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sludgeguzzler · 8 months
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man. i changed so much these past years
#im different from last years me who was different from 2021 me who was different from 2020 me and so on and so forth#it feels kinda weird thinking about it bc i went through *so much stuff*#all of it in just the past 4 years... insane#i found out i was trans. i went on lockdown. i started posting my art online. i made online friends.#i went through three different relationships. every single one of them changed me forever.#i started writing. i finished middle school. i read homestuck. i used discord everyday for 2 years.#i found my personal sense of style. i started going tk school again. i made friends irl. i lost all the online friends i had.#(thay wasnt bc of any scandal i just left the friendgroup and then started to slowly interact more with ppl irl#whi sorta made my online interactions dwindle especially one-on-one interactions#i think i feel better like this go be honest with you. the connections feel stronger and i feel closer to the friends ive made#not saying i dont like the people i know and befriended here just saying that not being chronically online anymore really changed how i#go through with internet interactions)#damn. really feeling the passage of time now.#also this is not a sad reminiscent post im *really* glad im in the place i am in life right now#i have a qpp i have an irl friendgrouo that i feel 100% comfortable with for the first time in my life im doing ok at school#i have a vision for my future my relationship with my parents is sooo much better#idk man. compare that with 14 year old me eating alone at school bc i was too scared to talk with the other people on my class and like.#yeah man. im doing a lot better#i DO have to update my art blog though. its been too long sincd i posted anything#talk
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lynque-myst1que · 27 days
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EVERYTHING WE KNOW ABOUT THE PHIGHTING APRIL FOOLS TOWER AS OF NOW, THIS WILL BE UPDATED AS MORE INFO IS DISCOVERED OR MORE THEORIES ARE MADE.
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ok info about whats theorized to be medkits nightmare GO
Title of game : . (its a period)
Icon is the same as base game, background is the default one
The music playing is just overtime slowed down by a lot
1. MAP
You spawn on a road with sidewalks that have candles, you have a lantern in your inventory.
As you walk you will occasionally see an exit sign.
Halfway, pillars stretch up from the ground, most are normal but some are shaped like hands that reach to the sky. On top of the hands are weird figures with glowing green eyes and horns that look like something from the flaming horns series?
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(thats the closest thing i could find,,,)
At the end of the road is the default Happy Home, though with minor modifications. An exit sign is right at the stairs and pointing at the door. Tube tvs are inside the home, a giant one at the middle against the wall with two stacks of tvs in the corners. The left side has one tv off, while the others are full of red static. They don't do anything when interacted with.
Note: This sorta resembles the thumbnail for scythe's teaser.
They also look like the TVs in broker's secret room (i reached the image limit so cant show ough)
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Outside to the left and on top of the house are the same weird green eyed figures.
2. DIALOGUE
There are many figures running around saying various phrases,
phrases that ive seen:
"Help!"
"you traitor"
"do something"
"be useful"
"please help me"
"Useless support"
"Help me!"
"help"
"please just heal me"
"Please heal me"
"How's your eye?" (Idk if this is random dialogue or subspace dialogue)
Though, some of these figures are saying things from medkit ally dialogue.
Ingame dialogue phrases:
"Do I really want to work with a rebel on my team?" - Banhammer
"Hey!! Great seeing you!!" - Subspace
"How's that eye doing??" - Subspace
3. THE OVERSEER NEXTBOT OR SOMETHING IDK
You are chased by an overseer eye, it can't be stopped permanently. Though, it can be halted by positioning yourself in the right area, however, it has good pathing and can jump extremely high, so you can't hide from it.
Getting caught by it results in an image showing up on the screen, this rewards you a badge the first time you see it.
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Random note: the eye is weirdly clean? im not sure if its medkit's eye or not since I remember soda saying that subspace just threw the eye away,, (not sure if this is still canon)
After this you get kicked from the game with the message "You must kill him to become him."
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The interesting thing is that this is the description of the overseer eye cosmetic.
This probably means something like "you must kill overseer to become him" or something but what does that mean who is killing overseer huh what
↑ ok theories have been made (thank u discord user ankles0560 for the medkit part)
The one killing him might be either medkit or katana.
KATANA : there is dialogue between katana and ban hammer
Ban Hammer: "You can't get involved with the business of the dudes higher up." Katana: "And who will stop me?"
↑ I will expand on this later but im eepy rn help
MEDKIT : ok the whole thing is about Medkit so the kick message is probably the overseer eye talking to Medkit,,
Soda has said that if Katana knew more about Medkit, he would kill him. This could mean multiple things but very interesting hm
Another interesting thing is the jumpscare noise, it is a jumpscare noise used in old games.
The interesting part is what it is, the noise is actually the sound of the subspace tripmine slowed down, whether this was just coincidence or because of the subspace thing is unknown, it might even be both?
EXTRA . CHURCH OF THE TRUE EYE INFO
Not really related to the tower but just what we know about the cult
A religious group within lost temple, not everybody from lost temple is a member of it.
It is mentioned in Medkit's phone dialogue.
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Every member of the cult is missing an eye.
Soda has mentioned that the reason why Sword's eye isn't missing is because he wasn't born in lost temple.
CORRECTION: Sword was born in lost temple, but wasn't raised in it. The point still stands that this is the reason why he hasn't lost an eye.
Based on dialogue between medkit and banhammer, it has been around for a while now. (THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME)
It is unknown what the goals or structure of the cult are currently.
They have a uniform, Medkit, Scythe, and Broker share the motif of outfits of mostly teal.
Scythe calls Vine Staff "blessed" in her dialogue with her, this is related to the cult somehow since in the same conversation Vine says "No! You and your creepy family can buzz off!"
^ According to broker, her curse is rare but she isn't the first one to have it.
They call themselves a family, and call Overseer their Father.
Overseer info:
There is barely any, but this is what we know.
They are referred to as a leader, it is unknown whether they are the faction leader or just the cult leader.
Scythe refers to him as a deity, whether they truly are one, manipulated the cult into believing they are, or the cult simply calls him a deity is unknown.
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An alternative is that she isn't talking about overseer here at all, though if that is so we don't know if she's talking about a sfoth deity or a different one. ← if it is a sfoth deity, it is most likely to be darkheart or venomshank (or maybe even ghostwalker? idk)
btw soda said this. soda wdym
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Feel free to add more info or things i missed/got wrong in reblogs or comments!!
pls do say more info if you have it im making this based on what the guys im theorizing with are saying i didnt have time to do more than 1 playthrough
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OMG HI!
Ok so in one of your Pietro headcanons things you said Pietro was a morning person and let me tell you I am most certainly not so can I request Pietro x non morning person reader headcanons 💕💕 I can just imagine him running super fast around her in circles and her just looking at him like 🤨-😐-😞-😴
hiii!! neither am I!! im just a grumpy miserable bitch in the morning😭 that’s very cute! thanks for requesting, hope you like it💌
NOT A MORNING PERSON HC’S
pietro maximoff x female reader
— I def think he's the annoying kind of early bird, one that's like, "you woke up at 9? ive been awake since.." one of those that sorta shames you for sleeping 'late', but he's not mean about it!! just cocky and irritating (but in a kinda cute way (I put that lightly))
— talking of which, he wakes up at 6 am (or 5) naturally. 7 is him being naughty and lazy 
— in the morning, he religiously goes for a run. doesn't matter the weather, he's out the door by 6:30 
— after the run, he comes back, showers and gets some work done around the house/ flat. maybe does the dishes from last night's dinner like a good little boy (im kidding)
— maybe he makes himself some breakfast, def something VERY healthy with lots of (idek!!? im not a health nut, but like pulses, wholegrains????) maybe eggs, sourdough and a big bowl of porridge with berries and nuts on the side. he's a freak, so he has no butter on the toast and no chocolate in the porridge. he def has a mid-morning lunch too, just bc he's constantly burning so much 
— by 9, he's done everything he needs to do for the day, so he'd go and check on you, seeing you sleeping soundly - probs wanting to wake you up
— he'd whisper your name loudly, maybe prodding you awake. you'd open one eye, giving him a death glare. you'd huff and roll over, sleepily telling him to get lost
— he'd try again, maybe stroking over your back (as you’re now facing away ) you'd grumble, covering your face with a pillow or your arm
— he'd whiz around the other side of the bed, trying to coax you out to start the day he planned. he'd see how tired you are, so he drops it, kissing your forehead and saying how he'll be back in 10 to wake you
— he'd return and see you flat-out asleep, giving you another 20
— when he returns the second time, you're awake, yawning and rubbing sleep from your eyes. he'd say good morning, and tell you look pretty. also calling you a sleepy head or something
— when you're finally up and about, he'd be kinda hyper (not like a kid) but VERY awake whereas you'd be the complete opposite. yawning, grumbling, rubbing eyes all that stuff
—also, he's always telling you that you should wake up earlier bc it's good for you (blah blah I don't wanna hear it) and you tell him the same - how he should wake up later bc it's better for his health. it causes some lighthearted conflict
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no taglist as don’t want to spam
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todayisyourturntolose · 5 months
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You're right... I do want to. I will take any thoughts you have on P4 or Brain Damaged Dude
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YEEEEEESSSSS
ok so i have a good chunk of hcs for p4 but only abt a few for bd so you'll get just ☝🏽 one brain damaged dude hc
bd dude
-i like to think that even after the events of brain damaged, other dude is still sorta there. like, he's not as prevalent as a voice than, say, p3 in paradise lost, but he still pops up every now and then. he's moreso there just to tick bd off than actually convincing him to do something violent.
i've been thinking abt one lil scenario in particular, where bd loses something under like, and couch or something, so he has to bend down to get it. while doing this, he sorts subconsciously arches his back. other dude being the prick he is, is quick to make a dumb joke about it
"you've got a perfect arch goin' on here. you did it so effortlessly, too...almost like you've..done this before."
bd has to stop himself from just smacking himself in the back of the head
these two are essentially like that one vine that's like "the souls of the innocent!" "a bagel."
p4 dude
-pulls out one of those comically long scrolls. boy oh boy do i have a lot to say abt this old man
-despite his age, i like to think that he's still rlly agile. he still definitely has his "my back!" moments, but compared to other ppl his age, he's in fairly good shape
-this is gonna sound dumb, but i think he's besties with duke nukem. duke has probably retired from kicking alien ass by now, so he and dude just hang out regularly. they go on walks, they hang out at the park, hell, they'd probably crash some random party, if they felt like it
-they also probably kiss on the regular, but, y'know, that's neither here nor there
-he'd definitely be one of those dudes that only ever posts photos of their dogs. if he had an instagram acc, he'd post so many photos of champ
-this hc is in direct contrast to one of my hcs abt p1. while p1 has absolutely horrible food aversions, p4 will practically eat anything. you wouldn't have to pay him to do it, he'd eat something weird "just because he felt like it"
-he has a stereotypical "loud dad snore", which makes him a pain to sleep next to/in the same room as
-the pansexual ever. he could care less what you identify as, as long as he thinks you're cool, he's getting with you
-has a vast vinyl collection. he probably has one of those older vinyl players from when they were more mainstream
-has a habit of focusing too hard on things. he'll pick out something to do, and he'll stick to it. he could do an entire 500 piece puzzle in one sitting
-in contrast, he's also very hyperactive, and can rarely get himself to stay still. he's always doing something, no matter what time of the day it is
-has a very keen eye. he notices changes in the smallest things and will always point them out
-definitely gets hit on by the old women in the nearby retirement home. they see him walking by and start whistling and shi (he loves it)
-has a switchcomb on him at all times. he loves whipping it out and slicking his hair back, á la 50s greaser
-as much as i love describing him as a stinky old man, i think he actually smells pretty good :)
i do have more, but ive alr been typing this for like 30 mins, so that's all i'll put rn :D ty for asking!
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dizzybizz · 7 months
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ok i need someone elses (especially- but not exclusively- other afab autistics, cis or trans) thoughts on this shit cause im losing my goddamn mind i just have so many feelings about gender and its fucking me up
ok so.
ive always sorta felt disconnected with my gender and i dont think me being autistic helps with it either. what with trying to pinpoint feelings and all that being hard. and it has i guess planted a lot of doubt surrounding my thoughts and feelings about my own gender in my mind. i question if everything im feeling is just bc im autistic. which is why im making this post!! i just need some outside perspectives and thoughts and i guess i want to know that im probably not alone in my struggles with this.
idk how i wanna structure this post but ill just write down the things that come to mind.
like before i hit puberty i was not into the idea of it at all. and before i had considered the fact that i might be trans, i thought it was just because i didnt like the thought of change. and i think thats normal, being hesitant about puberty.
BUT uhm. now im not religious. but i vividly remember praying to god that i would at least be as late a bloomer as possible. if not, never ever going through afab puberty. and i always felt more inclined towards amab puberty, and i thought it was a MUCH better deal than whatever afab puberty was going to do with me.
and i feel really silly writing this cause that does not sound like something a normal cis girl would do or think... and i feel quite confident in me being not cis. but i guess this is just a post to seek some validation in my suspicion and feelings. but i also want to know if it is an experience others share.
my gender thoughts as i call them have been particularly prevelant since 2019, thats when i think i first started contemplating whether i might just actually be trans. at that time i believe it was more towards the non binary, but nowadays its ftm
and i just idk. im kinda lost and lonely here, i havent talked about with any family members which are the people i spend most of my time with currently. i wanted to get the perspective of people who are also autistic and might relate to the gender feelings and yeah
and ok no sorry, jumping back, cause its always at its worst before and during shark week (like right now :)) and that has also thrown me off quite badly
cause what if its just pms, or just some kinda hormone imbalance or some shit like that. am i crazy cause sometimes i feel like im driving myself mad with this stuff. is it common to have really intense thoughts about gender anytime your period is about to kick in.
also growing up with a younger brother (who also has a whole ass army of guy friends) when you have these thoughts is fucked up ngl who allowed this. youre telling me he gets to just get that puberty for free. fucking hell wtf
sorry i lost it pls just idk tell me your thoughts wherever, replies, i think im turning off reblogs for this but, my inbox or dms anything ok thanks so much, means the world
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wc-wild-rewrite · 6 months
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Into The Wild Reread!
Its actually been like 6 years since i last fully read this series, so it was fun going back through! Overall i give it a 9/10, one point removed for slightly clunky writing and scene changes.
HOWEVER, Every single sentence that includes Spottedleaf is awful and uncomfortable, so it's actually getting an 8.5/10
Please note that i wrote the notes as i read it and have not edited them
My chapter by chapter thoughts and notes are under the cut!
Prolouge
Iconic opening prologue, but we're really stretching the definition of bracken-colored for mr reddish-brown oakheart here.
When did the clans meet otters
I wonder how Mousefur feels about the last fight alongside redtail being the one where tigerclaw saved her
"Fewer kits than normal" bluestar theres 5 of them i'd say thats a decent number, 6 if we're counting Lynxkit
I dont remember many of the prophecies but i hope they use more star ones, the shooting star is a cool one
Chapter 1
They really love their full stops huh, its slightly jarring, as someone who writes with so many commas
I still love their descriptions of the enviroment
I like how they show Rusty's ignorance towards the necesscity of prey by having his first scene be him toying a live mouse, and that being why he lost it
Rusty, collars are not supposed to pinch, your being mistreated
I dont think ive ever seen anyone remember to add the 'lightly raining' part into an animatic or comic or anything
I like to think he spotted Bluestar in the trees when he says it feels like something's in the woods
I like that rusty's sorta mean, real tween energy
They better bring this fox back
This is painfully lore-dumpy but i love greypaw's total disregard for rusty's anger. And for his disregard for clan code, talking to a kittypet when he shouldn't be. Sets up his later code breaking.
I'm always really concerned about rusty's "just sit there and look hungry" comment, like buddy why do you know that??
Lionheart is canonically handsome
I really like how majestic and respectable bluestar is shown to be in this scene, i can feel her power
Bluestar has been keeping an eye on rusty for a while, spurred by the prophecy, i'd imagine
Chapter 2
I cant tell if bluestar snapping at him so fast is because of how despserate thunderclan is in that moment, or if its a hint to how fast she can turn against people.
Rusty's willignness to look a wildcat in the eye and argue is very interesting, i see where squilf gets it from
'Young kit' i love lionheart
Chapter 3
I like to think the yellow eyes in his dream are yellowfang's
Kittypets know what hours are, i wonder if the clans do
I love smudge, poor guy
They have pine trees on thunderclan territory
I kinda like asshole longtail, hes fun
Great job longtail, you got your ass kicked by a fresh apprentice
Only finished his training two moons ago means longtail is 14 moons, and was probably a solo apprentice. I can see why Bluestar is afraid of not having enough, if the last batch of apprentices only had one.
Interesting that they were so quick to accept Firepaw, but only after he proved himself in a battle. Very telling of their culture.
Graypaw never describe Spottedleaf ever again, its very uncomfortable, "not bad looking either" you are a child
"Neither young nor pretty" this line is especially funny now that grey and dark are brothers, like yeah, thats peak little brother energy
Chapter 4
Ok whos this ginger queen, shes been mentioned twice now
Firepaw stop asking for lore a cat just died
Now i wanna see a redstar au
I like how sassy spottedleaf is with tigerclaw
Tigerclaw in this scene feels so much like Scar, i wish they kept this
I like the lore of the leader's den being carved from a river, wonder if DOTC is consistent with that
Love the sharing tongues and eating lore, the idea of older warriors inviting younger ones to eat with them being an honor
I like that the elders are perfectly fine with firepaw
Interesting that sandpaw isn't actually described as cream or sand colored, but 'pale ginger'
Again, loving the eat rituals with the apprentices eating by the stump
Sandpaw's such a bitch i love her, such a tween mean girl, i can only imagine her with a high, bratty voice
Chapter 5
Two toms sitting in a hollow a few tail lengths away cuz their not gay
Birch, ash, and oak trees are added to the 'trees thunderclan has' list
"Thats treachous talk, kittypet" says the guy who tried to take over all the clans, thus sharing a territory
I like that lionheart supports firepaw's thinking
Thunderclan smells warm, Shadowclan smells sour, Riverclan is...pungent, i guess?
Dust and Sand are such brat siblings
Love the implication that windclan and thunderclan have different stalking types due to their difference in prey, light footed for thunderclan, and maybe heavy on the back legs to make a better kick-off for a run for windclan?
Ravenpaw has been an apprentice for 2 moons, meaning hes 8 moons old, and he probably became an apprentice on the tail-end of longtail's apprenticeship, or just after his warrior ceremony
Chapter 6
Two moons passed, 8 moons old, Raven should be 10 moons
Firepaw can scale ash trees with ease
One of lionheart's favourite phrases is "surprise is the warrior's greatest weapon"
Ok good, the fox was relevant
Thunderclan cats apparently climb trees often, given that halftail apparently used to
Chapter 7
"Easy prey for yellowfang" girl why are you in third person
2 moons in and he already doesnt want to feel pity towards a clearly unwell cat, i can totally see an au where he becomes one of tigerclaw's followers
"You seem in an awful hurry to die" is one of my favourite lines
Arch-cat of stench
Chapter 8
Patrol of tigerclaw, willowpelt, darkstripe, lionheart, and bluestar. One hell of a combo
Yellowfang was spoken of for her bravery and wisdom as a medicine cat, interesting
I like the respect Spottedleaf gives Yellowfang, aware that shes another medicine cat. They've no doubt met before this.
Sympathetic eye narrowing
"We found no bodies from either clan" i call bullshit
"Usually she only trains the kits of her deputies" again, bullshit, but interesting concept
Leaders talking with all their senior warriors and not just their deputy for advice
Cultural respect for healers and elders
Chapter 9
They know the word breakfast
Little grey-and-white kit and a tabby kit, probably swift and one of the frost brothers
"Certainly no hardship being around spottedleaf again" you've exchanged about 3 sentences with her
Willowpelt in patrol with her son again
The double mouse eating scene is always so funny to me
Chapter 10
Queens line their nests with balls of down, which are apparently duck underfeathers
Wow, two-ish moons and firepaw doesnt remember smudge at all
I like the parallel between rusty & greypaw and smudge & firepaw
Its actually kind of unsettling how fast he's forgotten his old life, like wow the cult indoctronation really worked huh
Chapter 11
Ravenpaw tripping over his snake, baby boy
Fluffy gray kit, likely cinderkit, no more than 2 moons, meaning they were newborn when rusty joined
Also a tiny black kit and a tortieshell, mystery kits
Rusty's been there for almost 3 moons
Bluestar has serious trust issues huh
"I think i could grow fond of her" ok yeah i see why bluestar x yellowfang exists
Clawface and Stonefur are considered great warriors, at least to Greystripe
Chapter 12
I forget at this point in the book tigerclaw isn't actually known as a bad guy, hes just grumpy and mildly suspicious
Crookedstar is bigger than Lionheart, which means hes fuckin massive
Brokenstar has been leader for 4 moons as of this chapter, meaning he probably became leader around the time spottedleaf got her prophecy. Causation, perhaps?
Eugh can we stop describing spottedleaf as sweet scented
Ough, littlepaw was definitely lying about his age there
Lionheart banter!
Ravenpaw being a good storyteller is my favourite thing
Ah, brokenstar, you mangy bastard
I like that he paused for dramatic effect though, drama queen
I cant tell if Smallear really is deaf or if hes playing it up so he gets left alone
Chapter 13
"But even he will obey bluestar" only for 3 more books
I like that travelling to the moonstone is one of the apprentice milestones
Spottedleaf get your nose off that apprentice
Chapter 14
Leaders cannot eat before the moonstone journey, interesting
Wow, what a dickhead twoleg, also possibly drunk driving
Chapter 15
Love the idea that tigerclaw is just fucking terrified of the moonstone
So bluestar just implied tigerclaw is spiritually weak, interesting
I love the description of the moonstone, it makes it sound so ethereal
Chapter 16
Barley is short and knows Bluestar
"You are tied to your clan like a queen to her kits" oh you have no idea barley
Barley i love you and your inexplicable rat fighting skills
Firepaw knows how to put cobwebs on
This chapter implies coming back from losing a life can take hours
Chapter 17
Blackfoot you asshole put those kits down!!
Yellowfang i adore you
R.I.P rosetail, we didnt know you existed until this chapter
Nooo grandpa lionheart, poor guy
I think its this point that starts the beginning of bluestar's fall, honestly
Chapter 18
Ah, here's tigerclaw's beginning of evil, starting with appointing his cronies as bluestar's bodyguards
Ooo yellowfang still has pain from that leg injury
Wow Yellowfang just called Blackfoot a stupid tank
Darkstripe really just got call shitstripe, huh?
Oh shit, i always thought darkstripe and longtail were aware of tigerclaw's actions from the start, but hes playing them too
Chapter 19
Spottedleaf you cant just tell apprentices about prophies and not give any context
The authors really dont know how to do a scene change, huh?
Firepaw fights light-pawed
Chapter 20
I cant tell if its clunky writing or intentional but the way ravenpaw describes redtail's death is very storyteller-y
Never use the word suppleness again
Brindle really just had her kits silently huh
Elders wash their ears when their expecting rain, more lore thats never mentioned again
Really cute that whitestorm is sitting guard for his mate and kits
Its been like 4 minutes since firepaw stepped out of the nursery, brindle's in there, how the fuck did the kits get stolen
Firepaw you shared 7 sentences with her, why are you so furious
Chapter 21
Can these grown adults stop sending minors on dangerous missions
"Goodbye, my sweet spottedleaf" EW. EUGH. AUGH.
"One of brindleface's kits has a cough" considering tulipkit dies, yeah, she wasnt lying
Something something clawface being a warrior greypaw respected only for him to kill the med cat and kidnap kits
Frostfur's kits are three moons old
Chapter 22
Brokenstar makes them apprentices at three moons and warriors at five
Marigold and Mint were four moons old
Chapter 23
Third time Willowpelt and Darkstripe are in a patrol together
Oh Whitestorm, your not the smartest tom in the clan, are you
Chapter 24
Brokenstar nearly got scar-at-the-end-of-lion-kinged there
It'd be cool if mr lil tabby kit kept the ear scar, i know he doesnt tho
Chapter 25
Tigerclaw really putting on the sad dramatics there
Fireheart and Greystripe, iconic and fitting names!
My thoughts
Solid 9/10, not perfect, bit clunky, but iconic and nostalgic. Im shocked i remembered basically all of it, even tho last time i read the whole thing was about 6 years ago
I think the chapters are too short in places and cut in weird parts, and the authors cant do a scene change for the life of them, but this was 2009, so its fair. Lets just hope they improve (said the fool, foolishly)
Oh, and the spottedleaf thing was terrible and uncomfortable.
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mika-ayumi · 11 days
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COMFORT HOUSE CHAPTER ONE
She awoke to sound of shuffling. She peered through her blanket fort as she froze with fear. A being with what looked like 4 eyes none of its face. It slightly was visible due to the light of the alarm clock. Unlucky for her the thing saw her. It growled ripping the blanket off the bunk bed.
It's voice gravely and creepy dripping with awful intention. Not speaking only growling.
Her breathing was heavy as she tried to run for the door and she grabbed. It's hand the size of her whole waist. She screamed for her parents but nothing came out. She kicked and punched but the creature didn't move only tightening almost like it was trying to pop her like a balloon. Tears streaming down her cheeks crying out to no one. Until with one swift slice the creature fell in two letting her drop though she didn't hit the ground. She looked up to see something she couldn't believe "Hey..you ok?" Asked a familiar voice she only heard in her TV. A turtle stood holding her with blue mask with his brothers. Quickly going human at the site her fearful eyes. "I'm..dreaming..I'm.." the girl hiccupped barely being able to speak. "nope not a dream!" The younger brother smiled with a bright orange hoodie and overalls covered in patches. His fluffy hair framing his freckled covered face. The girl quickly lost consciousness. Later waking up in a house she didn't know. With voices she recognized but they shouldn't be real. She slowly sat up with the whole room looked at her. "My queen she's awoken!" "Gundham we've talked about this-" "Not the time for your unwarranted agurements." Another boy. One with bright yellow jacket and black jacket "Hey..are you alright?" "This isnt.." "This is fully real my queen." "gundham." "Don now isn't the time" she sat there wide eyed with everyone she found comfort in the people wanted to in arms off when she was upset or sad. Squeal of a pig could be heard. The girl turned her head "Waddles...?" The pig jumped into her lap. "My lady!" The pigs owner jumped on the couch hugging the girl "Mabel! Careful!!" The Tall blonde boy said with worry
"Am..i..dead..?"
"Ok we are going .further."
"No..you are alive"
" Should I get the mug? Feel like I should get the mug. I'm getting the mug."
"So..uh... astral projection.."
"How did we get there?"
The purple one with short hair brought her a mug. "read this my lady" "..I live off sarcasm and coffee"
The small girl giggled
"I made him that. WAIT I NEED TO MAKE YOU ONE!"
"So My lady. You aren't dreaming you couldn't read in a dream. You are alive. You can breathe and you aren't Astral projecting because" he grabbed her hand "I can infact touch you. You are also on the couch."
She looked around "..right..so uh.." she pet the pig in her lap which was nuzzling into her lower stomach "where..I am?"
"Your comfort house!" The girl.- Mabel said Happily
"..ok that kinda uh explains all..of you..being here....sorta..sorry I'm..kinda processing? I guess"
"your fine my lady" Mirio assured
"Why are you calling me my lady?...I'm..I don't know just me"
The girl pushed up her glasses and shrugged
"your the head of the house! We are your comfort characters! So you kinda run the house!" Tanjiro explained leaning over the couch with a bright smile
"Oh!" The girl whispered. Nodding content.
"IVE GOTTA GET THAT MUG"
'MABEL WAIT SHES IN NO STATE TO PAINT-"
The girl chuckled
Tack who had been in the back picked her up "Whoa!"
He walked up the stairs grabbing some sort of keys and unlocking a door at the middle pushing it open
"This looks..nice. I like the smell ...it smells like my mom's perfume."
Tack walked over to a picture hug on the wall of the girl and her mother. He gently but firmly grabbed her hand putting on the picture. Causing it to glow
"Is..this uh.." she looked at the glowing light "How I go home..?" Tack nodded. She went through falling onto her floor. Looking at the clock it was 5:38. "Jesus..how long was i gone for.." the growling came back. She looked up with horror. How the fuck wasn't it dead. She screamed sound actually coming out. A shining light pierced the room a Kusari-fundo wrapping the monster causing to fade.
"MY LADY!" Mikey hugged her "I heard you scream in the room..he did hurt you?" "..mentally or.. physical?" She tried to joked.
"Let's go.. physical?" "No..he didn't touch me." "Good" he got up and headed up to the rise poster which hung in her room
"Wait Mikey" he turned "Yeah?" "How do I..visit..again..?" "uhh. I'm gonna be honest I don't know. This has never happened before. I overheard Mike saying he was gonna get in contact with Ms.Miku!"
"Like Hatsune Miku?" She asked "Mhm! Posters are kinda portals! It how I got here!" He smiled. "Till next time!" And he jumped into the portal.
The girl looked around her "..how the fuck did my parents not hear that scream. Wait fans-"
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surveillance-0011 · 12 days
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Every HOL 2 + Comic prediction I have
Possible spoilers ahead. Some of these I'm very much convinced about, others are more general statements or spitballing/guesstimates.
In general:
We find out where the hell Lizzie and Kenny are
We see what remains of the G3+ more of how they've impacted space
Funny mission control in the form of Clug's kids + Gene. He was literally gonna blow us up to keep the house.
Maybe seeing Krimothy or Gene's nephew
More stuff abt Gene + whatever he's got going on, too
More Torgs maybe?
Bounty Hunter will probably remain a very self insert-y character and therefore be more of a blank slate while the Gatlians get center stage but we might get more on them... maybe something abt their parents
And. Lezduit. Did you fuck my mom Lezduit?
The Comic
Takes place pre-High on Knife
Follows (at least partially) the bounties that have been done pre DLC (the ones on the screen)
Gurgula plays more of a role or shows up as some sorta easter egg in the bg
Actually shows what's up with Creature
"Redemption" We are totally getting stuff about Kenny
and maybe similar themes with Harper? if the Task Force led to her doing some fucked up shit
And ofc who knows maybe. applies to creature lore. If not that then maybe the "lost love" in the blurb is referring to this... hm...
Though it's not following the G3 I'm going to assume we'll be seeing Merkaloids and other G3 grunts doing other odd jobs and the remnants of the Cartel + power struggles before it crumbles for good
Uh. Maybe bonus G3 chapter at the end? Or at least mentioning them + filling more in for sake of worldbuilding. maybe this is copium but i want moar... moar G3. please. waughh
HOL 2
Lez might come back late game once the parents get back from their road trip. Maybe he'd be used for a challenge mode/bonus gauntlet instead of the final boss.
If we don't see what's going on with Lizzie in the comics we'll certainly know by 2.
Maybe Gurgula got a hold of her or Gene or the BH's parents as a way to play on Garmantuous trying to hurt who the BH "loves most" but it's not a celebrity cameo this time
Either Kenny-Harper dual wielding or Kenny gets an upgrade that's not quite Lezduit level but makes him a more advanced gun.
Alternatively maybe the perspectives switch between BH and Lizzie? BH keeps their guns and there's chapters or otherwise ways to switch perspective to continue to the story with Lizzie, Kenny, and her own group of Gatliens. This would eventually lead to the two reuniting and being able to choose who to play as and what combo of Gatliens you like to complete the game. This is pretty ambitious and most likely too clunky but something like this could be on the table.
And if you don't get to play as them I do like the idea of Lizzie turning up ok with Kenny in tow
May or may not be accompanied by a joke w/ Kenny saying he's got a frog in his throat or some other meta commentary. Then again given the circumstances to why the change would be made this might be in poor taste. We will see.
I mean really after what she did to Tweeg if you follow that path then I'm sure she's gonna end up getting in on the bloodshed. Really thinking she'll fight along side you or maybe against you at some point if she gets brainwashed or something (maybe unlikely but as a splatoon fan I'm Used To This Happening by now)
And by now Gene's legs r probably gonna grow back or be just about enough to walk with?
Knifey keeps the chainsaw obviously. maybe another modification or two to switch out?
Flamethrower + Sniper Rifle Gatliens, sticky + smoke bomb trick hole or mechanism
Being able to meet + save more Gatlien survivors even if they aren't playable
Maybe a shooting range/training room to hone techniques
More standalone bounties while the Bounty Hunter tries to track down Gurgula on their own terms
Gurgula is from Australia III or IV or. yeah just another Australia. Maybe the original first Australia planet... hm...
More Australia in general
More Gurgula also :3c this is a given but I am very much excited 2 see him. I think unlike Garmantuous he's probably not going to try to check in on us or anything and it's more cat-and-mouse-y.
The game will probably be a bit more grim, esp when the focus is on Gurgula. Not too gritty, but certainly more in line with the secret ending and HOK's more morbid/scary moments.
that being said I need to see him lose his mind as he gradually gets totally tired of everyone else's bullshit and comes to the conclusion that he's in a game chock full of nerdy stoner comedy.
There will probably be a joke about/reference to CWC it'd be funny if Gurgula was actually super wowed by all of that. Not disgusted like actually just. wow. the depths of the human mind.
I've said it before but I am certainly thinking they may kill off Gene or Lizzie. Knowing how calculated and cutthroat Gurgs is I'm pretty sure he'll be targeting them eventually and even if he doesn't with some of the themes of redemption we've been seeing here I'm thinking we're gonna see some people we like go.
In general i hope the game does not shy away from more emotional moments and allows shit 2 get real grim. After being thrown for a total loop in the secret ending and the pretty well done bits of horror around the reveal of Mux in HOK i do hope we get some real gut wrenching bits where we see the real depths of depravity with Gurgula :3c and just knowing that. shit is fucked.
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ashhaven · 10 months
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from @lumeninfusco (oo exciting tag games)
✨ When you get this you have to put 5 songs you actually listen to, then tag 10 of your favorite followers (negotiable, live ya life) ✨
I mostly tbh used this as an excuse to listen to my spotify liked songs and figure out what to put on here
This ones legally required, i may have depression and feel kinda lost ok.
I might actually like this one more than anything 100gecs has done? its hard to tell tbh. this takes up my 100gecs slot because god ive got places to be
I promise were gonna stop with the endlessly trans section of this post now, but i had to put black dresses on here
Switching tempo a bit, i really like destroy boys, this is just the first one of theirs i found on my liked songs, its cool, you should listen to them
i love to vibe to this :).
i have like an endless list of songs that really should be on here under these considerations but this is like, meant to be slightly representative of me listening to thing. idk
gonna tag errrr @doommetal-doggirl (mwah) @kaiasky (who i think might enjoy this sorta thing?) and... idk i dont wanna annoy people. do it if you want and say i tagged you. ill edit the post if you tell me
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404hella · 11 months
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hi mommy, how are you? ive been thinking about u all day. i have some questions on stuff you have mentioned. if thats ok :)
1. you have mentioned punishments, what kind of punishments do you do? when i hear punishments, i immediately think spankings, but i know thats not all of them 😭
2. do you like to degrade subs as well. you are so sweet to me, but idk if you do that sorta thing.
3. are virgins ok with you? i grew up very sheltered, (in a cult 🤭) and i didnt learn about sex till i was almost 17, from a friend from school. im an adult now, and even tho i grew up innocent, my mind has become corrupted. i have been lost to the world of loving dominant women, and i cant turn back!! i want you to show me everything. ive heard it kinda hurts at first, but i dont really care. i can feel that my cunt needs it. real bad. :(
i love you mommy, i hope you are doing well. mwuah!
-🐞
ps, i go by bug, baby bug, or buggie on here :)
hello, buggie! 🐞
1. For punishments, my favorites are edging and teasing. Seeing my baby get all frustrated turns me on so much 🤭
2. I'm usually very soft to my subs. I like taking care of them but If they want to be degraded then we can try! It's all about their pleasure. Always.
3. Of course! I have a massive corruption kink tbh 😩 Making a virgin experience their first orgasm then turning them into a sex crazed slut is so hot to me omg. You're so cute. I'd be gentle with you, buggie 🥰
love you too! Hope you are having a wonderful day, my buggie 😙🐞
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rigelswrittingsquare · 6 months
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Ross/Rigel's
Writing/ WHATEVER BLOG !!!
and master list :3
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Hi!! my names ross or rigel you choose which ones more fun :]
welcome to my blog!!! uhm!!!! tbh this only started because there's no jeff content and im LIKE. OK LETS CHANGE THAT!!! RIGHT NOW. But in all seriousness welcome!!
I take requests and questions, just make SURE that if you request anything, it does not include kids x what ever. that's disgusting and I want you off my blog if you indulge in that.
TAGS:
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#rigels ocs
#rigels hcs
here are my fics so far!
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MY FICS
this page will be updated as I go along!
FNAF
A SPARK
jeff x reader (slow burn, FNAF SPOILERS, minor character death, reader gets hurt)
part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7 (THESE LINKS DON'T WORK I WILL FIX SOON)
PORTAL
my wheatley HCS
wheatley has an office puppy crush on you - <3
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FANDOMS!!
blue= UueuIaagsHAGGEHSGHAN!!!!!! (positive)
red= currently SUPER hyperfixed
orange= fandoms I'm sorta in!
white= fandoms I haven't been in for a while!
I can write for these fandoms dont b afraid to ask :]
FNAF
PORTAL
MEET THE CORES
WHAT WE DO IN THE SHADOWS
HOMESTUCK
GHOSTBUSTERS
IDENTITY V
THE LOST BOYS (1987)
THE BOY
PORTAL THE MUSICAL
REANIMATOR
LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS (both movie and Broadway vers)
LAW OF TALOS/ENDZONE
POKEMON
SPLATOON (1,2,3) (ive been playing since the first game)
SOUL EATER
ORAN HOST CLUB
STANLEY PARABLE
WELCOME HOME
AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS
DEMON SLAYER
SPIDERMAN
STARDEW VALLEY (shane lover at heart)
GUARDIANS OF THE GALAXY
COOKIE RUN/ KINGDOM
SKY TCOL
SLIME RANCHER
STARKID MUSICALS. YES.
more to come?
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thanks for visiting!! luv you guys!! don't be afraid to ask me stuff I'm just as anxious as you guysKsssheDJHSAHAA
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truckfreaks · 9 months
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had such an funny array of experiences the other night at that bar and I've been reflecting on it and wanting to write about it very much.....
on one hand i saw my friends sibling who i haven't seen in quite a while, and he was more outwardly open and excited and chatty than hes been for probably the whole ten years I've known him. like, he even invited me to his bands show? he never invites anyone! he's notorious in our crowd for being very, like... idk. ive heard lots of things - "particular", "difficult to work with", perfectionist... but he was totally different.
he brought his new boyfriend along, and we all had a long silly talk about sneaking into cons when we were kids, navigating the precarious world of gender soup (he understands my soup probably better than anyone, cis trans or otherwise, that I've ever met! it felt great!), the different creative projects were working on (he went to college for video game soundtrack composition at a really prestigious school - super talented!), got really excited when we realized we never had any idea one another had bugsonas and excitedly shared art of our respective bug guys... oh and his boyfriend recognized Dr. Habit on my phone lock/background?! it was the first time anyone's ever recognized anything SFM related on me in the wild ! so that was cool!
and on the other hand... my friend (his brother)'s girlfriend who i've been trying to give an honest fair shake in getting to know was there as well. and like, i think surface wise most people look at her and assume she's like, very ... leftist? and I'm sure she thinks she is, too. but every time i talk to her she sneaks in some kinda backhanded comment about women. i get a big internalized misogyny plus Italian familial politics vibe. and i found myself talking to her abt similar topics, because she said to me she's never seen her boyfriends brother so animated before! and i said well this might be my personal experience coloring things, but being out makes a massive difference in someone's ability to just, like, exist happily! and she wasn't sure what i meant by that, so i explained, and she was like "oh, well i guess i don't understand why you're choosing to identify in a neutral or masc leaning way but you dress like a girl?" and i explained that first off, i appreciate not getting it, but the first step is recognizing that there is no one right way to be a man or a woman, and if we accept gender nonconforming behavior from cis people then why don't we accept it from trans people? why do i have to be a caricature of manhood for you to see me as transmasc? and it kind of got through to her but... not entirely, because her line of questioning was a little ... invasive and unkind in a bad faith way (i have a LOT of patience for folks who may "get it wrong" but engage with me in a good faith way). like she was tryna play gotcha or something.
and i suppose the juxtaposition - people who are quietly queer suddenly becoming loudly queer and, as a result, happier, vs. people who are vocally supportive, but only when a person fits their narrative of what a queer person should look or act like... well. it was not lost on me!
and it also reminded me that sometimes, when you get a vibe about a person, you should trust your gut! it's ok to think, yeah, this isn't a nice person, im gonna protect myself! because if i continued engaging with her, the conversation might have gone very poorly. it certainly has in the past. (for example, apparently bee and puppycat was, and i quote, "too woke" for her. she got really mad when i laughed about it and realized with horror that she wasn't kidding). i feel bad for my friend (her boyfriend) for being in the middle of it, sorta. he's a easygoing simple dude who is wildly supportive of his brother and however he chooses to identify, and frankly i don't think he knows a whole lot about this side of his girlfriend because to him, he doesn't really seek out those kinda conversations. not obviously that it's never come up, but yeah. i know him well enough to know he doesn't share those feelings with her, and it's always really shocking to me to hear her express them - but always when he isn't around. so much so that in the past when I've expressed concern about it, he didn't believe me at first! (then other folks started saying the same thing.)
idk. life is cool and weird and i am happy to be a cool and weird little guy.
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penguin--person · 11 months
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you love milgram in a way i trust deeply i love you ok?
hehee i love you too boss!!!! m. ... speaking of milgram... i told u i'd make an oc to replace prisoner number nine ya?? well ive made one!! hehehe... sorta... ive made a Concept... n i'm using this ask as an excuse to share her!!! i do gotta warn u tho! warning for suicidal stuff! so dont read if u dont wanna see that n no preassure to read it my lad!!! love you!!!
so! i first gotta say what i perceive milgram to be. to me its not real in the way that, to the characters, its like a dream, yea? its not a real place in their universe. they just. like. muu says that she woke up at milgram moments after commiting her murder, yea? with no recollection of how she got there. other characters have said this too i think, maybe, but maybe not, who knows... not me... but! thats what milgram is to me, just a mind thing. like once the three trials are over, the ten participants will just return to where they were before they woke up at milgram. because. they still gotta learn to fucking. Live after that. theyre not going to get executed, is my theory, if they get 'guilty' one too many times - they're juts going to return to the world, with now more thoughts on their murder(s) than they had before, and. god. theyre gonna have to learn with themselves! theyre gonna have to deal with it, yea? idk if that makes sense . with that out of the way, lets talk about aiko, prisoner number nine! aiko's murder is, umm. hehe. heres where the suicidal stuff comes in. her murder is suicide! 'but, penguin!' i hear you say, 'If shes dead, how come shes at milgram?' my dear reader, an excellent question!a aiko is only Half dead! the exact method she used to end her life was, slashing her throat, So, when enough blood bled out of her that one of her hands was being hold (though, not for much longer) by life, and the other was just taken by death, when both life and death were holding her, she got transported to milgram:3 'but, penguin! how is aiko going to learn how to live after milgram, as you said thats whats going to happen after it ends, if she dies?' no shes gonna jsut be. fucked. shes gonna be fucked dude. in milgram shes gonna talk to the prisoners and shes gonna find pals (sorta? ill expand on that in a bit) n shes gonna find that joy in life. but she'll be like, happy about it - she thiniks that milgramis the 'afterlife' . purgatory. that if es decides that shes forgivable, she'll go to heaven, but if they'll say she's unforgivable, she'll go to hell !! so. so. she can die happy or sad. or maybe she like, has a phone near her irl that she can then use to call an ambulance or smth idk i ahvent thought upon her that much . pretty fucked up, yea? heres my concept for her
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this is like, the barest concept ever. i made concept notes when drawing her: headband + pigtals (hard to see but theyre there believe me) = childish, new to adulthood and does not like it - wants to be a child still maybe? coping through the pigtails/belt around neck covering sui wound, slit throat/ribcage sorta, skeleton = dead/long sleeves = depression/funeral sorta dress/Lace maybe? and this isnt there but her waist belt is fallign off bc shes hanging on by a fucking thread man. shes OFF the thread ctually she lost the thread everyone around her would be like "no whaddahell were not dead freak" . so she'd go to shidou (HATE this guy. id expand on this but this isnt a shidou hate post its an aiko appreciation post) n be like "Hi doctor. i think im Dead can you check my pulse n all" n hed go "Haha silly aiko youre not dead" n then she'd just, i dont know. i rlly want to project through her and have her dislike shidou. man she'd be besties with amane. because i like amane. basically shes friends with characters i like n hates on all the others❤️ personality wise shes like, a goofball, silly.. very much like a creepy little creature... creeps people out:3 shes silly like that... if u have any questions on her feel free to ask hehehoho! shes not that developed yet shes just a silly goofy idea
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hey rem! ☹️ anon here! im doing great, ive actually been taking time off tumblr and just flipping negative thoughts and thinking as if i have my desires and adding self concept into there too. im sorry about all the drama and impersonating that’s going on! i hope you’re ok! i found a really good youtuber named @/electrasoul , watch her vids and tell me what you think because i really like her. now onto my question, sammy dropped a new video and i have a few questions / opinions https://youtu.be/VmCwGwgDzIA , i personally think she’s sorta wrong and sorta right. affirming 24/7 doesn’t imply lack and it isn’t going to cause your subconscious to reject it, but affirming 24/7 because you think you don’t have it is what i disagree with. finding a manifestation routine that works for you LIKE THE ONE YOU GAVE ME WHICH I LOVE is basically all you need tbh. i would only advocate for repetition if you’re repeating negative thoughts and you’re combatting it with your affirmations but even at that, you don’t need to repeat the exact same affirmations either and you can just distract yourself from thinking negatively. it’s taken me a bit of time to realize that manifesting is only hard when you try to manifest like everyone else and not figure out how to make it fun. for someone who usually thinks and repeats the same thoughts, ofc repeating affirmations is gonna be fun for them. but just having a general idea on what to affirm on and going awol is my thing personally and you helped me see that. i know feelings don’t manifest, but ive been feeling a lot less anxious about deadlines and manifesting and ive been persisting A LOT better even when i feel extremely sad and want to walllow in self-pity. anyways this is just an update. ive noticed ive been manifesting a lot faster. like someone saying something i was thinking of or me finding something i lost by just ranting about how i found it in my head. im just trying to flip more opposing thoughts and work on my self concept concerning manifestations i care about more. this is just a little update 😭
omg ☹️ anon!!!! im so happy to read this! your growth just in the last week has been so beautiful to see 🥺
i love electrasoul! sometimes i just play her videos in the background of whatever im doing and let her hype me up.
i watched sammy's new video and i definitely agree with a lot of her points. for instance the part where she says that your subconscious mind doesnt have an opinion and isn't gonna decide that you are affirming out of lack lmaoo. that had me giggling lowkey
i will say however that affirming on a loop isn't for everyone. i've mentioned before that i went through a period of time where i was obsessively affirming all day every day on a loop bc i thought that that was the only way for me to manifest something. and i was barely seeing results or progress bc personally for me that method just didn't work out. it got to a point where i wouldn't let myself listen to music anym cuz then i would get distracted and couldn't affirm. i was seriously affirming 24/7. and it wasn't until i adapted the routine that i gave you that i started seeing progress bc i let go of that obsession and need for control that i had built up within myself. im not saying that everyone will start feeling obsessively towards affirming bc obviously this is a method that works for a ton of people, but personally for me i needed to find something else.
but thats why i say a lot that manifestation can be a lot of trial and error. i tried affirming on a loop and it did NOT work for me but that doesnt mean it wont work for anyone else!!
i definitely agree with what you said about not needing to repeat affirmations over and over unless you're having negative thoughts u need to combat. i've manifested so many things so quickly by just delclaring i have it once and completely forgetting about it (on accident lol) until it shows up a day or two later.
also the thing you said about someone saying something you were thinking of! that's what happens when you work on your self concept i've noticed. u begin manifesting things so quickly without putting in any effort at all. this has happened to me so many times where i just think of something once (sometimes without even the intention of manifesting it) and my 3d instantly reflects it back to me. self concept is just rlly that bitch ugh
anywayz seeing your progress really makes me happy and brightened my day :) im rooting for u!!! <3
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🧠!!
🧠 - what's the headspace like?
!!! oh im so glad you asked this i love talking about headspace i do it all the time. so we have basically an entire world in here. there's..wait lemme show the map if i can find it
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yeah ok so this is the main sorta.. plane? if you think in levels of a house? so this is the. ground floor of headspace. most stuff goes on here. but we have. well we had three planes n now theres just two cuz i realised one of them was just my subsystems headspace. (thats just white void with occasional items and doors hangin around)
the dormancy void is above this (it feels like this when ur in it - ive verry briefly been)
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so yeah anyway there's. well this is actually Really big. its sorta to scale but not completely because i..couldn't be bothered. the bit where it says "just a whole lotta field" is as far as you can see sorta like this with the cottage riiiight at the edge of the horizon.
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we have ..pretty logical physics in here. that being said i can teleport and so can a few others & there's void under this so once a few headmates had a mini war and accidentally blew a hole in the floor of the living room while i was asleep. so that's cool.
the ocean is a relatively new development. like a year or so. and the island labelled expansion 2022 didn't actually end up being an expansion more than what it is on the map. u see we don't really have much power to change stuff in here unless its stuff like adding a house but even then its. tricky. thats why the more recent headmates have just been bunking on the couch or sleeping on the roof of the living room which is just like. this weird plain white structure . so u can sleep on the roof. we tried to add a second floor that was just bedrooms but it didn't rly work out. so andhera and jinx and vi just like. live there. its cool
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so tommy built a mansion on the island which is like. about the size of where we are now but just we can't. access it. same with the void to the right of the map. u can walk into it and be able to see behind you for like 2 minutes but then headspace vanishes (as if you go out of render distance) then you are so so lost. (tommy checked and got stuck for a week) its like if a video game dev forgot to add the stuff in the new setting and opened the borders by accident.
but yeah anyway we've only had one major change right at the beginning of our figuring out systemhood cuz we had .. 7? 8 headmates in total and there was just one main centre room with really strange mechanics for bedrooms n stuff. so it like. collapsed on itself and we expanded out from the living room we have rn.
so! that was long. my bad kfjfgk i just love talking about headspace. its so fun to me cuz rn i barely ever leave front and the living room
ty for the ask :D!!!
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hey, its Soledad the cat!
october 06, 2022 - 01:26
i cant remember when exactly was the last time i had lunch here in this crowd less alleyway, but i remember Soledad the cat being there with me. not really her real name, but i named her after my happy crush during those times. the times when i was still shit sad about my ex breaking up with me, that was last year. and speaking of that break up, there's so much shit to unpack because i never really let out those feels, and im afraid sooner or later that shit will blow up and its gonna be real bad. i can say that im ok now, but i havent really made peace with it— what im trying to say is that ive moved on but sometimes the memories linger. and those memories isnt even that much, kamil and i had only a couple of dates before things went to shit for good. i really cannot pin point the exact thing, but the frustration is everywhere. there were so much in my plate (and hers too), i was facing bankruptcy during those times, but then weeks later things started getting better for me that made room to what i have achieved now. and i was thinking that perhaps if we held on a little bit longer, a couple more weeks, then maybe— perhaps things might have been different. or not, ah well last time i checked she was sorta seeing someone weeks after the break up then she became "best friends" with my ex who put me through so much bullshit. but oh well. i guess its just me being caught on the idea of what we were when we started, when things were so much better and when i was just fucken head over heels. she was all i ever wanted, *supposedly the part where i should say "she was mine"* but yeah, i couldnt really say that because it felt one sided and that i already lost her even before the actual break up. i dont even know why im still thinking about it when im all ok, i guess i just have to admit that i have given her a part of me that i can never ever take back, i hate to admit that but i guess thats the truth. it was such a dream— until that fairytale became a fucken nightmare. ok ive said too much shit just because i had lunch with a cat. lol. im going back to work. lol, bye.
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