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Happy to have 2 Arms Left in the comp another year! While this isnt Sprouts first rodeo, its Poptarts first! Everyone give him a welcome :)
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Bonus, featuring Poptarts bestie, because no one can convince me otherwise that Poptart will get overwhelmed with the amount of people- @dianagj-art
#oh gosh theres so many aus#I wanted to cameo a lot but then I proceeded to run out of room and time haha#unsure how much energy I am going to have to make consistent propaganda and crossovers#but we will see!?#haha job + college is only SLIGHTLY kicking my ass and taking my free time#also I dont think I am going to have a fun time with the decades theme imma be real#I am not very confident in my clothes drawing skills aha <3#2 arms left#also remember last year how sprout got to tie with his bestie imbi?#best case scenario for this year: poptart getting to tie with his bestie one :)#the besties
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[Image description: A digital drawing of Amanda Young from the Saw franchise. She's wearing her outfit from the third film, but has her hair from the first. She's wearing the reverse bear trap, which leaves only the top half of her face visible. Her eyes are open wide and staring directly at the viewer. Eyeliner runs down her cheeks. In one hand she holds overflowing needles which are falling from her loose grasp. In the other she has a tape recorder. Her arms are stiff, as if she's a posed mannequin. Bandages are wrapped around both of her wrists. These bandages, the tape recorder, the needles and the reverse bear trap are all coloured a bold light blue. Amanda is coloured bright white with grey shading, while the background is a darker grey. It also has a subtle spiral pattern to it.]
#amanda young#amanda young fanart#saw fanart#saw franchise#digital art#needle#needles#cant wait to watch the new one :D#this is actually something i made for a zine but it got rejected :(#oh well im gonna try to get in for their next edition so! looking forward to that <3#i am back at college now (in my last year D: ) and im gonna be a part of this exhibition (holy shit??) and also inktober next month so like#im v busy lol#though i have finally finished my first comic in ages !!#i will be posting it whenever my bestie watches the film its based on so she isnt spoiled 😔#i think u guys will like it!#and since im busy thisll be on the backburner for a while but im working on an even longer comic (🥳) based on an 80s horror movie#(ive posted art for it b4 so tbh u might be able to guess what it is...)#anyway!!!#amanda young yippee!!!#i really liked doing the limited colour palette on this :D and highlighting certain things!
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watching Merlin for the first time with Emi (who has seen it before) and we’ve finished episode four
can I just say that Merlin and Arthur are so fucking gay??? hello???? “There’s something about you, Merlin.” in episode ONE???? this blonde himbo risking his whole life so that Merlin doesn’t die???? they have more romantic chemistry in one wordless interaction than Merlin and Gwen did in that whole kiss.
also the magic is 100% an extended metaphor for being gay, I’ve decided
#bam watches tv#bbc merlin#merthur#(is that their ship name?)#I’ve spent the last three episodes ranting to emi about what I’d do or what I’d want with the storyline#like give me conflict with arthur#knowing about merlin’s magic without merlin knowing he knows#and having him stuck deciding between outing his (boy)friend to his dad or protecting him#and just continuing to protect him even as he’s having this conflict#until he just accepts that ‘oh yeah my dad’s wrong’#and also accepting that he loves merlin at the same time <3#this show is really silly#but I’m having a good time#even if I know it might frustrate me later ✋🏻#I’m so sorry to anyone seeing me experience this for the first time lmaoo#let them be gay#I’m only like a decade late 🤪#watching merlin in the year of our lord 2022#let Merlin and Morgana be gay besties#mlm wlw solidarity
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Hey have you seen this cat. You wanna see him again.
Sorry I’m coping that I can’t draw anything cuz I’m with family rn.
#this mel speaks#he’s just so scrombly. I really wanna draw more of him.#last time I drew him was just doodles I made like a year ago#cuz I didn’t really wanna draw him before I met him. but now I know him#and I know he’s silly and one of the besties now. honestly I just wanna draw all the cast or something but oh well#guess it’ll have to wait a…..while………my schedule is full………..
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and, for your first day of the delighted month, november, iz halowneene!! yuor vfavorite novmeber holiday1!!!
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#nepeta fanart#equius fanart#nepeta leijon#equius zahhak#homestuck fanart#hs#homestuck#nep month#nepnov2022#<== yeah thats right bitches the post spam is (hopefully??) back once again#BROO I DIDNT EVEN FINISH THE PROMPT LIST?? ITS AT 22????#ALSO THESE PROMPTS MAKE NO SENSE WHAT THE FUCK WAS I ON??????#ah yes. day 14. 'full of milk'. EXCUSE ME????#oh my god the tag editing this is incredible#loving (/neg) what ive written on my doc#'you know that one monochromatic dtiys? tjat but nepeta' and 'besties eat your greens </3' are right next to each other and i havent-#-a clue what either means what the fuck.#nepnov2022 prompt 1: 'halloween this fucker'#OHHH. I ONLY WROTE 22 PROMPTS BECAUSE THERES ONLY 22 OTHER HOMESTUCK CHARACTERS THAT ID DREW LAST YEAR.#imm sso fucking stupdifd. CRYING.#thrifty's banger totally awesome and cool art tag
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this is the bare fucking minimum on the ground low at this point but if i'm gonna praise scissor seven for everything it's going to be for the fact also that never once do they do the thing where siblings constantly say 'sis" or 'bro" to remind you THEY ARE SIBLINGS thirteen saw her sister who she hadn't seen in i'm going to say minimum five years or better given she didn't even know she was with the flying birds, said "sister?" (because it's not like they have real functional names anyway) and then didn't say it once ever again the only other time the word sister was said was seven saying 'your sister' i'm pretty sure five years a dead mother a lifetime of hell and an arguement and not ONE "sis" thank you jesus
#If you can't tell star rail and genshin are on my last nerves with it#It's so annoying. No one says that. I'm an only child but I know no one says that#I had this friend who lived with me for about a year and we considered eachother like sisters#I genuinely could not bring myself to say “sis”#no. that's lily. shut the hell up oh my god#can you imagine if every friendship in media adressed eachtoher by friend or bestie#i'd cry#scissor seven
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this uquiz uhhh... freaking called me out (in part)
#I'VE BEEN PERCEIVED.#especially since I wrote in the last question about the girl that I fell for and never told my feelings to#(tho we were besties then we haven't spoken in years and I still don't know if she's even queer or not either...)#but STILL. OH MY GOODNESS.#uquiz
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DENNIS???
#dennis bestie i have NOT seen ur season but this is iconic#it makes the 2008 make sense#honestly i wish they got kees back last year like#BUT in the molboekje they had an interview wth dennis ja? where there was no kees in my 2023 boek#oh my god#oh my fucking-#widm#wie is de mol
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hi update things are fucking terrible and my eyes hurt from sobbing. lol
#purrs#delete later#not to liveblog and be tmi or whatever but i feel terribly alone and terribly miserable so this is in fact a cry for help lol. or really#comfort bc im fucking going insane. so for context last spring when i was still an intern another intern orchestrated this back channel#where everyone was supposed to talk shit about our supervisors (my dearest most belovedest mentors) and all of us hid it for months and it#all came to a head at asb 2022 because there was a lot of drama witb the asb student facilitators and our staff team. and it was sooooo ugly#and messy and horrible and probably played a direct role in one of my dearest beloved est mentors (who was the point person for asb) fucking#getting a new job and abandoning us in july lol 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 and so i became a full time staff member and me and my remaining dearest belovedest#colleague besties fucking carried the world on oh r shoulders and put on amazing programs as just 3 of us in the core staff and we thought w#we were doing a really good job with the asb 2023 leaders and that there were no drama dynamics or whatever and guess fucking what. tonight#we found out that half of them hate us for reasons we still don’t know and all of them are at each others throats and also some of the#participants feel a type of way about us. and i know i am being a fragile sensitive crybaby over it but i have had terrible cramps all day a#and have barely slept since ive been here and feel like ive been bending over backwards to support the leaders only to find out that half of#them think we’re evil and i just… i couldn’t take it. so i cried and now im beating myself up for crying. but it’s like come ON. i know we#did a pretty imperfect job of preparing them for this. and i should just take responsibility for that and not be defensive. but it’s like… i#have NEVER seen this program in person before or been part of the planning of it. i was just a student last year like all of you. and also#HOW many fucking times did we create space for you to talk to us and invite us in. and still this shit happened. and i just feel like a#failure. and i couldn’t react to that information in any way except cry liek it’s all so over my head and out of my depth and im not as#emotionally mature as my colleagues bc im the youngest and this is my first time dealing with this and i feel so incompetent and like i#failed. failed the first time by not speaking up when i was implicated in the stupid fucking Google form back channel situation last year#and now failed the second time by not being able to prevent this stupid drama bullshit from happening again and for not catching it. and jfs#like… im in excruciating physical pain and haven’t slept and haven’t eaten well and my life is falling apart and we were ABANDONED BY THE#PERSON WHO WAS RESPONDIBLE FOR THIS (i know we weren’t abandoned she literally just got a new job i just have psychological issues) and#we’ve been running at a million miles per hour with absolutely no break and now you’re mad at us and not even telling us and it’s impacting#everyone’s experiences but you want to pretend this is fucking high school and keep secrets. i am TIRED of drama. i am TIRED of this stupid#bullshit. and not to say this bc i don’t know if asb 2022 drama factored into her decision to leave but if it did i get why * left now. i#get it. bc this shit makes me want to jump out the hotel window. i do not want to face any of them tomorrow and deal with more bullshit. i#am emotionally unstable and incompetent and not equipped to deal with this in a mature healthy way. i want this to be over NOW. im done.#ok i think that’s it um. sorry about that i just needed other people to know i am suffering and i will suppress the shame i feel about that#just this once. esp bc i denied myself the opportunity for my colleague besties to comfort me while i was crying and i regret it now lol
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juza ita bag coming with me to the dentist today for emotional support... pray for me besties 🙏
#tw vent#vent in tags#tw ed#tw dental#last time i went for a consultation it seemed so promising... the dentist said outlined a plan and i went back#and it went downhill so quickly ahdvdj#she numbed and was gonna do the procedure on THE WRONG SIDE OF MY MOUTH#and it took all my courage to be like hey... bestie... it's not... that side... and then she was like oh yeah lol that side's fucked#and it was honestly a very traumatic experience ajdvjddb#and i KNOW my back teeth r all fucked bcs of my ed but ive taken such good care of them in recent years#and it doesnt undo that damage but i dont want this new dentist to mention it 😭😭😭#is that unrealistic? maybe... but the reviews online have been good ESPECIALLY for people w/ anxiety#which seems good and i cant afford to get to an ed specialising dentist so. we move...#at the very very least my front ones r fine n good for the most part even tho i still have an overbite...#i just hate having to maintain and upkeep a physical form !!!#shut up hahn anyway#sorry for oversharing on tumblr dot com the app and website i am SCARED !!
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Ok college review now that I’m almost a month in. I’ve gained nothing from this experience but a janky apartment that I love
#no literally like. I’m not a people person. so that aspect of college doesn’t appeal to me#and also I’m in 4 classes. my library science one I was excited for is entirely geared towards being a school librarian and teaching#so I’m out here making lesson plans. which I have negative interest in being a teacher#my business class is structured in a way that makes lectures useless but I’m required to go#my theatre class. we haven’t really started anything so my opinion is neutral but tainted by last years experience. 2.5 out of 10#my programming class is fun though. I’ll be the one programming sketchy apps now#i do really love my apartment#but yeah. i don’t often leave it. and god people love to knock at my door and windows#i don’t like. wanna shut myself in and not speak to anyone ever. but I’m not saying I’d hate that either#bc ok. last year I talked to two people. one of which didn’t come back this year and the other one who chronically cancels plans#but also just in general. confuses me?? like bestie will do something and I’m just like. why#oh but there’s 2 guys who live above me I know. one of which was the one banging on my window at 1am wasted#the other guy is nice but also talking to him tends to tire me out bc he’s the type of person who has to be right#not in like an argumentative way. moreso the type to repeat himself and rephrase things until ur like fine fine ok#also a tiny bit of a show off/one upper type#but I do have my friend who lives a good 45 mins away we see each other often and it’s fun#so yeah that’s my academic stuff and my social circle summary!#also. my ex best friend? lived 45 mins away. same city. saw her like 2-3 times the whole year. she could have done so much better#but yeah. i don’t do much in college and am 97% certain I’m taking a gap year to go hang out at my summer job#soup talks
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I. Pre-ordered. The. Last. Skz. Stay. In. Jeju. Photobook. Available. In the. Uk?!?!
#at least i have a copy besties.#why was it genuinely so difficult to get hold of🤨#i feel like it was supposed to be a more korea exclusive thing.#rude tbh.#also getting my skz stay in London photobook soon!!!!#yeah i finally managed to get one.#those are difficult af to find. being out of print for years and all#also. i got a new binder for my pcs today. which is a slay#i now have a large one for all my skz ones. and a small ish one for my gg pcs#when i say gg pcs. iz*one. blackpink and itzy#oh and loona too#idk when I'm going to get the skz seasons greetings though. that it genuinely difficult to find where sells them in the uk#last year it was easy to get skz 2022 seasons greetings. btw. i still love the desk calendar. yes it's 2023.#yes i still have the 2022 calender. currently set in july. bc.
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on one hand i hate considering myself a “leader”. but on the other hand god does it feel good to have permission to go absolutely buckwild in terms of controlling a group project. just big Producer Mode Activated energy. “here’s the shit that needs to get done what would people like to work on in particular and let’s meet back same time next week with a progress update ok cool good meeting” is what i Live For
#sick of having collaborative projects fall apart from everything being disorganized. therefore it’s my responsibility now and i love it#this particular project is years in the making and we’ve been at a standstill for months n last week i was like ok besties#let’s just get our shit together i’m now the project manager and everyone was like oh thank god#so hopefully that works out a lot better#izzy rambles
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love being universally hated for trying to do nice things and being accommodating to people. maybe i was born to be a villain, apparently it takes me no effort and i don't even notice. :)
#just an example:#yesterday i was told that when i sometimes say to my male coworker that he can already leave if he wants because there's nothing really#to do anymore and i can finish what i'm still doing alone#it apparently -comes across in a very bad way-#oh an once i was at work and something was cancelled i messaged him that there wasn't really anything to do bcs something was cancelled#and if he wants he can come like an hour later#(i asked my boss first if i should msg him)#he told me that also was apparently something very bad i did#lol i'm just here like....for years i was the villain in your story bcs of...that stuff??#how am i supposed to know that is so offensive to you if you don't tell me?!?!#anyway a lot more came to light last night lol can't wait to get bullied out of work besties#alvadee's shit
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i cant have an existential crisis every year before my birthday that’s not normal!
#the little voice inside my head is like ‘to be fair bestie you literally did not think you would make it to this age like at all it was a#hard stop at 18 for a long time’ and that’s probably it but like#idk last year it was the whole ‘i’m never gonna be a teenager again’ now it’s ‘oh i’m gonna be able to drink and won’t have excuses anymore’#as well as just the ‘aaaaaa i didn’t think i’d make it this far and now in shit out of luck when it comes to planning’#existence is crazy wow#in other news the crumbl cookies this week look amazing 10/10 will be getting the shark and coconut cake#‘eris don’t support them’ okay but i get a free birthday treat of course i’m taking advantage#also lmao i hope no one wants to talk to me on my birthday cause i’m gonna be so busy#eris: text
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it should be studied the way i immediately start crying after masturbating like girl where is the serotonin i was promised
#i just. the memories won't stop one after the other like a messy movie#all that talk about sex and love and a future together#all that teasing at night like oh think of me when you do it#and actually thinking of her for a whole year. how do i just forget#and the teasing the joking about who would play what role but both of us knowing exactly what would happen#but it was fun to tease#and the quiz the teasing referencing the quiz to make a point#and sometimes the honest convos truly vulnerable ones no teasing pure love and want#and sending clips on pinterest and them saying one day#and just. the full comfort and safety. and imagining your whole life with someone and suddenly you have to think aboit other people becaus#well they're gone. and they always said don't have hopes for the future i can't promise and i didn't listen#i think ive moved on but really i don't think i have just have gotten good at suppressing distracting#it's been. a little over a month and still it feels like everything is falling apart my house of dreams and hopes is falling apart around#me slowly and im just sitting in the floor crying#i shouldn't have listened to that gracie song i just. i saw her story and i thought she was going to release it and idk wanted to listen#one last time the youtube live version#ab aise lag raha ki back to square one#i keep having these thoughts involuntarily i don't know how to mske them stop#i remember few weeks ago i was hanging out with my bestie and i miss you im sorry started playing on shuffle from her playlist#and i was like fuck this song she told me about it we loved it gracie was like our artist#and i was like ok ill be brave and listen to it i have to one day na she's one of my fave artists#but we hadn't even reached the chorus and my bestie was like no and changed it immediately she must've seen something on my face#cause a hundred memories flashed before my eyes in those 10 something seconds#can u believe. having so many memories with someone you just text. what the fuck man i can't even remember my syllabus they should fade#okay goodnight
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