure out the emotional ~bits in her arc that will lead her to her endgame

3. Bellamy Montgomery (TMC) - probably the easiest character to write and the most entertaining one as well. The only reason why she's not higher is because she's almost my polar opposite

4. Juno Darcy (TMC) -probably the only one of these people I'll want to meet in real life. That says everything about her, imo.

5. Meissa Fabbri (PK) -I love writing her and her (rather complex for a 15 years old) motivations and thought process

6. Christine Leclair (PK) -rates surprisingly low, considering she's the most prominent POV character in PK

7. Rongyu Montgomery (TMC) -a ghost and my fave "not wise mentor". Since I decided she'll be played by the actress that plays Cao Danshu in Serenade of Peaceful Joy, I have a lot of thought and headcanons (tho, she's my character) about her

8. The First Raven (TMC) - cult leader who is barely developed (she doesn't even have a name yet), but I put here just because. I might also make her flirt with Bellamy, bc lau made me see the horrible mess that is T100 fandom and I want to be a troll

9. Daphne Wilde (TMC) -the main human antagonist, Tristan's fiancee and horrible person overall. Yet, I can't develop her for some reason. Maybe a fancast will help

10. Verity Mao (TMC) -idk what role she'll play in the story, but I am soft for her bc she's probably the sanest and nicest character here.

Oops, forgot to tag people. The original post was top 10 favourite female characters, not OCs, if anyone wants to do it. I'll just tag @alannisterpoisouslove @marta-elentari @mydaylightruyi @thatsanotherlovestory @catharticallysarcastic

I was tagged by @medblr-of-a-sleepyhead! Thanks darling!

You can call me: Julia (or Cass if you’ve been following me since the beginning of my fandom days lol)

I’d describe myself as: dog-lover, book-lover, scientist, level-headed, witty (i hope), and kind (i also hope the most)

Fictional character(s) that I identify with or am fond of: ohhhhh man there are so many!? cass cain from dc comics, artemis crock from young justice, sam from danny phantom to name a few

Three random facts about me:

1. I have a weird uncanny ability to always spot dead or dying animals. like i’ll just be walking around and all of a sudden have an urge to look over here, and of course there’s like.. a dead bird or lizard right there. i’m sure there’s some meaning to it but i’m not going to think about it too much. 

2. I’m super allergic to cats. like, if one bites or scratches me i will go into anaphylactic shock. or so my doctor tells me, but i’m not testing that theory. 

3. I put my milk in the microwave for 11 seconds and then i put the cereal in. fight me but i ain’t drinkin no super cold milk that early in the morning oK like the milk isn’t HOT it’s just not 4 freakin degrees celsius 

Something little about my appearance that I kind of like: my hair is fantastic

An outfit that makes me feel powerful: put me in high heels baby and i will feel like i can rule the world

An object that is special to me: i have a necklace i wear almost every day where the pendant is made from the ashes of my dog who passed away suddenly last year. pics of louis here on my main blog if anyone wants a dose of the cutest fluffiest most majestic king ever. 

A compliment (or two, or three) about me that made me feel warm inside: definitely anytime someone thanks for me my advice and tells me how it’s helped them! and also when someone compliments my writing. 

Something I love about myself: i love that i love myself, that i know i’m worth it, and even the parts i don’t love about myself i still accept bc this is me. this is alll me. 

Something I love about someone else: i love my husband’s laugh. it’s the kind that lights up a whole room. 

Something I’d love to buy for someone else: pay off everyone’s student loans. just. poof! 

Something I’d love to buy for myself: a private chef. i love to eat but hate to cook so there you go. 

Three things that make me happy right now:

1. Just started reading ninth house by leigh bardugo! Perfect autumn/halloween read. 

2. Had a compulsive thought to redecorate my office at home and then promptly ordered some new prints from society6, so I guess we’re going through with that one boys!

3. Finally got me some wireless bluetooth headphones and my life has changed! No more headphone wires getting caught on things!! I can actually set my phone down somewhere while in the lab and not have a tether!! omgggg thank u gods of technology

Something I’m looking forward to: gonna go visit my husband’s nephews this weekend in san diego to celebrate the 2nd bday of the older one. i also haven’t seen the younger one yet so time to squish some baybees!

Something I enjoyed recently: binge-reading leigh bardugo’s six of crows and the sequel crooked kingdom (i finished both of them in like.. a week; just couldn’t put them down). HIGHLY recommend if you’re in the mood for a badass fantasy/magic heist involving a rag-tag team of thieves, spies, and no-do-gooders. 

Song(s) stuck in my head recently: “summer days” by martin garrix ft macklemore and patrick stump 

I watched this, maybe you’d like it too: the masked singer. i’m putting all my bets that the fox is wayne brady. 

Something adorable I came across recently: this post of a cute lil shrimp bouncing on a witch’s broomstick 

If you wanted to know me better, you should check out these things: uhhhh i guess my main blog @jncera and all the things i post/reblog there. 

Something I can/will do to take care of myself or make things more positive for me in the coming days: oops i just realized i forgot this one when i posted it ummmm get enough sleep! my insomnia has been back for the past 2 weeks and i realized the trick to banishing it right now is to listen to soothing piano music for like... an hour before bed. 

I’ll tag: @fragileanimal, @nerdgirlnarrates, @cytostorm, @caffeinebooks, @skinny-little-nobody, @astoryofej, @orangeteastudying, @loveadoodle, @rudescience, @lavendermedusa, @quantumheels

Tag game - whomst am I?

thank you @georgefancys​ for the tag!!

Name: Meredith

Nicknames: Merry (and I tend to go by this more than my actual name in friendship circles), Merro, Merica, Merry Berry

Zodiac: Cancer

Height: a good solid 5′3″, hasn’t changed since I was 14 rip

Languages: English fluently, French and German to a vaguely competent conversational level, beginner Spanish and Italian, and I have Dutch, Gaelic and Welsh going on Duolingo but I can only do the odd phrase

Nationality: British (I’m half-Scottish and proud of it)

Favorite season: Summer or Autumn, I live near the sea so being able to go to the beach is great in summer, plus I get to wear my ridiculously big collection of dresses, but I love how cosy autumn feels with all the seasonal colours and the progression into jumpers

Favorite flower: sweet peas, my dad grows them and it’s my parents pet name for me so they’re very special to me, I even have a tattoo of one!

Favorite scent: freshly baked chocolate cake, for sure. Lot of happy memories

Favorite fictional character: oof okay so the majority of the Morseverse ofc, Jaskier from The Witcher, Ned and Chuck from Pushing Daisies, Lydia from ODAAT, Rosa from B99, Tahani from The Good Place

Coffee, hot tea, or hot chocolate?: hot chocolate definitely, I can’t stand coffee and will only drink hot tea if it’s heavily sugared fruit tea that I’ve let cool down to warm

Average sleep: like 10:30pm-7:30/8am? I function best on a full 9 hours

Dogs or cats?: cats, I’ve grown up with them but I do still love dogs

Number of blankets: I own like 3 or 4, I tend to use 1 in the winter and the rest are for burrito-ing myself and guests on movie nights in my flat

Dream trip: Disneyland, I’ve never been but would love to

Blog established: Just before s5 of Endeavour I think, I realised I was going to be flooding my main with even more Morseverse content than usual so a sideblog was probably a good idea

Random fact: I’m double jointed due to loose ligaments!

Gender: female

Current time: 08:47

Favorite artists: The Corries, Big Country, The Amazing Devil, Meat Loaf, the Beetlejuice cast, Phil Collins, ABBA, Bon Iver

Stuck in my head: nothing atm which is super weird??? There’s normally something but my brain is still half-asleep and I haven’t listened to anything yet so...

Last movie I saw: uhh tbh I think it was Isn’t It Romantic, I watched it the other night

Last thing I Googled: ‘lindy bop carole ice cream dress’ - I saw someone selling one in a Facebook group I’m in but it’s like 2 sizes too big for me and I wanted to try and find one that would fit because it’s super cute I ended up impulse buying a cupcake print dress from the same brand on ebay oops

Other blogs: hoo boy here we go - @maraschino-merry​ is my main, @applepieartwork​ is my art account, @cupandsaucerer​ is my sadly somewhat neglected witchcraft one, @yeehawjakes​ and @morsesmoustache​ are my shitposty Endeavour side-sideblogs, @triplethreattechie​ is for theatre stuff, @audibleaesthetics​ is a project I’m trying to resurrect and I have another one too but that’s a super private one for helping me with mental health stuff and becoming a better person

Do I get asks?: not usually on this account, I forgot to turn my asks on until a couple of months ago, but I get them when I post ask memes on this or my main!

Reason for URL: well Endeavour Morse is the reason this whole fandom exists, and mors is Latin for death which seems fitting for a murder mystery show

Followers/following: 301 which is such a blessing! I’ve not forgotten that I said I’d do a giveaway, just trying to figure out prizes and wording! Following 744 good grief, I keep trying to clean it up a bit but there’s just so many

Lucky number: 7, unless my gut tells me to go for something else (I once almost won a giant Toblerone on one of those spin the wheel type games, but I didn’t listen to my gut telling me to place my money on 62 so I went for 77 because double lucky and guess which number won :| yup, 62)

Currently wearing: long sleeved white top and dark blue dungarees

Dream job: either costume designer or owning a pie and cupcake cafe

Favorite foods: blueberries, apple pie, sausage rolls, brownies, bagels

Instruments: clarinet, though I don’t really play any more, and I’m learning piano and bass guitar. Oh, and I sing!

Favorite song: at the moment I’m absolutely obsessed with Pruning Shears by The Amazing Devil, but I also love It Just Won’t Quit by Meat Loaf, Dead Mom from Beetlejuice, Ca’ The Ewes and Loch Tay Boat Song by The Corries and Winter Sky by Big Country

tagging: @starfleet-biomedic @althoughsolemn @kingsmanassemble and anyone else who wants to, feel free to consider yourself tagged by me!!

.*｡✫*My One Year✫*ﾟ･

yes I did put this off till the last second, I almost forgot oops lol

I've been on this place for a year now....OMG!! How has it been a year already? But it feels like I have been on longer then that at the same time? It's hard to explain.

I've my highs and lows on this app but it probably is one of my favorites due to some of the people on here.

I literally have a post with over 1,000 notes on it!! Its crazy to think that. I made it in like 2 minutes. I have no idea how that even happened.

I have nearly 800 followers which is the absolute craziest thing to me. Like almost 800 people went "Oh wow I really like their stuff" or "Aye they seem nice" or just simply just hit follow just because. It just amazes me.

And o receive messages and/or other notifications many times of day. Which is absolutely insane as well. To anyone who's ever messaged or liked my post or my reblog or whatever I thank you so much, it truly does mean alot.

I remember joining Tumblr after my friends suggesting it over and over again and plus being able to be on a place with Taylor. I was a no body for awhile. But in the last 2 months or so I think I've actually became, not tumblr famous, but like noticed by people.

Like I've finally found a place where there is actual people wanting to talk to me, let alone ones that actually stick around. Not too many people can stand my random thoughts at random moments lol. Though I still thank those who have tried to talk to me then go away because I wasn't what they thought or something. You still made the effort lol

Just in the last year I've made so many friends, some being just mutuals I dont talk to but they know who I am.

I've grow closer to my 1st internet friend Sara aka @gorgeous-irwin . She isn't on here much anymore though. But I still talk to her on Wattpad.

@zetsuboukiibo and it won't let me tag so I guess I'll just put a link you guys are literally my best friends since forever. As a token for actually standing me in real life(lol) is that I'll just type "YEET" (I'm going to regret that lol)

@what-now-lucas we haven't talked long but you really are a friend. You're really nice which is amazing. Ur amazing. I wish could talk more but apparently we're in totally different timezones and timezones suck lol

And last but the last from least The @rip-lukes-balsamic . We've only been talking for 3 months but ur one of my best friends. Ur usages of memes and reaction pics are superior. Plus you have an amazing personality and I absolutely love it.

And there's so so many other people but I have a bad memory and forget URLs plus it'll take too long to type them all out. But really, to anyone who's nicely interacted with me I thank you so so much. You put up with a that goes from talking about Taylor Swift to diving deem into band fandoms lol.

This place has been one of my main happy places in the last year. I've learned and grown as a person after being on here just only in a year. Cant wait to see what the future has in store.

But for now enjoy a screenshot from the day I got tumblr lol:

Omg it looks so bad lol

Bye♥️x

10 Things about the Mun

The name of the game is: If you’re tagged, post 10 random facts that your followers don’t know about you, and then tag 10 people who you want to know more about, and they’ll do the same! Tagged by - @megaromaikku

Well, since almost NO ONE knows me over here (except Raz, HI RAZ!!! o/ ), i can rattle off literally any fact!! :D

1. I.... am a sucker for tarot. I read tarot. I don’t remember meanings for each deck [I have.... over 30 decks.... RIP], but I love decks! They’re like little art galleries. I also especially love fandom decks, especially ones that aren’t majors-only, and show more depth to them than “hurr durr MC is fool, villain is death/devil” and other such shallow tropes. I take my fandom decks very seriously, unless they’re straight from the source. then i just side eye ubisoft very hard at their laziness.

2. I love..... pop idols!!! okay not really but I’m a sucker for llsif and utapri, if you couldn’t tell by my use of Otoya as my face claim!

3. My anime children are the u6 saiyans, Otoya, Rin, and Mari. I’m sure I’m forgetting a kid or two. I guess Kid Gohan counts too? But anyways, Otoya and Rin are my sunshine idol children and I love them for being so bright and happy and stuff! also rin likes to come home a lot in llsif so i think she adopted me first since i was only starting to warm up to her when i realized that was happening 8|

4. I love like, everyone in dbz???? i mean, even though the CONSTANT use of frieza (and sometimes other villains) is annoying, I still find even him to be an enjoyable character from time to time. But like. everyone in the main cast is my fave? I love them all? please dbz let your girls have good figures that aren’t the Gals line, the Gals line is the worst thing to happen to them, and I’m very certain there’s a ton of p//o/r/n/ out there of them.

5. I am a proud aroace!!! I’m also a sex-repulsed ace, so that’s less fun.

6. I have been RPing on and off since 2004! That’s like. half my life. I would have been RPing sooner if I had known about it sooner!!! Or if DnD wasn’t bad stereotype(TM) nerd culture, and I had access to a dnd group of some sort.

7. I own.... so many Trunks figures. Oops. I’m biased for the angst. :D;

8. I have a cat and I love her and I will go full Mae Hughes on you over her. Please do not ask me about her!!!

9. 90s Sailor Moon and DBZ are my early year formative “i was 4 when these things were airing” tv shows. Then Pokemon happened.

10. I am at the point where I legit forget my age because I have no reason to remember it, I hardly ever use it, and I won’t need to use it again until senior discounts happen, which is still a ways away.

Bonus fact because I forgot that I wanted to include it: I consider myself to be some sort of pagan, and I have a soft spot for pop culture paganism. I’m open to talking more about these things to people who are genuinely interested, but I’m not interested in talking about them in public over my RP blog.

I tag uhhhh

@draconesinfinitum @hellhoundlee and idk who’s left to tag in the dbz rpc. ;^; So if you see this and you wanted to be tagged, consider yourself tagged by me!

Naruto Fleet

Tagged by: Sibi oneechan @purple-possibilities​ !!!

First thing y’all should know is that I don’t ship a lot in Naruto. I used to and I’ve tried recently but for some reason, most ships are really squicky for me. I mean no disrespect to the shippers or anything, but Naruto is just a fandom that I cannot really ship in. I’d love to and I’ve tried to force myself to read fics for ships but I just ))); Also forgot this was supposed to be in order, oops. 

So I’ll put next to each one “ship” or “brotp” so you know. Most of these will be platonic. 

Rules: List your top 10 Naruto ships in order and then tag 10 people you’re curious about.

1. NejiTen (ship). Since this is actually a ship, it goes first haha. I’ve always, always, always loved Neji and Tenten together. They just go together. I dunno why I like them so much since I hated Neji as a kid and Tenten didn’t get much screen time so I didn’t know much about her.  2. ShikaTema (ship). Another ship, so it goes first. I like their opposing personalities, the snark, the sarcasm, and the whole “crap, they’re hot UHH OH YEAH? WELL ... I DON’T NEED YOUR HELP” tension that runs through most of their interactions in the original series. But I heard they kinda ruined it in Boruto );  3. Kakashi & Gai (brotp). Eternal rivals, polar opposites, total absurdity. I love it. It reminds me a lot of my relationship with my younger sis (who absolutely adores Gai and Rock Lee and has about as much enthusiasm and energy as them, also her favorite color is green so...).  4. Kakashi & Yamato (brotp). I haven’t gotten to see them interact a lot yet, but I love them both so much. Although whenever I think of Yamato, I think of Kakashi just being like, “Hm? Oh, him? Yeah. He’s my best friend. From years ago. We’ve known each other forever. We’ve been in contact since before the series started. He wasn’t totally just made up a few minutes ago because I wasn’t supposed to be a main character and so my backstory didn’t matter much...”  5. Naruto & everyone (brotp). Naruto is so cool because he makes friends everywhere, anywhere, all the time. He’s the type of person I wish I could be - to befriend people, encourage them, knock some sense into them ... hahaha. He’s such a sunshine boy!! I love it!!  6. Gaara & Lee (brotp). They’re so opposite - even more so than Kakashi and Gai. But idk I love the idea of them being friends and hanging out and talking and training. (Again, I was a bit like Gaara in middle school and my sister is 100% Lee ...)  7. Kotetsu & Izumo (brotp). I LOVE THEM. SO MUCH. I didn’t even know that much about them (still don’t really lolol) but I’ve included them in stories since like 2008. They’re just so wonderful. Idk.  8. Shikamaru & Choji (brotp). This is like my favorite friendship in the entire series. I LOVE SHIKAMARU AND CHOJI, THEY ARE SUCH WONDERFUL CHARACTERS AND GREAT FRIENDS AND THEY LOVE AND PROTECT AND DEFEND EACH OTHER AND AHHHH!!!! I think I envy them because while I have childhood friends (known them for 12+ years), I’m not super close with them like Shika and Choji are. But can anyone really replicate that friendship?!  9. Literally any of the “buddy system” partners in the Akatsuki. I love them so much. I just realized that I almost exclusively drew the Akatsuki when I was in the fandom. Including Tobi and Deidara as cheerleaders. It’s my masterpiece ngl. I should redraw it.  10. Zabuza & Haku (brotp MY ACTUAL FAMILY). This is my top brotp, actually. They are my family. I actually adopted them. Zabuza is my grumpy uncle and Haku is my sweet darling cousin and we live together in a cute house and everyone is happy and alive and together. It’s been this way since 2007. 

Thank you oneechan for tagging me! I know it’s probably not so much fun because they’re not ships. But I’m Weak for the power of friendship. 

Tagging: @thefoxthief @fluffymoe @selfshipping-kunoichi (bahaha, I was so tempted to write self-inserts and OCs for all my answers, Iyo) ??? Anyone else who wants to do it, feel free! Sorry for being a lame non-shipper in the nardo fandom. 

tag game

I was tagged by @softwintersoldier (aka my lovely British baeeeee)

🌺 O N E 🌺 * Name: Jacqueline * Nickname: Jackie, JJPlav, Jayquelin (yes, from that Substitute Teacher video) * Zodiac sign: Sagittarius * Height: 5′3.5" * Orientation: bisexual af * Ethnicity: a lot to be honest- American, but I have a lot of foreign roots (Irish, Polish, English, technically Czechoslovakian, etc) * Favorite fruit: grapes or apples * Favorite season: spring or summer? * Favorite book: (fanfictions) Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire * Favorite flower: lavender * Favorite scent: most flowery scents, freshly baked cookies, the Mountain Lodge Candle (aka the 'boyfriend' candle) * Favorite animal: fox * Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa? Hot chocolate- I don't drink coffee or tea * Average hours of sleep: at least five or six on school nights, and for the most part at least eight hours on weekends. * Cats or dogs? How dare you make me chose? * Favorite fictional character: maybe Beth Greene- Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes are a given * Dream trip: literally everywhere- I want to see it all. I would make my way across the world if I could. * When was your blog created? this used to be a lot of things, i probably created this blog in 2013 * What do you post about? Marvel and my fics * Do you get asks on a regular basis? heck yeah (just kidding haha- almost never) * Aesthetic: adventuring and flowers and nature * Favorite band/artist? Halsey * Fictional character I’d date: lmao so so sooo many (Bucky Barnes, Wanda Maximoff, Steve Rogers, Beth Greene) * Hogwarts house: completely and utterly hufflepuff

🌺 T W O 🌺 * Countries I’ve lived in: United States * Favourite fandom: Marvel (and the shit storm of The Walking Dead) * Languages you speak: English, French (not fluent enough) * Favorite film of 2016: Moana, then Zootopia * Last article you read: probably something about travel or college * Shuffle your music library and put your first three songs here:    * Believer- Imagine Dragons    * Goner- 21 Pilots    * Past Lives- Ke$ha * Last thing you bought online: prom dress * How would your friends describe you? kind, artistic, caring * How would your enemies describe you? Too sensitive * Who would you take a bullet for? (literally anyone oops) friends or family

I'm tagging: 

@fangirling-feels (one true Bae)

@universalfanfic (fanfic goddess, the Tumblr mom)

@bethsmaggie (I'm a slut for your fic Running Blind- we both know it. Also, she's amazing)

@emilyevanston (cutie and my main supplier for Stuckyxreader fics, GODBLESS)

@imagine-that-marvel (my main art hoe and snapchat buddy)

@jarnesbrnes (cutie af)

@bucky-plums-barnes (actual goddess)

@bovaria (my fic dealer tbh)

@marvelouskatie (yet another cutie)

Anyone else I forgot!!!