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mirrortouchedsea · 2 months

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(CW for Suicidal Ideation)

Hinata’s breath was heavy as he landed the final move of their act. The tinny music playing from their speakers went quiet and the audience clapped politely. It was always the same song and dance as the crowd moved on with their day. A few of them tossed some yen their way but otherwise it was time for them to regroup for their next performance. Yuta knelt down by the hat with some coins and bills sticking out of it, counting their earnings thus far.

“Hey aniki! We might be able to eat well tonight! There’s like 3,000 yen in here!” Yuta exclaimed. The idea of a filling dinner made Hinata’s mouth water. Oh what he wouldn’t do for even warm noodles not from a cup.

Hinata turned to grab the iPod from its place on the speaker, choosing the next song to play. He put the phone back and turned the volume up a little more to play over the evening rush. The music started and he and Yuta moved in unison around their little stage, taking in the crowd. There were some regulars that Hinata recognized, the businesswoman who was perpetually tired but always stopped for their performances and a few kids who looked up at them in awe as their parents were trying to usher them away. There were always new faces too, of course people traveled across the country all the time or took new trains or moved cities, but there was something different about the boy with the bright red hair at the back of the crowd. His sky blue eyes pierced straight through to Hinata’s heart and made him stumble when their gaze connected with his own.

“Hey, aniki focus! We’re almost done, don't fail on me now!” Yuta whispered, carefully shielding Hinata from the crowd as he regained his footing. Yuta was always so quick thinking. Hinata got back to his position and finished up the routine, eyes looking for that boy he had spotted earlier. He half hoped the boy would come talk to them afterwards while they were packing up for the evening, but when he finally saw that shock of red hair, it was moving away with the rest of the crowd.

Hinata sighed, disappointed. Maybe that boy would come back someday. There was something about him that drew Hinata in.

Someone bumped his shoulder, drawing him from his thoughts. “Hey, aniki, are you alright? You seem out of it today.” Yuta’s hand rested on his shoulder and Hinata couldn’t help but smile. Wasn’t it supposed to be the other way around, the older brother checking in on the younger one?

“Hey hey everything’s fine Yuta-kun, don’t worry about me. I was just thinking about that delicious dinner you’re treating us too~” He playfully pushed back on Yuta, the red haired blue eyed boy all but forgotten now.

“Hey! It’s technically our money so I’m not treating you to anything!” Yuta scowled but the smile in his voice was obvious to Hinata.

“Hehe, then dinner’s on me! Say ‘thank you aniki!’”

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It was a week before Hinata saw the red headed boy in their audience again. He had all but slipped his mind, but those striking blue eyes were impossible to forget. Yuta was introducing their next performance which allowed Hinata to take a better look at the older boy who had made his way to the middle of the audience. He was tall and what Hinata could see of his outfit seemed ill-fitting at best, along with a headband holding his hair away from his eyes.

Hinata scrambled to his position as the music queued up and let his instincts take over. Every so often he found himself glancing at the red haired boy, trying to see what he thought of their performance, but his face revealed nothing.

Why was he so focused on this one boy? It’s not like they didn’t have strangers who watched them sometimes, and none of them had caught Hinata’s attention quite like this boy. He really couldn’t be much older than Hinata, maybe 17 at the oldest. Was he an older brother too? The boy’s eyes made contact with Hinata’s and it took everything in him to not look away.

Once again however, Yuta snapped him out of whatever trance he had been in and everything was forgotten.

“Are you really okay aniki? You’ve been out of it a lot recently…” Oh how it pained Hinata to see the concern on Yuta’s face. Nothing was even really wrong per se, but Hinata was distracted nonetheless.

“I’m fine, Yuta-kun. Geez, can’t your older brother have some peace?” His mouth ran faster than his brain and he immediately regretted it. Yuta’s face flipped through several emotions; hurt, confusion, exhaustion. It wasn’t like him to hide things from his brother, so why was he doing it now? “Whatever, let’s get some dinner. My treat~”

“It’s our money!”

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The boy continued to make appearances at the twins’ performances on the street, becoming something of a regular but disappearing before Hinata could flag him down. Hinata wasn’t even sure what compelled him to want to talk to the older boy, but he wanted to say something. He had even noticed that the boy seemed happier and his clothes fit a little better, not like they were just the first thing he grabbed out of a donation pile.

Finally, after almost a month of trying to say something to the boy, Hinata saw him walk up to their hat on the ground and drop a few coins into it.

“Thank you!” He said, walking up to the boy. “Hope you enjoyed the performance!”

The boy froze as if he wasn’t expecting to be greeted like that. There was a slight flush to his face. “I-it’s nothing, don’t worry about it. You uh…you were great?” The boy seemed unsure of how to reply, though Hinata was happy with the compliment nonetheless. Maybe…

“What brings you here? I mean--agh, sorry! I just mean…I noticed you don’t have a regular schedule?” The words were practically falling out of his mouth and Hinata wasn’t really sure what they were doing. “Like you show up a few days in a row but then go three weeks without stopping by at all!” He was just digging a bigger grave for himself! Great!

“Ah uhm…I’m not from around here.” The boy scratched at the back of his neck. Maybe Hinata should back off.

“O-oh, yeah of course. Duh. Are you visiting family or something?”

“Not quite. I really should get going though. See you…later?”

“Yeah, see you later.”

“Hey Aniki, are you coming or not? The food’s gonna get cold!”

“Coming!”

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It was almost a month before the boy appeared again. In the time between, Hinata had come up with a million different ideas for what his life was like. Was he a delinquent who skipped school to hang out on the street with gangs (how scary! But he looked strong enough to fit in)? Or was he a runaway from a city far away, somewhere Hinata only dreamed of visiting like Okinawa? Maybe he had a bad relationship with his dad and ran away, a thought that Hinata hated to admit had crossed his mind more than once. Or maybe he just passed through the city on the way to somewhere else. That seemed to be the most likely option, especially if he couldn’t come very often.

When the boy did finally show up again, Hinata had to hold himself back from practically jumping him after the performance. Something looked…different about him though. His eyes seemed more tired? Like he hadn’t been sleeping well. Hinata thought of a fight he had with his dad a few weeks ago that made it hard for him to sleep and thought maybe this boy was the same as him in that regard.

Hinata decided to wave him down after the performance, hat in hand (they had done pretty well! It felt heavier than normal and even without counting everything, they’d probably have enough for breakfast too).

“Hey! You look tired, are you--did you want to get something to eat?” Please say yes please say yes please say yes--

The boy’s mouth opened, then closed, then opened again. Did Hinata mess up? Oh he overstepped and now there really wasn’t any chance of getting to know him. Why was he so interested in talking to the boy anyway? Hinata had been asking himself that for a while now and he still had no answer.

“I…I can’t. I need to go.” The boy turned and ran off before Hinata could ask more. He just kept messing up, didn’t he? Maybe he really was just a burden to Yuta and their dad and the restaurant owner. He shouldn’t have been born and Yuta would’ve been better off--

“Aniki! Sheesh, get your head out of the clouds. How much did we make?” Yuta grabbed the hat out of Hinata’s hand and quickly counted out the coins and bills. “Woah! We could eat a whole five course meal with this…”

“Think with your head a little Yuta-kun. We’ve got breakfast paid for if we don’t blow it all tonight!”

Yuta nodded before handing the hat back to Hinata. “So, my pick tonight?”

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Hinata signed the note, trying his best to keep the tears from dripping on it and smudging the ink. After his blunder with the red haired boy, he hadn’t shown up to their performances for over two months. Hinata was certain that he had messed up and was too forward. He didn’t even know the kid’s name! Why did he think the two of them could ever be friends?

And on top of all of that, Yuta had become more and more distant from Hinata, as if Hinata just existing was dragging him back from his full potential. Yuta would have been better off as an only child and maybe Hinata deserved this life. Thirteen years living with their father, who had treated them as nothing but monsters, blaming them for their mother’s death and everything bad that had happened since, Hinata had resolved to run away. He’d make his way to the mountains and maybe he’d find someone willing to help him or maybe he’d slip into an endless sleep.

Dear Yuta-kun, the letter had started. I’m sorry that I’m leaving like this, but I know that I’m just a burden to you. I’m sorry for that. I wish I had more to say but I just want you to be happy and maybe father will treat you better without me. I love you.

The other letter, already folded and placed on the table, was much shorter, addressed to his father.

Dear Father, I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better son. Please don’t take this out on Yuta-kun, it was my decision.

The less words he spent on that man, the better. Hinata folded Yuta’s note and placed it on top before quietly exiting through the front door.

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Everything was cold. Hinata slumped against a tree, head between his knees in a last ditch effort to keep warm. Sleep should come soon and he could painlessly move on, at least that’s what he hoped. He barely registered someone approaching him, but didn’t look up.

“Hey.” The voice was vaguely familiar, but where did he remember it from? A warm hand shook at Hinata’s shoulder.

“‘M fine.” The words were barely a whisper. The other voice grunted before walking away. It was another minute before Hinata felt something drape around his shoulders and a cup shoved in his hand. Whatever was in it was steaming, warming his fingers.

“Drink.” The voice said. And he did, the tea was very, very bitter. That voice…

Hinata looked up, meeting a pair of bright, sky blue eyes. That’s where he recognized the voice from. Did he…live? In the mountains? The boy seemed to recognize him too. He was wearing a headband and what looked like very warm clothes that Hinata wished he had. Hinata finished the tea, trying not to focus on the flavor. It helped at least, in warming him up a bit.

“Why are you here?” The boy finally spoke again. It sounded like he was unsure if he should be mad or concerned, or both, but he offered Hinata another cup of tea, which he accepted if only to warm his fingers up. He pulled the blanket closer around his body.

“I…ran away.” Hinata looked downward, as if admitting this out loud was a cardinal sin. The boy gestured for him to continue. “I guess I just…I was dragging my brother down. I’m not really talented at anything like he is and I’m the reason our dad sees us as monsters. He shouldn’t have to deal with a brother like me.” Hinata wasn’t really sure why he was spilling this so easily. The boy was a good listener though, hanging on every word Hinata spoke. Was he shaking? He’d never admitted this out loud before and it felt oddly freeing to say it to someone.

He waited for a response, anything to chase away the uncomfortable silence Hinata had created with his confession. He really fucked up, didn’t he. He should have just kept that to himself like he always did instead of burdening a stranger like this!

“I…” The boy started, barely audible above Hinata’s racing heartbeat. “I’m glad you’re alive.” He sounded unsure of his words. Was he just trying to be nice? Of course he was, how else do you respond to a kid telling you something like this?

“You don’t have to pretend.”

“I’m not. When I saw you singing and dancing…I think I realized something--” The boy cut himself off, the suddenness of it making Hinata look up. A moment later he heard his brother calling out from the woods behind him.

“Aniki! There you are!” Yuta tackled him to the ground, squeezing Hinata like he might just blow away in the wind if they weren’t careful. “You scared me! I can’t believe you’d do something like that!”

Tears pricked at Hinata’s eyes again. “I’m sorry, Yuta-kun. I’m really sorry.” He buried his face in Yuta’s jacket. His nose started to run, from the cold or the tears he couldn’t tell.

“You aren’t a burden to me. I don’t know what I’d do without you around Aniki!” Yuta pulled back, hands gripping Hinata’s shoulders. “Promise you won’t do something that stupid again.”

Hinata wiped the tears from his eyes, sparing a glance where the boy had been. It was as if he had never been there at all and Hinata had just hallucinated the whole interaction. He looked back at his twin brother. “I promise.”

“Now let's get you home and warmed up. Where’d you get this blanket anyway? It doesn’t look like one of ours.”

“I…” The boy had been real, and he told Hinata he was glad he was alive (even if his explanation was cut short by Hinata’s brother rushing in). “I guess I just found it. There must be people living nearby or something.”

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The chatter of the night club died down for the night as everyone was getting ready to go home. Hinata’s feet were sore from running around, but it was satisfying to be back in a restaurant like this. It reminded him of his childhood working for the Chinese restaurant with Yuta.

Rinne, the leader of Crazy:B who had wanted to get closer to Hinata, and by extension 2wink, slid a drink down the bar. It looked like a horrible mix of syrups and club soda, but one sip was all it took for Hinata to drink it all down.

“Great job tonight Hina! You’re a real natural at this stuff.” Rinne was washing the other glasses behind the bar now as Hinata finished the rest of his soda.

“Yuta-kun and I used to work in a restaurant so it comes pretty naturally to us!”

“That so?”

“Mhm!” Hinata slid the empty glass back to Rinne, who quickly dumped the ice and washed it before tossing the towel over his shoulder. The entire week they’d been working the club together, there had been something bugging Hinata at the back of his mind. “Hey, Rinne-senpai…did you ever watch our shows?”

“Huh? ‘Course I have, vice prez wants us to work together so I’ve seen a few of ‘em.”

“That’s not what I mean. I mean like…back when Yuta-kun and I did street performances.”

Rinne paused for a moment. “Why’re you askin’?”

“Oh, it’s nothing. You just reminded me of someone who used to watch them.”

“Well I’m sure whoever it was is proud to see you singin’ and dancin’ on stage.” Rinne had come around the bar and stood next to Hinata, ruffling his hair. “Let’s get goin’ or I’m never gonna hear the end of it from Niki-kun.”

#shay writes #enstars #ensemble stars #hinata aoi #yuta aoi #rinne amagi #OKAY ITS DONE I'M NOT THINKING ABOUT THIS PIECE ANYMORE. FUCK MAN #its at least finally no longer a wip. that's all i can say #got one person who said they liked it so to the blog it goes!!!#one less wip to worry about yippie!!!#2.8k words of me being a bit silly. that's what this is.#i probably could have extended the end a bit but augh if i thought about it any longer i would literally pass away #fuck that shit #so here we go. enjoy. i have a whole essay about aoi and amagi parallels i need to write one of these days when i reread mainstory #i'm working on reading boarding live rn i have like 9 chapters left. i'd keep working rn but augh eepy #probably just gonna watch an ep of a3 and go to bed or smth #anyway enjoy!!!! feels good to finish something a bit longer #probably no wip wednesday tomorrow just bc this is all i worked on this week...#also this is a second draft i never do that. well not never i've done it before #and this is i think a significant improvement on the first #okay i'm done tag talking for realsies byeeeeeee enjoy

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happyk44 · 4 months

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thinking about spy for olympus hermes again and how hades catches him and how hermes is prepared to be sent out, prepared to lie through his teeth so he doesn't get in trouble with his father for being caught and how hades frowns at the idea of hermes thinking he's going to be let go because why would he when hermes could get in trouble for it and "you ate the fruit, didn't you" "...yes" "then ask yourself, why would i risk the suffering of something that's mine?"

#hermes x hades #happy talks greek mythos #hermes #hades #hermes could lie very easily but the problem is that in this world zeus is heavily paranoid and hermes very much is NOT the only spy he has #and hermes is v aware of that. even if he doesn't know who or how. is it pasithea? is it on purpose? by accident when she visits olympus?#what about ares who is friendly with thanatos and keres? or philotes who is the sibling of so many of the tartarus crew?#how many of them are intentional like he is? and how many are accidental? telling stories unaware of the malicious focus to their words #its easy to keep a lie going forever when there's no one else to refute your words #anyway hades is well aware of who his brother is and he doesn't really care and hermes wishes he would because The Guilt #(he hates The Guilt. rarely ever felt it before and suddenly it's all he feels kneeling at his uncle's feet #begging for forgiveness that's already been delivered before he could even lower himself to the ground)#okay i need to go to sleep and stop rambling before this turns into a bigger thing byeeeeeee

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hemeruni · 6 months

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I was up till like.. 3 AM last night… here’s some sketches from that period of sleep insomnia /silly (you can tell where I started to get lazy with some of these)

Okay night night 🛏️

#my art #sparklecare #IndieCare AU #Nurse Philly AU #I’m not tagging all of these nerds but I shall tag the ships/ocs #cameruni #hemeruni #Miz Aly Mint #Ovi Achi Philly #Uydi Stez #okay byeeeeeee I’ll be back later

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hillerska-official · 2 years

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Okay so this post came across my dash a few days back and as I was writing my tags I realized something that I never thought of before. Y’all are so right on this post, and I think that the double standard here is actually so important, because it really is the issue that carries through their relationship that Wille keeps expecting things on his terms, so he can make the poor choices and Simon can’t. So I’m typing this all out in my tags and I’m about to say “Wille really shows his privilege here” and I got hit with a wave of thoughts about the roles privilege plays in Young Royals. So here they are.

Kristina tells Wille that being a prince is a privilege, not a punishment. Obviously in the context of this show, their relationship, etc, most of our immediate reactions to that were “no it isn’t, Kristina, look at him, he’s got anxiety!” and I still stand by that, being a prince has very directly and negatively affected Wille’s life and mental health. BUT, obviously Wille is also a very privileged person, and that privilege shines through very clearly in this one line.

His privilege is what makes Wille expect things on his own terms all the time, but it’s that same privilege that ultimately ends up being a punishment in and of itself, because that is exactly why Simon breaks up with him, so well yes, it is a ‘punishment’ (ie negative) to Wille in many ways directly, it’s actually the privilege he holds as a prince but hasn’t acknowledged that causes this ultimate fallout, and not the aspects of his princehood that Wille had recognized as negative already.

And it isn’t just Wille who is hurt by his own privileged position. August's privilege eats away at him too, though he would never admit it, with the pressure he places on himself to retain that privilege, and the hints we’ve been seeing of some sort of eating/exercise disorder, probably stemming from his public image/persona. Felice has all the trappings of wealth and nobility but they confine her - her trouble with riding, the curly hair, the size, are all “failures” at things forced upon her by her mother so as to fit in to society (high society, of course), but ultimately put her in a place of emotional distress.

Being a prince, or any other noble/wealthy person, has its privileges, obviously, but these privileges exist simultaneously, at least within the show, as both beneficial and destructive. Wille, August, and Felice all have privilege, and it has given them a distinct head start over characters like Simon and Sara, that much is obvious in any class commentary and I would never dispute it, but it’s that very same privilege that eats away at all of them, too. Ultimately, whether we feel bad for the privileged person or not (and it can go either way, just look at these examples), the privilege is not maintainable in any way at an individual level, it’s bad for those on top and those below, we see that in the damage it does both to Wille and to Simon.

Basically, I think it’s very easy to watch Young Royals and get swept up in the romance and the drama, the plot itself, but we all know that there is a very clear class commentary underlying the whole thing, and this is such an interesting way to look at the damages of those class systems. I think ultimately a class or wealth gap isn’t actually of benefit to anybody, and can in fact be detrimental to BOTH sides to some extent, obviously on the individual level of each character, but also at a more general level IRL. Placing people into a hierarchy the way we do does damage to human sociability and our capacity to relate to one another, and Simon and Wille are actively breaking down this hierarchy, and with it the system of privilege itself.

#can you tell i fundamentally disagree with the existence of a monarchy?#did that become clear?#anyways i think this show tends to lean anti-monarchy and all this being said i ultimately wouldn't be surprised if wille abdicates #because he needs to be free of both aspects #punishment and privilege #to actually be happy/healthy/etc #okay thank u for reading byeeeeeee #young royals #wille young royals #wilhelm young royals #august young royals #felice young royals #simon young royals #discussion of privilege #young royals analysis #ed mention #prince queuehelm

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crownshattered · 7 months

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|| anyways hi guys, if frozen 3 includes hans' family (specifically his brothers) it will either MAKE or BREAK my designs for Alanna and Kristian XDD

#(I REALLY HOPE THE BROTHERS ARE ACTUALLY TERRIBLE PEOPLE...)#(I know they issued a formal apology for all of that stuff)#(but like...i hope it was just for appearances)#(and they were pissed at h.ans NOT FOR WHAT HE DID but because of what his actions caused)#(LET. THEM. BE. EVEN. WORSE. THAN. HIM.)#(okay i need to study BYEEEEEEE)#◢||⋇ why do you write like you’re running out of time? [ooc] ⋇||◣

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kitty-chan-art-den · 1 year

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hi sorry I’ve been dead for like weeks now but now I’m gonna spam with art that I CAN show since the rest is Patreon rewards or merch and that’s for patrons oh shit did I just plug oh well lmao

look at skull. Piers is just so good and I love him and I’m gonna simp every goddamn time I post skull here

also Piers uses he/skull pronouns and you can’t stop him. sku is babby and I’ll have to draw Marnie at some point because she deserves love

#myart #Piers #Piers Pokémon #Pokémon Sword and Shield #Piers Pokémon Sword and Shield #totally not biased at all because I’ve had a crush on Piers ever since I first saw him in game #and now I’m dating a Piers alter from a friend system and sku is absolutely precious #so I’m gonna go watch shitposts with him and friendos now okay okay byeeeeeee 💙

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trueloveistreacherous · 1 year

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Yeah, Ted Lasso is dead to me, I am probably never blogging about it again <3

#ted lasso spoilers #i am sorry but that finale was TERRIBLE #which is shame because i loved this episode until after ted and beard's last scene #this is HIMYM all over again but way way worse #majority of the characters did not get the endings they deserved #ted alone in kansas #rebecca getting together with dutch man apparently LMFAO #beard marrying jane.....like what the fuck #and roykeeley not getting back together #the only endings i liked were of nate roy (him going to therapy!!! i love this for him!!!) and trent #also do not get me started on the roy/keeley/jamie love triangle plot in this episode like what the fuck was that #and for what????#it also gave some character regression to jamie's and roy's development what the hell #i just......they fumbled the bag so bad #anyways mike schur is the only showrunner i respect and love wholeheartedly I LOVE YOU MIKE SCHUR #and to the emmys: give them to either abbott elementary barry or even only murders in the building they deserve it more than this show #okay byeeeeeee

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hoooshiiiii · 8 months

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HI HOSHI!!!!!!!

HI BRITISH!!!!

#hoooshiiiii #hoshi's ask box #GUYS #THIS IS MY SON #HIS NAME IS BRITISH #HE MADE MY ICON AND BANNER #PLEASE COMMISSION HIM FOR ART IF YOU NEED COMMISSIONED ART #UHHHHHH #YEAH #HE'S THE SWEETEST EVER #I LOVE HIM SM #EVERYONE SAY HI TO BRITISH #GIVE HIM ALL OF YOUR LOVE #OKAY I LOVE YOU BYEEEEEEE

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hyperfixation-symposium · 1 year

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Why do i get so attached to NPCs?? I just had a though where the IV Drip and the faceless worker are in a happier AU without all this chaos because they deserve better than Cucurucho

-@da-lamp (ye, your mutual!)

EYYYYY MY MUTUAL BUDDY :D!!!!!! So glad we are sharing a fandom again, I missed getting your asks.

RIP tho, getting attached to the NPCs is part of the game and it's tragic. Though I really can't help but laugh watching Cucurucho hit them knowing the mods playing them are probably also egg mods and they're just continuing to be chaotic.

But hey, Cellbit already named the IV stand, maybe they'll get some freedom- Buttt probably not if Cucurucho is in charge :( At least it doesn't seem like they'll be going anywhere!

#qsmp #mutuals #HIIIIIIII HI #Ohhh btw make sure your asks are on I wanna attack u >:3 #Last I checked they weren't :(#da-lamp #(even tho I never did get around to all the asks on my main I read them occasionally. I stg I love getting asks I'm just a bit of a disaste #this blog is probably more proof of me being a disaster tbh #Okay I'll stop rambling byeeeeeee #🔷

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pastelshroomsbasement · 2 years

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suffering from chronic "slapping my ocs into every series i watched" with today's episode about kazuo in strangers from hell as moon jo's hot bf who doesn't participate in murder but is completely complicit with it ✨✨✨💖💖

#shroomysocs #kazuo is jong woo's gay awakening #kazuo helping with getting jong woo to their side using his tits-- i mean charms #I DONT HAVE TIME TO DRAW ALL THREE OF THEM BUT THEY FUCK I SWEAR #okay back to work BYEEEEEEE

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7000f1 · 2 years

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I just remembered how I once went to twt and finally said that Jyushi would probably be a monster hunter enthusiast and then like, 2 weeks later or so ARB announced the monster hunter subjugation event

#I voice my thoughts and then hypmic delivers it's nuts #also that event 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕#okay I'm going to ramble here I am chatty today #OKAY SO Jyushi stating that he was waiting for so long for the new monsub game and getting his hands on it as soon as it's released #also that's ma boy!!!! buying a physical copy!!!!#and he then thinks he hopes Kuko doesn't show up like last time so he can play AND THEN KUKO APPEARS #so Jyushi runs away like NOOOOOOO NOTHING'S HAPPENING BYEEEEEEE #JYUSHI BEING A LANCE USER I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO USE LANCES #Jyushi being yeeted by a monster is such a mood #AND FAST FORWARD TO KUKO BREAKING INTO HIS ROOM #CAUSE HE WAS DEAD WORRIED SOMETHING HAPPENED LIKE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SUCH A SWEETHEART #and when Jyushi apologizes Kuko then says that the punishment is to play together #hold up give me a second I'm crying #that makes me so incredibly happy 😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕 them both playing monhun- ahem monsub together and probably laughing #MY POOR HEART I LOVE THEM SM #do you think they try to get Hitoya to play too sometime? I do #they all would have so much fun together even if Hitoya thinks he won't enjoy it at first cause why does he have to play #just like that let's play! arb card in which kuko is ar first dragging him to play and then he is enjoying the game a lot I #I love BAT way too much man I can't hold my own thoughts shdhhshs congrats if you reached this far into my love dump #every hour is BAT loving hours #ramblings #I'm so happy I made my mhr character Jyushi really

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impossible-rat-babies · 2 years

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🌺🌀💧😊 (i love yr eyrie blogging even if I skim a bunch of it because I'm only like 2/3rds thru ARR fkdsj;lfa)

(you should definitely continue playing! i know ARR can be a slog but it's really worth it for the ending)

also thank you for the good fucking food on these questions ;--;

🌺 does your OC have any tattoos or other body art? does their body art have any specific meaning behind it? do they have any scars? how did they get those scars? any birthmarks?

eyrie doesn't have much body art--maybe some ill conceived little tattoos all over. They might have a hand tattoo or two, I haven't decided. they do have several prominent scars. more than just the nicks, scraps and cuts from over the years. they have a scar on their forearm from when they were young--their bow string snapped and it got them real bad on the arm; left a nasty little deep scar. the biggest one they had came near the beginning of the earnest conflict with the Garleans again; it's a rather nasty burn scar across their left shoulder and back. they have other scars from that same situation, but they're mostly discolored patches of new skin from burns that have yet to heal. there's a small patch on the left side of their jaw that they're pretty sure they won't have to shave ever again rip. but the main scar was nasty enough that healing it was difficult, so most of it had to be treated naturally. they went through most of the end of that conflict nursing that burn. (they got put on rest for a while after that and spent a lot of those two weeks with Thancred at the Rising Stones.)

for birthmarks: they have three moles on their right butt cheek.

🌀 where is your oc from? where were they born? do they still live there, if not why did they move? if they still live in the area how has it changed since their childhood? how many places has your oc lived in and where has been their favourite?

Eyrie is a Veena Viera, so they're from the Skatay Range in Othard originally; they were born and raised there, and were taken in to be a Wood Warder by their father. they lived as a wood warder for many years--much of their hundred and fifty years, save for around the last 40-45 years when they traveled. they took care of and raised many other Wood Warders over the long years. they also saw a lot of death of young viera they took into their care to teach and guide; it wasn't ever out of a sense of maliciousness of course, but it was a rough life. They tried their best, but there’s only so much they could do.

it wore on them greatly over the years, having to help younglings into the world and subsequently having to watch many of them die while the others went onto eventually have to experience the same. their participation in the atrocities Garlemald committed didn't help them much either; a duty they carried out of a sense of wanting to protect their home. all of that grew to be too much to cope with and eyrie just...up and left one day. Packed up their everything and never looked back.

they've traveled a lot, rarely settling down and keeping to themselves; they haven't ever had a favorite. Ack, Eorzea has probably been their favorite if nothing else than they've been there the longest.

💧 what is the earliest memory your oc can recall? do they know what their first words were or remember where they took their first steps? do they have any mementos of their childhood they’ve kept such as a stuffed toy or tiny baby clothes?

eyrie's earliest memories are playing with their siblings when they were very young--around 5-6. they don't remember much from before that, and even those scant memories of childhood are kept alive out of wondering what happened to their sisters. they don't have any momentos of childhood, sadly enough ;--;

😊 what can make your oc smile even when they’re feeling down? what cheers them up and makes everything feel better for them? Is your oc generally a happy person and do they enjoy making others smile? what about your oc makes others happy?

alone time is what makes Eyrie happy most of the time. a mostly solitary life has lead to a lot of having to comfort oneself--being ones on best friend and comforting light. they aren't above want for company, but good company is hard to find, yeah? but sitting quietly with the other scions makes them happy too--especially when they're feeling down. it's hard unraveling a century of having to rely only on yourself ;--;

but generally speaking eyrie is a happy person, and take great comfort and joy in helping others. they best like helping children and having the Doman's and their children around was a bright spot as they recovered from their injuries from the Garleans. But what about them makes others happy....eyrie has a comforting sort of air to them and an air of carrying themselves with a degree of warmth and quiet wisdom. it's the sort of energy that attracts people.

#oc: eyrie kisne #just to like. being clarifying about eyrie and gender: it's not like a situation of gender ambiguity to imply a physical sex ambiguity #they're nonbinary bc i said theyre nonbinary and as a nonbinary person my house my rules my oc #i am rubbing my grubby trans hands all over viera lore #but thank you sm! ^^#there is more w eyrie but it's a lot of mishmashed stuff of undecided crap #edit: eyrie also has several children they left behind at home okay byeeeeeee

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