Split Opinion | Explained
I have this incredibly weird relationship with people in general. On one hand, I think, basically...people suck. But on the other hand, it's like, "Aw, people are so precious, I want to help those who suffer."
I can't make up my mind, so ultimately, what I've come to terms with is the fact that the people I've predominately been subjected to my entire life helped create this perspective of mine. I'm realizing that maybe it's not EVERYONE who sucks, but more localized to the people I've known for forty-six years. They've helped establish my "sucky people" mentality indeed.
So, here's to healing. Here's to being free from everything that ever made you hate. Here's to true love. Here's to you and me.
youNme...because without YOU, there is no ME.
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infatuation makes your heart race
love is quiet. love sets you at ease.
and because most of my pieces are mental screenshots of little scenes in my head, here's the scene:
Crowley was tugged into consciousness bit by bit. The afternoon light slowly filtered in, as well as the hum of music from the other room and the weird angle his neck was at. He was warm and content and wanted to sink back into his nap, but the threads of sleep fluttered away the more he tried. Finally, he took a deeper breath, shifting in the armchair, and cracked an eye open just a sliver. There he was, the angel, sitting at his desk. Had hardly noticed Crowley was awake, engulfed in his task of retouching a damaged page. Looking at his hands, Crowley became aware of the fuzzy warmth covering his own and peeked down to see a blanket tucked around his shoulders.
The feeling hit him so hard he let his head loll to the side, eyes closed. His chest tightened and he just…buckled. Finally came undone under the weight of his love for Aziraphale. Its inexorable, steadfast pull which he had been pushing back against for millennia, it had finally caught him off guard, sleepy and vulnerable and so tired from holding back, from refusing to name it. It was a quiet surrender. Crowley looked back at Aziraphale with the understanding of a man meeting his end and embracing it.
Perhaps he could gently pull the blanket to the side and get up. Perhaps he could cross the few steps to the desk and place a freshly made cup of tea to Aziraphale’s right. Perhaps he would hold his gaze, for longer than needed to answer “Don’t mention it”. Perhaps he would ask him if he would like a scone with that. Perhaps Aziraphale would understand that this was not about the scone at all. And yet, what Crowley was asking of him was also exactly about scones. And tea. And quiet afternoons together. Perhaps the angel would finally put down his sword, too, and the world would let out a breath it had been holding for millennia.
the soulmate to this piece, i guess.
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Understanding Promises | Explained
Do you know how in a fish tank (a pool full of visibly fluid hydrogen), the bubbles that circulate the water...there are those oxygen bubbles that are being forced upward to the surface, flowing toward the reunion of where they originated, the surrounding air...
Oxygen bubbles formed in a pool of hydrogen/oxygen (water) rush upward to the surface to break free of the fluid hydrogen/oxygen to return to the vast air (oxygen) from where they started.
Bubbles get formed in H2O as small pockets of trapped Oxygen which then travel through the pool of Hydrogen/Oxygen mix.
The force being applied -- the tube with the mechanism -- produces the force of energy that travels through the tube, which creates the tiny, trapped orbs of oxygen known as the bubbles we see bursting forth at the surface of the water.
That is basically the outward force being applied while separating the oxygen from the hydrogen, forming a bubble, and because the bubble of just oxygen (gas) is now lighter than the heavier combo of hydrogen and oxygen (water), they automatically flow upward.
Bubbles rise.
Right now, as a human on Earth, it's like you are a carbon print of your true, spiritual self. An echo of physicality in the ever~universal order of light and creation energy.
Your infinite self is made of eternal energy...like a star~dust heart encased in a metal cage. Your body is like the metal cage and your spirit is like the star~dust heart. Living life is like taking a journey while existing within the confines of a metal cage. Earth is physically elemental indeed. Earth is like a carbon-based, third-dimensional paper, the elemental cages are our bodies.
But our spirits -- our infinite spirits and eternal souls -- eventually grow and evolve and progress out of the cages. We eventually ascend and transcend the "cage" and the elemental life of living on Earth.
Your spirit is currently bound by the carbon-based vessel you are equipped with in taking this temporal, physical journey as your human self on Earth. But...your eternal soul is not bound by the carbon vessel you currently inhabit. Your soul is only bound to your carbon-based vessel now, but it won't always be.
The carbon vessel (a human body) expires according to an Earthly timeline -- as we know everything that is born and lives in the carbon cycle also dies within the carbon cycle -- but the soul doesn't expire.
Souls (the spirit of a soul) is lighter than the heavy elementals of life that surround us. The spiritual aspects of existence are "lighter" than the physical aspects of existence. Your infinite spirit is lighter than the carbon-based vessel which homes it. Your eternal soul is lighter than the mortal flesh which surrounds it.
We are comprising physical vessels because physical vessels are required to take this journey as human beings on planet Earth.
But your spirit, your soul is lighter than your body.
So, even though your body is heavy and bound by the weight of gravity and the elemental forces that keep you sustained on Earth, your soul is like a feather being housed inside a tower made of stone.
But you see, like bubbles springing forth from a pool of water, everything is transformed throughout the process of creation and regeneration. Even souls.
What started as fluid water, when an outside force was applied, transformed into flowing bubbles (tiny orbs of oxygen within the heavier hydrogen and oxygen combo known as H2O) which then returned to where it started which then restored to how it was before to be born again from the vastness of the creation~energy that births all light and life into existence.
That is how the journey of a soul works, too!
Souls rise!
The force of gravity and magnetism and the constraints of physical life are like the tube with a motor attached that pushes the bubbles to the surface of a fish tank full of water, only concerning human life, it's the force that pushes your soul to excel toward the everlasting light.
Like the oxygen bubbles in a pool of hydrogen/oxygen rush to the surface to reunite with the oxygen air around it from which it came, our souls are being pushed through the fluid energy we call life, causing our souls to flow upward in an effort to return to the everlasting eternal light from which we originated.
It's why people who've had "near death" experiences see a "light at the end of a tunnel."
What they were really seeing was the opening to the ever~verses...the doorway to eternity, to ever~life and never~death! The outer realm that we are not equipped to see or perceive as human beings.
But, that's what transcendence is...the gift of knowing and believing and eventually achieving...the promise of eternal life given to us by Jesus Christ!!! The angels will guide us always! God's got this!
The Holy Spirit is light and warmth and love and truth.
Think of when a human body expires...the warmth leaves the empty, carbon vessel and the vessel begins to grow cold. We call that death of the physical body. Because there is no life energy left in the vessel. Life energy is God. Life energy is infinite. Life energy is warm and full of light -- God's renewing, creation energy. Life energy is the part of us that we can't see but we are aware it exists.
A human's life energy contains their soul signature -- or their uniquely, divine, interdimensional identity.
The soul never dies or expires. The spirit is infinite and can be renewed over and over again in various, physical forms.
The spirit and the soul are separate but also the same.
The spirit can be detached from the soul, while the soul still exists as itself. The soul is of the infinite spirit. The infinite spirit is of God. Everything in existence is connected to God's infinite life energy.
This is the promise of eternal life. Ever~renewal and ever~light!
New bodies, new lives...forever and ever!
We are carbon now...but we won't always be!
Heaven is real! Angels are real! God and His Son and the Holy Spirit are the most real deals there are!
Personal Note: When I was born, I nearly died because a drunk doctor delivered me while under the influence of alcohol. I was in a coma hooked up to a breathing machine in an incubator for the first week of my life with a sticky substance of afterbirth coating my lungs, and unable to breathe on my own. I had a near-death experience as a newborn baby, but because I was in fact a newborn babe, I could not tell anyone about the experience. Indeed, I did have the experience no less, despite my age, and not being able to communicate the experience at that time. But, I do remember...the deepest parts of my heart and soul and spirit and mind...remember. For some reason though, God wanted me to stay and live a life and maybe, perhaps, share the memory of my experience now.
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