#now I just hope he’ll have some healthy closure lol
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q!Bad’s “vacation arc” thoughts :3
At first, my feelings on this arc was boredom, a little sigh at playing up the usual skeppy-addicted bits, when it felt like there was a goldmine of opportunity to do a lot more crazy stuff with it. But after really considering q!Bad’s actions the past week, the events of today, and reading some other posts I realized- it’s not how it seems.
Under the veil of silly goofy this is wayy more angsty and serious. This isn’t just another of the usual skeppy bits, this is different. q!Bad is genuinely devastated and mourning over missing his dear friend, to a degree we haven’t seen before. and he’s mourning over the risky things he had to do during the elections, which only put him & his kids in more serious danger. This so-called “vacation arc” isn’t a vacation at all.
This is a grieving arc in disguise.
The vacation, the jokes, all of it is done on purpose. all to build a facade for the audience, and for the character himself, who is lying to himself about the true weight of his emotions. (have you noticed how often he’s been drinking this past week?)
It’s being played so well that if you didn’t realize it at first, good I believe that’s the point. even the other characters are just now starting to notice & get actually concerned that something more is wrong, and their friend needs real support!
The truth comes out in things like q!Bad asking Foolish for a hug (and I stress: he never does this) yelling about not wanting to wear his armor, and saying he wants to “extend his vacation.” (more like wanting to extend his mourning period)
But it’s so obvious that his kids are the light that’s pulling him through this dark time. how fitting it is that he calls them his sunshines. especially when earlier today, Dapper and Pomme gifted him the scythe they worked hard to make together, with the fitting name of Sunshine Protector. afterwards q!Bad was emotional and literally said:
“I’m content right now… maybe I don’t need to extend my vacation.”
and that’s the line that made it aalllll click for me.
anyways to wrap it up yeah I’m so impressed with how this character arc is going :D
#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#now I just hope he’ll have some healthy closure lol#more of my thoughts on that ending line he said#on a vacation your goal is obvs to be content and relax#why would he say he Doesnt need to extend his vacation because he’s content….#that’s how i realized it was all a lie#qsmp theory#text post
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okay, if you could redo season 5 how would you write the end of to???
Oh anon - you shouldn’t have opened this box of worms. But I’m gonna answer this because I have needs to get that shit out. BUT. I’m going to preface this with: I mean NO offense to anyone, any muses, or any one else’s opinions. This is simply MY opinion on how I would have written season 5 & what I would have done differently.Let’s start off with the facts. 90% of season 5 was basically a set up for Legacies and Hopes tragic backstory because god forbid Julie make a character interesting without giving them some kind of crazy tragedy. [ Plus Phoebe, Joseph and Daniel REFUSED to do Legacies so she killed them all off because it wouldn’t make sense that her parents and uncle wouldn’t bail her out of trouble - THIS was literally in an interview Julie did. LoL ]That being said the first thing I would have changed is this season being a setup for Legacies. My ideal S5 would have still had Summer in it playing Hope & waiting to use Danielle until Legacies started. But we’ll stick with the time jump for now.- Klaus would have kept in touch with Hope through video chat, phone calls and letters. [ the only reason they made him a “dead beat dad” was to give Hope a reason to act like a little shit, which still made no sense because even though she didn’t have Klaus she had healthy & loving relationships with the rest of her family. She was a well adjusted 7 year old and we come back 8 years later and all of a sudden she’s this crazy out of control teen who feels unloved and abandoned? UM hello you have a mother who’s done nothing but be there for you. You have aunts and uncles who talk to you all the time. Okay you don’t have you dad..but really? ANYWAY ]- Hope would not be selling her blood & making hybrids to get money to track down her dad. [ The fucking Mikaelson’s have been around 1000+ years. They have money. This was just stupid writing and it made Hope seem like a reckless child who doesn’t care about anyone but herself & her needs. And considering she was so compassionate at 7 years old I find this super hard to believe ]- Hope NEVER would have kidnapped Hayley because that’s another thing that was fucking stupid. You kidnap the one person who’s been there for you, your entire life to bring your dad back? WHAT? That’s just poor fucking writing. - Caroline would be NOWHERE near TO. I’m sorry but Klaus hasn’t seen or spoken to Caroline since that ridiculous episode where he went back to Mystic Falls during S1 of TO. And then I think he spoke to her on the phone once? In S2 or maybe S3? I’m not sure it was whenever Stefan came to TO. But they have their own lives. They never mention each other - and they’ve both moved forward with their lives. Having her pop in during the FINAL season of TO when she’s never been a part of the show and making her seem important to this story when she’s not is ridiculous lol. It would be one thing if they threaded her through the story from the beginning but they didn’t. And as a viewer I’m expected to believe that after they haven’t seen each other in 15 years that SHE’S the person he’ll listen to and not the people that have been in his life for the past 15 years? Julie pls - sit your ass down because no. What they should have done is have Candace be in Legacies because THAT would have made more sense then even putting Alaric there. - There would not be a large focus on so many new characters. Declan would never have happened. And the whole weird ass Nazi storyline never would have happened either.- I still would have written Hayley getting kidnapped, but instead of their weird nazi shit, I would have had one person from each faction working together to kidnap her so that they can create a war between the factions so no one would be united.- I would have had Klaus actually succeed in saving Hayley so he could have KEPT his promise to Hope. He promised to deliver her mother to her and ofc they made him fail [ Which is ridiculous again honestly I can’t ]- I would have had Hope defeat the Hollow period. No Hollow stuck in her killing her - that whole thing was stupid. Hope is a first born Mikaelson witch & she’s a tribrid. She’s supposed to be the most powerful witch there is. She was doing magic when she was an infant - hell her blood healed Hayley when she was in the fucking womb and you’re telling me she couldn’t beat the Hollow? Nope. Hope would have destroyed it after she locked them all together in the mind place.-The family would have taken care of Greta and the other two people working with her to start a war and killed them all. Josh would NOT have died. Elijah could get hims memories back and then the whole family dinner with everyone could have INCLUDED Hayley - the way it should have.- Basically since The Originals was supposed to be the show about FAMILY - season 5 would have been about bringing the family back together, restoring friendships, relationships in general and then Klaus and Hayley would have dropped Hope back off at school together we would have gotten a nice moment of the three of them as a family [ which we barely got in later seasons ] Maybe even a flash forward of when Hope is older and a full tribrid and flashes of each of the family members and what their doing as like a small montage and like a small montage of Hayley and Hope traveling with Klaus like having little “family” moment showing them giving their daughter everything they never had. And then the final scene would have been Elijah and Klaus ending the show like it started except they wouldn’t be dying they’d be “starting” their next adventure or whatever something like that. And then Legacies could be everything that happens from the minute they drop Hope off together once all is well in NOLA to the flash forward from the end of TO.And that is what I would have done if I were writing it. No emphasis on romantic ships perse - but giving everyone closure with all their relationships and leaving it somewhat open with the focus on FAMILY.ONE DAY I WILL WRITE THIS FIC…okay I want to write it but I’m lazy so probably not but yes lol.
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Now, onto the next one.
After the one I wrote about in my last post, there was someone else, haha. (This one's gonna be a lot harder to write)
We were in the same group for the community service program held by our university. We were from a different faculty, but there we met in the middle of nowhere (lol). He was nice, he was SO nice. He made me laugh a lot. He was a good listener, also a good story teller and we got so close so fast.
He was a Muslim.
He was younger than me, a-1999-born.
He took lots of selfies.
And we were about the same height, he was only taller than me by a 1 cm or 2 (not important but heyy let me write😂)
Why is this important? Because, let me tell you about my preferences of man.
I never want anything too specific in a man. I know some girls like men with lighter skin or beard or whatever, well I'm not like them. But whenever I think of my dream man, I only want these:
1. A Christian
2. Older than me
3. Doesn't like to take selfies ( this is deffo the least important but heyy it's my preferences, please just let me be😂)
See the weird thing here? He was the opposite of everything I wanted in a boy. So how could I fall for him?
I remember this saying: "Setinggi apapun kriteria tentang calon pasangan, akan kalah ketika kamu jatuh cinta tanpa alasan."
I believe it now, I'm a living proof of that saying. He came out of nowhere and broke my walls down, he crushed all of my preferences and made them nothing. Gosh, even the timing was off. After my last breakup, I had no intention of getting into a relationship until graduation. One more reason not to fall for him, but I still did anyway.
We stayed up all night most of our times there. We talked about nothing and everything at once. He was the first person I truly opened up to about my last relationship, I had never told anyone before him. I don't know, when we were talking I just felt like I had no filter and I could tell him everything. Every word just flowed out without me even thinking about it.
And then this one weekend in the middle of our community service program, we came back to our town for 2 days. First night, there in my guestroom, he tried to kiss my forehead. I dodged out of reflect 😂😂 and we laughed about it later. I told him that I didn't think he would be brave enough to try to kiss me so soon, then he told me that a man has to brave and he wanted to show that he was not playing games😊 Second night, he tried to kiss my forehead again. This time I didn't dodge, haha. After that, his face was right in front of mine. Our lips were almost touching but he didn't move, so I kissed him first haha.
And then the community service was finished. I remember one night, I again told him everything. We were officially in a relationship then. I told him EVERYTHING about my past relationship, how my ex had touched me in places he shouldn't be. I told him, it's okay if he didn't want to continue being with me, if he thought if I was dirty and not worthy, because I honestly felt the same. He said it was okay, and you know what? He cried. I asked him why, he told me he was hurt that I asked him if he wanted to end things so easily. He told me that we would face a lot more obstacles to come and whatever would come in our way we should face it together, he told me to never ask to end things so easily ever again. After that, I cried too haha.
The first few weeks being back was still nice. He was busy with his academics things, but he tried to make time for me. We met like 1-2 times a week, he called me when he had free time. We talked about everything, and we laughed. He made me laugh a lot and I was just so happy everytime we talk. I really felt like I could tell him everything, and it was nice to have someone who wanted to listen to all of your stories, even the insignificant ones😂
And then one week, everything changed. He suddenly went MIA for days. I didn't know why, he didn't tell me. After missing for a few days, he told me that he had problems with his family, and it was about me. He told me that he would call me to explain, or we could meet in the weekend and he would explain in person.
But that phone call never came :) When I asked him if we were still on for the weekend, he told me he didn't have time. I was hurt of course, I mean, he went missing for days with no words and I think I deserved an explanation. So I asked him again, when can we talk? I told him that I felt like I was talking to a wall because the communication was only going in one way. You know what he said? He wanted us to be just friends. Yup, he broke up with me over a fucking text.
Reading that, of course I cried. I cried like a bitch, I was so hurt. I texted him a long-ass message, I reminded him of his words, how he said he wasn't playing. How he kissed me to show me that he wasn't playing. He told me that he didn't have time for everything. He was already so busy academically abd he didn't have time for a relationship. He then said that his mom found out, and she didn't want him to be in a relationship with a girl from a different religion.
When he said that, I understand. I know that interfaith relationships rarely have happy endings. And I wouldn't want him to rebel against his mom just to stay in a relationship with me. I understand. My last request to him was that I wanted him to end things in person, not just over a text. I mean, we started with him asking me in a person, so it only makes sense to end things in person also, not just over a meaningless text. He insisted that he didn't had time to meet in person, but he told me that he would call later that night to say everything. I waited, you know? I waited like an idiot. That night I didn't sleep well. I set an alarm for every 15 minutes, I was afraid he would call and I missed it. But until the morning came, he never called. I texted him then, and the day after. He didn't even read it. 2 days after that, he read my message. I thought maybe now he would call to explain, but no. HE FUCKING BLOCKED ME.
I was hurt, I was so hurt. I felt so worthless, I felt like I wasn't worth one last meeting. Hell, apparently I wasn't even worth one last phone call.
You know what hurt me the most? I remember this story he told me, about his breakup in high school. His ex was also a Christian, she told him that before they fell even deeper, it was better that they broke up because of their differences. She broke up with him over an email, and he wouldn't take it. He asked for her to tell him in person, and so she did.
See? He knows how hurtful it is for someone to breakup with him over an email. Even he couldn't accept it, and he asked to be told in person. He knows how hurtful it is, so why did he did the same to me? :)
It hurts. We were only together for a little less than a month, but this hurt more than my first breakup. It hurts more because I have got no closure. I insisted for one last meeting not because I wanted to beg him to stay, no. I just wanted to get some things off my chest. I wanted to apologize if I was ever a burden, and I wanted him to know that I will always be here for him as a friend. It hurts because I have so many things to say but he gave me no chance.
Another reason why this breakup hurts more than my first one is because things were still going great. We haven't even had a fight. We still got so many plans that we hadn't done. We wanted to go to karaoke, we wanted to have a morning run together. And during the short time were together, he had never hurt me. I was so so happy with him and I never saw the end coming. I wasn't prepared :). I lost count of how many nights I cried for him, haha. It hurts you know, keeping everything alone for so long. Keeping everything bottled up, keeping everything in my chest without a chance to tell him. I just wanted to tell him everything, and I wanted him to tell me everything. That's the closure that I want and I probably will never have.
I know we could never be together with different religions, especially in this country. But did he really have to cut me off completely? Am I really that worthless and he could forget me that easily?
But I could never hate him. I tried, I thought it would help ease the pain but I just can't. All I remember is the good times, the nights we spent together, the way he listened to me, the way he made me laugh, how he made me happy. I didn't even want to sleep because talking to him was far more interesting than sleeping. For all of that, I am thankful.
I don't want to get back together, I seriously have no intention. But I want to mend things, he was a good friend and I like talking to him. I hope some day in the future we could be friends again, in the most platonic way possible.
I wish him the best in everything he does. I know he'll find someone better, even if it's not me. And I know I'll find someone better, even if it's not him.
So, wherever you are, whatever you do, I hope you're happy and healthy and well :) And I hope you don't hate me, the same way I could never hate you. You made me happy even just for a while, and for that I thank you. Good luck to you, you know who you are! ☺️
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c2e141 (part 2)
(It was too long for Tumblr to allow so there will also be a part 3)
Aaaaaand we’re back!
Oh my god they’re actually gluing his hands together
Should that be allowed to work?
“See? You aren’t a failure. Now, finish the job, and fulfill your destiny.” Bitch shut UP
[[MORE]]
No you can’t, Astrid
No but Caleb knows
And you still made a lot of your own choices girl
Byeeeee Wulf
I mean tho that seems extreme he just wants to be done with it why be more of a dick to him than Astrid
Oh damn Caduceus
Caleb using fire magic to SAVE his friend’s family home I’m
Aw…
Okay. Fine. Astrid can have her redemption arc too. Because she went through a LOT.
I resent the forehead touch though.
Oh okay then just go
I hope they find peace somewhere, somehow
Not-Molly where the heck have you been
Oh for the love of his someone punch him
Yasha that’s hot
Caleb I don’t think you’re on the chopping block at this point babe
“I love you too”
KISSES IM THE RAAAAAIN I’m so SOFT
Oh dear what is Cad gonna do
Oh DAMN Caduceus!
Keep going babe come on
Jesus he’s just gonna keep succeeding
Trent is such a fucked human being that he is incapable of empathy is how I’m interpreting it
lol Not-Molly
“WHAT is WRONG with you” xD
Awww Veth giving up her flask!!
“You are now the best friend I’ve ever had—and I walk away”
God okay we still have like 3ish hours what else can HAPPEN
Whooooo is it
Oh damn they came back ALREADY?
That was quick
I’m glad tbh
Even tho I still don’t really like Astrid but give me time
No mention in their accounts of any other members of the CA huh
Cad is NOT forgiving them for this easily DAMN
Do it, intimidate them!
Yep there it is, he can’t empathize
Oh NO the spooky book!
It’s Gotta be useless now tho right
Valid point Jester
Oh Veth :((((
I’m not ready for the goodbyes!!
I’m crying goddd
Cad NO
Godddd there’s so much TIME left and I have to go through it without Caduceus??
“But it doesn’t feel separate from the family he’s made”
I’m crying
“You comin’ hot boi?”
NO
you can’t take him from me too right now
NO please god
Yes Caleb talk him into staying!!
ESSEK
THELYSS
PLEASE
no no please caleb ask him again please
Stop breaking up my found family
Essek I don’t understand OR accept this PLEASE
Fuck I’m just gonna lay here in a puddle of my own tears
I hate this I hate this I hate this
Huuuugs
Group huggggggs
Artists I need Essek in a flower crown art to heal my shattered soul please
“Don’t take too long because, um, connection is what saves us”
Thank you Yasha
KISS
ON CHEEK
AND HUG
“Don’t be a stranger”
“Try to be kind to yourself”
“YOURE the one who showed me that trauma doesn’t define you”
“Stay safe”
“You too, Caleb Widogast”
Fuck
FUCK
FUUUCK
Caleb gonna teach Luc I’m fine
“He’s his godfather, yes” this is fine
God Astrid just go with them
Y’all I’m not ready
Yes let’s check on Yussah good idea
“Friends, I was hoping you were going to make your way here” I’m so glad they went to see him
Awww he’s so HAPPY!!
They’re YOUR heroic knuckleheads and you love them
Beau you’re silly
Caleb and Yussah study buddies! I’ve been wanting that since we met Yussah
Not as good as Caleb and Essek study buddies but I’ll take what I can get :’)
Fjorjester water tower date
I want you to close that chapter yes
And YES good y’all go together
Oh man Fjord so desperately wants to be on the ocean and he so wants Jester with him and this is everything I want for them if it’s also what she wants
I’m crying
I love them so much
Fjord’s like “I wanna live with you”
God YAAAAAAALLL they’re so unbearably cute
Aww the Nein Heroes is there
Oh god and now goodbye to Veth
I’m gonna cry all over again
Fjord and Veth making me laugh-cry
please roll well
Yay!
Oh no not the Veth and Caleb goodbye
Yep here I go weeping again
“Veth the Brave” OKAY SURE FINE
Veth please please I can’t I’m crying I’m already crying you don’t have to make it worse
“Yes, you’ve convinced me I’m brave. But you are mighty.”
FUCK STOP
I don’t know that I can watch a third campaign because I don’t know that I can go through this again
“For most of my life, I’ve wanted to be a pirate.”
“Most of your life…?”
“Since I heard you have a ship.”
Thank you for that laugh Tal I needed it
I’m glad he’ll be with them
OH MY GOD ITS THE BANDITS
“I was sleeping…” I love Orli
You’re alright, Kingsley, I hope we see you more in the future
I keep worrying they’re gonna get up and leave the table and I can’t have that
Oh boy here we go
“What have you done?” lol
Udolaphon fixing to help end this man’s whole career
God I hope he doesn’t hurt them one last time by spilling about Essek I just thought of that
Yessss give Beau the credit she deserves!!
I’m so PROUND of her! LOOK at our girl.
“If we need any subcontractors I know a pretty good detective agency.”
Looking after her family members who aren’t present <3
Good, let him rot there
NICE they left him glued and powerless
They’re gonna offer him a spot in the Assembly
Called it
Atta boy don’t you fall into that pit of vipers
He’s coming for you next
Astrid, of fucking course
I knew it
Alriiiiiight time for Beau to get her justice
SUCK IT YOU SHITTY FATHER
Niiiiiiiiice
Beau has earned all the honor he never believed she could be worthy of
“Give this to TJ for me”
YES girl
Zenoth going to jail hell yeaahhhhhh!
JUSTICE FOE BEAU HELL YEAHHHH
And Yasha was there to support her the whole way and I’m crying again
No
No no no
If Artagan says goodbye I quit
I kid you not Matthew don’t do it
“I wanted you to be my friend, and you were”
Yes please stop using past tense
Okay thank god
Matthew you just about gave me a heart attack and Laura a heart attack
Don’t leave okay don’t leave
Don’t GO
Please
She’s grown beyond him and he knows it and he’s trying to tell her and let her go gently and I’m crying AGAIN
I’m so bad with goodbyes y’all this is really just tearing me up inside
“There’s still so much of Exandria to fuck with” what a goodbye I love him
Okay okay Fjord closure time
I can’t believe I was ever fool enough to think they wouldn’t give us these moments of closure
And now I’m just a wreck
“Do you remember me?”
“I do, boy. What brings ye here?”
“I came to find you.”
I’m fine this is fine
Please hug him
Fjord sounds so happy
I’m crying guys
Fjord finally getting his answers
The awkward “I slept with the same woman as my dad figure” reveal
I’m so glad we’re finally getting the backstory on this
“Guide you away from his path”
Adopted dad vibes
Only to lose Fjord and think he’d failed twice
“I thought about you every day, since that night. The life I had before working with you, is one I don’t care to recall, and you showed me kindness and love and honor and it meant the world to me. It fills my heart with joy to see you here, pleased, at peace. I suppose my last question is: is it your desire to stay here. We do—we have a ship.”
Gonna try to unseat the Plank King and become Pirate King huh? xD
“As my captain, you will always have a seat on my ship.” This is fine
Aw :(
Yeeeeeah!
Take a couple of trips, get to know your future daughter in law better, it’s fine
YAY
“You know that power. It’ll eat you in town. U’kotoa’s a hungry beast.”
“I believe you. We’ll have to do something about that.”
“Maybe.”
Yasha’s turn
Beau okay good start definitely we want Beau along
Let Yasha have a nice long vacation
GETTING A PLACE TOGETHER YES
gardening yes
Making you food for when you come home from work, my expositor
I’m crying that’s so SOFT
Beau stop being horny for 3 seconds challenge xD
“I never want to hold you back from anything, I want to be here to support you in everything that you do.”
“I want to be your Yeza” omg
Mmmm yes let’s get some Yasha past answers maybe please?
Drop the book off for Zuella ;_;
“I’ve never known anyone deeper than I know you, and yet I feel like there’s still so much more to learn. A lifetime to learn. And I’m so excited to explore every—every bit of you. In multiple layers. Your past doesn’t scare me.”
“You sure?”
“It only makes you beautiful”
Okay OKAY STOP y’all I JUST got done crying
Can you believe we got the perfect lesbian couple y’all
Oh god here we go
Oh my god
Oh no??
Greet??
Oh no
Jadek? Okay okay
Oh NO
Spread your wings!! Show them your new wings!!
YES good kneeling is a good choice
Ozone
Yessss Storm Lord yesssss
Y’all suck not marking her grave
Ouch
Beau that’s clearly NOT awesome
Shoutout to the Storm Lord
Oh they found her </3
Yasha no I can’t handle YOU crying
I was not emotionally prepared for this at all
I love the way Beau gives her space and then is also there with her and supporting her in the way she grieves
Just gotta love the healthy relationships they’ve given us
I’m cryinggggg
Y’all need to get some sending stones
(More in part 3)
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