on the precipice
*
standing
on the precipice
of the rest of my life -
as are you -
wondering
if apprehension, resignation, expansionism,
naturalism or stoicism
will be my running buddy, confidante,
consigliere, wingmanperson, foil
or comic relief
while i continue
to tread tamped time
with intrepid steps in sneakers
eschewing stiff soles & sore toes,
scuff marks on treasured terra;
a sub-macro goal for this simple soul.
someone said
you never walk alone,
except when you're trying
to collect a debt, then -
it's o solo mios 'til you get the cheetos.
nonetheless,
it's a rarity to quest
without an angel or devil by your side
( not on your shoulders, like in the 'toons...)
also known as having an ace up your sleeve,
a good luck charm in your pocket, or
the blues' lament of being born
under a bad sign.
so, who's the wingperson
to help me pull the pretty premise
( & their friends )
from the providential bar or club
to take home & romance?
my money’s on authentic naturalism,
if i was a bettin man...
that's my burgeoning novel's projection
& i'm sticking to it.
peace.
*
7/23 - lebuc - on the precipice
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Chat GPT sussed me out!
Chat GPT, analyze some of my January poems, please:
“These poems explore themes of self-reflection, societal issues, and the human condition.
The first poem, "mili-you", seems to reflect on the idea of individualism and how it can be both positive and negative for society.
The second poem, "nobody has to", encourages the reader to explore their own creative spirit and not be constrained by societal expectations.
The third poem, "window", suggests that our perception of reality is limited and that there is more to explore and discover.
The fourth poem, "skin i'm in", emphasizes the importance of self-awareness and being present in the moment, despite outside distractions.
The last poem, "those without hope" focuses on empathy and understanding for those who are struggling and feeling hopeless.
All of these poems have a contemplative and introspective tone and convey a sense of searching for deeper meaning in life.”
You got it! (...or me!)
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gracefully, if at all
*
lightning bugs*
grace our front porch post-dusk
gathering around its light;
greater-elder respecting
it seems,
as game truly does recognize game,
...best done gracefully, if at all.
summer’s solstice
sends certain sights & sounds
our way, enthralling us
if only it could be year round...
by so doing,
we could enjoy the display
until midnight from the dawn
knowing
we've not yet lost our way
lured by
the blue illusions' glow
too often held in our palm.
*
7/23 - lebuc - gracefully, if at all
*some say fireflies...not i.
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fear strikes out
*
fear strikes out
only to find no echo
from the hollow void;
only sounds
of a constant drone,
babbling, generated
in artificial clusters, bits & bytes,
simulated vocalizations...
doubt,
skittishly residing
in a flesh & blood body
uneasily rests
alongside spirit & soul as well
infused to incline, motivate
& be a counterpoint to the folly
into which it can lead.
faith lays out
a lighted path into...
should you wonder where found
or who,
it's inside - supplied by you
& not some oracle from above, in
its inclining toward the love you feel
if you haven't been taught
that it isn't real.
strip all religiosity -
no man, no woman, organization,
congregation or governing body
of elders, founders, seers,
kings or conquerors
may endow it...
just know
you didn't & they can not
make a tree, a raindrop, a bee,
a grain of sand, a truffle,
giraffe or a galaxy
...any of 'em.
so the power that 'bees'
resides in that
which created these, above.
( call it what you will )
however,
what we can create & reveal
is anything derived from such,
as we make it & make do for real,
for the best,
not from fear but out of love;
& that - i believe,
is our bequest from above.
*
7/23 - lebuc - fear strikes out
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saturation ( deep breathing )
*
saturated air
holds much more than moisture
to a discerner;
there's a cornucopia in the currents,
a plenitude of possibilities,
a plethora of prompts;
...much stuff, okay -
to be gleaned, extracted,
assayed or inferred
to break off & chew on - word;
simply by licking your finger,
raising your hand in the air
( waving it like you just don't care...optional )
registering essence from the ether,
filtering the sublime from the slimey
via a tuned nervous system, sinew,
a precise perspective point
right on down to your innards
for a gut's-eye view of the joint;
to digest, extrapolate, express...
lending passers-by a reason anew
to no longer bemoan, be distressed
or despair,
while deep breathing
this scion charged, verified air.
*
7/23 - lebuc - saturation ( deep breathing )
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this precious life
*
...sun rises eastward over the Lake, illuminating as i peek.
hope & optimism: first vibe;
i wake up, open up...greet the day.
Miles' muted trumpet on my musical alarm
...the melody & improv amidst the 'changes'
sets my mind free to stalk life's latent treasures
breaking constraints & the fear, doubting its value.
the vista's light guides my tread,
each step forward paves a brighter path;
possibility & promise at my 'tips for a finger roll at the cup,
no cap;
darkness is never total
in it, there's always a spark guiding me
Saiyan-style through the twists & turns,
a Sudoku not yet cracked.
heaven may be vast & out of reach,
but here on earth is my home, my haven:
savored sushi on sultry days,
mojito or plum wine dusks, pen in hand most nights
& here shall i embrace my days with family
pocketing joy, wonder,
eschewing tedious media thunder & strife...
making something mellow with this one, precious life.
*
7/23 - lebuc - this precious life
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fog
*
there is a fog,
a significant measure of mist,
arisen.
from underneath,
motions are made with alacrity
beyond the cloud is where
clarity reigns.
fog, however
permeates without permission,
penetrates crevices
whereby craniums cry
voicing asphyxiated screams.
there are fans
which dissipate;
which must, however
be turned toward the mist.
they don’t function in fury,
propelling only from a peaceful vantage;
absent this, there is
a significant measure of mist, rising;
absent, there is a fog.
*
6/23 - lebuc - fog
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one mere day
*
...a person, a position,
perspective or some purpose -
myriad reasons to stay
or go from a space.
the tidals which pull upon one’s innards
surge, ebb
& never relent, tho unfailingly gentle
so as not to leave it rent;
that's best left to an indeterminate head
& heart unfocused.
but believe you, me -
act
& believe me, you - that
there is more ‘isness’
than any one mere day* can handle;
more, even
than many such days.
so live. love. something. someone. everyday;
or at least - for one more
mere day.
*
6/23 - lebuc - one mere day
* Father's Day/Juneteenth weekend
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12 cents
*
12 cents
left upon a store bench;
in the day i'd have made a play,
now i don't even flinch
skin flints & bad sense don’t really pay
& my kin never raised me that way
but hey -
a dime ain't even a dollar worth swiping,
out this mess like wes, so stop your sniping
12 cents was bus fare in my heyday
riding publlc trans’ trying to earn a payday
not talking bout the candy bar
but the cheddar -or lettuce if you will - put in a mason jar
with loose change & crumpled dollar bills.
that was past tense, now incomparable today
the way inflation's made prices immense
& crime pay - but who's to say if things can stop,
go back like they used to be - i don't know;
but you still need to check your booster in ‘23,
that’s fo sho -
as for me, fully vaxxed, no cap; i'm not a rapper,
...out of here with that; just maxxed with a chat & flow,
OG in the undertow - understand - from the 'Go,
'round Lincoln's lay of the land...
never bringing a bullhorn to a mike stand,
commanding ovations with pen, avant among men,
en garde against the yang & its ‘yen’;
read/listen again if you miss ‘em:
rhymed common sense in vents
prepped so sweet you wanna kiss 'em
tout suite - without the mints;
penny for your thoughts tho, mon ami;
better yet, 12 cents.
*
7/23 - lebuc - 12 cents
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hankerin’
*
"an urbanista
with a hankerin'..."
just using that word
tells you where this'n is goin’...
'midst city smog & hoggish folk
today i'm hot like overfried eggs,
not those of running yolks with legs
i flavor & eat with toast.
nature's reign is deaf & muted here
like old spice stored in mason jars
set aside for rubes to revere -
appalling!
its easy to deride or kid
proliferated prisons with a view
& a door
up 35 floors with a laid out grid
below
an elision of blues, deck shuffling & show
for the easily amused -
not me or you or those who know
better.
to the letter, i’m
uneasy with a putative peace
englazed over street beats
thought tantalizing to taste,
thought sweet
not realizing the case to be made
for unfettered skies under night's shade
only - even better, pony rides
without need for a tether
or permit
from stony faces
unable to decode the grit
encrusted in competence’ veneer.
to all - i beseech, here...
instead of reacting, relate - please
uncrease & emanate,
for God's sake - to satisfy that hankerin'
before our soul's uneasy wake.
*
7/23 - lebuc - hankerin'
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'buc's eye view
*
intertwining bonds
of family, lovers, friends;
central threads from which we append,
near or far
support, pull us, unravel, realign;
nothing simple in its weave
when we grasp the filaments' imperfect
yet total connection.
as a collective
what canvases we shall paint
with strokes vibrant, grim,
brush-dipped in sorrows, bliss,
time-torn touches of scars, sealing kisses;
a layered survey reveals our story:
past glories in bold hues, amidst dark actions, uncouth
for 'self-evidence' has not been our experience with truth.
what ethic will guide our hands, minds & heart?
could greater compassion light a way?
or whatever hope resides in true moral courage
& empathy's reign
though the times may to some extent disdain;
call upon the wisdom of ages,
sages' subtle grace over varied stages
of justice, love & support for people,
not just mere profit;
freedom's imperative shared with equals on earth;
otherwise, get off it.
*
7/23 - lebuc - 'buc's eye-view *
* Claude AI prompted
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obsidian shine
*
though current events
appear to diminish obsidian shine
as they proliferate & germinate
in mass consciousness,
those who're aware
know the sheen can't be extinguished,
unless we all are - personally
& that's a bridge too far - far as i can see;
so folk would do well to let it be.
as for us, at our best
we shall not relinquish the quest,
have any fear of being devout or caring
what others do in the shakeout,
given an even playing field...
...or if not, guess we'll have to till & fill,
sowing seeds by the mil - to vest;
to help the best crest, the rest quest
that we all may be blessed
into & though the distress of striving
while we're just laughing, jiving
like a liquored crowd on comedy night.
no matter where or when,
we'll continue to fight for right,
not only wade, but sail, in b-boats* we float
(not aiming to gloat);
regardless, cream rises.
that's the base
that others flail & try to erase,
failing to make the case at face value;
because treasured souls always add grace
& graciousness is always divine
no matter the hue it's packaged within;
no matter what -
obsidian will shine...
& shine again.
*
7/23 - lebuc - obsidian shine
* f.u.b.u.
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inoculation
*
a time span
has its particular preoccupation
& living through
smears you with its goo -
sounds like glue -
just not as sticky, gelatinous
& will attach to you
if not forcibly removed.
a change of clothing
& of mind
is often needed
or others may recognize
if you aren't newly outfitted.
my plan is to attempt
an inoculation;
cover my being
with a reflective tarp,
become time's asymptote,
unfettered by the span.
so, what era is clinging to you, right now?
*
6/23 - lebuc - inoculation
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consume
*
we ingest
literally, figuratively
many species' life force,
our own...
span the plant & animal kingdom,
vegetables, creatures of the deep blue.
...& when they fight back in their habitat,
we deem them wild predators without empathy,
whom we’re reluctant to peacefully co-exist with
outside of capturing them in cages or behind bars
should extra terrestrials be found
would they sate us?
or their life force transform,
elevating us into another dimension,
some higher phase?
...as we typically believe that flesh has a higher
nutritional value & is a cheaper source of sustenance
or life energy, requiring less capital expenditure to make
& maintenance to keep
because it seems a given
that we would somehow, in some way
consume them
...once our thought leaders determine & legislate
that they are alien to us in form, customs & language,
then deems them enemies; a threat to our way of life
& continued existence
...or be consumed *
*
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* should they think like we do...
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going home ( a better dream )
*
in dreams,
my grandest nightmares
involved some obstacle preventing me
from getting back home:
a big dog,
growling at me & slobbering;
miscreants loitering on the corner
blocking my way;
no bus coming while i waited,
or if it did, it was the wrong one...
damn - a better dream
would surely have been me building a new home
while i was out, ( i know - but it's a dream...)
inviting my folks
& everyone else to the housewarming,
sending *them* home, later;
yeah, that would have been better.
living the years i have
& in my awakened state, mind you...
i now understand that ‘going home’
( for good? hmmm...)
is nowhere close to being the problem
i once dreamed it was.
*
6/23 - lebuc - going home ( a better dream )
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emulate
*
"can you write like some other poets -
y'no, the greats?"
ah..like
some a'dem with
no pulse or real beat,
just branches broken,
tossed out on the street
into muddy waters
that maybe make a plip, or a splush,
& not pure splashes with concentric waves
emanating rhythmically
synced to the pulse of nature, naturally
with a melody unmuted
inherent, estimable &
uniquely suited
to a walking, talking poet parent
infused with african blood
coursing veins in rare &
encephalographic blips
recording a life's heartbeat
...in this life. here. today.
so who we talkin? who?
*
6/23 - lebuc - emulate
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