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stage1decomp · 2 months

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you should talk more about gutspill!!

ah anon you provoked me

aa,, guts have such fragile skins around them, always so delicate and taut with the veins like branches so visible,, viewing someones organs at all is such an intimate experience, but i think the tight pulsing exteriors of major organs just make it that much more special. i desperately want to touch someones organs gently and lovingly, squeezing just enough to feel all that works inside of them without breaking that fragile inner skin ❤️ so lovely,

#corpsegirl posting #desire like a monster #notes on my grave

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shigayokagayama · 9 months

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happy one year anniversary to the most insane week in internet history

#mp100 #mob psycho 100 #reigen arataka #vid #EDITORS NOTE: sexymanotd deleted their twitter account which made finding stuff for this. very difficult.#i was unfortunately unable to include the BLOODSHED in the replies of the ingo poll and could only allude to it #i will never forget standing outside my calc class listening to people talk about how sad it was the queen died #while scrolling past WALLS of sans and reigen getting to third base on her grave

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amartworks · 5 months

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I think a lot about the architecture ideas drawn by Étienne-Louis Boullée

They're sketches from the 1780s and they look like the end of the fucking universe

#reblogs off this is hogging my notes sorryyyy #I’ll turn them back on later #I too want Denis Villanueve to see these for dune messiah it’s exactly what I envision for the keep #shared art #architecture #theyre proposed ideas for Isaac Newtons grave monument and weren't built for obvious reasons #diary

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bread-that-draws · 1 year

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Flowey’s so funny and has me so fucked up like he’s a talking flower. He tries to kill you upon your first interaction. He is ten years old. He is damaged beyond repair. He’s a flower named Flowey. He’s become friends with every single character. He’s killed all of them countless times. He knows everything about everyone. He doesn’t care anymore. He takes care of his mom when she can’t take care of herself. He’s killed her before. He doesn’t care if you kill her. He thinks she’s trying to replace him. He just wants to be himself again. He wants to destroy everything. He hates you. You’re the only one who understands him. He wants his best friend back. He’s terrified of them. He believes in kill or be killed because he died by giving mercy to the wrong person. He believes himself to be the wrong person. He doesn’t understand when you show him that kindness he showed others, even when you know he could kill you for it. He’s tried every route. He asks you if you have anything better to do when you try to do the same. He’s a direct reflection of the player. He’s a fucking talking flower named flowey and his only voice line is by Ronald McDonald and his officially licensed plush does a little dance for you

#‘Flowey would listen to i bet on losing dogs by Mitski and cry until he throws up and Chara calls him cringe from beyond the grave’#-me to my friend when I ranted about this last night #he has me so fucked up like oh my god #how is the best character a fucking talking flower #I love undertale’s writing so much like it’s mastered minimal evidence giving away the biggest parts of characters #i can analyze him i can study him under a microscope #i can put him in a terrarium with a sticky note that says gay baby jail you know #he has me SO fucked up #flowey #flowey the flower #asriel #asriel dreemurr #I’m talking about flowey btw not asriel i know they’re the same person but not to me #like how i consider little baby me and fucked up 13 year old me different people #asriel sits on the playground and cries when nobody wants to play warrior cats with him #and flowey sits in the back of classrooms and answers ‘life is MEANINGLESS’ to every question #not speaking from experience ofc (im lying)#love my edgy flower *puts a magnifying glass up to him and notes how fucked up he is*#i think more characters need to be fucked up beyond repair #undertale #utdr #character analysis

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saturncodedstarlette · 9 months

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“If I betray you, I betray myself…”

“If I betray him, I betray my country.”

“My country is very dear to me.”

“Dearer than I?”

“No.. no. Not dearer than you.”

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liorlen · 7 months

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Pyr y’n gwna ni byrhoedled? / Digawn llawryded, / kywestwch a bed.

#‘then our lives are cut short: why? / it will make for great sorrow. / that long stay in the grave.’#translation taken from gwyneth lewis and rowan williams’ the book of taliesin #transcription of the original welsh taken from marged haycock’s legendary poems from the book of taliesin #poem is the mabgyfreu taliesin / the works of young taliesin #Read my medieval welsh poetry quotes boy #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #I know people prolly will be less likely to reblog this or whatever bc of the welsh quote. idc #I WILL subject people to medieval welsh poetry and that is a threat #also side note for folks that speak welsh that read this: medieval welsh had k it literally is just a c. and there was no dd #it’s a dd or a d based on context #I can’t remember other specifics related to this passage to explain #I learned/am learning medieval welsh alongside modern welsh so my sensibilities are kinda fucked

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attackedastoria · 3 months

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I still know the way to make your makeup run... 🔪

(FOBbruary Day 18, watercolor/mixed media)

#fall out boy #fob #take this to your grave #the patron saint of liars and fakes #fall out boy art #fall out boy lyrics #this song is my favorite album closer no i will not be taking notes thank you

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teathattast · 18 days

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used to be afraid you'd make me spill

don't you know you make me nervous as hell

you called me up and told me

you saw a side of me even i didn't know

#love notes #MOONZz #every every #used to be afraid of letting go #bearing my entire heart and soul #and it took some time but now you've got the key #you told me “baby you're not getting rid of me”#i told you “that's a life i wouldn't want to live”#you said “baby i hope you know i don't wanna have kids”#and i said “girl you know we're on the same page”#and then we kissed and made a pact to love until the grave

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mulders-too-large-shirt · 6 days

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s1 episode 12 thoughts

another episode that had me. STRESSED. OUT.

first of all... the episode being about an irish guy who sets the british aristocracy on fire... the insensitivity there is fascinating. the 90's really were a time, huh?

second of all this phoebe is very pretty and very bold to kiss mulder right in front of scully. i was shocked. and it kept getting more and more shocking! (shoutout to scully for averting her gaze when they kissed. a respectful coworker!)

and the whispered "she hates me" from phoebe and tiny waves goodbye while otherwise entirely ignoring scully's presence... yeah this is sick psychological torment

! MULDER LORE REVEAL ! he's terrified of fire! and this ex wants to get him involved on an arson case! what could go wrong? (seriously though why does he want to do this. why wasn't there another person who could take this case. i'm seeing no appeal to getting involved)

AND he leaves scully to go attend to this nonsense. betrayal.

! FURTHER MULDER LORE REVEAL ! the two broke up because she cheated on him which is revealed in the same breath as the fact that they hooked up on arthur conan doyle's grave. i will be doing my best to not psychoanalyze that and then failing. how can i look him in the eye with this knowledge.

(i think they're going for a sherlock-irene parallel here but counterpoint: i don't like it)

<3 <3 <3 scully in glasses... think my heart skipped a beat <3 <3 <3

this whole thing was soooo sick and twisted. when phoebe said "i've booked a hotel for the night" (cut to mulder in deep distress) that was evil

(also scully calling and saying she had something important and he completely blew her off... only for her to show up anyway... queen shit she literally said idgaf i'll solve ur case for you dumbass)

i'd actually like to copy out what i wrote in my notes verbatim for this next part:

"Mulder in a suit Phoebe in a backless dress. Tension is palpable oh they're dancing. SCULLY WALKED IN ON YHAT WJAT THEBHELL OH THEYREKISSING WHAT THE HELL OH SHW'S ROLLING HER EYESAT THIS OH SHE JUMPED IN"

i think that speaks for itself

but in case it DOESN'T: scully pacing outside watching them dance and kiss was distressing to me. i will reblog many gifs of this when i find them eventually. free her from this situation y'all she did NOT deserve it. luckily a fire provided an excuse to make her presence known.

when mulder was scared to go into the fire and then he passed out and then he pushed scully's hand away while she was shifting into Doctor Mode... nearly screamed. he resists the tenderness offered to him.

and then cutscene to him waking up in bed shirtless and she's there offering him water! phoebe brings him into this fire- his worst fear- and the symbolism of scully bringing him WATER!

and YET the first thing he does is: ASK FOR PHOEBE! MULDER I CANNOT KEEP MAKING EXCUSES FOR YOU (phoebe once again entirely ignores scully beyond a quick goodbye the commitment to pettiness is remarkable)

then he shows up to save the family from being lit on fire and phoebe is kissing the dad. muldershockedpikachuface.jpg (was anyone surprised. raise ur hand if u saw this coming)

but he jumped into the fire to go save the children!!! because he needs to be a hero and conquer his fears!!

i think scully had a very raw end of the deal this episode and when she knocked on his door pretending to be phoebe and asked in a british accent if he was going to buy her lunch. well. she had a good spirit about the whole thing. it's important for her to be mean to him sometimes.

during this episode i fell victim to exactly what i knew the screenwriters were doing, purposefully provoking anger in the viewer through an outrageous ex that also served as character exposition in revealing mulder's background. but once again this episode proves that dana scully deserves the world for putting up with this nonsense and somehow still choosing to have a positive attitude. give her a raise and a vacation.

#i take my episode notes on my phone and post on my laptop so typing out that reaction verbatim was hard #anyway. i saw one of the next episodes involves scully's ex so i'm looking forward to similar levels of angst.#sighs deeply. this is literally just season one. how much more of this must be endured.#mulder get it together. you looked very nice in a suit but i've had it with ur shenanigans.#AND stop romanticizing having sex on graves haven't the dead gone through enough #i think this account will slowly turn into a dana scully lovebot sort of situation. oh well! i'm a simple woman!#juni's x files liveblog #txf #the x files

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rashomon-vu · 19 days

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— Franz Kafka, The Blue Octavo Notebooks

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stage1decomp · 2 months

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youd look beautiful with bootprint bruises on your ribcage.

another one? im spoiled.

give me some sometime?

#gravekeeper #notes on my grave #desire like a monster

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paradisepoisoned · 3 months

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I also drew Near and Mello’s grandmothers for no reason other than I am seriously ill.

Cookie to whoever can guess which country Near’s grandma is from

#am i kicked out of the fandom yet?? lmaoa #i make ridiculous backstories for no reason #death note #nate river #near #mello #mihael keehl #mello x near #meronia #near death note #my art #death note headcanons #i feel like i am gravely misusing the tags but i refuse to give a fuck

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cherrycoloredphoenix · 6 months

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some pose practice and warmup sketches

opera performances referenced from here and here, hands and other poses referenced from my dance teacher, mostly

#my art #chinese opera #sorry it's been radio silence i have risen from the grave once again #about me #in that i came home from dance class lay around in agony for an hour because i hadn't stretched in a month and then basically wrote notes #if someone who knows dunhuang dance sees this and my hand poses/labels are wrong blame my shitty memory not my teacher #edit: THE HAND IS WRONG AAA #orz

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finitevariety · 5 months

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explore it more!!!!! fuck each other!!!

#shallow grave #if my evening plans fall through i fear i might write fic #field notes

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easy-revenge · 10 months

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i saw the clip of mello finding out about matt's death from the news again and the cops were like "we're still trying to identify the suspect that was gunned down" and my immediate thought was haha good luck with that but now im thinking...

who is gonna identify OR claim him? mello is the only person who would and he died a few hours later. i bet there's no record of matt anywhere, being a wammy's kid and all, and like the only way anyone is gonna put two and two together is through halle.

if halle knew who matt was and that he worked with mello, then near would probably also know and claim him, but literally if she didn't know, which would make sense strategically on mello's side, matt would just be a rando that worked under mello for all anyone cares.

so now im sitting here wondering if there's a tombstone for matt somewhere out there and whether 'mail jeevas' is engraved on it.

#im severely sleep deprived and travelling rn idk why my brain chose this of all things to ponder #like the way mello will most definitely get a grave with his full name of it at the cost of having been compromised #i wish him being religious was in any way explored im an atheist myself but id love to analyze this aspect of him sm #and matt was made for him #and served that purpose only #he came and went from the world so quietly #i am unwell #mellodramattic #death note #mello #death note matt #mail jeevas #mihael keehl #matt x mello

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bipanicoverthegravessiblings · 6 months

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……Asexual Ashley-

WAIT WAIT WAIT HEAR ME OUT—

Its very established that Ashley views sex as a transactional thing-

A way to keep Andrew around

A way to earn cash

A means of escape from the apartment

As a way of repaying Andrew for the soda

The only time she doesn’t view it as a transaction is when she thinks her parents fucked the neighbors.

Point is, to Ashley- sex isn’t for pleasure, but to get something/repay someone.

She hasn’t given any indication that she views anyone as sexually attractive, not even Andrew.

In conclusion,

#the coffin of andy and leyley #ashley graves #NOTE!#this is a headcanon #and not a means to demonify asexual people #I am not asexual but I am aromantic #this is just my interpretation of Ashley’s character

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